=)

Juz stealing a little time to blog.. Omg .. rec my HP bill.. explode again.. OMGWTBBBQ! So many things to pay for.. As usual sms explode larr... sian leiii.. Boss today MC.. can relac a bit.. brought the wrong file to work today.. cant do my report.. sians.. 20 more days left!!! Really dunno wad to write mans.. can someone jus show me one sample? Met my darling QT after work today.. she wan to return mi money.. haha.. my big debtor.. today cleared her debts.. Juz nice for mi to pay bill .. haha.. Saw kenneth, sam and joan at tamp inter.. today Joan's bdae.. they celebrating.. asked us to go along but i realli cant.. promise my self to do report.. feel PS to reject.. but no choice.. Guess someone marching the 24KM march while im blogging now.. siao leh 24KM.. march till 1am.. -_- i wonder how i survive if i go army.. lol .. ok.. gonna continue my report!

=]

Sorry for the vulgarities.. Hai.. God says love your enemies.. so i shall not grumble abt it anymore.. Now using Jun wei's spare hp.. went to make a police report.. but believe the thief not so stupid also huh.. nvm.. tml morning mus go retrieve my SIM card from Starhub den rush back home to go Ah ma hse for ah ma's bdae celebration.. SianZe need to run here run there.. My beloved Sony Erricson K800i~.. i promised to keep u forever but i failed..

Okok.. blog bout other things alrite..So wads on after work today? Jun wei came to pick mi up from work and we took bus 10 to eat Katong Laksa.. Nicee.. (The photos are in my HP!).. after that went PW.. planned to shop awhile and come back for report writing.. but ended up.. haiz.. Bought tibits and chocs for 832 peeps.. ok lar.. only a few i noe.. Cai Xiong, Wen Qian and Lynda.. and walked around lor.. find watch.. but cant see one that i liKe more than my that $10 watch.. but saw one casio watch quite nice at CS.. $255.. hai... where got money le.. now need to buy HP and i juz made a pair of new specs at CS a few hours ago larrsss.. Where to find money.. nowadays also dun dare ask from Dad le.. low chance he will sponsor..
hai.. super sad now.. dunno wad to write les .. tata

Q@#^*@&$%@^$%!@^$%@^$%

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WAT THE HELLA! TOTALLY SIAN DIAO!!!!!!!!!! WHICH IDIOT STEAL MY HP!!!! WAA LAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE BATTERY IN MY PHONE IS NEW ONE SOMEMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WONDER HOW U STEAL LA.......
I LAST USED MY PHONE WAS AT THE NTUC FAIRPRICE, CALLING MY MUM, AFTER THAT PUT IN MY BAG (OUTER POCKET).. CANT FIND IT WHEN I CAME HOME.... SHUX MAN... TEMPORARY TERMINATED MY LINE.. FIRST TIME SINCE SO MANY YEARS I LOST MY PHONE... -___- I STILL TOLD MYSELF BEFORE I WILL USE THIS PHONE FOR VERY LONG.. IN THE END NOT EVEN HALF A YEAR CAN.. THAT IDIOT JUS OFFED IT OR TOOK OUT MY SIM CARD LAR.. HUNDREDS OF PHOTOS INSIDE AND MY PRECIOUS MESSAGES AND CONTACTS.. SHITS! QUITE A SATISFIED DAY BUT A BAD ENDING! SCOLDED LIKE WAD BY MAMA.. SHIT LA.. I JUZ MADE NEW SPECS $170!!! IF I WAN BUY PHONE.. WHERE GOT MONEY.. PARENTS SURE DUN GIVE ME MONEY GOT BOTH! FREAKS~!

