hmm..

Alright.. worked morning to 8pm yesterday.. Was rather busy at the cashier whole day.. but i like the feeling of "going crazy" .. lolx.. Jia Wei came by to find me... but sry i was busy.. so vannot really talk to her.. Was doing payment while a girl approached me and asked if i was from Junyuan..and choir.. den i was like.. "You are....?" haha... She's Pei Shan la! My junior.. Omg.. i almost cant recognise her.. change alot.. wasnt able to chat much too.. She's working at DHL!!! Soing some admin job.. It's where i wanna work next time lor.. Her O lvl result was quite good.. so is Huimin's .. not bad not bad.. wasnt able to chat much.. but was quite happy that i met my junior.. They are the juniors who shows a lot of respect to us in those days... so ya.. Quite memorable.. miss them..

Haiz.. i was almost thinking the whole day on whether should i try OSIP or not.. Cher was giving us info about SIP and OSIP after lec today.. and she strongly encourage us to apply for OSIP and go through the school interview first even if we are not sure.. Den through the interview, maybe the lecturers or tutors can give us feedback whether we are suitable.. But if u noe, im not that kind of independent person.. if sway sway tio me alone go one country i sure die there.. lols.. but at the same time, i feel like going leh.. haiz.. can boost resume also.. my sis also encourage me go.. if really wan, i will choose either China, Hong Kong or Vietnam.. I think if the maturity stage pass le.. they most prob will send me to Viet.. cuz went there for CDS before and got friends still in contact there.. but last year 2 places was offered by Viet but no LOM stud wanna take.. so sad.. haha..I think China got 8 places.. but scare no accomodation.. most prob la.. cuz they actually dun need interns.. they got mroe than enough peep to work for them lor.. somemore no minimum allowance.. sure below $440 one.. den must top up so much $ by myself.. HAIZ.. I really dunno!!! God.. help me with my decision!

Went to visit my uncle in Hospi just now.. haiz.. his lungs dunno wad.. i also not very sure.. i think is smoke too much.. the report not out yet.. Grandma found out yesterday.. supposed to be kept from her.. but some neighbour just leaked it out.. and the whole yesterday she got no appetite.. thinking of all the pipes which go in and out of one's body.. cao er.. but no choice.. what will happen if i grow old?? Oh No! I think our generation sure very jia lat one lor.. looking at the way we eat.. haiz..

After that went to Chinatown with mum, sis and aunt.. ate gong bao tian ji and sheng yu.. with porridge..nicenice neh.. realised that there's so many nice food there.. really alot.. and realised that the place we had our dinner is actually where my ex brought me last time.. but that time is around 2 plus in the morning i think .. and that famous stall is closed le.. tts y no ppl.. den today so packed and long queue.. then we go 2nd floor sit.. 2nd floor very empty.. alot ppl dunno there's 2nd floor.. thats y the 1st floor is so packed.. lol.. hai.. brought me memories..

Packed with peep..

Tian Ji..Yummy!

Fishy!

Frog drumstick! hahas..

It's enough to eat the porridge with the sauce alone!

after that went for a lil shopping.. for new year.. bought sweets and all tt.. till 9plus.. waited for bus CT18 for so loooong la.. till bedok reservior there.. wanted to take 21.. also so long.. never come.. den my sis bth le.. wan taKe taxi.. den suddenly no taxi at sight.. no bus 21 also.. lol.. waited for quite long before getting into a taxi..

Is wed an impoertant day? Maybe to others but .. wad abt him?

miss u baby

Tired.. i gave up continuing blogging today after one word becuz of jenson.. lolx..


- I miss u baby!

Butt Hurts

Phew~ Finally, role play is over.. it's rather short but cher say the contents are all there.. but the conflicts are not big enough! lolx.. too bad, we are all nice peeps ya? hehe..

Wow.. my butt really hurts.. Ops..=X all because of yesterday.. Worked morning shift yesterday..till 2pm.. ate, and headed to Aranda Country Club for the company party.. Tiffany was sick.. so didnt come.. so our shop only left Bernard, Sha, Yati and me.. Took a cab down.. Bird pay.. haha.. bleahs.. our shop suppose to form a team (purple team) with the Taka peep.. and i was supposedly to be in the Yellow Team with 815 & 812 peeps as stated in the e-mail.. but Bernard asked me to wear purple.. so too bad.. im still in purple team!
Had fun? Hmm.. a little la.. hahaha.. So our team only has 3 guys.. Bernard, Sha, and Ah Soon from 828.. Den before that we knew we have to run during the games and everyone was like.. huh.. dun feel like running leh.. so long never run and blabla.. haha.. but still have to la.. den Bernard was asking us not to sabo him if anything.. sabo the 828 peeps.. we were like.. okay.. but in the end when choose team leader, we all pointed to Bernard.. lolx.. and he was hiding away.. but too bad.. he too big size to be hidden.. Ops..=X lols..

Okay.. so the first part of the game is amazing race.. short one.. but.. haiz.. wu liao.. go one station, solve le jiu run to another station.. and is very fast solved one.. den like never stop and play game or wad.. continue running n running.. bo liao.. ran to pasir ris park.. den after that everybody reached the finsihing point and Alan was giving dunno wad talk ar.. den suddenly felt like.. vomitting.. den very giddy and dunno y both my ears alot of heat.. den i was like .. go sit dwn behind.. and dunno .. very giddy.. den suddenly my vision went white.. see things all white image.. i was like.. shit! den Yati go tell bernard and queenie.. den jiu got ppl bring me to one side and rest le.. Carmen, Zie and Jennifer.. They say my face and lips no colour.. den Zie was like helping me take off shoes and ask me take off specs all that.. den Jennifer gave me a small bottle of Feng You.. den i was realli giddy.. i didnt reply whatever they ask me.. den i try to apply the feng you.. felt nth.. den nvm.. they all go play their games.. den me rest by myself.. Pai Seh also.. like.. so many ppl u noe.. alamak! lol.. anyway, i got better after they finished 2 games.. den i started to look at the feng you Jennifer gave me.. it's empty one lor.. Lmao.. no wonder..
After that i join my team back for the last 3 games.. the first one was having the spoon in ur mouth with a ball.. den need to walk one round, come back and pass to ur next team mate.. if the ball drop.. everything restart again.. den ah soon was so funny.. actually it can be quite stable la.. but den dunno he scared the ball drop or wad.. when his turn, he walk very slow and careful lor.. hahaha.. so funny.. den in the end my group was the last.. when everybody finish le left Bernard the last one walking by his own.. lolx.. Den the 2nd game was Caterpilla.. this game makes my butt hurts! even till now! Everyone got to sit down in a row in ur own team.. den both legs cling onto the person in front of u de leg and move using our buttocks! i thought is move using hands lor... tt time the FOC also got play but is use hands.. there's a finishing line and the last person's butt must reach tt line ma.. so the in front person got to pull and the behind got to push.. and we need to sit so close tgt.. its qutie disgusting.. tts why Queenie strongly detest participating tt game.. lols.. joined the yellow team for that game cuz they got not enuff peep.. Naz was behind me, and Ming Shen behind Naz.. Both their legs so long that covers 2 person la.. that means Ming sheng's leg was actually on mine.. den make till both pair of legs on mine.. so heavy and pain leh! lol.. in the end i think Yellow came in forth if i not wrong.. for that game la.. den i was like.. looking at the Pink Team.. Fendy's team..lmao.. they still stuck behind liKe cannot move liKe that.. lols.. so funny.. and the last game was bo liao also.. everyone took off shoes and sit dwn 2 rows facing eath other.. and all our shoes at one end.. den when the game start, we need to pass the shoe all the way down using our feet and the last person at the end need to throw the shoe as far as possible with both legs.. lame lor.. in the end, brown team and green team had a tie and they replay again.. den brown team won..

Wads worse??? First team prize was the BSN Towel!!! Second was Sesame Street bag!!! and Third was Over The Hedge beach matt!!! OMGWTBBBQ! Super Cheapscake! all cannot sell de den give.. -____-

The last few teams better.. got snacks.. lolx.. After everything we took a few group photos before going back to the chalet.. Think we are too mischievious? i think everyone was posing nicely while we were messing with one another's hair.. All because of Sha la.. start first.. and i think Mates did some funny thing to me also.. let's see when the photo is out..

After that went back for buffet..The food.. hmm.. okay only lor.. Ps was asking Bernard tha group sitting dwn there eating, "hows the food".. den everyone was like.. okay lor.. dun dare to say anithing ma.. den Bernard say not good.. dou fu too salty, fish not fresh and blabla.. lolx! den Ps say.."cannot help la.." !!! y not man.. if they order better food of cuz can be helped! lols.. after that went with Queenie play arcade bb awhile.. den to take bus home le.. Bernard sort of sent me home cuz he scare me faint lol.. den come home le bath and all that.. memorise scripts blabla.. whole night cannot slp.. dunno y.. sianx..

My butt still hurts!!!! =(

lalalla

*yawn*~ again.. when can i get enough slp.? Lmod lesson juz finished.. still needa stay back after calculus lec for Comskills role play.. argh~ *slpy eyes* Yea, btw, im able to go for the thurs company party le.. changed with Albert.. but needa skip lec and work morning shift that day.. revision lec leh.. haiz.. no choice.. after that den ask my friend what is covered bahs..

That day steven so funny.. he always like gong gong one... lols.. den that day he accidentally knocked his head against the Tee stand.. den very pain.. until his whole head also turn red.. den i was like "eh u ok not..do u still noe who m i?" den he was like.. "ya.. my girlfriend" den wanna hug me.. wth sia.. lolx.. den got a relief staff from bedok name Mates..Indo-chinese.. he also another funny guy.. lols.. good to bully .. keep bullying him.. haha.. gonna see him on Thurs at Aranda again~

Im glad i survived this morning's calculus tutorial.. at least i didnt fall aslp ya.. haha.. Thx to Mei Tong's sweet.. haha.. and sort of noe how to do integration.. haben been doing ttuorial since the start of integration and today, we are learning part 3 of integraton.. totally lost.. haha.. needa buy sweet from cheers later to survive the coming lec.. lols.. so slack.. exam is coming soon.. and is during chienese new year week.. sec sch friends are starting to date one another.. yet, i need to study for exam!!! I wanna continue my Hanakimi.. stopped at epi 5.. Jo.. faster go buy the DVD.. den lend me! Muahahha! have been watching Ai Yori Aoshi.. whenever i got free time in sch.. glad i found it on youtube.. cuz tt time SVC showed.. but i missed it.. yea yea..

so boredddd..
I wanna shop for more clothes for CYN!

