Zoo

Happy Birthday to John!

Msged him like yst nite 12.03am. was late by 3 minutes but i guessed it's ok. haha.. and i've been checking my hp every as and when after the msg, thinking if he will reply. at least a thank u or something. But he didnt initally. Was rather disappointed. the last time i checked my phone was 3 plus am. I thought alot to myself. Maybe he can't be bothered, afterall it's just another normal friend's bdae wish. Or he's asleep. Or he's still angry with me becuz of tt nite's conversation. But luckily it's none of them cuz he actly replied me at 4 plus am. cuz he was at the club, tts y the late reply. didn't noticed it even though im not aslp yet. Ok la, at least he replied a thank u or smt like this, it's enough for me. =] I bloody hell can't get to slp yesterday nite until like 5 plus am? I guess i was vexed with the decision to be made the next morning. I tossed left and right on bed bed for hours. Damn frustrating, esp surrounded with all the soft toys.

Cycling

Well, cycled down to bedok reservoir yesterday nite with baby.. hmm.. actly was running at the park with sisters.. but i think baby just need someone to go out with.. she suggested swimming.. but it was kinda last min.. so felt a bit lei zeh.. and i suggested y nt cycling instead.. I realise and admit that my cycling skill sucks and my stamina sucks too. lols. cham liao la.. i everything also forget and rmb part of the skills.. like.. swimming, bladding and cycling.. =X It took me like 1 hr 15 min to reach Hazel's hse (opp seng siong). LOL.. i know it's long.. haha.. and i perspired like hell.. i felt kinda giddy and i got cramps on my right tigh when we reached the coffee shop opp.. My right leg kinda cant walk properly and feeling weak. haha. i hope i didnt scared joyce cuz she said my whole face and lips turned white. Lucky i didnt puke like last time.. when i cycled to pasir ris with Jorine.. lols.. I told u i got bad stamina! It reminds me of tt time during the BSN company party at Aranda.. I almost blanked out after the continuous run to pasir ris park.. Because it's group competition so we have to run as fast as we could.. after i reached the destination, i stopped completely and my vision blanked out. It's like if a person stand infront of me, i can only see the white image of a person. It's that bad.. somemore tt time the sunshine was strong.. It was kinda pai seh la.. cuz i was the only one sitting down beside at the bench, resting and seeing the whole big group of bosinians playing games infront of me.. and Jennifer or Zie brought me medical oil.. i forgot.. super ps.. and ya, weak. Things like this happened to me ever since my pri 5 incident. The day when i had fever and almost fainted. I was vomitting after seeing the doc when my mum was buying some groceries. I cldn't take it half way back home and was seated dwn at some grass patch. and soon after a grp of ppl crowded me. and my dad came to carry me back to the clinic. Ate my medicine there and felt much better. haha, anyway, we went to Hazel's hse after that.. I decided to park my bicycle at her hse and take bus back home after that.. lols.. and sry to joyce cuz i didnt pei her cycle back and she got to get her friend to cycle back tgt with her.

Zoo

I actly felt like blogging more of the emotional part, so details of the excursion will be updated the next entry.

Finally, i decided to accompany baby and the others(hazel and Liu Jing) (i said this way cuz the main character is her) to zoo after much dilemma between studies and friends or rather sisters. I still think that i can't bear to reject or disappoint her in the end cuz it's like.. i know she's still.. sad? and think it's good if i can just avail myself? since she n hazel keep insisting i go, den i think.. she really hope i go and.. i think it's just little and simple things that i can do la.. if not, in wad way am i fit to be called a sister if i cant fulfil just a small part of my sister's wish. She wanted to go to the zoo long ago but never due to some reason. So we are just fulfilling her simple wish. Yup, we had a great, fun and tiring day i think.. But the most important element that really made my day is the presence of the girls - Joyce, Hazel and Liu Jing really. It's not really the zoo. I mean it is the zoo plus u gers but w/o u all, it might not be as much fun u see? and ya, the 3 of them actually treated me for the entrance fee. THANK YOU LOVELYS! Thinking n understanding that i'm a student with no PT job, they paid for my entrance fee. Frankly speaking, i'm really pai seh but at the same time, touched. Really ps cuz like... i realise recently Hazel seems to be treating. and Joyce sometimes as well.. I promise i wun ill-treat u all when i got myself a job! =))

We rushed to Changi Airport to pick Xue Mei up cuz she's back from her HK trip with her company. Omg, she's so independent! More independent than me! cuz she spent the 3 extra days in HK, making trips on her own.. like.. finding out which route to take, hw to take the MTR.. blabla.. to meet her uncle or wadeva. I think i'll just cry if im left alone in a totally new country. I can't. Esp a road idiot like me. I'm sure i can't find the way back to my hotel once i step out of it. Anyway, we had Ya Kun in airport T2. The quality is bad. really. nvm. lols. Xue Mei bought each of us a very very unique thingy. Especially in SG i think. Cuz i dun think it's sold in SG yet. Its a Digital Photo Key Chain. Something like the digital photo frame sold in shopping malls but just that the one she got for us is a small, key chain sized one. It can store up to 160+ photos from what Xue Mei said. It's kinda cool. i love it! Thanks XM! I realise i actly miss u quite a lot! hehe..

Joyce accompanied me bus back while the other 3 took cab home. Along the journey was.. r/s talks? I think i can understand how she's feeling right now la. omg, she said till she cry. It actly.. sort of .. made me think abit and dunno y somehow, i felt hurt as well? like.. recalling back.. and feeling it. Well, totally understand hw she felt. Just hope that she can stay strong and like.. really can put him out of her mind soon. Don't think too much ger. Time will heal, it's just a matter of how long and how u allow urself to think, in which direction. It's not so bad afterall, cuz u still have us.. whahaha.. We all love u. =)

WHAHAHAHA! Having fun again from my 1 hr study break. =p kk.. had enuff, back to studies.
My baby might be coming over. yay~





ROFL!

BERI TIRED

Super Tired.. Not going to study later.. maybe falling on my bed after blogging.. dunno y so tired.. only went school ma.. and it's.... quite -___-"

Woke up at 7.30am this morning.. tried to study after bathing and breakfast.. but nth can go in.. thinking that after few more hrs go sch.. i ccant really concentrate whenever i noe tt im going out after a few hrs. like 2 or 3 hrs kind.. so finally 2.30pm i went out.. reach sch ard 4.10pm? just fer 1 Sec de photoshoot.. -.-" it's fer the student card fer taking attendance next yr. Felt kinda stupid. went all the way to clementi just fer 1 sec photoshot. -.-" wasted my 3 hrs. i cld have developed the mood fer studying instead.

Super sian. Another pathetic day again. I screened through my contacts in my HP and called or smsed every possible human beings out fer dinner but none have time fer me. i did it last minute cuz at first, Bro said maybe bringing us to crystal Jade cuz he had a $90 voucher but he cant cfm.. He only called to say it was cancelled at around 2pm.. and Mum need to know if she need to cook my dinner before 4pm(The time she usually start cooking).. Means i was left with 2 hrs to ask ppl out fer dinner. It's Fri nite, i dun wanna eat at home and wanna stay out late like everyone else do. BUT not a single soul is free .. again.. I even asked those tt i nv ever ask b4 out fer dinner lo.. Lolx. Ppl like pinwen and yongmin.. guess im really desperate.. i tried till 4.10pm.. i gave up and called mum to ask her cook my dinner.. Ppl who can meet up are like Liu Jing - who ask me to meet her up fer quick dinner and follow her to attend one seminar by brother darren.. -.- wad i wan is quality time. not to go to talks; Queenie - Onlu can meet at 8pm cuz she knocks off at 8pm.. which is 3hr time gap.. i went off at 5pm.. Initially wanted to meet Heihei at 10pm.. But i realised im super tired ard 7 plus when i just finished my dinner. so forget it.. im realli tird.. gg slp nw.. nites.. =)

MUG

MUG MUG MUG

Bf

Haha. Ok, i totally believe this is true. =)

He's So Over You, He Needs a New Word For "Over"

Girl, who do you think you're fooling? Your ex isn't play hard to get. He's playing, "Get the hell out of my life" So even if you still have feelings for him... It's time to say adios and find a new man

Is Your Ex Boyfriend Still Into You?