TIRED

DEAD TIRED.. I slept liKe 7.3Opm to 8pm.. dEn 10pm all the way to this morning 5.15am.. still tired.. headache somemore.. dun feel liKe gg work this morning dE.. but still.. dragged myself to go.. Anyway, miracle that today i was slacking quite a lot cuz nth for me to do.. and SHiT! i ate quite alot during lunch.. 1 Charsiew Shao Rou rice and after that mouth itchy go buy oneh oneh.. the oneh there very nice one... juicy and sweet.. aiya shit man.. how to get that bunny and secret bonus liKe that.. i wanna go run but sis nt at hm to pei me! i will de ok.. although im so tired.. lol..
Guess wad.. im late to send in my e-journal la.. juz sent.. late by 3 days.. argh.. totally forgot bout it..Sian diaos la.. -___-
Supposedly meeting the gers for.. supper? Prata? im not sure whether it's still on but im too tired to go.. i can slp more.. i realli need it.. and at the same time.. running away from those "interogation" from dear joyce.. xD

:(

Jus saw Jeff's facebook profile.. he got gf le lar.. kind of sad.. lols.. haha.. nvm.. nonsense me.. whahahha..

Tired.. but juz wanna blog .. Was kind borEd at home again.. Stupid L_____ not replying my msg.. -__- angrys* went Lib with Jun Wei in the end.. so Stranger to the books.. went away to browse at cookery book instead while he was trying to borrow 4 story books to read.. Lols.. diao rite me.. haha.. but he's quite li hai.. can finish 4 thick books in a week.. if me a few years also cannot finish reading 1 book.. haha.. but he choose book quite fast.. thot he wanna sit there and read so i actually brought my foolscap paper and guidlines to write my report.. but in the end he juz wanna borrow back to camp and read during his free time.. hahas.. but nvm la.. lols.. after that dunno where to go again.. dun wanna shop at TM cuz sian.. decided to go Town area.. so follow him go back his hse to take all the necessary things so tat he can head back to camp straight.. Went MS.. watched The Game Plan.. NICE! nicer than Bee Movie.. haha.. Newspaper still rate 1 star onli.. lol... Dinner at Pasta Mania.. after that juz walk around a bit.. Met Joyce and Potato somewhere outside arcade.. Dots lor.. Yesterday Jenson now them.. Their mind all anyhow think liao.. -__- lol.. nvm..
O.. it's time to jian fei la.. weight is shocking now.. shit man.. lols.. Must work towards my bear that someone has promised.. lol..
Tml muz work.. argh.. Angela on leave.. MORE busy and i mean MUCH MORE! -____-

TirEd dayee but contented..=]

Wahs.. was so tiRed cuz of Yesterday's badminton plus dinner till so late.. reachEd home bathed and internetted till 12 plus.. This morning woke up 5 plus for work again.. See Rain so heavy i sian diao.. Dad dun wan send me to work sian diao..-_-.. Bodyache sia.. haha.. old le..Thought today will be quite bz helping Salmah at work.. but no leh.. quite free instead..


Met Jun Wei after work.. He came Tanjong Pagar to fetch me from work.. went Central Mall, initially to buy specs but ended up not buying cuz of my indecisiveness.. hahahhahas.. Think a bit Pai seh la.. make him walk ard with me in the end nv buy anything.. lols.. =X Central mall nth to shop also.. so we decided to catch early movie at Vivo.. wanted to catch GamePlan but ended up Bee Movie cuz the tix for GamePlan was selling fast.. Before the Movie we still got quite sometime so walked around.. dEn i saw this small little boy holding a cup cake with a BSN Logo on top.. thought i saw wrongly.. but i didnt.. cuz i walkeD into BSN purposely and they gave me one too! xD


BSN 20th Anniversary Cup Cake

Haven eat yet.. now in my fridge.. but Tu Di say nice.. Si tu di.. before that on the phone 2 times le.. after movie still let me catch him with 2 young gers.. still say me.. Humpf!


I met my friend too. He was at GV Vivo too:

Too diff to get into the crowd..

Anyway, the movie was funny la! hehehe.. After that Dinner at.. Kolo Mee? issit wad the stall name is? haha.. Guess so bah .. the one beside Kopitiam.. Hmmm.. not bad la.. quite nicey.. After that we were realli stuck on where to head to next.. Sg is so boring ya.. wad else can we do? Shang Nao Jing.. In the end we decided to head back to Tamp by bus to have Starbucks.. but as expected, it was crowded la.. so means no seats.. We ended up in S11.. to have drinks.. Was feeling thirsty the whole of yst and today.. dunno y..Chit Chat Chatted till ard 11.. den sent me home.. Cap still in my bag.. he forgot and i forgot to give back too..
A nice, determine, lots of perserverance, encouraging and easy-to-get along with guy..=]


Here's a lil of recent photos taken:



QT & Me @ Ajisen!






