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Yoz.. Wasn't in the mood to to work today.. was quite blur throughout.. scared do wrong thing when cashiering.. but luckily nth happen.. i dun feel like going to work tml.. so many things not done.. tutorials.. i realli wanna be guai students who do tutorials.. u noe.. but it's not the right timing for mi to do them at nite.. this time.. i onli got mood to do when i got 1 whole day free u noe.. im msging Bernard now to ask if i can not go to work tml.. i asked " what happen if i dun go work tml?" den he replied.." den all staff will starve" den i replied.." but i haven do my hw, proj, and next wk test.. no time to study" den he bo reply liao.. humphs.. was talking to him during break juz now.. den he said he sat off.. i was like.. huh realli? tt means u can come to church with me.. and he was talking crap again.. say wad.. he realli feel like going but no one ask him go.. as if im not someone.. =.= den he sae he wan to see sincerity one.. i sae.. okok.. i go home make invitation card.. den he sae.. " someone promised to learn sewing one hor.. den i will go" ARGH.. no time to learn la.. where got time.. .. .. my hse also dun have sewing machine wad.. diaoz.. everytime come frm sch den work le mahz..
hai.. den he sae see first.. at least still got hope la.. haha.. and today he was being irritating and disturbing me while i was taking over Simon cashier.. and in the end i shoot him back one sentence.. Realli felt so shiok.. ! he got nth to sae.. LOL! was laughing like hell la.. hahahahha..

Was reading Regan's blog and viewing his friendster for like.. 1 hr.. before blogging.. hai.. saded.. wad can i do? Aniway, no matter how many times i see one of his friendster pic, his tt friend realli look like Sylvia tt last time tampines IC de twin sister..! but he sae she's not leh.. wierd wierd.. met him yesterday again.. actually watching Happy Feet or smt.. but in btw there's too much time and nth to do.. so skipped.. and we were tired.. so he juz sent me home..

lesson

Heyo.. 10 mnis before lesson now.. decide to blog.. Hai.. My puppy yesterday last paper yesterday start work........ at Beleno J8 somemore.. so far.. diao.. juz finish paper immediately go work.. can see how much he need the money.. hai.. no choice.. den difficult to arrange time go out also.. boo.. ! AND VJC choir concert falls on Dec 1 nite..!!! got cg.. or outreach?? argh.. i so wanna cry.. i've missed it for many yrs le.. and tt day after work on 197 bus i heard VJ choir members singing away and heard their conversation about the concert.. i was like.. omg.. i wan to go!!! so immediately msg Ginny to double cfm.. den she told me the date.. is on Fri.. so yah.. cant go.. actually can lar.. but dun wanna go for make up cell.. so sad u noe.. i always wish to go with my sec sch choirmates.. juniors and seniors.. and shout Mr Toh's name during the concert? haha.. aiyahhhh.... iayhhhh! cannot go.. so super sad.. and the TP jam and hop also same date 6pm.. Boohoo! arhg.. to be continued.. changing class now..~

Class finish.. continue blogging.. Calculus lecture 1 hr later.. cannot eat anything.. later slp in lec.. haha.. better clear my mind first.. later going TM watch "Just Friends" with Regan.. shld be nice show.. wanted to watch step up too.. but not with him.. He alrdy watched 2 times and he said he dun mind watching the 3rd time with me.. ahah.. crazy.. Ops..=X
These are the movies i wanna watch..Just Friends, Step Up, Material Girls, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Open Season, Dejavu, SawIII, Charlotte's Web and maybe.. The Last Kiss?~ Among those 2 of them are R21.. ! Saw la.. aiyo..
aiya.. but.. no money to watch..
My stupid bank book.. cant be updated.. becuz last time i update den the machine skip pages.. den now the machine dun accept my book.. boo.. gotta go to the bank.. sians..

so bored.. lalalalala..OUCH! I asked Cong Xin to help mi massage.. damn pain la.. lolx.. this real gong fu guy..

tired

Yeayea.. He's tall, he's hot..damn hot.. who wouldnt love his hugs and kisses? lol.. but who cares now.. lols.. =p

alright alright.. switch channel.. today schooled.. handed in application letter and resume.. everyone's resume is so diff.. but nvm.. juz hand in.. today's so funny.. first lesson is purchasing.. some of us were waiting and waiting for the teacher to come until we find something not rite.. how cum the teacher so late haben come... so we were like thinking.. teacher sick or wad den no lesson.. den suddenly Heidi thought of our classroom is changed to 3rd lvl combine class with another class today.. ! den all of us rushed down for the lesson.. haha.. it's ard 15 min late.. lol .. went to work after sch.. ok.. i finally decide to but another set of uni.. aniway, quite nice combi.. so ok lar... gonna taKe $2 from bernard. cus he sae he will sponsor if i buy.. =X lols..
Regan came to pick me up from work today.. but still so pai seh.. come all the way juz to send me home.. O yah.. btw, heard Charlotte's web gonna be on movie.. sure watch.. hehe.. i wonder if "I'm the king of the Castle" will ever be up on movie.. Hees.. wanna watch 'twelve night' again too.. but DVD not available in SG.. =(

haven realli completed my calculus tut.. tml class 9am.. gotta go ler.. ciao.. Btw, i hope i dun make Joyce fall into another nightmare by suprising her with some interesting facts.. lolx..

TIred

This is my 394th post ... so tired.. lil hungry.. had 1 meal today again..morning shift.. 3.55 den break.. Tts my meal for the whole day lor.. This has been going on for days.. but nvm.. actually it's quite ok.. im thinking whether to buy a second set of uniform for work.. cuz cannot wash.. aiyo.. still considering.. chose 1 pink inside and one brown outside.. actually i wan the colour the other way round de.. but.. Ladies long slv no brown!!! tt day i go bedok saw Xiang ming wear pale pink and brown.. so sweet la.. tt day season change i wanted to choose tt pink de.. den sasha and Bernard say too pale den dun let mi wear..! Grr.. ;(

Got a new buddy yesterday.. name.. priscilla.. She's only 14 yr old!!! so young also can work.. faint.. Ops! forgot to check tml shift..Today Alvin's last day.. sob sob..after work join Yue zhu , qian ting and April.. they finished eating pastamania le.. and yue zhu gtg off.. so let mi, qian ting and april.. suppose to be a sec sch gers gang gathering.. but turn up most ppl cant maKe it.. so ya..

Wow.. tml is 20th le.. Puppy's last day O lvl.. after that can go out tgt with mummy and korkor tgt le.. but.. Chou korkor came back bsn taka.. haha..

ppl keep asking me to "wake up".. or "cant stand me" .. they cannot understand..

unhappy

Haiz.. shocked to hear about Chee Yong's death.. He's so young!!!!! 25 yrs old.. and heard he's a nice guy..and he passed away juz one slp and never waKe up... HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omgwtbbbq...... how can.. he juz got promoted....... so sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
Although i didnt noe him.. but.. heard of him and saw his pics before.. Only learned about it when Felix knocked off work and decided to wait for us in the shop.. and he was talking talking.. den suddenly talk about Chee Yong's death.. i was liKe .. wad?!?!?! it was actually written in the briefing book 2 days ago.. i didnt work.. so dunno.. omgomg....! So scary.. so saddening.. It was in the newspaper.. hai.. it's juz so sudden..

anyway, went to work today.. still no mood.. but no choice.. i reached at ard 1.20pm.. see the shop not open yet!!!! still season change.. haiz.. tts y i hate season change in 832 ever since change in charge.. so i went in.. need to choose new Uni.. it's call BOMB Tee.. gotta wear 2 layers.. 1 long sleeve, 1 short.. V neck plain.. and they said cannot choose dark colours.. =.= it's hard to match.. even i taKe light pink and white also cannot.. they say.. No black and white..=.= den i chose light pink and another colour.. they say.. the pink too pale.. in the end.. i choose and choose.. i realli dunno.. den ask sasha help mi choose.. in the end.. i took Yellow outside and dark purple inside.. haiz.. and everyone muz wear different colour.. Yk took outside pink, inside yellow.. Serene took pink and purple.. forgot which way.. im the third ger to choose.. so it means that .. the later u work, the less choices u have.. but aniway.. there are 64 colours.. they are driving us crazy.. i mean the Diff coloured Tees.. somemore it's displayed with pakaging.. when customer try, we open.. and if they dun wan, need to pack back.. wads worse is that.. the plastic sure torn when we open.. =.= and one colours got a few tones.. and we spend so much time and effort on one customer who juz wan to buy a $9 bomb tee.. ??=/ Somemore today realli not enuff staff.. and the bomb tee realli seems to be bombing our sales.. lol..

Felix told us he got another lobang for biz.. he realli so many lobangs and so many rich friends u noe.. cant stand it! lol.. his friend is asking him now to join his fish+pub biz at Rose Garden.. He described it.. real interesting.. but the .. wads tt call.. forgot.. it's hard to get approval la.. den i ask Felix if the biz realli open ar.. ask mi go work part time.. he sae no prob.. haha.. Out of shop at about 11.10pm.. so late rite.. sians.. den conference.. hai.. i tried to ask Jorine.. but.. ya... once she heard sat.. den.. ya.. i juz try to ask qianting again.. and.. ya .. but.. i juz dunno how.. Qianting!!! U noe and u noe.. but y...??? no nid to scared..... hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....=.= and Jaime.. She can go de.. but sat she working full shift..!!! den i ask bernard y put her full shift.. cuz he promised to put Jaime sat off so that she can come church with mi.. den he said cuz she requested tml off.. haiz.. =(

Almost forgot to claim the taxi fare from Bernard after dropping off bus.. $16.. den he gave mi $20.. sae no need change.. treat it as he treat me starbucks.. wah.. he realli meant it.. cuz he owed mi.. wanted to return him back.. but he dun wan.. so serious.. haha..

Hai.. im still sad.. wanted to go out for a walk tml.. but.. dun think there's anione.. Regan wanted to meet after my cg.. but think it's too late.. sat still got work.. and somemore i haven done my cover letter and resume.. so gotta stay at home to finish them..

where

If music be the food of love, play on,
Give me excess of it, that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken and so die.
That strain again! It had a dying fall.
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing, and giving odour. Enough, no more!
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.

For a moment.. i'm so stuck.. felt so stuck..

How to be out of love without even being in a r/s..

*shrugs*

but again.. not knowing the reason is so.. dumb

T.T

..=/

Happy and sad..

Im so happy that i understand calculus lec about differentiation today u noe!!! whahhaa.. already did half the tutorial.. and today i felt so relax.. that i completed all my assignments.. cool.. and wed's gotta be so relax.. cuz only got 40 mins tutorial.. but have to stay back to discuss the application letters and resume.. alright la.. dunno till wad time.. den in the evening got BS at YMCA.. hope xm no need to go home.. cuz noe she sure late if she gotta go home and put down her things.. which i think most prob she will do that.. haha.. and Thurs and Fri goanna be off day for me.. totally no school.. Fri is like.. officially no sch all the time le.. cuz is online comskills .. den this Thurs no sch is becuz this week is e-lec for that sub.. and my friends were like .. keep complaning.. sae they hate me.. cuz i no need to go school while they still got to attend their CDS tutorials.. lolx.. but i working afternoon shift la.. luckily is afternoon shift.. cuz Thurs is season change.. im not going to tell them i have no sch for that day.. if not they sure ask me reach early in the morning 8am for season change.. NO WAY! lol.x.. WOw.. so fast it's going to be christmas again.. hope cg can have another chalet? Ops.. =X haha.. anyway, like Christmas.. already got 1 friend coming for Christmas service.. woo.. so fast..

