Finally..

Yox! finally got a little time to blog! Of cuz, lots of things happenned.. The reason why i dun have time to blog is because i'm busy everyday! Busy about work, writeing my Global Citizenship CDS Journal and doing the project, and last of all, supp paper!!!!!!!! argh.. why me?! Haix.. quite stress recently, not only stress about the above things but also some human relations factor. haix.. haix.. haix.. Lazy to explain everything..

Firstly, i wanna tok about my CDS. We had a week's lecture and tutorial and even went for a field trip to Singapore History Museum. we are to write a pre- trip and post- trip journal of 1250 - 1600 words each of what i learnt. .. It sounds quite difficult but what i did is to write a journal each day for wad i learn and think about that day's topic.. and with the help of Yi da and April, i managed to complete the journal in advance. I even exceed the amount of words limited.. so i juz edited it and cut a big part of it off.. cuz we are not suppose to exceed if not teacher will minus marks. ..

My class was thinking of the activities to do while we are at the Vietnam Orphanage and University.. So we decided to play Chapteh, five stones, dog and bones, balloon sculpture and friendship dance at the Orphanage and teach the Uni students TP mass dance. .. Cool...

Haiya.. suddenly no mood to blog le laaaaaaaa..

UNHAPPILY UNHAPPY!

sometimes i wonder..

Miss u lots..

hHhmMm.. todae is my first CDS lesson.. hmm.. nth much.. argh.. need to write journal of 1250 - 1600 words... sumbit by 28th Sep.. haix.. ok la.. hmm..
And the trip to Vietnam is from 11th Oct to 16th Oct.. 24th presentation dae.. hmm..

Hai.. fan lei... Joyjoy sae i muz go Zie's chalet... den i can go la.. but nv buy present ... and no money to buy present.. plus dunno wad to buy lei... hmmmmmmmmmm... left tml to buy wor... *thinks..*

Hey.. veri scared.. so far i onli earn less than $350.. ='( cannot do a lot of things eh..

tired again.. haha..

haix.. todae work full..! Leg wanna break le!.. haix.. ok la.. todae sales can sae not bad lor.. but still a few hundreds more to go in order to hit target.. O ya.. todae is mid-autum festival.. the moon is so round.. haha.. hmm.. aiya.. cannot celebrate tis year.. eveyone is working ya? haha.. sae till i every year also celebrate.. like ginna leh! lolx.. no la.. juz like to gather with old friend lor... haha.. think i carry lantern meh.. lolx..

Aiya.. ya!.. todae damn sway.. tt stupid customer dunno english... ask her wrong thing also tell mi "ya" ...=.=!

At first Haney pass to mi a ladies polo Tee and a receipt sae later got a customer wan exchange de.. den i juz left the shirt and the receipt on the counter la.. den later got tis lady wanna pay.. she bought a stripe polo tee.. den she point to the polo tee which need to be exchanged one.. so i ask her issit wan to exchange... Den she sae Ya.. so i juz do exchange for her lor... den she topped up $6 for the shirt she wans .. after she left a while le.. another lady sae she's coming for the exchange!!! ... den i was like.. shit.. die la.. lolx.. den stupid lei.. at first tt customer is wan to buy one .. den ask her wan to exchange izzit still nod her head.. shit man.. make mi have to pay for the $10 .. cuz her polo tee cost $16.. but she onli pay $6.. argh.. sway man.. den after Estee take over cashier tt time.. she count less $20 leh!!!!!! ... shortage $20.. so i have to pay..=.= ... cuz shld be shortage $10 onli.. also dunno why $20.. =.= .. sway lor.. wad more is... when i do the transfer out.. when i wan to use marker and write on the masking tape.. when i open the marker cover.. shit! the ink leaked and splashed on mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how sway is tt? lmao..

Den i never complete my BS todae.. cuz grace suddenly cannot meet.. she went hospi to visit Jasper.. realli pray that he will be fine and getting better..
argh.. den next sun i also work full..! cuz tis whole week i nv work lei.. gdgd.. but no income lei.. haha... nvm.. now need to help my fellow friends ask for a position in Bossini.. haha.. all cannot find job.. haix..

I see my sister whole dae at home do dunno wad fer her bf i also... argh... dunno wad to do! tis also cannot tt also cannot.. too expensive and wadever.. stopped by my peers is the most ke xiao de reason.. lolx.. they dun allow mi to buy and dun allow me to do...!!! HAHA.. still rmb yst in church.. the twins sae one week take 2 straws and do.. LOl.. den i have to take hundreds of years to complete that amount... lolx.. Joyce doing for Z le.. but she cannot fill the bottle .. lolx.. somemore dunno how many.. but if mi i wun do like tis.. i sure wan tt amt if i do.. if cannot den dun do le.. dunno the amount like no meaning leh.. How?!?! it's drawing near.. or like wad the twins sae? Do such thing will let the person veri fan gan.... shi ma? depends bah.. i also dunno.. but i realli feel like doing.. but veri ex altogether.. somemore i tis mth start late.. 1 week nv work lei.. =( haiya.. sian.. btw, take care joyjoy.. u better go see doc k..!

