Tired

Yoz.. Have been going to school everyday this week.. Kinda tired.. Sick of projects.. 3 projs this sem.. realli struggling.. Finishing QM.. LOMe started a bit and Bio-Chem not touched!

Going back to work this Fri morning.. sians.. i dun feel likE.. but.. how to live without income?

2nd unknown person smsed mi to be friend...=.= Found out who is it who gave my number away.. Zhen Wu Liao...=.=

Ppl canot enter my blog... haiz.. change it for the time being..

Heyz

Heys.. sry was too stressed this morning.. haiz.. anyway, let me blog about wad happened yesterday.. Met my Sec sch gang out to orchard .. Kboxed again.. haha.. actually nth much.. here's some photos..

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SHIT LA........... IM SO STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!

I FELT A KNOT IN MY HEART

DUNNO HOW TO UNTIE IT

PROJECTS ARE LIKE SHIT

THERES NO ONE ..NO ONE THERE TO HELP

NO ONE WILL KNOW

NO ONE WILL CARE

LIFE IS SO SHITTY NOW

DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE

DUN FEEL LIKE CARING ANYMORE

DUN FEEL LIKE WORKING

JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE! BY ME AND MYSELF

Jealoussssssssssss

JealousJealous.. Full of Jealousness............ 好辛苦啊！怎么爱一个人这么难呢？I realise i haven forget him.. Its not that i dun wanna forget but i CANT! REALLI CANT.. wad to do? i thought i had forgotten but he's still the one i care most.. but today, something happened which just tells me that it's not that easy as i thought! I've at least controlled myself not to sms him.. but am feeling terrible! I know my friends will juz ask mi to forget abt him.. but it's easier said than done.. It's like.. how to say... The feeling i have for him is realli deep i guess.. imagine.. the things i will or can do for him.. is like.. to think of it, im not able to treat the other guy this gd..haiz.. i dunno... i dunno how cum will like that.. felt terrible to keep the feelings all inside.. wan to cry but cant cry at hm de feeling.. realli terrible.. but knowing that how he feels towards me or would he even do anything after he knows how i felt leaves me no point in contacting him.. furthermore, i guess he's happy with wad he is now.. got close friend.. to hang out with and to chat.. well.. den.. i shall not interupt? i dun wan contact him also cuz i dun wanna him to think that im.. wadeva kind of person.. cuz i said i wun wait for him.. but although i said that, i did told him i still love him but its juz tat i nv deliverately wait.. but tt time i dunno whether he gt taKe note of tis point.. or maybe it doesnt even matter to him ..
I noe my gers..esp xm ,joyce and maybe lj.. will be sort of.. angry if i say i haven forgot him.. but wan u all to know that i tried my best but i realli cant do it.. so many years.. and the many years of love and trust has grown btw us.. or shall i say in my point of view.. yupyup..
If only there is one broad shoulder for me to lean on and cry now..

无论发生什么事，还是必须撑下去。。=‘（

Emo Day?

Mug No More!

Firstly, i wanna announce that i've finish my last paper! Yay~! But the chance of passing is like..50%? lols.. Open book somemore.. Ops..=X But never care so much cuz its the last paper! hehe.. =P Supposedly meetin the girls to go far east shopping... But in the end ended up in Sakae Sushi!!! Noe y? Cuz XueMei was late for 2 hours!!! Told her 1pm and she reached at 3.15pm!!! Horrible creature! Actually suppose to meet at 2pm la.. cuz we know she will be late..so told her meet 1 hr earlier.. who knows............. Haiz.. GIVE UP! In the end no time to go town cuz still got to meet Hazel 5 plus at Tampines after her school.. so we spent our time in Sakae.. haiz... Buffeted.. Fei Si Le!!! Sinful..

After that we arcaded before going Aranda K.. So funny la.. we wanted to play the bb.. but found it faulty after we tapped the card la.. the machine dun work.. But it ate the Money for 2 games.. so go find the person.. Den the person gave us back 2 games on the other 2 machines la.. and we found that the credit in 1 of the machine Keep increase non stop.. 30,40,80,100... so on and on.. and we were laughing like.. lol.. free so many games.. haha.. 2 bucks for so many games.. but we left shortly after cuz alrdy book the room at 7pm..

