Mood : Low
Finished my last paper today, finally. But didn't felt a sense of relief at all.. dunno why..
Ok, let's talk about the 4 papers i've took.
First, DC paper. I think it's a dump one. Too easy. Wasted our precious time which could be invested in other subjects instead.
Second, OB paper. Super difficult. Almost could hear everyone complaining about it once the exam's over. I don't know if i can pass this subject or not. =(
Third is BB paper. Not too bad. At least we are able to apply a fair amount of what we studied.
Last paper is MR, which was just over in the afternoon. Nothing to say. Only applied 1/10 of what i've studied. The rest was crapped through. Checked answer with Yee Ling. Luckily answers are about the same. At least it lessen my worry. =]
Felt tired after the exam. Only slept for 3 hours yesterday nite or rather this morning. Wanted to meet Heihei and joyjoy but in the end Heihei headache, me also bit sick and somemore i think dad's feeling more terrible than yesterday. Totally don't understand his language today. It's quite serious. So supposed to bring him to the hospi tgt with mum as bro's gf come and fetch us. But my elder sis just came back so she went with them instead and i stayed at home cuz my younger sis never bring key and she's nt back yet. Watched the channel 8 charity show every monday 8pm de. OMG! Very Ke lian! I cried alone like tap water dripping. sobsob... Very Ke Lian.. which partly explains my current low mood. =(
Monday, November 10, 2008
Saturday, November 08, 2008
eh?
wth.. gg 11pm and i still got so many chapters to complete.. Stupid MR (market research).. damn extra.. i dun understand a single thing laaahhh...
this is my 3rd time oning the comp.. -.- shut down each time within half an hr.. cuz i gt nth to do online as well.. maybe a lil while more this time.. my friends online.. complain tgt.. xD
Booohoooo...
btw, what will u do if u rec some "i miss u" or "I love u", "I wan to be with u" smses from ur friend who alr has a partner currntly?
this is my 3rd time oning the comp.. -.- shut down each time within half an hr.. cuz i gt nth to do online as well.. maybe a lil while more this time.. my friends online.. complain tgt.. xD
Booohoooo...
btw, what will u do if u rec some "i miss u" or "I love u", "I wan to be with u" smses from ur friend who alr has a partner currntly?
Friday, November 07, 2008
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Missing the pig
Missing that pig once again. but, like Jerry, better not cross the line.
Hahahaha.. xP
Both of us having exam tml.. *pray* =/
Hahahaha.. xP
Both of us having exam tml.. *pray* =/
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Genting!
Wheee~~ Maybe Genting with mummy, korkor and Didi this Dec 22,23,24... I wanna smuggle in Casino.. Dun care! xD
Pukes
*Pukes*
Bua Ta Han from studying le lah.. i think Yee Ling feeling the same thing as me.
My brain is full. stomache full but filled with OB not food. wanna puke.
Tt stupid pig nearly made me angry today. pukes.
Hope i strike 4D tonite ok?
Bua Ta Han from studying le lah.. i think Yee Ling feeling the same thing as me.
My brain is full. stomache full but filled with OB not food. wanna puke.
Tt stupid pig nearly made me angry today. pukes.
Hope i strike 4D tonite ok?
SLap myself awake.
Slap me pls! -.-
I think my study chair is too comfortable or smt i kept wanting to fall aslp. damn. Slap me!
I think my study chair is too comfortable or smt i kept wanting to fall aslp. damn. Slap me!
Miss Him
Whee~ Just came back from Wasabi Tei AGAIN with Heihei, joyjoy and Liu Jing. We were lucky be able to sit together this time round. i mean 4 person sit tgt. We ordered the $40 sashimi set.. Wooo~ Yellow Tail belly's nice! Sea Urchin's not bad too! Finally i get to taste the Chawanmushi(ingredients filled). Yummilicious. I had Beef bento this time round.. nice... Hazel had Salmon Terriyaki set, Joyce had Unagi Set and Liu Jing had Oyaku Don i think.. Didn't take pictures of the main dishes this time round. We were all too hungry and start eating without taking pics after the 1hr plus queue..
Chawanmushi $5
Mixed Sashimi $40
Thanks Hazel for the Sashimi and Liu Jing for the drinks! Arigato Gozaimasu!
