Hurtz

Yah.. hurts..

They dumped mi~~~ :'(

Sobz sobz.. Kena stop from work... If not Melvin called this morning to offer mi a 15-day work.. i den dunno i kenna stop.. Cuz Melvin called this morning offer mi the job.. den i sae i muz call back shop to confirm with my incharge.. So i called.. and she sae currently no space!!! hmmm.. i sian diao.. den i get back to Melvin.. den he tell mi they found peep le.. somemmore can work fri sat... hai.. ok lor... argh.. Wo Si Ye le.... sobz.. sian diao.. 2 mths! Hard to find job also.. admin everyone is snatching.. somemore i thought this 2 mths holi can earn quite a lot one lorrrrrr!!!! Grrrr... Den buddy ask mi if other outlet got space wan to work or not.. den i sae see first lor.. see far or not la.. prob ard town or .. bugis or bedok.. but i dun realli like town.. super busy one.. sure.. but taka not bad.. at least Linda there.. hahahaha.. haiya.. veri troubled leh.. realli quite saddening.. all the money hope dashed.. $2000++ leh!.. argh.. haha.. sian diao! Den Melvin suddenly sae wan come Bsn work.. den they usually don't take part timers de ma..
but i try ask my incharge for him la.. word sweet abit lor..
This is wad i tell my ic.. Buddy, i got a friend wan work part time leh.. he very handsome one la.. den got a lot of experience.. height 179cm..
hahaha... but that are all facts la.. cuz normally ask for friend is juz .. o.. my friend wan work part time can? haha..
wahhh... cannot... Monday need go look for job le.. If 2 mths with job i really can rot.. and no money to spend.. is a torture!!! hahaha.. actually tending to save the money i going to earn one leh.. but in the end.. hai.. suprise..

Anyway.. Happy Birthday to Aaron.. bought him a ear stud from craft shop.. dunno whether he really lyk ma leh.. somemore is.. i bought it quite last minute.. den shop at TM.. no nice and zai clothes and all that.. no nice long sleeve formal.. so in the end bought the ear stud for him.. Quite expensive eh.. but it looks lyk a few dollars kind.. haha.. hai.. nvm la.. You Xin jiu hao.. =))

Yesterday also dunno y dun feel lyk slping.. so stayed up late till 4.30am lyk tt den slp.. den this morning 9 plus wake up le.. met Xm 12pm to buy the present.. den go church BS and SVC.. Heal the sick.. Hmmm.. I'll be so happy if i can do it.. haha.. muz believe.. but... No one ard mi is sick ! lol.. nvm.. sure got chance..lol..
after that went BK for dinner.. hmm.. i forgot wads the Auntie's name..Opx.. found out her daughters are Felkisty and Fiona..! small world.. anyway, i dunno them much.. although they both same cca as mi.. but they those kind always skip choir de.. haha.. so dunno them well.. so we were chatting about church stuff and religions.. eng keong, fel , fiona and aiysha.. haha.. small world la..

so.. buddy actually ask mi out go marina steamboat wif them but she nv sae wad time.. so i thought shld be after work.. 10++ .. but stella told be is 6++.. ?? so is onli a few of them went.. some morening shift some off and some transferred other outlets de.. haha.. New rumours again... Gossip.. hai.. but this one at least is real one la ... why shld there always be some kind of love story within the shop?? Even dun have also anyhow sae have and fake also can make till real one.. and this love that but that dun love this.. wad shit.. hahaha... and Yesterdae... i pass by TM Bsn alone.. going to meet Xm at MRt.. so i accidently walked the bsn side.. hai.. Auntie Linda saw mi.. nvm.. worse is.. opp her is Shirley.. the ger who hate mi for no reason.. den auntie Linda ask her she noe mi not.. den she saw mi.. den of cuz i sae hello to her la.. but she realli so bu shuang mi till after one smile den black face.. dun even noe wads the prob man.. everytime see mi lyk tt.. i quite xin ku also.. Nan Kan.. Nan zhuo.. wierd.. i offended her meh.. hai.. den auntie Linda ask mi.. Where's Joshua.. den i abit stunt.. how cum she ask mi where Joshua.. den i reply her sae he nv work le.. Den she sae.. Joshua nv come meh.. den i lyk... Huh??? er.. no.. den after that i sae byebye to them le.. cuz i need rush off to meet xm.. den after that i think think... Dun tell mi they spread rumours about mi and Joshua till tam ppl noe bah..=.= See.. Bsn ppl are gossipers.. word spread veri fast de..

