Happy and sad...

Argh.. Mid-sem test is over! Whhooooooooohooooooooooo~ but dunno can pass todae's paper nt.. actually not scared will fail de.. let them sae till lyk tt.. haix.. scared le.. think i will fail my MBS also.. tt one is realli no hope la... hai.. i scared i realli will retake this sub man... cuz i also know nth about Excel.. haix.. the proj also gone case one la.. sian..

So todae after Exam chiong to shopping ar!.. Was suprise to receive a msg from Binh! My Vietnam friend.. He realli so nice la.. msg me to wish mi happy new year and merry x'mas.. haha.. Minh sent an e-card too.. realli so nice of them.. miss them! Hope i really can visit them some day.. ahh.. let mi thought of maybe going Hong Kong in June next year.. yay!

Intended to go town with Xue mei.. but went TM first.. cuz Xm hungry.. want to eat Long John.. den on the way we shop also.. she wanted to buy this purple *** ***** for from ******* for Joyce de.. but there is no purple... ok .. so we moved on.. and everything.. had our dinner.. shop along the way.. go in this shop that shop.. by the time no need to town le.. so we juz shop at TM and century sq... got to buy present for *****, *** ****, *** ****, and *******.... In the end bought 2 onli cuz i forgot abt 1 of them and cant find a suitable presnt for *******.. I bought a *********** for *** **** and a ******** for *****... argh.. that think i bought for ***** is the thing i always wish i will buy for myself.. but.. always never.. haha.. In the end i bought 2 presents and at the end of the day, i spent $136 !!!! excluding food.. Gosh.. Im realli a true Leo like Joyce man.. lol.. Do u know how come i got 2 presents n spent so much???? .. I bought a Nike bag for myself which costs mi $100! But it really satisfy me a lot! Yes! It is worth it... My total utility increase and Marginal utility increases... and they will never fall..!! I will treasure the bag de.. realli love it.. i've been searching for the right one i desire and it is exactly the right type, right colour, right size, right material..!!! Without any consideration, i bought the bag and i got so happy... With the amount of money i've spent, i m entitlted to 6 chances to winning a lucky draw.. hhaa.. forgot wads the prize.. but hope that as i bless others, i will get blessed too! lolx..

After much shopping den i realise i forgot to buy present for *** ****.. haha.. but the shos are closing.. so nvm.. i got 4 more days.. tml meetin the gers at Orchard... Argh.. need to spend $$$ again? they sae go Kbox! i really broke lor.. pls.. and muz taKe cab home wor.. cannot take the blow... haha.. canot dun go.. get killed by Joyce..

Hai.. realli disppointed by some friends today.. nvm.. shall nt tok abt it..

O0o.. i saw this realli flat billabong white wallet at TM Isaetan today... Veri simple and nice la!!! tts the type f wallet i want man... so tempted to buy but it costs $39.90!!! its a small n flat kind.. but i manage to control myself on not to buy.. Heng.. This is cause by internal factor.. =X

Not a bad day~

Todae lesson at 9am.. *yawn* Accounting lesson today.. expect the teacher to check my tutorial homework today again.. but he never.. lol.. izzit i dyed my hair den can't recognise me? btw, ppl realli see quite a difference since i dyed my hair.. as in they almost cant recognise mi.. some even always think that im cally (my classmate) .. cuz the colour almost the same.. haha..
okay back to the topic, Cuz the teacher noe i wun do tutorial one.. den every week without fail he will check my work sia.. haha.. but today he didn't la.. i never do also.. haha.. actually i did a little la.. and jot down some workings by the side.. cuz dun realli noe how to do the whole thing in the template ma..

After accounting tutorial is accounting Lec 6.. actually dun wanna attend de.. cuz mid-test not tested.. den ask xue mei going or not .. she keep saying dunno dunno.. den my whole class already inside le.. she still at lvl 5.. cuz waited quite long outside the LT and dunno wan to go or not.. i dun wan wait for xue mei cuz.. everytime her whole clas late de.. den everyone else in the LT will turn and look at them.. so pai seh lor.. haha.. den i juz went in la.. the moment i sat down not long after , xue mei called and say she's not attending the lec... =.= so qian bia sia.. haha.. hai.. nvm la..

After Lec meet john,xm,sasha and iris... go meet matthew for make up cell.. we prayed in the car!.. so funny? onli for a while nia.. cuz xm n john got to rush off.. ya.. so after that went home have lunch.. study Biz stats.. but fell asleep for a little while.. 3 plus to 4pm onli la.. den continue study.. dunno why todae keep wanting to find food leh.. haha..

went back to study after dinner.. study half way saw cockroach!!! climb up the bed somemore!!! den faster use paper sweep it away.. give it a chance to run.. if it's my sis saw it.. on the bed somemore.. she will probably freak out.. but.. the cockroach came back after a while.. seems lyk it prefer to die..think it was climbing the cupboard.. but dropped onto the bed.. den i sweep it onto the floor again.,, den take the... bygon.. chase and spray on it.. so funny.. i spray the cockroach run.. it run until one corner.. no way to run.. lol.. den i spray lor.. lolx.. den the cockroach die le.. hai me have to off air-con and ccannot study in room le.. 10.30pm le.. mouth veri itchy.. ask sis accompany mi down to 7-eleven.. haha.. bought sandwich.. bored.. juz came back and decided to use the net for 15 mins.. but.. till now, 42 mins passed.. lolx..

Sianzxxxx

ahhh.. miss him so much again.. y?

DUnno also.. hmmm..

Confused about wad ministry to join too.. actually was thinking that .. im scared that i got no time for the practices.. normally working n studies im lyk.. dying le that kind.. so.. hmmz.. fan.

One more week mid-sem le.. haix.. stupid acc tutor ask mi go Remedial??? no time la.. stupid.. one more week test le la.. studies a bit of OB onli.. still got stupid Leadership essay to complete.. dun even know how to do.. 8OO to 15OO words.. sian diao..

ah yea.. dyed my hair.. finally.. not bad.. quite nice.. at first dunno wad colour to choose.. i sae wad the hairdresser also sae nice? den in the end.. anihow decide.. haha.. luckily outcome is nice huh.. but some sae look like ah lian.. hai.. hhaa..

Eh.. ya.. recently dunno why.. lyk got ppl keep asking mi got bf not.. and when i sae dun have.. they sure sae i got high expectation.. lol.. so funny la..

Dinner alone todae.. My aunt come my ah ma hse now.. she cooking.. so later gotta go down and have dinner.. sian..

Yawn~

Ah.. finally got the chance to click on this webbie.. haha.. cuz i was doing my MBS tut from Wk 1 to 5 before that.. siao la.. cher suddenly want us to hand in all tutorials tml.. faster type le print out..

Today sch till 7pm... actually till 5pm de.. but went for leadership Lec.. so that tml no need wake up so early to go for 9am Lec.. haha.. went dinner with xm and lj .. after that we go see the salon.. wan to dye hair ma.. aim the promo quite long le.. colour + highlight + treatment + cut onli $95.. so cheap rite.. but when i ask the uncle abt the promo.. he sae onli for short hair ppl...=.= but he said my length is ard $125.. not bad la.. somemore that salon also not bad de... cuz joyce n her mum always go there one.. not bad.. wah.. den in the end lyk chatted with tt uncle for abt 25 mins.. he say we shld dye ash colour.. he said its on trend??? dun realli lyk.. but liu jing say it's nice on mi.. and red also.. but wad i wan is golden copper brown that kind.. but liu jing say dun suit me..? =( haha.. listen to wad she sae ba.. tt uncle also sae if we all dye can cheaper.. somemore joyce's mummy is regular cust.. maybe bring her go got further disc? =X ..

Aiya.. cham liao la.. im going to spend like.. ard $200 ++ la.. die sia..
Red Earth Pixie Dust- $12
Red EArth cheek powder pink & orange - $24
Red Earth purple liquid eyeliner - $9.50
Adidas Bag - $79
Colour+Highlight+treatment+cut - $125
Christmas presents - >$40
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All the above is must buy one.. Total..$289.50!!! Gosh.. one mth of pay gone..

i-pod nano - $500+?
Digi-cam - <$700?
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All these above items not so want.. so can leave it for later.. haha..

O ya.. so happy man.. dad says i can go Australia with sch next year.. wow.. thats cool.. muz realli work hard in order not to get sup paper.. cuz the trip date clashes with the sup paper week... It's $1500.. to Australia- Melbourne.. so cool if i realli get to go.. classmates are so on too.. if all can go together den will be chao zai laaaa~ lalalala~ ! =D

No time..

Wow.. realli no time to blog..!!! Alright.. 1 hr 10 mins before i leave home for work.. todae is the last day of work.. and im stopping for the month of December.. for the sake of Mid-Sem test ya? Really afraid wor.. cuz lyk.. dun really understand the lecs.. so guess got to start studying tml for the tests le.. although always have the mindset that.. O.. im free from working.. and shopping time has arrived.. haha.. but still, got to put studies in front of Shopping rite?

So.. On Fri.. i thought.. hmm.. finally i got a little time to go shopping .. School ends at 1pm and cell grp starts at 7.30pm.. in btw finally got time to go shopping! Although was physically tired.. but.. who cares.. hahah.. went Town.. First, went Taka.. Saw a purple Puma Jacket.. so NICE! Of cuz that "purplish Joyce" was crazy about that Nice Jacket and was so much tempted to buy it.. it's $99 okay! But i think to her.. she will she de to buy one lo.. as long as is something she like.. further more, it's purple in colour.. haha.. i dun blame her.. cuz im someone like her too.. hahah.. Leos.. but in the end, she never buy la.. cuz it's kind of wierd at the back.. and we somehow try to discourage her to spend.. haha..

After that went to Bossini say Hi to HusLinda... O... more n more pretty eh.. Miss her so much..! She told me she's getting married next year! Cool man.. I was shocked at first.. cuz she juz told me that she broke off with.. both.. ya.. but now she went back to that better one.. haha.. glad for her la.. intended to accompany Liu Jing go Far East buy bag de.. but in the end we shop so much on the way and by the time she need to go for BS le.. so sry..=( after that , xm, joyce and me went to Far East shop lor.. got a top for myself.. den joyce still sae mux wait till christmas eve den can wear..=.= .. haha.. she got a skirt for herself too.. Argh.. I was selected to buy Christmas present for Joyce.. die la.. Joyce.. Difficult leh! =X minimum $20 somemore.. cham liao la.. hahahahhaa..

O ya.. that Stupid ZOOM Shop.. tell u guys.. dun ever step into that idiotic shop man..
This is wad happened.. Joyce and me saw this white framed specs and decided to try it on.. and we look so wierd? nerdy? funny? .. so we thought of taking a pic la.. but dunno can or not.. somemore while we were discussing the shop Auntie was juz near right behind us k.. and she didn't mention anything.. so we thought its ok.. In a second, Kacha! and the photo was taken.. den .. Wah..the auntie like to immediate come in front of us telling us that we cannot taKe photo in the shop ..Once taken , got to pay her $2... So Jian rite? somemore is i immediately deleted the photo liao.. its not because of wad she said .. is because the photo was not taken properly.. cuz joyce took off the specs too fast le.. then the photo taken was Joyce taking off the specs half way.. i think Joyce reaction fast.. cuz that is the time when the auntie come la.. So obvious that the auntie did it on purpose lor.. somemore she pointed to that tiny winny bit of paper pasted at the inner wall behind all the specs.. saying... "No taking of photos.. Pay $2" Shit rite? wanted to complain that store man.. So ridiculous la.. i've heard of shop not allowing to taKe photos but not to the extend of fining money???? Regretted giving her the $2 actually.. imagine 2 Young girls losing to an old auntie? to think of it... hai.. we should juz hack care her and walk away see wad she can do rite.. well.. nvm la.. dun quarrel with this type of ppl.. actually wanna go website complain de.. but cannot find.. nvm.. wait till one dae.. go century sq and ask.. it's on 2.12 ..