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I think i'm missing that pig. Shit. Supposed to meet him late tonite or tml nite de.. more of tml nite i guess. but nt tonite cuz he was too tired n stress as he claimed. Er.. if nt den i think i wun wan to meet tml also most prob. needa study lah. i stress also.. Spent 8 days just for OB. Omg, what am i doing man.. What abt BB n MR? DIE! =/
Chawanmushi $5
Mixed Sashimi $40
Thanks Hazel for the Sashimi and Liu Jing for the drinks! Arigato Gozaimasu!
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I think i'm missing that pig. Shit. Supposed to meet him late tonite or tml nite de.. more of tml nite i guess. but nt tonite cuz he was too tired n stress as he claimed. Er.. if nt den i think i wun wan to meet tml also most prob. needa study lah. i stress also.. Spent 8 days just for OB. Omg, what am i doing man.. What abt BB n MR? DIE! =/
Friday, October 31, 2008
700th
Whoot~! This is my 700th post. still considered little compared to my younger sis. HAHA
Msg received 31st Oct 2008 04:41
"Missing u.. Cant get to slp"
The first msg i saw when i opened my eyes in the morning. and the next thing i know, i'm gonna strike 4D this weekend. lol! =P
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Omg, my mum just told me that we are gonna invite our relatives for 3 times next yr.
1. Sister's wedding
2. Brother's wedding
3. My 21st Birthday
-_-"
Msg received 31st Oct 2008 04:41
"Missing u.. Cant get to slp"
The first msg i saw when i opened my eyes in the morning. and the next thing i know, i'm gonna strike 4D this weekend. lol! =P
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Omg, my mum just told me that we are gonna invite our relatives for 3 times next yr.
1. Sister's wedding
2. Brother's wedding
3. My 21st Birthday
-_-"
Thursday, October 30, 2008
32 qns
Ok, i was somehow 'threatened' by Yee Ling that i should do this... er.. set of 32 qns.. Are they even qns? No.. some stupid stuff. yea, lol.
Here we go~
01. I've come to realize that my butt: is as smooth as my face cuz i eat chicken butt.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk: i loose all my Yi2 Tai4.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone: I became the most foolish person in the world.
04. I've come to realize that I need: to service my lappy soon after exam cuz it's mad.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost: the figure that i used to possess.
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when: there are social loafer in my project group.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: I run to the toilet on 5 mins interval.
08. I've come to realize that money: cannot buy health and happiness?
09. I've come to realize that my mother: does the same process while giving birth to 4 of us, but im the stupidest. WHY? o.O
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: the most easy to bully person when i go out to the work place.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: Guys who are tall, abit meaty and fair although they doesnt match my ideal guy .
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: Just now, i dunno what's wrong with me. Just felt stressed.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: inbox is gonna be full again although i just cleared 990+ msges few days ago.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: I tend to try and slp back to get back those beautiful dreams.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I tend to mass sms gd nite msges to random ppl but i wun get a single reply.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: If he want to date me over the phone, then he can have sex with me over the phone as well.
17. I've come to realize that babies: are the geatest creation by a man and a women.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i forgot my LJ acc.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: burn midnight oil cuz i spent the whole afternoon sleeping like a pig.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: Fall alslp after reading at most 1/2 the chap.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: what else but mugging pathetic-ly in the same old room, and probably wasabi tei for dinner.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: Get the hell out of SIM asap(but not drop out).
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: OLIVE! Cuz YL ask me to do, now it's ur turn. U better do. =P
24. I've come to realize relationships: are the most complex set of feelings in the world
25. I've come to realize love: is very very extraordinary~ haha. No la. Love is totally blind cuz we always end up loving someone so much but he/she is not the ideal one; the most powerful element that can bring people to the extreme.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend: doesnt last. They always drift off after they found themselves a gf.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:(not just 1, u peep noe who u are) are the sweetest people i've ever met in my life.
28. I've come to realize food: are the biggest cause of my tummy.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a boyfriend: I will never use violence on my girl.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are hard to become life long buddies.
31. I've come to realize over the summer: it's summer everyday -.-.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: is hard to cure even after 6 years.
Here we go~
01. I've come to realize that my butt: is as smooth as my face cuz i eat chicken butt.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk: i loose all my Yi2 Tai4.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone: I became the most foolish person in the world.
04. I've come to realize that I need: to service my lappy soon after exam cuz it's mad.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost: the figure that i used to possess.
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when: there are social loafer in my project group.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: I run to the toilet on 5 mins interval.
08. I've come to realize that money: cannot buy health and happiness?
09. I've come to realize that my mother: does the same process while giving birth to 4 of us, but im the stupidest. WHY? o.O
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: the most easy to bully person when i go out to the work place.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: Guys who are tall, abit meaty and fair although they doesnt match my ideal guy .