Ya.. Yesterdae i crossed Jyss choir friendster.. and i was lyk.. sort of flashed back wad we actually went through during choir in year 2003... Never ever forget tt day in my life... I think tts 1 of my 2 memorable happening events in my life.. another one is Vietnam trip de.. I think if i gonna blog wad happen then in my blog again to flash back, it will be lyk damn long.. haha.. but i feel lyk flashing back! who cares..=p

O no.. now i feel lyk starting from Sec 1.. lol.. Sec 1 first few days i always stick to my cousins and gang.. cuz lyk dunno anione ma.. den my biao jie in jyss first batch.. den follow her lor.. i lyk her friends.. all damn nice and caring de.. hahas.. den first day in class.. everyone so quiet.. with the teacher sitting there doing nth also.. lol.. den 2nd day of sch.. starting to know the class... and third day.. we all become veri naughty students..

Our form teacher is Mrs Ong.. and she realli cannot control the class becuz we are way out of control i think.. lolx... So fun! we were all so damn naughty den... i rmb Mrs Ong will Keep Shouting "Silence!" all the way.. but no one bothers abt her.. lol.. den when she ask punish us and ask us to stand outside the parade square under the hot sun.. U guess wads our reaction??? - "Yay!~" den all begin to run down to the parade square.. llx.. den after a while veri hot.. all automatic run and sit under the shade.. Mrs Ong keep shouting at us to go back but we hack! lols.. tt Mrs Ong always wan o fine those who nv bring Eng tb money one.. and im the treasurer.. hai.. always be treasurer one... dunno y.. nvm.. den whole class start calling mi loan shark..=.= cuz i keep collecting money from them.. haha.. den I rmb.. Chun gui always kenna bully by qiumin they all.. big bullies.. haha.. as in real bully... throw books .. everything.. hiong.. den veri naughty wan la.. we veri nasty to Mrs Ong.. and Mrs Ong realli showed her anger.. till lyk going crazy.. realli! tt time i rmb qiu min sae wad.. cher u dunno how to teach one la.. no certificate.. ... something lyk tt.. and she realli furous till she realli go back to her office and find the certificate out and show to qiu min.. and the whole class still laugh like hell.. lolx.. i rmb 2 bad things i did.. the first one is.. she was using the OHP.. den she put down her specs to teach.. den i saw the specs there.. den i tell letty... " eh.. her specs put there leh.." den letty sae.."take take.." den i take.. den i pass to her.. den pass pass ard.. den someone keep in the back cupboard there.. den finnaly Mrs On wan to find her spec.. den she cannot find.. she noe is we hide one.. but in the end realli no one hand it to her.. den she also cannot find... we so bad rite! lol.. den another time was.. mi , chun gui and sylvia were eating those orange nuts away while she was teaching Eng textbk la.. den she saw mi munching away.. she shouted " huimin! y are u eating? spit it out now!" den i sae.. " where got .. dun anihow sae la..!" den she sae.. " dun lie huimin.. i saw it.. go and spit it out now!" mi..."open mouth stick out tongue.. tell her dun have la! " den she nv sae anithing.. lol.. she realli beri wo men qi si.. not onli us.. my biao jie class also bully her one.. dunno la.. she juz gd to bully la.. but now.. to think of it.. we realli bad.. haha.. last time realli childish la.. now.. all the bad ones i mentioned above are all guai kias.. and clever kias..
den sec 1 go choir.. not committed.. felt that choir so boring.. den everytime make the seniors angry.. sometimes make them angry till they cry.. haha.. wah.. sec 1 realli veri huai dan.. until sec 3 when i become choir committee den i noe their Yong xin.. haha.. cuz sec 1 the instructor also totally no standard one.. cause us get COP for SYF somemore..

