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Sigh

Even the person whom i thought is the laziest, the most no life (whole day play facebook/online games), the most unromantic, and always claimed to be poor, can be someone who treats his gf so sweetly. I wish both of u happiness.

Getting more and more unmotivated to blog.
And only thought of venting out on my blog when i get sad, angry or emo..
I just can't seem to change my blog skin after i changed some settings..
Argh.. Can anyone teach me how to do that???

Don't really have chance to spend time with baby..
That's because he has to study for his exams..
I know sometimes i got emo because of this.
And because he's studying hard, he dun really have the time to entertain my nonsense as well..
which sometimes i felt he don't care..
but all in all,
i understand.. that he wants to concentrate and is concentrating on his studies.
I pray that he can pass his last exam this fri so we can really enjoy our 11th mth on Sat..

Dead

This blog seems dead.. i'm here to revive it.
A couple more hours to the end of 2009.
Much things had happened. Good and Bad.
We've concurred all.
Tonight's suppose to be a good night, but sadly, not for me.
Perhaps he really don't know how much i yearn to spend this day with him.
Of course i don't mind to go over to accompany him study.
But i guess he do not wished to be disturbed at all.
Let things just be it.
Sad.

I hereby wish everyone a Happy New Year!
May 2010 be a greater year for all!

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Have been nua-ing at home and out for celebrations..
Such as X'mas, Alice bdae, and Bro's wedding.

X'mas eve was spent at Jo's house, playing games such as Sequence and Monopoly Deal..
Deal seems to appear without fail nowadays during our girl's outing.
There will somehow be a pack of deal cards in someone's bag whenever we go out.
It's fun, esp played with fun people.
It can be blood-vomiting, filled with anger, and revenge.
Spent the night till 3am, then to SY's house for Wii.
It can be hilarious for such old school game like Super Mario because of the people you played with. Having these 2 groups of friends is really a blessing!
Thinking of you people can really put on a smile on my face. (:

X'mas was spent with baby..
Just a simple dinner at Illuma Thai Express..
and back to his hse straight because my new shoe really hurts!
Spoils day..

Next on 26th was Al's Bdae celebration.
Met up for Korean BBQ dinner buffet at Katong.
Lots of side dishes with 5 kinds of pork and chicken as the main, or rather the shitake..
Watermelon as dessert.
Next up is Timbre.
Had our Gift exchange and Princess Al cut her bdae cake and received bdae presents from us there..
Mr Paul still knows how to Zuo Ren by buying each queen a small gift (chocolate)..
Trying to get higher marks from us hur?
Sweet HZ and Joy also bought each of us a small gift too.
My angel is Joy as suspected. and i got a planner from her! thx! like it!

27th was my Bro's big day.
Woke up by the loud conversations of his brothers early in the morning..
Prepared for the afternoon tea ceremony and entertainment of guests.
Guests gone by around 3pm.
Alot left for the buffet.
I was dead tired.
Napped for an hour and then prepared for the wedding dinner.
Like J, i always felt emotional during ppl's wedding.
The atmosphere tgt with the scene, settings and touching speech.
Aww, i felt like tearing but held back my tears.
Not even my mother cry.
Still rmb that time at my sis's wedding, my cousin teared, then her mum says to her
" The bride's mother never even cry why you cry? Plus you are not the one getting married."
haha..
and oh, i almost lost my handphone that night.
Left it at the toilet cubicle.
Luckily the girl who got it is kind enough to return my phone.
My bro drank a little too much that night.
He hugged almost every guest at the end of the wedding dinner whereby guests have to line up and congratulate the new wed.
When everyone had left, and only our family plus my ah ma there, he hugged each and everyone of us too, thanking us.
i was kind of shock.
A hug after abt 13 or 14 yrs from my brother.
But i am happy too.
Although i hate him for many things, but i noe i love him deep in my heart. (:
Omg, did such words come out from me?
Anyways, congrats to bro and sis-in-law!