It was an emo night? all the songs sang today are all sadsad de.. but highed at the very end still.. haha.. Thx for today gers! laughters always when with u all.. esp juz nw at Sakae.. Bth.. always laugh till bth with Amy's imaginations..

Unexpectedly easy!

cool.. Had my Bio-Chem paper at 3pm.. it was unexpectedly easy.. I was flippling through and reading the qns during the 10 mins reading time and was so happy.. cuz it was damn easy la.. haha.. easier than tutorial questions.. i guess everyone else finds it easy as today alot ppl left the room early.. haha.. I was so stress the night before as i felt that i didnt study much and there isnt realli much to study but Yani was telling mi that there's so much to study.. She did freaked me out.. haha.. but luckily, the little contents that i've studied are applicable in the test.. haha..

Was thinking of staying back after the test with Yani to study LOMe tgt.. actually before the test, i've roughly looked through Lec 1 to 4 alrdy.. and was left with the last chap which i had problem.. so was thinking to figure it out in sch..but in the end, cuz Jolene and Charissa joined us.. and they had problems with certain lecs... so ended up teaching them.. lol..

>.<

ahhh.. ive finish studying for Bio-Chem paper later at 3pm.. but.. not at ease! .. haha.. cuz liKe.. nth much to memorize.. am i slacking?
Well, gonna start studying LOMe soon after i finish blogging.. so that i can go for cell grp later in the evening and go blading with the gers tml! =p
Btw, i saw this blog web in newspaper yesterday and thought it was really good.. u may wan to take a look --> http://stickgal.blogspot.com
Stickgal uses her drawings to express her feelings.. impressive!

Anyway, what happen to taxi drivers nowadays? They are so damn rude okay.. Jo and me took a cab to sch cuz dunno y the bus driver didnt stop although we hailed and the bus is not full.. and i was liKe askIng the uncle to stop at the TP bus stop.. den he was liKe... giving some kind of look and dunno saying wad.. y stop here.. where got ppl stop here one or something like that.. i was quite ..-_-" he was very rude la.. and the fare was $4.40.. so i said uncle i give u 40 cents.. He ignored and juz gave me the change! what kind of attitude and service..?

Another case is that night when me and John took cab down to Bedok to meet ex cgm for Grace's bdae.. so i hailed and cab down to John's place first.. i was liKe teling the uncle the add.. ok.. den when reaching, he ask me whether is it time to turn.. and i was like.. i dunno.. den he say.." You mei you gao cuo? Zi ji zu na li dou bu zhi dao?" in a very pissed tone.. and adds on that he's not familiar with the road in east side and hates finding road.. i was stunned.. after he reach, i was thinking.. this kind of ppl, got money also dun wan let him earn! So i wanted to pay him and alight..but he dun listen and keep asking where to go after that! and i insist i wan to get off.. but u noe wad.. i only got one $50 note and he say he got no change.. WTH.. so i ask John.. den he also dun have.. and the taxi driver drive us to ATM machine to draw! and he say " Chu men lian san qian dou mei you" -.-" grrr... Isnt he the one suppose to have small change???

The only thing i regret is that i never thought of taking down the names, and the carplate number of the taxis! haha..

heyhey

Yoz.. came to relax abit.. was so stressed up cuz cant get QM into my mind!!! QM paper gonna be on Wed.. Today's transport was ok.. except that last Qn which consist of 1O marks.. dunno how to do.. its ok calculation.. until now cant find anyone who can do it.. haha.. apoint 50 marks, 10 marks juz gone like that... argh.. haha.. nvm.. at least got try.. maybe get some marks here and there.. Tml MM's more on calculation on MPS and MRP.. Cher promised the calculation gonna drive us mad.. evil Mrs Gan.. arghh.. Quality's so chim.. dunno wad is it talking about.. wad ISO 9000 blabla.. wadeva! haha.. haben even touch Bio chem and LOMe! LookIng forward to Fri! Gonna meet my sec sch friends on Sun.. yay~

is this heartbreak for true love?

omg.. This feeling is terrible.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH....... Wad else can i sae..
Am i realli in love with him that i affected me that much? I dun think sooooo.. It's not the love or not love part i guess?

hate the part where guys can say as much sweet words as they like when they were interested in u... but uses excuses like think im nt good enuff for u... think our character dun suit.. or i dun wanna waste ur time.. when they wanna leave u..

