Well, got my new cupboard and paint for the whole house yesterday.
It seems like i had a real chat/talk with my brother ever since a long long time ago..
We discussed about the stuff to get and the colours to choose..
I really liked a white cupboard from Ikea, but what a pity the back of the cupboard was made of a thin piece of cardboard!
I ended up buying a sliding-door cupboard from one of the furniture sales we knew from the Newspaper somewhere near Aljunied MRT station. Those typical cupboards that most people have nowadays. It's still not as bad.. just that not unique enough.
Bought paint for the whole house too..
I wanted Dark grey and white for my room.. and so does everyone else's ..
The living room is to be painted Yellow and White..
I'm not sure if that yellow will be nice..
It's chosen by my brother..
and my door will be apple white..
Monday, November 23, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
It hurts
Sometimes i wonder why do i care so much when you are not interested.
We were talking finely, sweetly all about you.
I was just wondering and merely asking if u have anything to ask about me, just a very simple question..
like even though i said i'm going for an interview tml.
You don't even ask the simplest why and for what.
When i prompt if u have anything to ask about me, you only know to ask me what i want you to ask me with a 'wth'..
Isn't it the same as when i ask you for surprises and you asked me back what surprise do i want?
I know, i know u are having headache, but it is just a normal reaction to ask at least what job am i interviewing for when i said i'm going for an interview tml if you care.
DO YOU KNOW IT HURTS?! Esp u turn bad mood straight away and said 'wth' when i only meant a simple question like "Do you have anything to ask about me?" in a really very nice tone cuz i don't expect much actually but didn't expect a sudden change of mood from you as well esp the 'wth'.
I'm also confused when u said u were going shopping with your camp mates cuz when i asked you for a swim u can't because u got to study. I'm not saying that i mind cuz i know u might wish to have a nice catch up with them. But it just sets me thinking. I didn't qn u this cuz i am scared u might misunderstand. But you turned out on me by the slightest issue which didn't even meant to be one.
I tried not to get my feelings easily affected by you as i said previously i gave up, but it still hurts.. really really hurts and yes, i want you to know and know that i'm easily hurt by your little words or actions/ reactions cuz i really cared. I wish you really really can do smt abt it.. i'm being straight cuz i know i have to..
I dunno how else to handle if situations like this keep happening.
It is true that the 'Olive term' doesn't work in the long run.
I don't wish to live with that term.
I am really putting in effort, dunno if you realise, hope you do as well.
This entry is nutruel, not attacking but to improve.
I love you.
We were talking finely, sweetly all about you.
I was just wondering and merely asking if u have anything to ask about me, just a very simple question..
like even though i said i'm going for an interview tml.
You don't even ask the simplest why and for what.
When i prompt if u have anything to ask about me, you only know to ask me what i want you to ask me with a 'wth'..
Isn't it the same as when i ask you for surprises and you asked me back what surprise do i want?
I know, i know u are having headache, but it is just a normal reaction to ask at least what job am i interviewing for when i said i'm going for an interview tml if you care.
DO YOU KNOW IT HURTS?! Esp u turn bad mood straight away and said 'wth' when i only meant a simple question like "Do you have anything to ask about me?" in a really very nice tone cuz i don't expect much actually but didn't expect a sudden change of mood from you as well esp the 'wth'.
I'm also confused when u said u were going shopping with your camp mates cuz when i asked you for a swim u can't because u got to study. I'm not saying that i mind cuz i know u might wish to have a nice catch up with them. But it just sets me thinking. I didn't qn u this cuz i am scared u might misunderstand. But you turned out on me by the slightest issue which didn't even meant to be one.
I tried not to get my feelings easily affected by you as i said previously i gave up, but it still hurts.. really really hurts and yes, i want you to know and know that i'm easily hurt by your little words or actions/ reactions cuz i really cared. I wish you really really can do smt abt it.. i'm being straight cuz i know i have to..
I dunno how else to handle if situations like this keep happening.
It is true that the 'Olive term' doesn't work in the long run.