HJwas so happy to have dinner tgt with us.. =)

NiuNangMian @ Asian Kitchen - Nice!

When the table is not yet filleD with food..

=]

Met HJ and QT after work on Wed.. went MS..HJ wan buy cardigan from ZARA.. and Anqi's friend was like keep asking me go st james tgt cuz she wan get more peep.. so i was like i will go if qt go lar.. and qt was tempted cuz of ladies nite.. free entrance and 5 drinks.. but she mind wad she was wearing.. so she was saying if she manage to buy a top den she go.. so we went "quick shopping" and she got herself a top.. on credit me.. omg.. i relali dunno how much she owe me now.. lols.. Ajisen meal, Waraku, top and cab fare! ..
Act was quite boring tt nite.. but got a lil tipsy somehow.. bad ending.. yea.. cabbed home.. quite cheap.. $28 i think.. ard the same as tt time when i cab home alone.. Mercedes somemroe..
Just came back from dinner at 85 with Joy and potato, Alice and Charcoal, xue mei, jo, and amy... This is wad we ordered:
1 $12 and 1 $10 Stingray = 2 stingray
1 $8 Orh Lua
1 $6 Hei Mee
4 Wings
20 Satays
1 Lala
3 ba chor mee
1 Pork porridge
1 Chicken Chop
1 bowl Ah bo ling
Drinksss
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all these onli cost $8 each.. Cheap bahs.. too full ...

*Refer to Joyce's blog for neoprints taken -
www.joyjoyleo.blogspot.com

Very bad day..

This bad day cost $600+.. Haiz.. I declared wrongly this morning laaa.. shit man..early in the morning haiz.. no mood.. after that pick up call .. got scolded for no reason.. as if its my fault.. after that.. com keep hanging while i was trying to save my BL.. repeated dunno how many times.. haiz.. its jus not my day mans.. -__-

Juz waiting for the clock to reach 5.30 la..though Boss not in.. but no diff.. Feel liKe complaining to my mum when i got home.. but again.. forget it.. i might get scolded for another time..

Hais.. Time to start writing report... but not today.. wanna slp le.. i dun seem to get enough slp.. Nites..

argh

argh.. i changed my mind.. cant imagine.. Dun feel right.. we dun even tok now.. i think of his face veri irritated le.. nonono.. grrr..

left with no choice..

No one to go out with me.. cant find anyone who lives in tamp to go out with me.. feel so uneasy w/o going out.. alrdy stayed at home the whole day yesterday.. dun tell me realli left with one choice i mean.. person to acc me.. sians.. i wan go Central Mall buy specs.. and watch.. and alot.. k.. yea.. so sian laaaaaaa.... cant wait to go prawning too.. friends all dun liKe it.. abit tempted when he ask me a few times a week whether wan to go or not.. but.. cannt la! i noe he dun liKe.. i dun wan him to do things juz becoz i liKe..

Aiya! cant stand it la.. gg crazy.. dun care.. go out with him jiu him! -____-

Boring...

Hey.. so bored at home the whole day cant find anyone to go out.. pathetic.. ya.. i shld have ask Qt and Hj.. hais.. forget it.. Start thinking abt tml.. still slacking or wad.. but sat is still best to hang out late..
went to sch this morning.. wa lau.. report for LOM need to be handed in almost a mth earlier 10 Dec.. sian la.. grrr.. Long time nv write essay le.. individual somemore..

waiting for Joyce to upload the neoprints..