Pissed

Im sure non of u girls can stand a bf who put across harsh words on his gf because of games and yes he did and im farking pissed off..
Esp when he gone off my hse after telling my mum tt he is leaving..
Then what am i?
As if it is my fault ?!
FARK

PISSED
PISSED PISSED
PISSED
PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FARKING PISSED...

Somemore he says i need to cool down.
BUT HE DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY!
WTF!
AAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY LIKE FUCK!

lalala

Decided to come back blogging..
Erm.. Nua-ed quite a bit recently having no more work.
So was spending money all the while! D:
Never really shop except spent on a blazer and pair of shoes while shopping with Xm at FE that day, and on a dress for my bro's wedding..
Spent mostly on food and driving lessons i guess..
Suki Sushi-ed at Cine when bee passed his first PDT exam,
Manhatten-ed yst when he passed his second.
Went to prawn after that supposedly at Aqua Fauna Centre @ Pasir ris Farmway 1, #11.
We hailed a cab in from White Sands, and the cab driver said we reached..
Den i can't see the Logo or Banner 'Aqua Fauna' anywhere, but some prawning banner.
So i questioned the uncle: "is it this one?"
Uncle:"Ya la.. There you see No.11 Farmway 1 (pointing to the sign)."
Me: "(blur) er.. okay.. (got down cab)."

We proceeded inside and realised it was not Aqua Fauna,
It's Mainland.
so we were like.. Ok.. den we asked for the direction to Aqua Fauna..
The journey was super creepy and shitty as it was dark at 8.30pm and at that kind of place.
It was like walking along those World War sites.. One wide quiet road with jungle and bushes at the sides..
Walked a long way but still cannot find that Aqua Fauna prawning place or any prawning place at Farmway 1.
Was super disappointed because i waited for this day for quite long already.
Seeing my disappointed face, we walked back to the main road and bee decided to hail another cab to go in again to search for any prawning place..
But my mood was not there already..
Anyway, we went to a prawning place at Farmway 2 - Happy Prawning.
Saw the review b4 like not bad so decided to give it a try since we were there liao.
Not much ppl at first.. Only 1 Malay family prawning..
We took the 4 hours deal @ $35.
Catch was so-so at first.
Guy in charge there prawned for fun and gave us 2 of his catch.
But stopped after that cuz got some girl came..
Her dressing is like.. Fang Ban Li.. so of cuz, the other prawns goes to her.
and not only that he still went in to take one bigger than normal one for her..
like.. wth.. Super no mood after that because dunno why the prawns keep eating my bait but always ran away even though i waited for it to go deep down..
It not only happened few times but a lot of times!
So my patience was kinda lost already.
Returned the rod ourselves although the person nv come and collect 15mins after our time.
Catch overall was super duper bad.
8 prawns for 4 hrs! like.. wth!

If only we found Aqua Fauna as the review was good or if only Bee agrees to go Bishan!
Grrr. Total 2 bad exp prawning at pasir ris farmway..
I believe i will never ever want to prawn there again~!

Today was nua-ing at bee's place.
Supposedly meeting Heihei for buffet but she has to get home by 6pm.
The thought of having to go home and come out again for driving make dun dun feel like going out anymore.. esp heihei is not driving. =x because the late prawning in the previous day and mood kinda tires me.
Driving lesson at 9pm. went into circuit.
I'm still not fully confident for the courses inside circuit except slope.
Only had 4 circuits and need to take TP already.
Wish me luck hur.
Yy even worse.. heard he 28th or 26th having TP but haven go in circuit before!
But not sure if he learnt parking outside..
Whatever it is, God, please bless us!