Damn tired!

WAh.. Leg wanna break le...........!!!!!!! Veri suan lei.. stand so long.. argh.. todae more busy than the previous daes.. den todae Matthew come find me.. wah.. realli everydae got visitor.. so good sia.. haha.. do cashier whole dae also.. haha.. argh.. now realli veri tired.. faster type!!!

hmhmm.. den went for CG.. was fast.. after tht we fellowship awhile .. then go home.. ah.. saw anncy and Estee on the bus.. hehe.. Estee super cute leh.. haha..

argh
cannot blog lioa.. slpy! miss u 'boi

sTiLL tired..

argh.. todae almost need to work 12 -10pm.. that Jason drank yst.. den todae slp late.. nv come work.. sylvia pissed off.. -__-" den mi maybe have to cover his shift work till closing if got sales.. but luckily in the end sylvia let mi off by 8pm cuz realli no customer.. haha... todae Grace come n find me in the afternoon.. haha.. den after that is amy and Alice.. hehe.. yesterday is masturah.. haha.. gd ar..? heex.. den took a pic with mas yst..



wah.. todae realli no customer also... chatting all the way after break? sian lei..

miss 'boi a lot.. .. haix..

shit

DuNnO LeH..

Heyhey.. wah.. today slack ar.. nth to do in shop.. walk ard.. tok tok.. =X.. even I/C also.. =x..

Do cashier whole dae.. good.. but not good during sales period.. haha.. hmm.. todae no vip leh..

Argh.. todae spent a lot on Food.. before i work.. i bought old chang kee.. Squis head and Squid wrap.. $2.20 liao.. den bought ice-milo from food court.. $1.60.. den break time with Haney and Nancy.. we go the Halal foodcourt eat ma... argh.. so ex.. $5.50 on food.. $1.30 on drinks.. =.=.. veri ex la.. see.. altogether how much liao.. $10.60 lehx.. liewx..

still wanting to save to buy the green belt and the plain long sleeve Tee.. many colours wan to buy.. =x.. but cannot la.. no $$$... :(

Haiya.. nth much todae.. slack all the way lor.. den took bus 15 home together with Nancy.. veri giddy sia.. journey so long.. den keep jerking while chatting.. veri xin ku leh.. found out a lot abt her.. hmm.. argh.. she study Mid-wife course when she was in Philipines.. EeEee.. Den she told me her experiences.. EeEEeEeeEeEEeEeEEeee.... den i ask her normally ppl give birth is how long.. den she sae the fastest is 2 to 3 Hrs... i was liKe.. Huh??????????????????????? Sure or not.. i thought the most half an hr... Lolx.. ! den she sae hers is fast.. 2 to 3 hrs for her first child.. EeEEeeeeEeeEe.. dun wan to give birth le.. lol.x...

Tired..

Todae is his paper.. hope he knows how to attempt the questions.. yupyup.. veri tired today.. Leg very suan.. den todae actually can slp de.. cuz off day ma.. den xuemei they all ask mi out.. to buy Amy's present and accompany them find job.. den.. ok lor.. i veri good one ma.. *ahem*..

before we meet Alice and Wei Jie at Suntec, we went to buy the material i need.. something la.. den Joyjoy ask mi to help her buy if i buying.. den i dunno how many she wans and wad colour she wans.. den they help joyce choose those gaygay colour.. =x cuz... hmm.. ya.. lolx.. but in the end also nv buy anithing la!!! U noe why???!!!.. The twins dun let mi buy.. they sae is veri expensive to buy things like that.. cuz i need a lot to make.. den they dun let mi buy..=( den they liu jing said something la.. hmm.. quite true.. but.. dunno.. they sae i no need do so much.. and stated some reasons la.. den .. i ... haiya.. quite true.. den.. ok lor.. but if jux buy den like not sincere.. aiya.. nvm.. thing of other ways..

after that we went to TM.. den we went in the .. what shop is tt ar.. hmm.. sell christian stuffs one la.. den i saw a bible.. feel like buying.. den realise is the same as what Bro Ian bought for Joyce and xue mei.. den is a lot cheaper leh.. den after much thought.. i decided to buy la.. den the cashier sae if i student got further discount.. wah.. den altogether almost half price of what Bro Ian had paid for 1 bible... lolx.. cuz before discount that price is sales price ma.. haha.. ya..

after that we went Suntec meet them lor.. den they look for jobs.. wish them successful.. den i saw the Nike shoe i wanted to buy.. but i saw another design nicer de.. not so plan.. got grey colour de.. i think Grey can wear to work la.. after i called buddy ask her can or not.. tell her the colours all that.. cuz got orange ma.. but onli the tick.. den she sae should be can.. den she sae she in malaysia now.. den.. tt means i calling long dist call ma?? hHmmm.. so nvm.. i dun care le.. waited so long.. so i bought it.. den while paying.. there's this guy walk over.. den ask mi to give him a sticker.. cuz if u buy up to $100 can get 2 stickers ma.. den within half a year if u collect 10 stickers can get $50 off next item.. den i not always buy de ma.. den i give him lor.. den he got tis card can get 10% off one.. den he lend it to mi.. wah so good.. den got discount again.. hahahahha.. after that we go the fountain there can dedicate songs for free.. den we dedicated songs for TP students... New Age Ger.. but they dun have.. aiya.. they dun have a lot of songs.. lousy one.. den i dedicated for all bossini staff.. and i wrote from 832.. haha.. Superstar the song.. wonder if ani of them heard .. haha..

after that we bought Amy's present.. They realli took such a long time to decide.. cannot tahan them.. everytime like that.. ha...

hMm?