Miss u

Wow.. so fast Thurs le.. Work was as usual.. Went Bugis a while with Anqi after work cuz she wanna pass her friend bdae present and buy her Kappa/DCP shirt.. of cuz Kappa better.. so she bought 2 pcs Kappa Polo for herself and her bf.. liKe that onli over 100 bucks liao.. she also spend money like tap water one i think.. ahha..
Tues.. Went Movie with darling Qian ting after work.. wanted to watch superbad but Jo sae Joyce sae its horrible.. so we watched Unrest in the end.. well... creates tension but if were to think of the whole show again, isnt that fantastic though.. Ajisen after that.. Yumyum ^^
*Hongjing, dun blame us for not jioing u if u see this cuz we wanted to watch at tampines so can go home early.. =p*
Went home after work yesterday.. Raymond called to chat in the morning while i was on the train on my way to work.. everytime so sudden .. wan to call call.. dun like den disappear just like that.. aiya.. dun wan care bout him.. tell me hw much he earn blabla.. i wonder if its true but dun care also la.. if he wans to treat whatever whatever den so be it la.. haha.. my benefit.. haha.. chatted with Felicia's bro yst nite for the first time.. on the phone i mean.. mei xiang dao he chat de shi hao is so nu ren de.. im calling him 'nu ren' for the rest of my life.. hahas.. he's one real san ba..
And it's thurs! today la..nv go anywhere.. juz went Tanjong Pagar CC which is near my work place to book badminton court for next Fri.. Me, Adeline, Wendy and Cynthia are playing after work!
Going back to Malaysia on the 17 and 18 Nov with Queenie mummy to attend her friend's wedding dinner.. but of cuz my aim is to go her ah ma hse la.. Veri big and beautiful de.. see pics before.. now im going there to see for myself.. and wan ask mummy to bring me go eat seafood! haha.. Didi not cfm yet.. hope he can go la.. if not i alone.. :(
Then maybe going KL at around end Nov.. with HueyChing and Adel they all.. but see whos gg first..
My company's organsing annual D&D and its on next yr Feb.. Heard my supervisor said that Boss asked Vince whether can include me or not but i was thinking .. i will be leaving end of Nov.. isnt it wierd if they invite me? Even if i was still an intern there when the d&d is on, i feel wierd to go too cuz its suppose to be a company thing rite? haha.. but appreciates that they include me even i left la..
Haiz.. tml my supervisor will be veri busy.. later black face again i sian ... dun feel like going to work.. but heard that boss will be on leave next 2 weeks.. shiok la.. after she come back den i think juz nice i no more working le.. hees.. cool..

Hey i found out i wanted to buy a lot of items.. better list it down b4 i forget! haha...
1. Spectacles
2. Neckless from Fareast
3. Puzzle
4. Watch!
5. ... ...

i forgot! To be continued..

Haha.. The guy in the 9pm show says Women is like onion... noe y?
Cuz he will try to know more about the ger.. so start to peel the onion layer by layer.. curious on wad he may discover wads insiDe the onion(her).. but in the end, sad to find out that the Onion has no heart.. so ended up in tears... LOL.. Doesn't the onion represent guys more????? LOL..

St James

I realise some say my font very small.. so i put big font k.. dunno will too big ma..

St James yesterday nite with AnQi, Wendy, HueyChing, Adeline, and 2 of AnQi's friend.. Karen and her bf Jackie.. actually and 2 of adeline's friend but they went Dragonfly while we stayed at Powerhse..