Wanna see the shop pic? go joyce's blog.. www.joyjoyleo.blogspot.com

.. sad.. sad.. sad..

wad can i do?

I know im wrong.. but its gd enough that i am being frank to u..

If i really deserve this, den..

wad should i talk about?

Hi.. has been a long time since i blog.. ahh.. well.. no time ma.. onli todae i manage to squeeze time out to blog.. but.. blog about wad? About things which happened since the day i last blog? Argh.. that will be damn long.. isn't it?

Alright, stop talking rubbish.. recently real busy.. Gotta cope with studies, church and work.. First, lets talk about studies.. wasn't doing quite well in MBS and OB ya? Wad exactly is the lecturer talking abt? I tried to listen but makes no sense to me.. i promise to be attentive.. but .. no use.. i've made a decision before this sem start.. that i will revise my subjects.. but i really have no time.. Is that how life is? always dun have a chance..

I had MBS lesson on Monday.. I've not bought my book yet.. That stupid teacher insist that everyone must have their own book and if we dun, we shld get it at the book store.. ahh.. so i got to purchase it.. and i did not do my tutorial homework.. She expect those who did not do their homework to own up.. so i did.. well.. be honest.. and she demand a reason from each of us who never do.. so i juz told her.. that i got no time to do.. but i did attempt the questions but it was so difficult.. and the night isn't young anymore.. i got tired and gave up.. after everything, she expect us to hand in out answers for that week tutorial and the next.. while the rest no need to do that..

Other subjects are fine.. OB i always onli do the MCQs.. but not those discussion qns.. left it for grp discussions in class.. Acc is fine.. Biz stats is interesting.. but rather complicated and confusing.. Ah-huh.. i'm glad that some of my classmates actually took up the CDS on Global Citizenship for the next sem... i greatly encourage them to go.. This time round they are going to ShangHai.. wow.. so cool man... too bad i can't go again! Aha.. O.. Talking about ShangHai.. getting excited about wad some of my classmates n mi are planning eh.. We are like getting into partnership..! Haha.. so cool so cool..! hehe.. shouldn't say now.. wait till we suceed.! keke..
My class is lyk.. cool.. i love them..get super noisy during discussions.. aaahhh.. ZAI!

Gotta hand in a brief summary about the movie im doing tml.. but i haben do.. juz finish watching the movie.. Billy Elliot.. actually watched before in Pri sch le.. but juz watch again.. Hai.. dunno this CDs gd nots.. but muz write essay 800 - 1500 words about the movie and identify the leader eh.. think gonna start fast.. one day write a bit .. if not sure die.. argh.. liu jing doing the same title as mi.. 1 class onli 2 ppl can pick the same movie.. ya.. so we doing the same..

O nO0o.. Christmas Sales is coming.. sure tire to death lor... after school.. work.. arghh.. sure go cray one.. now got.. how mani staffs... 10 staffs.. wow... The shop always super duper cold one.. sian.. worse is the bus 15.. Freeze to daeth ar..! if tt day i nv bring jacket sure freeze de.. aiya.. nth much to tok abt work..

hmmm.....

Papa drove me and jorine xiao mei go sch this morning.. having lec at LT17.. Bus Acc.. Argh.. Bank Reconciliation.. i rmb i quite like that topic and was easy to do when im in sec sch.. but now the format all luan qi ba zhao.. dunno wad the lec toking abt.. and forgot hw to do le.. cham.. still got homework haven do yet.. tml church whole day.. Sun shld be working in the morning and Grandma bdae celebration at nite.. haix.. cannot go fer the lunch.. =( gotta work.. but i realli feel lyk goinggggg! Long time no see wai po le. miss her..

after sch.. 1pm.. reached hm at 1.45pm.. ate lunch and was 2 plus.. intended to do hw but was too tired and fell asleep.. till 3pm.. woke up and prepare for work.. learnt closing only yst.. saw how Queenie do it.. Today my turn to do.. not bad la.. *ahem.. ok la.. at least rmb wad to do.. only forgot the order on wad to do first.. cuz there's quite a number of things need to do .. so .. was quite confusing at first.. todae close shop rather late.. 11pm den punch put.. normally 1O.3O i already waiting fer my bus liaox..

on the way back home.. damn hungry.. so went to 7 eleven to buy sandwich and milk.. yumyum.. went to check the atm machine whether pay was given... expected to see an increase in the amt.. but NO! argh.. where's my moneyyyyyyyy??? haha..

Im bored Im bored.. Chatting with Kelvin angel and Jeff now... sian.. Angel wans to meet tml.. but diedie he also dun wan to go church wif mi..=( sae he got exam on monday... if got exam still can meet mi meh.. dun care.. after his exam he muz come with mi... yea.. Jeff asks me to watch porn.. go irc find 50 yr old pervert man.. chat with his pervert cousin.. =.= am i really so pervert to him? lol.. i think he's even more pervert than me! Dun believe his testi.. is faKe.. lol.. but mine is real.. haha...

Im slpy.. 2 nights nv slp fully and properly liao.. guess tonite will be a sweet one..

I lost his namecard

SAD laaaaaa~ I lost that professor's namecard.. *cries* lol.. my friend was saying that im mad.. hai.. cannot email him le.. dunno where that namecard has gone....... Where's a source of hope??????? JAPAN~! TokYo~! Scocialogy~ ehhh?? wrong wrong.. lol.. Nagoya University~ Shang Hai.. where are u all???

haha.. i muz be mad..

saw the Jap professor on the train the other day.. and chatted with him and got his namecard.. i think i made the twins laugh till cannot stop... m i really that funny? im juz socialising wad... im a global citizen.. rmb? Hehe.. The professor came to SG to discuss soemthing with NUS.. will be going back soon i think.. before they went off , they ask for our email add.. but no time to give.. they got to alight.. so they ask us to email him.. but... i lost the namecard!!! argh..

hM? O.o

nth much today.. LEc 3 to 5pm.. on Biz Stats.. think will be wuite interested in this sub? Cuz it's about Maths.. i think this is the first Lec i really paid attention to lor.. lol.. after Lec.. met April .. going to find the Teacher in charge for the global connect club regarding the Japan exchange program thingy..

Before that we went to ITAS new air-conditioned canteen.. Look like one is Century Sq eh? but was quite empty.. Dun think the food is nice.. April tried Fried Kway Tiao.. we waited so long and it sux.. At first i find the aunty familiar.. but i didn't sae anithin.. den later April said to mi that the aunty looks familiar.. den i was lyk.. ya lo.. where have we seen her before ar? den we ask her wads her previous Job.. den she sae in Junyuan.. den we.. Orrhhhhhh.. we were from Junyuan.. lolx.. hai.. this aunty.. go where also veri slow and the food not nice de lor.. =X realli.. lol.. Still rmb got one time.. in junyuan.. they use disposable chopstick..
Den the Chopstick finish liao ma.. so i tell the aunty lor.. Den long queue le ma.. They look quite Shou Mang Jiao Luan also la.. so the aunty juz pass the whole packet of chopstick to me.. When the packet of chopsticks was in my hand, all the chopsticks dropped onto the floor.. u noe y? Cuz the aunty actually opened the plastic and passed to mi up-side down..=.=

Dunno wad happened..

what happen??? Whatever la.. dun reply also dun care le la.. sianx..

Tml company D&D at MooMoo Club.. Tribal Wear.. lol.. where is it? some where at Magazine Road.. lol.. I'm not going cuz gtg school... neither did joyce and Jorine.. They so wad de... last min den say is a MUST to wear tribal wear.. other shop also no need ma.. siao.. den maKe till todae Pei Ying and Joey got to go and hunt for Tribal wear...? Where enuff time? Nancy more cham.. onli got break time to buy.. siao.. tt A.... seriously dunno wad he doing de..

Anyway, School today.. met Jorine 10.10am.. My dad drive us to school.. First friend i saw.. April and Jeff.. They at the Global Connect Club Booth.. Then Wei Qi and Suzanne... den juz sit with them first... den sasha called and sae she will be late.. so went in the lec hall with the rest of the class first.. After Lec , Cally, Sasha, Yani, Yee Ling, Jia Wei , Nicholas, Aaron and me went TM foodcourt to have lunch.. after that we juz shop a little and went back hm..

When i reached hm, i was lyk damn tired... and dun feel lyk going to work.. but no choice... so slack for a while, changed, make up and went to work.. hai.. cannot even slp fer a while..Today not much customer .. did storage again.. and out new stock lor.. hurt my rib cage.. Ouch! the stupid carton la.. so heavy.. hai..

After that on the way home while waiting for Bus 15, April called.. and she was lyk asking me if i interested to go for exchange program to Japan for 11mths.. All expenses and Air ticket will be paid by Japanese Government.. den i was lyk so happy and excited la.. and told her i wan.. but in the end she tell mi.. "but only 2 students will be selected in each coutry" den i was soooo diao=.=.... CHEY!.. but i still interested la.. cuz mostly sure parents dun allow de ba.. muz cfm by tml.. i asked my mum le.. she nv sae can.. neithier did she sae cannot.. but now my dad come home le.. i asked him he sae no need money den go lor.. lol.. but now.. dunno why tok tok tok liao sae cannot..DIAO! sae wad dun let ppl cheat.. where got so gd no need $$$... =.= Hai.. i dun care.. tml find the teacher in charge ask..

So good opportunity.. Japan leh!!! My dream country wor.. lots n lots of sushi and Sashimi.. lolx..

Bian Fu Sia! (painful sia!)

Painful sia! hurt my left knee cap while doing storage today! So painful that i almost tear! but i manage to bear with it.. haha.. but luckily ok after some time..

Worked morning shift todae.. was told to standby 8pm.. and ... Queenie ask mi to work till closing when i was having my break..=.=... ok lor.. meaning full shift.. but in the end never la.. she let mi go at 8 plus..

wah.. so busy todae.. busy till all stocks messy.. sian 1/2.. luckily nv work till closing .. if not fold lyk siao liao?

Argh.. wad is worse. .. todae shortage $5..! How come man.. which cust cheat my $$$ Huh??? Ke Wu De Jia Huo! lol..

Yay~ Sasha is saved todae.. argh.. so happy fer her laxxxx... lol..

asking Aaron for Christian Songs nw.. den can put in hp.. cool~

So hertfool in mai hart..=(

haix..... the photo is still in his wallet..

i'm not saying cannot..

but .. of cuz i feel hurt.. ='(

after the last time he put it in his bag.. i decided not to care abt tis animore..

but todae is.. they took it out.. i saw the card faced down on the table.. but i thought it was juz someone else's .. didn't know until he keeps it back to his wallet.. although i decided not to care.. but tis time is .. coinsidence i saw it.. and of cuz.. ......felt hurt la..

saaddded......