Hai.. i only left .. tml..? to buy Jia Hong's present.. which i not sure what time will my grp discussion going to be until... and.. cant contact charmaine.. wanna ask her opinion on wad to buy.. cant contact bao ying also.. hai.. i scare i will forget to call them again tml.. and ya.. i maybe still got fri to buy.. not sure got work or not.. but even if dun have, dun think i can find anione to accompany go buy.. most of the ppl will be schling or working at the first part of the day..

haha.. my friend always complain i got such relax schedule.. esp Yani.. cuz my time table realli so slack.. i was dismiss early most of the days in a week.. cannot even meet up friends from business or marketing by coincidence most of the times.. haha.. and she was like.. HUI MIN! how can u like that.. blabla.. haha.. but actually other than that i'm busy with work as well wad.. haha.. now i onli can work .. mon.. sometimes tues.. thur..sometimes fri.. sometimes sat.. and sun...

These few weeks must realli work alot... HAIZ.. cuz a lot of things to pay for.. the saddest thing is to pay for the 3 stupid pants.. Bernard is pushing real hard now, asking mi to pay.. hai.. he say.. ask mi give him money first.. den he put the money in the safe.. until able to be sold le then he return me the money..=.= if not den.. i pay.. hai.. if like that give him hor.. dunno when den can take back.. it's like.. almost 100 bucks.. ='( No money le la.. cries.. and Queenie juz helped me buy the dunno how many eye shadows.. i think got about 5.. that is long time ago i ask her to buy de.. but she juz bought recently.. so.. yah.. den haben pay her the money for 1 of the Giordano basic Tee.. and the money for Linda's cake.. i forgot whether i got pay her or nt le.. cham.. wah.. it's like.. suddenly.. so many miscelleneous to pay for.. T.T actually Mi n Queenie going to share Linda and Yati's present de.. but to think twice, better not.. erms.. so sry.. but no money..

Bored..

In LOM centre 2 now.. wasted my time here for 2 hrs... excluding 1 hr tutorial.. before that another 2 hr break.. before that 9am tutorial.. bored.. now going for calculus lecture again... ciao..

yay

Yay~ Managed to complete my calculus tutorial 3 ...... luckily can understand a bit after reading through the notes.. Sry gers.. realli cannot join u all for bowling.. cuz need to do tutorial..

Nothing much today.. lesson as usual..

disc

Haven done my homework..! Tml got work.. zZz.. went sch today for 2 hr purchasing lec.. Hai.. i should have chosen E-Log as first choice for my elective instead of.. Lom e.. my lec said.. lom e is okok.. e-log is superior.. although he is teaching lom e.. haiz.. then liKe .. whole course only a few chose E-Log.. so dun even know whether they will start a class on E-log.. and the time when he said tt.. it's already too late to change.. so.. leave it up to God.. but hope that.. somehow or rather, they will put mi in my 2nd choice! hahaz.. anyways.. went lab after lec.. intend to help Linda print her Cert.. but in the end, i realise i forgot to bring my thumbdrive.. so i decided to log in her hotmail which diret mi to the add to print cert all tt.. and the connection realli damn slow...! when i finally get it and print, i realise free access lav no colour printer..! grr.. so irritating.. so i went to the bus lab.. re-log in to her mail and all tt.. and it loads realli slow.. cannot take it.. so i went off without printing the coloured one.. den i sms her.. she sae nvm.. no colour also can.. diao.. lol.. hai.. haha..

Then came home.. lie on the floor do my Log Mod Tutorial.. do half way fell aslp.. so went to bed.. woke up at 5pm.. meeting John 6 plus at Bedok to buy Gio jeans.. cuz sasha gt disc.. hai.. in the end i bought 1 too.. Oh No! dun intend to spend.. =( lolx..

hehe

Wow.. ok.. shall not waste animore time and start blogging.. I'm quite stuck at Matthew's friendster for quite a while.. It happens each time i passed by his page.. OMg i miss him! It's been 10 Yrs.. since i know this "ger's fav" boy.. or should i say man? lol.. But in my imagination, he's still a young boy with his unbroken and irritating voice..lolx.. But too bad.. now rarely contact.. He's surrounded by girls all time round i guess.. wahaha.. and he seems to be a play boy... aww.. haha.. super cute, handsome and naughty or rather playful.. i like! I wanna get his hug too! lolx.. Joking la.. craz.. He's like a big star.. Nod nod but no no....... haha.. still remember last time he always come my hse and Yuan Fu's hse play after sch.. haha..

O yah.. and yst and today i saw another pri sch friend, Nicholai.. but he dun rmb me le. . cuz we were only chinese class de classmate..He smoKes..! and walk like ah beng.. but quite handsome though.. haha.. Recently i keep seeing pri 3 n 4 friends.. Yilin, Sharon and all that.. and ya! i even saw my kindergarden friend at the 7-eleven near my hse a few days back! I still remember he's got the same water bottle as me.. LOL.. Horrible i still remember.. lolx.. Don't remember his name though.. LOL.. i always rmb things yrs back.. i wonder is this the reason why i can't absorv well now.. Not enough memory space? lolx.. If that is so, then it's gonna be so terribly bad for me cuz i still have years to go.. LOL!

Alright alright, shall formally start today's main topic.. hahaz.. quite bored today la.. went to sch for 40 mins comskills lesson.. came back home.. played a bit of ps2.. was rather slpy.. but the timing was not right.. cuz Linda coming my hse to use com soon.. so went to fetch her at her hse void deck.. she wanted to do the Maid quiz but her Adobe Reader wasn't working.. so asking me for help.. yah.. She has to get 80% of the quiz correct in order to qualify hiring a maid.. and there are 8 modules or info about hiring maid.. It's like Lec notes and u have to read it and take 5 set of quizes.. and the registration fee is $30.. =.= so we nv read the module and start the quiz.. It's liKe super common sense questions.. haha.. of cuz pass la.. but we took quite long to complete all the quizes.. till ard near 5pm.. and Zie is visiting her.. so she gotta go back.. Oh ya.. i hope i can rmb to help her print her Cert tml in sch..

so after that stayed at home .. till 8.. suddenly thought of not lazing ard animore and go get the things that i need.. like.. A4 paper.. pens.. and some files to get more organised.. went Simei Popular to get it.. know y? cuz got staff disc ma.. wahha.. Ops.. tt sounds liKe im so.. gian.. but.. aiya.. i wanna save ma! humph.. so waited for Leonard off work and took bus home tgt.. wanted to get some small little things which hopefully can cheer him up a little but cant find that something.. cuz he seems rather troubled or something.. hai..
Very pai seh to Regan.. that time and time again.. i so lazy to go out with him.. not laz to go out with him la.. as in .. go town at a wierd or rather late timing.. I really feel so sry man! As in i know he sometimes realli wan to find someone to tok.. den.. ahhhhhhh.. but.. dunno ah.. =(

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Went compass relief today.. Yendy went 805 relief.. Fendy full.. heng ar.. so tired now.. study from 9 to 6 and work from 7 to 11pm..

U noe i go compass point relief and met 2 mad guys.. Fendy and Ivan.. They are really mad i tell u.. tt Fendy.. tok so rough de.. and ya.. he's realli loud.. den he tok rubbish to me.. and so of cuz i replied rubbish.. den i dunno y la.. dun find it funny and he and Ivan keep laughing like till no breath that kind.. realli diao lor.. dun find it funny at all.. but Fendy like same same with Bernard kind... Both big size.. smoke.. from malaysian.. like tok rubbish.. so things the same..
hai.. cannot blog le.. bth.. go slp le... ciao

still veri tired..

Wah.. a lot ppl didnt fo sch today cuz sick.. and lots of us are alrdy like.. half sick.. but still can go sch kind.. today's realli realli tired.. but tried to stay awaKe during Log Mod Lec.. Luckily able to catch wad teacher is teaching.. after sch realli dun feel like going work.. wan go home slp.. hai.. aniway, went to work.. today got new staff.. call Dilah.. i think .. 16 yr old nia.. now a lot 16 yr old staff.. Tml need to go compass................................................... =.==.==.= i cant even cfm i can reach on time.. Tml Fendy IC.. heard tt he veri gd.. so ok la.. luckily Yendy go 805 relief.. hahahha.. Dunno y ah.. recently a lot of things to say Bernard.. 50% of the christians in the shop muz noe how to alter pants den he come with mi to church.. =.= purposely one lor.. 4 of us.. 50% = 2... YK already noe le.. so left 1 more.. but.. diff.. ! serene and xm consider new.. argh.. but the office ppl sae each staff muz noe how to sew pannts.. CRAZY!
I REALLY fed up with BSN la.. Requirement so many.. den treat staff like that.. DUnno say wad want to keep fridge ar.. den Next Uni muz wear those cheapest Crew neck kind de Tee.. and another Uni muz wait see which one not selling gd one den let us wear.. WTH lor..! FED UP! So ridiculous la.. Isn't it???!!! but got no choice..
aniway.. Bernard sae.. if i can sew straight line = he listen to me talk 2 sentence about christian.. den sew = come church with me.. Sew faster than him = believe in Christ.. so diaox.. where got this kind of thing.. TU Xue.. aniway, if sewing pants can bring him to church, den i juz learn lor.. BUT.. i wun help him sew even if i master it .. LOLX..
And i created a miracle today.. Today Simon, Serene, Bernard and me took the same bus 15 home.. normally if onli mi and Bernard he sure will take diff bus from mi de.. dunno y la.. he wierd guy.. even if we taKe same bus with Simon .. after Simon drop off he also will sit by his own one.. but today.. he dunno y so high.. den all the way back we chatting.. somemore he wan drop same bus stop as me.. lol.. Miracle sia! Xuemei will agree with me.. lol...

Tsukaremashita..!

Tsukaremashita! Tired! Tired! Tired! Im really tired!.......................... Gotta go Compass relief on Tues with Yendy?! I dun wan!!! dun wan dun wan dun wan.................... Booooooo! Even i finish sch at 6pm.......... 7pm den punch in they also shuang? Boohoo................... haiz.. tired.. i realli cant find that " Asian types of Resume" Examples that my tutor wants me to do and print for my grp members.. i found American style.. vher dun wan..... sianz.. until now i still cant find.. how.. want to cry.. veri tired! tml still got work.. tues work.. thurs work.. fri work.. sat work.. sun work... argh.. actually work veri few days de.. cuz wed got bs cant work le.. but i told them then i work Thur.. at first dunno whether can or not.. cuz got Alvin le.. but now i think most prob can la.. cuz they wan me work shift.. wah.. can die .. but wei le money.. jiu REN....... and i found tt .. actually i can work fri morning shift also.. cuz no sch.. as in online lec.. dunno wan work or not.. shld i? or leaving it for doing tutorials for the whole week? Hmmmmmm...