Happy~

First of all, wanna wish Pinwen and Yongmin Happy Birthday..! wow.. so fast 19.. hehe..

Anyway, Super tired but happy today! Wah.. ive been tired for like.. how long le... still tired.. and i mean it! I was slping during tutorial and lec today laaa... omg.. i think tutor noes.. but she didnt sae anything.. tml calculus tut haben do.. dunno how to do laa.a.. haiz.. this cant go on..
After sch today was doing the role play thingy for comskills.. till 6 plus.. den went shopping with jo, xm and lj.. I spent almost $100 on a set of clothes.. but can sae.. it's all worth while! Hahaha.. shall stop here.. go slp le.. nitenite..

Woosh!

Wah.. finally able to blog.. so damn tired now.. i forgot wad to vlog again..everytime haven blog den think of so much to blog.. but come le forget everything.. haha.. *yawns*..

Tml gotta work morning to 8 shift.. cover Sha.. MC.. sians.. luckily not full shift for me.. can die.. Oh yea.. finally after much struggle, able to go for the Company party on Thur rather than Wed.. i was thinking.. Wed.. need to go sch for proj.. den company party..den Bs.. like rush here and there.. somemore the party i think need get one lor.. also dunno what they playing.. lolx.. ya.. so mine was changed to Thur.. Have to help them work mornin to 2 on Thur if i need to change.. den hav to skip lec lor.. bo bian.. if dun go need forfeit 20 bucks.. o.. no way man..ya.. needa wear purple colour for my shop.. got Bird, Yati, Tiffany, Sha and me.. at least Queenie going.. if i cant go thur den she dun wan go le.. and not going to pay 20 bucks.. lolx..
Yesterday got a new staff.. actually he worked 1 week liao.. at Tampines and Pasir ris.. name Albert.. Xiao di again.. cant stand him laa!!! Damn talkative.. wads worse is he looks like my ex.. and as irritating as my ex.. omg.. ! LOL.. sometimes i really dunno wad to reply him lor.. always talk rubbish.. den like to talk things tt has realli no link one.. keep telling me about Vanessa.. and the way he talk .. realli.. dunno wad to sae.. wierd guy.. like to disturb ppl and hyperactive.. lols.. almost like Bro with my lao gong(bird).. as in.. same height, wear same uniform and same Shoe, diff colour! lol.. Yesterday Yati told bird she going to quit liao.. he like.. really not happy lor.. lols..
Today Yk afternoon and so is Steven la.. sians.. YK always plan Steven same shift as herself.. everyone also realise that la.. I noe he cute also cannot like tt ma.. lols.. He's realli cute la.. i like to disturb him.. but he learn to talk back le! lols.. 18 look like 16.. diaos..hahas..

Slpy.. today worked in the morning.. den go church.. hmm.. not a very gd feeling about the queuing up for seats part? delayed by work and reached ard 4.10pm.. No one queue.. all working lor.. -___- haha.. hai.. actually no la.. but.. ya.. Chloe need to attend to her 2 European friends before svc.. den Paul usher.. Chris.. at office..Cindy work.. dunno abt Kelvin and Say hong? isit? xm exam.. jia wei.. dunno.. argh.. in the end.. Chris reached ard the same time as me.. so he was like.. walking slowly and steadily into the church.. while i was thiking in my mind.. hmm.. so late le... got seats ma? den he was like.. entered.. saw the side got quite few empty seats.. den no one sitting.. den juz take the seats there.. wah.. like tt also can lor.. lol.. if every week like tt hw? lols.. felt some..felt. excited in this new cg.. afterall, its not as bad as wad i thought.. or it's juz that the worse is not yet to come? lols.. no la.. joking .. haha.. not bad..
Cg gonna be at Tua Payoh.. *Faints* lols.. aiya.. think i stop here.. realli slpy.. fainting.. tml waking up early again! SIANSSSS.. Panda eyes liao..realli~

take care

Take Care..! I noe u are handling quite a lot of stress now.. =( but.. muz jian chi dao di! =)

Hmmm.. think decided not to go for OCP bahs.. anyway, it's liKe a few days after my China trip.. so also a bit rush ya.. somemore they still muz elect ppl to go.. aiya.. suan le..

Ops.. play too much.. talk too much.. haven study! actually a lot to blog.. next time bahs!

bored

Sry for the last entry.. was too angry.. Having my Log Mod lesson now.. First time i had my model modelled successfully.. haha.. Teacher also dunno doing wad.. always rather waste so much time than releasing us earlier.. haha.. anyway, we'll be using the com here for another 1 hr break..
Haiz.. tired eyes.. had been so so tired these few days.. physically and esp my eyes.. but dunno why when come to nite time.. wan to slp cannot slp.. den next day wake up eyes still as tired.. and think my degree increase le.. can't see whats on the screen liao.. sobz..
Today's calculus test dunno whether can make it or not.. Tml got comskills test.. so much to study.. and today sch till so late.. feel like skipping lecture.. but again, Calculus lecture is too important to skip ya? No choice..
Hai.. guess what? I missed seeing Wu Zun and Ella yesterday at TM.. because of this stupid calculus test lor.. but i guess even if i went after sch yesterday also wun be able to get their signature.. Heard that ppl start queue super early in the morning liaos.. and ya some ppl dun get to get their signature.. Zi Yan cut queue and she got to shake Wu Zun's hand!!! omg.. actually they dun shake hand.. but Zi Yan go call him and ask for handshake la.. OH MY! lolx.. I want his handshake too!
Thurs's Melvin's Bdae.. haven got him his bdae present.. hmmm... think give him a treat can liao.. since he likes to eat! =P but gonna celebrate next week or even later i guess.. Ops..=X Really no time la.. if not they all can go ahead..
I really miss alot of movies.. no money.. no time.. but really feel like maybe going on a movie with Qian ting.. plus maybe other of my sec sch mates.. ! i miss them!
And must really find time during the holidays for Pri sch classmates.. i pity Shi Ting.. always ask me and jorine out but we always not free.. Sorry wors..

ROTI PRATA!

ROTI PRATA BANANA SHIT!

HATE MY BROTHER! WHY MUST HE BE SO XIAO XIN YAN.. SUX.. WAD MONEY FACE BROTHER! IT'S NONE OF HIS PROBLEM AT ALL WHETHER MY DAD GOING TO PAY FOR MY TRIP OR WHATEVER.. ANYWAY, I DUN REALLY CARE.. BUT IT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH IF HE WANNA CARE SO MUCH EVEN WHEN IT'S TOTALLY NONE OF HIS SHIT BUSINESS.. AND MAKE ME LOOK AS IF I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT $$$ IN FRONT OF MY MUM AND SIS.. I DUN CARE IF IM GOING TO PAY THAT $300 DEPOSIT OR WAD SO EVER.. THEY ARE MAKING ME CONFUSE WHILE THEY SAY I CONFUSE THEM.. IT'S OK IF THEY DUN UNDERSTAND.. DUN CARE ANYMORE.. MY MONEY IS THERE.. MORE OR LESS I WUN CARE.. WAN TO TAKE DEN TAKE.. AS LONG AS THEY FEEL THEY ARE RIGHT..

in love

OMG.. In love with 泉..
He's so nice, so handsome!
haha.. watched DVD for the whole afternoon.. although suppose to study.. hmm.. but was juz attracted to watching..argh.. so nice la! =P

Pictures..

Was watching Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu DVD yst nite.. so didnt upload pics.. shall upload now..
















What is this?
















Sweet laaa... Also dunno where Bernard get de.. haha



FOOD.. YUMMY!



Express Train to Sentosa..



Traditional Mochi... Nicenice..



Yati, Tiffany and Me..

Last but not least..

Me and my bf.. dun let u all see who is he! lol..

Tired

Now at LOM Centre blogging again.. I skipped Calculus tutorial this morning.. Ops..=X Bo bian.. wanna slp laaaa... =P uploaded quite a number of photos yesterday.. shall blog it tonight.. Juz finished my Log Modelling test.. on Excel Spreadsheet and ProModel.. Excel still can.. but ProModel was skrewed.. haiz..

hai.. so sian.. Tues.. long day again.. Think also no time to buy CYN clothes bahz.. O yah.. gotta buy ppl's present too.. Almost forgot..

i wanna eat swordfish sashimi.....

eiiejdioejdi

First thing i wanna sae is.. Im seriously seriously broke.. haiz.. Now trying to eat meals at home whenever possible..means that i really have to control alot..esp i love to eat so much.. and recently, Hazel just introduced me the sushi near the Tampines MRT station.. It's really sOoo tempting la.. Esp the Swordfish Sashimi!!! Nicer than Salmon la.. OMG.. Heavenly man.. Needa save money on movies.. Sobz..Sobx... sad la.. alamak...

Next.. Congrats to Haney!!! Getting married on Mar 11.. Kwel~

Haiz.. Cant standMelvin's msn.. have been struggling for the past 1 hr to chat with him..his msn got prob.. argh..

Somethings i really dun understand.. how can someone be so mei ren qing wei.. i was really mad at this person for being so.. argh.. forget it..

im stuck here for so long but didnt blog much.. cuz pei melvin play monopoly.. guess his xing qing bu hao.. nvm.. stop here.. nites!

:o

Im suprised that he actually affects me for quite a bit..
Not gonna care anymore..

shux

Vexed.. Y are guys all the same? One moment say like u.. after getting a part of ur heart, they change 36O degree?

