ahhh

Oh my oh my.. I didnt know my application letter was that good to get interviewed... so sians.. i thought it's difficult to get into it.. and i just anihow submitted and was chosen.. wad the pink! lol.. argh... one more work for me.. Need to search for interview qns.. need to wear formal..! =.= So long never wear formal although i was in biz sch.. haha.. so ma fan... humphz.. i rather be observer and write report lor.. hahaz..

Started with project today.. stressed.. No sch one fri.. hope i can do everything on fri.. my homework, my part for project, and researching about the interview..

Just now Linda msg me ask me help her bring all her things in 832 back to her hse tml.. i was like.. argh.. so many things.. somemore tml afternoon shift.. by the time i reach tam ard 11.40pm le.. .. somemore i go work from sch.. and help her transfer her reservations to 808.. but tml still cannot do transfer out.. she lucky she tell mi in time.. if not cannot help her after tml le..

supposed to meet Regan today after my bs.. but was cancelled.. Today my cousin Jia yi came Tp for some course.. introducing them to poly life or soemthing.. dunno wad lai de.. muz come 3 days.. 8.3o to 6.30pm.. so long day.. even myself dun spend such long hrs in sch.. tml onli 2 hrs lec.. den work.. still nt sure if i shld buy which colour sweater.. and if i shld buy the jacket.. so thick.. juz nw mi n sis went TM see Hi-Fi set.. den shun bian ask her got anithing to vuy frm bsn.. den asked her to try tt jacket.. very nice leh.. but.. too hot to wear in sg la.. n we are nt liKe going aniwhere.. lol.. Bernard sae waste $ if buy.. so even a person for yearns for sales so much sae such thing.. den i think i realli shld nt buy rite? haha.. You noe wad.. he realli use a veri jian zao to increase sales.. and since it's meant to be a secret, den i shall nt say anithing..

The jacket im toking about..

This is my I/C Bernard.. concentrating on sewing.. haha..

stress

Stress for many many things.. projects.. some things. whether to go for outreach or fo for grandma bdae den go home study? was in a diff situation.. grrr.. becuz i always miss a lot of family events becuz i need go church or work.. den they were like saying those.. kind of words.. yea yea.. =.= i feel like attending too.. but.. yea.. so i finally decided to go for fathering at my uncle's hse.. to celevrate my grandma's bdae la.. too bad the timing is afternoon.. clashed with cg outreach.. so ya.. decided to go bdae celevration.. time to get tgt..

was thinking if i should sign up for the bankok trip.. for my course.. think so much.. afterall, they are juz going to choose either 6 or 12 peeps..

cant study for tml comskill test.. aniwae, how to study other than format? juz read through the course materials.. so many info..

Getting excited got Christmas.. how shall we celebrate? hmmm? dunno.. leave it to Joyce.. =X

Irritated

400th Post..

yea la yea la.. u may sae im still young, im stupid or wadeva.. but.. who cares ..

