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heiyo.. Its Sunday again! Need to wake up early tml..*yawn* Yesterday say today want to study de.. but in the end.. delay delay.. still never study a single thing.. spent the day watching TV and chit-chatting.. Wah.. Evelyn Tan and Darren Lim.. so sweet! so romantic! so touching! watch till i cry... really very sweet lorz.. envy them.. but too bad.. not every couple is like them.. shuai ge mei nu.. and so loving! They are just so fortunate.. HaPpY MaRrIaGe To tHeM! zHu Fu Ta MeN TiAn TiAn Mi Mi, BaI t0u Da0 lAo, ZhAo ShEnG gUi Zi WoRz! HeEz..

FeEl GuIlTy AnD sAd

Todae woke up at 7.. 8.30 reach sch ler.. got finale rehearsal and miss quek class.. clash.. den go for miss quek class lor.. Chester so sway.. guitar club all nv turn up yesterdae den kanna scolded by miss quek.. not bad ar..sacrifice for the whole guitar club.. haha.. Found out tt he still play gunbound.. want my acc.. den giv him lorz.. anyway also nv play le.. sian diaox..den after scolding chester le.. sae speech dae veri important.. den shout at him.. "GO!" den later whole lot of us involved in speech dae all stand up n go.. haha.. so funny.. Stupid de.. Finale do so stupid action.. after that still got meeting.. wad meeting meeting .. also no use de.. sianz.. meeting till 12++ .. April they all meeting 1++ go church.. 3pm muz reach.. i reach hm 12.30 lerx.. so tired n headache.. dun wanna rush also.. so nv go lerx.. reach home den slp... dunno why.. so tired.. slp till 3.30 den wake up.. bath.. eat lunch/dinner... online do project.. den jian wei ask mi out pei him.. actually dun feel like going de.. but he.. haiz.. den go lor... sianz.. he so lame de.. mei hua jiang.. and... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................... he......... haiz...........................................
dunno whether i shld feel guilty or notz... sadz..... and whether should i sae sorry.. to... bb..... SORRY!!! or maybe wad happen won't mean anithing to u..... i just feel bad... and i went home.. online... and someone sae have a bad news for mi.. but to mi.. well... as long as u dun sae anithing that hurts mi too much..... but really scared this dae will come.... how.....=( but yesterdae nite i dreamt of him... nth much.. but a fulfilling dream.. so sweet too..

tired

It's time to blog again! wow.. eyes so pain.. everyday see com.. This morning wake up at.. 7a.m.. reach sch at 8.30.. 9 am got choir and El course.. den of cuz go El course lorz.. want to go choir also cannot.. sianz.. Listen to Miss Quek say the same old things again..after the course go eat den go yanling hse do project.. want to go for committee meeting also cannot.. cannot join in the fun with them..=( They discussing bout our enemy.. the Xtra.. haiz.. as usual.. do project do till 5++.. luckily still left a bit only.. tml still need to continue with geo project.. and start with cme project again...! haiyo.. dun wan to do also cannot.. On my way back take bus 291.. stand in front of a couple.. dunno wad they doing... touch here touch there.. and do veri funny stuff.. wanna laugh.. but cannot.. cannot move away also.. LOLX..when come home liao.. realise biao di at ah ma hse.. den go down pei him.. keep complaining bout Ms Yuan and Ms Hohoho.. lolx..xD.. who ask him come to my sch.. haha.. so sway.. get all these teachers.. keke.. after that received Gen's sms.. realised that they decided to get jacket for the committee members.. haha.. so gd.. thought she joking in the first place.. haha.. but the choir members no choir t-shirt lehz.. haiz.. why they dun wan.. only some who have commitment to choir want only.. but thats not a lot.. so they decided to agree with the majority.. so no choir t-shirt for them..=( After that come home liao wanna do h/w.. but dunno how to do lehz.. haiz.. den come online to project.. log in msn.. hey.. he's online.. but he's busy..=( so nv chat.. den i do my project lor.. after that dun feel like doing liao den come blogging lorz.. this holi sometimes veri sian at home.. feel like catching a movie.. wanna watch Acacia with Gen n Derrick they all.. but Gen sae she scared lehz.. den tt wei hau sae not nice .. not scary.. make me dun feel like watching liaoz.. This Fri wanna go pasir ris park.. with April n Liu Jing.. also dunno go there do wad.. haha.. tt dae they dunno why go there walk in the rain.. haha.. Wanna get more ppl going this fri.. tt qt sure dun wan go de.. Hey.. Owl.. wanna go? if u saw this blog..cuz i know u love to view my blog..=X haha.. msg mi!=pPp