I don't wish to live with that term.
I am really putting in effort, dunno if you realise, hope you do as well.
This entry is nutruel, not attacking but to improve.
I love you.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I can't believe this
Well, first day of the "X'mas Card Job"..
It went well at first.. as in the so call policy..
We are actually doing advertising through selling X'mas cards for this Company (shall not reveal the name).. This company rather pay us to do such advertising for them rather than paying $50K to a marketing firm to do the advertising. (Which i feel it's not a good way by selling X'mas cards.. First of all, few people nowadays buy X'mas cards.. Secondly, who would actually go to the website stated at the back of the X'mas card when they receive one?)
It goes like this..
50 of us are employed to sell X'mas cards.. Either on streets, door-to-door or wadeva method.
We were given 200 packets of X'mas cards each. Each packet costs $10 and there're 5 cards inside a pack. So, if our sales are good, lets say we manage to sell all 200 packs within 3 days, we will be paid $30 an hour. If we manage to sell all 200 packs within 5 days, we will be paid $20 an hour. But if we manage to sell or not sell after the 5 days (based on 1 week), we will be paid $10 an hour. and the thing is we are required to work 5 hrs a day, location is selected ourselves.
So this morning, YL and me went to collect the cards from the office. As 200 cards are too heavy for us to carry, the person i/c asked us to take only 50 each first. so we did. and we end up decided to do door-to-door at AMK. We went to a building near AMK central and did 0 sales for that entire building. Due to the heaviness of the cards and the pain on shoulder, we decided to head to YL's hse to leave part of the 50 each in her hse. We continued to sell at her block. But again, disappointing sales of 1 out of the entire big building. We thought this is not gonna work. We headed back to her hse as our things are still in the hse. At this moment, someone from the office called, telling me that the agreement has changed. He says that because they are not able to monitor whether we are working or not, and due to some feedback of the others asking questions like what if they can't sell, they decided to change the 'rule' to: We will not get paid if we didn't manage to sell all the 200 cards within 7 days, but will only get paid $1.50 for each pack sold.
Nonsense don't you think? Where got people/employer changed the policy only after their employees started work? We put in so much effort carrying the heavy bags going door to door and made 0 sales and now you tell us this. We wasted our day, our bus and MRT fare (We made quite a few trips down to the office because of this job), wasted on food when we could have ate at home, and most important of all, we wasted job opportunities that we could have taken up during this period. One apology and he caused us this much. Absurd!
Just admit if you are too young to be a boss! Your marketing strategy is not going to work!
Anyway, YL and me decided that it's not worth continuing the job after the call if the sales is going at this rate. It's not going to cover all our expenses. So we brought back the remaining 99 cards back to the office and told them we quit. The I/C told us that we could actually bring back the cards and sell it at our own free time until mid-dec and that we can sell it to our friends and family and get paid $1.50 per pack sold. Isn't it still dumb? Because normally people will just buy a pack or two from you and it takes time and money for you to meet the person up to pass the cards to him/her. So we are actually not earning afterall!
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Luckily we did apply for the Levnovo Job at the IT Fair.
Called this morning and the lady said we are confrimed as one of the staff working.
But she msged in the evening saying that we will only be confirmed only after going through an interview tml.. Zzz.. Still thought that we are finally able to slack at home tml.. and the place is damn far.. ):
It went well at first.. as in the so call policy..
We are actually doing advertising through selling X'mas cards for this Company (shall not reveal the name).. This company rather pay us to do such advertising for them rather than paying $50K to a marketing firm to do the advertising. (Which i feel it's not a good way by selling X'mas cards.. First of all, few people nowadays buy X'mas cards.. Secondly, who would actually go to the website stated at the back of the X'mas card when they receive one?)
It goes like this..
50 of us are employed to sell X'mas cards.. Either on streets, door-to-door or wadeva method.
