LOMe

8pm:
Trying hard to draw out the floor plan of Engin 2 canteen using Ms Word now.. Tedious.. Guess wad! I saw Teck Kiang yst at Wisma! So happy.. hehe.. My Pri Sch good friend neh! Too bad now always busy.. Next time sure ask him out! ^_^

11pm:
THIS IS BAD! HAIZ.. WHAT HAVE I DONE OR AM I WRONG? WHO DOESNT WANT THE ONE U LOVE TO TREAT U NICE AND SWEET ? HIS WORDS JUS DISCOURAGES ME.. FOR SO LONG, I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING TILL TODAY, JUST NOW.. AND HE'S NOW PISSED AND IM APOLOGISING AGAIN.. HE'S GOOD AT TURNING THE TABLE.. AND WHAT CAN I DO.. "SORRY" IS ALWAYS THE CURE TO LIGHTEN THINGS.. ALTHOUGTH IT MAY NOT BE YOUR FAULT.. TAKING THE FIRST STEP TO SAY SRY BETTER RESOLVE THE MATTER.. PASTOR TEACHES THAT TOO.. ALTHOUGH THEY SAY THIS SHLD APPLY TO MEN.. BUT WHO KNOWS IF U REALLY TREASURE SOMEONE, IT'S NOT A MATTER OF WHO SAY IT.. AS LONG AS U MAINTAIN THIS FRIENDSHIP. I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO THINK AND ACT MATURELY IN A R/S BUT WAS NOT GIVEN CHANCE TO. MAYBE I HAD BUT JUST FEEL THAT HE SOMETIMES MAKES ME DIFFICULT TO DO SO. HOW NICE IF HE CAN CHANGE HIS TEMPER. BUT WE KNOW NO ONE IS PERFECT.SOMETIMES I THINK THIS FRIENDSHIP IS SO FRAGILE BECAUSE OF HIS TEMPER. MOST OF THE TIMES, I DIDNT APPROACH HIM IN ANYTHING BECAUSE I DUNNO WHETHER HE IS IN A GOOD OR BAD MOOD. PPL WHO KNOW HIM WELL KNOWS HIS MOOD CHANGES PRETTY FAST AND THINGS CAN BE UPSIDE DOWN IF HE'S PISSED. THATS WHY I THINK CAREFULLY MOST OF THE TIME BEFORE I REALLY APPROACH HIM. IS THIS WAD IS SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE IF WE CALL OURSELVES GOOD FRIENDS? I GUESS NOT. I WISH TO CHANGE HIS ATTITUDE. BUT I DUN HAVE THE ABILITY TO. HE IS NOT LIKE OTHER 'NORMAL' GUYS. I JUST WISH FOR THE BASICS IN HIM. HE IS STILL HIM, THE ONE I LOVE. THIS FACT IS HARD TO CHANGE. AND HE'S IGNORING ME NOW..
*HURTS*