I've now come to realise my real weakness in love..

Heys

Heys.. yupyup.. 1 hr break now.. Blogging while loading La Bi Xiao Xing.. Project leave for 6pm bahs.. dun care le.. Rash and Zi Yan nv come sch today.. Rash msg me sae she sick.. Den during calculus lesson Zi Yan never turn up.. i was thinking.. die la..left me and Cong Xin.. but luckily Zi yan came after that.. rash coming at 6.. maybe 4 for lec.. a tiring day today.. but satisfied.. cuz i understand how to do my cal after the tuorial.. haha..
So bored..........La Bi XIao Xing load so slow.. cant log in to msn..
Later cal lec.. hope the numb of sweets in my bag can keep me awake.. last week's one whole box of lime smint mentols cant keep me awake still.. *sigh..

Heys

Heys.. yupyup.. 1 hr break now.. Blogging while loading La Bi Xiao Xing.. Project leave for 6pm bahs.. dun care le.. Rash and Zi Yan nv come sch today.. Rash msg me sae she sick.. Den during calculus lesson Zi Yan never turn up.. i was thinking.. die la..left me and Cong Xin.. but luckily Zi yan came after that.. rash coming at 6.. maybe 4 for lec.. a tiring day today.. but satisfied.. cuz i understand how to do my cal after the tuorial.. haha..
So bored..........La Bi XIao Xing load so slow.. cant log in to msn..
Later cal lec.. hope the numb of sweets in my bag can keep me awake.. last week's one whole box of lime smint mentols cant keep me awake still.. *sigh..

Projects!!!

YAWN~ Juz done another part of my project.. Oh no!! Time is running out!!! Next week is the submission together with the presentation.. argh.. so sway.. No extra time for preparing presentation..!!! It seems like.. eveything is like.. bits and pieces here and there.. what a mess?! So tired.. Quite alot of things to blog recenltly actually.. but too tired and no time.. plus recently alot of mix feelings.. no mood to do project, no mood to work and everything.. plus these few days keep raining.. and so tired.. of cuz, slp alot.. and eat alot too! haiz..
and tell u.. I'm simply pissed with wad the company is doing.. No more fridge from now on.. and we got to pay 20% of wad is damaged.. (except merchandise) liKe.. Maniqueen, shuttle, door, etc... Imagine a staff accidentally broke the maniqueen? It cost 1000 over dollars for a maniqueen and 20% is like.. a few hundreds.. -___-
Hai.. this one.. ok .. The fridge.. "haha".. wad to say? for me, so long de staff le of cuz will bu shuang la..! becoz of cut cost.. grrr.. damn pissed.. I seriously felt a bit lost, dunno wad to do.. maybe juz rot.. Actually now im not at all motivated to push sales.. Cuz nowadays, i simply does my job as a cashier.. 90% of my time at the cashier counter.. like.. doing my own things lor.. hardly attend to cust.. Now.. it's like.. almost all new staff again.. and the way i see them work and the in charge didnt even say anything i also.. dunno wad to say lor.. but i never tell Bird.. cuz i feel that.. wads the use la.. hai.. wan to die die lor.. although he everytime ask mi to share my thoughts.. cuz he know me sure alot of opinions.. but i feel that it's of no use la.. can see.. cuz i did before.. but after telling them, and after 2/3 days, it's back to normal again and the ICs didnt even realise i guess.. cuz they, themselves are doing it. So for me now, im just doing my part generally.. For example, season change was on the 10.. I think till now, the hangings are not even steamed.. the stickers are still there.. and they are not even well maintained.. It's like some of the designs got 4 pcs, some 3, some 2.. and when the customer tried and left it on the folding table or wad.. when i wanted to hang it back and was thinking.. should it be on the hanging? when i check the hangings, everything's not hanging accordingly.. i juz gave up.. i rather not hang and leave it to other staff to do it than mi doing the wrong thing.. i really Xia Bu Liao Shou.. This is only one example.. imagine how many others are there in my mind.. It's really not organised at all.. and that YK nearly made me pay innocent money again.. I'm sure that i wun have any shortages lor.. she said she counted a lot of times le.. and there's actually a wrong tender mode with Visa and Cash.. she said she calculated already but still short of tt amount.. so.. nvm.. im sure i didnt do wrong.. i went for my break first.. after my break , bird actually calculated and it tallies lor.. and sort of say YK.. haiz... lower my mood for a moment.. cuz realli broke..

Shall stop here.. say dun wanna blog much also blogged this much .. haha.. shall go slp now.. tml lesson 9 to 6pm and prject after that!!! OMGWTBBBQ!!!

Will nt be blogging nxt few days too i guess? unless during Log Mod tutorial tml.. hehe..

SAD

SAD
Where's freddie? *hugs*

Yoyo

SOoo TIred! Work morning to 2pm today.. Outing with mummy, korkor and didi was cancelled.. becuz Sasha and jerry korkor and some other ICs were suddenly called back to office for some reason.. So mummy got to work afternoon shift .. den Jerry also cannot make it liao.. so was cancelled.. den wanted to work till 6pm.. Cuz.. haiz.. try to cover wad i've spent ya? haha.. but stupid Bernard dun let.. say too many ppl le.. nan de i wan to help him work leh.. hahha.. somemore today forgot to bring my TMS card.. and the bus 15 .. recently damn slow.. i waited for about 15mins this morning.. den come one buz 15.. but it was totally packed.. so i called Bernard.. den he say he still waiting for bus also.. den i tell him pack le.. he ask mi taKe cab tgt he pay.. haha.. but no la.. when i was about to look out for cab, another bus 15 came.. so ya.. took bus.. save money la! So we manage to make it on time.. and.. the new uniform sux! YUCKS!!! but .. no choice rite? Haiz.. Anyway, this new year dun have anything nice lor.. i mean the new stock.. compared to last year.. last year at least.. still can jian ren la.. i mean those aunties style.. still got the CNY feeling.. now not even lor.. somemore miss last year la.. got 2 shops and so many staff.. so fun.. btw, yesterday 1 new staff.. today another.. Ming shen and Carmen.. still dunno them yet.. cuz yst nv work.. den today 4 hrs at kids counter.. so sian lor.. Morning to 2pm only did $50+ sales lor.. Wu liao si le.. attended the morning briefing.. So long never to up work le.. so many unfamiliar faces.. Wierd.. that auntie still will joke with mi during the briefing.. maybe becuz we gave her disc when she buy bsn.. lol.. normally she very fierce one.. and during her briefing i always wan to laugh.. cuz her English sux.. den always say till very funny lor.. Bua Ta Han! HEEHEE.. den today think got 2 new promoter .. attended the briefing.. so they were to intro their names.. den another Isetan staff ask for my name.. say she dunno.. den i say my name la.. den she ask go bsn buy for disc not.. den i sae got.. den she say ok .. den she write my name down on her notebook in case she forgot.. -___- lolx.. but this auntie not gd one lor.. always face black black.. den i go to the counter .. see so many storage cartons.. and the place quite messy.. i headache.. diao.. den i see the staple bullets going to finish .. so i ask from the cashier for a little first and ask Bernard to take up one box when he come out.. By rite can taKe from Isetan.. but i dun like .. cuz that time i take from that cashier.. den she say.. " Your bsn never provide one meh.. next time take own one" veri fierce leh.. humph! staple bullet only mah.. the Isetan staff all wierd wierd one.. kns.. but got one staff really look like Ai Hua alot.. talk also the same.. also Malaysian.. wonder if she got a sister.. haha.. btw, tt time Ai Hua called to check stock.. den i tell her i miss her .. den she ask mi who am i.. den i say Huimin.. den she still dunno leh!!! =( Dun friend her le.. Boo!
Sian.. tml work morning with YK.. Si Sian De Lor! haha..
Going to do my Calculus HW liaox.. haiz.. so difficult! *headaches*

Happy Birthday Mummy!

First of all, Happy Birthday to my mum! Celebrated yesterday.. Went to Ang Mo Kio Ave 3 eat .. mainly crabs.. YUMMY Laaaaaaaaa~~~~~ esp the butter crab.. damn nice man.. and that coffee shop is crowded with ppl eating crabs.. A pity i didnt take the photo of the crabs when it was served..















The chilli crab shell















Pincer.. So big!















Looking at this pic, i realise i didnt eat enuff!















See? dunno how my dad eat de.. eat until the fish like this.. Si Bu Ming Mu

Btw, got back all my results.. almost got straight As.. sian.. ALMOST.. haha.. nvm.. work harder! Finally felt a sense of relief about my project.. cuz finally left 1 more qn to complete.. which is the reccomendation part..
Went Parkway just now.. Shu Ying was like asking me whether want to help the Jeric ( Boss of Reds) to give out flyers from 4 to 6pm on fri or not.. No pay but a free haircut.. but the location is at Clarke Quay and one more forgot where.. was not very interested.. cuz Fri already sae going out with mummy, korkor and didi le.. but ShuYing say if i go she treat me meal wor.. wahs.. haha.. but no la.. of cuz wun accept the meal la.. she wan to help him so much sia.. still wan treat me meal.. dotx.. haha.. Hmm.. think first la..