Results

Woke up with Ol's scary sms this morning stating that our exam results are out.
In order to avoid the possibility of having no appetite, i reluctantly checked my results only after i had my breakfast.
Upon hearing that they just passed BF, i was damn afraid that i might fail.
Everyone else including G and SY smsed me that they passed everything.
That pressurized me more.
and finally, i logged in and viewed my results.
Ta-dah! I passed!!!
Got a CR for BF and DI for the rest.
Wheee~ Like they said, at least no more repeats!
Thank God! (:

It's actually a good time to celebrate.
But felt super duper bored.
Bf has no time to acc me.
Although i know i can acc him at his hse cuz he got to study for his Insurance exam.
But i went yst.. and it's so bored also.
I want something new and refreshing.. an excursion!
but.. i know it's hard. ):
i know sometimes i get a little paranoid when i dun get what i want. sigh.

Mom bought some fruit home this morning from market..
That orange-look-alike fruit that i forgot what's its name.
I decided to consume one..
I tried to use a knife to cut away that little black dot at the backside but who knows the fruit is still so hard that i slipped my hand and cut my own thumb.. Zzz..
Think the cut was quite deep.
Blood gushed out like wad sia.. dripped till the whole sink and floor. =/
Pain and numb now.. T.T

SITEX 2009

I'm getting real lazy to blog nowadays..
But i still want to keep this blog going..

Well, 4 days of tiring SITEX Show 2009 is over.
It's tiring because i had to stand for the full 4 days (sometimes i leaned/half-sat on cartons when there's no customer..)
Other than that, it's actually an easy job.
All i had to do was to ask customers if they are interested to upgrade their warranty from the default 1 year to either 2 or 3 years after they have made their purchase of desktops/laptops.
The pay is reasonable with such simple job scope but the commission is pathetic.
Oh, by the way, the brand i'm working for is Lenovo at Newstead (reseller) booth.
The show lets me realise how well or rather decent a pay i got from working at Edifier for the last shows. xD
I thought the money earned by working as laptop promoters are easy but this show proves me wrong.
The promoters at my booth are fighting for sales because their basic is really low.
Furthermore, i would say only a few really know how to sell. Others are just luck that maybe the customers just want to buy that model or they have little IT knowledge themselves.

Suddenly i feel so old.. cuz the promoters there are mostly in their teens!
Felt wierd working on the first day because they literally treated me as transparent. Esp the I/C. I tried to introduce myself to the promoters and asked them to help me promote warranty to their customers if they are buying. Kind of wierd introducing.. but ya, made friends eventually.. But only really chatted with Hulk (guy who is in-charge of upgrading RAM) and Spiderman (boy who is assistant cashier). haha.. They named themselves that because i introduced myself as Doraemon. xD
We are more of the Zuo Bo ppl.. so we just literally chatted during the 4 days and only doing work if necessary.. xD
There once when Hulk and me are talking about pretty and handsome promoters.. Realised there's one pretty boy (promoter) who looks like Gary Cao.. cute.. haha. =x

and finally the Show is over pretty fast.. but still need to wait for another 1 mth for the pay! SloooooowwPoke! xP

Went for another interview today.. It's just a 1 day job at shenton way there..
Doing some lucky draw job for some Beauty and Wellness company and the aim of this project is to help them collect as many contacts.. Pretty easy!

Another good paying job awaiting. But not sure if it's easy..

Btw, i finally bought my Baby-G watch today! A pink one..
Thanks YL and Ol for ur company and opinions.
and Wow it costs me $150.
More than half of my SITEX Job pay.. =/

Miss bf!

New Furniture!

Well, got my new cupboard and paint for the whole house yesterday.
It seems like i had a real chat/talk with my brother ever since a long long time ago..
We discussed about the stuff to get and the colours to choose..
I really liked a white cupboard from Ikea, but what a pity the back of the cupboard was made of a thin piece of cardboard!
I ended up buying a sliding-door cupboard from one of the furniture sales we knew from the Newspaper somewhere near Aljunied MRT station. Those typical cupboards that most people have nowadays. It's still not as bad.. just that not unique enough.
Bought paint for the whole house too..
I wanted Dark grey and white for my room.. and so does everyone else's ..
The living room is to be painted Yellow and White..
I'm not sure if that yellow will be nice..
It's chosen by my brother..
and my door will be apple white..

