moody rainy day

A wasted trip again.. sian.. =(=(=(

Dwn again.. haix.. i was alone.. i called Bernard.. told him i cant work tml afternoon shift.. cuz i got Bs.. thought i can get off for work and do my proj.. but he asked mi to work morning.. muz reach at 9am somemore.. =.= den he say i got no work on Thu.. den i sae tml i dun work lo.. Thu i work.. but he say can but muz work full shift.. den i think a while.. call him back.. and said.. i go tml morning .. but.. guess im quitting end of this month.. and he stunned for a moment.. and replied half dead.. asked mi y.. im speechless too.. and replied.. im stressed.. den he ask he got stress me meh.. i said.. dun haf.. my own prob.. and he ask wad prob.. of cuz i didnt tell him.. he said 3 person said the same thing to him within a week.. Im sry to be the third.. but realli no mood.. although ya i need money.. haix.. i realli nid money.. he ask mi not to quit.. he ask mi rest for 1 month.. after my proj over.. my proj ends Jan 22.. i also dun think he will let mi off this sales period rite.. yea.. this mth my shop maybe can hit target .. but so wad.. not my prob also.. yst went back never do cashier.. luckied.. but tml sure muz.. think of it i sian le lor.. so many promos.. somemroe if customer wan to buy monopoly cushion or foldable chair still muz record dwn so many things.. queue long nobody help still wan to scold cashier.. wads this man.. If YK ever come to me and sae mi slow if there's long queue ar.. i will juz come out of cashier and let her do.. not say i attitude.. but long queue during sales period is normal wad.. infront of her i didnt sae anithing.. i also break 2 wks le ma.. all tt is yati told me one.. she did that to Yati lo.. maybe becuz of i nid $.. i will reconsider again.. it was a sudden decision.. felt too dead to work..

wasted hours of my time today.. shouldnt haf gone PS with Jason.. haix... sians.. realli not in the mood today.. stella asked to go Bugis.. but alreadi shopped so much 2 days back at Bugis.. should have juz shop at tampines with Kel or juz come home and rest..and shldn't hav gone simei.. he's not working.. how stupid..i juz wanna tok .. haix.. rainy day.. shldnt i be in a gd mood.. ?

I noe i shldnt be thinking of all these.. but i cant! i shld be happy cuz im seeing my bf soon tml morning.. ha.. aiteaite.. no more joke..

felt so dead nw.. hope after qt can haf a gd slp.. tml muz wake up 5.45.. hai~

i always wished i had a gd buddy.. like Shi ting's.. ya i had.. but no more.. so it's no longer called gd buddy rite? =) Life's like tt..

btw, invited Zi Yan to church tis sat.. and Congxin too.. but too bad Congxin gonna work.. realli had a nice chat with Ziyan this afternoon while waiting for the time to pass.. maybe i'll get a few friends to go with mi to Si Chuan China nxt holiday.. and Ziyan as our tour guide.. she told me lots of things.. sounded quite fun.. she brought 2 of the biz friend last holi.. for 10 days.. and they feel that it's not enuff.. hahas.. anyways considered quite cheap la..

Haiz haiz haiz.. can i go back to the time when i was still a toddler?