Felt so irritated the whole day.. woke up and was like.. quite hungry and irritated while thinking of all the things happening ard.. den my mum haven come back frm market.. den took a bath first.. den she come back sae.. she didnt buy my breakfast while i already told her yst nite tt im eating breakfast le.. she said she thought she heard mi sae im not eating.. so.. yea.. nvm.. more irritated.. but nv sae anithing to her la.. juz sae.. nvm la nvm la.. den dun eat.. den she sae.. she bought fish porridge for my sis.. ask mi wan to eat can eat la.. but by the time i already.. realli upset with my own things.. den no appetite to eat anithing la.. and she was like.. "nagging" wan to eat this or not wan to eat tt or not.. wan mi cook for u or not.. but i dun wan la.. i noe she meant good.. but ya.. no appetitie la.. and she's tt type who wun let her children, us, skip any meals.. so ya.. she can't stop nagging.. and i was like.. okok, i will make milo on my own..den she stop.. haha.. no choice.. gotta go work.. afternoon shift.. reached early.. and Bernard was sewing pants in the store.. so was chatting with him la.. To think of it, i really 'hai' alot of times unknowingly huh.. haha.. haiz.. lol .. but ya.. quite irritated la.. messed.. and i feel that recently.. i realli.. argh.. quite irritated with myself too.. in wadeva.. lets sae during work.. my smile is totally fake ok.. lol.. =x.. some colleages actually makes me cant stand them but yet.. cant sae them too.. by being so disorganised.. so untidy and everything.. makes me see ler more fan.. everytime dunno how to do things properly.. men! Si bernard.. everytime i tell him.. den he will sae tts y he need me.. or nu ren by his side.. =.= recently he also sot ler.. keep saying ro ma de hua.. yucks.. lol..
U noe today i'm realli not prepared to start work.. As usual, once i tap out after briefing, take over cashier.. and im still not in the mood.. den today.. once i took over Jaime, there's a customer who buys alot la.. and about the rewards sticker thingy and seperate transaction, confused me.. My hands were shaking alright.. cuz im so blur.. and reensuring myself i gave the right amt of sticker and everything.. esp now got the 2 bonus sticker promo.. but luckily nth happen la..
btw, i realli need to change a phone.. realli got prob.. auto delete my msgs.. esp the impt ones! all deleted! grrr..

memories

Maybe.. it's fated that afterall, all i can are just memories all the time..

What do i want now? i dun even noe.. tts y it's like that..

i'm just scared..and confused.. *hugs*

tired

decided to do my homework tml.. but how much can i do? not much i guess.. hahaz.. aniway.. got to do proj also.. oh my.. i feel im running out of time again.. shldnt go n queue tml..? argh... but cannot la.. =.= maybe shld juz try my best to waKe up early .. haha.. My elder sis was crying once i come home.. i was like.. wad happen? den she sae bullied by Boss.. haiz.. again.. i wonder if most of the work also liKe tt.. cuz not only my sis sometimes will cry becos of work stress.. but some of my friends too.. =/ and my younger sis was like.. black face when i try to joke with her.. hai.. juz dun understand how come my two sisters are always so short tempered.. Thank God im not like them.. hehe.. =x.. staff 50% off from 27 to 30th nov.. was thinking of wad to buy today.. in the calculated liKe.. $90+.. but not sure yet.. juz reserve first.. so expensive.. so maybe gonna eliminate some.. I feel like buying a jacket.. but it's quite thick.. like.. not worn in sg.. but its veri nice leh.. $79.. $39.50 after disc.. shld i buy??? but its like.. i wun use.. ? lol.. but its realli nice.... see hw..
sian..

Regan and me insdie taxi.. im so ugly.. argh

Blur

Yoz.. Wasn't in the mood to to work today.. was quite blur throughout.. scared do wrong thing when cashiering.. but luckily nth happen.. i dun feel like going to work tml.. so many things not done.. tutorials.. i realli wanna be guai students who do tutorials.. u noe.. but it's not the right timing for mi to do them at nite.. this time.. i onli got mood to do when i got 1 whole day free u noe.. im msging Bernard now to ask if i can not go to work tml.. i asked " what happen if i dun go work tml?" den he replied.." den all staff will starve" den i replied.." but i haven do my hw, proj, and next wk test.. no time to study" den he bo reply liao.. humphs.. was talking to him during break juz now.. den he said he sat off.. i was like.. huh realli? tt means u can come to church with me.. and he was talking crap again.. say wad.. he realli feel like going but no one ask him go.. as if im not someone.. =.= den he sae he wan to see sincerity one.. i sae.. okok.. i go home make invitation card.. den he sae.. " someone promised to learn sewing one hor.. den i will go" ARGH.. no time to learn la.. where got time.. .. .. my hse also dun have sewing machine wad.. diaoz.. everytime come frm sch den work le mahz..
hai.. den he sae see first.. at least still got hope la.. haha.. and today he was being irritating and disturbing me while i was taking over Simon cashier.. and in the end i shoot him back one sentence.. Realli felt so shiok.. ! he got nth to sae.. LOL! was laughing like hell la.. hahahahha..