It hurts

Sometimes i wonder why do i care so much when you are not interested.
We were talking finely, sweetly all about you.
I was just wondering and merely asking if u have anything to ask about me, just a very simple question..
like even though i said i'm going for an interview tml.
You don't even ask the simplest why and for what.
When i prompt if u have anything to ask about me, you only know to ask me what i want you to ask me with a 'wth'..
Isn't it the same as when i ask you for surprises and you asked me back what surprise do i want?

I know, i know u are having headache, but it is just a normal reaction to ask at least what job am i interviewing for when i said i'm going for an interview tml if you care.

DO YOU KNOW IT HURTS?! Esp u turn bad mood straight away and said 'wth' when i only meant a simple question like "Do you have anything to ask about me?" in a really very nice tone cuz i don't expect much actually but didn't expect a sudden change of mood from you as well esp the 'wth'.

I'm also confused when u said u were going shopping with your camp mates cuz when i asked you for a swim u can't because u got to study. I'm not saying that i mind cuz i know u might wish to have a nice catch up with them. But it just sets me thinking. I didn't qn u this cuz i am scared u might misunderstand. But you turned out on me by the slightest issue which didn't even meant to be one.

I tried not to get my feelings easily affected by you as i said previously i gave up, but it still hurts.. really really hurts and yes, i want you to know and know that i'm easily hurt by your little words or actions/ reactions cuz i really cared. I wish you really really can do smt abt it.. i'm being straight cuz i know i have to..

I dunno how else to handle if situations like this keep happening.
It is true that the 'Olive term' doesn't work in the long run.
I don't wish to live with that term.
I am really putting in effort, dunno if you realise, hope you do as well.

This entry is nutruel, not attacking but to improve.
I love you.

I can't believe this

Well, first day of the "X'mas Card Job"..
It went well at first.. as in the so call policy..
We are actually doing advertising through selling X'mas cards for this Company (shall not reveal the name).. This company rather pay us to do such advertising for them rather than paying $50K to a marketing firm to do the advertising. (Which i feel it's not a good way by selling X'mas cards.. First of all, few people nowadays buy X'mas cards.. Secondly, who would actually go to the website stated at the back of the X'mas card when they receive one?)

It goes like this..
50 of us are employed to sell X'mas cards.. Either on streets, door-to-door or wadeva method.
We were given 200 packets of X'mas cards each. Each packet costs $10 and there're 5 cards inside a pack. So, if our sales are good, lets say we manage to sell all 200 packs within 3 days, we will be paid $30 an hour. If we manage to sell all 200 packs within 5 days, we will be paid $20 an hour. But if we manage to sell or not sell after the 5 days (based on 1 week), we will be paid $10 an hour. and the thing is we are required to work 5 hrs a day, location is selected ourselves.

So this morning, YL and me went to collect the cards from the office. As 200 cards are too heavy for us to carry, the person i/c asked us to take only 50 each first. so we did. and we end up decided to do door-to-door at AMK. We went to a building near AMK central and did 0 sales for that entire building. Due to the heaviness of the cards and the pain on shoulder, we decided to head to YL's hse to leave part of the 50 each in her hse. We continued to sell at her block. But again, disappointing sales of 1 out of the entire big building. We thought this is not gonna work. We headed back to her hse as our things are still in the hse. At this moment, someone from the office called, telling me that the agreement has changed. He says that because they are not able to monitor whether we are working or not, and due to some feedback of the others asking questions like what if they can't sell, they decided to change the 'rule' to: We will not get paid if we didn't manage to sell all the 200 cards within 7 days, but will only get paid $1.50 for each pack sold.

Nonsense don't you think? Where got people/employer changed the policy only after their employees started work? We put in so much effort carrying the heavy bags going door to door and made 0 sales and now you tell us this. We wasted our day, our bus and MRT fare (We made quite a few trips down to the office because of this job), wasted on food when we could have ate at home, and most important of all, we wasted job opportunities that we could have taken up during this period. One apology and he caused us this much. Absurd!