Den sec 2 liao.. change class.. this class also quite naughty la.. haha.. but not so jia lat as sec 1.. sec 2 we always play black magic after sch or during lesson de.. always.. till something realli happened and scolded by mdm Fauziah.. haha.. quite bonded also.. sec 2.. where love begins.. lol.. i noe 3 person in my class who lyks mi ar.. llx.. damn er.. lolx..somemore 1 of them is lyk.. first dae same class he already get someone to tell mi.. llx.. chao er..same class all the way till sec 4 somemore.. but i think.. sec 4 he gave up.. haha..den got one worse.. the gang of friend.. make mi pai seh everytime.. =.= one time in the bus... most most pai seh.. they describing so loud till lyk whole bus can hear .. and i was sitting down there.. bus so cramp.. unavoidable! =.= another one is.. er.. i also dunno la.. haha.. also same class all the way.. nw still gd friend la.. but sec 2 tt time.. i play irc.. den got this sec 4 guy .. so our class same level ma.. so we sort of noe each other .. the faces la.. so we slowly noe each other.. den begin to chat everynight.. den he sae he lyk mi.. but i dun lyk him ar.. somemore he got gf de.. my batch de.. haha.. den dunno waad happen also.. after a period dunno y i lyk him... but he dun wan le.. llx.. he also break up with his gf le la.. den tt time.. everyday after sch.. mi , qian ting and yanling will wait at the corridors .. for yong wei, samuel and matthias and jeremy they all to walk pass.. lolx.. stupid.. i think le also wan to luff now.. lol.. den this guy.. frm sec 4 also .. lyk mi.. at first i realli xia dao.. and keep avoiding him.. lolx.. also veri furnni de.. lyk.. reccess time keep appearing uout of nowhere..but in then end also.. dunno y somehoe together with him.. lll..den sec 2 choir is miss chong.. hai.. her hair long till can sweep the floor.. Haising instructor also.. bias one.. dun lyk.. alwasy sae haising choir gd la.. this la.. so discipline not lyk us.. blabla.. we dun like her lor.. eeee...
den.. Sec 3.. becuz of someting.. den silent break.. den stead with this guy in my class.. class monitor.. This one also veri stupid.. think le i also wan to luff!!!.. actually there's realli nth btw us de lor.. dunno y we stead.. whahahahaa.. of cuz break up after lyk 1 mth? i think so.. den sec 3..
Naruto begins.. our class peeps lyk to go class veri veri early in the morning to eat breakfast de.. we can even take the plate of nasi lemak from canteen all the way up to forth floor to eat!... half eat half watch naruto!!!.. lolx.. tts my class.. but a lot suckup ppl in the class.. but on the surface still can la.. the teachers also better.. still rmb got one CME cher call Mr Sin.. he chao er one.. but always make us laugh till pengz.. esp tt time.. he ask the class.. eh.. this ger pretty not? ( poiting at rachel) den Rachel gave him a tight slap on his back!!! Piak! we were all shocked for a moment.. and den LOL! Ya.. come to the imprtant point.. Choir! this year choir.. thought by Mr Terrence Toh.. cool instructor.. he bonded the choir.. zai.. he scold us he joke with us.. teach us.. practice with us.. correct us.. tell us... and we LOVE him! Can u imagine we cried for so many days.. beg the teachers and principles juz to make him stay.. i tell u i can never forget those days man..
and after the first batch of choir members left den i noe how diff it is to be a committee member.. the juniors are real hard to control.. Those realli respect mi one ar.. very easy one.. cuz they listen to mi.. but those hack care for choir ones.. no hope... those respect ones are usually those who went through the SYF and all the long practices.. those who dun are normally those skip choir ones.. and sometimes it's realli hard to explain to them y r we so committed and y muz be .. on those who experienced noe.. and realli.. sometimes can get feddup till i feel lyk crying.. juz lyk wad the seniors did when we were in sec 1.. haha..