i mean it's like.. he realli moved my heart..thot he will be diff..no doubt he's a gd catch.. but afterall, he's still the same as other guys.. as in the reasons he gave.. they are like.. drama lines already..

alright now to think of it over again.. maybe wad he said is true.. but on the other hand, there's also not much or enuff time for us.. and .. he and his basketball.. enuff to fill his time.. was thinking m i wrong to ask him to work.. now tt hes tired everyday n.. u noe.. hai.. forget it la..

i feel better now.. felt so terrible juz now.. crying in out in my heart.. yet cant let my tears flow.. as my family members are all at home.. sometimes i dun like having big family is becuz i cant have my own space.. Luckily that love wasnt deep.. guess it will heal in a day or 2.. furthermore.. dun wish this to affect my mood in studying for mid sem nxt week..

anyway, thx to the peep who are concern.. im fine.. =)

KILL mE PLs!

Kill Me Pls!!!! Wanna vomit blood......... argghhghhghhhhh.. idiot! Spoil my day..
There's this online guy.. also dunno y in my msn de.. quite sometime ago.. chatted and exchanged num.. sometimes he will call n ask wanna go out or not.. and i rejected everytime.. cuz sometimes realli long nc chat on msn le.. and we nv chat on phone de.. and he everytime call juz to ask mi out ..of cuz i wun meet him rite.. those times are ok..i still treat him as any other normal friends ar.. until today.. wow.. i can tell u he is realli super duper ridiculous..

He came to sae Hi to me in msn.. so i was like.. hi-ing back la.. and he was asking if i nv ho church today.. i was likE.. ya but later.. wanna join me.. i mean.. juz a casual question.. den he ask a lot of.. wadeva ruBbish.. like.. wad wan dinner alone with mi only but not my cgm.. of cuz i will say no la.. liKe dun even noe wad kind of person he is.. furthermore .. the more he say.. the more he sound to me more despo and ridiculous... i was liKe.. fine.. im juz maKing a casual remark of asking if u wanna join me since u are free.. i merely askEd one qn alrite..
After i rejected him all those things.. he was like sayin im trying to pull him to church.. wad the .. la.. i was liKe.. vomit blood..

fine la.. after church he was liKe asking mi to meet tml.. i was like telling him im not free.. over the phone juz now la.. den he was saying im rejecting him.. its liKe realli.. dots la.. Keep saying.. wad.. if gt chance to be tgt.. blabla..although i told him i got no intentions of.. u noe wad.. He keep saying he understand.. but he kept going back to the same point.. =.= *vomit blood* He keep maligning mi, dun give mi a chance to talk.. when i say my point, he claims he understand.. when he dun even do! *vomit blood!* TOTAL RIDICULE! He's talking as if a couple is quarelling alrite.. i think he's mad! lolx.. in the end i bua ta han and hung up his call.. LOL..

His attitude is totally like my ex la.. so bua ta han.. dun listen and dun give ppl a chance to talk.. most irritating thing is he actually sound likE my ex ok.. AND.. they are both 3 years older than me.. no wonder ppl say u cant have a partner who is older than u in age multiple of 3! *Vomits blood!*

Happy bdae

Ended lesson at 6pm.. met Puppy and Xm @ mushroom go MS celebrate Kelvin and puppy de birthday tgt... Supposed to go for the attributes orientation but they last min say wan celebrate on Tues! as a result, nv go for orientation.. perhaps the next round.. haha.. dunno suzzana will question me on sat not.. Ops..=x we were suppose to meet 7pm @ city hall ctrl station.. but Queenie, Xm, puppy n me were late cuz we went bugis buy a bag from espirit for puppy.. haha.. so rush n last min.. =P act i feel we shldnt have bought that.. cuz.. puppy.. dun need it.. but Mummy.. ermm.. well.. juz let her buy.. dun dare say anything.. in the end we met them 8pm @ MS.. queenie sis came along cuz she juz knock off from Bugis.. Kelvin told me tt Ah seng, Wen Qian, Jennifer, Lai, will be going for the tampines staff and it turn out to be so different lor.. Only Wen Qian turn up + her friend, Nana, n Natasha.. Mummy de face totally turn black once she learned that natasha got come lo.. and didnt join us and walk away with ah yi go eat themselves.. and they juz tell kel they go toilet.. hmm.. we feel.. its not very nice la.. make kel in a diff situation.. actually kel also noe mummy dun like her.. but in the first place Kel didnt invite her at all.. she juz came along with wen qian they all.. but anyway, mummy shld juz stay.. no matter wad, the purpose is to celebrate Kel's bdae.. hai.. in the end we dined at Swensens la.. cuz got 2 malay.. need eat halal.. den ok lo..Kel was so funny.. he ordered fish n chips.. and he dunno how to see if it's fish n chips..his first time in swensens.. and puppy was like.. nearly falling slp while having his fish n chips.. =.= after mi n Xm finish our meal we rushed to but caKes for the 2 bdae boys.. den the tamp ppl were like not veri happy with us.. like.. they were afraid that the cakes from outside cannot be eaten in swensens.. they afraid get scolded.. n we were like thinking.. wun la.. cuz we already spent $100 over dollars eating their meals... and after the bdae songs.. dunno y la.. Natasha and nana dunno wispering wad also.. carry their bag go bill.. ask them go where.. they say maKe call.. later sae go toilet.. den all the other gers carried their bag and went tgt.. they say will be back but no lor.. like.. so shitty lah.. den left me,xm,puppy n kel.. after that den go out meet mummy n ah yi.. go pool n arcade a while..