~meloncholy days~

Long time never write liaoz.. cuz lazy.. haha.. suddenly feel like writing.. hmm..Todae very sianz.. stay at home nothing to do.. no one at home also... then ask April out for dinner after her cell group meeting.. we meet at arnd 5.20pm ba..Actually wanna ask qianting go also de.. but i noe even i persuade her for one whole dae till i vommit blood she also wun go de..so nv call her.. take bus to interchange.. suddenly saw him... xia si wo.. haiz.. also dunno why will xia dao.. haha.. den meet liu jing n cheryl also.. cannot decide wad to eat.. den in the end.. eat delifrance.. dunno spell correct or not.. den go shop shop.. 8.40pm reach home le.. nothing to do watch tv.. go online.. den feel like sms him.. sms sms liaoz.. realise something.. haiz! devastated....=( but still ..miss him real bad... also dunno wad will happen after this 1 year? he gave me nothing to .. let mi remind of him also..=( hope this one year fast fast over.. but scare to know what will happen also.. haiz.. and o lvls also..i felt that i have no one to tok to also.. not even qianting.. cuz she always make mi feel irritated nowadays.. haiz.. dunno why la... she like changed to another person like that.. eveytime give ppl dead dead de face.. see liao i also sianz.. maybe onli April and Kelvin are the only ones i will tok to.. n maybe owl.. haiz.. sad! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(
Hey.. mama come back liaoz.. saying that maybe we book chalet on fri.. yay~ suddenly forget the sad things liaoz.. haha.. i know i very crazy..=pPp

haha

Yo.. Yesterday go home late liao.. sis using com somemore.. so didn't get the chance to write.. HhHmMm.. ysterdae ar.. meet April, Qian Ting,Liu Jing n her sis huimin go church together.. actually wanna go TM and take pic de..but when go to the forth floor found out that the shop not there liao.. so we went to take the shuttle bus to the church.. saw him lehz.. but nv tok..=( Miss him so much..>_< haiz.. feel like going over and hug him lehz...=X=X=X
hahahha.. siao..
when we reach there liao.. saw sis jia ling, lixing,liqun,xinyi,yvonne they all.. long time no see them lerx.. but too bad also didn't talk much.. cuz after the service we went home straight away liaoz.. nv dine with them also..
After reach tampines liao go eat Long John.. tt April ar.. siao one lehz.. whole dae never eat anything also can one.. dunno shi bu shi ren de..=X
den hor.. later we go and meet April's " future spouse" .. ok lar.. not bad.. think April gonna kill me on Mondae liao.. i talked too much to him lerx.. and is things which .. to April i shouldn't have said.. haha.. but who cares..the most important thing is that i enjoy it..lolx=X den after that we at TM found ou t that the Pretty in Tokyo move to 3rd floor liao.. so we go take.. but tt April like not willing like that.. afraid to let him wait outside sia.. haha.. but nvm la.. after we left they still spen their time at a very romantic place lehz..;) somemore is late at night lerx.. naughty ger!=p