Sian lo..

He insisted to meet mi todae.. even thoguh i working.. haix.. bo bian him.. reached my hse void deck ard 11.30am.. =.= den he meet le also send mi to work onli ma... told him no need liao.. cuz i feel la.. wads the point.. and will make mi feel guilty.. cuz he came all the way from jurong..
and he realli came.. and juz.. send mi to work.. and .. had breakfast .. and i was quite .. diao.. ya..
haiz.. dunno him la..

actually meeting the twins to buy hp de.. but i cannot make it at 11am.. so didnt go in the end lor.. in the end they also nv buy .. haha.. den ask mi tml morning accompany them go.. haix.. tml can slp late late one leh..='( lolx.. so meting them tml 11am at small mac.. they wan to buy the same phone as me sia.. so funny leh.. haha..

den todae's target super high.. 8K lei.. siao.. did 5K nia .. somemore today's cust also super ma fan.. make till Joey gong gong liao.. so funny ar her.. haha... den make till queenie also frowning le.. mi.. heart beat fast fast.. lol.. Joey cashier.. the cust super ma huan ar.. den stucked.. long queue le.. headache.. calculations~~ 3 ppl at the counter!!! cannot cannot!
didn't realli record their indivisual sales today.. sry.. cuz quite busy.. but anyway, i like doing cashier.. except when cust use the her world cupon and wan to apply VIP.. ahhh.. nono.. stay away from me.. lolx..

Ah.. got one cust.. wan to alter pants and wan to pay first but wan new piece from other outlets.. so ma fan.. den tt time bz ma.. den dunno la.. i cashier.. den.. LUAN! den queenie finally sae ok lor.. cuz no choice.. dunno who promise her le ma.. argh.. den do la.. wadeva.. den call all outlets no new piece.. dun care la.. juz take wadeva.. no choice ma.. she already paid money le..

So full today.. i ate a bread from four leaf and HL milk during break.. ate abit of Pocky.. Queenie addicted to ChocoMini sia.. bought 1O boxes at a time.. haha.. crazy.. cheap also can slowly buy one ma.. haha..

hmm.. after work.. took bus 31 with queenie together lor.. she so funny laaaaaaaa~ ahaha.. so cute.. i wanna go her hse in malaysia.. go eat seafood also and her mangoes.. going to find one day ask Joshua, Linda and Rod go together.. hahaa..

Wanna say sorry to Linda cuz unable to make it to her hse today.. Hari Raya ma.. cuz working afternoon ma... wonder if ah sua went with Rod in the morning.. cuz Tao pa yoh to lucky plaza near.. he also work afternoon ma..

tml is VT01 gathering.. 6pm at tampines MRT control station.. having dinner at TM fish & Co. .. argh.. expensive la.. dunno whether going not.. cuz not realli very close to the class type.. gotta see if April is going.. Yida is going and Jeff is going.. Msg them.. Yida say no.. April say dunno... Jeff.. havent decide.. depends on how much i miss him..=.= lolx.. crappy

haix.. tOk of food.. now hungry le.. think i better go slp liao.. gotta wake up early to see hp with twins... gd nitex~

Hit Target looooooo!

Hehe.. Hit target le hit target le! although no commission but i'm still happy that we achieved it!.. Hehe.. will get tibits la.. cuz they will give giant or coldstorage voucher.. haha..

Haiya.. sian...

Yay~ hopefully tml able to meet my classmates for dinner..
feel lyk eating suShi so much now... hmmmmmmmmm.......

Argh.. it's going 3am... wad shld i do......... *thinking hard*

Lets see.. nt bad wad.. my msn window still got 8.. means i chatting wif 7 ppl..

tml not workin.. onli working on thurs n sun...

ahh.. still muz wait till fri den noe the time table.. so slow sia..!

bad gd bad gd

Hi.. sry ppl.. not updating nowadaes.. haiz.. yst.. stupid cust call and scold scold scold.. as if is my fault eh? dun even noe who is she.. Lazy to explain in details.. not like joyce.. blog out every single thing which happened.. lolx.. not so long breadth like her.. lolx.. tt cust damn stupid lyk the company laaaaa.... LOL.. she wan to see my boss??? see la.. aniway.. it's not our fault after all wad.. Bedok haben call her y she ownself so kan chiong wan to collect her pants and blame on us when it's not ready? after all, it's stated that "wait for call" ma.. who ask her wan to call when i doing cashier and when the shop is busy.. ok.. tts not her fault.. but she should understand when we tell her we are busy and call back later wad.. she didn't want to and insist that we are irresponsible and wan to see the boss.. argh.. scold me like wad sia.. and imagine i still got to entertain her nicely n fakely..=.= in the end she ownself got something on and she hung up the phone.. maybe she called today.. dunno how they handle it.. unreasonable cust..=.=

Yst haney so nice.. baked kuay for us.. Hari Raya ma.. they kuay with honey one.. Haney bake honey.. haha.. very nice.. ahh.. scared i will finish everything.. so ate a few faster cover the lid and keep it back to the fridge le.. hahaha..


Cornflakes with honey

Aniway, why i said the company got no brain? Find out more in Joyce's blog... Haha.. not only that.. they give customer 15% off cupons on regular items when there is already 20% off storewide.. =.= lame rite?

went to Bugis this morning.. first time visited the Bugis Village since it renovated.. pathetic? Aiya.. no time ma.. wanted to buy lots of things lei.. but no $$$.. nv buy anithing in the end Huh.. lolx.. after come hm.. nt feeling veri well.. like.. no energy no energy lyk tt.. wanna die tt kind of feeling.. hahaha.. aiya.. but still manage to make it for cg of cuz.. as normal.. everytime go for cg will feel better one .. haha..

after that.. reach hm.. bath.. come online.. had a gd time chatting wif my friends.. argh.. my Vietnam friend, Minh is so funny la.. he taught me tis.. "ABCDEFG=A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl /GFEDCBA=Girl Forgets Everything Done and Catch Boy Again"
Haha.. aiya.. he's always joking ard and crapping in msn.. n in real life too! lolx... he said Binh = Bad, Intelligent, not handsome! haha.. so bad ar he..

discussed with VT01 about fri also.. so finally decided on BBQ at east coast.. argh.. now then i noe they think tt i like... this person.. which is.. erm... Noooooooo......... i dun lyk him.. =.=
i mean we are juz playful maybe.. but ttz totally impossible.. muahhaha..

Happy birthdae Linda!

First of all, wanna wish Linda a happy Birthday! Wish her stay as cute as ever and always got boyboy chase! lolx

Okay.. Todae.. hmm.. worked morning shift.. *yawn*
A while very crowded a while veri busy.. hmm.. sian..
Den buddy 4.30pm ask mi go home liao.. wah.. so gd man..
but she ask mi to wait for her break time we go play pool.. lolx.. but in the end we never play la... cuz per hr de ma.. not enuff time.. so we played arcade..
argh.. guess wad?
When we walked to the section where can only be entered if u r 16 and above.. the person stop me and sae.. " excuse me, only people above 16 can enter."
den i..=.=" " i 16 already..=.= "
the person.. " show me ur card"
me takes out my ez-link show him... diao..
ok.. nvm.. wad is worse.. is he ask .. " what about that girl? *Queenie* "
So ridiculous.. I straight away tell him.. " She 23 already!!!" *laughing*
lolx.. stupid lah that uncle...
haha..

After that reach home already 7pm le..
eat.. bath.. and everthing..
den.. come online.. Crack my mind and produce a stupid mindmap.. cuz i dun wan to use hand write.. no mood no creativity..

uishduihsdiuhfhu

wth....................................................................................

waited so long and he juz said gtg bye






argh......... sihefuhheheds siosisisisishfnre



tml morning shift! ... =.=


grrr


Angel.... !


where u man...


i noe u are heart broken....


so m i....


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


crazy

=(((((

............=.=

Dunno .. wad..

Everything seems to be unright after work........=.=

Everyone is crazy.....=.=

dunno wad happen to him..=.=

dunno wad happen to ma mother...=.=

dunno wad happen to ma sister...=.=

Everyone is ... crazy!


Anyway, Todae know 2 new staffs.. It's been a long time since i last work..
The 2 new staffs are Pei Ying and Tiffany..
Tiffany is moi Pri Sch friend..!
She keep saying i look very familiar..
After chatting for a while den we found out we from same pri sch..
but i have no impression of her... =X
Work is.. Siannnn todae... O ya! Shit.. Oops.. i forgot that i have to do my mindmap by today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE LE LA.... SO LATE LE>>> BUT I WAN TO ZzZzZz... HOW?
GO DO NOW LA! *slaps*

!

argh..... juz feel lyk crying.. HURTZ!

I'm Back!

Wow.. dun bare to come back to Singapore man.. lolx.. =X It's really fun there.. hmm.. the greatest collection is the friends i've made there.. they are realli nice and fun to be with.. hmmm.. What we did?

The first day..
HhHmmm .. it's my 2nd time taking an aeroplane lehx.. lolx.. the first time is when i was a baby.. so cannot feel anithing ma.. ok.. so.. it took round 2 hours to reach Vietnam airport.. the airport ppl there dress liKe last time china mata liKe that.. green uni.. haha.. hmm.. den we took bus to our hotel.. Metropole Hotel.. its a long trip.. Wah.. the traffic there.. hmm.. veri messy.. no fix route.. mostly motors and bycicles.. after we reach the hotel, we got our room number and key.. so me and april same room.. den our room is on the 5th floor while most of our classmates are on the 4th floor.. so we faster think who is nice enough to exchange room with us and live on the 4th floor.. den *dingding* Johnny.. ! den we faster run up the stairs to his room.. * scared he unpack his lugguage le..* den he realli unpack a little liao... den he also not willing to exchange.. den after much pleading, finally he agreed to exchange with us.. lolx.. ok... so we quickly settle down and have to meet at the lobby again for dinner cruise.. the food was okay la.. I realise that they always serve vegetables the 2nd last dish.. dunno why.. and always served on long tables.. there's also always this sauce whenever we go out to have meal.. dunno wad is it call.. but quite nice lor..


Taken on cruise...

So after that we cam back to the hotel.. bathed and we went Johnny's room to practice our item for the next day when we go to Vietnam university(VNU) .. we perform malay tikebarak( dunno how to spell.. lolx) style.. but not exactly.. funny sia.. lolx.. so the songs are Rasa sayang hey and Geylang si pat ku geylang.. hmm.. after that we have the TP sch song.. ya.. after that we had wine.. some of them bought.. after a while we went back to the room while some stayed.. after some time.. i went back to Johnny's room and they were playing games.. using card.. something like truth or dare.. so i played along.. no one was drunk.. but some.. a bit sot liao.. watery red eyes tt kind.. haha..it's quite boring la.. for me.. cuz i join in later ma.. den the forfeit so sian..=X i kenna .. i think.. 5 times.. one was me n carrisa have to kiss each other's lips..another one mi n melisa smell each other's armpit.. den.. one is.. pole dance aroung Flannery.. of cuz dunno how to dance.. so anihow touch touch suan le.. lol.. den another one 4 person kenna.. so.. we have to bite one slipper using the mouth and pass to another person.. and the slipper is hui shan's.. haha.. den wa lao.. another one.. i kenna.. actually intended not to play liao de.. but nvm.. i play one more round den dun play..quite quite bring liKe that.. den so sway kenna me.. the forfeit was to go to the toilet take off short and wrap with towel den come out.. so.. ok lor.. den i come out le.. stupid Jeff.. go and pull! luckily i grab whole of it la! feel like killing him.. lolx.. den after this round i never play le ma.. so Jeff, april, yi da and me we back to our room.. once we go out of johnny's room, of cuz wanna kill jeff la.. den He anihow run.. so i chased.. run till the hotel's wu lu wu lu exit and he ran down that stupid narrow n scary stairs.. so i stopped.. aniway, his rm opp mine.. i can revenge anitime.. lol.. by the time is ard.. midnight.. 3 or 4am there.. so we slept.. 6am morning call.. sian..