Hey.. first of all, sry for the previuos entry.. was i too vulgar?? i'm sry... I only scld vulgarities only when tt matter really pissed mi off... Anyway, i'm not going to rmb them anymore.. for we wan to be more Godly.. Forgive them..

Went to church service on Sat.. HhHmMm.. I got no mood to tOk.. sry all.. not i'm angry with 'boi or wad.. ok la.. the disappointment is still there.. plus the jomama matter.. altogether i realli no mood to tok.. sry.. sry xue mei.. no need to feel guilty also.. not ur fault.. but still like.. there's a gap in btwn mi and him.. i dunno.. on sat is.. no mood and dunno forgive him ma.. so.. nv tok.. now.. forgave him le la.. but disappointment still there.. so the feeling is.. dun feel like .. nt dun feel like.. feel wierd toking to him.. dunno wad to tok.. tt kind of thing.. haix.. and .. something i found out.. haix.. nvm la.. heck liao la.. so tired..


I want to tok about work.. There's still one college in my shop i have not met! and that is none other than joyce's buddy, shirley.. i think when i work she nv work, she work i nv work.. haha.. and our mickey mouse shirt is still with her!!!.. lolx.. My shop ppl all veri good lei..

First is Queenie, my buddy! She's the shop's 1st I/C.. always quarrel with mi one.. not realli quarrel la.. those for fun one.. den always tell other college i very naughty one.. =( lolx.. and calls me Doraemon.. cuz last time i work at Bedok they also like tt call me.. lolx.. den i always act as my fist is round.. and always wans to eat " shao bing" .. lolx.. den sometimes will make the Doraemon song music.. and do some funny funny stuff.. like acting i took somthing out from my pocket and make a door in front of me.. den jump inside is another place le.. LOLX... Lame rite.. they see le luff of cuz.. lolx..

Den is Harney my 2nd incharge..( Honey.. they pronounce her name as Horny.. cuz HO-NEY!!!! ) LOLx.. but she will unhappy one la.. i haben so close with her yet.. better not make fun of her.. later she give mi alot work to do ar!!!... haha.. but so far.. she veri nice one lor.. haben show ani pi qi.. always smile smile one.. not like Linda... OoPs! =X.. den Queenie sae they call her kateh also.. cuz she veri short.. like when she stand behind the T- stand onli can see her hair moving right and left.. lolx..

Den the staffs.. Estee, Chio Bu lehx.. so nice nice small small cute cute sweet sweet gerger lor.. Same surname as mi.. Chua... hehe.. She also TP de.. haha.. our shop got 3 TP de liao.. 1 NYP.. Jason.. juz got to know him todae cuz todae first dae work with him ma.. same age as mi.. but i'm still the youngest in the shop!!! =( everytime like tt one.. but he quiting on Tues le.. work for 2 weeks onli leh.. wa lau.. Bossini hor.. realli lack of helpers ar.. 2 weeks one also wan to hire.. Part- timer can onli work 2 daes also accept leh.. lack of helper.. hmm.. Ok.. Jason .. i look at him like same age than mi la.. ya la.. same age.. but he look like boiboi type.. den always play games de.. wan to take off dae to play games! He dares to tell queenie this leh! lolx.. funny sia he.. In the shop keep asking ard.. "eh... hen sian hor?" lolx.. but realli is sian la.. i like.. keep walking round and round.. but luckily todae i nv do cashier la.. cuz customer more than usual.. Sundae ma.. den sway sway got the VIP recruitment.. den not veri familiar with cashier also.. so lucky harney nv ask mi do.. cuz i dunno closing ma.. den next is Joey.. this ger ar.. age 20 liao but looks like 16,17.. lolx.. ok la she.. den is Nancy.. she's from philipine.. got 2 children le! but she looks like 20+.. when she's actualy 30+ liao.. i saw her son.. damn cute sia.. veri easy to get along with also.. everybody easy to get along with la.. Even Xinyi.. also todae den meet her de.. we were not introduced.. but we juz tok like that.. haha.. good rite.. todae like a lot of staff.. cuz my buddy took 1 week MC... sobz sobz.. she dunno wad is tt.. body veri itchy tt illness.. she showed mi.. like realli veri seriuos lor.. but serious till one week MC leh.. dunno wad thew doc sae.. hmm.. so tis week Sylvia come take over Queenie.. First time chat with Sylvia.. not bad wad.. why Fiona hate her so much.. hahaahhaa.. she's veri nice also..


den .. Yesterdae went to find Joyce at Bugis after service wor.. waited for her until she finish her work.. 12am! closing all tt le 12.30am!!! reached home at 1.22am... =.=.. den haix.. spent money on a pant from S & K.. queue so long for fitting room sia.. nd the staffs there so cute n funny lor.. all shouting Leh Long.. cuz bugis got Midnight Madness Sales ma.. i rmb they shouted something like.. " lao ban bu zai ar.. ke yi luan luan mai ar..!" lolx..