see my puppy's si yu lian.. like forcing him to eat the caKe liKe that..






Spent ard $80 yst.. argh... This cant go on.. i still promise my dad to buy him 2 shirts.. =.= can cry.. how ar.. hmm.. somemore.. i realli think of quitting my job.. For the time being work 2or 3 days a week nia.. haiz..SIP coming soon.. dun wanna face the fact! Hope can get east area de.. Projs are irritating!

sian

haiz.. sian.. so bored.. suay today.. my alarm clock didnt ring cuz the batt went dead and had bad headache.. supposed to work today.. but.. ya.. in the didnt go.. yk asked mi to cab dwn.. but i realli dun feel liKe going to work.. veri headache.. and her attitude is really like.. sux.. hung up the phone juz like that.. its not as if i purposely dun wanna work.. im realli having bad headache alright.. recently always suddenly sick for 1 day.. also dunno wad happen.. i realli cant stand yk de attitude lor.. think im quitting le.. hai.. nvm..

No school..

Nv go sch today.. cramps lahhh!!! =( ehh.. i think i've lost interesting in blogging.. everytime come to this pg jiu dunno wad to write.. haha.. hmm.. went to Ming hui's bdae chalet on sat.. reached only at 9pm.. cuz svc ended late.. met biao jie first n go tgt..

Jia Yi, Jun, Min, Hui

Den sun met jun and go for family dinner tgt after my work.. celebrated mother's day at Bedok 600+ there...

Kelvin Khor.. Ke ai ma? Im still doubting his age.. 23??? hmmm..o.0

Love my phone!

Whahaha.. i love my HP! Fell sick on Sun.. got running nose the whole morning..didnt go to work but an opportunity to buy new HP! whahaha.. =p So bought my SonyErricson K800i which i long wished.. hehehe.. Wasnt so happy at first.. until today.. cuz i juz dl a lot of cute themes from the web! lolx.. i didnt trade in my old phone which worth $100 cuz i forgot to bring the charger! but nvm la.. till now i haven finish copying all the contacts.. cuz my old phone dun even have the capability to copy the contacts to my SIM card! so lousy! Recently my teachers keep saying about the New phone, any fault can bring back for exchange in 8 days rite.. so he always test the phone to the fullest.. so not chi kui.. lols.. den i follow him lor.. test out everything .. in the end really faulty! went back to the customer svc centre 2 times..-.- the first phone i got was faulty.. so exchanged for a new one.. till now still ok.. ahh.. think these 2 days i spent about $300 plus.. ops.. lucky mum and dad willing to sponsor $100 each for the phone.. hahaha.. ops.. =x Last time i wished for a Camera and this K800i.. now i got both! =D

Freddie!