Was reading Regan's blog and viewing his friendster for like.. 1 hr.. before blogging.. hai.. saded.. wad can i do? Aniway, no matter how many times i see one of his friendster pic, his tt friend realli look like Sylvia tt last time tampines IC de twin sister..! but he sae she's not leh.. wierd wierd.. met him yesterday again.. actually watching Happy Feet or smt.. but in btw there's too much time and nth to do.. so skipped.. and we were tired.. so he juz sent me home..

lesson

Heyo.. 10 mnis before lesson now.. decide to blog.. Hai.. My puppy yesterday last paper yesterday start work........ at Beleno J8 somemore.. so far.. diao.. juz finish paper immediately go work.. can see how much he need the money.. hai.. no choice.. den difficult to arrange time go out also.. boo.. ! AND VJC choir concert falls on Dec 1 nite..!!! got cg.. or outreach?? argh.. i so wanna cry.. i've missed it for many yrs le.. and tt day after work on 197 bus i heard VJ choir members singing away and heard their conversation about the concert.. i was like.. omg.. i wan to go!!! so immediately msg Ginny to double cfm.. den she told me the date.. is on Fri.. so yah.. cant go.. actually can lar.. but dun wanna go for make up cell.. so sad u noe.. i always wish to go with my sec sch choirmates.. juniors and seniors.. and shout Mr Toh's name during the concert? haha.. aiyahhhh.... iayhhhh! cannot go.. so super sad.. and the TP jam and hop also same date 6pm.. Boohoo! arhg.. to be continued.. changing class now..~

Class finish.. continue blogging.. Calculus lecture 1 hr later.. cannot eat anything.. later slp in lec.. haha.. better clear my mind first.. later going TM watch "Just Friends" with Regan.. shld be nice show.. wanted to watch step up too.. but not with him.. He alrdy watched 2 times and he said he dun mind watching the 3rd time with me.. ahah.. crazy.. Ops..=X
These are the movies i wanna watch..Just Friends, Step Up, Material Girls, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Open Season, Dejavu, SawIII, Charlotte's Web and maybe.. The Last Kiss?~ Among those 2 of them are R21.. ! Saw la.. aiyo..
aiya.. but.. no money to watch..
My stupid bank book.. cant be updated.. becuz last time i update den the machine skip pages.. den now the machine dun accept my book.. boo.. gotta go to the bank.. sians..

so bored.. lalalalala..OUCH! I asked Cong Xin to help mi massage.. damn pain la.. lolx.. this real gong fu guy..

tired

Yeayea.. He's tall, he's hot..damn hot.. who wouldnt love his hugs and kisses? lol.. but who cares now.. lols.. =p

alright alright.. switch channel.. today schooled.. handed in application letter and resume.. everyone's resume is so diff.. but nvm.. juz hand in.. today's so funny.. first lesson is purchasing.. some of us were waiting and waiting for the teacher to come until we find something not rite.. how cum the teacher so late haben come... so we were like thinking.. teacher sick or wad den no lesson.. den suddenly Heidi thought of our classroom is changed to 3rd lvl combine class with another class today.. ! den all of us rushed down for the lesson.. haha.. it's ard 15 min late.. lol .. went to work after sch.. ok.. i finally decide to but another set of uni.. aniway, quite nice combi.. so ok lar... gonna taKe $2 from bernard. cus he sae he will sponsor if i buy.. =X lols..
Regan came to pick me up from work today.. but still so pai seh.. come all the way juz to send me home.. O yah.. btw, heard Charlotte's web gonna be on movie.. sure watch.. hehe.. i wonder if "I'm the king of the Castle" will ever be up on movie.. Hees.. wanna watch 'twelve night' again too.. but DVD not available in SG.. =(

haven realli completed my calculus tut.. tml class 9am.. gotta go ler.. ciao.. Btw, i hope i dun make Joyce fall into another nightmare by suprising her with some interesting facts.. lolx..