Finally, and finally, i bought Levi's watch after much consideration.. got a purplish pink one for $90.. the shop which offers me $85 dun have the colour that i want.. so sad..

sian

so sian la.. sian sianx.. Nth much yesterday.. went to work.. got XM to go with mi to the watch shop for Levi's watch .. but they onli left yellow and blue colour.. so.. yea.. hai.. talking of that.. began to feel a bit scary about the sales assistant who always talk to me when i go.. cuz i went today cuz.. sad to say that my ODM watch is spoilt.. not no batt.. so thinking of buying the Levi's watch.. and since he said red, orange, and white colour might come today, then go up and have a look.. but only got red and orange.. can't decide alone.. den that sales assistant quite chatty la.. and i wanted to go down 1st floor got sell those nice food.. and left not much time before work le.. den when i tell him i gotta go.. he suddenly ask whether can call me when free not.. WAH LAO! Cao er.. haiz.. but i juz told him no la.. recently busy with sch n work.. omg! Felt disgusted.. dun dare go up alone anymore..
Den when i go back shop tell Bird.. he still wan offer me his hand go up .. like act my bf.. LAME! but i shoot him back with lot of things... haha.. and i enjoy suaning him laaaa... so fun .. lolx.. everytime make him nth to sae.. haha.. now i understand y my testimonial got ppl say mi got powerful suaning skills le.. lol.. Recently dunno y i become his 'Lao po' le.. -.- think YK more suitable huh.. lol .. anyway, not bad.. got benefit.. ask him do wad he do wad.. Ops..=x Btw, yesterday i finally foung my target le.. got a customer bought the jeans which i paid.. den i see him so short.. purposely psycho him to alter.. so that i can exchange with other items.. lolx.. his length is only 36.5 inches! however, still got 2 chinos.. haiz.. where is my prey?
April and Nicole brought 3 of their friends to mess my shop yesterday.. 3 unknown guys.. still crap with mi.. wait till i find out where's his underwear stall den i go mess up all the briefs den he noe.. haha! ops..=x
Yesterday wanna eat durian so much.. before work.. but bird dun allow mi to eat inside stall.. and cant find anione eat with mi outside.. grr.. how i wish Queenie is there.. hahaha.. Sashimi + Durian + Mango juice ! I noe that's a wierd combi but thats wad we always do! haha..=p

Giddy~

Haiz.. dunno why.. so giddy wholde day today.. Yesterday whole night can't slp!!! Qi si wo ler..
well well..First of all, Happy belated bdae to Seng and Ling Kai!!! Their bdae yesterday... Yesterday Seng and mummy came over to parkway.. Seng thought Bird and YK will prepare present for him.. so he delibrately came over to collect his bdae present.. haha.. can't stand him leh.. super thick skin lor.. i didnt get him anything.. aiya.. no $$.. so juz bought him a cake after work.. He realli .. wad de lor.. he realli come and demand present from them.. in the end get nothing.. so disappointed.. lolx.. Queenie and Zhuang Li got him a iPod Silver la!!!! rich sia.. !

Then i morning shift.. They ask me go out with them.. but.. mama already cook my dinner le.. somemore dun wanna spend again.. also dun realli feel like going town.. somemore they wanna go pub.. den i never even bring clothes to change cuz thought after work sure go home de ma.. in the end... they still at coffee vean after my work la.. so i go find them.. den bought Seng bdae cake.. den they sae actually they waiting for me... if not they wld have been to meet Zhuang li after work.. i was like.. -_- .. i dun wanna go pub.. wads important is with Uniform??!! *faints* But.. in the end they sae never go pub le.. only go Vivo.. then keep dragging mi go.. also bu hao yi si ma.. Bdae boy.. den go lor..














Bdae boy Seng..















Me and Seng

So we cabbed down from parkway to Vivo meet Lily Mo ( Zhuang Li).. they intend to go Sakae buffet.. but wad time le.. sure no buffet de ma.. den wanna go sushi tei.. long queue.. in the end eat Long John..-___-


Mummy and me


Me and Zhuang Li


Mr Gan and me


Mummy wearing Nu er de Specs..

after eating they say going pub.. =.= and they dun let mi go home.. whahaha.. *crys* .. wear uni go.. :S .. dun wanna spend $ to buy new clothes becuz of tt too.. so .. they keep saying anithing one la.. .. den.. HACK! but spent $ on a Top from Fox still.. haiz..
Went Shin.. in Clarke Quay.. with them and Zhuang li's 2 colleages..Jessie and Si Ting.. Odered a bottle of Chivas.. Ok la .. Quite enjoy.. cuz we played games.. den quite funny la.. lolx.. played with dice and cards.. whoever lose got to drink a mouthful o finish whole glass .. or wadever u like to add.. tt kind.. veri funni la.. haha.. Until ard 1am..

8 six? lol..

Think feel abit giddy le..know wad it means .. so cant drink anymore.. nxt day morning shift.. I purposely finish my glass before going off.. den when i sae going off Jessie still pour and ask mi finish.. -__- Jiu finish lor.. and Queenie's one.. helped her drink half.. cuz she dun like drink too much.. so me and mummy went off first.. while the rest headed to MOS later.. and the cab fare home.. is.. sianz.. zZz..

Now i understand y everytime my dad drunk.. den come home first thing run to the washroom le.. haha.. it's realli still nis toilet after a while of toilet.. lol.. reached home ard 2? A bit segh but still need to wrap Ling Kai's present.. Mum scolded when i called her at Vivo, saying i not going home for dinner le.. =X.. haiz.. not i want de.. but.. friend's bdae not nice to reject.. but luckily when i reach home.. woke her up she never say anything.. Phew~ Because when i told them earlier y i dun wanna go, i said i got to wrap present, my mum cook liao..tml morning shit.. all that.. not excuses la.. but realli mah.. haha.. den in the taxi home, very tired liao ma.. den i tell Queenie.. Haiz.. i go home still need to wrap present.. den she laugh .. sae she very guilty.. -___-.. lol.. haiz..

So went to bed ard 2.40am like that.. BUT.. can't sleep at all..Grrr.. partly becuz i was way too hungry.. stomach grumbling like wad.. but i dun wanna wake up in the middle of the night to eat.. and dun wanna miss the chance of that little time left to fall aslp.. lolx.. so i was in the end, awake all the way till morning.. get out of bed at 6.20am.. slack a bit.. cook instant bee hoon.. and prepare for work.. still giddy giddy.. saw Bird and Tiff got up the bus and sat at the front.. but lazy to go over n talk to them.. i tryin to slp.. lol.. den when the bus journey was around.. kaki bukit tt side.. i finally fell aslp.. but like.. after a while, i've reached parkway... Grrr~


Zi Lian 2 min before tap in.. =x
Our 2006 Dec sales figure exceeded 2005 Dec sales by $20K.. so company gonna award us with some gifts.. wonder wad will it be.. and thinking whether to work on CYN 2nd day or not.. Maybe $100 ang bao.. So start work le.. i was the cashier.. and bird was asking mi to continue Tiff's job yesterday.. which is to write the new season's PLUs on the back of the POP.. to prepare for season change when pack stock mah.. Yesterday i already taught Tiff how to do it la.. Although she already finish writing the Mens' PLU, but i see le.. i realli dunno wad she doing lor.. She only write the PLU and how many colours.. no description le.. and for example pro Tee.. she write Promo 1, promo 2..and so on.. how ppl going to noe which one is promo 1 or 2? I see le immediately sian diao lor.. somemore she did so many liaos.. i realli dun wish to touch anything.. so i told Bernard about tt.. i told him i wun continue one lor.. ask Tiff do herself.. since she do le.. if YK not happy not my prob liao.. i mean.. Bird ask mi to do my way.. but i also dun wan like.. half half.. like.. kns like tt.. althought my way is the clearest.. although bird also agree.. but that fussy ger .. aiya.. wadever.. so i juz told Bird everything.. and i juz wun touch that.. cuz if i dun think that way of doing is right i wun do one lor.. den Bird listen le.. also think a while.. say " Hao! You Xing Ge!" lolx.. i mean.. ya la.. Leave it to YK.. since have to do her own way..
and quite drustrated la.. a lot of things to do.. dunno y today a lot ppl wanna alter pants.. den insist wan check stock.. always the sales period ppl insist wanna check stock.. those 1 pc 1 pc de.. sians.. and calls.. ans le.. cust wanna check tis check that.. den Xm dunno how to handle those pants with no tags.. like cust bring for alteration.. gotta teach her.. den the other cashiers.. dunno who la.. always give mi sai things lor.. it's like everything juz comes tgt.. n im veri giddy.. grr.. -______- Today i already tidy the cashier le lor.. yst i cleared the reservations and today i clean my cashier counter liao.. and draw the lines for the delivery book.. They better dun mess up again!!!

Boo!!!!!!!

Haiz.. he brings down my mood.. sianz.. not gonna care.. is not as if soemthing i wanted.. hai.. i dun wanna say whatever but.. whatever.. cuz i realli dunno wad more to sae.. i noe it myself can le?

Wad i gonna blog.. Hmm.. ya.. Got back my Calculus and Comskills result today.. Quite disappointed with my score for Cal .. Only scored average la.. haiz.. my aim is 40.. Zi yan got full marks lor.. so clever.. All becuz i dunno how to simplify equations laa.. sad..
But Comskills was unexpectedly good.. Cher was giving out the papers.. got A-.. and she was saying that not a lot ppl do veri good.. and she sae veri diff to get B.. i was like.. wow realli? LOL.. =X It was a formal letter writing.. although i got A- but i still dunno y la.. cuz i feel liKe.. my content is realli messed.. and suprisingly, got a B for the interview.. we were nt suppose to see our grades but Rash accidentally saw mine.. haha.. thought i screwed the interview man.. Lucky..

Well... felt better now... Melv was saying we forgot to taKe pic tt day.. i wonder he got si yi zhen or wad..














Evidence.. but we both agreed that ourselves not nice in this pic laa..

Joyce.. u lied in ur blog.. lolx..

Wierd.. now can load photos again.. pics supposed to be in previous blog entry:

Rose Mary

still prefer vodka than red wine..











Yummy!!!

At Boshi Ichiban restaurant

Haiz.. does bloffer limit the amount of photos per entry? i cant ipload the pics again! ;(

Happy Belated Bdae to Alice..

hmm.. everyone is the shop is detesting YK now.. hmm.. yea..













Me on the shelving..