Todae before work went to Grace hse for bible study.. learned about spiritual maturity.. ya.. i think i benefited a lot in this bible study session.. as in all can apply in life.. i mean... if i onli read the bible i will not understand wads the meaning so easily la.. so the bible study is beneficial.. and tts y we need.. haha.. okok.. after that went to work le.. wad happen ar.. hmm.. nth much actually.. i ate bar chor mee todae during break.. veri nice.. actually wanted to eat yoshinoya de.. but no student meal on weekend.. so forget it.. the break time in parkway always like pass veri fast like that.. i went home together with sylvia and estee.. as in same bus.. den u noe wad they sae.. they sae work in parkway will become fatter!.. Sylvia said she gain 3kg while she was in parkway.. and xinyi, who is in parkway for like.. 2 plus years gained 10Kg.. Gosh.. issit really that scary?? lolx.. and they sae TM more jia lat.. ahaha.. tt one i understand.. and they sae work Bedok will slim.. True leh.. i work Bedok realli loss weight lor.. lolx.. cuz hor.. always like.. stand at the wagon veri hot ma.. lolx.. den always a lot of space to run abt.. as in from wagon run to store to take stock or to cashier to check stock.. cuz wan to be fast ma.. parkway cannot run lor. not unuff space.. lolx.. den bedok also like not much fast food.. there is la .. but far.. so we will be lazy to buy.. den eat hawker de food.. but shopping malls always got so many fast food and nice fast food.. hw can we resist? lolx.. Todae is the last dae of the bedsheet and blanket sales le.. wonder wad will be coming up.. hmm.. haha.. let mi think of the testi i shared in CG.. but guys dun sell mi ur 2nd hand stuffs.. i may be tempted to buy too! lolx!

All the best for 'boi's exam tml.. *prays hard*

FUCK LA... MY WHOLE DAY WAS SPOILED!

FUCK FUCK IDIOT! MY WHOLE FACE IS TIGHT AND NUMB NOW! I CAN'T STOP CRYING...!!!!! I FEEL SO UNEASY.. I CANNOT FEEL MY WHOLE FACE.. HER MOTHER IS REALLY DAMN UNREASONABLE!

Todae WAS a wonderful dae supposedly.. although i a bit blur about cashiering... Cut is short..
Work was okay... Grace visited mi and even bought mi bubble tea.. so sweet of her la! ai si ta le.. and after work veri tired.. but come to CG.. veri energetic liao.. Cg finish.. we go Fetch Jorine back from work... this is wad the main topic i want to blog abt....

I SHALL CUT AS SHORT AS POSSIBLE.. XUE MEI AND ME WENT TO FETCH JORINE BACK FROM WORK AT ARD 10.30 TO 10.45PM... AFTER THAT WE WENT MAC EATING.. CUZ BOTH MI AND XUE MEI HABEN HAD DINNER.. AND AT THE SAME TIME WAITING FOR JOYJOY... HALF WAY THROUGH, JO MAMA CALLED... OK.. JO SAE SHE COMING HOME.. REALLI.. CUZ WE DECIDED NOT WAIT FOR JOY LE.. CUZ SHE STILL AT BUGIS.. TT TIME IS ARD 11.30PM LE.. SO WE JUZ WENT HOME LA.. MI TOOK SAME BUS AS JORINE MA.. SO HALF WAY ON THE BUS.. HER MAMA CALLED AGAIN..
JO SAE SHE ON THE BUS LE... BUT HER MOTHER DUN BELIEVE!!!!!!!! HER MOTHER ALWAYS SO UNREASONABLE.. DEN JORINE WAS LIKE.. QUARRELLING WITH HER MOTHER FROM THEN ONWARDS ALL THE WAY TO HER HSE VOID DECK DE LIFT LA.. AND SHE WAS CRYING LIAO LEH.. SO I COMFORTED HER OF CUZ.. SOMEMORE SHE SCOLD HER MOTHER I STILL ASK HER DUN BE LIKE THIS LEH.. WHO NOES AFTER 1 SEC ONLY HER MOTHER CALL MY HP LIAO.. GUESS WAD SHE SAE?