TIred

This is my 394th post ... so tired.. lil hungry.. had 1 meal today again..morning shift.. 3.55 den break.. Tts my meal for the whole day lor.. This has been going on for days.. but nvm.. actually it's quite ok.. im thinking whether to buy a second set of uniform for work.. cuz cannot wash.. aiyo.. still considering.. chose 1 pink inside and one brown outside.. actually i wan the colour the other way round de.. but.. Ladies long slv no brown!!! tt day i go bedok saw Xiang ming wear pale pink and brown.. so sweet la.. tt day season change i wanted to choose tt pink de.. den sasha and Bernard say too pale den dun let mi wear..! Grr.. ;(

Got a new buddy yesterday.. name.. priscilla.. She's only 14 yr old!!! so young also can work.. faint.. Ops! forgot to check tml shift..Today Alvin's last day.. sob sob..after work join Yue zhu , qian ting and April.. they finished eating pastamania le.. and yue zhu gtg off.. so let mi, qian ting and april.. suppose to be a sec sch gers gang gathering.. but turn up most ppl cant maKe it.. so ya..

Wow.. tml is 20th le.. Puppy's last day O lvl.. after that can go out tgt with mummy and korkor tgt le.. but.. Chou korkor came back bsn taka.. haha..

ppl keep asking me to "wake up".. or "cant stand me" .. they cannot understand..

unhappy

Haiz.. shocked to hear about Chee Yong's death.. He's so young!!!!! 25 yrs old.. and heard he's a nice guy..and he passed away juz one slp and never waKe up... HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omgwtbbbq...... how can.. he juz got promoted....... so sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
Although i didnt noe him.. but.. heard of him and saw his pics before.. Only learned about it when Felix knocked off work and decided to wait for us in the shop.. and he was talking talking.. den suddenly talk about Chee Yong's death.. i was liKe .. wad?!?!?! it was actually written in the briefing book 2 days ago.. i didnt work.. so dunno.. omgomg....! So scary.. so saddening.. It was in the newspaper.. hai.. it's juz so sudden..

anyway, went to work today.. still no mood.. but no choice.. i reached at ard 1.20pm.. see the shop not open yet!!!! still season change.. haiz.. tts y i hate season change in 832 ever since change in charge.. so i went in.. need to choose new Uni.. it's call BOMB Tee.. gotta wear 2 layers.. 1 long sleeve, 1 short.. V neck plain.. and they said cannot choose dark colours.. =.= it's hard to match.. even i taKe light pink and white also cannot.. they say.. No black and white..=.= den i chose light pink and another colour.. they say.. the pink too pale.. in the end.. i choose and choose.. i realli dunno.. den ask sasha help mi choose.. in the end.. i took Yellow outside and dark purple inside.. haiz.. and everyone muz wear different colour.. Yk took outside pink, inside yellow.. Serene took pink and purple.. forgot which way.. im the third ger to choose.. so it means that .. the later u work, the less choices u have.. but aniway.. there are 64 colours.. they are driving us crazy.. i mean the Diff coloured Tees.. somemore it's displayed with pakaging.. when customer try, we open.. and if they dun wan, need to pack back.. wads worse is that.. the plastic sure torn when we open.. =.= and one colours got a few tones.. and we spend so much time and effort on one customer who juz wan to buy a $9 bomb tee.. ??=/ Somemore today realli not enuff staff.. and the bomb tee realli seems to be bombing our sales.. lol..

