Monday, August 27, 2007

Woohoo!

And my mum goes who who who
and my elder sis goes why why why
and my younger sis goes hee hee hee

-__________-

*Notice they are the females of my family.. haha

stop probing mi everyday... we are just friends and Im studying for situpeed examsSs! btw, congrats to jiejie! u found ur happiness.. xD

LOMe just over.. Crap throughout the 2 theory questions.. wonder if i can survive with the remaining quantitatives... o.O

Time for MM and Transport!!! but im so tired now.. -.- should i slp or..?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Shawn got in?!?!

Hey Shawn got in the Campus superstar..... Diao..-_-..
Dont u think is obviously unfair? Keely and Benjamin deserve much more! That Shawn is just... blahblahblah~ -_____-

Eyes so tired from the afternoon.. dun think i can study.. so come blog.. tml den go lib study.. 1 day left.. I realli dunno what to say abt that Johnny Tan lah! In tutorial he say work sampling topic is veri impotant.. den during revision lec he say wun come out! WT.. not i kua zhang.. but realli realli angry with him lor.. where got lecturer liKe that one.. cuz its not the first time.. during proj he also today say one thing tml say another diff thing.. make us blur all the time.. realli need to pray hard that my FYP tutor not him!

Eh.. im so confused now.. but realli dun feel liKe getting involve in rs for the time being.. i wanted a long long rest.. but the fact jiu pian pian so funny.. when u wan, no matter how hard u try also dun have... when u dun wan liao, den Keep coming.. ... aiya.. i also dunno wad rubbish im talking.. But noe wad? We are so excited abt Er Mei being attached and going to ..hmmm... *Secret* Hee...

Anyway, the topic on DS Lite! At first i realli realli dun wan it.. cuz im not interested.. imagine my PS2 also never play liao.. PSP also not much desire to play..maybe part of it is no time la.. den one more DS? But he die die also wan buy cuz he thought i wan PSP.. i say till... -___- tt i didnt wan a PSP and i wun play and i dun realli liKe cuz its heavy and bulky.. he wun listen and keep asKing me wan wad colour..-____- ..but i didnt answer him... after a while, he told me he order le..DIAO~x 100.. I was like.. huh.. but i realli dun wan a PSP even he buy i also wun take.. but he say i got no choice but to take cuz he order through his friend liao.. veri diao rite.. haha.. and i was like.. er............ can cancel order de.. but he dun wan.. -___- den....... i rather he but DS.. =X i mean... if he realli buy den i rather he buy something i wan than i dun wan.. But... again.. so bad also ....... rite? so expensive de thing.......................................... whr got anyhow accept de.... act i no interest on DS de... but since he insist den i gather info ask ard.. wah.. den become intersted le..-___- xD DS Lite Pink! got to wait for exam over den get it.. i dunno he realli orderEd nt.. But i rather he dun la.. like so bu hao yi si.. Tu di wans to buy another DS Lite also.. Tu di DS siao! xD

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

STRESS LAHHH

Going Crazy with all the calculations! MM Capacity Planning is driving me crazy larhz! Brain so drained with formats and formulas... My head is growing bigger! More calculations in LOMe! Haven touch LOMe and BioChem yet! Transport is my weakest link! I dun understand at all! LOMe is juz luck.. cuz everytime cher need to do moderation for this paper.. lol.. AIYA! Should i go sch lib to study tml not? Hmm.. S.T.R.E.S.S!

Juz came online to release some stress... like no use leh.. how leh... and im tired alreadi.. shit.. left 3 plus days.. 3 more subjects.. NOT ENOUGH!!!

Hai.. No more As le i guess..

:(

坚持到底。。

对不起,是我让你伤了心。但是我也是为你好。我不希望你越陷越深,更不希望你受到越大的伤害。我只好这样做。不要再哭了,应为我不值得你为我掉眼泪。而且,这一点人生的失败并不能够认定你是个没有用的人。这总是要说失败,我比你更失败。所以,朋友,别想太多了。

Monday, August 20, 2007

WORSE NIGHTMARE!

I got a terrible horrible nightmare this morning.. and maybe funny? haha.. I can't get to slp until liKe 3am yst nite.. and i dun slp well.. The dream goes like this..