I can't realli remember wher we go and wad we did on which day.. lolx.. ok.. so i'll juz roughly sae.. i think 2nd dae..the first thing in the morning is of cuz, breakfast.. every morning's breakfast is at the restaurant in the hotel.. its a buffet kind.. so almost had the same thing everydae for breakfast.. after that we went to VNU lor.. nv realli have the chance to mix ard with the students there.. cuz not enuff vietnamese student.. ya.. so we performed our items for each lass.. and ya.. played games and all that.. they have fruits and some cakes and water on the table for us.. and there's this freen colour fruit.. wonder wad issit.. so Jeff tried.. and it's orange..

So before we go back.. april tried to make some friends.. and so that they can take us around when we have our free time.. so we meet tis girl call Hanh 6.30pm the next day at our hotel..
after that we went for lunch.. after that.. hmm.. can't realli rmb la.. haha.. i think Museum or something.. boring.. =X hmm.. forgot wad we did la.. haha.. denafter that back at the hotel at nite we got to teacher's room and had tutorial.. after that went back to our room lor.. den mi and april were at Jeff and yida's rm.. hmm.. we everytime go there one la.. cuz.. april & yida.. ma..so.. Jeff called rm service .. Beef burger meal.. and he tempted us.. so we also ordered.. see how big the beef burger is..

how cum this colour??


333 beer...the beer there is super cheap.. $1 onli..


Jeff acting drunk.. the Jenga was suppose to be for the orphanage.. but we were playing it.. haha

play till quite late also.. every nite stayed till ard 3 or 4am den slp.. den yida's going to slp with april tt nite.. not anithing la.. dun think yy.. haha.. den of cuz i dun wan to slp with them lo.. so we switched.. *yawn*

How evil can he be??? He took it using my hp while i'm slping.. i guess there's more in his camera..


So can i... Muahaha..


den hmm.. we went to lots of places.. hmm.. war crime museum.. tis is where Jeff is the centre of attraction? he realli crazy la.. spent US$115 on machine gun.. not onli that i think before that he spent US$20.. at first he told us he gonna spend US$200 on it we still dun believe.. haha.. stil sae.. nvm wad.. once in a life time.. wa lao.. rich sia.. den we went to the Cu Chi Tunnel.. where the Vietnamese dug during the war.. 30m deep down.. i think got 3 levels.. mi the first level den get out liao.. the whole is so small and dark and can't see anithing.. so it's either u crawl or bend down and walk.. depends on one's size.. so the route u have to feel the walls yourself.. wonder if there's worms inside.. haha.. hmm.. April's infront of mi and yidae behing mi.. so once u got in u cannot turn back le.. it's onli one way.. and so many ppl ma.. and April's scaring mi.. cuz it's veri stuffy in there.. and she almost got hyperventilation.. but luckily.. we were near the first exit.. so we quickly got out lor.. den april got cramps la.. so Mr Tan and Melisa was helping her.. there's another way or route to go deeper down,.. can choose to go in or not.. den i nv go.. so help them carry the bags.. but the tunnel is realli intersting..

they said the hole is already enlarged for the american tourist to go in.. but it's still so small.. i wonder if they get stucked! =X

We also went to the orphanage.. hmm.. took pic with his small little boy.. i think most of the people wants to take photo with him.. the smallest and cute boy.. pic is with april.. so cannot put it up yet.. hmm.. the kids are so cute.. once they see someone distributing sweets or choc or biscuits.. all will come and ask for it.. haha.. we also went to this tile factory ar.. biz forum.. hmm.. soemthign like singaporean entrpreneurs .. dunno la.. haha.. den we went to another museum and .. cao dai temple..


Printing the design onto the tiles..

Colouring for the tiles..

we made tis 2 veri nice VNU friends.. cuz the Hanh never turn up .. and the 2 friends' friend also nv turn up.. so we go out together.. they take us to eat the most famous food.. Pho.. it's pronounced as "Fur".. they teach us how to eat and all that.. realli veri nice.. something like beef noodle..

I had traditional Pho and mango juice... hmmm~


Minh and Binh .. We call Minh Harry Potter and Binh Malford! haha


I've made it straight.. but it still comes out like this.. =.= .. Taken at Pho 24hr

They took us to the night market and help us to bargain as well.. they said they are impressed by our bargaining skills.. i think especially April's.. lolx.. There's lots of Fake branded stuffs.. April and me always wanted to buy the big soft toy.. cuz we've seen it several times on the bus and on Cyclo.. so we asked Minh and Binh to bring us.. den.. we saw this stall selling Big bears.. and we bought on each.. bargained from $35 to $20.. but when we saw other stalls selling the same thing, their starting price is $20!!!.. but the lowest is $17.. aiya.. nvm la.. April bought 2 big soft toys lor.. haha.. one is a dog, same as mine.. and another one is a big pig's head.. which cost onli $5.50.. bargained from $9 to $5.50.. haha

this is mine.. nice ma??

Actually dun realli know how to buy things.. nth to buy.. except clothes.. but i still spent 200 over dollars.. O ya.. we went for the Cyclo ride.. it's something like a trishaw.. but the cyclist is behind..

April on cyclo..


Yida on cyclo..


Jeff on cyclo..


Cycling real hard...Argh!!!


You see the traffic?


3 people on a bike.. 4 also have ar..

Yar.. i actually got the chance to sit on Minh's bike back to the hotel when we met for the 2nd time.. so cool! .. we bought lots of things at the Ben Tahn Market and night market.. den i wanted to try on Minh's bike.. as in him riding mi.. so i didn't take the taxi with them.. my first time on a bike and a messy traffic.. I remembered Yida saying tt his life will be shorten 10 years after the Cyclo ride.. lolx.. cuz of the pollution.. haha.. i regret.. forgot to take a photo with Minh on his bike.. haha.. He said Binh sure kill him if he knows Minh rode mi.. lolx.. and he keep saying we like couple.. lolx.. very funny and cute sia him.. like harry potter! lolx..

Got one time during free and easy.. Jeff, April, Yida and me went to the restaurant nearby the hotel.. Vietnamese restaurant.. den we ordered a set menu.. the rice always comes last.. wonder y.. took photos.. funny ones.. but dun have it with mi now.. the meal cost..... i forgot le.. hahaha.. got one dae we went to Zen Plaza .. is a shopping centre.. we took a taxi there.. it's 9.45pm le.. and we realise that we left 15mins to shop.. cuz its closing at 10pm!!!.. alamak.. nv think of that.. den nth one also.. den we decided to walk back to the hotel and shop at those shops which are still open on the streets la.. Jeff and Yida knows the way..s o we juz follow la.. den in the end.. we like .. the further we walk the more wierd.. so in the end decided to ask one vietnames girl.. and she pointed in front.. den we walk a few more steps den saw the hotel liaox.. LOlx..

Actually we wanted to go for massage one.. but is US$10.. so .. i anithing ar.. but Yida dun wanna go.. so April dun wan go also.. den like that i also dun wan to go liao.. so Jeff went.. Tired.. but dun dare to slp fully la.. cuz later jeff come back no one open the door fer him .. lolx.. so i juz on the TV .. but i still slept.. but luckily i heard him knock thew door.. after i wake up den not slpy liaox.. argh.. he called room service again.. this time.. seafood fried rice.. very nice.. but small amount.. expensive lei.. i never eat la.. ate too much things before that le.. so i juz go back to my dreams..

We had Free and easy again on Sat.. so asked Minh and Bihn out.. but Binh got to go at 5pm.. den 6.30pm me and April went to the salon near the hotel to rebond our hair.. we bargain from Ard $40 or $45 till $30 each.. effect quite good.. and actually wanted to get hair cut.. the fringe a bit la.. but they sae need money.. den i dun wan liao.. after chatting with the hairdresser a bit.. den we like friend liao.. den she sae.. ok la.. give u free hair cut.. lol... den ok lor.. hahah.. They veri nice to us.. still ask for email add.. all tt..

through tis trip ar.. gain bargaining experience.. lolx.. some shop owneres realli rude lor.. from their facial expression.. but some realli nice.. some.. grab hold of u and dun let u go.. a number of times i juz stick to my price.. if they dun give i juz walk away and they juz pull me back and sae they sell mi at tt price.. haha.. and saw how god April was at bargaining.. lolx.. =X

Juz yst before departing from the hotel to the airport, Jeff, april and me went to the same restaurant again for lunch.. cuz onli left 1 hr.. so we have to go somewhere near.. we ordered lots of things.. hmm.. scallop.. clams.. egg with beansprout and some other things inside.. beef.. kang kong.. steam rice and drinks.. den.. a grilled crab for Jeff.. but when the food comes we were like .. left 5 to 10 mins to eat.. nvm.. Jeff ate most of the things.. and hes a big eater.. so let him eat.. haha.. and the crab no time to eat.. he took away to be eaten on plane!!! lolx.. walao.. den once he sat down onli ar.. start to open the box liao.. the smell so heavy.. but not bad ah.. sit beside him still get to eat.. the egg of the crab.. cuz he dun eat.. So so so nice! *drools*

when we get back to Sg onli take less than an hr i think.. veri fast onli den i heard the plane is landing liao.. hahaha.. i miss the vietnamese friends laaaa...

More pics....


They said we look alike.. keke..


Ghost behind me.. :S


You think i smoke?


Trying on sun glasses.. Damn cheap!


Wah.. so big prawn... $3 each!!!


Rebonded hair..

Haiz.. Super unhappi!

Haiz.. always got things to stress about.. still got so much thing to do.. ! dunno why suddenly feel so down after service ya? maybe because.. i Hu Si Luan Xiang... actually wad i told 'boi de reason isn't realli the reason la.. is becuz.. .. ...... aiya.. dunno how to sae.. argh.. Jiu Shi Xing Qing Bu Hao Ma!!!