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: Just now, i dunno what's wrong with me. Just felt stressed.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: inbox is gonna be full again although i just cleared 990+ msges few days ago.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: I tend to try and slp back to get back those beautiful dreams.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I tend to mass sms gd nite msges to random ppl but i wun get a single reply.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: If he want to date me over the phone, then he can have sex with me over the phone as well.
17. I've come to realize that babies: are the geatest creation by a man and a women.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i forgot my LJ acc.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: burn midnight oil cuz i spent the whole afternoon sleeping like a pig.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: Fall alslp after reading at most 1/2 the chap.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: what else but mugging pathetic-ly in the same old room, and probably wasabi tei for dinner.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: Get the hell out of SIM asap(but not drop out).
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: OLIVE! Cuz YL ask me to do, now it's ur turn. U better do. =P
24. I've come to realize relationships: are the most complex set of feelings in the world
25. I've come to realize love: is very very extraordinary~ haha. No la. Love is totally blind cuz we always end up loving someone so much but he/she is not the ideal one; the most powerful element that can bring people to the extreme.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend: doesnt last. They always drift off after they found themselves a gf.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:(not just 1, u peep noe who u are) are the sweetest people i've ever met in my life.
28. I've come to realize food: are the biggest cause of my tummy.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a boyfriend: I will never use violence on my girl.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are hard to become life long buddies.
31. I've come to realize over the summer: it's summer everyday -.-.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: is hard to cure even after 6 years.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wheee~!
Can i stop studying..? =.="
Btw, Dc proj result's out.. got a Distinction! Whee~! hopeful combine with exam can get High D..=P But other subs... =/ beri scared sia.. study OB till sian... -.-" still got.. 2 more chaps? i think.. from the chaps i chose to study.. wahahha.. haben even touched BB for this week.. not to say MR.. -___-
I think Dec cant go Reddang le la.. mummy say not the season.. o.O so how gers?
I'm tempted to play wawa now.. the new game.. forming words de.. =P
Btw, Dc proj result's out.. got a Distinction! Whee~! hopeful combine with exam can get High D..=P But other subs... =/ beri scared sia.. study OB till sian... -.-" still got.. 2 more chaps? i think.. from the chaps i chose to study.. wahahha.. haben even touched BB for this week.. not to say MR.. -___-
I think Dec cant go Reddang le la.. mummy say not the season.. o.O so how gers?
I'm tempted to play wawa now.. the new game.. forming words de.. =P
Monday, October 27, 2008
Boo
Haiz.. i dunno wad im doing the whole day again.. just studied OB chap 6 n 8.. or more of read through? dunno.. stressed.. =/
I didn't take much pic due to the dead battery after a while and avoiding the high cost battery sold in the zoo.
Studied at SMU for the whole of yesterday.. another wasted day cuz i think nothing goes into my brain.. not productive at all.. =/ Sry HJ if i distracted ur studies. lolol..
Well, my youger sis invited her friend to our house yesterday cuz her friend asked my sis to help her cut hair.. and this is the scary pile of her friend's hair on the floor when i came home at 10pm.. lololol.. stupid, she dun wanna throw it away just to show us. -.-" Suprisingly, her friend said it was nice. lolol..
Shall upload the zoo pics now..
I didn't take much pic due to the dead battery after a while and avoiding the high cost battery sold in the zoo.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Mugging
Well, went to wasabi tei once again for dinner, this time round with Hazel, Joyce and John. John's there cuz Joyce owe him a treat and actually i owe him on as well.. so might as well together. However, i had this feeling that yesterday's meal is not as nice as before.. dunno why.. but still, it's yummy! The first time i tried the Unagi.. Awww~ damn nice! I actually ordered the wrong dish. but it's ok, till yummy.. the Beef terriyaki.
Saw tt? Their eyes eyeing on those sashimi..
Mixed Sashimi - $25 Fresh and heavenly!