Yesterday work ended quite late.. dunno y last min so many customers.. like.. 10.30 to 11pm.. Hai.. Make us cannot close shop.. Thought folded clothes quite fast den quite neat liao can go early.. but in the end.. hai.. the last transaction was $270++.. So Think yesterday did.. ard $7K.. Last day.. left ard $20K more to hit overall target.. sians ritez.. hahaz.. Den reach tampines ard 12 plus.. was thinking whether there's still bus 27 to go airport..so tried waiting for a while before going on a Taxi.. Hai.. real ex la.. but.. no choice.. Yea.. Met up the gang and waited for Jo to finish her DFS shopping for quite long..













Heihei and Me..










Liu Jing, me and Joy

Before going off, Jo had to push her luggages back to her dad's car.. and her mum was like.. ordering us.. to go help her push her(jomama) lugguage.. The twins were like damn angry.. cuz they say her mum veri rude.. hmm.. but tt time i was like thinking she said it in a play play way.. so helped her.. haha.. yea.. nvm la.. After that we cabed down to Hazel's hse for some food, wine and Vodka.. and we were suppose to do Alice's vdae present as well.. Yep.. and Hazel made us Chicken Wings.. Dunno wad her mum marinate with.. Yummy Yummy! And her Chawanmushi.. Ichiban des ne.. So we tasted the Red Wine and Joyce and me finished the whole bottle of Bacardi!!! Lol..

Hai.. dunno y rite now cannot upload photos all of a sudden.. Qi si wor ler.. NXt time den add in bahz..

After that we juz slack ard.. in Heihei's room.. singing K.. using Utube.. hahaz.. and preparing Alice's present.. all the way till morning.. 7 plus.. Heihei's mum offered to send us back home... so nice..! went home and slept all the way till 2.30pm.. woke up and preparing to meet the girls again for dinner at Esplanade ICHIBAN restaurant.. The twins were seriously LATE again la!!!! .. Argh.. Vomit blood! Seriously dunno wad to say.. Haiz.. Half way Jo was giving out our individual presents she got from Japan Hokkaido.. and she brought the wrong thing for me!!! My musical box was still somewhere in her house, inside one of her 9 luggages and 4 handcarry laaaa!!! LOL.. But anyway, I LOVE JORINE!!! Before she go Jap i asked her to make or rather buy that musical box for me.. doubting that most prob she wun buy.. But she DID !!! Oh man... i love her.. hahahz! cuz i saw it on Japan hour.. and juz nice she's going there.. so yup.. Heex.. and she got each one of us a fox Keychain.. each with different meanings on it.. Mine was to drive away bad luck.. and is a black fox.. hahaz.. Hmm.. i got a lot of bad luck meh? *Thinks* ..
hahas.. Anyway, it was getting late and we booked KTV Party World at Loyang point.. so we cabbed down.. and Melv already inside singing liaoz.. haha.. Gave Alice a suprise cuz we told her Melv wun be coming.. We got her a cake too.. but taste not veri nice though.. Juz trying out.. never buy before ma... Alice was suppose to pass the fruits on top of the cake to each one of us.. This pic is .. ? Haha.. See it for urself..

Anyway.. at first was quite funny.. cuz Amy sort of excited and Pai seh cuz Melv's there.. haha.. Make her and Melv sing duet.. she sure shuang dao~ Lolx..

You make me happy, but sad too..

Feels like long time never blog le.. hmm.z.... where shall i start with? Wed?? Wed me n Xm went for Bs.. but in the end found out that Bs was cancelled.. so we decided to go PS to look for presents.. and tried Carl's Junior for the first time.. had Famous Star meal..
Such a big burger.. my mouth's not big enuff to bite!

So went to shop for Xm's mortal's present.. den saw a shirt which i realli liKe in RipCurl.. but.. the price was quite ex la.. 65 bucks.. actually im willing to spend if it's something i realli like.. but Xm ask mi to save money but she dun sound convincing at all.. so i imagined Liu Jing's spirit to be there.. if Liu Jing's there, she sure will pulled mi out of that shop immediately.. and helped mi save that big sum of money.. so i managed to control myself from spending on that shirt.. haha.. thx lj.. although u are nt there.. lol..

That long slv striped Tee with a hood at the back..


Wanted it in Red..but just trying out the size..

yupyup.. so didnt buy in the end.. hmm.. is it a good thing? ahha..
Anyway went arcade again to play a few games.. as usual, the basketball and the.. dunno wads that game call.. yea.. every wednesday practice Basketball yea? try to be li hai as Amy san.. haha.. =X

So far got.. 5 Xmas presents le.. haven got 1 from my angel and 1 from someone else.. so total 7!


This's Sha give de.. my colleage.. Mine was given to Serene..


Adidas edited version Tee given by Claudia.. Thx! love it!


From beloved Joyjoy.. Angelic iPod condom..* how do u noe i wan 1?* Thx! mauckz*


Doraemon water bottle Given by Xm.. Woo~ Cool man.. xP Love doraemon..hees..

Wah.. Love all the presents i've gotten so far.. wonderful Xmas.. but my wish's still not fulfilled.. hmm.. nvm.. next year then.. but at least im contented and happy! =D

Cool man.. Next Fri going out with Queenie mummy, Chin Hong didi and Jerry korkor.. woo~ gonna spend again .. sian.. -_-.. and Monday..! Tml's gonna be another tired day larrr... i wan slppppppppp.. Today woke at 5.30am la.. damn.. Ops..=X.. reach shop 8.30 to cut pants.. Stupid! Tml after work gonna join the gers at airport wait for Jo's arrival at Sg.. and of cuz.. our gifts from Hokkaido!!! LOL~~! =X.. Yeayea.. and den gonna ton a night at Heihei's hse.. aha! get to drink.. Ops..=x.. Being called as Jiu Gui by some.. but im definitely not larr obviously.. heehee.. and den.. next evening we booKed seats at the ICHIBAN restaurant.. had dinner there to celebrate dear Alice's bdae.. and then.. Sing K at Loyang.. with Melv and classmates.. wahh.. u see u see.. everything is so well planned huh? But my pocket's gonna be burnt a big hole again..!!! Haiz.. juz received my pay today larrz.. the amount realli sux SUx sux.. i think i already long used it lar.. This month Dec is the month whereby my money used up fastest.. like.. early 10s of Dec i already start drawing and drawing non stop from the ATM machine.. Awww~~ Heartache! wad shld i do.. the amt is realli a big drop la.. scary..hmmmx.. someone juz lock my a/c pls.. lol..

Wobbly

Felt so wobbly rite now after medicine.. not in the right state of mind.. =.=" supposedly proj meeting tml.. but rash cant maKe it and i also dunno wad to do le den might as well dun meet.. haiz.. nvm.. treat it as a rest day bahs.. wanna slp late tml.. try to do more of the proj.. see how.. den a little time to shop for presents again.. den go Bs.. Melving wanted tog o Vivo on Fri.. i onli free before evening but he's not.. haha.. no fate la.. lol..

Work was.. alrite.. busy.. but not as busy as suppose to be.. the crowd died dwn immediately after Xmas.. haha.. so much diff.. but the target still as high.. now they are saying hit the overall target then can get incentives.. Are they cheating our feelings?? at first sae hit $200K can get le.. now sae must hit overall target?? but they say is Bird's fault cuz he saw the Email wrongly.. i was like thinking previously how cum this yr so gd.. incentives for every shop like sure get one.. No wonder! Humphs.. Si Bird.. hahas.. He's the lamest lamest IC that ive ever met..! Keep saying things which make ppl -_-.. Messed with my hair today.. gai ci zai gen ni shuan Zang.. but nvm.. nw my hair the messier the better.. lol.. Bird today so hao si.. waited for mi off work go home tgt.. dunno got wad ing mo.. lol..and he say i sound so faKe yst when i msg him tt i was sick..! humph! today he see it for himselp laaaaa.. bad guy! Gonna lend lots of VCDs from him! dun care..

hai.. so sian so sian.. shld i go slp nw?

Sick

Merry Xmas everyone..! felt so bad.. i dead almost the whole of yst till like.. 9 plus pm? woke up late.. was quite sick.. flu and cough.. den felt like sleeping more.. didnt go for the outing supposedly planned.. thought without me they still got 6 peeps.. but who noes.. hai.. but seriously cant go till that far too.. den mama still keep asking mi go grandma hse.. cuz she not playing majiong den i dragged myself go de.. since she wan to take cab dwn.. den anything la.. hai.. still, go there i also felt like slping.. mama still say wanna treat sushi or cafe cartel.. but too bad mi no appetite.. haha.. juz wanna eat rice cooked by grandma.. my aunt also wan buy my fav gong gong.. or make western for dinner.. but i say dun wan la.. cuz realli no appetite.. so ke xi.. =(.. dunno y im freezing cold whole day without even fan la.. den somemroe in the end juz one call from my another aunt, my mum went majiong le.. -_-.. leaving mi n my sis at ah ma hse.. after that ard 6pm like that we cab home.. bth.. seriously headache.. reach home juz lie on the sofa till 9pm.. took temperature.. 38.6.. haix.. fever.. sians.. 9 plus went movie.. Death note 2.. all movies also full hse.. sians.. sat at the first row.. actually is 8th row de.. but then the person made a stupid mistaKe and gave the tic gor the wrong timing.. so in the end available seats onli 1st row.. so no choice lor.. go out le.. like.. flu stop..but den once going home le.. start again.. -_-.. reached home ard 2am.. forgot to bring Keys.. no choice.. gotta call.. and ya.. not able to make it to Jorine's hse.. cant hold on animore.. woke up tis morning.. went doc.. he gave mi 2 days MC sia.. so gd.. haha.. but the medicine sux.. so big.. but still, i gt to mould it to watery form.. for ppl who noe mi noes i dun eat Medicine.. onli drink.. no matter how bitter.. yea.. guess have to stay at home and do project today.. didnt go to work.. that YK sound so sacarstic.. but who cares.. im realli sick wad.. im realli worried abt my proj la.. until now still like getting nowhere.. hai.. Last of all, THOUSAND APOLOGIES to jo, joy and xm..

cough cough

haix.. hate the feeling now.. getting coughs .. tired... blank.. dunno..

