Even if it was an accidental incident.. even if u thought he/she knows.. u shld have made it clear first?? u shld have asked mi if this person knows it or not first??? Since i told u to keep it a secret???
U may not think that that's veri impt.. but to mi it is ... and onli a few person knows and u r one of the veri few i trusted... but y r u so careless?
I realli dun wish anione to noe abt it le.. luckily u didnt tell everything..
When i realise that u said it out.. by accidental or wad.. i was so disappointed la.. i realli realli dun wan animore ppl to noe.. i felt so .. argh.. hurt.. and i feel like crying..but i hold my tears.. juz now on the bus... suppose to be happy, having dinner with friends at marina bay.. steamboat.. but after noeing that i realli have no mood.. i see liu jing going den i go de.. cuz the rest all from class B21.. except mi and liu jing.. den liu jing suddenly got church thingy.. so she nv go.. den i also dun feel like going le.. sry ppl.. i realli have no mood.. my classmates called and ask mi join them but i also nv go.. haix.. in the end need to da bao go home eat.. asked mama not to cook my dinner le.. sad.. i dunno y i juz felt so hurt la.. even little things i feel veri hurt le.. den now... ? haix.. i hold my tears all the way till i reach home.. haix.. den tears too heavy.. so rolled down.. den mama surely ask y i cry.. so before she could ask ani qn... i faster make some noise and sae i can't do todae's exam... stupid.. haix... i juz hate guys to break their promises.. ='( esp someone..
i dunno .. i'm angry with him.. ? i feel like msging and scold him.. but.. in the end i nv.. also dun wish to quarrel.. dunnooo..
Toking abt exam.. also dunno whether can pass my POM and ECONS or not.. it's like 50/50 for both.. but i noe CSA sure take sub..
Tis fri i think he nt going cg.. gd..? cuz i dunno wad.. to sae.. tis sat.. dunno.. maybe i not going for svc.. not becos of him la.. because my cousin's wedding.. but not veri close cousin.. but still can la.. i still haven decide yet... feel a bit more to go svc.. but mum ask mi go for the wedding dinner... How? i also dunno wad to sae to him.. i think i dun feel like toking to him.. but i dun wish to quarrel with him... Maybe that's my feeling now.. maybe i will not be angry animore on sat?? who knows.. but i'm disappointed....
Gotta work tml.. 1.45pm at parkway.. hmm .. actually quite excited and happy about tml.. but now.. the excitement is burried...
I think it's time for mi to prepare the things.. 1 mth plus.. hope i have enough time.. still got to prepare for sub and attend CDS lec and tutorials.. and write long long journals! Sux... wonder if yida and april have done their research..
Haix.. i dunno i dunno.. juz feel so sad and disappointed and .. heartbreak?? yes the feeling is more to disppointed and heartbreak..
But.. i still love him lots......
- Am I SiLLy?
*Dun ask mi wad is it..
*Results of playing with my hair yesterdae.. trying to imitate Jorine's hairstyle..*
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