Beef Terriyaki Set(with rice, appetizer, miso soup and 2 slices watermelon)
$15
Unagi Set(with rice,with rice, appetizer, miso soup and 2 slices watermelon)
$15
$15
shopped a little before bussing home with John.. erm.. actly i wanted to take 579.. but i didnt know if it's available cuz i rmb last time i wanted to take but it's of service after certain hour.. so i was thinking if which bus come den i take that bus.. so 518 came first and i took it.. I realised i did stupid things on the bus.. well.. DUNNO
Mugging at SMU now.. but not really mugging.. Have been out of the house since 8.35am.. Hong Jing drove to my house and fetch me to her school(SMU)... Reached around 9.11am.. Put our bags down in the room, went out to Kopitiam and buy breakfast and came back to eat.. after that start studying around 10 plus am.. But 10plus till now i only flipped through like.. 3 pages? omg. I'm so damn tired la.. No mood to study.. keep feel like sleeping.. aircon damn cold.. forgot to bring jacket. =/ O well, Hong Jing now suggest to go the starbucks at cityhall buy coffee cuz she also veri slpy.. i dun mind if it can wake me up.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
DC EXAM
Went to Crystal Jade for dinner yesterday nite with family cuz bro got the $90 voucher. Hmm.. Food was so-so, i still like the porridge best. My best part was after dinner - Grocery Shopping at NTUC! Lols.. Nan De papa is there and got car.. Hai Bu Chen Ji Da Jie? *Evil laugh* Spent him $90+ in NTUC.. Eh dun mistake, most of the amt is papa and mama take de. lols. I only took one big packet of Famous Amous Cookie and 1 bundle of Kinder Brueno i think.. EHH.. why i take so little things onli? D8 Actly i still wanna take Hagen Das Ice-cream but stupid sister beside keep say i take de things all so fat.. -.-" Ok Loh.. dun take loh.. -.-" I took my favourite Chinchalok.. Know what's that? dunno how to say.. some small shrimps in a bottle. Eat with rice or porridge de.. Mummy always dun allow but this time i cant buy with dad's agreement cuz he also like to eat. =P Anyway, the Brueno and cookie are for mugging tml at SMU! my unhealthy lunch probably. o.O
Continue mugging after the shopping.. till 1am den slp.. woke at 6am.. super tired.. Go for DC EXAM le! The paper was incredibly easy larhs... only came out the 3 methods of calculating BOM and IM.. and 12 T/F qns.. Stunned.. I study so much theory for what................. -.-"
Ya, i need to thank God cuz i prayed to Him that my paper will be super easy with a lot of calculations! Thank you God~! ya, and thanks to Joyce and Chou Tofu for the wishes. Chou Tofu's surname is 'Lai' cuz he said because of his wishes then the paper will be so easy and thus, i owe him a dinner. -.-"
Continue mugging after the shopping.. till 1am den slp.. woke at 6am.. super tired.. Go for DC EXAM le! The paper was incredibly easy larhs... only came out the 3 methods of calculating BOM and IM.. and 12 T/F qns.. Stunned.. I study so much theory for what................. -.-"
Ya, i need to thank God cuz i prayed to Him that my paper will be super easy with a lot of calculations! Thank you God~! ya, and thanks to Joyce and Chou Tofu for the wishes. Chou Tofu's surname is 'Lai' cuz he said because of his wishes then the paper will be so easy and thus, i owe him a dinner. -.-"
Thursday, October 23, 2008
SIAN
Study till i feel sick!
Studied DC. Did review Qns. Frustrating. Keep forgetting what i've studied. and can't get the right answer. Taking a break now as well as to see if student portal provides the answer for additional review qns.
Shall blog about yesterday. Olive, Yee Ling and i met to study at NLB at 1pm yesterday. I don't think i will wanna go again for self study. It's so troublesome. I rather go back to TP or something. Anyway, we managed to reason our way through somehow.. for getting in the reference room, lvl 7 of NLB, which we are not suppose to bring in own notes or TB. Anyway, we only studied till 6pm and went off for fish spa. Cuz Olive mentioned that it's quite cheap and Yee Ling haven't try before. So we brought her there.. or rather she brought us? Cuz Olive cant rmb the way. lols. Here are some pics..
She was so scared. lol.
Yee Ling's legs
Yee Ling's legs
She teared.