ok.. Work is heavy .. esp my department.. cuz vessel leaving on monday i think.. so they got to rush..Met my aunt and cousin for Lunch during lunch break.. Sakaed at Icon.. of cuz on Aunt..^^.. haha.. anyway couldnt realli enjoy cuz i got to be back on time ar 1.3Opm while we onli got our seats at 1.55pm.. so they continue to enjoy their food while i left in a hurry..So sick of keying BL every now and then.. Hate ppl who faxed drafts over.. haha.. esp when the fax machine is just beside me!!! -___-
Just waiting for the clock to strike 5.30pm everyday.. hahas.. so when the clock strikes 5.30 yesterday.. Boss came and ask whether i wan to go home.. den i said ya i wan to go home..=X haha.. den she wanna take over my seat and help them.. lol.. cuz anqi and wendy all ready.. (Import) more 'eng' than export.. den Adeline(Export) left at 7 plus lor.. so late.. while me, anqi, wendy at hueyching waited at Vivo.. Dined at Asian Kitchen.. Yummy! ^^..
That anqi still say everyone mus bu zui bu gui.. in the end onli herself drunk.. well.. first time there.. we enter like damn early..? 9 plus gg 10.. den we thot liKe.. oder 2 jugs first.. when the 2nd open and anqi friend come den order more.. but the bill come 2 jugs for $25.. cuz happy hour but ending in 1O min.. so we ordered 2 more.. so 4 jugs for $5O.. cheap rite.. we odered Vodka Ribena,orange,lime and sprite.. That Adeline.. -___- at first when we haven go.. she say she onli wanna drink 1 cup.. Diao.. somemore she is that type always go clubbing one.. in the end she drank 2 cups only den go merlion liao.. -___-.. somemore is not strong de lor.. and cannot stand anqi.. so funny la.. i play game with her .. liKe.. the 4 or 5 glasses of chivas greentea almost all she drink.. somemore is like loose one time she drink one mouth.. haha.. so funny.. she lost till scold bad words.. sae me and that jackie pagak.. but dun have lo.. haha.. ask me becareful when go back office.. lols.. Knew she wun go work today lar... In the end adeline and Hueyching left to go find her friend sing K.. left me and anqi and wendy's friend.. at first me feel abit gongong de.. but anqi keep losing so me like rested so ok le.. So she's not that that soft as i thought.. actually quite wild dancing and crazying.. lol.. with that Jackie.. think like some prob exists between the couple.. and anqi suppose to make Jackie stay longer or something.. so ask us help to make him drink.. den he high le keep wan us dance tgt.. but anqi still the worse.. dun dare dance with him.. he actually pulled me over but anqi ask me to get my hands off cuz karen will jealous..but.. hmm still dun understand.. but heard b4 their story abit.. its like normal cases like what happens when the ger keep giving in.. think they spent quite alot yst.. gonna ask them how much and pay them when mon comes.. although they say no need.. but ordered quite a few jugs.. plus one bottle chivas finished.. but think thats on jackie or karen.. helped anqi to washroom to merlion again b4 go back home..first time i see my eyes red and watery.. haha.. think they send her back.. i take taxi alone lor.. cuz they all stay hougang that area.. wa lau.. the taxi fare is 'Cor' de lorrrr... haha.. reach home i think.. i forgot le.. but it's near $30 larr.. its like more than wad i spent for going to club.. i onli spent $1O u noe.. haha.. I can go prawning for 2 and a half hour with that money la!!! lols..

:)

"once u are into love, it's hard to shake it off.."
I totally understand how Steve feels.. i know it's hard.. I know of cuz.. But what to do if it is one-sidEd? U've got no choice too rite? Am i not experiencing the same thing now? I realise it's no use already.. so in my heart, i just hope 'he' can stay happy..what's the use if u kept pestering?
It really hurts when i saw him this sat.. the feeling of.. fun-to-be with friends to "so stranger".. it realli hurt to the innermost part of my heart.. total different..but still got to learn to accept the way things are..
So.. i hope Steve can think the same way as me too.. he's really overdoing it..im starting to feel irritated but still cant tell him straight as it will really hurt him rite.. he's.. grr.. he returned me the cup i gave him.. tts fine.. he threw away the "i love u" bear outsidE my lift! that time the one at suntec arcadE..Crazy! As i was rushing for work, i couldnt realli care cuz i cant realli see whether is it tt bear as it was half inside a plastic bag until he told me in the noon... He sends msges every now and then just to find a chance to meet me.. As my msges are most of the time full, i take time to choose the msg to delete when there is no more space for new msges.. So, if i dun reply him in 2 min or so, he sends another (in impatient way)! He's crazy! I took half an hour find msges to delete juz for his 1O msges at one shot (520) stars to wish me gd nite... He waits for me every morning at my bus stop(7am) and sends me to train station which he shun bian go work (alights at pasir ris) when his work onli starts at 9am? He buys breakfast and hang it at my door some mornings.. I noe it takes effort.. but i realli find it disturbing and irritating.. argh..u may think he's perservere, he's romantic, he's nice, he's whatever.. but im realli sorry im not at all moved.. i dunno how long more is this going to go on..
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Well, Work today is fine.. although im not idle for a while, but at least i only had 1 B/L to do today.. which is quite easy.. i mean the details are quite clear.. i see if im able to show roughly how a BL looks liKe..

it goes..