Bitch!

Sad this morning when i wake up. cuz i was in the middle of a great dream. I dreamt that Jeff flies! my mum, me and a grp of others dunno who were in Jeff's house.( i didn't know wad for.) haha.. His house was special. I entered a magical room with fancy blue door with Jeff, requested him to fly me. Above is an exit in the middle of the ceiling. He carried me, trying to fly out of that exit. That exit was rather small. So he tried several times to adjust ourselves in order to fly through and out of that exit. Just when we got the right position, my alarm rang! damn. So we only flew to the height of the ceiling. -___-"

Haha, anyway, that's just another dream. lols.

Met Yee Ling, Yan Shuang, and their friend, Dina(sry if spelt wrongly) at TP at 2pm this afternoon. They ate at Design canteen. I didnt cuz i ate at home. I thought they meet so late, must have eaten lunch. lols. haha. nvm la. I koped a bit of Yee Ling's Beef Steak. or rather the fats. xD. nice! I miss their Beef Steak. still as tender and yummy as ever. (: We proceeded to the bookshop after that. Bought 2 pens and some chocos. and then to the library. We studied in the project room. haha. till 5 plus and off we went. =P

Reached home at 6pm.. Ate dinner.. and came online. did the polyGES survey thingy.. meant for TP grads. and dunno what to do alrdy. did the below quiz. haha..



This is True ok!

You Are 40% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

Bdae

These pics are actly intended for Jorine. I was smiling through when i looked at these photos.
Paiseh lazy to bring them down and arrange. So let it be.



At CS toilet.


Haha.. Those were the times.



Jo and me at TP library.



Fun at Sentosa. Eh, i realise there's no Jorine.
She's actly there but not in the water!



When we were young!!! 16++



Still young!!! 17++



I saw this in my pic folder. Made when Alice haven join us.



What a nice pic! FUN FUN FUN!



BEAUTY QUEENS!

Happy Birthday to Jorine(blur queen), Wee Koon(biao jie), Wei Kei(aiai =X) and Qiu min!
Btw, i forgot to post a Happy Birthday to Qian Ting on Oct 12. So, Happy belated birthday to my les partner, Qianting!



Phew, just came back from a 2km run like 2 hours ago. Long time no run le. A way to release stress as well? Stopped studying since 3pm this afternoon. still thought wanna take 1 hr break only. In the end i break till now!!! 12am le.. =/ Going Tp to study with Yee Lin and Yan Shuang tml i think.. 2pm. I miss TP food! *drools*

Heihei was saying we save up to go Korea in 2 years' time. But i was thinking, with that amount of money, i could have either learn driving or done Lasik. lols. Erms. maybe not lasik. But which one first? Driving or Trip? but before the big trip, let's have a small one.. Redang!*winks*

Damn

'That conversation'

I actually sort of know what he meant.


I freakingly seriously needa get him out of my mind.

Tong4 Ku3~ =/

Miss him

I'm really freaking scared for my exam, yet not motivated to study.
At the same time, miss him freaking lots but there's nth to be done or there's no use, no pt. If there is, i wld have succeed long time ago.

Depressed. T.T

hot Kisser

You're a Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges. If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story. You can keep any relationship sizzling with your steamy kisses. You're total spark plug, and your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Kissing technique

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

Emo..

Btw, the previous flirt test i did is based on a particular person. Not to everyone i'm a 60% flirt ok. =P

Ok, now i'm really emo-ing. haiz. T.T
Esp when i listen to that song. i dunno y it makes me think.
and all those chats at Joyce's hse. her mum. always. haha.

I DUNNO!

freak. i still cant stop thinking.
But i needa concentrate on exam. It's getting scar-ier each day. =/
i need a hug (not anybody) to charge my energy so i can study. =X

Flirt

Your Physical Flirt Level: 60%



You are definitely a flirt, but you are more subtle than over the top.
As far as physical flirting goes, you know that a little goes a long way.

You will touch on occasion, but you're never flagrant or inappropriate.
You just use physical stuff as the icing on your flirting cake.

Elo

Hmm.. i dunno if it's considered finish studying the 3 chaps for DC or not.. hmm.. maybe yes but not really in-depth. When the date is nearer, then i'll revise in-depth i think.. hehe.. Going meet husbond Hazel in ard 1 hr's time to go baby Joyce house tgt..





O btw, met Charmaine from T04 LOM at the bus stop opp SIM yesterday while waiting for bus home. She was compaining to me about the attitude of marketing ppl and how different they are from LOM ppl and y they can't be like LOM students... lol.. haha.. Hmm.. quite funny.. cuz both of us sort of experience the same thing. i mean like.. When we were in Poly, we heard of how our marketing friends complain to us how competitive marketing ppl are and how they treat friends. But during that time, as a LOM student, we just lend a listening ear. Now, becoming par of a marketing cohort, we experienced all those we heard ourselves. lols.. No choice.. have to go with the flow ba.. =) But hearing her part of story was really funny.. esp the lending of notes or TB part. My proj grp members, u all shld know what i mean. *winks*



A picture taken while i was studying and sms-ing chou tofu. lol.



Tofu with Chou Tofu! xD

Heylo!

Omg. i think im not touching my notes for today as well... Im too engrossed in chatting with friends on msn. =X ppl like Hazel and Jerry! make me no mood to study. =X hahaahahhaa.. no la.. jk.. u all are sure fun peeps!

Supposed to meet John for dinner at TM. just finding someone to pei me cuz mummy not cooking dinner. suppose to meet at 6pm but in the end he got some work to be done and gotta push it to 7pm.. but i alrdy reach tamp by 6pm. so i guess i dun wanna wait for 1 hr alone.. so not meeting him le.. got my things and dabao-ed back for myself and mummy as well. reached home at 6.45pm.

Hong Jing flew me aeroplane... =( i shopped at NTUC today alone after school.. thinking that we are camping tml at SMU and foodcourt all not open on Sundays. Bought tidbits, sara lee cake.. and sausages.. thinking to make lunch boxes for lunch or smt.. but in the end she told me she meeting her friends to do project.. =.=" eh.. means cant meet qt too.? aiya. sad. tml at hm sure cannot concentrate. =(

Ok, i will wake early to study tml!!! Joyce's asking or KTV at her hse tml. must tell myself NO. maybe late evening.. go over to visit her.. Dun sad le baby! Hazel and me will try our best to give u wad potato can't give u! *but must wait for me finish exam* hees..

Friendship.

Is it so hard to reply a sms..Sometimes you treat someone like a really close friend but when she can't even reply you a simple msg..It makes you wonder.

Passed by Triton's blog yesterday. Kinda like the song he played on his piano. http://www.tritonsgone.blogspot.com/

In love with the song - Out of This Club by Pussycat Dolls currently.

Low Mood

Haiz.. sadded.

Hasn't been effective in studying the whole of today..or should i say i'm almost unproductive at all. Not a step of progress. To recap, i dunno what i've done today. Probably starring at my notes, but mind kept wondering off somewhere. I seriously don't know what happened to me.. again. My mind full of him again, very often. I don't know why is it coming back but, me, being a girl who loves to daydream, can't seem to shake off those thoughts. They're haunting me every now and then when i'm alone. Maybe tt's the reason why i can't be studying at home. The feeling's terrible, being able to do nothing about it. - I guess someone's facing the same problem as me these few days.

Haiz.. even my air-con wanna play with me.. Dripping water now. -_-"

Is stress such a powerful factor that will boost one's courage to commit a painful suicide? No, i'm not talking about myself. So don't worry. Whatever it is, i don't believe she will and really hope she won't. Since she told me so much, means i'm responsible somehow for her safety. I will try my best to ensure nothing happens to her.

Weddingshoot

Awww~ I'm damn tired nw. gonna fall on my bed straight after blogging.