Here to blog again.. Eceryday was damn tired.. Yesterday went to UOB Centre to find Chloe "ah yi" after school to purchase Goldlion belt for dad.. cuz his belt spoilt le den nv go buy new one.. and he's using Ribbon as belt!!! lmao la.. Green ribbon somemore.. and he dun mind cuz the shirt covered it..=.= funny la.. so i better buy him one fast! Chose one for him.. still ex after disc.. =.= but nvm.. jiujiu yi ci.. haha.. met my biao jie after that at MS to buy Ming Hui's bdae present.. Had a hard time looking for present as we are not very close to her den dunno wad to buy.. shang nao jing.. Guess wad? i saw Freddie Tan!!! Was delighted when i saw him.. juz chatted recently on msn nia.. sae hope to see him soon.. den met him yst.. cuz he was working.. i did thought of him.. but thought he told me he was transferred to Hougang mall.. but nw he say kenna transfer back to MS le.. argh.. den mi bought 1 bag from him ..Staff purchase only 10% leh.. =( and he's as lame as ever.. had dinner tgt with cousin at CA.. had the same thing as usual again.. yummy.. Was suprise that in the end my cousin didnt bought anything although she see so many things.. a bit not like her.. hmm.. haha.. opx..=x den finally we bought something for Ming hui.. better settle fast.. if not.. next week whole week not free.. Mon - movie after sch, Tues - work @ Bedok, Wed - BS, Thu - Work, Fri - CG, Sat - ming hu's bdae chalet le.. think rush there after service bahs..

Today Morning to 2.. hao lei.. Bird treat KFC.. hai.. actually treat PT enough de lor.. no need so good one.. hai.. see la.. that YK juz told me like 1 hr ago ask mi tml work afternoon shift.. she everytime last min one leh.. say tml no one do closing.. wad de la.. If Bernard can handle 826 and 832 closing alone becuz of 2 newbies, why can't she? somemore is only do 832 closing wad.. grrr.. i nv reply her msg.. anyway, was thinking if i go 12/8, she might ask mi to stay till closing.. haiz.. sian.. think go afternoon bahs.. maybe tml before work can drag mum pei me go change HP.. haha.. =p

My sis just showed me the video clip uploaded by that laozhabor @ www.laozhabor.blogspot.com ... LMAO! Damn funny... GO n watch! XD

btw, my bro juz came back from Korea.. bought a cap for me.. nice! i like it! should be his gf choose de bahs.. ahaha!

hee

Heyhey.. i must blog today.. recently super lazy to blog.. i tried but when i come to this page i will just close it.. haha.. so today must blog! Although not really anyone sees it now.. ? hehe..

School has started and i got to know who's in my new class.. all dunno de.. haha.. except like.. Rash and Cong Xin.. the rest.. ya.. seen their faces and know some names.. afterall we are the same lec grp.. and the most handsome guy in LOM is in my class! lolx.. too bad not my proj team mate.. Lmao.. Rash got him and all the gd looking and capable guys - Yu da (Handsome), Jian Hong (Cute), Wai Yu (Smart)... wah.. so good.. lol... too bad her "gavin" in other group.. My grp members are Ronnie, Ivy and Cong Xin.. ok la.. at least got a ger pei me.. and is that kind of can talk one.. and the other sub members are Ivy, Wendy, Rash, Cong xin and me.. nt sure bout others.. but must be FAST to choose ur members or else grp with nt gd de ppl jiu die le.. cuz heard from Yani the 2 gers in our class very racies one..

So far lec and tut still ok.. I did my tutorials this week wor! Yay.. so guai.. haha.. bleahs.. =p Esp Miss Oh and Mr Teo's tut.. they check whether we got prepare or not to mark us on our class participation! But the bad thing is.. i tend to fall slp during lecs.. haiz.. esp Johnny de.. damn boring.. To me, that sub is suppose to be interesting becuz it involves calculations.. but he teach.. like.. wad leh.. make ppl slp.. as always.. today even Ms Oh's lec i also can slp.. die le.. realli tired..

Worked 6/10 after school today.. tired.. hai.. dunno wad to say la.. Everytime i 6pm take over cashier the transfer ins all not cleared leh.. very angry lor.. always wait for me to clear.. tt Yk..grrr.. today birdbird off.. so sian.. now most of the time work closing with Yk.. Maybe the following weeks can relax abit .. 2 more malay staff coming.. but Tues need go Bedok relief..mummy going HK.. so gd wor... Sat realli wish can go her ah ma hse with her laaa... always miss the opportunity... tis sat de svc cant miss cuz got the special seminar and tt workbook must take.. but she bringing Yendy.. haiz.. from last yr her ah ma bdae till tis yr i also cant make it.. sads ..