Our legs
Lols. Met baby at Tampines for dinner at Nihon Mura after that at 8pm. Super full! *pukes*
Our legs
Lols. Met baby at Tampines for dinner at Nihon Mura after that at 8pm. Super full! *pukes*
Activated our OCBC Visa and went home after that.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
BAH~
What have i done today?! I merely read through the OB case study and sorted out which chapter is relevant. Tried to study the TB but difficult to go in my mind cuz of headache and distractions. That's all! So gonna be dead~~
Monday, October 20, 2008
Blessed
Actly nothing much about the zoo trip. Erms.. just normal. But i like the polar bear best. He is so so so cute and seem so so so huge and huggable! He swims so well like a beautiful dance with the melody that was played. I like the white tiger as well.. Tiger = Wei1 Wu3. hehe.. Too bad by the time we continue our excursion after a bite at KFC, the giraffes, zebra, and lion were gone. We thought they were rushed to the night safari. Haha. Liu Jing was upset cuz she couldnt get to see her lions. and ya, we saw a super funny scene. lmao. There were these 2 monkeys, a male and a female. They are actly a type of monkey but i forgot what's the name for it.Size is like human size? They have colourful butts (purple, red, pink) and short tails. The male kept following the female wherever she goes and disturbed her by poking her butt (i think he's trying to arouse her). Finally they came to the more behind part of the place and the male had sex with the female! Lol. It a few secs before they are done. Was amused. haha. After that they were like walking around again.. and they female played with the male's tail like.. "toiyo toiyo~(the springy sound)" LOL. dunno whether u undestand. lmao. but it was damn funny. Kinda can't bear to leave the place cuz dunno what funny things they will do after that. lols. Photos will be uploaded next time. Guess it will take quite some time cuz most of the pics are in Joyce's camera and her desktop is not working right now. so yup.
Phew~ i just spent like 20 minutes to delete 900+ smses in my inbox. I almost cleared all, keeping those forwarded msges and only few of the sweet msges by the gers and a few from some other. really a few only. Although like a few hundreds of them are also sweet msges from the guys and i dun bare to delete them but still, i need to really clear my conjested inbox. (When i say sweet i mean msges that can really make me think back of happy n fun moments while working or smt like that, but not like.. sweet words that guy say to girl kind.) Byebye sweet msges =( At least it's like.. maybe less than a hundred now in my inbox. no need to keep clearing. =]
By right i should be revising now. But stupid aircon man came. Make me cant use the table cuz my table is directly underneath the aircon. Thus dirupt my mood for studying and tts y im here again. -.-"
Phew~ i just spent like 20 minutes to delete 900+ smses in my inbox. I almost cleared all, keeping those forwarded msges and only few of the sweet msges by the gers and a few from some other. really a few only. Although like a few hundreds of them are also sweet msges from the guys and i dun bare to delete them but still, i need to really clear my conjested inbox. (When i say sweet i mean msges that can really make me think back of happy n fun moments while working or smt like that, but not like.. sweet words that guy say to girl kind.) Byebye sweet msges =( At least it's like.. maybe less than a hundred now in my inbox. no need to keep clearing. =]
By right i should be revising now. But stupid aircon man came. Make me cant use the table cuz my table is directly underneath the aircon. Thus dirupt my mood for studying and tts y im here again. -.-"
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Zoo
Happy Birthday to John!
Msged him like yst nite 12.03am. was late by 3 minutes but i guessed it's ok. haha.. and i've been checking my hp every as and when after the msg, thinking if he will reply. at least a thank u or something. But he didnt initally. Was rather disappointed. the last time i checked my phone was 3 plus am. I thought alot to myself. Maybe he can't be bothered, afterall it's just another normal friend's bdae wish. Or he's asleep. Or he's still angry with me becuz of tt nite's conversation. But luckily it's none of them cuz he actly replied me at 4 plus am. cuz he was at the club, tts y the late reply. didn't noticed it even though im not aslp yet. Ok la, at least he replied a thank u or smt like this, it's enough for me. =] I bloody hell can't get to slp yesterday nite until like 5 plus am? I guess i was vexed with the decision to be made the next morning. I tossed left and right on bed bed for hours. Damn frustrating, esp surrounded with all the soft toys.
Cycling
Well, cycled down to bedok reservoir yesterday nite with baby.. hmm.. actly was running at the park with sisters.. but i think baby just need someone to go out with.. she suggested swimming.. but it was kinda last min.. so felt a bit lei zeh.. and i suggested y nt cycling instead.. I realise and admit that my cycling skill sucks and my stamina sucks too. lols. cham liao la.. i everything also forget and rmb part of the skills.. like.. swimming, bladding and cycling.. =X It took me like 1 hr 15 min to reach Hazel's hse (opp seng siong). LOL.. i know it's long.. haha.. and i perspired like hell.. i felt kinda giddy and i got cramps on my right tigh when we reached the coffee shop opp.. My right leg kinda cant walk properly and feeling weak. haha. i hope i didnt scared joyce cuz she said my whole face and lips turned white. Lucky i didnt puke like last time.. when i cycled to pasir ris with Jorine.. lols.. I told u i got bad stamina! It reminds me of tt time during the BSN company party at Aranda.. I almost blanked out after the continuous run to pasir ris park.. Because it's group competition so we have to run as fast as we could.. after i reached the destination, i stopped completely and my vision blanked out. It's like if a person stand infront of me, i can only see the white image of a person. It's that bad.. somemore tt time the sunshine was strong.. It was kinda pai seh la.. cuz i was the only one sitting down beside at the bench, resting and seeing the whole big group of bosinians playing games infront of me.. and Jennifer or Zie brought me medical oil.. i forgot.. super ps.. and ya, weak. Things like this happened to me ever since my pri 5 incident. The day when i had fever and almost fainted. I was vomitting after seeing the doc when my mum was buying some groceries. I cldn't take it half way back home and was seated dwn at some grass patch. and soon after a grp of ppl crowded me. and my dad came to carry me back to the clinic. Ate my medicine there and felt much better. haha, anyway, we went to Hazel's hse after that.. I decided to park my bicycle at her hse and take bus back home after that.. lols.. and sry to joyce cuz i didnt pei her cycle back and she got to get her friend to cycle back tgt with her.