We were given 200 packets of X'mas cards each. Each packet costs $10 and there're 5 cards inside a pack. So, if our sales are good, lets say we manage to sell all 200 packs within 3 days, we will be paid $30 an hour. If we manage to sell all 200 packs within 5 days, we will be paid $20 an hour. But if we manage to sell or not sell after the 5 days (based on 1 week), we will be paid $10 an hour. and the thing is we are required to work 5 hrs a day, location is selected ourselves.
So this morning, YL and me went to collect the cards from the office. As 200 cards are too heavy for us to carry, the person i/c asked us to take only 50 each first. so we did. and we end up decided to do door-to-door at AMK. We went to a building near AMK central and did 0 sales for that entire building. Due to the heaviness of the cards and the pain on shoulder, we decided to head to YL's hse to leave part of the 50 each in her hse. We continued to sell at her block. But again, disappointing sales of 1 out of the entire big building. We thought this is not gonna work. We headed back to her hse as our things are still in the hse. At this moment, someone from the office called, telling me that the agreement has changed. He says that because they are not able to monitor whether we are working or not, and due to some feedback of the others asking questions like what if they can't sell, they decided to change the 'rule' to: We will not get paid if we didn't manage to sell all the 200 cards within 7 days, but will only get paid $1.50 for each pack sold.
Nonsense don't you think? Where got people/employer changed the policy only after their employees started work? We put in so much effort carrying the heavy bags going door to door and made 0 sales and now you tell us this. We wasted our day, our bus and MRT fare (We made quite a few trips down to the office because of this job), wasted on food when we could have ate at home, and most important of all, we wasted job opportunities that we could have taken up during this period. One apology and he caused us this much. Absurd!
Just admit if you are too young to be a boss! Your marketing strategy is not going to work!
Anyway, YL and me decided that it's not worth continuing the job after the call if the sales is going at this rate. It's not going to cover all our expenses. So we brought back the remaining 99 cards back to the office and told them we quit. The I/C told us that we could actually bring back the cards and sell it at our own free time until mid-dec and that we can sell it to our friends and family and get paid $1.50 per pack sold. Isn't it still dumb? Because normally people will just buy a pack or two from you and it takes time and money for you to meet the person up to pass the cards to him/her. So we are actually not earning afterall!
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Luckily we did apply for the Levnovo Job at the IT Fair.
Called this morning and the lady said we are confrimed as one of the staff working.
But she msged in the evening saying that we will only be confirmed only after going through an interview tml.. Zzz.. Still thought that we are finally able to slack at home tml.. and the place is damn far.. ):
Monday, November 16, 2009
Heart broken, blankness, confusions, not enthu anymore.
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FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF EVERYONE!
STUPID SISTER. WANNA KPKB WHEN U ASK ME TO HELP YOU TO DO SOMETHING WHEN I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD?
YOU WAN THE AIR-CON YOU JUST ON YOURSELF.
I TOLD YOU I WAS BUSY AND YOU SAID YOU WAS BUSY ALSO AND I SHOULD HELP YOU?!
WTF?
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS THE AIRCON NOT ME.
AND BECAUSE OF THIS YOU SCREAMED AT ME AND SLAMMED THE DOOR ???
YOU PMS OR WAD?!
FANCY ASKING PPL TO HELP YOU AND SOUND AS IF I WAS OBLIGED TO HELP YOU.
CRAZY!
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FUCK eh.
Recently was all fucked up.
Esp r/s..
i alrdy dunno what to do, how to say.
He just didnt seem to get it no matter how straight forward i was when conveying the msg.
I thought i was alrdy very clear but i dunno why it's still like this.
It has come to a point tt i really gave up trying to make him understand.
Just let it be..
just have to bear with it?
although i really dun wish to use the 'Olive phrase - 习惯就好'..
cuz that would mean that we girls have admit to fate and have to be unhappy in that certain area in the r/s.
but i've tried.
It didnt work.
i dun think there's anything more i can do to make him understand me.
It's really HARD to get him moving.
It will only lead to another quarrel if i try again..