Just admit if you are too young to be a boss! Your marketing strategy is not going to work!

Anyway, YL and me decided that it's not worth continuing the job after the call if the sales is going at this rate. It's not going to cover all our expenses. So we brought back the remaining 99 cards back to the office and told them we quit. The I/C told us that we could actually bring back the cards and sell it at our own free time until mid-dec and that we can sell it to our friends and family and get paid $1.50 per pack sold. Isn't it still dumb? Because normally people will just buy a pack or two from you and it takes time and money for you to meet the person up to pass the cards to him/her. So we are actually not earning afterall!

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Luckily we did apply for the Levnovo Job at the IT Fair.
Called this morning and the lady said we are confrimed as one of the staff working.
But she msged in the evening saying that we will only be confirmed only after going through an interview tml.. Zzz.. Still thought that we are finally able to slack at home tml.. and the place is damn far.. ):

Heart broken, blankness, confusions, not enthu anymore.

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FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF EVERYONE!

STUPID SISTER. WANNA KPKB WHEN U ASK ME TO HELP YOU TO DO SOMETHING WHEN I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD?
YOU WAN THE AIR-CON YOU JUST ON YOURSELF.
I TOLD YOU I WAS BUSY AND YOU SAID YOU WAS BUSY ALSO AND I SHOULD HELP YOU?!
WTF?
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS THE AIRCON NOT ME.
AND BECAUSE OF THIS YOU SCREAMED AT ME AND SLAMMED THE DOOR ???
YOU PMS OR WAD?!
FANCY ASKING PPL TO HELP YOU AND SOUND AS IF I WAS OBLIGED TO HELP YOU.
CRAZY!

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FUCK eh.
Recently was all fucked up.
Esp r/s..
i alrdy dunno what to do, how to say.
He just didnt seem to get it no matter how straight forward i was when conveying the msg.
I thought i was alrdy very clear but i dunno why it's still like this.
It has come to a point tt i really gave up trying to make him understand.
Just let it be..
just have to bear with it?
although i really dun wish to use the 'Olive phrase - 习惯就好'..
cuz that would mean that we girls have admit to fate and have to be unhappy in that certain area in the r/s.
but i've tried.
It didnt work.
i dun think there's anything more i can do to make him understand me.
It's really HARD to get him moving.
It will only lead to another quarrel if i try again..
I give up... reallllllllllyyyyyyyyy
and forced to accept that 'Olive phrase' . ]=

I DUNNO

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9 mths.
9 mths is always the time all the shit happens.
9 mths sucks!

THINGS ARE OBVIOUSLY DIFFERENT NOW
As i said, I felt not as impt as before.
heart shattered once he walk off or rather ride-off on me before i can finish my sentence.
Well done.. very well done...
Thanks for letting me n yourself know where i stand in your heart now.
cuz i know you will never do that in the past.

Hot and Cold

11 Nov 2009

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As I told Hazel yesterday, vulgarities will not come out verbally from my mouth unless I am seriously angry and I can say it ALOUD now!

I feel so stupid if I’m still going to meet him later for dinner. But I will cuz I dun wanna make matter worse.. although I’m not sure if there will be another quarrel later.

I seriously feel like I’m an idiot. Low class idiot. Why do I even volunteer to accompany him for interview in the first place? I just felt it’s sweet to have your loved ones there to support u. I can wait for him for his interview. I dun mind shopping alone while waiting for him (u know I hate to be alone). But I dun mind doing that just for him. I felt it’s just what I should do. But I realized I’m not appreciated at all.

I know U didn’t want me to waste my time there waiting for u for hours. Perhaps u dun need me there too. If so, I felt I just thought too much. I was wrong that it will be better if I’m there. I was so wrong. I rushed preparing, thinking of what clothes I should wear, ironing, making up, all rushing. And this is what I got in the end. I rushed because of u. But I rushed for nothing.