U DUN TEACH BAD MY DAUGHTER I TELL U.... I WAS LIKE..=.= SINCE WHEN LA.. HELLO???!!! I EVEN SEND HER TO DOORSTEP CAN... IF NOT ME AND JOYCE , HOW CAN HER DAUGHTER FIND SUCH GOOD JOB.. GOOD PAY.. AND THOUSAND TIMES BETTER THAN FOOD GALLERY... I FEEL LIKE TELLING HER... I DUN THINK U KNOW HOW MUCH UR DAUGHTER SUFFER WHILE WORKING AT THE AIRPORT.. ACTUALLY I DID.. BUT TRHOUGH SMS.. FEEL LIKE SLAPING HER MUM LA.. GUESS WAD HURTING WORDS SHE SAE???

SHE SAY.." WHY DID U GERS BOTHER TO GO AND FIND MY DAUGHTER EVERYNOW AND THEN? HOLIDAY JIU JIU MEET ONE TIME ENOUGH LIAO.. HOW UR MOTHER CARE ABOUT U I DUN CARE.. U CAN GO HOME LATE DOESN'T MEAN MY DAUGHTER CAN... U DUN NEED TO ASK MY DAUGHTER COME HOME LATE ALSO.. DO U NOE I WORKING MORNING SHIFT TML?? I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY... !!! " BLABLABLA.. ALL THE SHIT COME OUT.. AS IF IT'S MY BUSINESS!

I MEAN.. HELLO? WE CARE ABT UR DAUGHTER.. WE SO GOOD PURPOSELY GO AND FETCH HER ALTHOUGH WE ARE SO TIRED PHYSICALLY.. U STILL LIKE THAT BLAME US??? ARE U HUMAN OR NOT??!!

HEY PPL... I CAN SEE JORINE WORKING VERI HAPPY THERE LOR.. SHE CAN MIX WITH SYLVIA, JENNIFER AND AUNTIE LINDA SO WELL LOR.. AND EVEN SAMANTHA FROM BEDOK! I MEAN IF JO MAMA DUN LIKE HER DAUGHTER WORK DEN QUIT LA.. IS HER DAUGHTER DUN GET THE HAPPINESS K... WAD WE FRIENDS WAN ALSO TO SEE HER HAPPY RITE..

I FEEL SO PISSED OFF LA.. I COULDN'T HOLD MY TEARS WHEN I REACH THE VOID DECK OF JO HSE.. AFTER SENDING HER BACK.. IT'S LIKE I CAN HEAR THE QUARELLING WHEN I STILL AT THE LIFT AT 6TH FLOOR LA.. CAN'T STAND HER MUM.. UNTIL FINALLY I CAME HOME AND BURST INTO TEARS.. IT'S LIKE I FELT SO INNOCENT SCOLDED AND MALIGNED BY JO MAMA LA.. I REALLI REALLI NV ASK JO TO GO HOME LATE CAN..

AND SHE SAE I BLUFF HER!!! CUZ WHILE SHE WAS ON THE PHONE WITH JORINE, I WAS JUZ TRYING TO GET HER MOTHER UNDERSTAND THAT WORKING IS LIKE THAT ONE WAD.. SO I JUZ SAID .. I WORK AT PARKWAY IS ARD TIS TIME REACH HOME ALSO.. FULLS STOP! AND HER MOTHER HEARD.. SO WHEN HER MOTHER WAS ON THE PHONE WITH ME SHE USE THAT SENTENCE TO SAE THAT I'M ASKING JORINE TO GO HOME LATE....! LAME LA..=.= I TOLD HER I DIDN'T... I TOLD HER I'M JUZ SAYING THAT NORMALLY I REACH HOME ALSO ARD TIS TIME...! AND SHE REPLIED.." I NOE .. THAT PROVES THAT YOU ARE ASKING MY DAUGHTER TO COME HOME LATE ALSO.. U DUN NEED TO DENY.. I NOE .. " IT'S LIKE... DIAO.. WTF LA! I NEVER.. I NEVER CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IF I HAVE TIS TYPE OF MOTHER... I DUNNO HOW TO FACE HER MOTHER NEXT TIME ALSO... I STILL SMS HER A TOTAL OF ARD 6 MSGES.. BUT SHE REPLIED NONE.. I MEAN.. I REALLI CANNOT BE MALIGNED BY PPL LA... IT'S SO UNFAIR...!!!!!!! MEI TIAN LI LA!!!!!!!!!!! I MUZ TOK TO SOMEONE.. SO I CALLED JOYCE... SHE MUZ BE SHOCKED TT I CRY TILL SO JIA LAT???

I THINK THE LAST TIME I CRIED TILL LIKE THIS IS DUNNO LIKE HOW MANY YEARS AGO LIAO CAN... AFTER TOKING TO JOYCE I FEEL TT IS NOT ENUFF!!!!!!

I STILL NEED SOMEONE TO TOK TO .. I FEEL LIKE CALLING 'BOI LA.. BUT I STILL DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING TO HIM BECOS OF TT MATTER.. AND I FEEL LIKE TOKING TO GRACE.... BUT I DIDN'T IN THE END.........I'M SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF BY HER MOTHER...

SHE SPOILED MY DAY!

disappointed..

am i trusting the wrong person or wad??
Even if it was an accidental incident.. even if u thought he/she knows.. u shld have made it clear first?? u shld have asked mi if this person knows it or not first??? Since i told u to keep it a secret???