There's this ger and me.. planning to go for a swim.. the place seems like tampines swimming complex but not.. anyway, the ger and i went to the toilet .. the structure was a bit wierd.. it was dull, empty and clean.. and after we came out, i realise i left my towel inside and decided to go back and take but the ger stop me.. saying that it was eerie inside.. i ignored her and went ahead to take my towel.. Before i came out of the toilet, there's a bed and lying on the Bed was Liana.. She seems possessed and was perspiring all over and the whole bed was wet! At that point of time, i didnt thought that she was possessed or wad.. i asked her.. "are u ok?" and she said ya and asked me not to care.. and i was liKe.. "o..k.." Den when i came out there was ppl looking at the toilet direction.. Then there was this grey dressed lady with long long hair keep on opening and closing the door where when she opens the door, Liana was using all the strength and voice to shout for help.. "Help me... Help me.." Her weak voice struggled.. and then i reallise she's demon possessed.. i got so scared i kept praying.. and suddenly, there this actor Qi Yi Wu so macho standing beside me and he did nothing! everyone else just stared at the poor Liana.. and i was like no choice! and i shouted " I bind u in the name of the Father!" den the spirit came out and warned me that she will come back and deal with me in 3 mins time.. I was relieved and scared then.. i only got 3 mins.. what if the demon came back to me and there's no one to help me and i just died like tt? lols.. I kept praying as i called 'him' but his HP was engaged.. damn.. and i msg all my cg members to pray for me.. lols.. i dunno y i didnt even call la.. haha.. and i was like die le la! den after that was my grandma called and ask me if we are friends and i forgot a bit after that.. ..(this part is wierd).. somehow i knew it was somekind of a dream and i tried to wake up but it seems that i was stopped by something pressing me down.. den i finally woke up le..i felt my right hand some kind of weak and I realli cried ! Wad was worse is i think i only half wake up or wad.. i heard a women's voice singing.. i thought it was my sis's ringtone.. and i shouted whose hp is ringing?! den my sis replied no one la.. den i ask then who is singing? my sis say she heard nth.. maybe is downstairs de neighbour or wad.. but i heard the voice is coming from the room la.. and when i listen clearly, it goes.. " wo shi nu gui.." and the tune kept repeating.. after that there was some evil laughter after each "wo shi nu gui" verse.. Decided not to care cover my blanket and continue my slp.. it was 6am in da morning.. onli elder sis still slping ..so she was awken by my "nonsense"?

Im still wondering is this real or not?

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Eh?

How cum the post on Joyce's bdae disappeared? Sian diao~~~
Headache now.. lazy to blog everything all over again.. but realli happy to see my dear sister so happy because of the love showereD by all her friends.. can go see her blog.. so many cakes! lols..

Im still so stuck at Quality Management..! Jiu Ming ahhh~ Rainy day today.. Makes me slpy when i open up my book.. now starting to feel headache and a lil heaty.. I hope not to fall sick again.. it's always during the study week that i fell sick and makes me diff to study! argh..

Met Leonard in the aft.. wad to say? Gamer.. -___- Pig.. realli exactly the same as my Bro.. Pigssss ..=P Anyway, faster finish up ur assignments larhh..

Im seriously too full to eat the sushi that Steve bought me... It's still in my fridge and there's no one at home to eat it.. I told him not to buy cuz i had my dinner but he still dun listen.. -___- I try not to throw it away..

*cold*.. cold chain management.. xD

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

=]

How shld i handle it.. haiz
It's always one-sided..

Triangle..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

只要你快乐。。=]

U see.. now that u have lose her den u realise how much u have hurt her.. but wads the use alrdy? Haiz.. but u dun realli have to ask me what to do.. cuz i m so numb alrdy..im a failure too .. my advice might be wrong..

Well.. Im studying at a veri veri slow rate.. cannot even finish half of Quality lec note.. mind keep drifting off.. when realli go into study dEn feel slpy.. and slept.. slept well and dreamt 3 hrs.. wokE up 7pm le.. eat dinner and watch TV till 8.45pm.. study again.. but still slow.. came online for online TUT for transport.. and dEn.. ya.. no mood to go back to study.. but again, im afraid.. everytime sure stress..

“我会等你一辈子” .. i didnt noe such ppl still exist.. Let's see.. but no more such thing.. i got phobia! xD

Eh? Regan asked me out this sat.. although sometimes we ran out of topic to talk abt but i still miss this friend of mine.. a cool one.. but prob not this sat.. sry.. cuz im serving and i wanna study.. argh.. study.. :S

and im so afraid that my HP bill this mth will expode.. becuz of the over usage of smses.. whahaha..

i still dun get my LOMe coursework grade.. how cum not in my email dE.. issit tt Johnny noes i dislike him so he nv send to my mail? hmm.. hahah.. no la.. jk.. but realli dun have.. nvm.. wait till tml he shld be announcing.. LOMe.. hai.. worse sub.. got B+ for my Quality.. yes! xD aim for Z in exam! dunno bout other sub yet..

