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Todae woke up at 7.. 8.30 reach sch ler.. got finale rehearsal and miss quek class.. clash.. den go for miss quek class lor.. Chester so sway.. guitar club all nv turn up yesterdae den kanna scolded by miss quek.. not bad ar..sacrifice for the whole guitar club.. haha.. Found out tt he still play gunbound.. want my acc.. den giv him lorz.. anyway also nv play le.. sian diaox..den after scolding chester le.. sae speech dae veri important.. den shout at him.. "GO!" den later whole lot of us involved in speech dae all stand up n go.. haha.. so funny.. Stupid de.. Finale do so stupid action.. after that still got meeting.. wad meeting meeting .. also no use de.. sianz.. meeting till 12++ .. April they all meeting 1++ go church.. 3pm muz reach.. i reach hm 12.30 lerx.. so tired n headache.. dun wanna rush also.. so nv go lerx.. reach home den slp... dunno why.. so tired.. slp till 3.30 den wake up.. bath.. eat lunch/dinner... online do project.. den jian wei ask mi out pei him.. actually dun feel like going de.. but he.. haiz.. den go lor... sianz.. he so lame de.. mei hua jiang.. and... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................... he......... haiz...........................................
dunno whether i shld feel guilty or notz... sadz..... and whether should i sae sorry.. to... bb..... SORRY!!! or maybe wad happen won't mean anithing to u..... i just feel bad... and i went home.. online... and someone sae have a bad news for mi.. but to mi.. well... as long as u dun sae anithing that hurts mi too much..... but really scared this dae will come.... how.....=( but yesterdae nite i dreamt of him... nth much.. but a fulfilling dream.. so sweet too..