I give up... reallllllllllyyyyyyyyy
and forced to accept that 'Olive phrase' . ]=
I DUNNO
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UJHEGUEHGUEHGWIUWGHWUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHBWOIEJHNBOWIEJBOLE
EIJGEHUJHNEOWEHGOWUHEGWEIJOPKAEJGVBHEIUHROJKAEO(GURIDJGVAKDJGV
9 mths.
9 mths is always the time all the shit happens.
9 mths sucks!
THINGS ARE OBVIOUSLY DIFFERENT NOW
As i said, I felt not as impt as before.
heart shattered once he walk off or rather ride-off on me before i can finish my sentence.
Well done.. very well done...
Thanks for letting me n yourself know where i stand in your heart now.
cuz i know you will never do that in the past.
FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF EVERYONE!
STUPID SISTER. WANNA KPKB WHEN U ASK ME TO HELP YOU TO DO SOMETHING WHEN I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD?
YOU WAN THE AIR-CON YOU JUST ON YOURSELF.
I TOLD YOU I WAS BUSY AND YOU SAID YOU WAS BUSY ALSO AND I SHOULD HELP YOU?!
WTF?
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS THE AIRCON NOT ME.
AND BECAUSE OF THIS YOU SCREAMED AT ME AND SLAMMED THE DOOR ???
YOU PMS OR WAD?!
FANCY ASKING PPL TO HELP YOU AND SOUND AS IF I WAS OBLIGED TO HELP YOU.
CRAZY!
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FUCK eh.
Recently was all fucked up.
Esp r/s..
i alrdy dunno what to do, how to say.
He just didnt seem to get it no matter how straight forward i was when conveying the msg.
I thought i was alrdy very clear but i dunno why it's still like this.
It has come to a point tt i really gave up trying to make him understand.
Just let it be..
just have to bear with it?
although i really dun wish to use the 'Olive phrase - 习惯就好'..
cuz that would mean that we girls have admit to fate and have to be unhappy in that certain area in the r/s.
but i've tried.
It didnt work.
i dun think there's anything more i can do to make him understand me.
It's really HARD to get him moving.
It will only lead to another quarrel if i try again..
I give up... reallllllllllyyyyyyyyy
and forced to accept that 'Olive phrase' . ]=
I DUNNO
FEUFHEAUIHUIEHGIUEGHUGHIHWSGEUEGHIHRGUHNNNVNHRRUGHWOEIVGJNVE
UJHEGUEHGUEHGWIUWGHWUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHBWOIEJHNBOWIEJBOLE
EIJGEHUJHNEOWEHGOWUHEGWEIJOPKAEJGVBHEIUHROJKAEO(GURIDJGVAKDJGV
9 mths.
9 mths is always the time all the shit happens.
9 mths sucks!
THINGS ARE OBVIOUSLY DIFFERENT NOW
As i said, I felt not as impt as before.
heart shattered once he walk off or rather ride-off on me before i can finish my sentence.
Well done.. very well done...
Thanks for letting me n yourself know where i stand in your heart now.
cuz i know you will never do that in the past.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Hot and Cold
11 Nov 2009
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK~~~!!!
As I told Hazel yesterday, vulgarities will not come out verbally from my mouth unless I am seriously angry and I can say it ALOUD now!
I feel so stupid if I’m still going to meet him later for dinner. But I will cuz I dun wanna make matter worse.. although I’m not sure if there will be another quarrel later.
I seriously feel like I’m an idiot. Low class idiot. Why do I even volunteer to accompany him for interview in the first place? I just felt it’s sweet to have your loved ones there to support u. I can wait for him for his interview. I dun mind shopping alone while waiting for him (u know I hate to be alone). But I dun mind doing that just for him. I felt it’s just what I should do. But I realized I’m not appreciated at all.
I know U didn’t want me to waste my time there waiting for u for hours. Perhaps u dun need me there too. If so, I felt I just thought too much. I was wrong that it will be better if I’m there. I was so wrong. I rushed preparing, thinking of what clothes I should wear, ironing, making up, all rushing. And this is what I got in the end. I rushed because of u. But I rushed for nothing.