U may not think that that's veri impt.. but to mi it is ... and onli a few person knows and u r one of the veri few i trusted... but y r u so careless?

I realli dun wish anione to noe abt it le.. luckily u didnt tell everything..

When i realise that u said it out.. by accidental or wad.. i was so disappointed la.. i realli realli dun wan animore ppl to noe.. i felt so .. argh.. hurt.. and i feel like crying..but i hold my tears.. juz now on the bus... suppose to be happy, having dinner with friends at marina bay.. steamboat.. but after noeing that i realli have no mood.. i see liu jing going den i go de.. cuz the rest all from class B21.. except mi and liu jing.. den liu jing suddenly got church thingy.. so she nv go.. den i also dun feel like going le.. sry ppl.. i realli have no mood.. my classmates called and ask mi join them but i also nv go.. haix.. in the end need to da bao go home eat.. asked mama not to cook my dinner le.. sad.. i dunno y i juz felt so hurt la.. even little things i feel veri hurt le.. den now... ? haix.. i hold my tears all the way till i reach home.. haix.. den tears too heavy.. so rolled down.. den mama surely ask y i cry.. so before she could ask ani qn... i faster make some noise and sae i can't do todae's exam... stupid.. haix... i juz hate guys to break their promises.. ='( esp someone..

i dunno .. i'm angry with him.. ? i feel like msging and scold him.. but.. in the end i nv.. also dun wish to quarrel.. dunnooo..

Toking abt exam.. also dunno whether can pass my POM and ECONS or not.. it's like 50/50 for both.. but i noe CSA sure take sub..

Tis fri i think he nt going cg.. gd..? cuz i dunno wad.. to sae.. tis sat.. dunno.. maybe i not going for svc.. not becos of him la.. because my cousin's wedding.. but not veri close cousin.. but still can la.. i still haven decide yet... feel a bit more to go svc.. but mum ask mi go for the wedding dinner... How? i also dunno wad to sae to him.. i think i dun feel like toking to him.. but i dun wish to quarrel with him... Maybe that's my feeling now.. maybe i will not be angry animore on sat?? who knows.. but i'm disappointed....

Gotta work tml.. 1.45pm at parkway.. hmm .. actually quite excited and happy about tml.. but now.. the excitement is burried...

I think it's time for mi to prepare the things.. 1 mth plus.. hope i have enough time.. still got to prepare for sub and attend CDS lec and tutorials.. and write long long journals! Sux... wonder if yida and april have done their research..

Haix.. i dunno i dunno.. juz feel so sad and disappointed and .. heartbreak?? yes the feeling is more to disppointed and heartbreak..

But.. i still love him lots......


- Am I SiLLy?

*Dun ask mi wad is it..


*Results of playing with my hair yesterdae.. trying to imitate Jorine's hairstyle..*

Thanks..

Argh.. stress la... tml exam le till nw onli managed to study 4 chaps.. still got srd 10 more to go la... die ... *prays* sasha also same as me.. haix.. we both slow sia.... stress laaaaaaaaa.. * keep praying* now come online.. blog.. haiz.. force myself not to fall asleep.. cuz the weather is so nice todae.. but still, i fell aslp for.. half an hr i think.. ya... den queenie called.. to cfm the dates wif me... think of work so happie liao.. but nt studies.. hais.. cuz thought of working at parkway quite small shop... happie.. haaha.. den ask her whether season change liao nt.. den she sae seasion change liao.. Heng ar.. den i sae GD! .. she scold me KNS... LOLX... i juz hate season change.. so mani things to do.. yucks!.. haha

I met raymond todae lehs.. cuz he sae mi veri wad.. i think so too la.. hais.. like too .. jue qing??? den he sae he come tampines meet mi for dinner.. den i.. aiya.. ok lor.. anyway, mam nv cook and i lazy to go out buy but fer mi.. go out is.. as long as there is someone pei mi can liao la.. dun like to be alone outside type.. feel wierd.. ya.. and he assured mi before we be good friends.. ok.. so i went la.. and shun bian study outside.. cuz since he came to tam.. den cannot like ask him eat le den go back ma.. den i aso WUN go shopping one lor.. where got time.. so i juz bring notes to study.. but wierd also.. i study den he got nth to do.. argh.. nth la.. met him at 7.30pm.. eat till.. duno wad time.. haha.. den study a bit onli la.. den go home le..den he still send mi home.. on the way den he give me a mickey mouse Tee shirt la.. he bought earlier at Bugis de.. haix.. dunno wad to sae.. hmm.. den i ask him birthdae present ar.. cuz he nv give mi ma.. den he sae no.. birthdae present not yet made..den tt one is normal occasion.. den i.. Huh??? *blur.. so anithing la.. thank him lor.. actualli quite nice.. i like it.. * no other meaning!



ya.. den come home le.. argh.. study again!!!!!!11 shit.. stress la.. sjiuehjiuehfiurheiuhaije4 [9rfiaerhfa;nfzf ... STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......................... I miss 'boi.. >________<

Sick..