Met kel on tues for dinner.. Went bsn while waiting for him to reach.. As usual, chat with seng.. hao ba gua wor him.. haha.. ya hor.. forgot to check his makeups.. heard that he do makeup! more and more ai mei le this nan ren.. 8pm le.. that Leon came down from 841.. saw me and started to tease me again..=.= ROAR..den at the same time Yendy was scolding him for being late.. den i was like.. "Ya.. he always late de".. lols.. den he started saying me always hai him.. lols.. Went tamp de bsn yst with my gers also.. coincidentally Leo was reliving..and gave me that cheeky look.. =.= This 2 work hand in hand de! Lameness.. Btw, that Jorine is realli.. hmm.. kiddish? she brought the Aeroplane game ( Fei Ji Qi) to sch to play! I was super hungry after my lesson den knowing that they are opp sch.. went to meet them.. thinking tt i can shun bian go eat.. they were playing tt game half way while i met them.. they were simply obssessed in the game.. no matter how many times i tell them im super hungry, they gt no response and continue their game.. evil ma? until finally, Amy won and they pei me go eat KFC and they still continue their game.. =.= Jorine must be bu fu qi that i won her in Pri 6.. lolx..

Kk.. tml lesson at 9am! Apel class... sians.. Tan Kim Hock! BORING~

Haix.. sian sian sian...

HAIZ.. Dunno why today felt so down.. haiz.. I dun even noe wad is it that.. is troubling me.. Anyway, Today's my first day serving at attributes... Tougher than what i thought! lolx.. Tiring.. ok lah.. maybe cuz of the shoe.. or.. maybe today more busy cuz got Robb Thomson.. den alot ppl.. At first was ok before the attribute starts.. we took out the books, displayed, check the price and tagged the price.. Just like wad i do in bossini la.. ok la.. but when ard 4pm.. den got ppl le ma.. den customers look for the book.. i gonggong.. dunno anything.. haha.. haiz.. so many book names.. got zero idea.. somemore im not the type who read books.. so i guess will taKe some time to familiarize.. dun really noe how to approach customer as well.. like scared even if they say their request i also dunno how to ans.. lol.. somemore the others are quite busy as well.. den today do till 9.30pm.. wah.. den is like.. need to do stock taKe and pack stock.. Imagine doing that every week? !!! lols.. And they are books and CDs!!! wahs... tired lor.. But wun judge just by today bahs.. cuz i think cuz today is Robb Thomson so more busy.. Hope other weeks no need to do all these.. ahaha.. Ops..=X Then. the peep there still ok la.. nt bad.. and Tong yan like.. wad not bad.. so pro liao... haha.. then today totally nv meet up with cg lor.. hai.. so sad..
Den.. veri veri veri veri tired lor.. whole day nv drink water and i only had Breakfast till now!!! now still nv eat.. cuz dun feel hungry anymore.. too hungry till not hungry le...

Stoopid de.. juz now Bird sms me ask me tml reach 9.30 lor.. i was like.. from disappointed and annoyed become angry and irritated laa.. ROAR.. i thought i checked my shift is afternoon de.. and he sms mi wants me work full.. everytime like that larrrxx.. !!! he say he change on wed le.. den i work on mon n thu.. i checked on mon.. den thu never check ma.. where got ppl keep checking one lar.. and at least if IC change shift, at least u ast that staff whether he/she can make it or not ma.. Rite??? Isnt it basic respect??? and esp for PT staffs la.. Like us.. wa lau.. isnt tis IC de responsibility to at least remind the staff that they have changed our shift??? Idiot lor.. eijreijioehroheitweh.. I msged almost all that back to bird.. den he apologised.. lol.. i apologised also la.. cuz maybe speaking to IC like that is a bit rude, somemore he's a man.. lolx.. but i always say him one anyway..=X but of cuz what is wrong then i say la.. but his reply is.. He expect YK to tell mi cuz he nt working on Thu.. and Yk is the one who change my shift.. so i dun totally blame him also.. is yk.. if wan to determine who's fault is it, all 3 of us are wrong in a certain sense.. anyway, im going afternoon tml! =P

算是苦吗？

说苦又好像太夸张了。。就是一句话 - 好难过啊！ 到底要怎么做才不会让对方两人都受到伤害呢？ 有谁能教教我？难道真的是我想太多了吗？ 但是我也是一般的女孩啊。。Remember Bird asked me abt some bgr qns.. abt girls..obviously refering to his gf.. from a girl's pt of view i think its normal for that girl to do that.. but he thinks that the girl think too much.. HAIZ... WHY MUZ MALE AND FEMALE THINK SO DIFFERENTLY??? *Frustrated..

y cant we treasure each other nw till forever since... HAI~

Maybe the 算命先生 we met 3 years back was right..