Really woke at 5am this morning. Long time nv wake so early le.. haha.. dunno whether to wear nice or just shorts n Tee will do.. If wear shorts n Tee, later maybe need take photo leh? If wear dress.. Huh? go botanic garden wear so nice for wad? hahaha.. aiya, anyway, i wore dress.. My sis keep asking my wear jeans can le. but the problem is i rather wear dress than Jeans la.. siao.. go botanic garden wear jeans.. wan burn me ah.. haha.. Ok, supposedly, im there to pull her train. But ended up, im like go there for nth la! In the end she say she can hold it herself, but sometimes, she still helped the gardener to sweep the ground. Anyway, it's laid down during the photoshoot.. and the place is like.. full of ants? Then forget it le, let it be dirty liao.. The person's gonna dry clean it anyway. So my mum and me were like thinking wad are we there for.. help them carry stuff and follow them all the way.. wear so nice only take 1 shot of us tgt. !!! Haiz. lol.. sad la. hahahaax. Early in the morning, the make up artist instruct me to do the neccessaries for my sis in the mist of the session.. Things like helping her to take out the .. forgot wads tt call.. the white transparent cover.. got lots of pins.. and the flowers on her head.. need to be careful not to spoil her hair cuz got lots of other pins. diao~ den teach me how to help her wear other accessories..im like.. =S when i heard tt.. Yuan Lai my sis ask me go got motive one.. do all the sai kungs. But in the end turn up nv help much cuz she only took out the 'white cover' in the end.. and that job is done by someone name W? one of my sis n her bf's friend, who goes there with us just for taking pics cuz is his interest too. He's super talkative. I think he almost talked non-stop from the time he stepped into my hse early in the morning till he get off the car when he reached his hse after the morning photo taking session.. haha.. my sis n her bf were like saying.. If i can talk like him, then i can easily know a lot of people.. but i was telling them like.. tts quite impossible.. im such introvet to ppl whom im not familiar with. so how can that happen? But they were telling me like.. But it's better if i can make it like Hai Han, the photographer.. No need to talk and earn tons of money. Cuz he's famous and he really lives up to his name ma! that one no need say la.. whahahax.. He's a super tall guy standing at 1.97m tall.. i was kinda shocked to see him dressed rather "lock-kok" this morning at Botanic gardens. He really looked like he just wake up, but they say it's his style. lols. and the linen top and pants he was wearing was all branded? xD and he's super skinny. but he's rather young.. 25 yrs old. He earns gd money! but u gers can forget wads on ur mind le cuz.. hmm.. to think of it, better not say it here.. haha.. here's his blog. View if u are interested. http://tanhaihan.com/


Anyway, it's a hot day and mum n me were merely following n perspiring throughout. We were rather redundant actly. Finally near the last part we found the canteen and rested there. 12pm when we reached home.. rushed and prepared to meet HJ. i managed to catch a nap at 12.30pm.. super tired.. till 1pm i woke.. met HJ at airport.. studied.. till 10pm.. but only studied 1 chap. xD told u im slow! =P

Make Up Artist!

Am i going to study today? Well, i only studied half chap of Lec 8 for DC la! i meant yst. haha.. maybe go finish up tt chap later. i study damn slow de. =(

Cool! Finally, i downloaded Microsoft Office 2007 with the help of Olive. Thanks ger! =)

Read baby's blog. Felt bad as i wasnt really there for her.. esp when i didnt make it for the K session yesterday. =( Sorry baby~~ FORGIVE ME!

Just saw sis's sms - "I found you a job but first, i need to send you for a course first. Do you want to be a make up artist? V good money one."

Stunned. 1. I never said i wanted a job. 2. I never ever considered to be a make-up artist.
Haha.. But if it's really good, i might consider.

ok, time to study! Ciao~

haiz

Happy Birthday to Xue Mei, Liu Jing, Sylvia, Shu Ying and Estee!!!

Thurs gonna be a tiring day.

I thought i can choose not to go on Thurs for my sis's wedding photoshoot. I still wanted to go, but to think of my exam revision, i better not. But when i told her my decision, she said she actly needed me to go. Diao.. lol.. cuz she wan me to help her lift her train. Well, then ok lor.. anyway, she say it'll end early like 10am. So it's ok. I thought i can earn myself an american breakfast if i go.. Just now my sis's bf was at my hse. I asked them if breakfast is included and he ask me to go buy bun or something there.. LOL. and i said i thought i can have my American Breakfast. lols. There's a cafe there not bad de.. i like the American Breakfast. hee... and then in the end he said he'll treat american breakfast after that.. lols. but my sis say the restaurant renovating? =/

And gotta meet Hong Jing at 2pm after that to study at the airport. yea, i asked her meet to study! and think she need my idea for her research as well.. Sunday's meet up with Hong Jing again to study at SMU.She driving again.. yay~ and is QT's bdae. She'll be free to meet us at least for dinner if she dun meet that Adam's Apple guy!! lol..~~

As usual, i dreamt of him the night before yesterday again cuz we met, i cant rmb the dream now but it's a sweet one. =) Will i dream of him tonite too?

Boiling

*Boiling Boiling!*

Was boiling with anger when i saw JW's blog. Com'on man. It's not like i dun care! but ur violent-ness really leaves me this Ying1 Ying3. Seriously! Ya, i saw u on the train too, just before i'm gonna alight at Raffles city station. Once i saw u, immediate scene of that day flashed through my mind. I tried to start a conver with u several times on msn, but scenes of that day pop out in my mind, leaving me with that disgusted feeling that i can't overcome with. He said he didn't deserve a break-up. But is it an issue of whether u deserve or not? u state that it's because u are going through the HARD UNI LIFE? SO? BIG DEAL? Does it mean that you got NO WRONG even if you did a horrible things to ur gf and you still deserve to be tgt with her? Yes, u dun deserve cuz i admit i are a gd bf. but That significant horrible day is just enough to spoil it off. U claimed that ur injury is caused by my insensitivity??? or should it be YOUR INSENSITIVITY instead?!?!

Yes, i promised ur bro that i will meet u up after u've cooled down because i thought i will be able to forget and forgive abt that incident, but i realised it wasnt that easy. it has affected me to an extend and to date, im still not able to bring myself to face you. That is just the worse day i've ever experienced in my life. I'm just like.. had an encounter with a mad man, but he's my bf, infront of me. I'm glad i sill managed to stay cool then. Do you know ur words just pierced through my heart. Do u know how much i have to hide infront of my family? Not just u, that u hidden infront of ur friends, but u just acted like a cry baby infront of ur family members. i didn't wanted to say all these from the start. But now, knowing how u really think, im so pissed. Which guy wld even involve their family members in their relationship? It's so sickening. Cuz they nothing nth about the whole incident and will jump to conclusion that it's my fault that i caused the whole thing. And ur friends only hear your side of story.

Ya, im still feeling disgusted of what happened. I thought we cld be gd friends again. But it seems that the r/s btw us has turned to hatred. I didnt regret the r/s, i'm sorry i cant bring myself to fork out in the r/s. At least i knew it myself that i've tried, no matter u see it or not. I know u've tried to change for me too. We done our part. The only thing i really cant stand is when u like to get angry over things which i think is small matter and U, everytime wanted to make it BIG. and i wanna get back my speaker some day if i can. i will buy my own straightener. Y wld i have left it in ur hse? tts becuz i realli think we will be stable. But things just didnt end nicely.

Pass only!

Alright, i'm emo-ing since yesterday when i got back my OB individual assignment. It's just a PASS! or should i thank God i passed at least? Was feeling bad all the while till maybe this morning when i woke. I slept like damn early yesterday nite at 9pm and woke up only at 8am. shit i slept for so long. Anyway, ok, i admit my assignment wasn't really focused on OB principles. Well, only thing now is to study hard enough for exams. =/

18 more days to DC exam. =/ I'm sorry gers, if i decided not to attend the K session later. U gotta understand.

I'm 30mins away from leaving my hse to sch, and now, what a sudden heavy rain?!
Make me not feeling like gg out but i need to cuz it's revision lec. *sigh* I wish we can get back the DC proj today. xD

Score
Love Language

6 Words of Affirmation

9 Quality Time

3 Receiving of Gifts

5 Acts of Service

7 Physical Touch


How to interpret your Profile Score:

Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.The highest possible score for any language is 12.

Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional love.

http://greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

Waraku!