WOW... going to 2.. alamak.. haben do tml tutorial.. aiya.. Heck le.. wan to slp.. but the prob is Tues calculus tutorial.. haiz.. guess no time to do also.. but i realli dun wan to slack in tt sub.. cuz last sem a lot of my friend took and failed.. this yr repeat again.. veri sian lor.. wanna ask my bro gf give mi tuition on tt.. but.. dun dare.. haha.. she also seems like a busy ger.. she's a sec sch a maths teacher..hai.. bua ta han le.. eyes closing.. ciao..

tired eyes

super tired.. haben do my comskills yet.. teacher wants the singpore version of the 3 types of resume.. like cant find .. the ones i found all America de.....
sianz.. No time to do le.. Comskills online also.. nobody has post any new threads for stage 2 yet... *yawns*.. These 2 days addicted to Leonard's Underground speed ps2 game.. but it's realli fun.. racing game..

I felt bad today.. for disappointing 2 ppl.............. haiz.. can't help it.. SORRY!

A moment of shockness

Wow.. i met him coincidentally today while walking to the 293 bus stop... what a shock! lol.. i was realli shock for a moment.. but shiok for a moment.. LOL!

Aniway, i was trying to complete my tutorials for next week today.. and when it comes to calculus.. it really kills.. i took this sub becuz i liKe maths.. and i promised myself to realli pay attention in Lecs.. I did.. but... i realli dun understand.. plus i get those type of lecturer where his words realli puts u to slp.. furthermore the lec is the last lec of the longest day.. which is a tired day.. i realli tries hard to waKe myself up..for eg the last lec.. i realli dun understand on function.. i asked Zi yan.. my china friend.. u know china ppl always pro in mathematics..and she was explaining like.. pilipala~~ so fast.. and i didnt realli understand.. becuz the chinese she uses is realli chim.. =.= lolx.. U noe.. and finally i get a lil understanding.. but come back home.. i couldnt get it again.. and i cant ask my sis.. she acts like a tiger if i ask her the 2nd time.. always lose patience easily.. and i mean EASILY.. lol.. aiya.. im liKe.. i wanna get a tuition teacher!!! cuz i noe i cant slack in this sub.. sad sad..

hai

*yawn.. * supposedly meeting sasha and stella in the morning 11am to buy present for mel de.. btu sasha said she will be reaching at 11.3o.. and stella sae she not going le.. .. hmm.. den in the end sasha reach at 12pm.. and stella decided to come at 1pm.. haha.. haiz..

realli dunno whether tml can work or not.. i will try la.. but i alrdy told YK to reserve a staff to cover my shift.. today my leg pain again.. hai.. keep bleeding.. those kind of realli bleed will drip de.. haiz.. juz now while waiting for sasha.. went toilet.. den bended my knees bleed again.. my left leg.. den the thing..at my right knee also half came off.. so i took out after svc.. but 1 layer stuck onto my wound.. if i pluck out its gonna bleed again.. so i nv.. and wear 3/4.. walk le veri pain.. something dangling dwn there stucked to my knees and bua-ing against my pants.. so pain.. den we went Bedok eat.. Andy and me ordered Mutton soup.. hai.. the uncle cheat us money.. nvm.. den after work i go Bsn find mummy.. ask her help mi taKe off the thing.. ask for water.. den she poured water le still cannot taKe off.. and she juz pulled! OMG.. and it juz bleed quite a bit again.. =( She very power de lor.. didnt even care whether i pain or not.. haha.. pain lor.. i keep making noise and she juz react as im entertaining her tt kind.. lolx.. she likes to do all these Bian tai thingys.. =X tt time Kendrick also his back dunno got wad thing.. a veri big lump.. everybody see le sae ..EEEEEEe.. very Er Xing.. den Queenie juz go and help him squeeze out all tt... er.. wadeva.. yucks.. lol.. So qiao Joyce and Jorine working also.. den Mdm at the right timing come and bring those stuff she got from Korea.. and i lucky got 1 souveneir too.. haha..

=(

I wanna watch you,me and Dupree veri much.. but.. seems liKe left 2 more days den not showing le.. sad sad.. and the 2 more days only got 1 timing each day.. which is 7.10pm.. Tml needa go Joyce hse.. so cannot.. Wednesday got work.. so cannot.. argh.. =(

But not sure wed can work or not cuz of my knees injury.. haiz.. veri pain! hurt yst while playing the 'elope' ice breaking game .. but today more pain.. Yesterday whole night cant slp becuz of the pain.. haiz.. I muz say that i'm realli bad at this kind of game.. esp this game ok.. lolx.. furthermore i am a slow runner.. Know why esp this game i dun like? lol.. Cuz i had a bad experience when im in Pri 3 alrite.. lolx..

The story goes like this.. It was early in the morning and pri 3.8, which was my class, was having a PE lesson with Miss Tang.. So she was asking the class to form a circle with boys and gers standing alternatively.. ok.. so we formed.. i still remember i was standing beside a guy call Ho Wen Xu.. He is that kind of.. stiff stiff tall tall type.. den in the end mi and him kenna sabo lorz.. cuz both of us run veri slow.. den in the end when we went back to class, Miss Tang gave us a forfeit to do.. which is to sing "Twinkle twinkle Little Star" with actions in front of the whole class..

So pai seh.. thats why until now i still remember the game and even my partner's full name.. lolx.. but tt time still alright la.. cuz quite gham with the class and teacher.. lol.. Everytime come to such games i will feel so clumsy one la.. lolx.. Still remember during PE lessons in pri sch.. Hated it when PE teacher says " Class, line up in rows of 5" or something like that.. lol.. Sure play those kind of challenge games one lor.. whaha.. Hated my Pri 1 & 2 time most.. always Kenna bully one.. lol.. but i love my class, classmates and teachers from Pri 3 onwards till Pri 6...
But too busy to visit them during teachers day in recent years.. Hope next year teachers day dun crash with my exams again! I'll definitely go back to my pri sch! Stupid security fuard wun let us in during normal days.. even with sec sch Uniform!!! How cruel.. Grrr..

Today whole day at home.. is sianzZz.. wanted to go for Lec alot.. i mean it ok.. lol.. but.. i realli cant walk properly.. as in its veri pain.. den cannot walk properly.. den.. aiya! dun go la.. luckily tml no sch and no work.. cuz now still the same.. swollen.. but i veri scared i wed cant go to work .. cuz i think today Bernard covered my shift if im not wrong.. that means 3 full in a row for him.. Sorry! although i dun like him in some ways sometimes.. but i not purposely de! realli! lol.. eh.. how den? Shall i msg him to ask him borrow staff from other outlets to prepare for my absence on wednesday? Will he be angry? lol.. But i dun think i can wear Jeans lor.. juz now my mother go and pour the Qing Cao You on my wounds.. OMGWTBBBQ~!

Recently always so late reach home.. and a bit scared.. because recently juz saw that on the notice board of the RC oppposite my hse.. they pasted a 'not full pic' of a malay molester.. and the pic is like.. pasted in most places around my area.. cuz Alice say her dad also got sae her hse there also got the pic.. den these few days i go home.. my hse void deck always got a bunch of Malays with big pink bicycles.. dunno wad they doing.. everynight also see them lo.. but.. ok ar.. think scaring my ownself.. juz faster go up the lift.. den yesterday.. after the outing.. sasha's dad drove us to after Grace hse tt 15 bus stop.. tt time ard.. 11.20 like tt...den when we go up the bus.. Bernard call and dunno wad he talking la.. lame.. den it happens that he, simon and alvin on the same bus behind us.. lame.. haha.. actually before going ECP , mi went Bedok find Queenie Su Ku.. haha.. den at first Queenie inside storeroom sewing pants while having break.. so sasha outside.. den sasha saw mi.. say hi la.. den later.. he touch my chin.. den think i got dry skin den she help mi peel.. den i was like.. er.. er.. lol.. den she ask mi come for wad.. den i say find Queenie den she not happy le.. lol.. so funny sia she.. den always looking out for macho passer-bys.. lol.. kk.. Aniways.. before i reach home my mum was like.. called mi and ask y so late haben go home.. but ususally she wun call le.. it's juz 11 plus.. den she started saying.. Eh.. downstairs a lot of malays ar.. reach alrdy ask mi go down fetch u.. i was like.. o.. ok..
Den when i reach home she started telling mi about the molester thingy.. cuz she juz came back from my aunt's hse.. and my aunt was talking abt that molester.. dunno wad.. asked a pei Qun pri sch girl to take off her clothes and.. dunno la.. think my aunt's friend's friend's daughter or something izzit.. ya..den i told her i alrdy noe le.. saw it at the notice board.. but the usual gang at the void deck shld be ok la.. they have been there for so many days le..

First Love

First Love

I ne'er was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet.
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked what could I ail
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away.
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start.
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winter's choice
Is love's bed always snow
She seemed to hear my silent voice
Not love appeals to know.

I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling place
And can return no more.

-John Clare

slpy

hmm.. Nw den joyce tell mi the presents she got from Beijing is First come first serve!!! I muz go n choose asap.. Jorine and Hazel already got their presents.. How Kia Su! lolx..

Wah.. these few days quite pack.. quite slpy.. quite bz.. quite irritated at work.. Kuai Yao Zuo Bu Xia Qu le.. Now the only thing is to wait for YK come back see how.. and Linda better come back after her rest.. but most probably not parkway le..=( sads.. Finding free time to go and visit her and baby again..

Maybe going Joyce's hse for K this coming fri or smt.. she bought new wine.. ah.. cool.. Alice gonna get drunk again.. =X

Lalalala~

Wahhhhhhhhh.... I'm so bOrEd LaRhX.. 6pm work todayz..zZz.. i rather laz at home...... hahaz.. Hope Felix afternoon shift today! HEard that after Felix resign, YK coming over to be the next IC! OH NO! Haiz.. so sian loe.. some shuai ge come PW bsn and motivate mi! Lolx.. and till now the Royal sporting hse ppl haven call mi yet.. y............................ lol..... haiya.. realli so sian.. grrr.. going crazy!

Jeff is getting mad right now at canada 11 plus pm.. =.= haha....... argh.. miss the fun we had..

Joyce's at Bei Jing now.. waiting for gifts.. lol.. =X Btw, Melvin ask me did Joyce arrange a KTV session liao?! i didnt even know there is? lol..

Btw, Matt bought the same Doughnut that Jorine bought from Korea... it was ICHIBAN! *Joyce, dun get jealous..* lol.. Oops..=X

I was thinking why wasn't my time table up yet.. Hmmm..?

Season change..

The most unhappy season change i've experience since i started working at Bsn.. Totally irritated.. lazy to type everything out.. Juz even the IC dun even know wad he need to do! ok.. that i dun realli blame him cuz he's quite new.. but the thing is the attitude that matters.. The moment he noes tt it's time to go up to the kids counter he's so happy.. juz left like that.. leaving without a word for Simon and mi.. Esp the time when we are stuck on wad to do.. =.= I ask him anithing he also dunno.. veri pek cek leh.. so hot somemore.. grr.. and everyone else were busy with their own dedicated area.. called out to Berd for help he also act liKe nth happen.. shit la..
At that moment i juz hoping that the shop faster open and i can start work..
In the end den we slowly figure out everything with the help of the offce ppl.. cuz some of the stocks didnt realli come.. means out shop not selling.. and it's shown in the pic.. so we have to replace it with some existing stock.. it's rather confusing..

eneded work at 2.30pm..
Met Xue mei accompany her go PS rebond her hair.. hmm.. the effect.. ok lar.. but think her hair too dry.. so.. still not veri perfect.. I felt that i waited a long time .. but actually to think of it.. onli ard 3 and a half Hrs.. Den realise that beside Jean Yip got a Japanese store.. Everything $2.. cool.. bought some things.. after that go eat KFC.. and off to the airport to send Joyce off..