Veri hungry now la... still got to stay up so late to pack luggage.. think i wan one meh... no time ok!!! Veri Tired.. ! but i blog cuz i wan to type it out.. at least liKe told it to someone and feel better?? tt stupid.. ermmm.. hai.. nvm nvm.. first person to spoil my dae..

we went skool in the morning to rehearse the item for the trip.. so it was 2 songs.. the rasasayang hey and geylang si pat ku gey lang tt one.. hai.. was ok la.. den after tt we went coffee shop eat..

after that meet john n fiona.. go boon lay meet xm.. AIYA.. blog half way feel im so draggy.. and dun feel like explaining everything liao... how cum holidae my schedule super pack one??? HAIX... now grace sae tml wan meet early for BS... * Ku xiao*... wanna cry liao la......................... sobsobsob.. actually tml can work morning one.. college change shift wif mi.. hai.. half to work more hrs somemore.. sian sian sian sian........... sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob

Happy.. + Happy birthday Twins, Sylvia and Estee! =D

Happy birthdae to the gers.. hehe.. todae quite happy lar.. hehe.. hmm.. tired.. hmm

and.. dunno.. abt tml.. haiz.. everything is in a mess.. hope it is not gonna be an unhappy bdae for xm.. haiz.. Wu Huissss..

something wrong wif my blog

Hey.. there's something wrong wif my blog.. even now as im blogging.. the layout got prob.. like got virus liKe that.. haha.. but still can type .. haizx.. should be studying now actually.. but cannot lei... cannot go in my brain.. also dunno why.. so i decided to come online to blog.. cuz long time nv blog also ma.. hey ppl.. i think my tag board got prob lorx.. cannot tag de.. humph.. got time den change my whole blogskin again.. anyway, wanna tok abt yesterdae..

Yesterdae my shop ppl all pao qi mi go lao pa sa makan leix.. sobz.. haha.. no la.. cuz last month my shop was one of the best productivity shop ma.. so company treat them go eat.. so Lao Pa Sa somemore.. so kiam siap sia.. Lolx.. last time i went b4 .. nobody and nth to eat one lor..! also dunno how come when they show on TV so rowdy and got lots pf ppl... i went at nite also de ma.. hmmm... ok.. so yst worked 6/10.. before i go to work.. i was wondering who are the relieves.. den i was thinking.. if my darling come relieve den good le.. cuz long time no see also ma.. haha.. den when i reach le.. I realli saw my darling leh!!! hahahaha.. so qiao lorx.. She's Samantha la.. last time i work at bedok she work at Hang ten one.. den now bossini liao.. den another relieve is Naq.. and relieve in-charge is Yendi.. heng all i noe de.. hahaha.. and still got one malay guy.. forgot the name le.. i dunno de.. but he veri handsome sia.. lolx... got the cute cute shy shy face.. look abit like Joyce bro also.. lolx.. den verry funny.. i was half an hr early for work ma.. so i stayed in the storeroom lor.. and buddy was altering pants ma.. so we chat la.. i feel that we super bian tai also lor.. lolx.. mentioned abt raping her 5 year old brother again.. lolx.. i miss her bro sia.. so so so cute! I still sae nvm ma.. rape le also nth happen.. den she sae her bro veri strong one.. will stand de! lolx.. lmao.. always sae me horny one.. lolx... i think my shop ppl all horny horny one.. lolx.. den after that buddy was telling mi the malay guy quite handsome one.. den i sae izzit.. later see lor.. den juz den he come in store for break.. cuz actuallly he at Isaetan kids de ma.. den i saw him liao.. realli handsome lei.. den i tell queenie.. "eh.. man shuai de leh.." den queenie intro both of us la.. den she sae " This is hui min ar.. she say u very handsome lei.. she wan to tackle you.." .. den ar.. immediately he tripped at the chair there.. den nearly fall.. Lmao.. den he sae.. " this is the biggest storeroom i've ever been to" lolx.. I think one fine day we will become crabs le.. After that punch out le.. Yendi ask mi to pack stock! Argh.. i hate packing stock one lor.. and i pack veri ugly de.. not neat de... i noe how to pack la.. but muz shift the stocks to make space leh.. den somemore is high up de.. so scary.. den i tell queenie i dunno how to pack.. lolx.. =X.. den she explain to mi.. den i tell her i still dunno how.. LOL.. den i tell yendi..den she ask Samantha to pack.. Lolx... after Samantha pack le i go in and see.. Argh.. i saw all the stock packed incorrectly.. den i ask her.. how come u pack stock like that one? Den she tell mi she dunno how to pack.... den i Diao! hahahaha.. den she said before she pack queenie already make space for her liao.. argh.. den like that might as well i pack.. lolx.. cuz she nv pack like.. one head one tail de.. but nvm la.. she pack everything liao.. see todae they got repack or leave it there.. the storeroom realli small lor.. not enuff space to put all stocks.. den still got to leave so mani cartons outside..
After that finish work le.. all got bf or gf come and fetch.. argh.. sian.. ! left mi and Yendi.. but she's married de ma.. hai.. SIAN! lolx.. nvm.......... while waiting for bus.. got a uncle half blind like tt.. ask mi to help him take note of bus 966 and 15.. den while waiting we chat lor.. wah.. he not bad eh.. so old liao still take up Dip course.. some more is AIA insurance consultant.. nt bad.. den when i ask wads his religion.. he said hes a buddhist.. den he told mi his daughter christian.. den he was veri angry.. cuz before she eat she thank God and everything.. and the uncle said is he provide the food for her for so mani years and now she take other ppl.. before i could sae anithing .. his bus come liao.. so.. he juz went off la.. ha..

so todae.. woke up 10 plus.. study... but.. keep feeling like wan to slp lei.. although i nv see doc nv eat medicine.. i still feel so drowsy and heavy like that.. as if i drank medicine.. dunno why ar.. den cannot study .. sian la.. if fail again die le.. haix.. Joyjoy they all go buy present toae.. cannot go.. and i feel tt i veri dui bu qi my classmates lor... !!! .. They always ask mi go out wif themm den i always cannot de.. haix.. SORRY LEI B22! They are realli great friends lor.. Tong yan told mi she will nv give up on asking mi to go whenever they got events when i told her not to so trouble smsing and ask mi if i can gocuz i always cannot make it.. not work den is church.. not church den is study.. so.. veri paiseh keep rejecting them.. and sasha also... Aww! So great friend! Love u guys lotx.. hope able to be in same class nxt sem man.. and MacG everyday! hahahhaha... think gtg eat dinner nw.. den go study liao..

Finally..

Yox! finally got a little time to blog! Of cuz, lots of things happenned.. The reason why i dun have time to blog is because i'm busy everyday! Busy about work, writeing my Global Citizenship CDS Journal and doing the project, and last of all, supp paper!!!!!!!! argh.. why me?! Haix.. quite stress recently, not only stress about the above things but also some human relations factor. haix.. haix.. haix.. Lazy to explain everything..

Firstly, i wanna tok about my CDS. We had a week's lecture and tutorial and even went for a field trip to Singapore History Museum. we are to write a pre- trip and post- trip journal of 1250 - 1600 words each of what i learnt. .. It sounds quite difficult but what i did is to write a journal each day for wad i learn and think about that day's topic.. and with the help of Yi da and April, i managed to complete the journal in advance. I even exceed the amount of words limited.. so i juz edited it and cut a big part of it off.. cuz we are not suppose to exceed if not teacher will minus marks. ..

My class was thinking of the activities to do while we are at the Vietnam Orphanage and University.. So we decided to play Chapteh, five stones, dog and bones, balloon sculpture and friendship dance at the Orphanage and teach the Uni students TP mass dance. .. Cool...

Haiya.. suddenly no mood to blog le laaaaaaaa..

UNHAPPILY UNHAPPY!

sometimes i wonder..

Miss u lots..

hHhmMm.. todae is my first CDS lesson.. hmm.. nth much.. argh.. need to write journal of 1250 - 1600 words... sumbit by 28th Sep.. haix.. ok la.. hmm..
And the trip to Vietnam is from 11th Oct to 16th Oct.. 24th presentation dae.. hmm..

Hai.. fan lei... Joyjoy sae i muz go Zie's chalet... den i can go la.. but nv buy present ... and no money to buy present.. plus dunno wad to buy lei... hmmmmmmmmmm... left tml to buy wor... *thinks..*

Hey.. veri scared.. so far i onli earn less than $350.. ='( cannot do a lot of things eh..

tired again.. haha..

haix.. todae work full..! Leg wanna break le!.. haix.. ok la.. todae sales can sae not bad lor.. but still a few hundreds more to go in order to hit target.. O ya.. todae is mid-autum festival.. the moon is so round.. haha.. hmm.. aiya.. cannot celebrate tis year.. eveyone is working ya? haha.. sae till i every year also celebrate.. like ginna leh! lolx.. no la.. juz like to gather with old friend lor... haha.. think i carry lantern meh.. lolx..

Aiya.. ya!.. todae damn sway.. tt stupid customer dunno english... ask her wrong thing also tell mi "ya" ...=.=!

At first Haney pass to mi a ladies polo Tee and a receipt sae later got a customer wan exchange de.. den i juz left the shirt and the receipt on the counter la.. den later got tis lady wanna pay.. she bought a stripe polo tee.. den she point to the polo tee which need to be exchanged one.. so i ask her issit wan to exchange... Den she sae Ya.. so i juz do exchange for her lor... den she topped up $6 for the shirt she wans .. after she left a while le.. another lady sae she's coming for the exchange!!! ... den i was like.. shit.. die la.. lolx.. den stupid lei.. at first tt customer is wan to buy one .. den ask her wan to exchange izzit still nod her head.. shit man.. make mi have to pay for the $10 .. cuz her polo tee cost $16.. but she onli pay $6.. argh.. sway man.. den after Estee take over cashier tt time.. she count less $20 leh!!!!!! ... shortage $20.. so i have to pay..=.= ... cuz shld be shortage $10 onli.. also dunno why $20.. =.= .. sway lor.. wad more is... when i do the transfer out.. when i wan to use marker and write on the masking tape.. when i open the marker cover.. shit! the ink leaked and splashed on mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how sway is tt? lmao..

Den i never complete my BS todae.. cuz grace suddenly cannot meet.. she went hospi to visit Jasper.. realli pray that he will be fine and getting better..
argh.. den next sun i also work full..! cuz tis whole week i nv work lei.. gdgd.. but no income lei.. haha... nvm.. now need to help my fellow friends ask for a position in Bossini.. haha.. all cannot find job.. haix..

I see my sister whole dae at home do dunno wad fer her bf i also... argh... dunno wad to do! tis also cannot tt also cannot.. too expensive and wadever.. stopped by my peers is the most ke xiao de reason.. lolx.. they dun allow mi to buy and dun allow me to do...!!! HAHA.. still rmb yst in church.. the twins sae one week take 2 straws and do.. LOl.. den i have to take hundreds of years to complete that amount... lolx.. Joyce doing for Z le.. but she cannot fill the bottle .. lolx.. somemore dunno how many.. but if mi i wun do like tis.. i sure wan tt amt if i do.. if cannot den dun do le.. dunno the amount like no meaning leh.. How?!?! it's drawing near.. or like wad the twins sae? Do such thing will let the person veri fan gan.... shi ma? depends bah.. i also dunno.. but i realli feel like doing.. but veri ex altogether.. somemore i tis mth start late.. 1 week nv work lei.. =( haiya.. sian.. btw, take care joyjoy.. u better go see doc k..!

Damn tired!