Zoo
I actly felt like blogging more of the emotional part, so details of the excursion will be updated the next entry.
Finally, i decided to accompany baby and the others(hazel and Liu Jing) (i said this way cuz the main character is her) to zoo after much dilemma between studies and friends or rather sisters. I still think that i can't bear to reject or disappoint her in the end cuz it's like.. i know she's still.. sad? and think it's good if i can just avail myself? since she n hazel keep insisting i go, den i think.. she really hope i go and.. i think it's just little and simple things that i can do la.. if not, in wad way am i fit to be called a sister if i cant fulfil just a small part of my sister's wish. She wanted to go to the zoo long ago but never due to some reason. So we are just fulfilling her simple wish. Yup, we had a great, fun and tiring day i think.. But the most important element that really made my day is the presence of the girls - Joyce, Hazel and Liu Jing really. It's not really the zoo. I mean it is the zoo plus u gers but w/o u all, it might not be as much fun u see? and ya, the 3 of them actually treated me for the entrance fee. THANK YOU LOVELYS! Thinking n understanding that i'm a student with no PT job, they paid for my entrance fee. Frankly speaking, i'm really pai seh but at the same time, touched. Really ps cuz like... i realise recently Hazel seems to be treating. and Joyce sometimes as well.. I promise i wun ill-treat u all when i got myself a job! =))
We rushed to Changi Airport to pick Xue Mei up cuz she's back from her HK trip with her company. Omg, she's so independent! More independent than me! cuz she spent the 3 extra days in HK, making trips on her own.. like.. finding out which route to take, hw to take the MTR.. blabla.. to meet her uncle or wadeva. I think i'll just cry if im left alone in a totally new country. I can't. Esp a road idiot like me. I'm sure i can't find the way back to my hotel once i step out of it. Anyway, we had Ya Kun in airport T2. The quality is bad. really. nvm. lols. Xue Mei bought each of us a very very unique thingy. Especially in SG i think. Cuz i dun think it's sold in SG yet. Its a Digital Photo Key Chain. Something like the digital photo frame sold in shopping malls but just that the one she got for us is a small, key chain sized one. It can store up to 160+ photos from what Xue Mei said. It's kinda cool. i love it! Thanks XM! I realise i actly miss u quite a lot! hehe..
Joyce accompanied me bus back while the other 3 took cab home. Along the journey was.. r/s talks? I think i can understand how she's feeling right now la. omg, she said till she cry. It actly.. sort of .. made me think abit and dunno y somehow, i felt hurt as well? like.. recalling back.. and feeling it. Well, totally understand hw she felt. Just hope that she can stay strong and like.. really can put him out of her mind soon. Don't think too much ger. Time will heal, it's just a matter of how long and how u allow urself to think, in which direction. It's not so bad afterall, cuz u still have us.. whahaha.. We all love u. =)
Msged him like yst nite 12.03am. was late by 3 minutes but i guessed it's ok. haha.. and i've been checking my hp every as and when after the msg, thinking if he will reply. at least a thank u or something. But he didnt initally. Was rather disappointed. the last time i checked my phone was 3 plus am. I thought alot to myself. Maybe he can't be bothered, afterall it's just another normal friend's bdae wish. Or he's asleep. Or he's still angry with me becuz of tt nite's conversation. But luckily it's none of them cuz he actly replied me at 4 plus am. cuz he was at the club, tts y the late reply. didn't noticed it even though im not aslp yet. Ok la, at least he replied a thank u or smt like this, it's enough for me. =] I bloody hell can't get to slp yesterday nite until like 5 plus am? I guess i was vexed with the decision to be made the next morning. I tossed left and right on bed bed for hours. Damn frustrating, esp surrounded with all the soft toys.