It isn’t as easy as u said – “Just change back your home clothes and remove your make up lah.” But all other things count. U never considered my thoughts. If you really don’t wish to waste my time waiting for you, you could have insisted me not accompanying you yesterday ( u told me yst not to acc you and meet just for dinner but I said I want to acc you and u said okay) and not wait till your friend tell you and u listen to your friend. Furthermore it’s so last minute that I only saw your msg just before I’m stepping out of my door, when I’m all ready to go out. HATE IT!
I’m feeling tired from all the quarrels so far. I really can see/feel the difference. And I felt I’m not that important anymore. The truth is – It hurts. U better know what to do tonight! If not, I.. gave up.

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Indeed another quarrel that night. We might, a little silence on the train and good again. We had dinner at Ma Maison. Nice and filling dinner. Both of us had hamburger steak. I had the 250g while he had the 300g, plus a starter - different kinds of sausages and clam chowder soup. For another moment, i'm treasuring him again. One sentence that he said touched me - "I want to be able to provide for you comfortably." Suddenly, i felt like i love him more. I seriously like it and love him more when we have sensible talks. I like the more upright him, you know, when we have serious talks.












All went well, till the last part when we were about to go home. I decided to go his hse tgt with him as i know things will turn out well again rather than we part home, things will be hanging at the negative side. So all went well again.

and on and off and on and off. Accompanying him studying for his Insurance test now at Cartel. Like another war again ?

Disheartened

I have so much to say but yet when i'm prepared to write something, i'm blank-out again. Blank as in.. so much to say until i dunno where to start from. Overall, one word to describe - Disheartened

Feel so fucked up the whole day.
Nth is going right.
Except that i'm able to earn a little profit to fund my driving lessons by selling iPhone.
Sister, bus driver, bee, and now another sister - wanting to chase me out of the room cuz she wans to slp alrdy. Not too much but just irritates me because my small sis did that to me yesterday and both times are once i set up my laptop, charger and hard disk den str8 away kena chased out. furthermore, i need the aircon today. it's fucking hot! So i dun care, although she has some privilege but i wun off the light and get out of the room because of her.. not even because she brought back stuff for us from Aus and NZ.

FUCK! FUCK is the word today.

In da morning, my younger sis asked me to help her tie hair, when i'm rushing for time alrdy cuz bee sud say wanna meet at 2pm when we were supposed to meet at 3pm. I told her dun wan cuz i'm rushing for time. But i did help her in the end. It's not that i dunno how to tie. It's just that her hair is so thick and wet it makes it all difficult to manage. and she dun wanna blow her hair. So i gave up after like.. 3mins? den she blew out at me, blaming that i should have told her if i dunno how to tie and that i wasted her time. i was like WTF, u were the one who pleased me. CB!

2nd thing was when i was on the bus on my way to tamp inter.. the bus was so packed and the bus driver almost hit a little boy who was cycling and trying to cross the traffic light. If not the people in the bus warned the bus driver to stop, i think he would have hit the boy. So the bus driver did gave a sudden break and most of the people who stood fell. Beside me was a fat middle aged man who totally leaned on me.. and i twisted my wrist a little but not that bad. Just that i really had a shock! I was standing just beside the bus driver. Noises arose, passengers were mumbling about the incident. Some aunties were pointing out to the bus driver that "you should still look out for people crossing the road even if it's green light!". The bus driver replied that his view was blocked by us. Sigh, luckily he didn't hit the boy.

I met bee to go Summerset Hello shop to look for kor. Helping my dad to upgrade his plan as well as to re-contract and get a new phone as i have obtained a $100 for him previously because his phone is spoiled. He is currently using a spare phone that we have at home. Some Nokia slide phone which has complicated buttons. Now that he has mastered how to use it, he dun wish to change a new phone. Thus, i got an iPhone to sell using my dad's line. After getting the phone, bee and me went for some 'slight' snack. we ended up having 2 boxes of Takopachi and 1 Shiok sushi.=.= What happened after that i dun wish to mention. Just disappointment.