Felix told us he got another lobang for biz.. he realli so many lobangs and so many rich friends u noe.. cant stand it! lol.. his friend is asking him now to join his fish+pub biz at Rose Garden.. He described it.. real interesting.. but the .. wads tt call.. forgot.. it's hard to get approval la.. den i ask Felix if the biz realli open ar.. ask mi go work part time.. he sae no prob.. haha.. Out of shop at about 11.10pm.. so late rite.. sians.. den conference.. hai.. i tried to ask Jorine.. but.. ya... once she heard sat.. den.. ya.. i juz try to ask qianting again.. and.. ya .. but.. i juz dunno how.. Qianting!!! U noe and u noe.. but y...??? no nid to scared..... hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....=.= and Jaime.. She can go de.. but sat she working full shift..!!! den i ask bernard y put her full shift.. cuz he promised to put Jaime sat off so that she can come church with mi.. den he said cuz she requested tml off.. haiz.. =(

Almost forgot to claim the taxi fare from Bernard after dropping off bus.. $16.. den he gave mi $20.. sae no need change.. treat it as he treat me starbucks.. wah.. he realli meant it.. cuz he owed mi.. wanted to return him back.. but he dun wan.. so serious.. haha..

Hai.. im still sad.. wanted to go out for a walk tml.. but.. dun think there's anione.. Regan wanted to meet after my cg.. but think it's too late.. sat still got work.. and somemore i haven done my cover letter and resume.. so gotta stay at home to finish them..

where

If music be the food of love, play on,
Give me excess of it, that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken and so die.
That strain again! It had a dying fall.
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing, and giving odour. Enough, no more!
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.

For a moment.. i'm so stuck.. felt so stuck..

How to be out of love without even being in a r/s..

*shrugs*

but again.. not knowing the reason is so.. dumb

T.T

..=/

Happy and sad..

Im so happy that i understand calculus lec about differentiation today u noe!!! whahhaa.. already did half the tutorial.. and today i felt so relax.. that i completed all my assignments.. cool.. and wed's gotta be so relax.. cuz only got 40 mins tutorial.. but have to stay back to discuss the application letters and resume.. alright la.. dunno till wad time.. den in the evening got BS at YMCA.. hope xm no need to go home.. cuz noe she sure late if she gotta go home and put down her things.. which i think most prob she will do that.. haha.. and Thurs and Fri goanna be off day for me.. totally no school.. Fri is like.. officially no sch all the time le.. cuz is online comskills .. den this Thurs no sch is becuz this week is e-lec for that sub.. and my friends were like .. keep complaning.. sae they hate me.. cuz i no need to go school while they still got to attend their CDS tutorials.. lolx.. but i working afternoon shift la.. luckily is afternoon shift.. cuz Thurs is season change.. im not going to tell them i have no sch for that day.. if not they sure ask me reach early in the morning 8am for season change.. NO WAY! lol.x.. WOw.. so fast it's going to be christmas again.. hope cg can have another chalet? Ops.. =X haha.. anyway, like Christmas.. already got 1 friend coming for Christmas service.. woo.. so fast..

Hai.. i only left .. tml..? to buy Jia Hong's present.. which i not sure what time will my grp discussion going to be until... and.. cant contact charmaine.. wanna ask her opinion on wad to buy.. cant contact bao ying also.. hai.. i scare i will forget to call them again tml.. and ya.. i maybe still got fri to buy.. not sure got work or not.. but even if dun have, dun think i can find anione to accompany go buy.. most of the ppl will be schling or working at the first part of the day..

haha.. my friend always complain i got such relax schedule.. esp Yani.. cuz my time table realli so slack.. i was dismiss early most of the days in a week.. cannot even meet up friends from business or marketing by coincidence most of the times.. haha.. and she was like.. HUI MIN! how can u like that.. blabla.. haha.. but actually other than that i'm busy with work as well wad.. haha.. now i onli can work .. mon.. sometimes tues.. thur..sometimes fri.. sometimes sat.. and sun...