Today is another relaxed day. I slept at 3plus am yesterday, thinking that i cld wake up late this morning. But mummy's voice always wake me in the early morning. so i woke up at 9am this morning. I wan more sleeepp de..~~ arite, nvm. Had the Chee cheong fan with prawn inside as BF today - my brunch. John came over at around 2pm for the installation of the genuine windows XP. Arigato Gozaimasu! (sry! i really know nth abt IT and no idea where my discs were placed although it's my comp. I'm just not an IT person. xD) Now my desktop has come alive once again. Wheee~ I no need to share my lappy with sisters le. whahahax. =P As a result, i owe him dinner in the evening. So, i claimed $20 each from my sisters and off we went to Waraku at MS. Lols!

I decided to try different thing this time round as i always have the Udon and Soba whenever i visit. We ordered a Beef Sukiyaki, 2 Rice set, sashimi set, and one side dish with Jellyfish, baby optopus and kimchi squid, and 2 glasses of ice water. It was a sure sumptious meal.

We shopped a little before going back home. I got pressie for Qian Ting's bdae! yay~!

Whee~! I'm following my sis and her bf to Botanic Gardens on Thurs for her wedding photoshoot! Cool.. But i gotta wake up at 5am.. T.T I wanna follow her to Kelong also.. but.. exam.. and mummy dun wanna go. so if i go, i'll be left alone with her friends!

Btw, blogged wrongly for the previous entry. XM's watch suppose to be from Fossil, not Titus. hee..

Gomenasai to Queens and korkor. Can't pei all of u to sing K! Got exams. =/

"I'm happy if you are. =)"

Happy Birthday Twins

Today's celebration for Twins' Bdae but not their exact birthday. their exact bdae is gonna be on 7th Oct.. and so is Sylvia's. It's realli worth a celebration today cuz my proj ends today as well.. whahaha.. So i attended school for BB revision lec. wah.. the revision lec was realli helpful i think.. teacher gave a lot of tips. I'm gonna give full force in studying. haha. It was 4 plus after lec and i went down to meet the girls at Orchard to shop for Liu Jing's bdae. Alright, cuz the twins are suppose to shop for their own pressies today. Sorry cuz XM is very tiao ti about her present - a watch that is not so women, more to unisex, suitable for office wear and casual wear, cant be too blink blink, strap cant be too thin, main clock must not be squarish and the strap cant be brown colour. and we were kinda clueless about what to buy for LJ cuz she states that she needs everything so she wun mind what we bought as long as it is of use but whenever we ask her what if we buy this and that, she will say dun wan becuz blablabla.. and so, she's tiao ti also.. Twins means Twins. =P

Okay, anyway, both of them got themselves a watch. Xue Mei's from Titus and Liu Jing's from Guess. We went to a Thai Restaurant for dinner at Killiney Road. It's name is 'SuanThai' and it's buffet style. Erm.. the food is so-so only. Kinda value for money but limited and boring selection. Price is around $26 per person after 10% svc charge and 7% GST. Must Try : Green Curry & Deep-fried Squid.

A great night overall with interesting topics. Glad to hear that things are on the positive side for both my sisters - Alice and Amy. Cherish what you have or able to have now. Smile! =)

hungry

In school now blogging.. Project members haben reach yet.. I'm hungry! Craving for wasabi Tei. =P But i got sore throat now.. super uncomfortable.. cant eat fried stuff. Argh.. i dreamt of him this morning. lol. but Just before i wake onli! I dreamt that he hugged me while queueing for swensens. and the alarm rang. Damn. T.T lols. =p

i love u.

I didnt dreamt of him last night. Prob cus i thought of him for about 1 hr before i enter my sleep.

The smses, his voice, made me thought quite abit about the past..

Pictures flashed through my mind.

When we were together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where he's so gentlemen towards me
Scene where we fed each other ice-cream
Scene where we bit on one sushi maki tgt
Scene where he taught me geography
Scenes where he would come in my class and wait for me to finish my work, and send me home
Scenes where he protected me
Scenes of how gentle n nice he treated me
Scenes where we walked like penguins
Scenes of how upset he is when i never initiate
Scenes where i was so shy
Scenes when i felt so blessed

When we aren't together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where we were kinda childish and playful
Scenes where he cycled me
Scene where he offered to treat me sushi
Scenes where i tried to get his love back
Scenes where we were crazy
Scenes where we were unhappy with each other
Scenes of how we disappoint each other
Scenes of how jealous i was


Although he is a different he now, better is some ways and "badder" in some ways, no matter how he change, for better or for worse, he is still him. Although i tried to forget him all these years, and although i admit i suceed, but to a certain extent, although i sincerely treat him like one best friend, deep down my heart, i know, i love him still & love him for who he is.

another

Right! Here's the third blog entry of the day!
Yup, i've done a bit of a project. Chatted with Charles.. Someone from SIM who took BB before..
He reminded me lots of things that i needa take note of in this project cuz he had done his.
Many thanks Charles. =)

So i'm gonna read up my notes and try applying theories to my project later at night. Guess can't go out today le. =(

Oh, btw, i finally found someone with the authentic windows xp software to revive my desktop! Yuppie~ that means i no longer needa share my lappy with sisterssss.. =D

O, and my main purpose here is to upload pics. =p


At Heihei's hse.


Cheers!



What kinda expression? =P


We drank this much. =]
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Random pic:


Yummy Fan Shu porridge! lol.

Moo

She's ugly~
She's ugly~
M, She's major ugly
O, She's fat and fugly
Oh my God
and the cow says MOO~

Segh

Ok, im sorta motivated after viewing Olive's effort in the Project. Im so gonna do something about it. But first, let me warm up by blogging as i'm still feeling "segh" and my brain was kinda.. not working?

Yesterday was meet up with Baby Joyce, Husband Hazel, and the Dwarf twins at CS for movie. Well, we had the worse movie of the year - My Best Friend's Girl. It's a huge mistake to make that decision to watch that movie. It SUCKS. No plot. Waste my time n money. I almost feel like walking out of the movie theatre half way through the movie. It's just a dumb show.

After that, we bused down to Hazel's place. It was raining. Went 7-eleven to buy drinks and tidbits. I think yesterday was the drunkest i've ever been and also, the least slp after that. Ususally i will sleep till like afternoon 12 plus? whahahax. I think i slept like 3+am? cuz Joyce can't drink more cuz she gotta teach tuition today at 11am. can't be so drunk. so no one pei me le. btw, Onli like 2 of us were drinking. Hazel had one glass. and the twins had coke.=p. and wake at 8+. But i don't think i can afford to sleep now. I'm still trying to 'wake' myself up. and O ya, i remembered we sucked penis yst. lol. no la.. it was lamb shank. haha. they just look alike. xD! It just happened to be on Hazel's table. haha. i think her cousin's nanny gave them. and she asked me to try. nice. The bone marrow doesn't taste like bone marrow though. and it's not realli red kind but more to curry colour. I'm gonna dabao the one tt they sell outside home to try one day. why dao bao? Cuz eating that outside is so no image.

I hope i'm still able to go out later. *a promise to myself - Never do something about the project = No outing later!*

I'm so gonna puke*

Motivation

Ok, I was sort of motivated to at least come out with something for the project after viewing Olive's effort. I'm really gonna see what i can come out of my own too. But first, let me warm up by blogging as i'm still feeling "segh" now.

=( LoREAL

LOReal!

Brain cells dead le lah. Searching for damn long for Loreal studio line hair wax but no info. shitty. Tt means haven get to do my part yet.. GMID still down. Hope Pat help to report the error soon.

WHee~ well, Movie later with Husbond and baby. after that gonna drink at husbond's hse. Thinking which to bring. Baby say wanna drink one bottle! crazy. she everytime say say onli. =p Baby n me staying over. Whee~

Was thinking maybe shld meet up Olive to do proj tml. =.=" We needa get this done n over! Yay~!