Men Are Hard To Please
The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS .
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT .
If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!

WHY IS IT SO?

Wheeeeeee~!

Wheeeeee~! Im a bad ger today! Im sorry but i really need a rest.. Im also human! Pls employ more staff if there's not enough! =P Im really exhausted working liKe this kind of shift la! wanna cry sia.. so tiring.. but it is good in a way that it helps me to forget and not think of the unhappy stuffs.. but.. i rather do! 19-26 april is Our outlet de atrium le.. it comes so sudden and Jennifer's zone hardly can lend any staff.. so what's the last resort? 6 wagons at Isetan.. Bird say staple all the price tags and leave it.. the most dun need put any staff.. anyway it's extra.. lol.. wa lau eh.. like that also can.. Maybe it's time for me to quit.. really can't stand it anymore.. 2 full shifts a week.. they say next week 3.. but luckily i start sch liao.. Do u noe that my eyes are forced open everyday de.. my friends always say me got slpy look and eyes very small de lor.. haiz.. So sad.. Shah quiting next week le.. hao bu rong yi den found another can talk friend at work den gonna be gone again.. so sad..

So long never come online.. so long never blog le... let's put all the r/s stuff aside.. freaking troublesome and irritating issue.. sort of numbed by all the sadness and tears.. repeating all over and over again.. so ya la.. numbbed.. felt more relieve too.. freed.. met kel yesterday after work.. to suntec.. go find Tu di... den sushied, explanaded and came home.. yesterday de taxi drivers all dunno y sia.. dun wanna earn money.. i was sososososososo tireD tat i dun wannna take MRT or bus home.. wanna cab home but all the taxis dun wanna stop .. hai.. in the end took MRT home.. sianze.. -_-

Oh yeah.. the Jyss sent me a Jyss alumni card.. lols.. still got card de arh.. btw, sat got cross country run.. but Qianting dun wanna go leh.. hmm... so think i also not going bahs..

Tml must reach at 8am for season change... Siao liao laaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! lols..

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Do guys really taKe advantage when you treat them too good?

Well, Tired is all i can describe about these few days.. Have been working tis week... almost liKe no off days.. but luckily i'm able to request tml off.. if not he gonna put me off sat.. which is equal to no off for the week.. can die! .. haha.. Oh yah.. Bird they all wanna have swensens on Sat.. the $20 voucher each for those who worked on Dec 2006.. but sat svc is at Kallang.. hmm.. dunno till wad time.. dunno can make it not.. unless they can wait for us.. heehee.. anyway, they going Orchard branch 24Hrs.. lolx.. =p

Yea.. i did not go for the Bsn Idol.. Shah went yst and seems quite fun.. but nvm la.. i juz felt that.. cheated? when Bird told me Shah and me de timing.. different session de lor..totally different from what he prmised that we will be going tgt.. i was quite pissed as i dun wanna go alone.. and in the end i juz tell him straight that i wun go even if he submitted my name and wadeva form.. scolded by whoever also not my prob.. cuz in the first place he is the one who force me to go.. and now he didnt made what he promised.. maybe its not his fault becuz the time is not arranged by him but since he promised, he should be responsible.. so i juz tell him flat and staight that i wun go no matter wad.. i'll juz stay at home and slp on sun morning.. Den he was like.. give me sad face but my facial expression was quite serious so he dun dare to say anything.. in the end he still apologised and keep saying he felt guilty when he see my sad face and wanna treat me meal.. lolx.. like that also can gain a free meal wor.. haha.. but no la.. of cuz i not so evil..

Recently quite funny while i was working.. Keep meeting auntie customers who claim that they will look like auntie if they wear that particular merchandise.. aren't they already one? Lols.. Today worked 12/8 .. Sales was very very bad for 832... i practically stood there the stare into space or chatting with Shah or mira after my break time.. before that i was at kids counter... not that bad at least.. Now onli 9 days the kids already hit more than 50% of the mth's target..

I wanted to get the chalet photos from Joyce so much but the file is simply too big! =(

*Numbness*