New hair style

Woke up late again today.. dunno y.. juz too tired.. went Reds at Bugis to cut my hair today.. wah.. expensive..but worth it.. hehe.. thx to the hairdresser Doreen.. cant realli taKe a good photo.. but got a Curl version..
















Hairdresser insist i curl.. so she made a temp one for me to see.. but.. like not me.. so straight and style better.. haha..











Taken when i was at my hse de lift.. cant realli see the effect.. It's actually infront bob, behind long..

Kill me pls..

Kill me pls.. Getting more stressed about proj.. Zi Yan suddenly called today and said something happen at home (China) and her dad asked her to go back.. so until Jan 2 den she return.. so now = left mi and Rash .. Argh.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. im a weakling at projects! Roti Prata! Im kinda annoyed now .. argh.. an im playing wad dead man's tale with Guo Ping Cao now.. hai.. seriously dead.. cant even start the game now..sians

Yup.. went to work in the morning.. and.. so sway Bernard got up to the same bus as i was juz about to slp.. and he saw me come sit beside me and as expected.. ask mi y i wanna quit.. actually.. .. i dunno the real reason too.. den he said he let mi stop from Jan 1 to 22.. i was quite shock la.. wah.. so good ar.. but on 2nd thought.. i still dunno yet.. quite sry to Bird.. He say he gonna quit on Mar too.. cuz he say he thinks he got prob with himself.. make till all staff wanna quit.. lol.. hai.. not his fault la..

hai.. planning to do my proj later on.. at least try.. but sis wanna use in 15 min.. sian!

Maybe tml go cut hair bahs.. either Lucido at Bugis or Loreal Professional at Simei?

" i love you" and "Can u be my gf?" is anyhow can say de ma? im so sick of it..

moody rainy day

A wasted trip again.. sian.. =(=(=(

Dwn again.. haix.. i was alone.. i called Bernard.. told him i cant work tml afternoon shift.. cuz i got Bs.. thought i can get off for work and do my proj.. but he asked mi to work morning.. muz reach at 9am somemore.. =.= den he say i got no work on Thu.. den i sae tml i dun work lo.. Thu i work.. but he say can but muz work full shift.. den i think a while.. call him back.. and said.. i go tml morning .. but.. guess im quitting end of this month.. and he stunned for a moment.. and replied half dead.. asked mi y.. im speechless too.. and replied.. im stressed.. den he ask he got stress me meh.. i said.. dun haf.. my own prob.. and he ask wad prob.. of cuz i didnt tell him.. he said 3 person said the same thing to him within a week.. Im sry to be the third.. but realli no mood.. although ya i need money.. haix.. i realli nid money.. he ask mi not to quit.. he ask mi rest for 1 month.. after my proj over.. my proj ends Jan 22.. i also dun think he will let mi off this sales period rite.. yea.. this mth my shop maybe can hit target .. but so wad.. not my prob also.. yst went back never do cashier.. luckied.. but tml sure muz.. think of it i sian le lor.. so many promos.. somemroe if customer wan to buy monopoly cushion or foldable chair still muz record dwn so many things.. queue long nobody help still wan to scold cashier.. wads this man.. If YK ever come to me and sae mi slow if there's long queue ar.. i will juz come out of cashier and let her do.. not say i attitude.. but long queue during sales period is normal wad.. infront of her i didnt sae anithing.. i also break 2 wks le ma.. all tt is yati told me one.. she did that to Yati lo.. maybe becuz of i nid $.. i will reconsider again.. it was a sudden decision.. felt too dead to work..

wasted hours of my time today.. shouldnt haf gone PS with Jason.. haix... sians.. realli not in the mood today.. stella asked to go Bugis.. but alreadi shopped so much 2 days back at Bugis.. should have juz shop at tampines with Kel or juz come home and rest..and shldn't hav gone simei.. he's not working.. how stupid..i juz wanna tok .. haix.. rainy day.. shldnt i be in a gd mood.. ?

I noe i shldnt be thinking of all these.. but i cant! i shld be happy cuz im seeing my bf soon tml morning.. ha.. aiteaite.. no more joke..

felt so dead nw.. hope after qt can haf a gd slp.. tml muz wake up 5.45.. hai~

i always wished i had a gd buddy.. like Shi ting's.. ya i had.. but no more.. so it's no longer called gd buddy rite? =) Life's like tt..

btw, invited Zi Yan to church tis sat.. and Congxin too.. but too bad Congxin gonna work.. realli had a nice chat with Ziyan this afternoon while waiting for the time to pass.. maybe i'll get a few friends to go with mi to Si Chuan China nxt holiday.. and Ziyan as our tour guide.. she told me lots of things.. sounded quite fun.. she brought 2 of the biz friend last holi.. for 10 days.. and they feel that it's not enuff.. hahas.. anyways considered quite cheap la..

Haiz haiz haiz.. can i go back to the time when i was still a toddler?

SHIT!

Haix.. felt so cheated yesterday.. About the BOSSIN ! STUPID.. so stupid.. yesterday me, jo and jessie met up at Bugis.. preparing to go for our free trial hair treatment.. so we were finding the unit.. the persno told us it was at the 2nd level near KFC.. Bugis Village there.. so found it, opened the door.. and got a shock..! There's a poster showing those bald head.. or.. half-haired.. that kind.. giving us an impression of BeiJing101 or Yunan Jian Fa Zhong Xin!! wad the pink.. lolx.. omg.. at the point in time i felt like juz turning back.. but Jessie said.. we go up see see la.. got the free hair treatment.. hmm.. i was like.. hmm .. ok lo.. den hai.. in the end .. the person sae the hair treatment was only for those with hair loss.. LMAO.. wth la.. was like.. so kenna cheated.. den the person still sae the cfree trial cannot be used at all unlesss we got scalp or hair loss prob.. and if we were thinking that the place is to make nice nice hair den we've come to the wrong place.. WTH! The promoter in Tampines keep saying wad hair treatment lor.. Pi! still say wad 25 mins can be done le.. -_-.. hai.. den Jessie said she got scalp prob.. say her scalp always bleed when she wash hair.. den the person ask her to buy their shampoo which cost 48 bucks per bottle.. i was like.. i realli wanna go off le.. everything is so damn shitty.. but jessie wanna noe about her prob.. so she did a scan for her.. and showed her scalp condition la.. sae till veri jia lat.. den Jo sort of scared.. and wanna do a scan too.. so she did it.. and also sae veri jia lat.. sae we so young out hair so unhealthy le.. den she do for mi also.. say mine healthier but also veri unhealty.. wth la.. haha.. i think almost all of us the same den.. so sai one..
went simei walk walk after that.. and went to work.. hai.. now i noe im a failure in stripping ppl.. Esp ger.. guys easier.. lol..i strip till man sen da han la.. i think the ger got fatter.. the pants kenna stuck.. lol.. my boyfriend still alright..no choice.. got skill le.. =p

Spends

*drools*.. my mum's watching the channel U showing Zong Yi Da Ge Da.. They eating big crabs ! i wan too!.. long time never eat crabs le.. i wish one day i can travel to Japan to eat all kinds of crabs...

Went out with Liu jing to Bugis in the evening.. spent $70+ on gifts.. some i realli think very long.. too many ppl.. dunno whether is it right to buy if i only buy for a few? Not veri nice rite? If buy for everyone, scared cant afford or no time to complete buying for everyone.. so in the end still .. ya.. bought for a few friends on xmas.. im that kind of.. O.. this thing suits this person.. so i'll juz buy for that person.. but seriously everytime i see guy's clothes.. most prob i will think it suits either Andy, Bryan, Merill or Aaron.. it's always these few peeps whom i will think of la.. sort of their type.. haha.. but of cuz i nv realli buy for them la... clothes .. not so rich.. only will buy those little things.. like.. mostly i will buy for ppl like joyce..? Ops.. cham le.. still owe her so many things.. becuz of today's sms.. =X .. i didnt know anything! lol..bought my cg mortal's gift today also.. and mummy's bdae present.. Thx to Liu jing! and this girl realli help mi save a sum.. Going out with her is always the right choice for peep like joyce and me? What to do? We are Leos..! hahas.. Cuz she always stop us from "anyhow spending" .. whenever i see something that interests me and about to buy it, she will juz pull me away.. and sae i dun nid it.. and insist i can't buy.. =( or buy something for someone.. she will say.. no .. no nid to buy so expensive thing.. Depend on whether he/she is ur close friend.. lols! so funny la.. ok.. but help mi save.. and the way she sae.. Sisters can buy them some small thing.. Brothers.. aiya.. juz give chocs la.. Lolx! so funny.. she almost the same as sylvia.. lol.. me and joyce were like saying.. the twins help us save.. but liu jing more effective than xue mei.. cuz xuemei always lose her focus and end up buying with us.. lolx.. xD

I noe wad i wish for Xmas le.. it seems real simple.. but yet difficult at the same time.. dunno whether will it come true.. Santa! u heard it! hahas..

很闷

今天下了一整天的大雨，我想出去都难。想到要那雨伞，就很麻烦。一个人在家里有很闷。本来今天打算和他一起出去的。难得有一个有空的星期天。待回儿约了Liu Jing 4点半在 Bugis 去买圣诞礼物。好晚。。明天做了头发后就要回去做工了。好不想回去那个没意思的地方。但为了钱，没办法啦。。哈哈。。

Relief

Woke up real late today.. at ard 11 plus.. No one was at home.. veri quiet.. i still thought only 7 plus am.. but when i wake up, already going to 12 le.. den.. need to faster rush proj before the next proj meeting.. went to church.. dunno y talk about ghost stuff during fellowship.. Remember there's one time dreamt of ghost till i wake up in the middle of the night.. was struggling.. forgot y le.. haha.. and a few times dreamt of ghost and in the dream, i noe im dreaming and want to wake up but no matter how, i cant.. i can feel im on the bed the same time.. it's like.. im struggling to wake up but something is on me, dun let me move that kind of feeling.. kinda wierd.. but also didnt care much when i woke up in the morning.. anyway, that was some time ago le..
Anyway, claudia bought me a cap from HK.. really very sweet of her cuz she bought something for every single one of the cell grp member..