These few weeks must realli work alot... HAIZ.. cuz a lot of things to pay for.. the saddest thing is to pay for the 3 stupid pants.. Bernard is pushing real hard now, asking mi to pay.. hai.. he say.. ask mi give him money first.. den he put the money in the safe.. until able to be sold le then he return me the money..=.= if not den.. i pay.. hai.. if like that give him hor.. dunno when den can take back.. it's like.. almost 100 bucks.. ='( No money le la.. cries.. and Queenie juz helped me buy the dunno how many eye shadows.. i think got about 5.. that is long time ago i ask her to buy de.. but she juz bought recently.. so.. yah.. den haben pay her the money for 1 of the Giordano basic Tee.. and the money for Linda's cake.. i forgot whether i got pay her or nt le.. cham.. wah.. it's like.. suddenly.. so many miscelleneous to pay for.. T.T actually Mi n Queenie going to share Linda and Yati's present de.. but to think twice, better not.. erms.. so sry.. but no money..

Bored..

In LOM centre 2 now.. wasted my time here for 2 hrs... excluding 1 hr tutorial.. before that another 2 hr break.. before that 9am tutorial.. bored.. now going for calculus lecture again... ciao..

yay

Yay~ Managed to complete my calculus tutorial 3 ...... luckily can understand a bit after reading through the notes.. Sry gers.. realli cannot join u all for bowling.. cuz need to do tutorial..

Nothing much today.. lesson as usual..

disc

Haven done my homework..! Tml got work.. zZz.. went sch today for 2 hr purchasing lec.. Hai.. i should have chosen E-Log as first choice for my elective instead of.. Lom e.. my lec said.. lom e is okok.. e-log is superior.. although he is teaching lom e.. haiz.. then liKe .. whole course only a few chose E-Log.. so dun even know whether they will start a class on E-log.. and the time when he said tt.. it's already too late to change.. so.. leave it up to God.. but hope that.. somehow or rather, they will put mi in my 2nd choice! hahaz.. anyways.. went lab after lec.. intend to help Linda print her Cert.. but in the end, i realise i forgot to bring my thumbdrive.. so i decided to log in her hotmail which diret mi to the add to print cert all tt.. and the connection realli damn slow...! when i finally get it and print, i realise free access lav no colour printer..! grr.. so irritating.. so i went to the bus lab.. re-log in to her mail and all tt.. and it loads realli slow.. cannot take it.. so i went off without printing the coloured one.. den i sms her.. she sae nvm.. no colour also can.. diao.. lol.. hai.. haha..

Then came home.. lie on the floor do my Log Mod Tutorial.. do half way fell aslp.. so went to bed.. woke up at 5pm.. meeting John 6 plus at Bedok to buy Gio jeans.. cuz sasha gt disc.. hai.. in the end i bought 1 too.. Oh No! dun intend to spend.. =( lolx..

hehe

Wow.. ok.. shall not waste animore time and start blogging.. I'm quite stuck at Matthew's friendster for quite a while.. It happens each time i passed by his page.. OMg i miss him! It's been 10 Yrs.. since i know this "ger's fav" boy.. or should i say man? lol.. But in my imagination, he's still a young boy with his unbroken and irritating voice..lolx.. But too bad.. now rarely contact.. He's surrounded by girls all time round i guess.. wahaha.. and he seems to be a play boy... aww.. haha.. super cute, handsome and naughty or rather playful.. i like! I wanna get his hug too! lolx.. Joking la.. craz.. He's like a big star.. Nod nod but no no....... haha.. still remember last time he always come my hse and Yuan Fu's hse play after sch.. haha..

O yah.. and yst and today i saw another pri sch friend, Nicholai.. but he dun rmb me le. . cuz we were only chinese class de classmate..He smoKes..! and walk like ah beng.. but quite handsome though.. haha.. Recently i keep seeing pri 3 n 4 friends.. Yilin, Sharon and all that.. and ya! i even saw my kindergarden friend at the 7-eleven near my hse a few days back! I still remember he's got the same water bottle as me.. LOL.. Horrible i still remember.. lolx.. Don't remember his name though.. LOL.. i always rmb things yrs back.. i wonder is this the reason why i can't absorv well now.. Not enough memory space? lolx.. If that is so, then it's gonna be so terribly bad for me cuz i still have years to go.. LOL!