=(

Hey sadz.. Just found out Victoria Chorale coming again but it falls on the 26th Aug.. jus one day before my exam.. gonna miss it again! i wanna go larrrhhhh!!! ='(

Monday, August 13, 2007

Cherish wad u have now..=]

Haiz.. Cherish what u have now.. It might be too late when it's gone.. =]

The first thing i came online.. Hong Jing told me one of her best friend jumped down her building today.. Haiz.. so scary lor.. U might not know what will happen next.. It might not be another suicide or accident, but the person can still leave you.. and what is gone is gone.. =( So.. CHERISH!!!

and..my whole body aches now.. yeayea.. i noe u gonna say im lousy.. haha.. i admit it.. and my palm realli hurts la.. the bones.. see.. It's not a blueblack..






Me & Xue Mei

So.. What about today? I can't get into slp last night until liKe 3 plus am.. and was reluctant to waKe up at 6.35am.. i reached at 8.45am.. the first one again.. so i waited.. wait wait wait.. 9am.. onli me and wai you.. as usual.. a few of us on time onli.. Mr Lim sat beside me.. give me that kind of look again.. tell me my mistake i made in the test... haiya.. small cal mistake onli ma.. =P hahhahhaa.. forgot no MM tut after that.. if not i should have slept more and went sch jus for lec.. so decidEd to follow Ivy home before the next lec.. but before that we went to Jolene's cart.. She sells her cupcakEs! Yea! I bought it of cuz.. have been wanting to try..I can view her blog for hrs just by looking at the things she baked.. so appealing..




Wanna eat?! xD

and bought a necklace too.. Oh no.. I said i gonna save! Shux..
me and wendy Da bao-ed chicken rice from ITAS to Ivy hse eat.. i slept after that.. Ivy too.. Wendy surfed net and studied.. but i dun think she realli did.. act onli.. ( i noe u read ) Whahahha.. =p went for lec after that.. and home .. eh? was still thinking whether to go for the event on Fri and Sat.. It will be fun but im still a lil worried about the exams.. and its a bit troublesome to go also.. cuz got to come back for Lec.. and go back marina bay after that.. dEn if i realli did that, that means i got to leave XM alone.. which i dun think so.. dEn fri after the event got to find out way to Hong Ye's hse for cg fellowship.. dEn Sat need reach Marina Bay at 6.30am.. eh.. should i go or not? hmm... is it too late to backup?..o.O

He's having proj submission next 2 wks while me have exam .. Lets work hard tgt! Ganbatte! ^_^

hurts

Eh? i jus found out a hole in my hand when i jus reached home.. Pain~ no one sayang.. =]

Tired.. Butt pain.. i fell back a few times.. i onli fell once in Pri sch.. It's Painful sia! lol.. think gonna get worse tml.. but nvm.. practice more.. Its the humps that makes me fall.. i hate humps! lolx.. but i've got 2.. Ops.. =X Eh?xD..
Well well.. It was 6pm when we left ECP.. walked a few stops to the stop that has 966 bus.. thot its gonna taKe ard 45min to reach Woodlands.. but it took more than that.. hai.. and the woodlands bus driver.. -__- .. tell us wrong info.. Im gonna complain!!! whahaha..

9.30pm when we finally reach the stadium.. played for 45 mins.. and went 888 for dinner/supper.. and den went home..

He's bad.. he's definitely baddie bad.. =(

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Eh? ><

What a sweet thing he did in the dream... =]

and what a tiring dream i had before i waKe up this morning.. i was dragonboating and along the day, there were many many obstacles.. Lions and Tigers and all while animals were running towards us.. so we got to row very hard.. and it seems like a never ending journey.. and i forced myself to wake up.. lols..

Blading and badomonton lata..

Btw, if u zhong shi someone u wun treat her like tat.. simple things can keep forgetting.. wad does it show? but it doesnt realli matter now.. =]

Saturday, August 11, 2007

thinking of .. u

When nights r long & friends r few,
I sit by window & think of U,
A silent tear and a silent breath,
With all my heart I wish U would be here.

Friday, August 10, 2007

HapPy 42Th BiRtHdAy SiNgApOrE!

09/08/07

Happy 42th Birthday Singapore!