Afterall, i started thinking that am i feeling what B is feeling or not? I'm not demanding whatever, but i just felt the difference. I hate it when he sleeps alot. sleep after sleep. Not that sleeping is wrong. Not that i wun let him sleep when he's tired. But that is really a lot of sleep. I'm starting to feel like his sleeping time overtakes the time he is suppose to spent with me or smt. i Dun like the replies he gave me whenever i happen to call.. he just wan to say byebye. i hate it when he give short replys or lag replys when i'm toking to him. I felt we dun really have much to talk now when we are together. We talk lesser on phone too.

Anyway, i sold the phone straight away when i reached Tamp inter and came back home while Bee went for his wedding dinner. I knew it that my mum will ask this qn when she sees my face - "Did you cry?" I tried to hide it. But just for a while only. I still can't hide. That's the thing i hate most when things like this happen cuz i dunno what to say or explain when she asks why or what happened.

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Yesterday was Joan's Birthday party at Aranda Club. Although it was just a few hours, but i really had fun. We played Bridge and BlackJack as usual. A lot of people seems to be 'Bridge-averse' but we managed to teach Yan Ling and Wen Long yesterday and they played well! Only Rui Heng still dun get it after watching so many rounds. haha. and Black Jack is a standard tradition that we always play, having gamblers like myself, and Ee Teng. haha. I always enjoy the company of 4E2! Funny and nice people. (:

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Met didi and Korkor on Friday for Suki Sushi buffet as well as listen to Kor's cry. Ended up didi also emo and i'm faced with 2 emo guys.. Kor is beyond hope. I dunno how i can save him. I can only lend a listening ear.. cuz he is stubborn! He ownself wan to find trouble to no one can save him from going into deep shit. =p For didi, i hope he wun make any impulse decision. He is quite Ke Lian. haha. Starbucks after Buffet and den movied - Poker King! Omg. Fatness. and $$$. x__X

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Thurs was my last exam paper - Biz Finance. Killer paper. All that i've studied came out. Those chaps that i liked came out. BUT in a much more difficult way. 50/50 chance of passing. dun dare to think. X_x. Feeling same as last sem. Not exceptionally happy because it's the last paper but felt rather shitty. Just have to pray for the best. Met SY and J for Camp briefing (it's a job). Went to KateSpade warehouse sales at Ubi before that.. J wanna buy bag. But didn't in the end because most was sold out! The briefing made me not feeling like working anymore cuz it's acatually working as a camp facilitator which is not my style. So is YL. so we decided not to work. Luckily the person-in-charge never probe for reason or so. Sry girls to leave u all behind but i really can't imagine myself doing all those cheers. But i believe ya all will enjoy the camp!

Back at Tamp to meet Hei Hei and Joyjoy for dinner at Ding Tai Feng. It's my 2nd visit there. Food are nice. Esp the sour and spicy soup joy intro-ed. It's really a must have. I will order if i go there next time!
Shopped a little after dinner, went to joy's house after Heihei passed dinner to her mum. Colgate grew fatter and more handsome! He even learned some new tricks. But he was naughty enough to keep biting on to my feet at a point of time. but I still love him! xD

Heihei let me drove her car back home after that and taught me how to do parking at my hse there de parking space. Rather scary cuz i'm not used how her pedal works. a little harder to control than Honda Freed (the car i used to learn driving). Esp when i need to reverse the car on a sloped parking lot. scared my step the pedal too hard, never stop in time and hit the back curb. xD but all went well. Thanks to Instructor Hei! xD

I'm loving it!