Cycling
Well, cycled down to bedok reservoir yesterday nite with baby.. hmm.. actly was running at the park with sisters.. but i think baby just need someone to go out with.. she suggested swimming.. but it was kinda last min.. so felt a bit lei zeh.. and i suggested y nt cycling instead.. I realise and admit that my cycling skill sucks and my stamina sucks too. lols. cham liao la.. i everything also forget and rmb part of the skills.. like.. swimming, bladding and cycling.. =X It took me like 1 hr 15 min to reach Hazel's hse (opp seng siong). LOL.. i know it's long.. haha.. and i perspired like hell.. i felt kinda giddy and i got cramps on my right tigh when we reached the coffee shop opp.. My right leg kinda cant walk properly and feeling weak. haha. i hope i didnt scared joyce cuz she said my whole face and lips turned white. Lucky i didnt puke like last time.. when i cycled to pasir ris with Jorine.. lols.. I told u i got bad stamina! It reminds me of tt time during the BSN company party at Aranda.. I almost blanked out after the continuous run to pasir ris park.. Because it's group competition so we have to run as fast as we could.. after i reached the destination, i stopped completely and my vision blanked out. It's like if a person stand infront of me, i can only see the white image of a person. It's that bad.. somemore tt time the sunshine was strong.. It was kinda pai seh la.. cuz i was the only one sitting down beside at the bench, resting and seeing the whole big group of bosinians playing games infront of me.. and Jennifer or Zie brought me medical oil.. i forgot.. super ps.. and ya, weak. Things like this happened to me ever since my pri 5 incident. The day when i had fever and almost fainted. I was vomitting after seeing the doc when my mum was buying some groceries. I cldn't take it half way back home and was seated dwn at some grass patch. and soon after a grp of ppl crowded me. and my dad came to carry me back to the clinic. Ate my medicine there and felt much better. haha, anyway, we went to Hazel's hse after that.. I decided to park my bicycle at her hse and take bus back home after that.. lols.. and sry to joyce cuz i didnt pei her cycle back and she got to get her friend to cycle back tgt with her.
Zoo
I actly felt like blogging more of the emotional part, so details of the excursion will be updated the next entry.
Finally, i decided to accompany baby and the others(hazel and Liu Jing) (i said this way cuz the main character is her) to zoo after much dilemma between studies and friends or rather sisters. I still think that i can't bear to reject or disappoint her in the end cuz it's like.. i know she's still.. sad? and think it's good if i can just avail myself? since she n hazel keep insisting i go, den i think.. she really hope i go and.. i think it's just little and simple things that i can do la.. if not, in wad way am i fit to be called a sister if i cant fulfil just a small part of my sister's wish. She wanted to go to the zoo long ago but never due to some reason. So we are just fulfilling her simple wish. Yup, we had a great, fun and tiring day i think.. But the most important element that really made my day is the presence of the girls - Joyce, Hazel and Liu Jing really. It's not really the zoo. I mean it is the zoo plus u gers but w/o u all, it might not be as much fun u see? and ya, the 3 of them actually treated me for the entrance fee. THANK YOU LOVELYS! Thinking n understanding that i'm a student with no PT job, they paid for my entrance fee. Frankly speaking, i'm really pai seh but at the same time, touched. Really ps cuz like... i realise recently Hazel seems to be treating. and Joyce sometimes as well.. I promise i wun ill-treat u all when i got myself a job! =))
We rushed to Changi Airport to pick Xue Mei up cuz she's back from her HK trip with her company. Omg, she's so independent! More independent than me! cuz she spent the 3 extra days in HK, making trips on her own.. like.. finding out which route to take, hw to take the MTR.. blabla.. to meet her uncle or wadeva. I think i'll just cry if im left alone in a totally new country. I can't. Esp a road idiot like me. I'm sure i can't find the way back to my hotel once i step out of it. Anyway, we had Ya Kun in airport T2. The quality is bad. really. nvm. lols. Xue Mei bought each of us a very very unique thingy. Especially in SG i think. Cuz i dun think it's sold in SG yet. Its a Digital Photo Key Chain. Something like the digital photo frame sold in shopping malls but just that the one she got for us is a small, key chain sized one. It can store up to 160+ photos from what Xue Mei said. It's kinda cool. i love it! Thanks XM! I realise i actly miss u quite a lot! hehe..