Met Ronny and Ivy 12pm at Tampines Ctrl Station and then, Siew Ying and Honey at Suntec Ctrl Station, and then, Kok Teng, Jian Hong, Sally and Leng at Ms.. Went for Lunch before reporting at the Linkway to Esplanade.. Had a long queue before entering into Padang.. Gotton Green goodie bag.. wanted to taKe Red.. but the person distributing the green one keep pushing the green one to me.. saying green one nice.. Humpf! Manage to exchanged with one blue one by the sidE.. wanted another Red one ..cant find.. but nvm.. Anyway, wondering if we will bring it out after today.. haha.. don't think so rite.? This year's goodie bag isnt that fantastic though.. Nothing much.. Im still waiting for the Windbreaker lah!

Half way through the thing, jiejie called and asked me out for an interview... i was liKe.. dun wan lar! dEn she ask me ask my friend.. so i called Wen Long.. As expected, he sure very on one.. so i accompanied him to my sis.. dEn gathered some stud from each sch and reporters were shooting shotssss.. Wonder will it be up in the papers.. haha..


While Queuing up..

Ivy & Me! xD

Group foto.. =]

Puppy was so bad... dun wan taKe pic with mee.. bark bark!

After that we went for dinner at ard 8pm.. we were so sway to miss all the fireworks.. It's either we just go down the escalator to the underground or we jus entered the mall.. Anyway, just look at the crowd!!!


We shouldnt have gone MS so as to avoid the crowd.. dining in is definitely a problem.. so we decided to Da bao KFC to somewhere else to eat.. Who knows finding some corner to eat is even more diff!!! When we finally settled down, security guards came to chase us away.. in the end.. we ended up sitting at the stairs...


It was 10pm.. me went down to Bugis to meet the girls after Joyce's work.. hung ard a lil and went back to Tamp mac to slack.. and headed back home.. tired..
A lil of Zi Lian.. xD

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Eh.. so fast!

Everything seems so fast.. and.. Jeff's leaving this Fri 9am!!! =( Maybe i will not get to see him ever again..=( I will rmb the times we spent tgt.. will u? xD





Well, im so bloated now.. ended lesson at 6pm.. met Joyjoy in sch go meet Heihei in TM for dinner ard 7plus.. had Korean Beef Set.. TM de very nice wor.. think the nicest ive had among all foodcourts.. hehe.. prob becuz it's coOked by the Koreans.. movied after that.. Rush Hr 3.. NICE! very funny.. xD too bad the twins insisted not to watch this movie..=( wanted to watch Secret initially.. but.. no seats.. o mean prob the first 1 tp 3 rows kind.. or Simpsons.. but its not showing.. so watched Rash Hr 3.. Nice show! after the show was ard 9.30pm.. and we carteled!!! Seafood macaroni and Ice-cream, banana & peach waffle stuffed my stomach 100% full! xD but is shareD btw me, joyjoy and hazel la.. not so power.. haha.. after that we headed home at 11.10pm..





Tml Jorine cant pei me to the NDP largest Human Flag.. Boo! No one wans to replace her.. argh.. =( Meetin Ronny they all 12pm for lunch.. They say MUST wear yellow biz Tee.. shorts and slippers.. i was thinking.. we are suppose to form Sg flag which is red and white colour.. what if when we close the umbrella dEn the flag become yellow colour?? hhahaa.. question mark? :S




The one we took after rehearsal..am i being shot?

Monday, August 06, 2007

=/

Let nth happen to her.. :S

U stop calling cuz i wun ans ur calls ..
My dinner @ Baystreet Clementi
Thanks for the treat and the cab fare.. which i realli dun think u shld be the one paying for it.. and the one who is suppose to went off liKe a.... i dunno.. he just turn me off AGAIN.. disgusted..
I've decidEd.. nt to think so much.. although the first thing i wake up and the last thing b4 i enter my dream somehow sure will think of him..as long as that person is happy..den let him decide how he wans it to be bahs..
So.. im finding things to do everyday.. and it's time to train for nafa? lol.. haiz.. Rash.. dun be lazy anymore! Get ready for the RUN! Reply my msg.. ans my calls.. Im gonna get u to the reservior tml.. i dun care! whahaha.. Hais.. too bad the badminton courts are bz with the lightings for the coming exams and cant be booKed for so many days! :( So sway.. the first time i initiate for boOking the court.. haha.. Wendy and me was planning to ask Rash and Ivy for cycling and blading if they dun wanna run.. but dun tink they will even go east coast for cycling laa... lols.. thinking of getting more ppl to go so tt they will at least get a lil motivation cuz more peep will mean more fun.. somemore think only can enjoy a lil.. got to prepare for exam soon le.. argh.. irritating! lol..

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Wo Nan Guo

he just msg me onli.. i dun expect just this 2 words.