WAh.. Leg wanna break le...........!!!!!!! Veri suan lei.. stand so long.. argh.. todae more busy than the previous daes.. den todae Matthew come find me.. wah.. realli everydae got visitor.. so good sia.. haha.. do cashier whole dae also.. haha.. argh.. now realli veri tired.. faster type!!!

hmhmm.. den went for CG.. was fast.. after tht we fellowship awhile .. then go home.. ah.. saw anncy and Estee on the bus.. hehe.. Estee super cute leh.. haha..

argh
cannot blog lioa.. slpy! miss u 'boi

sTiLL tired..

argh.. todae almost need to work 12 -10pm.. that Jason drank yst.. den todae slp late.. nv come work.. sylvia pissed off.. -__-" den mi maybe have to cover his shift work till closing if got sales.. but luckily in the end sylvia let mi off by 8pm cuz realli no customer.. haha... todae Grace come n find me in the afternoon.. haha.. den after that is amy and Alice.. hehe.. yesterday is masturah.. haha.. gd ar..? heex.. den took a pic with mas yst..



wah.. todae realli no customer also... chatting all the way after break? sian lei..

miss 'boi a lot.. .. haix..

shit

DuNnO LeH..

Heyhey.. wah.. today slack ar.. nth to do in shop.. walk ard.. tok tok.. =X.. even I/C also.. =x..

Do cashier whole dae.. good.. but not good during sales period.. haha.. hmm.. todae no vip leh..

Argh.. todae spent a lot on Food.. before i work.. i bought old chang kee.. Squis head and Squid wrap.. $2.20 liao.. den bought ice-milo from food court.. $1.60.. den break time with Haney and Nancy.. we go the Halal foodcourt eat ma... argh.. so ex.. $5.50 on food.. $1.30 on drinks.. =.=.. veri ex la.. see.. altogether how much liao.. $10.60 lehx.. liewx..

still wanting to save to buy the green belt and the plain long sleeve Tee.. many colours wan to buy.. =x.. but cannot la.. no $$$... :(

Haiya.. nth much todae.. slack all the way lor.. den took bus 15 home together with Nancy.. veri giddy sia.. journey so long.. den keep jerking while chatting.. veri xin ku leh.. found out a lot abt her.. hmm.. argh.. she study Mid-wife course when she was in Philipines.. EeEee.. Den she told me her experiences.. EeEEeEeeEeEEeEeEEeee.... den i ask her normally ppl give birth is how long.. den she sae the fastest is 2 to 3 Hrs... i was liKe.. Huh??????????????????????? Sure or not.. i thought the most half an hr... Lolx.. ! den she sae hers is fast.. 2 to 3 hrs for her first child.. EeEEeeeeEeeEe.. dun wan to give birth le.. lol.x...

Tired..

Todae is his paper.. hope he knows how to attempt the questions.. yupyup.. veri tired today.. Leg very suan.. den todae actually can slp de.. cuz off day ma.. den xuemei they all ask mi out.. to buy Amy's present and accompany them find job.. den.. ok lor.. i veri good one ma.. *ahem*..

before we meet Alice and Wei Jie at Suntec, we went to buy the material i need.. something la.. den Joyjoy ask mi to help her buy if i buying.. den i dunno how many she wans and wad colour she wans.. den they help joyce choose those gaygay colour.. =x cuz... hmm.. ya.. lolx.. but in the end also nv buy anithing la!!! U noe why???!!!.. The twins dun let mi buy.. they sae is veri expensive to buy things like that.. cuz i need a lot to make.. den they dun let mi buy..=( den they liu jing said something la.. hmm.. quite true.. but.. dunno.. they sae i no need do so much.. and stated some reasons la.. den .. i ... haiya.. quite true.. den.. ok lor.. but if jux buy den like not sincere.. aiya.. nvm.. thing of other ways..

after that we went to TM.. den we went in the .. what shop is tt ar.. hmm.. sell christian stuffs one la.. den i saw a bible.. feel like buying.. den realise is the same as what Bro Ian bought for Joyce and xue mei.. den is a lot cheaper leh.. den after much thought.. i decided to buy la.. den the cashier sae if i student got further discount.. wah.. den altogether almost half price of what Bro Ian had paid for 1 bible... lolx.. cuz before discount that price is sales price ma.. haha.. ya..

after that we went Suntec meet them lor.. den they look for jobs.. wish them successful.. den i saw the Nike shoe i wanted to buy.. but i saw another design nicer de.. not so plan.. got grey colour de.. i think Grey can wear to work la.. after i called buddy ask her can or not.. tell her the colours all that.. cuz got orange ma.. but onli the tick.. den she sae should be can.. den she sae she in malaysia now.. den.. tt means i calling long dist call ma?? hHmmm.. so nvm.. i dun care le.. waited so long.. so i bought it.. den while paying.. there's this guy walk over.. den ask mi to give him a sticker.. cuz if u buy up to $100 can get 2 stickers ma.. den within half a year if u collect 10 stickers can get $50 off next item.. den i not always buy de ma.. den i give him lor.. den he got tis card can get 10% off one.. den he lend it to mi.. wah so good.. den got discount again.. hahahahha.. after that we go the fountain there can dedicate songs for free.. den we dedicated songs for TP students... New Age Ger.. but they dun have.. aiya.. they dun have a lot of songs.. lousy one.. den i dedicated for all bossini staff.. and i wrote from 832.. haha.. Superstar the song.. wonder if ani of them heard .. haha..

after that we bought Amy's present.. They realli took such a long time to decide.. cannot tahan them.. everytime like that.. ha...

hMm?

Hey.. first of all, sry for the previuos entry.. was i too vulgar?? i'm sry... I only scld vulgarities only when tt matter really pissed mi off... Anyway, i'm not going to rmb them anymore.. for we wan to be more Godly.. Forgive them..

Went to church service on Sat.. HhHmMm.. I got no mood to tOk.. sry all.. not i'm angry with 'boi or wad.. ok la.. the disappointment is still there.. plus the jomama matter.. altogether i realli no mood to tok.. sry.. sry xue mei.. no need to feel guilty also.. not ur fault.. but still like.. there's a gap in btwn mi and him.. i dunno.. on sat is.. no mood and dunno forgive him ma.. so.. nv tok.. now.. forgave him le la.. but disappointment still there.. so the feeling is.. dun feel like .. nt dun feel like.. feel wierd toking to him.. dunno wad to tok.. tt kind of thing.. haix.. and .. something i found out.. haix.. nvm la.. heck liao la.. so tired..


I want to tok about work.. There's still one college in my shop i have not met! and that is none other than joyce's buddy, shirley.. i think when i work she nv work, she work i nv work.. haha.. and our mickey mouse shirt is still with her!!!.. lolx.. My shop ppl all veri good lei..

First is Queenie, my buddy! She's the shop's 1st I/C.. always quarrel with mi one.. not realli quarrel la.. those for fun one.. den always tell other college i very naughty one.. =( lolx.. and calls me Doraemon.. cuz last time i work at Bedok they also like tt call me.. lolx.. den i always act as my fist is round.. and always wans to eat " shao bing" .. lolx.. den sometimes will make the Doraemon song music.. and do some funny funny stuff.. like acting i took somthing out from my pocket and make a door in front of me.. den jump inside is another place le.. LOLX... Lame rite.. they see le luff of cuz.. lolx..

Den is Harney my 2nd incharge..( Honey.. they pronounce her name as Horny.. cuz HO-NEY!!!! ) LOLx.. but she will unhappy one la.. i haben so close with her yet.. better not make fun of her.. later she give mi alot work to do ar!!!... haha.. but so far.. she veri nice one lor.. haben show ani pi qi.. always smile smile one.. not like Linda... OoPs! =X.. den Queenie sae they call her kateh also.. cuz she veri short.. like when she stand behind the T- stand onli can see her hair moving right and left.. lolx..

Den the staffs.. Estee, Chio Bu lehx.. so nice nice small small cute cute sweet sweet gerger lor.. Same surname as mi.. Chua... hehe.. She also TP de.. haha.. our shop got 3 TP de liao.. 1 NYP.. Jason.. juz got to know him todae cuz todae first dae work with him ma.. same age as mi.. but i'm still the youngest in the shop!!! =( everytime like tt one.. but he quiting on Tues le.. work for 2 weeks onli leh.. wa lau.. Bossini hor.. realli lack of helpers ar.. 2 weeks one also wan to hire.. Part- timer can onli work 2 daes also accept leh.. lack of helper.. hmm.. Ok.. Jason .. i look at him like same age than mi la.. ya la.. same age.. but he look like boiboi type.. den always play games de.. wan to take off dae to play games! He dares to tell queenie this leh! lolx.. funny sia he.. In the shop keep asking ard.. "eh... hen sian hor?" lolx.. but realli is sian la.. i like.. keep walking round and round.. but luckily todae i nv do cashier la.. cuz customer more than usual.. Sundae ma.. den sway sway got the VIP recruitment.. den not veri familiar with cashier also.. so lucky harney nv ask mi do.. cuz i dunno closing ma.. den next is Joey.. this ger ar.. age 20 liao but looks like 16,17.. lolx.. ok la she.. den is Nancy.. she's from philipine.. got 2 children le! but she looks like 20+.. when she's actualy 30+ liao.. i saw her son.. damn cute sia.. veri easy to get along with also.. everybody easy to get along with la.. Even Xinyi.. also todae den meet her de.. we were not introduced.. but we juz tok like that.. haha.. good rite.. todae like a lot of staff.. cuz my buddy took 1 week MC... sobz sobz.. she dunno wad is tt.. body veri itchy tt illness.. she showed mi.. like realli veri seriuos lor.. but serious till one week MC leh.. dunno wad thew doc sae.. hmm.. so tis week Sylvia come take over Queenie.. First time chat with Sylvia.. not bad wad.. why Fiona hate her so much.. hahaahhaa.. she's veri nice also..


den .. Yesterdae went to find Joyce at Bugis after service wor.. waited for her until she finish her work.. 12am! closing all tt le 12.30am!!! reached home at 1.22am... =.=.. den haix.. spent money on a pant from S & K.. queue so long for fitting room sia.. nd the staffs there so cute n funny lor.. all shouting Leh Long.. cuz bugis got Midnight Madness Sales ma.. i rmb they shouted something like.. " lao ban bu zai ar.. ke yi luan luan mai ar..!" lolx..

Todae before work went to Grace hse for bible study.. learned about spiritual maturity.. ya.. i think i benefited a lot in this bible study session.. as in all can apply in life.. i mean... if i onli read the bible i will not understand wads the meaning so easily la.. so the bible study is beneficial.. and tts y we need.. haha.. okok.. after that went to work le.. wad happen ar.. hmm.. nth much actually.. i ate bar chor mee todae during break.. veri nice.. actually wanted to eat yoshinoya de.. but no student meal on weekend.. so forget it.. the break time in parkway always like pass veri fast like that.. i went home together with sylvia and estee.. as in same bus.. den u noe wad they sae.. they sae work in parkway will become fatter!.. Sylvia said she gain 3kg while she was in parkway.. and xinyi, who is in parkway for like.. 2 plus years gained 10Kg.. Gosh.. issit really that scary?? lolx.. and they sae TM more jia lat.. ahaha.. tt one i understand.. and they sae work Bedok will slim.. True leh.. i work Bedok realli loss weight lor.. lolx.. cuz hor.. always like.. stand at the wagon veri hot ma.. lolx.. den always a lot of space to run abt.. as in from wagon run to store to take stock or to cashier to check stock.. cuz wan to be fast ma.. parkway cannot run lor. not unuff space.. lolx.. den bedok also like not much fast food.. there is la .. but far.. so we will be lazy to buy.. den eat hawker de food.. but shopping malls always got so many fast food and nice fast food.. hw can we resist? lolx.. Todae is the last dae of the bedsheet and blanket sales le.. wonder wad will be coming up.. hmm.. haha.. let mi think of the testi i shared in CG.. but guys dun sell mi ur 2nd hand stuffs.. i may be tempted to buy too! lolx!