Alright alright, shall formally start today's main topic.. hahaz.. quite bored today la.. went to sch for 40 mins comskills lesson.. came back home.. played a bit of ps2.. was rather slpy.. but the timing was not right.. cuz Linda coming my hse to use com soon.. so went to fetch her at her hse void deck.. she wanted to do the Maid quiz but her Adobe Reader wasn't working.. so asking me for help.. yah.. She has to get 80% of the quiz correct in order to qualify hiring a maid.. and there are 8 modules or info about hiring maid.. It's like Lec notes and u have to read it and take 5 set of quizes.. and the registration fee is $30.. =.= so we nv read the module and start the quiz.. It's liKe super common sense questions.. haha.. of cuz pass la.. but we took quite long to complete all the quizes.. till ard near 5pm.. and Zie is visiting her.. so she gotta go back.. Oh ya.. i hope i can rmb to help her print her Cert tml in sch..

so after that stayed at home .. till 8.. suddenly thought of not lazing ard animore and go get the things that i need.. like.. A4 paper.. pens.. and some files to get more organised.. went Simei Popular to get it.. know y? cuz got staff disc ma.. wahha.. Ops.. tt sounds liKe im so.. gian.. but.. aiya.. i wanna save ma! humph.. so waited for Leonard off work and took bus home tgt.. wanted to get some small little things which hopefully can cheer him up a little but cant find that something.. cuz he seems rather troubled or something.. hai..
Very pai seh to Regan.. that time and time again.. i so lazy to go out with him.. not laz to go out with him la.. as in .. go town at a wierd or rather late timing.. I really feel so sry man! As in i know he sometimes realli wan to find someone to tok.. den.. ahhhhhhh.. but.. dunno ah.. =(

803

Went compass relief today.. Yendy went 805 relief.. Fendy full.. heng ar.. so tired now.. study from 9 to 6 and work from 7 to 11pm..

U noe i go compass point relief and met 2 mad guys.. Fendy and Ivan.. They are really mad i tell u.. tt Fendy.. tok so rough de.. and ya.. he's realli loud.. den he tok rubbish to me.. and so of cuz i replied rubbish.. den i dunno y la.. dun find it funny and he and Ivan keep laughing like till no breath that kind.. realli diao lor.. dun find it funny at all.. but Fendy like same same with Bernard kind... Both big size.. smoke.. from malaysian.. like tok rubbish.. so things the same..
hai.. cannot blog le.. bth.. go slp le... ciao

still veri tired..

Wah.. a lot ppl didnt fo sch today cuz sick.. and lots of us are alrdy like.. half sick.. but still can go sch kind.. today's realli realli tired.. but tried to stay awaKe during Log Mod Lec.. Luckily able to catch wad teacher is teaching.. after sch realli dun feel like going work.. wan go home slp.. hai.. aniway, went to work.. today got new staff.. call Dilah.. i think .. 16 yr old nia.. now a lot 16 yr old staff.. Tml need to go compass................................................... =.==.==.= i cant even cfm i can reach on time.. Tml Fendy IC.. heard tt he veri gd.. so ok la.. luckily Yendy go 805 relief.. hahahha.. Dunno y ah.. recently a lot of things to say Bernard.. 50% of the christians in the shop muz noe how to alter pants den he come with mi to church.. =.= purposely one lor.. 4 of us.. 50% = 2... YK already noe le.. so left 1 more.. but.. diff.. ! serene and xm consider new.. argh.. but the office ppl sae each staff muz noe how to sew pannts.. CRAZY!
I REALLY fed up with BSN la.. Requirement so many.. den treat staff like that.. DUnno say wad want to keep fridge ar.. den Next Uni muz wear those cheapest Crew neck kind de Tee.. and another Uni muz wait see which one not selling gd one den let us wear.. WTH lor..! FED UP! So ridiculous la.. Isn't it???!!! but got no choice..
aniway.. Bernard sae.. if i can sew straight line = he listen to me talk 2 sentence about christian.. den sew = come church with me.. Sew faster than him = believe in Christ.. so diaox.. where got this kind of thing.. TU Xue.. aniway, if sewing pants can bring him to church, den i juz learn lor.. BUT.. i wun help him sew even if i master it .. LOLX..
And i created a miracle today.. Today Simon, Serene, Bernard and me took the same bus 15 home.. normally if onli mi and Bernard he sure will take diff bus from mi de.. dunno y la.. he wierd guy.. even if we taKe same bus with Simon .. after Simon drop off he also will sit by his own one.. but today.. he dunno y so high.. den all the way back we chatting.. somemore he wan drop same bus stop as me.. lol.. Miracle sia! Xuemei will agree with me.. lol...