At first we met an American i think.. we accidentally woKe him up while he's slping at the.. Viewing mall..he cchat quite a lot with us and showed us magic tricks.. haha.. interesting.. but too bad i knew the tricks brhind it.. =p

after that Joyce gotta meet her parents le.. and Joyce's testing her mama whether she know our names.. den she cant rmb my name.. but know im related to Yulun.. she calls him that.. and that fat turtle beside hinting her mum tt yulun... wadeva.. Den joyce mama ask mi.. " eh i ask u ar.. U tgt with yulun ma?"
Mi: abit shock.. wad a direct and sudden question.. lol
mi: no.. last time.. maybe nxt time..
Joyce: on the way
Mi: no..=.=
Joyce mama: ahyo.. dun wait la.. still got so many out there..( frowned.. those worried faces)

Her mum so funny! lol..

Mi: Im a veri 'eat love' person..
Joyce mama: (still that kind of look) Aiyo.. here got one ma.. *pointing to her bro..*

Lol.. so funny la her mum .. den her bro ear realli turned red colour.. lolx.. i was like.. ermmz..
lol..

then after that before taKing bus home we met again.. den her mum was like asking each of us whether got bf or not.. she seems so interested in our love life eh? Maybe she got some gd ones on hand to intro.. lolx..

Boreddddddddddd

Bored........ Cant find ppl to go hunt presents with mi.. everyone's working.. until 6pm... i'll see how later..... Meet xm or joyce or regan or jason or angel....

sianz.......Qian ting not free..

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Had a bad day..

Well.. things are going well till around 5 plus when i juz ended my break time.. hai.. u can see how bad they organise the break time.. i ended work at 6pm but had my break time onli at 4.30pm.. but i shall not stress Felix animore.. He's being super nice to us even though he's stress by things himself..

After my break, someone was like saying wanna watch movie.. so i was like.. ok.. but juz then, Berd ask mi to stay back cuz the stock juz arrive.. and need staff.. and i was like.. bo bian la.. den have to help out.. so i told him tt i had to end work later.. and can see tt he's impatient liao.. haiz.. always gets impatient easily.. sads.. i was like quite irritated alrdy.. cuz i dun realli wanna stay back.. den i called home and told my mum tt ill be late for dinner cuz of work.. and she was like making a big fuss.. saying that i evrytime come home so late.. btu it's not beyonf my control rite?! That even irritates mi more.. so after work i realise that i realli got no money to spend for anithing else animroe.. so i msged him and said i cannot watch le cuz gt no money.. and he's angry u noe.. he said i waste his time preparing .. but when i call him he's still eating and ask him wad movie he wanna watch.. he say dunno.. what else he nid to prepare? aniwaes, he's sounds angry in his msges.. which affected my mood.. but i cant help that i got no money rite.. i dun even haf a single cent at tt moment and dun wanna withdraw money animore.. Xm even have to treat mi during my break.. hai.. guess i have to eat $1 buns from Deifrance evey break time from tml on.. or bring own food.. realli nid to save..
HAIZ...
But he said he's not angry when i called.. but.. the msg still sounds he minds.. alrdy super irritated and my sis is bugging that i let her use the com now!!! argh..

Twins Bdae Celebration..

Let's talk about yesterday after service.. Rushed down to Downtown east for Estee's Bdae Chalet.. Joyce was hurrying mi cuz she's too bored.. and i understand y after i've reached.. haha.. tOoK some pics..
- Singing Bdae song..

- Joyce, Josh, Me

- Me, Estee, Joyce

- Bossinians..
After that actually meeting the Twins and their sis, Hui Min to Aranda Country Club sing K de.. budden when we reached, Xm got serious stomacheache.. furthermore the rooms were fully booked.. so in the end we decided to maybe watch movie.. but.. like not much choices and Xm still not feeling veri well.. so we went home in the end..

Supposedly meeting at 2pm today.. but we told the twins and Alice that we are meeting at 1.3opm.. suprisingly, Alice was on time but the twins.. Haiz.. LATE!!!

- Snapped Joyce's impatient and annoyed look while calling up XueMei who 9/10 didn't pick up the call..

As usual, the twins were late AGAIN.. and is terribly late.. told them 1.30pm.. but they only reach at 3.30pm!!! Kua Zhang rite?? Eh no.. Liu Jing was a bit earlier.. although today they are the main lead .. but no exception!!! Aniwaes their Bdae is alrdy over lor.. whahaha..


After everyone arrived, we proceeded to Heeren for Marche.. we failed to go to the planned place becuz of all the lateness la.. u know..

- So Much food!
So we were all bloated after eating.. and Jorine only came juz rite after we finish up everything except for a few pieces of Garlic bread.. and its so sweet and nice for her to bring us presents and souveniers from Korea( Mostly to be eaten.. Jo wants us to grow fat tgt with her!!! *scary*) esp the Donuts! Different types of Donuts from one of the famous Donut stall in Korea.. Aww~ So nice, so beautiful... BUT.. Guess what we saw when the box was opened up?! ANTS!!! *faints.. Everyone was anticipating to see how the donuts look like and waiting to try it and in the end, the ants tasted them before us..!!! LOLx.. So wasted la.. Becuz of that we got to gave up the donuts.. and we were observing whether the ants are from Korea or Singapore.. lolx.. Evil ants..

- The circled part are the evil Korean ants which tasted the Donuts before us! Humph..! ;(
We headed to Aranda for K after dinner.. and everyone was so high.. Let's see some pics..

- Sg verison Jing San Soon..

- Jorine acting San Soon.. Her dressing and actions.. realli look like! Making us lauff like hell.. LMAO..

- Joyce's high.. dancing away~
-Zi Lian-ing..

argh.. wasted trip

Supposedly to be working now.. but... BERD! He changed my shift today to Off and he didnt even inform mi... argh.. wasted my time.. could have slept more.. whahaha.. i was liKe.. entered the shop and Seng ask mi i got work today meh.. den i sae got ar.. den he ask mi to check properly..=.= den i check.. Off!!! argh.. Bernard nv tell mi la.. den i wait for him come afternoon shift scold him.. and as wad Felix said, he owes mi a meal! Whahaha.. Now our shop got 3 unfamiliar faces to Xue mei.. 2 for mi.. Seng(812), Jamie(805) and Felix(825) .. but ok la.. can tok.. Felix is now our 2nd IC.. and Berd first!! .. 2 IC dunno how to sew pants.. lmao.. Seng sew.. whahha.. heyhey.. heard that Seng's God mother working at Monsoon.. can go get disc.. tsk tsk.. =p

Hady Andryan

Hady Hady.. Hady Andryan.. He's Kawaii ne..! Felt so tired.. this afternoon went to that Kaki Bukit Baby Kingdom.. tt baby store which we always pass by when we took bus 15.. and today we were there.. Yati, Xue mei and mi met in the afternoon at Eunos to buy the Pram for Linda.. The ppl who's sharing is quite complicated.. and wad's funny is Jennifer called Yati's HP.. =.= ask y nv ask her wan to share or not.. hahaz.. how we noe man.. thought she SM.. all the high pos ppl should buy their own gift . where got share with us one . o so funny.. somemore is 3 xiao mao go and buy big gift.. den so funny.. the box so big and the high chair so heavy.. we still expect to take bus back.. haha.. so bo bian .. muz take taxi.. then the person help us carry till the bus stop there.. den when reach Linda's hse.. we liKe delivery man liKe tt lor.. mi and Yati carry the pram.. XM carry the high chair.. like delivery man sia.. haha.. so we stayed at her hse for quite a while.. The baby's name is Hady Andryan.. Ryan in short.. He's so super soft la.. carried him.. wahh.. haha.. and his hands veri active.. keep moving.. Here are some pics..

First day in this world.. 30 Sep '06


Ryan.. The white thread is to stop his Hiccups!


Ryan Crying..=(


He's so tiny!


Mummy carry till so song as if her own son! =D

argh..

argh.. wads happening la.. felt so cursed... TOday is my nano got prob.. !!! i juz wanted to charge it since the batt is going low.. and the PC doesnt detact the USB.. so i look at the nano.. it was at stuck at the main screen with lights on.. and locked.. i tried to unlock it and and the lock sign is still there.. i tried to press other buttons but it wasnt responding at all.. GRRRRRRRR.... until now still at the same screen.. HAI.......................................................... WADS HAPPENING.... ?!?!?!

Today's a tired day.. watched Rob-B-Hood last night.. wahhh.. super funny.. today morning shift.. but Bernard let mi off ard 4.30pm.. cuz got too many staff.. den go down to Bedok see prams.. going to visit Linda and her baby tml.. den maybe sharing with tampines and Bedok staff.. den come home ard 8pm.. den ard 8.45pm.. someone came at my doorstep.. telling mi some shocking news.. She's a neighbour staying on the 11th floor.. den she sae till so not clear.. i thought my uncle commit suicide.. scared mi.. although it's not my uncle but im quite shock by the sudden news too.. was trembling.. She asked mi to go up and 10th floor and fetch my cousin down cuz the babysitter's husband commited suicide.. i was like.. dropped jaw.. cuz frm wad i see.. they are quite a happy family..and ya.. but i think the dad found out he got some illness or wad.. frm wad the auntie said.. and somemore is my pri sch classmate's dad.. so i was liKe.. er.. oo..k.. so i went up with her... i was trembling.. so scary.. what i saw is a big crowd trying to hold the wife tight cuz she was crying and veri agitated and said she dun wanna live too.. wah.. kind of scary.. so i juz went down back home after fetching my cousin.. heard that the uncle jumped down from a building somewhere but not sure.. and my cousin was like.. not scared and veri lo-so.. somemore the uncle dote my cousin quite alot also one.. but think he still young. dunno anithing.. i thought of the seen the auntie crying till so jia lat.. veri de.. dunno how to say.. in the end both the son go and 'ren si' while 2 of their dad's colleage accompanied auntie at hm..

haiz..

WAD's going on these 2 days???

I dunno wad more sway things are going to happen to me.. Yesterday sucks .. worked till 2pm.. thinking faster go hm can catch a few hrs slp b4 going back to eunos.. den waited for bus 15 for damn long.. liKe 20 mins.. finally the bus came.. and i sat down.. dunno y liKe thought of the bus will have an accident.. and realli, after a few mins, it happened..the driver banged into the back of a car.. =.= everyone in the bus had a jerk but no one was injured.. so we have to get down and walk to the next bus stop.. to wait for another bus.. and it took another 20 mins.. den the bus super packed and hot and dunno why suddenly traffic jam and the bus was liKe turtle la.. and still have to stop every stop and i was liKe .. getting impatient.. so finally, i decided to stop at Eunos MRT station there.. cuz already 3pm le.. if i continue the bus 15 think reach home 4pm.. so i took the MRT.. everything was alright until it reach tampines.. " Ding Dong.. Tampines" and i stood at the door waiting.. for 2 or 3 mins, the door did not open.. i was liKe.. shit.. wads happening! but den it open in the end la.. reached home ard 3.3opm.. after eating 4pm.. and was like.. still need to bathe.. might as well dun slp le.. =.= but realli veri tired la.. cuz woKe up early .. gotta reach shop by 7 plus for stock take.. =.=

Another sway thing is about the stupid rewards sticker thing.. wan mi to pay $190 when it's not even cfm tt it's my fault.. if plus the pants tt i need to pay ar.. altogether $285.. ! and i rec my pay today.. it's liKe.. after paying off all those shit, im left with less than a hundred dollars.. which can say i pre-spent it..