All the best for 'boi's exam tml.. *prays hard*

FUCK LA... MY WHOLE DAY WAS SPOILED!

FUCK FUCK IDIOT! MY WHOLE FACE IS TIGHT AND NUMB NOW! I CAN'T STOP CRYING...!!!!! I FEEL SO UNEASY.. I CANNOT FEEL MY WHOLE FACE.. HER MOTHER IS REALLY DAMN UNREASONABLE!

Todae WAS a wonderful dae supposedly.. although i a bit blur about cashiering... Cut is short..
Work was okay... Grace visited mi and even bought mi bubble tea.. so sweet of her la! ai si ta le.. and after work veri tired.. but come to CG.. veri energetic liao.. Cg finish.. we go Fetch Jorine back from work... this is wad the main topic i want to blog abt....

I SHALL CUT AS SHORT AS POSSIBLE.. XUE MEI AND ME WENT TO FETCH JORINE BACK FROM WORK AT ARD 10.30 TO 10.45PM... AFTER THAT WE WENT MAC EATING.. CUZ BOTH MI AND XUE MEI HABEN HAD DINNER.. AND AT THE SAME TIME WAITING FOR JOYJOY... HALF WAY THROUGH, JO MAMA CALLED... OK.. JO SAE SHE COMING HOME.. REALLI.. CUZ WE DECIDED NOT WAIT FOR JOY LE.. CUZ SHE STILL AT BUGIS.. TT TIME IS ARD 11.30PM LE.. SO WE JUZ WENT HOME LA.. MI TOOK SAME BUS AS JORINE MA.. SO HALF WAY ON THE BUS.. HER MAMA CALLED AGAIN..
JO SAE SHE ON THE BUS LE... BUT HER MOTHER DUN BELIEVE!!!!!!!! HER MOTHER ALWAYS SO UNREASONABLE.. DEN JORINE WAS LIKE.. QUARRELLING WITH HER MOTHER FROM THEN ONWARDS ALL THE WAY TO HER HSE VOID DECK DE LIFT LA.. AND SHE WAS CRYING LIAO LEH.. SO I COMFORTED HER OF CUZ.. SOMEMORE SHE SCOLD HER MOTHER I STILL ASK HER DUN BE LIKE THIS LEH.. WHO NOES AFTER 1 SEC ONLY HER MOTHER CALL MY HP LIAO.. GUESS WAD SHE SAE?


U DUN TEACH BAD MY DAUGHTER I TELL U.... I WAS LIKE..=.= SINCE WHEN LA.. HELLO???!!! I EVEN SEND HER TO DOORSTEP CAN... IF NOT ME AND JOYCE , HOW CAN HER DAUGHTER FIND SUCH GOOD JOB.. GOOD PAY.. AND THOUSAND TIMES BETTER THAN FOOD GALLERY... I FEEL LIKE TELLING HER... I DUN THINK U KNOW HOW MUCH UR DAUGHTER SUFFER WHILE WORKING AT THE AIRPORT.. ACTUALLY I DID.. BUT TRHOUGH SMS.. FEEL LIKE SLAPING HER MUM LA.. GUESS WAD HURTING WORDS SHE SAE???

SHE SAY.." WHY DID U GERS BOTHER TO GO AND FIND MY DAUGHTER EVERYNOW AND THEN? HOLIDAY JIU JIU MEET ONE TIME ENOUGH LIAO.. HOW UR MOTHER CARE ABOUT U I DUN CARE.. U CAN GO HOME LATE DOESN'T MEAN MY DAUGHTER CAN... U DUN NEED TO ASK MY DAUGHTER COME HOME LATE ALSO.. DO U NOE I WORKING MORNING SHIFT TML?? I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY... !!! " BLABLABLA.. ALL THE SHIT COME OUT.. AS IF IT'S MY BUSINESS!

I MEAN.. HELLO? WE CARE ABT UR DAUGHTER.. WE SO GOOD PURPOSELY GO AND FETCH HER ALTHOUGH WE ARE SO TIRED PHYSICALLY.. U STILL LIKE THAT BLAME US??? ARE U HUMAN OR NOT??!!

HEY PPL... I CAN SEE JORINE WORKING VERI HAPPY THERE LOR.. SHE CAN MIX WITH SYLVIA, JENNIFER AND AUNTIE LINDA SO WELL LOR.. AND EVEN SAMANTHA FROM BEDOK! I MEAN IF JO MAMA DUN LIKE HER DAUGHTER WORK DEN QUIT LA.. IS HER DAUGHTER DUN GET THE HAPPINESS K... WAD WE FRIENDS WAN ALSO TO SEE HER HAPPY RITE..

I FEEL SO PISSED OFF LA.. I COULDN'T HOLD MY TEARS WHEN I REACH THE VOID DECK OF JO HSE.. AFTER SENDING HER BACK.. IT'S LIKE I CAN HEAR THE QUARELLING WHEN I STILL AT THE LIFT AT 6TH FLOOR LA.. CAN'T STAND HER MUM.. UNTIL FINALLY I CAME HOME AND BURST INTO TEARS.. IT'S LIKE I FELT SO INNOCENT SCOLDED AND MALIGNED BY JO MAMA LA.. I REALLI REALLI NV ASK JO TO GO HOME LATE CAN..

AND SHE SAE I BLUFF HER!!! CUZ WHILE SHE WAS ON THE PHONE WITH JORINE, I WAS JUZ TRYING TO GET HER MOTHER UNDERSTAND THAT WORKING IS LIKE THAT ONE WAD.. SO I JUZ SAID .. I WORK AT PARKWAY IS ARD TIS TIME REACH HOME ALSO.. FULLS STOP! AND HER MOTHER HEARD.. SO WHEN HER MOTHER WAS ON THE PHONE WITH ME SHE USE THAT SENTENCE TO SAE THAT I'M ASKING JORINE TO GO HOME LATE....! LAME LA..=.= I TOLD HER I DIDN'T... I TOLD HER I'M JUZ SAYING THAT NORMALLY I REACH HOME ALSO ARD TIS TIME...! AND SHE REPLIED.." I NOE .. THAT PROVES THAT YOU ARE ASKING MY DAUGHTER TO COME HOME LATE ALSO.. U DUN NEED TO DENY.. I NOE .. " IT'S LIKE... DIAO.. WTF LA! I NEVER.. I NEVER CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IF I HAVE TIS TYPE OF MOTHER... I DUNNO HOW TO FACE HER MOTHER NEXT TIME ALSO... I STILL SMS HER A TOTAL OF ARD 6 MSGES.. BUT SHE REPLIED NONE.. I MEAN.. I REALLI CANNOT BE MALIGNED BY PPL LA... IT'S SO UNFAIR...!!!!!!! MEI TIAN LI LA!!!!!!!!!!! I MUZ TOK TO SOMEONE.. SO I CALLED JOYCE... SHE MUZ BE SHOCKED TT I CRY TILL SO JIA LAT???

I THINK THE LAST TIME I CRIED TILL LIKE THIS IS DUNNO LIKE HOW MANY YEARS AGO LIAO CAN... AFTER TOKING TO JOYCE I FEEL TT IS NOT ENUFF!!!!!!

I STILL NEED SOMEONE TO TOK TO .. I FEEL LIKE CALLING 'BOI LA.. BUT I STILL DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING TO HIM BECOS OF TT MATTER.. AND I FEEL LIKE TOKING TO GRACE.... BUT I DIDN'T IN THE END.........I'M SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF BY HER MOTHER...

SHE SPOILED MY DAY!

disappointed..

am i trusting the wrong person or wad??
Even if it was an accidental incident.. even if u thought he/she knows.. u shld have made it clear first?? u shld have asked mi if this person knows it or not first??? Since i told u to keep it a secret???

U may not think that that's veri impt.. but to mi it is ... and onli a few person knows and u r one of the veri few i trusted... but y r u so careless?

I realli dun wish anione to noe abt it le.. luckily u didnt tell everything..

When i realise that u said it out.. by accidental or wad.. i was so disappointed la.. i realli realli dun wan animore ppl to noe.. i felt so .. argh.. hurt.. and i feel like crying..but i hold my tears.. juz now on the bus... suppose to be happy, having dinner with friends at marina bay.. steamboat.. but after noeing that i realli have no mood.. i see liu jing going den i go de.. cuz the rest all from class B21.. except mi and liu jing.. den liu jing suddenly got church thingy.. so she nv go.. den i also dun feel like going le.. sry ppl.. i realli have no mood.. my classmates called and ask mi join them but i also nv go.. haix.. in the end need to da bao go home eat.. asked mama not to cook my dinner le.. sad.. i dunno y i juz felt so hurt la.. even little things i feel veri hurt le.. den now... ? haix.. i hold my tears all the way till i reach home.. haix.. den tears too heavy.. so rolled down.. den mama surely ask y i cry.. so before she could ask ani qn... i faster make some noise and sae i can't do todae's exam... stupid.. haix... i juz hate guys to break their promises.. ='( esp someone..

i dunno .. i'm angry with him.. ? i feel like msging and scold him.. but.. in the end i nv.. also dun wish to quarrel.. dunnooo..

Toking abt exam.. also dunno whether can pass my POM and ECONS or not.. it's like 50/50 for both.. but i noe CSA sure take sub..

Tis fri i think he nt going cg.. gd..? cuz i dunno wad.. to sae.. tis sat.. dunno.. maybe i not going for svc.. not becos of him la.. because my cousin's wedding.. but not veri close cousin.. but still can la.. i still haven decide yet... feel a bit more to go svc.. but mum ask mi go for the wedding dinner... How? i also dunno wad to sae to him.. i think i dun feel like toking to him.. but i dun wish to quarrel with him... Maybe that's my feeling now.. maybe i will not be angry animore on sat?? who knows.. but i'm disappointed....

Gotta work tml.. 1.45pm at parkway.. hmm .. actually quite excited and happy about tml.. but now.. the excitement is burried...

I think it's time for mi to prepare the things.. 1 mth plus.. hope i have enough time.. still got to prepare for sub and attend CDS lec and tutorials.. and write long long journals! Sux... wonder if yida and april have done their research..

Haix.. i dunno i dunno.. juz feel so sad and disappointed and .. heartbreak?? yes the feeling is more to disppointed and heartbreak..

But.. i still love him lots......


- Am I SiLLy?

*Dun ask mi wad is it..


*Results of playing with my hair yesterdae.. trying to imitate Jorine's hairstyle..*

Thanks..