It isn’t as easy as u said – “Just change back your home clothes and remove your make up lah.” But all other things count. U never considered my thoughts. If you really don’t wish to waste my time waiting for you, you could have insisted me not accompanying you yesterday ( u told me yst not to acc you and meet just for dinner but I said I want to acc you and u said okay) and not wait till your friend tell you and u listen to your friend. Furthermore it’s so last minute that I only saw your msg just before I’m stepping out of my door, when I’m all ready to go out. HATE IT!
I’m feeling tired from all the quarrels so far. I really can see/feel the difference. And I felt I’m not that important anymore. The truth is – It hurts. U better know what to do tonight! If not, I.. gave up.
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Indeed another quarrel that night. We might, a little silence on the train and good again. We had dinner at Ma Maison. Nice and filling dinner. Both of us had hamburger steak. I had the 250g while he had the 300g, plus a starter - different kinds of sausages and clam chowder soup. For another moment, i'm treasuring him again. One sentence that he said touched me - "I want to be able to provide for you comfortably." Suddenly, i felt like i love him more. I seriously like it and love him more when we have sensible talks. I like the more upright him, you know, when we have serious talks.
All went well, till the last part when we were about to go home. I decided to go his hse tgt with him as i know things will turn out well again rather than we part home, things will be hanging at the negative side. So all went well again.
and on and off and on and off. Accompanying him studying for his Insurance test now at Cartel. Like another war again ?
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK~~~!!!
As I told Hazel yesterday, vulgarities will not come out verbally from my mouth unless I am seriously angry and I can say it ALOUD now!
I feel so stupid if I’m still going to meet him later for dinner. But I will cuz I dun wanna make matter worse.. although I’m not sure if there will be another quarrel later.
I seriously feel like I’m an idiot. Low class idiot. Why do I even volunteer to accompany him for interview in the first place? I just felt it’s sweet to have your loved ones there to support u. I can wait for him for his interview. I dun mind shopping alone while waiting for him (u know I hate to be alone). But I dun mind doing that just for him. I felt it’s just what I should do. But I realized I’m not appreciated at all.
I know U didn’t want me to waste my time there waiting for u for hours. Perhaps u dun need me there too. If so, I felt I just thought too much. I was wrong that it will be better if I’m there. I was so wrong. I rushed preparing, thinking of what clothes I should wear, ironing, making up, all rushing. And this is what I got in the end. I rushed because of u. But I rushed for nothing.
It isn’t as easy as u said – “Just change back your home clothes and remove your make up lah.” But all other things count. U never considered my thoughts. If you really don’t wish to waste my time waiting for you, you could have insisted me not accompanying you yesterday ( u told me yst not to acc you and meet just for dinner but I said I want to acc you and u said okay) and not wait till your friend tell you and u listen to your friend. Furthermore it’s so last minute that I only saw your msg just before I’m stepping out of my door, when I’m all ready to go out. HATE IT!
I’m feeling tired from all the quarrels so far. I really can see/feel the difference. And I felt I’m not that important anymore. The truth is – It hurts. U better know what to do tonight! If not, I.. gave up.
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Indeed another quarrel that night. We might, a little silence on the train and good again. We had dinner at Ma Maison. Nice and filling dinner. Both of us had hamburger steak. I had the 250g while he had the 300g, plus a starter - different kinds of sausages and clam chowder soup. For another moment, i'm treasuring him again. One sentence that he said touched me - "I want to be able to provide for you comfortably." Suddenly, i felt like i love him more. I seriously like it and love him more when we have sensible talks. I like the more upright him, you know, when we have serious talks.
All went well, till the last part when we were about to go home. I decided to go his hse tgt with him as i know things will turn out well again rather than we part home, things will be hanging at the negative side. So all went well again.
and on and off and on and off. Accompanying him studying for his Insurance test now at Cartel. Like another war again ?