Shipper:
xxxx xxxx xx Pte Ltd.,
ABC ROAD, 13,
#43-04
SINGAPORE 123456
TEL: +65 1234567 FAX: +65 6543210

Consignee:
PT. ALIBABA
Busan 32, KAV. SAD,
Korea

Notify Party:
SAME AS CONSIGNEE

Port of Loding: Port of Discharge:
SINGAPORE Busan, Korea

Marks & No. Description Weight Measurement
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N/M 1 X 20 footer 25664KGS 25.8cm3
container
clhu8233256/SYMU21015/ is S.T.C
20GP 48 drums of
Nitric Acid
"blabla"
14 days detention
and demurrage at
destination
"FREIGHT PREPAID"
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Thats something liKe that.. a lot of things to loOk out for.. likE.. if shipper got surrender or not or is there detention blabla...
So this morning all the way till break time got no draft.. so i was doing the receipts.. helping Cynthia and Leena do delaration, help An qi and wendy do all the invoices, fax to customers.. and the same thing goes on after lunch plus close Kestrial receipts.. Leena brought her Hari Raya cakes and biscuits for us.. so was super full.. We went her hse last Fri.. did i mentioned? Anyway, my point is that she's definitely a great cook! i was bloated after one round.. didnt manage to try all her cookies.. Anqi even vomited when she went home.. lmao.. Wendy was Zai.. she tried all the diff types of cakes and cookies.. Simon even Da Baoed the food i think!!! Haha..
Anyway, 10 stars for her food! **********
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Well, My sis is flying off for Osaka Japan in a few hours time.. how i wish i can join! Hope for a Kimono.. (tts dreaming!)
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Whoo!

Pronounce me Hui min and only Hui Min .. from today onwards..

Am i suppose to feel something? y am i not? That realli confirms one thing.. i wasnt even in love.. well.. I guess this pose will onli be up for a while cuz he gonna apply for internet soon and i guess he noes this add.. i dun wanna hurt him again.. or further..

He initiated it.. and i didnt object cuz.. he made me angry for the first time.. and dun mistake.. not onli over small thing but a big lie (at least to me it is a BIG lie) which i cant accept.. ever since exp with Ray, i hate (X infinity) guys who lie.. esp bf.. U may think that i have given up such a nice guy and wad happened was alrdy the past but it makes a diff to me.. plus i cant find my feelings for him after so long..(which i feel real bad) so.. both of us got fault.. i still treat him as friend but onli thing now is im still angry with him so dun feel like replying his nonsense and cant stand his neg thoughts always.. let him be.. at least he got his lappy now to pei him..

thinking abt the free lance Kai Huai has been introing.. well can earn good money but even though, im still not a lil motivated..

Not blogged for a long time..

I feel more and more lazy to come online nowadays .. and esp blogging..uploading pics and stuff.. i wanted to blog at times.. but ended up doing other things and its time for bed again.. so nv blog in the end..
Was damn tired today forcing myself to get out of cozy bed.. i was already dreaming about taKing MC and escaping from work in my dream..Woke up blur from yesterday's Chivas.. felt so lousy eh.. and the whole day i juz felt like slping.. but Boss is ard though supervisor is not.. i was doing declaration the whole day long cuz Cynthia got like 3 vessels to close today so i got to help her.. She's like the everyday busy women in our import dept.. I was so scarEd i keyed the wrong thing cuz money is involve.. It's tedious and eye straining esp when im slpy.. even sweets cant help much.. But the most argh part is.. i was so alive when i came back home.. thats y im here.. I was so reluctant to go to work this morning partly because i was damn tired i juz feel like getting more slp.. and the other thing is that i got to go over to the export dept starting today! but unknowingly im still stucked in my current seat.. haha.. cuz Boss nv say anithing when she sees me.. but i guess ill be going over tml lah... annoying! got to sit at Alison's desk i guess .. which means nobody to chit chat with.. SIANS!