Joyce accompanied me bus back while the other 3 took cab home. Along the journey was.. r/s talks? I think i can understand how she's feeling right now la. omg, she said till she cry. It actly.. sort of .. made me think abit and dunno y somehow, i felt hurt as well? like.. recalling back.. and feeling it. Well, totally understand hw she felt. Just hope that she can stay strong and like.. really can put him out of her mind soon. Don't think too much ger. Time will heal, it's just a matter of how long and how u allow urself to think, in which direction. It's not so bad afterall, cuz u still have us.. whahaha.. We all love u. =)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
BERI TIRED
Super Tired.. Not going to study later.. maybe falling on my bed after blogging.. dunno y so tired.. only went school ma.. and it's.... quite -___-"
Woke up at 7.30am this morning.. tried to study after bathing and breakfast.. but nth can go in.. thinking that after few more hrs go sch.. i ccant really concentrate whenever i noe tt im going out after a few hrs. like 2 or 3 hrs kind.. so finally 2.30pm i went out.. reach sch ard 4.10pm? just fer 1 Sec de photoshoot.. -.-" it's fer the student card fer taking attendance next yr. Felt kinda stupid. went all the way to clementi just fer 1 sec photoshot. -.-" wasted my 3 hrs. i cld have developed the mood fer studying instead.
Super sian. Another pathetic day again. I screened through my contacts in my HP and called or smsed every possible human beings out fer dinner but none have time fer me. i did it last minute cuz at first, Bro said maybe bringing us to crystal Jade cuz he had a $90 voucher but he cant cfm.. He only called to say it was cancelled at around 2pm.. and Mum need to know if she need to cook my dinner before 4pm(The time she usually start cooking).. Means i was left with 2 hrs to ask ppl out fer dinner. It's Fri nite, i dun wanna eat at home and wanna stay out late like everyone else do. BUT not a single soul is free .. again.. I even asked those tt i nv ever ask b4 out fer dinner lo.. Lolx. Ppl like pinwen and yongmin.. guess im really desperate.. i tried till 4.10pm.. i gave up and called mum to ask her cook my dinner.. Ppl who can meet up are like Liu Jing - who ask me to meet her up fer quick dinner and follow her to attend one seminar by brother darren.. -.- wad i wan is quality time. not to go to talks; Queenie - Onlu can meet at 8pm cuz she knocks off at 8pm.. which is 3hr time gap.. i went off at 5pm.. Initially wanted to meet Heihei at 10pm.. But i realised im super tired ard 7 plus when i just finished my dinner. so forget it.. im realli tird.. gg slp nw.. nites.. =)
Woke up at 7.30am this morning.. tried to study after bathing and breakfast.. but nth can go in.. thinking that after few more hrs go sch.. i ccant really concentrate whenever i noe tt im going out after a few hrs. like 2 or 3 hrs kind.. so finally 2.30pm i went out.. reach sch ard 4.10pm? just fer 1 Sec de photoshoot.. -.-" it's fer the student card fer taking attendance next yr. Felt kinda stupid. went all the way to clementi just fer 1 sec photoshot. -.-" wasted my 3 hrs. i cld have developed the mood fer studying instead.
Super sian. Another pathetic day again. I screened through my contacts in my HP and called or smsed every possible human beings out fer dinner but none have time fer me. i did it last minute cuz at first, Bro said maybe bringing us to crystal Jade cuz he had a $90 voucher but he cant cfm.. He only called to say it was cancelled at around 2pm.. and Mum need to know if she need to cook my dinner before 4pm(The time she usually start cooking).. Means i was left with 2 hrs to ask ppl out fer dinner. It's Fri nite, i dun wanna eat at home and wanna stay out late like everyone else do. BUT not a single soul is free .. again.. I even asked those tt i nv ever ask b4 out fer dinner lo.. Lolx. Ppl like pinwen and yongmin.. guess im really desperate.. i tried till 4.10pm.. i gave up and called mum to ask her cook my dinner.. Ppl who can meet up are like Liu Jing - who ask me to meet her up fer quick dinner and follow her to attend one seminar by brother darren.. -.- wad i wan is quality time. not to go to talks; Queenie - Onlu can meet at 8pm cuz she knocks off at 8pm.. which is 3hr time gap.. i went off at 5pm.. Initially wanted to meet Heihei at 10pm.. But i realised im super tired ard 7 plus when i just finished my dinner. so forget it.. im realli tird.. gg slp nw.. nites.. =)
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