Finally

Finally i am free from all the tests... but more will come la.. haiz.. this week so many tests make till i headache all the time.. geo test,bio test,eng test,chem test yesterdae and poa test todae, MT test tml and maths test next tues.. and even PE test! haha.. siao liaoz.. hHmmm .. now y i got time to write this? haha.. cuz i forgot to bring my CHINESE TYS home to study!!! How forgetful of me.. alamak.. i saw yanling put the book in the cupboard so i put.. i qian ting saw mi put so she put in also..LOLX.. so all no book to study.. and maths.. nvm de.. will pass..=X haha.. tts y i so relax now.. but still got CME project due before or after march hols.. forgot liao.. and Geo project need to be submitted one week from todae! and Literatue must get into our groups and act out.. by Tues? OMG where got time to do all these things?! haiz.. plus tml maybe going church and need to do homeworksssss Lehz.. think i better go n do now.. if not cannot finish den die.. hiaz.. everymorning when reading article will think of him.. and sometimes during lesson also.. dunno y.. just cannot dun think.. haiz.. Miss him lehz!>_< *hugz hugz*

Disappointed..=(

haiz.. today got back Geography test.. thought will pass de.. but.. haiz.. still fail..=( haiz! This test i studied so hard but still fail! really feel like crying and dying manz!:'( somemore 1 period only.. not enough time to write.. and read the triangular graph wrongly.. if not would have pass.. haiz.. just 3 more marks.. also wun give mi..=( still say will be lenient.. aAaAaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got study and never study also make not difference de.. sad sia.. hardly pass geo..sigh~*hughugz*
somemore Ms Quek keep saying bout how bad the 'O' lvl results.. haiz.. make me scared even more.. still have to participate in the stupid NDP.. really dun feel like going anymore.. sure cannot cope de..! but cannot.. If Ms Quek found out that we participated in the NDP ar.. sure kanna scolded de.. haiz.. now most of the tests all fail fail fail... sian diao le.. sux la sux la...!

Today whole class crazy le.. all pontang E-maths remedial... wonder what is mdm teng's reaction tml.. haha.. we so bad.. she should be so angry when she found out no one actually stayed back for her lesson. haha.. Aiya.. really sian ma.. her lesson.. no one wants to listen to her de.. but for me is todae really headache den decided not to go de.. so cannot blame..=X

After that 3pm got choir.. went on as usual.. then at the end of the choir.. realised that some Xtra ppl was taking over the job of the committe.. haiz.. he shouldn't have let him/her do it wad.. This should be me and Genevieve doing one ritez.. haiz.. everything also wanna interfere when he/she should not.. not i want to say la.. haiz.. is he/she realli step above us le lorz.. when he/she should not.. not only i said that.. but others also.. talk to him/her liao but still like tt.. thick skin!( -___- )

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haiz.. now sis's crazy time again... :@ everyday scolded by her for nth..=( mother not at home.. haiz..! what to do.. everything my fault la.. kns! air-con so cold sae not cold den scold me.. its not i on one rite.. so low temperature liao not cold also not my problem wad.. Rice cooker switch i sae need to off.. dun listen to mi.. keep shouting and screaming nonsense.. fine lor.. dun off den dun off lor.. i sae dun off liao den she shout at mi to off..think i wad ar.. when i hack care her den sae mi deaf.. win liao lor.. Eveything also want to shout and scream.. dunno how to talk nicely izzit.. crazy ger! Almost everynight must wait for her slp den i can slp.. if not ar.. move a little or a tiny winy bit of some onli she also wants to.."sShHHh LA!" s0memoRe is everydae n night like that fa shen jing! BTH! cannot scold her back somemore.. later mummy sae me.. but it's really her problem wad.. dunno got wad bing.. shen jing bing.. go see xing li yi sheng la! everytime sae things as if she so big like that.. and everytime like to criticise ppl.. everytime quarrel also sae lies to mother.. sae i in the wrong..den actually mother side mi become sae mi also.. kns manz! WhaT aN iDioT sister 0f minE! I guess a lot of her friends dislike her.. haha.. cuz always heard her complaining ppl in sch always bully her..destroy her skipping rope.. blablabla.. huo gai.. humph!even scold mum n dad sometimes.. feel like... aArRRgGGgHHHH~