Tired

*yawn*. Tired again.. Time to really start my BB project. Exam in one month's time!
AND FREAK! I forgot that im suppose to meet the PUMA peeps today cuz CS came out of Tekong. but.. we supposed to meet 9.30pm. It's 10pm now. It's either the thing is not confirmed and cancelled or they take it tt im not joining them. Dunno whether to sms them or not.. hmmmm... Dunno... just felt different. Felt friendship is soo soo fragile. Once a scar is created, it's forever there.. Wanted to be the same as last time, but just can't be so. Felt far apart now. =(

and yea, his msg let me think and dreamt of him again.. It's always so. which is damn damn wierd. everytime he smsed or called, i will sure dream of him. which in turn stimulate my thinking to think of him again.. I wanted to take a nap from 8pm to 10pm just now. but start thnking of him again.. think think think till i cant enter slp. so got out of bed at 9pm, telling myself wads the use of thinking. ok, i admit i do miss him sometimes still but rarely le. n Tts nt a crime. =p

O btw, i saw Mr Selwyn Lim at AMK Hub the other day! my Quality Management tutor in Poly. I was gg down and him, up the escalator. So i just asked him "Going where?" and he replied: "Nth.. just walking around". Lol.. So Eng. anyway, i miss this fun tutor. haha.

Frendship is fragile

Just feel that friendships are so fragile. Esp when u dun put in effort to maintain it, it stops going on. =(

Hello ppl! It's sushi making day today..~~ actly the main purpose of today is to get present. in the end, cant get one. and we ended up spending one FOOD. About 100 bucks? Li Hai bah. Hehehe.

Getting serious.

Ta-dang~ One Tuna Inari.

The 3.

The Scenerio

Wad's Love?

What's Love?

Chinese Garden

Yea, so i went out with Joyce & Jenson to Chinese Garden yesterday. I find it quite boring actly. =X Maybe cuz Mid-Autum is over. and i went last yr.. so compared to last yr, it's really nothing. At least last yr still got those like.. booths selling all those chinese tradition products.. like paintings, clays, and lotlot more.. got Cai Deng Mi.. got Wishing tree and boat.. plus all those lightings and fireworks. Yst we went onli got few booths, fireworks, and all the character lanterns, some uncle ringo games(mostly for kids), Lion-monkey dance. Not crowded(mid-autum over le ma). maybe this yr also got all those not mentioned la.. but maybe cuz over le so np more. but we still paid 15 bucks. haha. anyway, i think the only interesting part was when we entered the Turtle House. 1600 over turtles for show. Wierd and rare turtles they have there. The Uncle tour us ard and intro to us the diff types of turtles. Joyce was like making a study tour. asked so many questions. haha.. but it's good to gain some knowledge about her species. =p

We fed the turtles. They make grumpy sound when we they cant get to eat.. and they are sure strong. even those smaller ones. We have to grab hold real tight of the cucumber to make sure they dun get the whole of it. hiakhiak.. We fed the fourtune turtle and i nearly tio 4D. Just difference by 1 number.. ok.. maybe i made a little fun of the fortune turtle yst.. tts y.. haha.. (no la.. actly i nv buy 4D, but have the number in mind.. intended to buy just nw but the queue was too long.. den nv buy). I wanted to buy 0926. but i came out _926 and the other set of no. forgot le.. got 2 sets just diff by 1 n0. My mum told me de.. i nv see the actual result. so dun rmb.

Went to Grandma hse today.. Wanted to buy GongGong at seng siong... but dun have! =( and the Lala all open up de.. not fresh.. so in the end nv buy any seashell food.. Mummy wanted to get Flower crab but younger sis object just becuz she lazy to peel the shell and all.. and there goes my crabby.. =(((.. Nan De my mum will wanna buy.. cuz normally she say veri ma fan to cook.. need to wash and all.. haiz.. in the end, we had chicken wings, steam shroom (dunno wad shroom), Kai Lan and Black chicken herb soup for dinner..

I always like my grandma hse dwnstairs cuz the elderlys always gather and chit chat there..

Den now got those TV and washroom.. Got goldfishes in a tank.. even got a place for them to plant vege! See the uncle sitting down there? He's actly collecting his planted Bananas from his small banana trees!

=)

Elos. no sch today! hees. yst was lunch cum dinner out with the gers (proj grp members) at amk .. suki sushi 99 cents! nice. better than sakae lor! and of cuz better than nihon mura. haha. tt was after proj submission. yay~ wanted to find lao gong. but i dunno whr is he la. puppy say beside beleno.. Beside beleno dun have hangten lo. =/ onli saw one budget outlet. but they say still got another one. aiya dunno whr. nt familiar with amk also. so nv bother to find. =X the bus 22 took me 2hrs to reach tamp. =.=

Chinese garden later with J & J. =D

Smelly

*Busok*

Yay~ tml's class is cancelled. Mr tutor sick. but gotta go sch to submit project. yay.. left last one. cool.... after tt have to start mugging le.. *___* Tml's grandma hse.. i miss grandma..

O ya, today's sis last exam paper. accompanied her to Ehub arcade play .. after that home for dinner. It's so smelly when we boarded the Bus 21. Smell of shit. everyone's blocking their noses. tt scene is so funny. lols. but anyway, we suspect is an auntie sitting opp us. maybe she got her own prob ba.. can't so bad laugh at ppl also. but the smell is.. damn! can hardly breathe. and is peak hr, the bus is gg so slow. -__-

Sat's maybe gonna be nite with korkor n mummy~

T.T

TIred

So super tired. T.T

My bones are breaking. not enough slp! =P

ahh.. was on the way home on the train. this is the first time i manage to fall aslp in the train back cuz was realli tired. BUT, the train broke down at lavender and all passengers had to alight and wait for another one. Prob ard 15 mins. i hardly feel aslp, but after hopping on the next train, cant anymore. xD Zzz.. damn tired la!

Handed in OB on yesterday. Rushing for MR proj now. Thurs handing in. =/ Friday's gonna be Chinese Garden with Joyce baby.. and maybe Jenson Tudi or.. ? although Mid-autum is over. xD

Oh ya, btw, Leena invited him over to her hse on Hari Raya! omg. i miss her cooking man.. her cakes and pastries! Yumyum.. but.. dun think i can cuz it's gonna be exam period. =(((

and little Inda Carryssa was born on 19th Sept! Linda's baby gurl. Cute. Gonna visit her soon. =))

im gonna do my prj now.. =(

MamaMia

Wow. the clock's gonna strike 1am! I wanted to blog at like.. 10.45pm? but drag till now cuz gotta settle OB proj stuff which is to be handed in tml. Well, dun realli have confidence for this cuz.. of some reason. haiz.

Watched MamaMia with husbond Hazel this evening. Nice! i like the songs! =P They are meaningful.. =] Go catch it soon ok! =]

I asked for the centre back row and the person realli gave me the seat - centre of the centre. we went in like 2 min late. and the row was filled. so we have to squeeze in. and hazel and me was like quite.. "huh.." but have to. so i led.. and this lady beside our seat was like purposely say so loud "Better dun step on my feet" in chinese la. so i was esp careful. lol. and i told hazel wad i heard after she sat down(beside tt lady) and hazel said she wld have purposely step on them if she's the one who heard it. lmao. evil.

Baby was at TM with her baby too. but cldnt catch her in the end. no fate. waited for Xm and huimin to finish their movie. Liu Jing joined us. Hazel left earlier cuz of work tml. accopanied the Wongs to wait for their mum to knock off work. and off i'm home.

They say male who PMS have high testerone(is it spelt correctly?) level.

Yearbook!

LMAO. tt's me at different year and at different gender.
I think i wun mind being a male too. =p

Try out urs at http://www.yearbookyourself.com/ .
It's fun when u are bored like me.
Liu Jing intro-ed. Thx! it helps to brighten me! =D

aeroplane

Kenna fly aeroplane~~ PeeeWWWww~ Jipabom! = mood spoilt. -____-

Not realli spoilt la. but damn sad. at first mood = level 4/10 cuz damn bored whole day. just do project n project. John said can meet me 9.30pm or later at EHub for arcade or movie. cuz he at his friend's bdae party there. den mood level = 7/10. at least got thing to do ma! den happy me go prepare ard 7.45pm. cuz i searching for the thing to give him high and low. =/ finally i found it and prepare myself. took long time to prepare rite. cuz i search for the thing quite long and plus i dun wanna bring bag. wallet cant put so much card and stuff. so gotta transfer here n there to put my nebo and MIP card in .den change n everything. den 9pm ready to go out. Took my phone, checked. msg from him. say think nvm la. meaning not meeting. -________- haiz. sian diao. mood level = 1/10. bo bian. think gt gers ard him he cant get away. =X jk.. but i really super more sian. T.T . He sure angry if i do this to him. Suddenly i felt damn sad and pathetic. No friend got time for me. ~~ I asked Joyce, Hazel, Xm, Lj, John. Joyce - dun wanna interrupt her time with potato. Hazel - gg for friend's bdae. Xm - cg member's bdae. Lj - NO REPLY (yst she denied she's the kind who dun reply msg). Boo! =(=(=(

Freak! I'll just go get changed back again! T.T

"Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful."