Wads more irritating and pissing mi off.. i was veri tired today also.. cuz liKe rushing frm morning all the way.. before go out rush to wrap stalla present, when work.. Bernard let mi off at 2 instead of 1.30.. so nid to rush becuz will be late for BS.. Then.. cannot find anione to help mi buy stella's bdae cake.. so bo bian.. rush to 4leaves buy.. somemore heavy rain.. ! by the time is 2.30pm le.. BS is at 3pm.. go taKe taxi.. Looooooooong queue.. sian 1/2... no choice la.. waited.. we were late for BS by ard 10 mins.. luckily still can go in la.. DEN.. wad im realli realli irritated at now is my PS2.. i was veri veri tired but dunno y juz feel like oning my PS.. den when i switch to the channel le.. everything nice nice le.. den i on the PS.. but the TV screen no reaction de!!! tried many many times.. but still nothing happen.. i veri scared is the PS spoil.. so i brought the PS to my mum's room TV and try.. also nth happen.. ARGH.. What the hell is happening... ! dhfiuerhiuethiuepweueiuerh .... realli frustrated la.......... called him .. he onli said " i go n see tml.. im watching TV im watching TV.." =.= Grrr.. msg him also no reply.. although yes, most of the times we need ppl to listen.. but we need response too! dunno wad happen la.. it was fine the last time i played and is onli a few days ago... and dun think anione of my family members will touch it la... how cum cannot on.................................................. now cannot slp liao la...

Tired..

Ended work at 2pm.. but reached home at 3.45pm..=.= the bus 15 took damn long.. Actually suppose to go bladding with Xue mei and Irene at 4pm pasir ris park de.. but then Irene last min cant make it.. so we decided not to go le.. maybe go shopping or wad.. den mi off work le.. thinking of going Bedok pei Joyce break.. budden.. i nv bring clothes to change.. dun wan to wear Uni go ard.. So in the end nv la.. went straight home.. den reach home le so tired.. but den i still wanna go town with Xue mei and wait for Liu Jing off work at 6pm..budden now Xue mei sae she stomachache cannot go le.. so everything's cancelled.. Not bad la.. can slp..

Still quite angry abt yst.. hmmmmmmmmm...........=.=

Yst puppy come and get his pay slip shun bian wait for mi break.. den ask him help mi with the printing photos machine.. becuz my HP cant send to the picture maker.. so needa bluetooth to his HP den to the picture maker.. but onli 1 pic successful...=.= cuz his HP cant take my HP pic.. space too big le.. =(

Btw, finally, yst i made 3 VIPs.. actually 3.5.. but Linda say give Simon.. Humph! So now total i got 4 VIPs.. at least now not the last le hor! No need to stress too much.. but still stress.. cuz my tis week shift quite lil.. They sure climb up veri fast! Now lowest is Linda and Xm i think.. Hai.. actually yst i can make 2 more de.. 1 is the customer wan to buy 1 more jeans den over $120 le.. but den the son keep wanting to go home .. veri noisy.. den she cannot ta han.. den no matter how i push also cannot.. den the other one also.. $90+ le den dun wan get somemore.. =(
haha.. XM worse.. Kids got 2 customer buy till can get VIP le.. but den they nv come down to apply.. her face realli black like charcoal.. =X The most powerful now is Alvin lor.. si Alvin.. push so many Vip.. Now he's the top among us.. think the next one is Bernard le.. yesterday he made 4.. Not fair lor.. If i not cashier den is go kids, not kids den Cashier.. No chance to push lor! Yesterday i can maKe 3 becuz there's onli mi n Bernard in the shop floor.. and Sunday ma.. a lot ppl.. den no staff compete .. den go tt chance one.. whahaha..

okay.. gotta taKe a nap.. ciao~

hurt

why muz it be so compliacted? Will one's heart be hardened if it's hurt too many times? i hope so.. If not, den maKe things change..
They say.. talk it out when u have a prob.. but.. it always ends up not a gd ending.. hadnt i talk calmly? or is he who lost patience?
Am i being too sensitive? Or is he being not sensitive? Or is he suppose to? ya.. i suppose not..
Maybe he is right..
It's alright.. it's ok..
Arent this juz the one of many times?
Always say sorry and things will be fine.. Is this sentence true?
Not to all situations i guess..
Maybe this is the last one and never will there be..







PUPPY!

Anxious..

Btw, yesterday forgot to mention that the 2nd new staff, Reika, also didnt come the 2nd day for work.. sae got heart problem cannot work.. *faints* lol.. but the first guy is realli funny.. MIA during break time and left a jacket at our storeroom.. den today comes a third new staff name Rosa.. dunno spell correct or not.. this one shld be ok.. If she become the third one who disappear ar.. i realli wanna faint.. lolx.. Today was quite in a good mood until.... closing time.. i was at the kids counter after break at about 5.30 like that.. so i was there until 9.30pm la.. Firstly, staple all the price tags for the $8 Tees.. den nth to do.. so called shop and ask them bring up the 25% coupons for mi to cut if they got enuff staff.. so Simon brought up.. so i was cutting the whole pakage of coupons from the catalouge until 9.15pm.. juz nice.. On the way there's 4 memos i issued.. #1-$24, #2-Exchange, #3-$36(reservation), #4-$31.. the memo #3 is the customer go to the cashier den suddenly sae forgot to bring wallet.. lol.. the last memo haben collect cuz the cust even the Isetan close le they also haben leave.. i was waiting for them to pay until they disappear.. haha.. so i went off without collecting tt memo.. and i dun like the opp sell bed guy ar.. always call mi by the name of Bossini.. =.= always.. "Bossini, haben eat ar? Bossini, what u doing?, Bossini, still dun wan to leave ar? ...blabla.. " as if i got no name.. =.= can see on my name tag mah.. den today finally i told him " i got name one ok.." cuz on the same lift today.. with lot of Isetan staff.. they are like.. so kia su.. " Eh.. faster faster.." and waiting for everybody to pack the lift up.. =.= .. wun overload meh.. lols.. my first time.. cuz everytime i will leave early one.. haha..

Then i go back shop, Bernard sae.." faster go key in the memos n do closing.. later i got bad news for u.." =.= i was like.. thinking wad can it be.. and was guessing n guessing.. and he ask mi dun think too much n do closing first.. den i ask whether is it related to money and he said yes.. sian liao lo.. den i do closing.. the Keyboard dunno got wad prob lor.. the refund, cfm and some other buttons like zoom or wad also cannot press.. den call Bernard he also cannot settle.. and drag for so long in the end also cannot solve the prob.. so the closing for 826 cannot be done.. muz wait till tml see how.. den after close shop le.. den i thought of Bernard forgot to tell mi abt the bad news.. and he was like.. Oh yah.. " It's regarding ur customer's alteration pants.. he collected at Bishan and found the length too short.. and the alteration log book stated ur name who cut the pant.. the customer said he call our shop to change the length to 39 inch rather than 38.. but the altered length is still 38.." and i was like.. heyhey, i didnt even rec such call from any customer who wants to change the length of their alteration pant.. but i rmb i heard someone answered a call regarding the length of alteration pant when i was stationed at the fitting room .. and i was quite sure the person is Yati.. Must be the person who ans the call nv change the length lor.. If they realli make mi pay for it when im not in the wrong den ill juz quit.. anyway was thinking abt it alrdy..

no money..

Yo.. 12/8 today.. with Bernard full shift.. Wah.. nowadays i hardly do cashier.. lolz.. goodie.. then today Rod come find us.. however, he onli noe mi and Yati niaz.. he came at abt 1 plus i think.. den wait for mi break at 3 plus.. den he wanted ask mi go out again.. Fri nite or sat.. haha.. always n forever wrong timing one.. lols.. cuz got Cg and svc.. Den go shop for my sis's bdae present .. bought an Adidas cap for her.. den later saw the Rusty shop for sale.. and saw a top i like.. but dunno suit or not.. no time to try also.. cuz break finishing.. den after that 6pm i go up take over XM.. den suddenly she mentioned about Bernard.. referring him as NoNo.. u noe that Taiwan guy NoNo.. i burst out into laughter.. omg.. after she left i was still laughing by myself.. LMAO... But to think of it, he realli look like him.. lolx.. the Shen Cai and Shen Gao.. lolx.. realli the same.. whahahaha.. den after work i go n try the top... after disc ard $40++ .. forgot le.. but i dunno whether nice or not.. still got one tiger print de shirt.. $30++ .. also quite nice.. actually wanted to buy tml before Xm start work.. maybe 11am.. but now like lazy .. tml mi afternoon ma.. so .. wan to slp late.. haha.. so thinking maybe fri b4 cg go see how.. after that went to shop alone a lil while at Espirit, top shop and Marks n spencer.. at Espirit i cant find the shorts that i spotted last week that i wanted to try.. =( den Top shop also nth much.. the stock i see sian le.. their stock is all other outlets dun wan den transfer here de ma.. den spent $17+ at marks n spencer for facial cream.. dunno y feel like spending la.. so juz spend.. fri gonna spend more if have mood.. haha..

den when i came home, gave my sis the cap.. den my mom saw and started scolding.. Aiyo.. y buy useless thing.. waste money onli.. she where got use one .. blablabla.. Buy also nv ask den buy.. blabla..
=.=
Wah lao.. as if buy for her .. as long as my sis like la.. i dun understand my mother la.. this kind of thing also wan to scold.. buy bdae gift need to seek permission one meh? now den i know ok.. somemore she sae hse got so many cap le.. i was like thinking.. so many cap?? and she was referring to those dunno 20 yrs ago kind? pls lah.. =.= sometimes realli cant stand her nagging.. argh..

Yesterday i met a more powerful mother.. a customer la.. shopping with her daughter n son and daughter-in-law i think..den she tried a white top.. den her daughter saw not nice la.. but she sae she like it.. den she sae she like can already n she will be paying for herself.. den when she come out she wanna take another colour.. den her daughter scold her.. sae so ugly still wan to take 2?! actually the top quite nice la.. juz tt her mom wear le not nice.. somemroe she those 60+ yr old le.. and the top meant for ard 20+ to 40+ maybe.. but she like can le la.. den the daughter and mom like started to quarrel becuz the daughter dun let her take 2 pcs.. and help her put back one of the colour.. and the mom started to nag n nag from haben payment till payment till payment over till walk out of the store.. It's realli NON-Stop.. she got such long breath.. haha.. actually i Ke lian the mother cuz she veri old liao..den the daughter still dun let her choose wad she wan.. i mean she like can le lor.. den i heard her say wad.. aiya.. old already den cannot la.. wan to buy shirt also cannot.. use own money pay also cannot.. do wad i like also cannot .. everything also cannot la.. something like this.. veri ke lian leh..

now althgou i not cashier le hor.. but sometimes i take over cashier i also quite.. sian.. cuz they always make the cashier counter till so messy.. i cant stand it.. grr..

tired..