Yox... First, tok abt Yesterdae.. went to sch to study with sasha, jia wei, tong yan and clara.. didnt realli study much.. until POM controlling part 1.. i realli study veri slow la!...but sasha worse than me.. i really pity her.. study till 2 plus we go design sch eat.. the egg like.. not at least half cooked! so Er Xin.. ate fish n chips with egg ma.. after that went back to libray.. tried to use the com but need the Matrix card no. tt one above the barcode.. nv memorise so nv use.. cuz the Ms Ng called mi sae i nv do the global citizenship de survey.. dunno sae i nv e- register.. but i thought the Mr Teo sae no need liao ma.. dunno.. cuz she said passed veri long liao.. and she keep sending the mail to mi cuz she thoiught i nv receive.. den i dunno whether i got delete the mail or not.. cuz tt tiem when i saw the mail is expired liao.. so didn;t bother to do.. so faster call yi da.. cux he also nv e-reg de ma.. den he sae he will send mi the mail.. but later april called and sae yi da dun have the mail...=.= den i faster ask my sis at hm help mi check if i got delete away the mail or not.. luckily nv delete ar.. den faster ask her help mi do.. heng ar.. cuz i cant get back to her.. k.. den contiue with my studies.. den ard 5 plus.. they going 6th lvl to find out the ans for accounting pass year paper.. till 7 den come back i think.. den bought those tibits up.. den after that we start chatting.. so fun chatting with them.. like MacGing.. hhaa.. abt some secret.. and wadeva i sae they will believe.. haha.. they ar.. they ask mi qns like.. do i think they are that kind of.. blablabla.. and i juz feel wad i think and i juz tell them and they sae i'm so accurate.. but tts realli wad i feel ma.. they ask mi qns like.. do u think i realli like tt guy or wad? den i will ans like.. No.. u onli find him cute.. tts all.. and its true.. lolx.. and funny la.. tt time at library lvl 1 .. got the No Drugs poster.. den i juz anihow crap with sasha.. i told her that i can sense that she will be easily influenced by her peers next time when she grow up and take drugs.. and she's like so scared.. and go ard asking ppl if they think she;s tt type of person who is easily influenced by her peers.. lolx.. until yst.. she still believes mi.. cuz she thinks wadeva i said is juz so true.. and clara also.. look at her expression when i guessed everything correct.. lolx.. damn funny la.. it's like.. shocked and amazed expression.. Lmao.. den suddenly feel hungry le and feel like having dinner.. den i ask them go eat.. they sae their dads are coming to fetch them at 9pm.. so gd la.. den all got dad fetch somemore.. haha.. den i smsed John where is he den he nv reply.. den nvm.. den i called Liu jing .. and she said she wan to watch Superstar.. wad la.. everyone is crazy about Project Superstar.. wads so nice man.. lolx.. den i called john.. den he sae he come down.. gd lo.. gt ppl accompany mi liaos.. after eating study a while den went home.. argh.. the letters!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid la! so... dunno hw to sae.. lolx.. i feel stupid correct le..

Okay.. Todae.. woke up ealry again.. accompany Jorine, Joy's bro, and the twins go Bossini interview.. Joy and me found out that their standard of choosing staff dropped.. lolx.. as in... the looks.. lolx.. u can see now de staff all not gd looking one.. =X... somemore they in need of staff.. i think tts the reason..so anihow choose.. urgent ma.. lolx.. and i think they haven season change lehx!!!!!!!!!!! i think i go back work de time still need to do season change... Sure tio one... I dun wan la!!!!!!!!! Stupid season change.. ok nvm.. den their interviews is like so short one lo.. by Alan.. onli stad there at the counter interview.. and onli ask them to describe themselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... Me n Joy last time more cham lor.. interviewed by Hus.. ask a lot of qns... veri strict one.. still got senerios to tackle.. now onli.." tell mi abt urself".. aniway.. i think Derek and Jorine got high chance of getting in la.. =x .. after that derek went off first.. den liu jing.. den we went Yu Kun eat breakfast.. nice.. but i still prefer to go to the.. Far east Sq there de.. feeling more traditional.. after that we go shop half an hr to digest first.. den walk to Jean Yip.. den Jo decided to have a hair cut.. or rather change a new image.. - perm her hair.. cuz she still got 2 times in the package haven use.. den we watch her for a while den go starbucks study.. got Flu.. keep sneezing.. bua ta han.. and Joyce is so.. caring .. insist on buying me hot coco.. *touched... thx ger.. and wanted to get xm smt also.. so nice of her la.. even if she's onli left with $3 in her wallet.. ya..