Yay

Yay~ Finally DC project is done and submitted today. Felt accomplished seeing the thick and nice report. =P However, after today, gotta chiong a little for OB which is to be handed in on Mon, and quite a lot for MR which is to be handed in on THU. o.O .. Preparing for more late nights.

Met Hong Jing and Qian Ting for dinner after school today. and Liu Jing joined us after her work. We had Ajisen. again. Thanks Qian Ting for the meal! (My bdae pressie after almost 1 and a half month) Tsk tsk.. after that accompanied Liu Jing to Long John at Bugis V there.. and chats chats chats till 10.30pm den went home. The convers were damn hilarious. haha. So HJ decided to call herself Sarah. Sarah Lee. (Sara Lee the cakes name). Lol. and many other funny convers. ok set. so we'll meet 3 weeks after cz HJ will be driving us out for late night supper!

Reached Tampines ard 11pm..walked home as usual. daydream again. or shall i say night dream? haha. anyway, i always thought back or imagine many many situations during my walk home or free time. lol. tts my hobby?-daydream. lol. i thought of dunno wad.. den i link link link to work back in BSN. I think i might not get anyother job that is so enjoyable as working at BSN back then with Bernard , and mummy, didi, lynda esp. i mean those are the ones who gave me more unforgettable moments. esp bernard. I guess i will nv get such gd supervisor ever again. it's slim chance la. cuz I can have flexi work timing. the feeling i have la. always approve one. lols. den if short of staff, he ask me wan go or not also can choose to go or not. If i dun wan he also wun force me. lols. and everytime break tgt he sure treat drink. lol.. and fun working tgt as well. miss this lao gong! long time no see. live n work so far.

Btw, i was looking back at my blog past entries. i realised that i went out with yong min and pinwen quite often in the sec sch days. but i totally had no impression whr and for wad we went out tgt. Lol. pretty surprising. =P

Gummy bear... gummy bear... blamed me for... =( haha.. i'm really sry i forgotten today was ur test date. prob cuz i was rushing projs and too woried abt it. okok. tt was excuse. i promise i will rmb the next one and wish u gd luck de. xD

Tired n stress

Tired & Stressed!

Help! :'(

AIA... My money.. hmm.. =(

Sweet dreams

Uploading pics from yesterday.


Hong Jing, the female driver


Her dad's car. Big v. de Kia


Smu with gd but dirty facilities.
This is the study room. Heard students have sex
in these rooms when drunk. they stay here overnight.
call it sex room instead? =/


So fake. xD


Stare wad stare?!

Sweet dream i had yesterday nite. but still, dreams are dreams, reality is reality. "reality is better than dreams" But God is good enough to always let me have sweet dreams of me n him. - Be contented. =D

Well, proj meeting was cancelled. Was happy cuz can catch movie liao. but he dun wanna cuz it's late? i dun think 7pm movie is late ma. i think one session b4 tt is like afternoon 2 plus. but he dun wan. den... nvm looo... sians. class ended slightly early today. reached home at 5.50pm... i tell myself to do OB and MR tut. ya i did! phew~

i wanna watch: My Sassy Girl, Make It Happen, Death Race & 4Bia.

But i guess i can only choose one out of so many. Unless ppl treating den i dun mind. xP

Yong Min and Ee Teng say this Wed can go Prawning! Yay~ If it's real, den i dun think i'll have $ for movie anymore. xD

Fucked up

Im wondering wad a dad i have. Can't he just be like any other dad? Why must he drink every night. He could have been in at least a manager pos right now. we could have been living in big hses, eating gd food, travelling every year or overseas studying now. Well, nvm that. All these was just secondary. But, just y must he go drinking till 'not drunk wun come back'. I'm Sick n tired of it. My neighbour died cuz of consuming excessive alcohol. My dad came back esp drunk tonite. My mum got no strength to carry him alrdy. so i did. i mean supported. u noe how heavy is a drunk man esp. haiz. i dunno.

Was out at SMU doing my proj and stuff with Hong Jing. She picked me up from my hse and drove me there to study tgt with her at ard 11am this morning. Her driving is quite zai. esp her parking. pro. *claps* proud of her. little ger drove. waited till her friend finish her presentation cuz she promised to drive her home as well at Choa Chu Kang. nv realli had lunch. no dinner. so she drove me to pasir ris for me to get mac. i dunno y not Tampines also. and den sent me home again. reached hm at 9.30pm. thought of haven print lec notes for tml. but b4 that checked the movie timing tml. damn. all sessions end at 7pm. i mean the shows i wanted to watch. can't make it. cuz got proj after sch. and John sounded angry. hai. tts wad i dun like to see from msn or sms. even if he's nt, he sounds like through technology. worried he realli angry. so call him. better. so he's not. phew~ not that i still.. wad la.. but i realli dun like when he's angry. sry i realli got to rush for my projs. and i proceed to attempt to print my lec notes. my desktop is down. so i got to use my lappy to connect to printer. and tt stupid open office powerpoint is .. damn.! it just sucks. i seriously dunno how it works. i just wanna print my notes. and i got myself perspiring all over becuase of tt. and den, my dad came home drunk , which added on to my frustration. he's esp drunk today. He took forever to take off his socks. so i just pulled it down for him. Hao bu wrong yi, i got him to his bed. but he wanna go toilet. mum n me asked him to use the one in the room of cuz. rather than walk all the way to the kitchen again which has slippery floor. but he insist wan go kitchen's. haiz. helped him too and fro again. wth.

Focus grp

Yoyo. Met my baby today to attend my project focus group at Kovan. My first time going Kovan. well, no comments. =D I think Yan Shuang is a good moderator. I think i wun be able to do it if i were in her place. xP The session ended in like 20 mins and we went off to meet potato for dinner. Had boneless chicken rice at the food centre. Potato's treat. Yummy. i think it's the same as the one in Parkway hawker centre. Nice and cheap. after that we just took bus 72 back to tamp but Potato led us to the wrong direction. i mean we took the one which was heading towards Yo Chu Kang. -_- so we dropped and changed immediately after few bus stops. den Joyce got her black mooncake from Home's Favourite. the black durian mooncake which i think it's nice. and home we went.

Now i noe. when u realli love someone, u will realli be.. scared? if ur partner frowns or shows angriness or impatient-ness. i guess so. cuz last time i always scared John like tt.. hmmm..o.O

Phew, as wad i thought, it's just a passing by feeling. =D great.

Gummy bear is not replying me. *shall eat his tofu! xD

poor eyesight

My eye sight is getting worse and worse each day. even feeling uncomfortable when watching TV. oh no~~

i think i'll slp early tonite and wake early tml to do DC. i will i will!

Hubbbie reported at Tekong 2pm today. He's feeling damn emo since yesterday. He said byebye and take care to me and den went offline this afternoon once i online. i bet he did sleep yesterday. haha. Hope things went well till now for him.. =]

Unable to catch my baby today. xD joyce la. haha. cuz lesson ended too early. actually not. but i zhao at 4pm. cuz tutorial. i know how to do le. today's lesson quite easy cuz about retail. whole row of us zhao cuz anyway, the ans will be posted on student portal. suppose to acc joyce for grocery shopping. she wanna make bake potato for potato. xD she's gonna eat her own bf and ask her bf to eat himself! how horrible can this girl be! xD

i think im sorta high yesterday nite. cuz puppy shared his happiness with me. he KNS, got gf dun wan puppy. xD He's really like a naive child/boy. He didnt know wads going on over at Chinese Garden. and was amused after i told him. xD cuz i ask him to bring his gf there. i asked him where will he bring his gf during mid-autum. He said explanade. den i suggest Chinese Garden. but he was like "Chinese garden got thing meh? i nv go b4" cute. xD

Yst gummy bear sent me this Jay Chou song. and i asked him whether there's any meaning tt he send this song. and he said no. luckily he said no! cuz the first time i listening to it, the only verse i can understand is "Chi Ni Dou Fu".. lmao xD

-Eat Gummy Bear tofu! xD

=]

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

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Boo. im so tired.