Tsukaremashita..!

Tsukaremashita! Tired! Tired! Tired! Im really tired!.......................... Gotta go Compass relief on Tues with Yendy?! I dun wan!!! dun wan dun wan dun wan.................... Booooooo! Even i finish sch at 6pm.......... 7pm den punch in they also shuang? Boohoo................... haiz.. tired.. i realli cant find that " Asian types of Resume" Examples that my tutor wants me to do and print for my grp members.. i found American style.. vher dun wan..... sianz.. until now i still cant find.. how.. want to cry.. veri tired! tml still got work.. tues work.. thurs work.. fri work.. sat work.. sun work... argh.. actually work veri few days de.. cuz wed got bs cant work le.. but i told them then i work Thur.. at first dunno whether can or not.. cuz got Alvin le.. but now i think most prob can la.. cuz they wan me work shift.. wah.. can die .. but wei le money.. jiu REN....... and i found tt .. actually i can work fri morning shift also.. cuz no sch.. as in online lec.. dunno wan work or not.. shld i? or leaving it for doing tutorials for the whole week? Hmmmmmm...

WOW... going to 2.. alamak.. haben do tml tutorial.. aiya.. Heck le.. wan to slp.. but the prob is Tues calculus tutorial.. haiz.. guess no time to do also.. but i realli dun wan to slack in tt sub.. cuz last sem a lot of my friend took and failed.. this yr repeat again.. veri sian lor.. wanna ask my bro gf give mi tuition on tt.. but.. dun dare.. haha.. she also seems like a busy ger.. she's a sec sch a maths teacher..hai.. bua ta han le.. eyes closing.. ciao..

tired eyes

super tired.. haben do my comskills yet.. teacher wants the singpore version of the 3 types of resume.. like cant find .. the ones i found all America de.....
sianz.. No time to do le.. Comskills online also.. nobody has post any new threads for stage 2 yet... *yawns*.. These 2 days addicted to Leonard's Underground speed ps2 game.. but it's realli fun.. racing game..

I felt bad today.. for disappointing 2 ppl.............. haiz.. can't help it.. SORRY!

A moment of shockness

Wow.. i met him coincidentally today while walking to the 293 bus stop... what a shock! lol.. i was realli shock for a moment.. but shiok for a moment.. LOL!

Aniway, i was trying to complete my tutorials for next week today.. and when it comes to calculus.. it really kills.. i took this sub becuz i liKe maths.. and i promised myself to realli pay attention in Lecs.. I did.. but... i realli dun understand.. plus i get those type of lecturer where his words realli puts u to slp.. furthermore the lec is the last lec of the longest day.. which is a tired day.. i realli tries hard to waKe myself up..for eg the last lec.. i realli dun understand on function.. i asked Zi yan.. my china friend.. u know china ppl always pro in mathematics..and she was explaining like.. pilipala~~ so fast.. and i didnt realli understand.. becuz the chinese she uses is realli chim.. =.= lolx.. U noe.. and finally i get a lil understanding.. but come back home.. i couldnt get it again.. and i cant ask my sis.. she acts like a tiger if i ask her the 2nd time.. always lose patience easily.. and i mean EASILY.. lol.. aiya.. im liKe.. i wanna get a tuition teacher!!! cuz i noe i cant slack in this sub.. sad sad..