Argh.. stress la... tml exam le till nw onli managed to study 4 chaps.. still got srd 10 more to go la... die ... *prays* sasha also same as me.. haix.. we both slow sia.... stress laaaaaaaaa.. * keep praying* now come online.. blog.. haiz.. force myself not to fall asleep.. cuz the weather is so nice todae.. but still, i fell aslp for.. half an hr i think.. ya... den queenie called.. to cfm the dates wif me... think of work so happie liao.. but nt studies.. hais.. cuz thought of working at parkway quite small shop... happie.. haaha.. den ask her whether season change liao nt.. den she sae seasion change liao.. Heng ar.. den i sae GD! .. she scold me KNS... LOLX... i juz hate season change.. so mani things to do.. yucks!.. haha

I met raymond todae lehs.. cuz he sae mi veri wad.. i think so too la.. hais.. like too .. jue qing??? den he sae he come tampines meet mi for dinner.. den i.. aiya.. ok lor.. anyway, mam nv cook and i lazy to go out buy but fer mi.. go out is.. as long as there is someone pei mi can liao la.. dun like to be alone outside type.. feel wierd.. ya.. and he assured mi before we be good friends.. ok.. so i went la.. and shun bian study outside.. cuz since he came to tam.. den cannot like ask him eat le den go back ma.. den i aso WUN go shopping one lor.. where got time.. so i juz bring notes to study.. but wierd also.. i study den he got nth to do.. argh.. nth la.. met him at 7.30pm.. eat till.. duno wad time.. haha.. den study a bit onli la.. den go home le..den he still send mi home.. on the way den he give me a mickey mouse Tee shirt la.. he bought earlier at Bugis de.. haix.. dunno wad to sae.. hmm.. den i ask him birthdae present ar.. cuz he nv give mi ma.. den he sae no.. birthdae present not yet made..den tt one is normal occasion.. den i.. Huh??? *blur.. so anithing la.. thank him lor.. actualli quite nice.. i like it.. * no other meaning!



ya.. den come home le.. argh.. study again!!!!!!11 shit.. stress la.. sjiuehjiuehfiurheiuhaije4 [9rfiaerhfa;nfzf ... STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......................... I miss 'boi.. >________<

Sick..

Yox... First, tok abt Yesterdae.. went to sch to study with sasha, jia wei, tong yan and clara.. didnt realli study much.. until POM controlling part 1.. i realli study veri slow la!...but sasha worse than me.. i really pity her.. study till 2 plus we go design sch eat.. the egg like.. not at least half cooked! so Er Xin.. ate fish n chips with egg ma.. after that went back to libray.. tried to use the com but need the Matrix card no. tt one above the barcode.. nv memorise so nv use.. cuz the Ms Ng called mi sae i nv do the global citizenship de survey.. dunno sae i nv e- register.. but i thought the Mr Teo sae no need liao ma.. dunno.. cuz she said passed veri long liao.. and she keep sending the mail to mi cuz she thoiught i nv receive.. den i dunno whether i got delete the mail or not.. cuz tt tiem when i saw the mail is expired liao.. so didn;t bother to do.. so faster call yi da.. cux he also nv e-reg de ma.. den he sae he will send mi the mail.. but later april called and sae yi da dun have the mail...=.= den i faster ask my sis at hm help mi check if i got delete away the mail or not.. luckily nv delete ar.. den faster ask her help mi do.. heng ar.. cuz i cant get back to her.. k.. den contiue with my studies.. den ard 5 plus.. they going 6th lvl to find out the ans for accounting pass year paper.. till 7 den come back i think.. den bought those tibits up.. den after that we start chatting.. so fun chatting with them.. like MacGing.. hhaa.. abt some secret.. and wadeva i sae they will believe.. haha.. they ar.. they ask mi qns like.. do i think they are that kind of.. blablabla.. and i juz feel wad i think and i juz tell them and they sae i'm so accurate.. but tts realli wad i feel ma.. they ask mi qns like.. do u think i realli like tt guy or wad? den i will ans like.. No.. u onli find him cute.. tts all.. and its true.. lolx.. and funny la.. tt time at library lvl 1 .. got the No Drugs poster.. den i juz anihow crap with sasha.. i told her that i can sense that she will be easily influenced by her peers next time when she grow up and take drugs.. and she's like so scared.. and go ard asking ppl if they think she;s tt type of person who is easily influenced by her peers.. lolx.. until yst.. she still believes mi.. cuz she thinks wadeva i said is juz so true.. and clara also.. look at her expression when i guessed everything correct.. lolx.. damn funny la.. it's like.. shocked and amazed expression.. Lmao.. den suddenly feel hungry le and feel like having dinner.. den i ask them go eat.. they sae their dads are coming to fetch them at 9pm.. so gd la.. den all got dad fetch somemore.. haha.. den i smsed John where is he den he nv reply.. den nvm.. den i called Liu jing .. and she said she wan to watch Superstar.. wad la.. everyone is crazy about Project Superstar.. wads so nice man.. lolx.. den i called john.. den he sae he come down.. gd lo.. gt ppl accompany mi liaos.. after eating study a while den went home.. argh.. the letters!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid la! so... dunno hw to sae.. lolx.. i feel stupid correct le..

Okay.. Todae.. woke up ealry again.. accompany Jorine, Joy's bro, and the twins go Bossini interview.. Joy and me found out that their standard of choosing staff dropped.. lolx.. as in... the looks.. lolx.. u can see now de staff all not gd looking one.. =X... somemore they in need of staff.. i think tts the reason..so anihow choose.. urgent ma.. lolx.. and i think they haven season change lehx!!!!!!!!!!! i think i go back work de time still need to do season change... Sure tio one... I dun wan la!!!!!!!!! Stupid season change.. ok nvm.. den their interviews is like so short one lo.. by Alan.. onli stad there at the counter interview.. and onli ask them to describe themselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... Me n Joy last time more cham lor.. interviewed by Hus.. ask a lot of qns... veri strict one.. still got senerios to tackle.. now onli.." tell mi abt urself".. aniway.. i think Derek and Jorine got high chance of getting in la.. =x .. after that derek went off first.. den liu jing.. den we went Yu Kun eat breakfast.. nice.. but i still prefer to go to the.. Far east Sq there de.. feeling more traditional.. after that we go shop half an hr to digest first.. den walk to Jean Yip.. den Jo decided to have a hair cut.. or rather change a new image.. - perm her hair.. cuz she still got 2 times in the package haven use.. den we watch her for a while den go starbucks study.. got Flu.. keep sneezing.. bua ta han.. and Joyce is so.. caring .. insist on buying me hot coco.. *touched... thx ger.. and wanted to get xm smt also.. so nice of her la.. even if she's onli left with $3 in her wallet.. ya..

Joy help mi do de manicure..


wanted to buy a pair of shoe.. cannot be canvas.. muz be black and white.. or kaki? but depends on the incharge.. my in-charge is queenie.. veri strict.. haiz.. so dun dare buy first... later i spend $100 plus on a pair of shoe i like.. den she dun allow den die.. muz get her to shop with mi oine dae.. my shoe is realli puo lan..! after that go back fetch jo when she's ok.. den i bought shampoo and mask from jean yip.. for hair one la.. like treatment like tt..so avoid those irritating frizzy hairs.. claim money from mum.. she juz gave mi 20 bucks.. which is not enuff.. and she nv ask how much is it.. hais.. nvm la.. i also nv tell her.. nvm la.. den after that they come my hse.. i got ask mama to cook their dinner ma.. cuz after that we wanted to go Mac study overnite de... den after come my hse eat le.. den they played the piano and Pc.. and watched Tv.. was.. 8.45 like tt.. when we were abt to go off .. joyce sae she feel like studying at home.. den.. hmm.. okay lor.. den we nv go mac study le.. den after they left a while.. Jorine's mum call me!!!!!!

She so fierce laaaaaaaaaa.... she ask whether Jorine is with mi.. den i sae she went off already..
Den she sae i bluff her!!!! :@ den i sae realli i nv bluff u... den she sae... Dun lie to me ar i tell u.. i hate ppl to lie to mi! ... den i sae realli la... den She ask how long Jorine left my hse.. den i sae.. ard 5 to 7 mins ago... den she sae.. u better tell mi the truth or else i will keep calling! Argh... i'm telling the truth la.... her mother hor... hais.. tt time also happened to Amy.. Mei Xiang Dao.. now is my turn.. lolx.. cute la her mum... although scared mi..


Another thing.. Yst nite.. Raymond called and toked to mi la.. den i was like coughing all the way.. okay la.. i think he noe a few daes ago also that i got a bit of cough.. den he called while i was online chatting with 'boi.. den i was like focused on the conver .. den sort of like.. neglected him for a while.. but .. i also.. dun realli wanna tok to him la.. den he was like telling mi how much he wan to meet mi juz for a meal but i cannot make it.. not i purposely dun wan to meet him for a meal la... but is.. he wans mi to go at least town area.. which i feel that .. waste time la.. cuz exam.. i juz feel so much time wasted if i go n meet him.. of cuz i dun wan la.. if he sae tampines mall or something still can la.. cuz soemtimes my mum nv cook den can go out dinner.. but for mi.. is realli onli dinner den go home liao.. i cannot stand being with him.. the feeling is like so draggy.. and like waste my time .. y not go home and study.. tt kind u noe.. cuz he everytime tok also.. so slow.. like.. wan to sae or not.. tt kind of thing.. a and he was telling mi i veri heartless or something.. not i heartless la.. i todl him i having exams no time is he dun understand ok.. wth la.. den ok.. he ask mi to go see doc.. den i sae no need la.. cuz like onli a bit la.. den he like keep asking mi to go see doc.. -.-.. den he noe i was not realli listening to him and i was focusing on my com.. so he juz jung up.. everytime he hung up and he called again..=.= den sae he pissed off with mi.. tt i not listening to him.. but the thing is.. i told him i the next dae den call him.. i TOLD him i got no time to tok to him le.. but is he dun wan to hang up can.. den come blame me for not listening to him..always so unreasonable la.. and he sae me dun appreciate him for asking mi go see doc.. xiao bing hui bian da bing all tt.. is not i dun appreciate la.. i realli appreaciate.. but i juz can't stand him for.. being toking so slow when i got no time and dun wan to hang up when i told him i wan to study la.. is like.. irritating.. get it? den sae i will regret if i dun isten to him.. hais.. den send mi so mani msg.. but i didnt bother to reply.. not i dun wanna reply or wan to save sms.. is he too unreasonable.. i dun bother to explain animore..

Happy teachers' Day!!!

Yox.. went back to sec sch in the morning todae.. met liu jing .. she's still late!!! haix.. nvm.. den toked to some teachers lor.. watch the performance.. a bit la.. den tok to friends.. ahh.. i miss yue zhu.. haha.. and qian ting also.. although she in tp and one of the 8 sister but dun get to see her often and always dun wan go out de..=( but she also nv go back todae lor.. pig .. sae wan to slp.. hai.. quite happie todae laaa...cuz...=p haha..

den actually wanted go back pri sch one.. hai.. den idham and xuan rong msg sae not going liao.. sian lor.. den onli suan sen, jorine and me leh.. den i.. nvm la.. juz go back first.. but.. before i make a decision i called jorine.. cuz she reach le.. den she sae the canteen stalls not open!!! Argh.. den i decided not to go back le.. although i realli wish to tok to miss tang.. but nvm la.. cuz i super hungry .. no money and need foooood.. but actualli hse also nth to eat la.. so drank milo.. den wait for mama to cook dinner den got food to eat..

argh.. cham lei.. onli studied half of pom.. siansian .. going to study late tonite.. wake up 6am... reach sch 9am to study .. hais.. den fri also.. hais..

btw, joyce told me she will not be going to lucky plaza work lliao.. but somewhere in the east area.. and she said parkway juz open a new kids counter.. hope she can work there .. den both of us work parkway den good liao... kekeke..