i CaN't HeLp It.......shit

i can't help not to think.. i can't help not to see if he's online.. i can't help to stop going to his friendster's page.. i felt so crushed when i saw his friendster page.. even more crushed when i saw the ger's page..! imagine i asked for a testi from he for so long also dun even get one.. but.. haiz.. ! !@*!&@*^!&*!%#@&*#^@)^#)@*(^#&@#^@_&^!#&^_@&#^_&@^#_&*@^!&#%&@%#&*^@_#&^@_&#^*@&^(#@^#@^_@^&@%^&@^#@^#*@^#&*^@&#*^!)@^#&@#_!@^#_@#^