Joy help mi do de manicure..


wanted to buy a pair of shoe.. cannot be canvas.. muz be black and white.. or kaki? but depends on the incharge.. my in-charge is queenie.. veri strict.. haiz.. so dun dare buy first... later i spend $100 plus on a pair of shoe i like.. den she dun allow den die.. muz get her to shop with mi oine dae.. my shoe is realli puo lan..! after that go back fetch jo when she's ok.. den i bought shampoo and mask from jean yip.. for hair one la.. like treatment like tt..so avoid those irritating frizzy hairs.. claim money from mum.. she juz gave mi 20 bucks.. which is not enuff.. and she nv ask how much is it.. hais.. nvm la.. i also nv tell her.. nvm la.. den after that they come my hse.. i got ask mama to cook their dinner ma.. cuz after that we wanted to go Mac study overnite de... den after come my hse eat le.. den they played the piano and Pc.. and watched Tv.. was.. 8.45 like tt.. when we were abt to go off .. joyce sae she feel like studying at home.. den.. hmm.. okay lor.. den we nv go mac study le.. den after they left a while.. Jorine's mum call me!!!!!!

She so fierce laaaaaaaaaa.... she ask whether Jorine is with mi.. den i sae she went off already..
Den she sae i bluff her!!!! :@ den i sae realli i nv bluff u... den she sae... Dun lie to me ar i tell u.. i hate ppl to lie to mi! ... den i sae realli la... den She ask how long Jorine left my hse.. den i sae.. ard 5 to 7 mins ago... den she sae.. u better tell mi the truth or else i will keep calling! Argh... i'm telling the truth la.... her mother hor... hais.. tt time also happened to Amy.. Mei Xiang Dao.. now is my turn.. lolx.. cute la her mum... although scared mi..


Another thing.. Yst nite.. Raymond called and toked to mi la.. den i was like coughing all the way.. okay la.. i think he noe a few daes ago also that i got a bit of cough.. den he called while i was online chatting with 'boi.. den i was like focused on the conver .. den sort of like.. neglected him for a while.. but .. i also.. dun realli wanna tok to him la.. den he was like telling mi how much he wan to meet mi juz for a meal but i cannot make it.. not i purposely dun wan to meet him for a meal la... but is.. he wans mi to go at least town area.. which i feel that .. waste time la.. cuz exam.. i juz feel so much time wasted if i go n meet him.. of cuz i dun wan la.. if he sae tampines mall or something still can la.. cuz soemtimes my mum nv cook den can go out dinner.. but for mi.. is realli onli dinner den go home liao.. i cannot stand being with him.. the feeling is like so draggy.. and like waste my time .. y not go home and study.. tt kind u noe.. cuz he everytime tok also.. so slow.. like.. wan to sae or not.. tt kind of thing.. a and he was telling mi i veri heartless or something.. not i heartless la.. i todl him i having exams no time is he dun understand ok.. wth la.. den ok.. he ask mi to go see doc.. den i sae no need la.. cuz like onli a bit la.. den he like keep asking mi to go see doc.. -.-.. den he noe i was not realli listening to him and i was focusing on my com.. so he juz jung up.. everytime he hung up and he called again..=.= den sae he pissed off with mi.. tt i not listening to him.. but the thing is.. i told him i the next dae den call him.. i TOLD him i got no time to tok to him le.. but is he dun wan to hang up can.. den come blame me for not listening to him..always so unreasonable la.. and he sae me dun appreciate him for asking mi go see doc.. xiao bing hui bian da bing all tt.. is not i dun appreciate la.. i realli appreaciate.. but i juz can't stand him for.. being toking so slow when i got no time and dun wan to hang up when i told him i wan to study la.. is like.. irritating.. get it? den sae i will regret if i dun isten to him.. hais.. den send mi so mani msg.. but i didnt bother to reply.. not i dun wanna reply or wan to save sms.. is he too unreasonable.. i dun bother to explain animore..

Happy teachers' Day!!!

Yox.. went back to sec sch in the morning todae.. met liu jing .. she's still late!!! haix.. nvm.. den toked to some teachers lor.. watch the performance.. a bit la.. den tok to friends.. ahh.. i miss yue zhu.. haha.. and qian ting also.. although she in tp and one of the 8 sister but dun get to see her often and always dun wan go out de..=( but she also nv go back todae lor.. pig .. sae wan to slp.. hai.. quite happie todae laaa...cuz...=p haha..

den actually wanted go back pri sch one.. hai.. den idham and xuan rong msg sae not going liao.. sian lor.. den onli suan sen, jorine and me leh.. den i.. nvm la.. juz go back first.. but.. before i make a decision i called jorine.. cuz she reach le.. den she sae the canteen stalls not open!!! Argh.. den i decided not to go back le.. although i realli wish to tok to miss tang.. but nvm la.. cuz i super hungry .. no money and need foooood.. but actualli hse also nth to eat la.. so drank milo.. den wait for mama to cook dinner den got food to eat..

argh.. cham lei.. onli studied half of pom.. siansian .. going to study late tonite.. wake up 6am... reach sch 9am to study .. hais.. den fri also.. hais..

btw, joyce told me she will not be going to lucky plaza work lliao.. but somewhere in the east area.. and she said parkway juz open a new kids counter.. hope she can work there .. den both of us work parkway den good liao... kekeke..