I was thinking to get the Citibank CC or not.. and my ans is .. Yes .. Get it! Haha.. but nt yet taKe the app form..
My colleagues are thinking of going to Zouk instead becuz of the citiclear card got the Zouk promo 1 for 1..aiya.. they are so funny .. lols.. We were chatting chatting and realise that.. Adel can protect our drinks from getting spiKed from ppl.. Wendy is pro in wad to drink so she can rec.. and Anqi always send the drunk home so she can play tat role tt day! .. lmao.. haha.. and i shall be the one getting lookEd after liaos.. haha..den i was jokIng to adel.. the day b4 go buy clothes.. she replied ya im going.. i was liKe huh? u serious? buy clothes juz to go clubbing? hahaha.. diao..

O yah man.. gonna apply for the GV member card now b4 i forget! ciao!

Breaking down..

Im realli going crazy..i think i had mood swing yesterday after parted with my gers and met steve.. i was damn emo and sad.. knots in my heart which i didnt know at all how to untie..i dunno y im realli irritated and frustrated... i acted liKe a Ye Man Nu You.. demanding to taKe cab home, thinking that i have to wake up 5am in the morning.. i wanted to get hm asap so i can get more slp.. which also, there isnt much cab ard tt area (Suntec) and Taxi stands are everywhere.. with long queues.. i admit i was realli liKe a wilful 3 yr old ger yesterday nite.. but he wasnt angry at all.. and called and booked a cab in the end.. haiz.. wads worse? I was realli upset i felt so bitter.. i cried on his shoulder because of the other guy... i am realli bad and he's realli good.. how can i do this to him?
i can say he's one guy who's realli devoted and willing to do anything for my sake.. ive tried to feel for him.. veri hard.. but still, nothing.. He's an easily hurt guy.. im an easily hurt ger.. i dun wanna hurt him cuz i know how it will feel like.. but on the other hand, this day will come.. cuz he himself know that my heart is still with another guy... He knows wad i look for in him.. he knows he cant give me wad i wan.. but i dun demand of cuz.. juz feel tt.. no pt.. argh.. sometimes ppl will sae.. Ren Hao Jiu Hao.. but see .. now the prove is here.. ren hao no feeling also no use.. Ren Bu hao.. gt feeling.. anything u also wun mind.. y are things so wierd.. i cant slp yst for the whole nite AGAIN.. so pissed off.. and it goes 1am,2am,3,4,5.15... have i slelpt? -no. -___- Shag..
Dun feel liKe going to work.. heart still knotty.. almost broke dwn this morning again.. i realli feel like just taKe MC.. but on 2nd thoguht, better not .. working is not too bad.. at least it stops all the negative thoughts for a few hrs.. and fun colleages to be with.. Going clubbing on the 27th Oct with them.. let me get drunk..
i was still think of wad present to buy for him..2 more weeks.. i've bought something act.. but on 2nd thought liKe veri.. dots.. so i think im not giving anymore.. but i dunno wad else to give.. the things i thought of muz be chosen by himself which i think is impossible.. further more.. my finance.. haiz.. worried le.. but i will buy as long as i think he will like.. but.. if he throws it away, tts the other case.. i dun intend to meet him .. maybe juz .. u noe leave it there.. and ya.. my 2nd bdae wish this yr wun come true either.. only 2 simple wishes and both never come true.. ='(

hur?

Dotdotdot.. Power failure for the whole of South Point Building this morning.. was declaring cargo half way and the com shut down.. lights off, aircon offed.. went for early lunch but Boss says MUZ come back accordingly in 1 hr.. dots.. haha.. she veri law by law one.. Went Amara to dine since we came out early so there shldnt be many ppl.. tried Thai fried Kway Tiao.. Yummy! but ex.. $4.50 per plate.. Today got said by Lena again.. she say "talktalktalk dun key wrong ah one container how much ah.. " wa lau eh.. soft talk only ma.. not like talk till veri excited tt kind .. somemore onli a short one lor.. die le.. she aim at me liao.. later give me poor grades i die.. haha.. aiya.. sometimes is.. realli got things to talk ma.. somemore i think we all quite gham and therefore always got things to talk.. but im more dangerous la.. cuz need to be graded.. haha.. sobx.. wonder if they realli went St James.. haha..