So tired... today morning.. but dun feel like slping yet.. like wasting time like tt.. haha.. somemore sis playing piano... aniway, i've slept on the bus for 40 mins juz now arldy.. haha..So.. Yesterday Bernard first day at 832 got ppl still 3 of our Tee shirts le.. lol.. but yst realli no ppl.. og no.. our staffs not alert... i was at the kids counter.. bored to death.. walking to n fro the 15 X 7 foot area, cold and bored.. i see opp.. the peeps are like.. damn funny la their faces.. all like dead dead face.. BORED.. lol.. and Guess wad! Yesterday there's a new staff called Fidaous.. He was attached to me as my buddy.. so i go through with him the buddy program.. Linda sae go through all.. okay.. so i was talking and telling him the things non-stop.. of cuz i noe he will not absorb all la.. den u noe wad?! I go break tgt with him.. and after we had our meal, i went to buy bubble tea.. there's long queue.. so i queued.. and he smoke by the side and wait for me.. den after that he told me he wanna go to the washroom.. so meet mi at the storeroom.. so i said ok.. den after that i went back.. need to tap in le he also haben come back.. den call him also no ans.. Kanasai.. ran away le.. den for the rest of the day he disappear.. but then his jacket still at the storeroom.. den Linda sae i scare him away.. kanasai.. den make mi got to work today.. if not is off de.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Den today morning shift with Bernard and Simon.. mi go up kids again.. 2 memos.. haiz.. sian.. ntht o do up there.. opp selling men's shoes now.. nt interested.. den today also got new staff.. name Reika.. malay ger.. Hope she dun MIA also la.. ahha.. so bored today.. online also nth to do.. PS2 games also stucked.. dunno how to continue.. Keep dying at the same point.. den need to restart again.. that stupid Giant la.. hai.. den the Final fantasy also keep dying.. =X i too lousy le.. haha.. sian lor.. den juz saw Jerry's testimonial.. haha.. i see him wan to luagh.. look like lao fu zi..=X

Happy & Sad..

Haha.. worked full but so high today.. today's Queenie last day at 832.. den she morning shift.. stay with us till closing.. den we took pics.. damn funny! whaha.. veri funny.. keep laughing.. but she last day le..=( Btw, Jerry korkor came today.. he sae go east coast roller blade with friends but he nv blade cuz he dunno how to.. den wan go there laugh at his friends fall.. in the end.. abt dunno how many hrs later he came back and find us.. with plasters and bruise on his leg.. lol.. i ask him wad happen.. he sae he blade n fell.. den i see his friends all nth wrong.. lol..

tml i sure die lor.. cuz all liKe new new staff.. tml got 2 new staff afternoon plus 812 Bernard IC.. den become me the only more senior staff.. *gasp* =X.. die die.. plus all quite new staff.. although they are not new..

Tired......................................

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Physically worn out.. ='(

Heyhey! Btw, maybe going Japan nxt year ...! with GCC......Cool.. If that is so, then i'll save the upcoming trips... and earn money to go Nihon! Gers, how about going tgt??? Faster join GCC! Whahahahaha..!

worked morning to 2 this morning.. pratically doing admin job at kids counter.. helping tto cut n staple the 25% cupons......7 memos.. den ard 2.30 punch out.. went to church.. good msg.. like talking about mi and my ex.. haha.. hai.. den go dinner with them.. feel like going de.. but hai.. juz join them.. although realli feel like going home n slp.. was too tired to eat.. so after xm finish eating her chicken rice, we had dessert.. and here i am blogging.. ok.. 10.50 le.. realli need to slp early today.. tml working FULL shift.. SUNDAY.. wad a torture.. every sunday full...=.=

hmmmmmmm

Suprisingly, today i nv do cashier at all.. i felt stress once i woke up in the morning.. thinking of the things-to-do.. den when Linda come..

Me: Linda.. i dun wan to do cashier..
Linda: y?
Me: stress la.. so many pants to cut..
Linda: Den Yati cashier lor..
Yati: *shocked* Huh.. dun wan la.. stress leh..
Me: Nonono.. i do i do.. ( cuz b4 tt Yati told me she requested not to learn cashier cuz very stressful)
Linda: I dun care.. must learn to take stress ma..
Yati: Okay lo..:(

But my intention was to ask Linda faster train Simon cashier.. since i heard that he's doing not bad.. but.. make till Yati got to do..:(

Linda: Yati! go and set up cashier..
Yati: Orh..
Linda: Faster ah.. i give u * mins..
Yati: :(
Linda: Yati! nets machine log on already?
Me: Oi.. dun so fierce la..
Yati: haven yet..
Linda: dun juz stand there.. can log on nets..blabla..
Me: Haiz..

Den mi go up kids counter.. wah.. the whole morning one memo $36 niaz.. Den when Xm come take over mi makan, she told mi Yati cried cuz got scolded by Linda becuz of cashiering.. do wrong or wad.. aiyo.. Linda hor.. too hard on Staff le la.. haiz.. after that den she tell mi she feel bad.. haha.. ok la.. i mean.. ya.. u are asm.. have to be strict and make sure ur staff know all these la.. but at least dun do it the hard way ma.. like u so fierce .. scold le even more scared and do more wrong things.. i scared Yati cannot take it cuz she has been thinking of quiting or transferring or so.. but that isnt a solution la.. even if u transfer to other outlets also have to learn la.. since u r full time staff and work quite long le.. hmm ya.. i last time also stressed by Linda.. overcome le jiu ok le lor.. haha.. still rmb last time learn cashier.. hands keep shaking.. den keep forgetting which way to swipe the cards.. forgot to scan this and that.. never see approve or not den keep entering blindly.. in the end my nets shortage hundred over dollars.. =.= cuz tt time at Bedok a lot of cheaters.. esp tt time i learn cashier during Christmas sales lor.. where there's crowd.. see the queue i sweat.. haha.. den keep scolded by linda also.. haha.. but now no need to see the pos keyboard also can type.. like typewriter like that lor.. haha.. Juz now i work morning shift rite.. den Simon take over Yati cashier.. let Yati go home.. den got cust wanting to pay all that.. den Simon sae got excess $30.. so i go over help him count.. ask him to do cashier.. in the end i half count money half helping him with cashiering.. cuz now got the 25% disc promo.. den procedure might be a lil complicated for them who juz learn.. so help him.. den i count money.. i see under the cash reg still got money.. den Simon's reaction was like.." Huh.. here still got money ah.." .. haha.. i was like.. " u mean u didn't count the money there and there's excess $30? lol.. that's like a few hundreds more.. but no la.. i count tally le.. den got another cust.. applying for VIP .. den of cuz got to help him lor.. cuz Linda having break ma.. den while helping him.. the phone rang.. and Simon go n ans.. .. ..den become i i do payment again.. -_- den tell him nxt time bz dun bother call.. i veri scared he do cashier also.. he cannot realli see the numbers or amt properly.. den linda come out le.." Oi.. how cum u ans call.. how cum hui min doing cashier? i wan to let her go home .. dun let her earn extra money.." kns her.. lol.. but i haven teach him pack pants yet.. ya.. so went home after packing pants.. den see HP.. miss call from Queenie.. she ask if i wanna join her and Zhuang Li in town.. they at Espirit visiting Josh..i was like thinking .. by the time i reach there.. hmm.. quite sian.. but i wanted to buy some eye shadow.. 50% ma.. haha.. but in the end.. i didnt agree to join la.. cuz.. like quite late.. den call liu to ask where r they ( joyce, Hazel n Liu Jing) .. They say they at Bugis.. den i was like .. i feel like meeting them.. but i also feel like going home n rest.. cuz the whole day like.. Yao SUan Bei Tong.. in the end i decided at the bus stop.. if bus 15 come first den go home.. bus 36 come den go Bugis find them lor.. in the end 15 come first.. haha.. so i went home.. btw, juz now linda was asking if i noe Zhuang li going to quite arldy.. i was like.. huh? i dunno.. y she wanna quit.. den i forgot wad linda say la.. Oh.. she say.. maybe the distance far frm her hse or wad.. den i sae can ask for transfer ma.. but linda sae ZL dun wan.. juz wanna quit.. but i mean if it's becos of the distance, she alrdy work here so long le.. y now den.. yah.. haiz.. see .. everybody so stress till wanna quit.. tt Kendrick also.. now transfer to 812 le.. Yk 803.. zl wanna quit.. yati i dunno.. Xm, Simon and Alvin still new.. and the 2 ICs also gonna go in no time lor.. Wa lau eh! now that i blog out den i noe so pathetic..! ='( O yah.. i think Melissa going to come back work.. but it's onli for this holi.. haiz.. i alrdy palnning about myself le.. maybe work till before sch start de 1 wk.. den stop.. till next holi.. or maybe work 3 days/wk? im sure can one.. at least i help . i alrdy tell linda le.. although she dun realli take note of it.. cuz maybe she not IC le ma .. by the time.. see hw first la.. Then i tell Linda..

Me: U better employ more handsome guys hor.. if not i veri sian wanna quit also le.. lol.."
Linda:Neh.. Den she pointed to Alvin..
Me: not man enuff leh..
Linda: Simon lor..
Me: Over manly la..-__-

Lol..

Btw, i cut and dyed my hair at tampines de supercut.. not bad.. i quite like the style la.. cuz at least not easily messed up by wind.. lol.. den ok lor.. fringe short short de.. den Queenie keep calling mi xiao toot.. den tt time she cut her fringe more toot hao bu hao..=P lol..

Ah.. yah.. got my sms result yst during break time.. dun dare to see sia.. asked Yati help mi see.. not bad.. improved a lot lo.. from last time.. 3 B+, 1B,1C.. not veri gd la.. but for mi is satisfied.. cuz compare to my previous results.. all Cs and Ds.. the sad thing is that i still cant get an A for Management Sci after all.. got a B+ .. and suprising thing is that i got B+ for OM.. *shrugs* .. haha.. but my GPA still veri bad.. but at least got pull up la.. hai.. regretted Year 1 nv study hard.. so i got 2 or 3 more sems for mi to pull my GPA up? Ganbatte..! Was thinking if i should take a 4th CDS.. Hmmm..

Long day

haiz.. worked 12/10 today.. super sian laaaa... no cust but yet so many pants to cut... got one maid brought 7 jeans for alteration! and i have to measure one by one.. and veri scare length not correct.. cuz the owners of the jeans no there.. so have to measure the length tt they fold up till.. den the maid sae juz do it den measure lo.. wrong not my fault! Already quite sian when come to think of the 2 chinos which i may have to pay for.. =.= $48 hor.. i can buy my maKe up sets frm Espirit after the 50% disc or have at least 2 sushi meals laaaa... argh.. btw, i dun think is anyone of us's fault.. muz be the cust's prob! .. argh.. Let's see wad Linda says about it tml.. im realli gonna be super sian if i have to pay.. juz now dunno wad happen .. super stress.. see the amt of pants to cut and things to do.. wanna faint!!! and pian pian i am the cashier..! and all those shit always goes to the cashier.. somebody pls learn cashier and share my burden!!! so far like onli mi and Zhuang Li.. haiz.. Yati learned half way and requested to back out.. cuz she find it too stressful.. so now Simon is learning.. Btw, Simon is our new staff not long ago.. ard 3 wks to 1 mth.. He's 40+..=X but have 30+ look... Cute.. haha.. and yesterday also got new staff call Alvin.. from NYP.. 19 yr old.. ok.. not bad.. look like Louis.. haha..
Argh.. got to wake up later at 6.30am for work.. and go work muz continue cutting pants, calling mobile club cust, call Queenie;s cust to inform him abt new techno dry, reming Linda to request stock, so transfer in.. call 829 to ask for white crew neck, cashier of cuz mi AGAIN.. argh.................................................... wanna cry.. den when everything comes tgt, my work rate decelerate.. and Linda sure sae mi slow.. and keep 'blowing' mi.. " faster!" STRESS.. tml Linda full shift..!!! haha.. wah.. siao liao.. hope i fall sick tml..=X

bad day 2

*ed up day.. argh!