Forgot to mentioned that yst i dropped off at the wrong station.. dropped at Simei stn. -_- but luckily didnt tap out.. -_-

Met Joyjoy up at Tamp mrt cuz i happened to catch her after my sch and her work. yea, i caught her. and she seems damn happy and excited to get caught by me. xP btw, sry ger, dun think can acc u n Jenson tu di to Chinese Garden. Maybe if it's near i dun mind, but it's chinese garden.. wun wanna go esp when i thought of my proj deadlines. sry wor. =(

Saw her off the bus for her tuitioning and i walked home. On my way, at the inter, my mind was think about something.. when this survey girl walked up to me and ask "Excuse me, do you use prepaid card?" I was stunned by her qn. Cuz she appeared in front of me out of a sudden and my mind was thinking of something else (i forgot wad was on my mind though). My mind went blank, trying to figure out wad is a prepaid card! LOL. I realli forgetten what is a prepaid card during that few seconds of time until she mentioned " Do u use prepaid card on ur hp?". den i was like " Oh, nope =)" and i walked off Paiseh-ly. LOL. i seriously dunno wad was on my mind. hahahahaha. =P

*chew chew Gummy Bear! xD

BORED

Im seriously bored !

Im wondering wad am i jealous over. Dun understand mtyself either. well..

argh. No movie today. Boo. wanted to go out for a walk, but thought of my shows. They always end at the critical moment. Today the police drama show last epi liao. Next up also nice de. whahaha.

did BB in the afternoon. phew. no life.

Too bored. but i got 9 convers on msn now. but onli some active conver. luckily korkor entertained me all these while today. Gummy bear a little. Y guys like to play dota? haha. and Chong yu. i suddenly talked to him and alot ppl today. because im just too bored! haha. but well, i managed to catch up with wad he's doing. It's like.. years since we chatted. i think the last time we realli talked is like sec 1 or 2 when we were in the same class or when i was tgt with pinwen time? *shrugs* well, glad to noe he's doing fine. and Matthias too. just to catchup with wad he's doing. cuz i just saw him at the MRT on sat.. but didnt manage to say hi. didnt chat much cuz he got to study for his test. Hong Jing. Long time no meet ups. I guess she's unhappy over her school stuff. Man, we need meet ups. need to be more concern abt each other. but guess all of us are busy over school currently. Hazel. she's bz to talk to me. =( John. didnt manage to meet up for movie n return him his card cuz he got no off tml n the end! and some other chapalangs =X

IM BORED ALMOST TO DEATH. i must start studying. wad?! i will try my best la. lol

Woooooooooo

Woooooo!

I'm so happy for puppy. He finally got the girl's hand! haha.. BUT i only found out when i go to his friendster just now and they got together yesterday. I'll nv know if i nv go into his friendster. Must di siao him le. *hiak hiak*

3 things u wanna take away from me.
His reply:
my abundance love towards him
my everlasting care towards him
my commitment towards him

His reason is so tt i can be more happy if i dun have those.

Haha.. Im not even that wei da in the first place. it's not like wad he said. even if i can, i wun do it to him i guess. as in cuz i noe we are impossible. i didnt even thought of being tgt with him. so yah. and i wun be unhappy becuz of this de la. like jiu like dun like jiu dun like lor. i wun mind so much also because it doesnt realli matter. Wo Hen Kan De Kai le. after gone through so much.


"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind."

my dad

My dad is a prophet!

On the 3rd of Sep, we were on our way home from dinner at 419 coffeeshop. My dad looked up the sky and he said the colours and formation of the sky is very very wierd.. and he said " Next few days, there will be Tsunami." and today, it was reported on the news that there's Tsunami at Panama! Shocked.

Having quite a bad headache now. dun feel like doing any work. anyway, i had a super sweet and nice slp yesterday nite. at first still cant slp in the beginning. dunno y i think i suffer from insomnia these few days. anyway, i had nice and sweet dream yesterday. but i was woken up but the early birds in my room. i continued to slp after that. den i dreamt of Pri sch days. we were having PE and played dodge ball. Ms tang was our PE teacher. and dunno y, the scene turned to Ms Tang's hse. and she was playing Maple story .. tsktsk. and i asked her " wad if u met an online friend who is from GPS and said bad words about Ms Tang?" den my alarm rang. -_- random. haha.


"You know you are in love, when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world"

wad is love all about?

Love.

I wonder y do i have this kinda feeling. I really dun wanna fall in this heart shape thingy. again?
and furthermore it's quite impossible. i hope it's just a.. type of feeling walking pass me. and pls walk faster. further and further away from me. thx.

wasnt feeling well in the afternoon. was deciding whether to go sch or not. flip thru the OB notes. thinking ok la. i mean the lesson today. so decided not to go. felt better ard 1 plus 2.. studied the notes. 2 chaps. den online, online and online. i dunno wad i did actly. i didnt do a bit of proj today. -__- im troubled.

*stuck on you*

"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone. But it takes a lifetime to forget someone. "

Love

-Month of breakups- =/

Love is Complicated.

It's always one way. Even if it's both, one party will still see it as one way and as a result, feel miserable. So, i hope i wun fall into it again, at least in the near future. Even if i'm near, i will try to save myself out of it.

Sry, i stole a pic from stickgal.

"Love is like salted water; the more you drink the more your thirst increases."

Happy Birthday Amy and Hazel!

Happy Birthday Amy and Hazel!!! the 2 lovelys. =]

Met Leo at the 4D stn at 500+ there. cuz just nice he said he going out. so we walked to the interchange tgt. but he wanted to buy 4D. tts y we met there. and just walked to the inter tgt. ok. i noe it was quite bo liao. but. yah. =]

and then met the lovely gers =]

ok here's the Menu we had yst for dinner.


Complimentary: 1.Double-boiled Shark’s Fin with Chicken and Mushroom in Consommé 2. Peking Duck - 2 pcs Per Person赠送:1.花 菇 鸡 炖 翅 2.京 式 片 皮 鸭 - 每 人 两 件

明炉烧烤 / 餐前小食 BARBECUED / ROAST & APPETIZER

1. 金玉满堂拼盘 Noble House Barbecue Meat Platter
2. 金牌一品鸡 The House Special Roast Chicken
3. 葱油酸辣皮蛋 Hot and Sour Century Egg
4. 泰式自制豆腐 Deep-fried Homemade Beancurd with Thai Sauce 汤类 SOUP
5. 湖南竹节鸽盅 Double-boiled Pigeon Soup served in Bamboo Tube
6. 鸡茸粟米羹 Braised Corn Soup with Chicken
7. 海鲜豆腐羹 Braised Seafood Soup with Beancurd海鲜 SEAFOOD
8. 川汁爆花枝玉带 Sautéed Scallops and Cuttlefish in Spicy Sauce
9. 辣椒炒螃蟹 Wok-fried Kelong Crab with Chilli Sauce
10. 花雕灼生虾 Poached Prawns with Chinese Wine
11. 极品酱爆花枝虾仁 Sautéed Cuttlefish and Prawns with Spicy Sauce
12. 剁椒蒸金目鲈 ( 蒜茸 / 清蒸 / 泰式 / 油浸 ) Steamed Sea Bass with (Diced Chilli / Garlic / Soy Sauce/ Thai Style/ Deep-fried)
13. 日式三文鱼刺身 Salmon Sashimi
14. 招牌麦片虾 Deep-fried Prawns with Crispy Oats
15. 天妇罗炸虾 Deep-fried Tempura Prawns
16. 花雕蒸肉蟹 Steamed Crab with Chinese Wine
17. 豉汁凉瓜焖头腩 Braised Fish Head and Belly with Bitter Gourd in Black Bean Sauce
18. 北菇海鲍片扒时蔬 Braised Sliced Sea Abalone and Mushrooms with Selected Vegetables in Oyster Sauce
19. 姜葱炒鱼片 Sautéed Sliced Fish with Ginger and Onions
20. 白胡椒炬蟹 Baked Crab with White Pepper
21. 鲜蟹肉金菇扒时蔬 Braised Selected Vegetables with Crab Meat and Golden Mushrooms
22. 蒜香豉汁鱼片蒸豆腐 Steamed Beancurd with Sliced Fish in Garlic and Black Bean sauce
23. 虾子虾仁煎蛋 Fried Egg with Shrimps