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Disheartened
I have so much to say but yet when i'm prepared to write something, i'm blank-out again. Blank as in.. so much to say until i dunno where to start from. Overall, one word to describe - Disheartened
Feel so fucked up the whole day.
Nth is going right.
Except that i'm able to earn a little profit to fund my driving lessons by selling iPhone.
Sister, bus driver, bee, and now another sister - wanting to chase me out of the room cuz she wans to slp alrdy. Not too much but just irritates me because my small sis did that to me yesterday and both times are once i set up my laptop, charger and hard disk den str8 away kena chased out. furthermore, i need the aircon today. it's fucking hot! So i dun care, although she has some privilege but i wun off the light and get out of the room because of her.. not even because she brought back stuff for us from Aus and NZ.
FUCK! FUCK is the word today.
In da morning, my younger sis asked me to help her tie hair, when i'm rushing for time alrdy cuz bee sud say wanna meet at 2pm when we were supposed to meet at 3pm. I told her dun wan cuz i'm rushing for time. But i did help her in the end. It's not that i dunno how to tie. It's just that her hair is so thick and wet it makes it all difficult to manage. and she dun wanna blow her hair. So i gave up after like.. 3mins? den she blew out at me, blaming that i should have told her if i dunno how to tie and that i wasted her time. i was like WTF, u were the one who pleased me. CB!
2nd thing was when i was on the bus on my way to tamp inter.. the bus was so packed and the bus driver almost hit a little boy who was cycling and trying to cross the traffic light. If not the people in the bus warned the bus driver to stop, i think he would have hit the boy. So the bus driver did gave a sudden break and most of the people who stood fell. Beside me was a fat middle aged man who totally leaned on me.. and i twisted my wrist a little but not that bad. Just that i really had a shock! I was standing just beside the bus driver. Noises arose, passengers were mumbling about the incident. Some aunties were pointing out to the bus driver that "you should still look out for people crossing the road even if it's green light!". The bus driver replied that his view was blocked by us. Sigh, luckily he didn't hit the boy.
I met bee to go Summerset Hello shop to look for kor. Helping my dad to upgrade his plan as well as to re-contract and get a new phone as i have obtained a $100 for him previously because his phone is spoiled. He is currently using a spare phone that we have at home. Some Nokia slide phone which has complicated buttons. Now that he has mastered how to use it, he dun wish to change a new phone. Thus, i got an iPhone to sell using my dad's line. After getting the phone, bee and me went for some 'slight' snack. we ended up having 2 boxes of Takopachi and 1 Shiok sushi.=.= What happened after that i dun wish to mention. Just disappointment.
Afterall, i started thinking that am i feeling what B is feeling or not? I'm not demanding whatever, but i just felt the difference. I hate it when he sleeps alot. sleep after sleep. Not that sleeping is wrong. Not that i wun let him sleep when he's tired. But that is really a lot of sleep. I'm starting to feel like his sleeping time overtakes the time he is suppose to spent with me or smt. i Dun like the replies he gave me whenever i happen to call.. he just wan to say byebye. i hate it when he give short replys or lag replys when i'm toking to him. I felt we dun really have much to talk now when we are together. We talk lesser on phone too.
Anyway, i sold the phone straight away when i reached Tamp inter and came back home while Bee went for his wedding dinner. I knew it that my mum will ask this qn when she sees my face - "Did you cry?" I tried to hide it. But just for a while only. I still can't hide. That's the thing i hate most when things like this happen cuz i dunno what to say or explain when she asks why or what happened.