LOM day was bored.. practically, im the only yr 2 in the grp..sian..

Movie not nice.. no mood..

maybe shld have juz gone home or go cut hair after sneaking away from the LOM day..

Bad day..

Let's talk about Fri.. Celebrated dear Hazel and Amy's bdae.. started by the challenges at Douhby Ghout MRT station arcade..hahaz.. so the whole challenges were about playing the games in the arcade la.. like.. para para, ddr, bb,daytona..etc.. after that we toOk taxi down to paragon Sushi Teh.. the sushi there is veri nice but expensive.. but i will still go again next time! hehe.. den ya.. liKe old rules, play games to win presents.. hahaz.. after that went Hazel's hse to celebrate , sing bdae song and cut cake.. the cake was oishi! den we drank bacardi and red wine.. forgot wads the name of the red wine.. we bought the one with no sweet taste.. so most of them dun like.. den we drank n drank.. and think alice was a lil drunk.. Jorine .. 2 mouthful whole body turm lobster red.. but not drunk la.. haha.. maybe skin sensitive to alcoholic drinks.. i was a lil blur.. but alright.. and guess the others are ok.. Xm dun liKe to drink at all .. Keep saying taste liKe balloon.. lol.. and ended up Hazel's mum sending us home.. haha.. and oh ya! while we were abt to pay for the wine all tt, i wanted to try see whether can get through not.. in the end the cashier auntie stopped n looked at mi for a few secs and asKed for my IC.. !!! haha.. Boo!


Today is not the day for mi.. worked full shift.. feeling like everything not rite.. my eyes dunno y keep have the feeling of wind blowing directly into my eyes tt kind of feeling.. maybe too tired.. den like cannot concentrate.. and damn.. today it seems like i did a lot of wrong things.. and quite blur.. felt so shitty.. realli realli shitty.. stressed.. argh.. juz becuz of stupid purple carrier.. so confusing.. y nid to scan.. not tt i will fogot to scan but the "limit to 1 per customer" rule.. haiz.. dunno la..

Tml is the LOM day.. think it will take up my whole day again.. wah.. super sian.. can i pon? They said it's compulsory, but the also mentioned " realli try to come" ... that means it's not.. cuz they know alot of ppl wun go if they dun make it compulsory.. so.. shld i go? Hmmmmmmm... We'll see..

=)

oh honey honey! If Music be the food of love, play on..

Today is simply a great day.. heex..

Today's mood quite gd cuz some problem was resolved.. and to think that tml n sat no nid to work also motivate mi to work hard today.. lol.. but today like quite zou bo.. nth much to do.. juz all the extras liKe.. scotch taping the hangings.. check hanging.. serve, fold, normal.. nth much..

and .. Happy Bdae to Long long, Iris and Amy! gonna celebrate Hazel's n amy's bdae tgt tml...

TIRED

Haiz.. so tired... slept late yst.. and woke up 5am today.. gotta reach PW at 8am... thought wad.. Pack stock!!! sian..=.= Early in the morning deal with 70 cartons.. No strenght la... =.= hai.. hate season change most.. Gonna be on Wed.. Hope they dun ask mi go back.. cuz i work afternoon.. if morning go back for Season change den considered as FULL shift liao..=.= super sian lor.. made the wrong decision.. shouldnt have started work so early.. immediately after exams over leh.. hai.. tired.. no time to relax.. even play PS is tense.. lol.. realli can freak out when dealing with the zombies while playing RE4 .. lol...... den after that 5pm le.. my time to go home.. but i taking stock for Season change in storeroom half way.. den i see 5 pm le.. den i wanted to go le.. den tell linda.. she kanasai la.. i talking serious tt i need to go liao.. she keep playing with mi sae cannot.. sae muz finish le den can go.. siao la.. i still left a whole big session of the storeroom.. started at 4pm.. den she expect mi to take finish the whole storeroom stock in 4.30pm.. and which some of the time i need to taKe care of outside whrn yk go toilet.. .. kanasai rite tt pregnant lady..=X

so in the end wuite late for mata.. met John at Bedok.. cuz he also fisnih work.. by the time.. 6.15 like tt.. den took bus 38.. got go irene hse ma.. but nv try b4. but cant find..den ask driver.. den ncle sae nxt stop.. so we alighted .. n saw.. huh? east point? in the end we took 9 to reach.. was quite late when reach so ..ya.. den nv join for the games la.. to mi mi n mel actually wan to win the best team work prize ..(lollipops) haha.. but i think the whole thing was quite a successful one.. Well Done E222! wanted to blog more.. but seems like im dozing off.. nvm.. luckily i nv follow then to Jo's hse..=x hhaa

PS2

Feel like slping...*yawn* .. Exam for MS in 2 hrs' time.. tooK 1 and a half hr to recap.. finally bought ps 2 yesterday.. yay.. heex.. play till 1 plus am.. den slp.. cannot slp too late cuz todae need waKe early to study.. woke up at 7 but in the end slack till 11 den start studying.. lol.. =x total of 8 free games.. so far onli tried resident evil 4 and harvest moon.. and sis played Harry Potter this morning.. haha.. muz wait till tonite after cell grp den can play again.. but everytime muz wait till nite den play cannot on loud loud sound den not fun le.. haha.. some more mon start work le.. super sian..Ops..=X lol.. okok.. half an hr more before i go to sch.. go prepare le.. Ciao~!

COOL..

BYEBYE EXAM once again i sent u away! lol... actually it was not over yet.. but to mi, it was all over... Whoohoo... ~ Guess wad.. i nearly mistook today the exam for MS! LOl.. ! Luckily i called Kok Teng to ask some qns and he was like.. u wan to ask mi tml? den i was like.. tml exam already over u siao? lol... den he told mi tml den exam not today.. Whahahaha! I see wrongly la... cuz the Subject code was something like BLO 2003 1 sep.. and i mistook it as 31st Aug! lol.. Luckily i haben gone out of my hse yet.. wad Joke... and i dun care .. i wanna pass all my subs! and strive to get a Z or at least A for Ms.. lol.. =X Thank God i can do my LSCM paper.. i was totally stressed up for that stupid theoratical paper laa... and dunno y realli realli got no mood to study at all.. but i prayed.. tts y the qn paper was like .. 80% of the 100% which i have studied! which is like.. 4 chaps out of 13???? LOL... Praise God! totally overwhelmed.. lolx.. although i still dun realli noe whow to fully answer the qns.. but at least i know what they are asking for.. lolx.. and frm when i study my OM paper till LSCM was totally boredom that kills.. hai..luckily got Regan acc sms.. Cant wait to get my PS2 now.. actually i thought of going with yong min or go with merill they all to the IT fair after exam today.. but since there's no exam today i can ask yong min acc me go check out the prices.. think no nid to get pinwen along le.. juz check price and package onli.. but after Yong min know that my exam's tml.. he ask mi stay at hm study.. he go check for mi..=.= lol..after that den i go with them to IT fair.. hope not too late.. den can decide where to buy from.. lol.. cant wait la.. Iris also cant wait for mi to buy.. lolx...

ARGH.. i cant focus!

I can't focuz..! My mind juz keep thinking of other things once i hold up my book.. and since nth is going into my head right now, i dun see the point of continuing studying anymore.. but im not tired.. tts y im here blogging.. Shit la.. i dunno wad i am doing.. izzit slack too much? My OM paper is on this coming fri.. tml is the last day to study!.. and i am esp worried for OM and LSCM.. 2 theoratical papers.. Im dead! I juz dun feel the urge to study although im so worried when i think abt it.. shit! y.. im only at half OM.. ! and i cannot rmb every single thing i've studied.. i finish MS.. half acc.. and 2 topics of LSCM only! OMGWTBBBQ! Haiz.. and i think i've gone into.. dunno wad.. whenever i study i juz thought of doing other things.. argh.. wheres the focus?! Can't afford to fail... and my head keep paining.. wads in there?? *crys*

Guilty

Argh.. I'm so guilty! Y cant i just adjust my mind to study?! 5 days left.. FIVE.. How much can i study in s FIVE days?! and my hse is definitely not a gd study environment.. Each time i try to study, my eyes will automatic be fixed on the TV.. Not that i wan to on the TV, but my family juz cant refrain from the TV.. and not i dun wan to study in the room.. my sis is using the study table .. and is getting too many things on the desk.. makes it look messy and dun feel like studying... so until now i've onli sort of completed MS... and 2 topics of MA Only! stil got OM and LSCM which are the 2 more worrying subs..
so decided to find some not-so-chatty friends to study tgt in sch lib on mon.. think think.. all my gerfriends are so chatty one.. i mean those i get along with.. cannot study tgt.. so decided to ask some gd guyfriend.. those okok one la.. got things to tok but at least not so chatty.. haha..asked Yong Min.. but he studying with his friends... Keep ask mi go .. sae nvm one.. but i dun wan la.. join them so wierd.. den think maybe ask pin wen.. but yong min nv go he sure dun wan go.. den think of Melvin.. hmm.. better not.. he always talk rubbish to me one..=X den asked Jian wei.. he also meeting friend.. den.. ahh.. i asked Iris.. cuz she always tt study study type.. so shld be ok.. haha! so she agreed.. maybe bringing her older bro along too..

Hey.. suddenly kinda miss that chap.. Ahaha! He's such a fun ass.. Ops! =X

SICK..

Im sick im sick im sick.. Argh.. flu + cough... my flu like tap water lo..=.= hao xing ku.. went for liquid nitrogen treatment today.. hai hao la.. a few secs de pain lor.. in the end cannot maKe it for work and also pm.. cuz realli sick.. feel like vomitting whole day and no appetite.. and i simply wasted the whole day again by slping.. yst plus today = 2 days.. tml's gonna be dear Joyce bdae.. 3days.. I must start studying on Thu!!! Oh no.. Fri is MS test le.. diediedie.. Today suddenly rain so heavy sia.. for a moment i thought i was unable to go sch becuz of the super heavy rain.. but after 1O mins, it lighten.. so ya.. went to sch for tt 35 mins of tutorial..

I already know im going to fall sick ard last week.. everyone in the shop was either sick or falling sick.. although my shifts were not as many hrs compared to them, but what activity i had before work adds up all.. so im equally tired.. and i know everyone felt stress about work becuz of the 5o% sales and so did i.. esp during weekends.. and even weekdays.. everyday ard 12.45am den reach home.. Gu Tou Suan Tong.. realli cant stand some customers.. sat.. worked morning to 2pm.. at Isetan Kids counter.. made $600++ sales.. still manageble but i met 1 particular lo-so auntie.. so ma fan.. i told her dun hav means dun have le ma.. she still sae " Aiya.. Yi Ding you de la.. Ni mei you zao hao hao" Den she go and dig and mess up the wagon that i have juz finish folding neatly.. !!! argh.. qi si wo le..