I dunno y he acted liKe tt.. one face to face one also nv say.. seems liKe cold war liKe tt.. didnt wan to talk and disappear while reach the station.. maybe its this day is realli nth to him .. hai.. saddest saddest 2 days tis yr..

3rd Aug..
Thank ya gers for organising this celebration for me.. thx for the errands u got to run bcoz of me.. thx for the meal, the K, the present,the card, and most of all, ur presence, care and love! I luv u gers .. U've showed me wad true friends are. U know and u know..u noe how i feel.. u noe u just know me well.. *Hugs*
On the way to.. the mosque?


Nonono.. It's AMIRAH'S GRILL RESTAURANT

My Grilled SeaFood

Eh.. wads tis? =X

Some spread for the bread..
The onli grp pic in my phone.. but w/o Liu Jing
I love my Blades.. Arent they cool??? Cant get my legs off them! xD
From the Gers.. love yas!
Anna Sui Perfume from Mummy and Puppy! Luv it! Muacks*


4th Aug..
Nothing much.. ProjectsSs.. sian diao.. after that went for FOP.. cool..
Thanks N374 for the cake, card and pressie.. and Serene and Chloe for the pressie! and the peeps who smsed and those who stayed up late to send it.. Although some are not in contact for long time.. but they rmb! touched.. Only one called and the earliest.. tts u..
Ive totally no mood for the whole of Fri.. the whole day i just feel liKe ..crying.. hai.. hao xin ku.. till on sat.. it jus hurt so D much... -_- i DONT KNOW!
btw, saw pinwen's performance for the Hey Gorgeous programme.. juz happen to be there and heard " Lets welcome Kiwi Lu Pinwen!" so i stopped and watched.. He played Shan Hu Hai on the keyboard and shua some Wushu.. but he still showed his shyness.. in the end nv got in.. but can get into the top 3 in Tp alrdy considerEd veri Qiang le ! =D My friend was shock he nv get in cuz he watched the others and say they are nt tt gd.. and thot kiwi shld have the most votes.. haha.. dunno.. but one thing.. almost everyone know for sure Beatrice will make it and she did..

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Sandwiched

Wah.. tired.. reached home at 11pm after dinner after proj.. =.=

Hope tml still can wake up for LOMe..



:(


Eh.. How come today so wierd one..............:(





Firstly is.. a friend.. said im waiting for u to say yes.. -.-





den the other friend sud msg ask some wierd qns.. i was liKe.. huh.. -.- wads going on..





Hai.. i made a decision afterall.. i mean nt the above.. but rather on Fri.. I chose to go with my gers.. i mean.. its planned.. and cg is rather sud.. but of cuz, that doesnt mean i dun honour God.. so.. i hope they can understand la.. hai.. i felt so.. wad.. i dunno how to describe.. but.. proj is realli taking up lots of time.. Make up cell.. depends.. if have also muz go Sun de.. im so stuck with proj.. and bdae is within it.. haha.. but .. dunno.. nvm.. think this will be the 2nd last proj b4 grad.. izzit? hope so.. and i was thinking.. whether i join the ministry in the right time or not.. cuz alot of times bcuz of proj meetings i cant serve.. and.. ppl will tell me liKe.. ministry is very important must put prority.. or something like that.. of cuz i noe is important la.. but.. proj meetings are important too ma.. when i was told tt i feel so.. like.. not trusted or something.. or.. dunno la.. juz not gd feeling.. but this kind of thing is .. no choice when we have to meet datelines.. felt so sandwiched in lots of things recently... but optimally still have to make a decision la.. hai dunno la..

Anyways, i went wholivenearyou.com yst.. then there's this guy from TP have been msging with me for like 3 days or so.. i mean in wlny not sms.. den yst he ask me which pri sch i from.. den i say Gongshang.. den he ask izzit 3.8 and 4.8.. ..... lol.. i was like.. ya.. den he say he also.. diao.. cant recognise him until i go and see his pic again.. It's Kai Huai! i juz rmb his surname juz now.. Lim Kai Huai if i not wrong.. Haha! .. Eh.. i almost forget that he exist..=X He said he finds me familiar..tts y.. den he say he hurt his back brain some time ago and was hospitalised for sometime.. so he cant rmb much.. but wierd he still have impression of who am i.. but i dun rmb interacting with him in p sch..i juz rmb he's a botak then.. gong gong de.. haha.. den we started to name the friends we rmb.. quite interesting.. recently got fate wtih pri sch friends.. ive met Teck Kiang, kai huai and Jia min recently.. thot of going back to visit Miss Tang somewhere ard Aug... wonder if she's married.. haha..