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Yesterday was Joan's Birthday party at Aranda Club. Although it was just a few hours, but i really had fun. We played Bridge and BlackJack as usual. A lot of people seems to be 'Bridge-averse' but we managed to teach Yan Ling and Wen Long yesterday and they played well! Only Rui Heng still dun get it after watching so many rounds. haha. and Black Jack is a standard tradition that we always play, having gamblers like myself, and Ee Teng. haha. I always enjoy the company of 4E2! Funny and nice people. (:
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Met didi and Korkor on Friday for Suki Sushi buffet as well as listen to Kor's cry. Ended up didi also emo and i'm faced with 2 emo guys.. Kor is beyond hope. I dunno how i can save him. I can only lend a listening ear.. cuz he is stubborn! He ownself wan to find trouble to no one can save him from going into deep shit. =p For didi, i hope he wun make any impulse decision. He is quite Ke Lian. haha. Starbucks after Buffet and den movied - Poker King! Omg. Fatness. and $$$. x__X
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Thurs was my last exam paper - Biz Finance. Killer paper. All that i've studied came out. Those chaps that i liked came out. BUT in a much more difficult way. 50/50 chance of passing. dun dare to think. X_x. Feeling same as last sem. Not exceptionally happy because it's the last paper but felt rather shitty. Just have to pray for the best. Met SY and J for Camp briefing (it's a job). Went to KateSpade warehouse sales at Ubi before that.. J wanna buy bag. But didn't in the end because most was sold out! The briefing made me not feeling like working anymore cuz it's acatually working as a camp facilitator which is not my style. So is YL. so we decided not to work. Luckily the person-in-charge never probe for reason or so. Sry girls to leave u all behind but i really can't imagine myself doing all those cheers. But i believe ya all will enjoy the camp!
Back at Tamp to meet Hei Hei and Joyjoy for dinner at Ding Tai Feng. It's my 2nd visit there. Food are nice. Esp the sour and spicy soup joy intro-ed. It's really a must have. I will order if i go there next time!
Shopped a little after dinner, went to joy's house after Heihei passed dinner to her mum. Colgate grew fatter and more handsome! He even learned some new tricks. But he was naughty enough to keep biting on to my feet at a point of time. but I still love him! xD
Heihei let me drove her car back home after that and taught me how to do parking at my hse there de parking space. Rather scary cuz i'm not used how her pedal works. a little harder to control than Honda Freed (the car i used to learn driving). Esp when i need to reverse the car on a sloped parking lot. scared my step the pedal too hard, never stop in time and hit the back curb. xD but all went well. Thanks to Instructor Hei! xD
Feel so fucked up the whole day.
Nth is going right.
Except that i'm able to earn a little profit to fund my driving lessons by selling iPhone.
Sister, bus driver, bee, and now another sister - wanting to chase me out of the room cuz she wans to slp alrdy. Not too much but just irritates me because my small sis did that to me yesterday and both times are once i set up my laptop, charger and hard disk den str8 away kena chased out. furthermore, i need the aircon today. it's fucking hot! So i dun care, although she has some privilege but i wun off the light and get out of the room because of her.. not even because she brought back stuff for us from Aus and NZ.
FUCK! FUCK is the word today.
In da morning, my younger sis asked me to help her tie hair, when i'm rushing for time alrdy cuz bee sud say wanna meet at 2pm when we were supposed to meet at 3pm. I told her dun wan cuz i'm rushing for time. But i did help her in the end. It's not that i dunno how to tie. It's just that her hair is so thick and wet it makes it all difficult to manage. and she dun wanna blow her hair. So i gave up after like.. 3mins? den she blew out at me, blaming that i should have told her if i dunno how to tie and that i wasted her time. i was like WTF, u were the one who pleased me. CB!
2nd thing was when i was on the bus on my way to tamp inter.. the bus was so packed and the bus driver almost hit a little boy who was cycling and trying to cross the traffic light. If not the people in the bus warned the bus driver to stop, i think he would have hit the boy. So the bus driver did gave a sudden break and most of the people who stood fell. Beside me was a fat middle aged man who totally leaned on me.. and i twisted my wrist a little but not that bad. Just that i really had a shock! I was standing just beside the bus driver. Noises arose, passengers were mumbling about the incident. Some aunties were pointing out to the bus driver that "you should still look out for people crossing the road even if it's green light!". The bus driver replied that his view was blocked by us. Sigh, luckily he didn't hit the boy.