Now also veri angry with my sisters and mother la.. stupid.. i dun wan to on the air-con and they insist oning it.. and mama also sae wear jacket can le.. but the prob is my nose wad.. den ask mi to slp in the living rm.. i den dun wan lor esp today so many flying ants.. grr.. I also bear with it even when i feel hot when they are sick and dun wan to on air con wad.. wad is this?! Now is younger sis let mi off.. but elder sis like not willing.. and Bro is already using the fan.. Win le lor.. Fine den i'll slp with air-con and get more sick!

Tired..

So tired.. although i've slept a lil juz now.. my eyes are still so tired.. I keep thinking that tml is wed.. but realise that is actually thurs tml.. haben do my accounting tutorial.. haiz.. forget it.. realli dun feel like doing.. tml is Jap role play.. Pray everything will go smoothly.. haha.. cuz all of us scared got screwed up.. we want an A! =P Memorised my lines.. wad im afraid is the props.. scared miss out something..

Juz nw had Lunch with cell grp members at New York City link mall.. hmm.. ok la.. but i still think CA is better.. is best .. haha.. for Jap restaurant i think the Waru.. dunno wad name is best Jap restaurant.. hahaha.. =P
So tired.. i slept on the train on the way back home.. zZz.. reached home ard 5pm.. wanted to watch anime.. but sis using the com to work.. hai.. so deciding to slp.. but mouth itchy.. den soemmore juz nice so many things for mi to eat at home .. den eat this eat that and went to slp.. wah.. so fattening! super sinful.. lol..

Recently work veri stress leh.. wanna cry..='( veri tired.. *hugs*

Tired..

So tired.. although i've slept a lil juz now.. my eyes are still so tired.. I keep thinking that tml is wed.. but realise that is actually thurs tml.. haben do my accounting tutorial.. haiz.. forget it.. realli dun feel like doing.. tml is Jap role play.. Pray everything will go smoothly.. haha.. cuz all of us scared got screwed up.. we want an A! =P Memorised my lines.. wad im afraid is the props.. scared miss out something..

Juz nw had Lunch with cell grp members at New York City link mall.. hmm.. ok la.. but i still think CA is better.. is best .. haha.. for Jap restaurant i think the Waru.. dunno wad name is best Jap restaurant.. hahaha.. =P
So tired.. i slept on the train on the way back home.. zZz.. reached home ard 5pm.. wanted to watch anime.. but sis using the com to work.. hai.. so deciding to slp.. but mouth itchy.. den soemmore juz nice so many things for mi to eat at home .. den eat this eat that and went to slp.. wah.. so fattening! super sinful.. lol..

Recently work veri stress leh.. wanna cry..='( veri tired.. *hugs*

Lessoning

Hey.. im having LSCM lesson now.. but yet im blogging away.. =X Oops.. Looking at all the other monitor screen of my friends.. all on different web page.. so who is listening to teacher? Anyway, i dun think teaching in Com lab is effective for students to absorb.. esp when we are not strictly monitored not to use the computer.. Ahahahaha! Oh man.. im going to do badly for this sub.. seems like we are all slacking too much and exam is juz 2 weeks away..!!! CANNOT take sub paper wor.. =p

I bought 2 pacifiers from kiddy palace yesterday before work.. picture of P,Yop,Yo.. hang one on my hp.. O so cute! Ahaha.. and yesterday i missed my jap rehearsal with my grp mates.. i thought they said it's canceled becuz jiajia got class.. but then in the end they said they are meeting for 1 hr.. but im at home!!! felt so bad.. cuz they say they decided not to meet on Wed animore.. so wed im able to meet cgm for lunch at New York.. wanted to try last time.. but never..

Needa work again later.. sian.. forgot to mention that there's another new staff yesterday named James.. Hai.. sian.. =X dun realli noe him yet.. nv intro nv tok.. heard that he's a christian and canot work on sun.. juz nice lor.. ha.. but he demand to be a full timer leh.. i also dunno la..

Hey yesterday mi purposely go out early to prime mart to search for the Moo sweet leh.. Claudie intro mi de.. haha.. veri nice.. she say she bought at prime mart.. so i go search but to no avail. den after that before i go work i still go Colds storage and giant find leh.. also dun have!!! ='( Booo!

Monday accounting lec.. also keep wanting to fall aslp.. Sat n sun already slp so late wake so early.. tt kind.. cannot tahan.. but i try my best to wake up during the lec.. haha.. my sweet no use.. even sweet in my mouth also will slp.. den i ask Kok teng go help mi buy extra sour mentos.. haha.. den wake up le.. cuz its something chewy.. haha..

Crazy!

I try to blog.. but i think too many things happened in these 5 or 6 days since i last blogged... Too happening.. Too busy till it seems like repeating the same things everyday..

briefly blog...realli wan maKe it short cuz gonna slp again.. it's 2am le! see.. no time again! Humph!

Thu: Fun la! Thank u gers! U all rawks.. ! Thanks for the games( fun..creative*ahems*) the dinner( Sushi.. n cake.. n curry, rice, soba? Oishii!!!) and the presents( Condom..=.=, Necklace, Rebook Jacket) n the card ( certificate of complateing the " Ultimate 18 challenge"?) haha! Althought one of the present seems so inappropriate? *ahems*

Fri: Actual Bdae.. bored whole day till evening went for FOP!

Sat: working 12/10.. First day with HasLinda again..! Happy.. her stomach is big.. I can even see the baby kicking her.. OMG! haha..! Sat realli stress.. and i mean STRESS!!! With Linda ard somemore.. Oops..=X Went Isetan.. den mi and Zhuang Li workin Isetan.. Yati break.. argh.. even 2 ppl also not enuff.. Kids section also so busy like wad sia.. 50% also ma.. i realli super stress u noe.. even till when i come down do cashier.. keep feel like puking.. VERI STRESS..! when at Isetan, we tried our best to issue memos to all customers le.. but Keep got Isetan cashier come to us sae we nv write Memo for custs.. den like.. too many le la.. cannot handle.. FENG LE! den when i come down also.. do cashier all the way.. everything.. check stock, pack pants, cashiering, long queue.. Counter messy till like wad sia! GONE CRAZY.. whole shop all in a mess.. Stayed back till 12am to fold.. still cannot finish.. next day morning ppl come 8am to continue folding.. took cab home with Linda and Jorene(new staff).. we all stay veri near each other.. and the taxi uncle so lo-so.. $16 from pw to tam.. claim frm company.. BUT Linda say i nv giv her the receipt but i rmb queenie pass back to mi n i pass to her.. .. .. !!! =(( haha..

Sun: Church 17th anniversary.. Happy Bdae CHC! E222 celebrated my bdae also.. Thx! T-shirt n cake.. Actually XM has the same one in black version.. haha! tts my 2nd present.. 3rd, Sean's bdae card.. den later go work..same as Sat lor.. gone crazy again.. fold till late late again.. Chin Hong, Jing ting, Boon Heoy and Kendrick gave me a Jacket also.. ! from 77th street.. How he noe i wan jacket?? still dun get it! Maybe he realli knows mi well.. *ahem! lol.. i realli like both Jackets of my bdae present.. SO NICE! ^_^

Mon: today lo.. work again la.. sian! tml work again! again again again! If every night like tt fold i will die! sometimes will hope sales faster end.. LOL.. but i realli helps to push up sales la.. these few days sales veri gd wor.. hope hit shop target den got double commission for the full timers lor.. =)) Wah..! 2.16 now.. tml got lesson.. cannot! mUz slp le! Pics to be uploaded if im free ! =p.. *those pics ( kisses) are juz my forfeits! Dun think otherwise*

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30th July..
Morning shift today.. after that went Ms with Queenie, Yati, Zhuang li and Sean.. Puppy was supposed to go! but he break his promise.. ! humph! Dun friend him le! nth much.. shop a lil.. den in the end mi, Yati and Sean watched Nocho Libre at 9pm.. Queenie they all wanna shopping and i think thwy think too late le.. cuz actually queenie quite tired le.. next day morning shift somemore.. so yah..

31st July..
Blogging at Isetan for 15 mins Yst:
Haiz.. Already super no mood le.. now blogging at Isetan.. i dont know wad happened to me.. Juz cant get myself to smile.. so i find it diff while working.. Criteria: Energetic, Smiling, Hungriness, tidiness, alertness... i think i onli have tidiness and a lil of alertness for now.. all the smiles are so fake.. i think kendrick sor of know that im down in mood.. so dont dare to realli talk to me.. when he ask mi wad happen.. i juz replied.." Si lian" haha.. Have no choise but need that smile.. cuz nowadays they always spotcheck.. Queenie gonna kill mi if she sees this..
Then got this ang mo cust.. ask mi to wear for him see nice or not cuz he buying for someone else..den i juz out the shirt in front of mi.. den he ask mi go change.. siao la... no mood.. and i think cannot also..

den got 1 lady.. she wants straight cut jeans... so i show her .. Onli one design is short cut ma.. den she say the leg there too wide.. so i say dun have straight cut alreadi.. so i recommend her others.. den she say y dun have straight cut one? Others stall have striahgt cut also selling at $29, very nice, y u all like that one? y dun have nice design.. and she walked away with a gruding face... !!! I cant believe this.. Other shop have den go other shop buy la.. =.=

Then juz now when i still at Isetan.. a few min back.. theres one Indian cust come to mi sae.. " Show me where are the Tee chirts for 11 yr old boy." so i juz told her the designs are all in this section and all got 11 yr old size... and she replied " Ya la, which are the designs? Show me" I said " Here are all the designs so many" and i held up 1 and show her.. Den she said" I dont like this" den i show her another one.. She said " I dont like sleeveless" then i refer her to techno dry.. she said" I dont want this material..what others? " WTH!!! Diao..=.= den she said " Which are on promotion for boys?" i mmediately take one design each of diff colour all spread out on the table and show her. and becuz all the designs are of diff kind of fishes, she replied " I dont like fishes.." !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ridiculous Indian custs... not i wan to sae.. but it's juz so... !!! argh.. u know?? always " Show mi, show mi" .. =.=

1 Aug...
Today's Boon Heoy's last day at 832.. didnt get to work with her.. suppose to but suddenly ask mi go Tampines Relief.. and i have to go home and get white Tee first.. cuz my Uni in parkway.. nt fun one leh..
after today , projects are all over officially.. hahah..
Most of my sec sch friend not able to meet up tml.. so nvm.. cancelled..
O yah! still haben shop for Minh's present... ! suppose to send to Vietnam.. but i still haben found out how many days it take to send frm Sg to Vietnam.. and Binh added mi in Msn finally.. he signed up msn.. haha..but so far haben met him in msn yet.. He's in America studying now.. rich guy..
Have to slp early tml to get prepared for the Sabos on Thurs.. Joyce say till like that.. scary.. think she gonna take all revenge that she can.. lol.. but i muz clarify.. Im not the main character who plans her bdae so well last year! lol! So it's not my fault! hahahahahaha.. So pls dun make things hard for mi on Thur! lol.. but i know Joyce wun let mi off so easily.. =( Hazel Help!!!

Sat will be my niece's 1 month old.. wun be able to attend the party..=(( Haben see her b4 leh... hahaha..
ahh.. so tired.. haben memorise my Jap script.. omg.. how to memorise..?!