Tell me what u lack in the monopoly game by MacDonald's.. We might match to win a prize. xP i'm lack of Thomson Road, Orchard Road, Shenton Way, Scotts Road, Joo Chiat Road &.... Sentosa Cove(don't even think of it).. hahaha

Bee lost my Toa Payoh!!!
We already gotten AMK..
If we gets Bishan, he's going to sponsor my $200 voucher at Toys'Rus!!! =P
Heard that Bishan is quite easy to get de..
Tao Payoh is the hard one! and he lost it!! T.T

Blessings

All of a sudden, those couples who broke up at that period of time have found their other half again..
You all have my blessings.. (:

我恨我爱你

是你变了
是你变了。。？

有时候你真的让我觉得很无奈！
在着考试期间，我为了读书，就已足把我给避凤了。
但你还这个样子气我。。
我不知道是应为我不耐烦还是应为我真的不能容忍你那不投入讲电话的情形。。
但那真的很气人！
如果是为了总要的时就别说了。。
但是为了game或msn，你跟我讲话时很lag，心不在焉似的。。
我就是不能容忍！

((:

What a cold weather..
Nice weather to sleep..
But.. cannot!
I'm suppose to meet Oli to study at airport till tml morning..
But the weather and all makes me lazy!
Sorry Oli, make u cant send your bf off.. hehe..
Hope you are enjoying your time with him at his place now..

Driving lesson ended at 6.30pm..
Shitty. I dunno how to change lane when the road is congested.
They just won't let me change even after knowing that i'm learning.
grrrr.. Things like that really will demoralize me hur.
Oh, btw, my TP date is gonna be on 17th Dec. (:

Study was not very effective today and since i'm not going to the airport,
I will try to keep myself awake as late as possible to study at home.

The new bejeweled blitz in FB is cool!
Much more fun than the previous version.
Ah, shit, why they come out with such addictive one at this point in time?

Bangkok Trip will most probably be set somewhere between 28th Dec to 3rd Jan.
Got to dig out money again. ):
YL is so good. Her trip was paid for. =/
Let it be post exam trip.
Girls, want buy Wacoal or Triumph bra? Tell me!

Dear dear is sick today..
Poor boy.
Too bad i needa study, can't be by his side.. ):
I miss you!
Gonna wait till Sat when i go renew my passport..

BLOB

All of a sudden, i remembered i do have a blog. =D
Tired tired.
Jorine's bdae chalet was a success!
Am sorry cuz i was not able to stay over for the first night and don't think really have time to hang out during her return this time becuz of nearing terrifying examinations.. =/
Btw, her aunties are great cooks!
It's seriously better than outside catering. lol.
Had a great time.
O btw, received my bdae present from ST and ZB.. a Burberry perfume. Thanks!
ST was so hardworking that she even brought her OB stuff to ask me!
Omg scary. =/
3 more weeks to actual exams! SIAO LIAO LAR! gjguhguitbhutbjnjub
Internet is a serious distraction.
Should really start going out and have serious studies starting tml!
shld i study now?
but i'm tired.. and i'm always tired. D:

Bee started his driving lesson.
Whee.. happy for him.
one step forward to possibility of him owning a car. lol. xD
He drove his friend's RX dunno wad damn chio car to Jorine's chalet yst.
he has got balls. =/ xD
i also wan driveee..

the cell grp came to somewhere near the chalet and gave XM a surprise bdae celebration. She didn't suspect a bit or it was rather unexpected.
Can she she was really happy. (:

Well, i guess i go study now.. i try la hur.. try not to fall aslp..Zzz

bored

http://www.weirdasianews.com/2008/09/01/man-gets-nut-stuck-around-penis/

how stupid.

http://ieatishootipost.sg/2009/09/blog-post.html

I'm sure going to this restaurant some day when i started working!
SWEAR!

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/restaurant_details.php?urlname=wahiro_katong_mall&offset=5

Yee Ling, Allan, Darren, Baby, Hazel, Joyce! Let's go!!! Katong Mall!
I'm sure there's some replacement for Wasabi Tei! =D

and here as well! Matsuo Sushi at Gold Hill Plaza

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/restaurant_details.php?urlname=matsuo_sushi_restaurant&offset=5&offset=10&offset=15&offset=10&offset=0

Just look at those pictures!!!

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/restaurant_gallery.php?recordid=695&pid=1788&offset=&type=user

DROOLS!!!

I'm Yours - Mac Ver