After that, shop abit at parsa malam at interchange.. Liu Jing jus nice there.. and Joyce, jorine and hazel on their way back from Ikea to inter too.. so we met up again.. heex..got some small thing for Joyce and she got back one for mi too.. thx! Sometimes it's juz nice to do some small little nice things for friends ya? heex..
Finally, i found someone to go shopping with me tml.. Nida shop for mummy's bdae present.. and maybe some Xmas gifts for my mortals.. and maybe random friends.. thinking of buying for like.. whole cg some small thing.. but realli scared got no time to realli shop.. esp work starts on Mon.. So meeting up Liu Jing after service to Bugis.. and maybe Joyce and Hazel?
Sorry for the entry yesterday.. Think too much and getting emotional again? Anyway, long time never use Chinese.. Is it still in good condition? hahaz..

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真震。。到底哪一面的你是真的？ -我真得很想知道。。真的~

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真真。。有时候他是我最好的朋友，但有时候我们却变得很陌生。这倒地是怎么一回事？他到底在想什么？有人可以告诉我吗？我知道他每次都无意的伤害了我的心，但这就是他的本性。我也只好默默的被售伤害。有谁回了解这种苦？是你吗？你？还是你呢？我很痛恨这种感觉。但我不怪他。因为都说了，我们也只是朋友而已。就算是多过朋友，也算不上是情人。就好像夹在汉堡中间的那块牛肉，好辛苦，也没资格说什么。一切都常在心里。

朋友，你是否真心想和我做朋友？为何你会那么关心我，不想和我挂电话？当我伤心难过时，你会不顾一切搭德士来找我，安慰我。我真得很高兴能够交到你这一个好朋友。但今时不同网日。到了有一天晚上，你三百六十度的大钻变，突然不打给我，不发简讯给我，就这样继续你的生活。当我问你发生什么事时，你只告诉我你只是很忙，很累。那我也就算了，我了解。但到了现在，你还是给我一样的理由。已经一个多月了，怎么可能突然之间那么忙呢？你不用再说了，我也不是本的。我明白你的意思。我只希望那些都不是借口，只希望不要再被受伤害。

爱？什么是爱？不同的人当然有不同的看法。爱有很多种。我只追求简单的爱，能简简单单，甜甜秘密的度过一生就足够了。想不到这也好像蛮难的。不要说我年纪小，年纪小也可以经过很多事。年纪小也可以被爱情所困扰。

已经快5年了。着5年以来，朋友们都反对和不明白为什么我选择了他。真的是没一个站成。但这种东西很难讲。喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。很难解释。朋友们，如果我为他做的是让你们生气的话，很不好意思。

刚才，他又令我难过了。我不想去说，不想去管。应为我不想把事情闹大。明明就好好的，经天有发生不想发生的小事。但别看事小，对我来说可大了。这一刻又好想他，一看到他在msn 就想和他聊天。但当我打开他的 msn window 时，又想起之前发生的事，挺气人的，又不想说什么了。唉，好乱，好凡。。

其实到现在为止，只有一个人真正真正的爱过我。虽然他现在已经不是我的朋友之一，但我仍然希望他过得好。毕竟我们有一段美好的回忆。虽然有很多此我们吵架闹翻了天，但也有实笑个不停。我们炒家可不是偶尔的那脾气，而是为了重要的是吵架。真的是蛮凶的。想起来，我们也算是度过风风雨雨的。如今，他在走他的阳光到，我也在走我的独木桥，之所以会闹到这样，大家都有错。我不会忘记他的好，不会忘记那一夜，不会忘记他那颗心。都已经快分开两年了，我希望我不再恨他，也希望有一天能够做回朋友。

Sleepy eyes

Yesterday's paper was fine.. finished at 4pm.. the gers are out at Ikea.. so went home first and came out at 5 plus to meet them at Tampines interchange.. There's this brand "Bossin".. Do hair one ar..promoting their service at inter.. den asking us to sign up for free trial hair treatment.. so in the end Jessie, Jorine and me signed up.. So funny the brand.. one more "i" den become Bossini liaox.. hahaz.. So made our appointment.. Mon 1pm at Bugis V.. after that we (joyce, jorine, Xuemei and me) went pop buy some stuff.. and set off to Vivo.. Wanna watch Charlotte's web preview at first.. but cannot make it in time.. so decided to watch Cinderella.. Sakaed before movie.. haha.. jux have the craving for sushi ar.. actually wanted Sushi Tei.. but super long queue and we left not much time before the movie.. so went sakae..was 11 plus after movie.. deciding whether going home after that.. and xm say yst nite got Shooting star.. so we were thinking whether to stay somewhere overnite to watch.. but in the end never la.. Jo cannot.. den dunnno mum let or not also.. so in the end we decide to go jo hse watch Step Up.. dunno y in the end nv watch also.. Watched recorded TV shows.. played com and X Box.. till 4 plus.. i fell aslp.. till 5 plus.. haha.. den got to go back le... Cuz jo mama waking up.. lolx.. den come home slp lo.. till 12 plus.. sians.. thinking go cut hair lata..

Boo..

My eyes are tired.. but my mind is not... Im still so energetic.. maybe becuz i drank 2 cups of coffee today.. The paper today is... quite unstable la.. juz rubbish all the way.. haha.. Yeaa.. tml comes Calculus.. and after that.. FUN..! Paper ended at 2pm today.. reached home at 3pm.. study a bit.. went for BS .. left hse at 4.45pm and reached home at 8pm.. watched TV till 9.45pm.. and start studying till 12.30am.. Finish study le.. Tml paper at 3pm.. so late.. waste my time.. y not 9am.. haha.. Tml gonna steamboat with joy, jo and twins.. yuppie..

and ya.. I realli ish.. Diu Lian Diu Dao~~~~ tt day my followed my mum to the bank to do some deposit of cash.. den on the way back saw her friend with her son la.. after they chatted a few mins i left, i juz made a casual remark.. "Her son quite handsome" .. but my mum nv sae anything la.. so i thought she dun realli care.. haha.. den Mon.. she saw tt friend of hers in the market.. and she told her that i said her son very handsome la!!! Argh.. Mei Lian Jian Ren..! Lolx.. That guy (her son) is last time same pri sch as me de.. but elder than me.. den pasir ris sec and TP JC.. and his dad and my dad close friends.. and i rmb last time we went Genting Highland together before when we were young.. and i rmb i kept bullying him on the bus and he was damn pissed off with mi... last time i quite naughty de la.. hahas.. Alamak..! i dunno if his mother will tell him i said tt or not.. -_-.. I realli..argh.. y my mum go n tell.. =.= ... and i was like making a din when she tells me.. and she juz kept laughing out loud and sae nvm one wad.. Evil mum.. =/

Oo lala..

Hey.. Jus ended my modelling paper.. Haiz.. Big mistake.. there's a possibility that i might get the last part of the Ans correct INITIALLY.. but at the very last min.. when i double check, i misunderstood the qn.. and changed my ans from the "possible right" to a " definite wrong" .. lolx.. Cus i check with Zi Yan.. she got the same answer as my previous answer.. =/ i was like.. arghh.. and i didn't know how to calculate the utilization rate.. =( .. But nvm.. Hope all these will only deduct a small percentage of the total marks.. Hope to get above 40 still! =p

Can't wait for calculus paper..but it'll be on Thurs.. Com'on challenge me!

Tml is purchasing... Sians..!!! So theorethical.. *faints* 2 more long chaps to go~

Rash saw the wrong timetable again! Just now Yani was saying.. "Hey let's meet early on Thurs too" den Rash was like.. " For wad?" den Yani said " It's calulus wad" and Rash.."I thought calculus tml?!"

Lmao.. No wonder when i asked her if she studied her purchasing already and she was like.. not a single thing yet.. i didnt mention to her tt the paper is gonna be tml.. but asked her how is she going to finish so many chaps... No wonder.. she thought the paper on Thurs.. Gosh! Guess wad.. she did the same thing for last year econs k.. lol.. when we finished our papers, kok teng called her and ask y she nv go for paper.. den she was totally shocked.. as she was jus nice prepared to go sch for paper.. She saw the wrong timing la...=.= ended up she paid for a $18 MC and took sub... =.= Luckily she found out juz now about the paper tml.. If not she would have missed the timing again!!! lmao..

Frustrated!

Well.. Im super frustrated now.. I finished studying 2 out of 3 subjects and the third one cant really go in my brain.. Because it's theory.. the other 2 are more on calculation.. Hope the questions are really common sense as what Mrs Gan said and hope i have common sense to ans the test questions huh..

omg.. i really can't stand it...! Im super bored at home and i got no mood to carry on study that subject .. although it's suppose to be the sub that i like.. - Purchasing.. Hais.. Im home alone and bored bored bored.. From prob 3pm till now i juz rot wherever i am.. Will someone juz bring me a little fun?

Miss u gers lots..

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I was screaming to the top of my voice for the past 1 minute.. DISGUSTING! i was down here using the com and my mum was beside watching TV as usual.. suddenly, she asked me to watch the TV and it was Channel 5.. showing the Doha Asian games.. think.. Muscle man competition or something.. It was so .. so YUCKIES! The scene where they squeeze their muscles out............... ARGH.. and their big oily body.. MAN!

alrite alrite.. Was guai the whole day.. hehe.. left 1 more chapter to complete calculus.. everything was fine.. juz felt uneasy staying at home the whole day.. so went out to have dinner with my mum, bro and his gf at Ikea and shun bian walk walk a while .. either way la.. i was afraid till veri late.. but i go cos my mum sae.. ard 7 plus jiu come home le.. The food is nice... high class..

