IM NOT A BITCH ALRITE!

WTH.. Stupid dream cause mi took mi a wrong step!
A SMS CAUSES ALL THE MESS..
BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE JUZ TOO BOTHERED ABOUT SOMETHINGS THESE FEW DAYS.....................

I REALLY THINK A LOT AND WAS REALLI REALLY UNHAPPY AND SAD..

I CAN SAY I REALLY REALLY DID A WRONG STEP IN SMSING HIM THAT I MISS HIM BECAUSE OF A DREAM.. WHICH I DUN RMB NOW.. IT WAS ALL JUZ IMPLUSE... AS IN.. COM'ON.. I'VE NOT CONTACTED HIM FOR SO LONG LE LA.. I DUNNO BECAUSE I REALLY SAD AND DUNNO WAD TO DO OR NO ONE TO TOK TO OR WAD.. BUT I THINK THAT DREAM REALLY MAKE MI THOUGHT THAT I MISS HIM QUITE A LOT WHICH AFTER SMSING A WHILE.. I IMMEDIATELY SEND A MSG AND SAE SRY TO HIM AND I WUN MSG HIM IN FUTURE LE.. (ALL THESE WHILE HE NV REPLY) BUT I CALLED HIM TO TOK ABOUT SOME THINGS.. AND ASK HIM TO ASK HIS GF DUN ANYHOW LET HIS GF SEE MSGES.. AND HE EVEN MENTION THAT EVEN THOUGH DURING THIS LONG PERIOD THAT I NV CONTACT HIM HID GF STILL ASK AND CHECK HIS SMS EVERYDAY.. SUSPECTING THAT HE WILL MSG WITH MI.. WTH.. CRAZY.. AFTER TELLING HIM WADEVA I HANG UP OF CUZ...

In btw is school and prayer meeting.. already on the way back home something realli bothers mi happen also and i was unhappy also la..realli difficult to smile.. sry xm.. when we reached tampines was 11pm.. realli unhappy.. so i walked home.. As My HP had been shut down cuz no batt, i charge when i reached home... on the phone... AND ALL THE BITCH Y U CALL MY BF.. BLABLABLA.. This is the 2nd or third time she call mi Bitch k.. Last time call le i didnt bother and she said sry when she need help frm me.. she den bitch lor.. wth.. ALTHOUGH I WAS DAMN FURIOUS UPON SEEING HER MSG CALLING MI BITCH AND WHATEVER.. BUT I WAS KIND ENOUGH TO REPLY HER NICELY OK.. AS IN I KNOW IM STILL WRONG IN SENDING THE SMS.. ANYWAY, I KNOW I REALLI DIDNT MEAN WHAT I SMS HER BF CAN LE... ANYWAY HE ALSO NV CARE.. SO..?

IN HER LAST MSG.. SHE MENTIONED HER BF WAN FIND MI URGENTLY.. ASK MI CALL HIM.. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT HE WANTED TO SAY LE... SURE IS ASK MI NOT TO SMS HIM OR CALL HIM ANYMORE EXCEPT ________ I ALREADY KNOW DE.. SO NO HARM.. I CALLED.. AND HIS GF IS SO IRRITATING BESIDE MAKING ALL THE NOISES TOKING NONSENSE AND SCOLDING MI.. WHAT " AIYA.. MISS RAYMOND LOR MISS LOR BITCH" WHATEVER.. OK.. I DIDNT CARE LA .. CANT BE BOTHERED MAN.. HIS GF ALWAYS LIKE CRAZY LIKE THAT..

AND HE IS ANOTHER IDIOT.. WAN TO MAKE THINGS SO DIFFICULT.. AND SAY I JUZ WANNA BE FRIENDS.. FRIENDS WHERE GOT LIKE THIS ONE.. CUZ HE SAID.. DUN CALL MI DUN SMS MI... I TOLD HIM.. U LIKE THIS CALL BE FRIENDS AR? I TELL YOU AR.. YOU ARE NOT EVEN MY FRIEND DEN.. AND I ALREADY MADE VERI CLEAR TO HIM LE.. I KNOW IM WRONG IN SENDING THAT MSG AND I SURELY SURELY 1OO% WUN SMS HIM ANYMORE LE.. HE STILL DUN UNDERSTAND WAD I SAE.. STILL ASK .. DEN Y I STILL WAN TO SEND THAT KIND OF MSG... REALLI MAKE MI VOMIT BLOOD.. I ALREADY SAID THAT AFTER I SENT TT STUPID MSG .. AND HE STILL TELL MI THIS..

I REALLY REALLY DUN MEAN THAT MSG I SENT HIM ALRITE..

CUZ I REALLI DUNNO Y LITTLE THINGS THAT "HE" DO SOMETIMES REALLI HURTS.. IT MAY BE LITTLE THINGS WHICH NO ONE NOTICES BUT I DO CARE..
AND WHEN I REALLI THINK A LOT , ALTHOGUH PRAYED BOUT IT.. TRY TO FORGET .. BUT STILL BOTHERS MI.. DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING TO ANIONE ABOUT IT.. REALLI XIN KU..


ARGH.. SO SHITTY!