tml no work .. yea! but need go back to sch early.. cant slp late.. but still happy cuz i miss sch, miss my classmates and my teachers! No lie okay.. hehe.. ok.. time to slp.. can wear comfortably tml.. whahaha

arhwh

Slpy..-__-
I dreamt of Jeff yesterday nite..coming back to SG den come find me do crazy things again.. haha.. he made me woke up happy this morning cuz the dream seems so real and fun.. haha.. misses this crazily crazy guy but he's so far away...

hey im so sian... Work was getting more fun with the interaction with my colleages.. but got too talkative today.. supervisor sitting behind me ask me go find the Export side ask them got B/L for me to input or not.. and i was liKe.. huh.. i haven realli noe how to key in the details.. cuz yesterday adeline juz thought me once.. and a few weeks ago Mida juz briefly showed me.. and there's a lot of steps and procedures.. need to be realli careful lor..This line everything also talks about money.. do wrong one thing at least $1OO.. one container alrdy $75 liaoz.. sian..-__- okay.. den nvm.. i go ask the export department .. ask every single one.. although some i dun realli feel like asking cuz i dunno them den muz ask them teach very pai seh ma.. also dunno if ppl free or not.. but the lucky thing is no one got BL to do at the moment.. haha.. so i came back to my seat and daze.. at least not talk too much.. cuz Wendy and Anqi also ntht o do.. so we will chat ma.. My supervisor is saying dun talk as in.. not to be seen by Boss.. Boss veri scary de lehz.. superwoman.. loud voice, preasurising always.. yst and today whole day realli.. daydream lor.. i think tml fri will be busy le... after hari raya got to go over to learn export liao.. sobz..

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Twins bdae coming.. and Sylvia's and.. one more person.. forgot who le.. 7th Oct.. haha.. Celebration on Sun.. Yays~

19 Oct.. his bdae.. already cant do wad i wanna do le.. i mean possible but given the situation now.. hw.. alrdy dunno wad i can do le.. think so much in the end felt so useless .. do anything also no use le.. as in even if juz hope for appreciation also dunno he will appreciate ma.. maybe he will throw the present away? wad to do..

Only one friend seems to realli understand how i feel and support wadeva i do and this friend is realli u cant imagine is her.. and that is none other than Hong Jing.. thx alot.. =]

loving someone so much till u hate him but u still love him although u know he dun love u that much or even nomore. U dun wish to care abt how he is doing, how's his life cuz u wish u can forget abt him but it isnt realli an easy task.U've tried many ways but it all dont work and there is no change in him and u realise that u are so tired cuz u realise when time passes no matter how and wad u do things wun change. even to the extreme, u feel that he dun feel a thing and that confirms it all. Till that point of time where too much hurt is incured, although u still love him but u think that this 'thing' over here is so helpless..u realise u can do nothing but keep him in ur prayers.

Tired neh

Tired leh..

Feel like long time no blog le..

Everyday after work come home eat dinner and slp liao..zZz

This week's work is a bit crazy-Busy, Crazily bz..

Met Mummy,korkor,didi and ah Shua ytd for dinner after my work.. Ate Carl's..-_- That isnt my prefered place to eat.. but nvm... slack and chatted till 9 like that.. mostly bout bsn stuff la.. mummy tml last day liao leh.. suprise? hehe.. Switching to car rental Co. .. think she will borEd to death but she got friend there.. so shld be ok bahs..

Mummy is so dots lo.. she saw a man's Cardigan at Gio on our way back so we decided to go in and have a look.. but no small size le.. haha.. if not puppy can buy.. quite nice.. cuz we saw that IC there is that IC that worked at PW last time de.. den mummy go and take Disc from her.. at first she liKe dun rmb us de..den like say can give la.. but the face i see like not veri happy like that.. but Mummy mentioned abt that theft case den she rmb and even say "O i rmb u are Queenie" .. den the face like very happy meet old friend that kind.. lol.. den gt staff disc liao i spent on 2 pcs $60+ .. aiyo.. Kenna pyschoed again..=X

Bsn de sweet.. haha.. still got white colour de..

Got Lolli also.. but finish liaos..

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He did an aLbum and bought that Fish & Co sweet for our one mth..

Suprised by wad he did in the album.. but.. i dun feel... dunno leh.. haiz..

Tat mentos! Nice nehz.. 1kG.. -__-

Waraku-ed.. Yummy~

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Chinese Garden...