Suddenly Jo called.. and asked if i noe anything that happened to Joyce.. i was not sure.. but only noe something's bothering her.. or maybe about her family.. She sounded serious and gave me a scare too.. liKe something happened and i dunno.. so she told me Joyce said something to Hazel and Hazel called my Hp but i didnt pick up.. so sorry i was studying in the room but my hp was in the Kitchen.. so i called back Hazel.. But everything turn out fine now.. Although it's like.. Phew.. it's sort of a misunderstanding, but i just felt something .. something.. quite touching? dunno how to say.. Something just strikes me.. my heart.. and sort of make me wanna treasure this wonderful, fruitful and hard-to-get chain of friendship even more.. Love you ger so much.. Hope 8 of us can get together real soon.. =))

Finally over..

Phew~ The interview's finally over.. I was the first one of my whole class.. and the fastest i guess.. I felt it's very fast la.. i juz talk talk talk all the way plus a few more questions den finish le.. lol.. den came home around 12 plus.. slack..wait for mama come back from work da bao for me.. den half watch the Ah Wang (Modern Version) half eat.. after that go out again with mum to do some stuff.. came home ard 4pm.. den later 6.45 meeting Xm for Bs.. Wah.. super tired.. managed to catch ard 45 mins slp juz now..
Guess tml den start study bah.. maybe tonite do some project..

tired

Veri tired.. i still dunno where to start preparing for the interview.. sians..
Joyce is .. dunno wad to say.. i still dun believe her! lolx.. Go and see her blog.. the pic.. the dark ulu pic.. she said the girl is her.. dun believe!

Im dozing off during tut this morning.. and i noe Mrs Gan was looking at me but sry ar... no choice.. my eyes cant open.. lol..

was thinking quite a lot yst nite.. haiz.. friends.. wad are true friends?

Friendship?

haha.. i'm bored.. dun feel like continuing my proj or doing any homework or studying right now.. eyes quite tired.. but dun feel like sleeping yet.. juz finish watching American Pie .. so funny.. was quite bo liao la.. juz went to the beautyqueens blog.. read the entry on Joyce's barbie dolls.. was realli laughing by myself when i read it k.. lolx.. so funny la.. lmao..
Quite excited about tml.. whoo~ Long time never see my aunties uncles cousins grandma! nephews and nieces..!

Juz now Bernard called.. i was liKe telling him i wanna take 24th Dec off.. den he like.. cannot la.. den i dun care.. den he sae ok.. but cannot taKe Dec 31 off.. new year eve.. i was like thinking y.. izzit got season change need to pack stock or wad.. haha.. den he sae dun hav... den ok lor.. haz.. Dun care.. the Gers gotta be so free on 24th.. Hehee..

Supposedly today going for Linda's son 1 mth celebration de.. but after church.. by the time reach there.. i think also finish le.. so in the end.. decided to fellowship with cg.. left the food centre like 9.30pm.. reach home like.. 10 plus.. den go Linda hse pass her her things.. she bought Ferrero for me to thank mi.. still wrap.. haha.. came back home already 11.10.. dillydally.. nw already going to 2...

Was unhappy for some reason.. haiz.. lets see wad will happen after Dec... maybe New yr excuse after that..

so bored so bored.. lalala~

Yawn

yah!!! He's such a camwhore and he attracts me so much! NOO!

haha.. closed shop quite late today.. i spent.. $70+... including one undesired jeans which i have to pay.. actually plus 2 chinos also.. but since cannot get yhr 50% off den next time den pay la.. but i so wanna buy the magical cup.. with purchase of every $50 can buy one for $2.. i wan to buy one more.. can change colour when u put hot water one.. so cool.. but i onli can buy 1..

ahhh

Oh my oh my.. I didnt know my application letter was that good to get interviewed... so sians.. i thought it's difficult to get into it.. and i just anihow submitted and was chosen.. wad the pink! lol.. argh... one more work for me.. Need to search for interview qns.. need to wear formal..! =.= So long never wear formal although i was in biz sch.. haha.. so ma fan... humphz.. i rather be observer and write report lor.. hahaz..

Started with project today.. stressed.. No sch one fri.. hope i can do everything on fri.. my homework, my part for project, and researching about the interview..

Just now Linda msg me ask me help her bring all her things in 832 back to her hse tml.. i was like.. argh.. so many things.. somemore tml afternoon shift.. by the time i reach tam ard 11.40pm le.. .. somemore i go work from sch.. and help her transfer her reservations to 808.. but tml still cannot do transfer out.. she lucky she tell mi in time.. if not cannot help her after tml le..

supposed to meet Regan today after my bs.. but was cancelled.. Today my cousin Jia yi came Tp for some course.. introducing them to poly life or soemthing.. dunno wad lai de.. muz come 3 days.. 8.3o to 6.30pm.. so long day.. even myself dun spend such long hrs in sch.. tml onli 2 hrs lec.. den work.. still nt sure if i shld buy which colour sweater.. and if i shld buy the jacket.. so thick.. juz nw mi n sis went TM see Hi-Fi set.. den shun bian ask her got anithing to vuy frm bsn.. den asked her to try tt jacket.. very nice leh.. but.. too hot to wear in sg la.. n we are nt liKe going aniwhere.. lol.. Bernard sae waste $ if buy.. so even a person for yearns for sales so much sae such thing.. den i think i realli shld nt buy rite? haha.. You noe wad.. he realli use a veri jian zao to increase sales.. and since it's meant to be a secret, den i shall nt say anithing..

The jacket im toking about..

This is my I/C Bernard.. concentrating on sewing.. haha..

stress

Stress for many many things.. projects.. some things. whether to go for outreach or fo for grandma bdae den go home study? was in a diff situation.. grrr.. becuz i always miss a lot of family events becuz i need go church or work.. den they were like saying those.. kind of words.. yea yea.. =.= i feel like attending too.. but.. yea.. so i finally decided to go for fathering at my uncle's hse.. to celevrate my grandma's bdae la.. too bad the timing is afternoon.. clashed with cg outreach.. so ya.. decided to go bdae celevration.. time to get tgt..

was thinking if i should sign up for the bankok trip.. for my course.. think so much.. afterall, they are juz going to choose either 6 or 12 peeps..

cant study for tml comskill test.. aniwae, how to study other than format? juz read through the course materials.. so many info..

Getting excited got Christmas.. how shall we celebrate? hmmm? dunno.. leave it to Joyce.. =X

Irritated

400th Post..

yea la yea la.. u may sae im still young, im stupid or wadeva.. but.. who cares ..

Felt so irritated the whole day.. woke up and was like.. quite hungry and irritated while thinking of all the things happening ard.. den my mum haven come back frm market.. den took a bath first.. den she come back sae.. she didnt buy my breakfast while i already told her yst nite tt im eating breakfast le.. she said she thought she heard mi sae im not eating.. so.. yea.. nvm.. more irritated.. but nv sae anithing to her la.. juz sae.. nvm la nvm la.. den dun eat.. den she sae.. she bought fish porridge for my sis.. ask mi wan to eat can eat la.. but by the time i already.. realli upset with my own things.. den no appetite to eat anithing la.. and she was like.. "nagging" wan to eat this or not wan to eat tt or not.. wan mi cook for u or not.. but i dun wan la.. i noe she meant good.. but ya.. no appetitie la.. and she's tt type who wun let her children, us, skip any meals.. so ya.. she can't stop nagging.. and i was like.. okok, i will make milo on my own..den she stop.. haha.. no choice.. gotta go work.. afternoon shift.. reached early.. and Bernard was sewing pants in the store.. so was chatting with him la.. To think of it, i really 'hai' alot of times unknowingly huh.. haha.. haiz.. lol .. but ya.. quite irritated la.. messed.. and i feel that recently.. i realli.. argh.. quite irritated with myself too.. in wadeva.. lets sae during work.. my smile is totally fake ok.. lol.. =x.. some colleages actually makes me cant stand them but yet.. cant sae them too.. by being so disorganised.. so untidy and everything.. makes me see ler more fan.. everytime dunno how to do things properly.. men! Si bernard.. everytime i tell him.. den he will sae tts y he need me.. or nu ren by his side.. =.= recently he also sot ler.. keep saying ro ma de hua.. yucks.. lol..
U noe today i'm realli not prepared to start work.. As usual, once i tap out after briefing, take over cashier.. and im still not in the mood.. den today.. once i took over Jaime, there's a customer who buys alot la.. and about the rewards sticker thingy and seperate transaction, confused me.. My hands were shaking alright.. cuz im so blur.. and reensuring myself i gave the right amt of sticker and everything.. esp now got the 2 bonus sticker promo.. but luckily nth happen la..
btw, i realli need to change a phone.. realli got prob.. auto delete my msgs.. esp the impt ones! all deleted! grrr..

memories

Maybe.. it's fated that afterall, all i can are just memories all the time..

What do i want now? i dun even noe.. tts y it's like that..

i'm just scared..and confused.. *hugs*

tired

decided to do my homework tml.. but how much can i do? not much i guess.. hahaz.. aniway.. got to do proj also.. oh my.. i feel im running out of time again.. shldnt go n queue tml..? argh... but cannot la.. =.= maybe shld juz try my best to waKe up early .. haha.. My elder sis was crying once i come home.. i was like.. wad happen? den she sae bullied by Boss.. haiz.. again.. i wonder if most of the work also liKe tt.. cuz not only my sis sometimes will cry becos of work stress.. but some of my friends too.. =/ and my younger sis was like.. black face when i try to joke with her.. hai.. juz dun understand how come my two sisters are always so short tempered.. Thank God im not like them.. hehe.. =x.. staff 50% off from 27 to 30th nov.. was thinking of wad to buy today.. in the calculated liKe.. $90+.. but not sure yet.. juz reserve first.. so expensive.. so maybe gonna eliminate some.. I feel like buying a jacket.. but it's quite thick.. like.. not worn in sg.. but its veri nice leh.. $79.. $39.50 after disc.. shld i buy??? but its like.. i wun use.. ? lol.. but its realli nice.... see hw..
sian..

Regan and me insdie taxi.. im so ugly.. argh