I met bee to go Summerset Hello shop to look for kor. Helping my dad to upgrade his plan as well as to re-contract and get a new phone as i have obtained a $100 for him previously because his phone is spoiled. He is currently using a spare phone that we have at home. Some Nokia slide phone which has complicated buttons. Now that he has mastered how to use it, he dun wish to change a new phone. Thus, i got an iPhone to sell using my dad's line. After getting the phone, bee and me went for some 'slight' snack. we ended up having 2 boxes of Takopachi and 1 Shiok sushi.=.= What happened after that i dun wish to mention. Just disappointment.
Afterall, i started thinking that am i feeling what B is feeling or not? I'm not demanding whatever, but i just felt the difference. I hate it when he sleeps alot. sleep after sleep. Not that sleeping is wrong. Not that i wun let him sleep when he's tired. But that is really a lot of sleep. I'm starting to feel like his sleeping time overtakes the time he is suppose to spent with me or smt. i Dun like the replies he gave me whenever i happen to call.. he just wan to say byebye. i hate it when he give short replys or lag replys when i'm toking to him. I felt we dun really have much to talk now when we are together. We talk lesser on phone too.
Anyway, i sold the phone straight away when i reached Tamp inter and came back home while Bee went for his wedding dinner. I knew it that my mum will ask this qn when she sees my face - "Did you cry?" I tried to hide it. But just for a while only. I still can't hide. That's the thing i hate most when things like this happen cuz i dunno what to say or explain when she asks why or what happened.
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Yesterday was Joan's Birthday party at Aranda Club. Although it was just a few hours, but i really had fun. We played Bridge and BlackJack as usual. A lot of people seems to be 'Bridge-averse' but we managed to teach Yan Ling and Wen Long yesterday and they played well! Only Rui Heng still dun get it after watching so many rounds. haha. and Black Jack is a standard tradition that we always play, having gamblers like myself, and Ee Teng. haha. I always enjoy the company of 4E2! Funny and nice people. (:
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Met didi and Korkor on Friday for Suki Sushi buffet as well as listen to Kor's cry. Ended up didi also emo and i'm faced with 2 emo guys.. Kor is beyond hope. I dunno how i can save him. I can only lend a listening ear.. cuz he is stubborn! He ownself wan to find trouble to no one can save him from going into deep shit. =p For didi, i hope he wun make any impulse decision. He is quite Ke Lian. haha. Starbucks after Buffet and den movied - Poker King! Omg. Fatness. and $$$. x__X
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Thurs was my last exam paper - Biz Finance. Killer paper. All that i've studied came out. Those chaps that i liked came out. BUT in a much more difficult way. 50/50 chance of passing. dun dare to think. X_x. Feeling same as last sem. Not exceptionally happy because it's the last paper but felt rather shitty. Just have to pray for the best. Met SY and J for Camp briefing (it's a job). Went to KateSpade warehouse sales at Ubi before that.. J wanna buy bag. But didn't in the end because most was sold out! The briefing made me not feeling like working anymore cuz it's acatually working as a camp facilitator which is not my style. So is YL. so we decided not to work. Luckily the person-in-charge never probe for reason or so. Sry girls to leave u all behind but i really can't imagine myself doing all those cheers. But i believe ya all will enjoy the camp!
Back at Tamp to meet Hei Hei and Joyjoy for dinner at Ding Tai Feng. It's my 2nd visit there. Food are nice. Esp the sour and spicy soup joy intro-ed. It's really a must have. I will order if i go there next time!
Shopped a little after dinner, went to joy's house after Heihei passed dinner to her mum. Colgate grew fatter and more handsome! He even learned some new tricks. But he was naughty enough to keep biting on to my feet at a point of time. but I still love him! xD
Heihei let me drove her car back home after that and taught me how to do parking at my hse there de parking space. Rather scary cuz i'm not used how her pedal works. a little harder to control than Honda Freed (the car i used to learn driving). Esp when i need to reverse the car on a sloped parking lot. scared my step the pedal too hard, never stop in time and hit the back curb. xD but all went well. Thanks to Instructor Hei! xD
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