蔬菜类和豆腐类 VEGETABLES AND BEANCURD

24. 金银蛋灼菠菜 Poached Spinach with Three Eggs Treasures
25. 木耳花干烧豆腐 Braised Beancurd Topped with Dried Shaved Bonito
26. 虾茸干扁四季豆 Sautéed French Beans with Preserved Meat and Prawn Paste
27. 麻婆豆腐 Sautéed Beancurd in Spicy Sauce
28. 椒丝腐乳炒西生菜 Fried Lettuce with Preserved Beancurd
29. 奶白菜/芥兰仔(清炒 / 蒜茸) Wok-fried Chinese Cabbage /Baby Kai Lan (Plain / Garlic)
30. 麻辣海参豆腐 Stir-fried Beancurd with Sea Cucumber in Sichuan Sauce 肉类 MEAT
31. 咸鱼花腩煲 Braised Pork Belly with Salted Fish served in Claypot
32. 蚬介姜葱鹿肉 Wok-fried Venison and Cockles with Ginger and Onions
33. 黑椒牛柳粒 Stir-fried Beef Cubes with Black Pepper Sauce
34. 紫罗鸭片 Stir-fried Duck Meat with Sweet and Sour Sauce
35. 宫保鸡丁 Sautéed Diced Chicken with Dried Chilli
36. 意式香酥鸡 Italian Style Deep-fried Chicken

饭 / 面类 RICE / NOODLES

37. 海鲜粒炒饭 Fried Rice with Seafood
38. 虾茸干烧伊面 Stewed Ee-fu Noodles with Prawn Paste
39. 极品酱香煎肠粉 Fried Rice Flour Rolls in X.O. Sauce
40. 肉丝银芽煎面 Fried Noodles with Shredded Pork and Beansprouts
41. 蒸 / 炸曼头 Steamed / Deep-fried Bun

甜品类 DESSERT

42. 秘制龟灵膏 Chilled Herbal Jelly with Honey
43. 莲子红豆沙 Sweetened Red Bean with Lotus Seeds
44. 香芒冻布丁 Chilled Mango Pudding
45. 蜜瓜西米露 Chilled Honeydew with Sago

It's buffet style except the first 2 appetizer dishes. It's wow! our effort of slimming down just went down the drain after this meal. The ones highlighted brown-red is the ones we tried and i felt are the better and nicer dishes. The ones highlighted green are the ones we tried. Some we even ordered twice or more. Esp the salmon sashimi. lols. Thinking back, we shld have ordered more of the Fried beancurd with Thai Chilli. tts realli nice. xD

We proceeded to Hazel's hse for celebration with cake after that. We still managed to stuff in cake ok! lols. Cake's from the ever best bakery shop - Four Leaves. Their cakes were realli nice. love the cakes there.. esp Choco exoctic - everyone's fav. and strawberry shortcake too. We had Stawberry shortcake yesterday. Nice. =] we presented their presents after that. The cards are exclusive and nice. It may cost like $10 or $20 over dollars retail price if were to sell them but the 2 yst are priceless. cuz they are the one and only one in the whole world. xD We got Amy a pink Baby-G watch which was wad she wanted( hinted by YY) and got Hazel a wallet from Ted Bakker. It suits her well and glad she like it alot! =)

Happy Birthday gers! Xoxo

Buffet

Tml's dinner will bloat and choke me. i better prepare a few plastic bags in case i vomit. =]

Actly wanted to paste the menu here, but luckily i thought of Hazel or Amy might see it. So ya, i'll show u guys after tml. =]

Happy Birthday to Dad

Happy Birthday to Papa!

I nearly forgot today is dad's bdae. thus have to cancel my proj meeting and meet up with John. Dun anyhow think first! cuz i wanna get safra card from him to get Reds discount. Maybe i'll just ask him to pass to Xue Mei this sat. Cuz Liu Jing asked me this Sunday to Reds. Cool, im getting a haircut finally. I wanna asked for Doreen, my hair stylist the first time i tried Reds at Bugis. She is good. The 2nd time was a guy called Lun but he didnt realli get me wad i wanted. I hope Doreen is still working there and not resigned cuz she got to look after her child. haha. Cuz the first time i went, she was pregnant. the second time, she was on maternity leave, so i got Lun. I hope she's there when i go on Sun. If not, i gonna ask for Jeric, the boss! But im not sure whether the price will be charged higher or not. hahahaha. Cuz Siew Ying.. issit Siew Ying? Omg i forgotten her name! =X oh btw, she's my ex-colleage in BSN. She said Jeric is good but she got special rate cuz she's friend with him! Well, just hope tt i get a nice haircut cuz my hair really in a mess now. and they better make my money spent worthwhile! cuz its gonna be super ex.

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Was too numbed n tired to say anything.
and nth's gonna change.

i didnt know y i fucking feel like crying after that incident but of cuz i prevent them from falling.
i was like.. y shld i cry man. for fuck? Perhaps just tt sentence he said tt i mind alot. But manage to stay calm and didnt tok back, which causes me to be like realli on fire when i reached home. worse is Bro say wan go 100+ round market eat. mum ask me go. i sae i wanna stay at home ask her da bao for me bt she insist i go tgt. -_- bo bian. i was freaking wanna tear can. U cant imagine how violent is he. Worse is he literally pulled and detached the hp strap tt Jo gave us with our queens name on it. and the other cushion strap. But luckily i managed to glue it back. and i fucking superglued my finger a lil as well.

i couldnt even smile for the rest of the day until i saw Liu Jing's msg. it made me laugh a lil somehow. although its not meant to be. but thx for tt msg. =]

lallala

Hi... Yesterday was nothing much but a great nite. Great? Or maybe half great. Didnt go to Jw hse cuz everything was dragging too much in the morning. 1 bathroom, 6 ppl. So dunno why i gotta let them use first also. perhaps my event was the least impt? Drag till like. if i prepare finish will be near 2pm. kinda late. so i rather stay at home cuz wasted lot of time and more if i gonna be at his hse. so i rather not go. tts my reason. so rather efficient yst .. n today as well. So yst evening Hazel was asking me for dinner shun bian pass me the wraps i ordered. anyway, i try to get it by Sun (today) so tt i can pass to Anqi tml or smt. so i met her up and joyce too. tts all wad. Im just meeting my friends cuz i felt wad im suppose to do is done. ok, not done but at least some progress. It's not as if i nv ask him along. is tt Kid's pi qi.. "cuz i nv meet him in the afternoon, made him no mood. tts y he dun wanna meet me in the evening, so he can make me feel the same" Hello, I'm ok if u r not going. He's so childish. U guys understand i noe. i just cant stand this. He blames me agreeing to meet my friend but not him. Tts because i felt i had done enuff work for tt day and not as if i didnt ask him to go along. I felt tt i was quite thick skin to ask him along liao ok. Still not happy wad. I realli initially wanted to ask him out in the evening alone if we are nt meeting in the afternoon but he gave me tt kind of attitude first which makes me not wanting to ask tt qn anymore. I told him tt but he dun believe me. *vomits blood* It is real and i dun have to care whether U believe it or not. And u noe who im with and y do u have to care so much since it's not some other guys. They are just my besties, my sisters. Cant i spend some time with them? Does he have to be jealous over this? about not giving u time but to them? It's not like i nv give but he dun wanna come along. and he called to make a fuss. den bring out all the things he wanna say at one shot again tt kinda thing. and back to normal. so wad if it's going on n on n on? kinda sian. like no pt. but dunno y im in this shit? i cant stand it and offed my phone all the way till nw. yst i was home like 12 plus am? den i told my sis like .. CMI. and she was like : Y? too sticky? and i was like .. HOW DID U KNOW?! den she say.. can see.-_-
She said tts because he is still young and it's hard for guys to grow up. eh? i think so too. is it the reason y until now i cant find the... ?