Hao Wu Liao ar..

You see.. after exam le.. nothing better to do.. online, play game.. realli sian...
Yesterday nite chat with melvin till ard 2.45am... ZzzZz... actually i very tired de.. He still say wan to chat till morning wor.. in the end he himself doze off half way.. haha..
sianz.. o ya.. this is wad he sae about my life after seeing my palm..

LIFE..
1. You have a faminine life which means that your husband will take care of you and you don't really have to work much after you met him.
2. You have a long life.. At least till 70.
3. Your body have to be more careful..Illness might come and look for you.

LOVE..
1. Your husband is not very good looking but very nice to you.
2. Your will have 2 kids of different gender.
3. 3 relationship and you will find the real 1.

lolx... i den dun believe! hahahahaa...

WHooHohooooo~~~

WHAHAHAHAHAHHA... FInally, Exam is over... wosh.. i juz reg for the sms result.. scaryyy... wah.. hai.. i now only hope for a pass for every sub la.. veri scary leh... everytime paper lyk quite confident de.. but after paper.. compare answers den realise a lot of wrongs.. hai.. scary.. after so many bad night slp and nightmares.. today finally can slp till tml noon le.. but am i able to do it??? hahahhaa... i mean the latest i wake up is10++ am.. haha.. Now.. no need to think abt anithing.. juz chiong games and slp.. play... one day to slp and game.. one day church... and 3 days go out.. den.. WORK..... shld be laarrr..

Wah... Tired.. My class ppl now still at cinileisure watching mid-nite show... Chao Zai... actually wanted to go de.. cuz since after exam le.. but veri tired.. go till town... need take taxi back somemore.. suan le.. veri tired..

Yesterdae study accounting till 2.30am lyk den den cannot tahan le... need slp.. den wake up morning study a bit again.. luckily the test noe how to do.. but got a lot mistakes la.. hope they giv marks here and there also.. super careless.. after accounting go Mensa eat.. den go Library chiong OB with aaron,sasha,tong yan, yee ling anf euegene.. OB so much to rmb lor.. haben touch a single topic yet.. den study study.. cannot study sia... veri veri veri tired..in the end still force myself to stay awke n study larr.. den dunno y so awake suddenly.. den study study.. i study from the back ma.. wah... in the end ar.. all inside my head.. can memorise.. veri gd.. but going to 6.45pm le.. i still left with infront 3 chap like tt.. faster read through.. den..... walau!!! the long ans all come from the front chaptssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everytime de.. Qi Pian Wo De Gan Qing.. dunno how they set OB paper de..=( mid-sem also lyk tt shua us.. =(( Hope can pass correct le..

so after exam mi nv go wif my classmates.. den go with Xm they all to Bedok interchange.. They going there eat.. John B'dae also.. so we order those dishes and rice type.. den mi n Jorine secretly go buy bdae cake.. but its already 10++ le.. den mi go Bossini.. Sasha there.. den we ask her where got sell cakes.. haha.. realli got shop haben close.. den we rush there.. they nearly close .. haha.. so we bought a Choc cake for him... veri nice wor.. appearance and quality..

Wah.. veri tireddddd... gone gaming..

OH NO! NO MORE Z!

Arghghghhghghhhhhhhh! ... It's a RIGHT-TAILED test!!! shit man... i go put left.............. no more distinction..=((..................................................................................................................................
hai.. so sad...

argh.. forget it la.a... i realli no heart to study MBS lehhhh.... ALL the things to study makes no sense to mi... y this subject.. all of us feel that its of no use..

Ahhh..

Yesterdae study overnite at Tampines west CC Mac with Xue Mei.. At first Xm,John n mi met Melisa there .. counted as Cg.. cuz this week cannot go ma.. need study.. So stayed there to study after that.. den till 2am lyk that John went home.. so me and Xm stayed there till morning 5.30am to study.. den i come home 6am .. went to slp.. 10.30 woke up.. watch TV.. bathe.. den 1pm liao.. den Dad came home ... sae wan fetch mi go out eat.. Yay¬ Haha.. cuz papa always go those veri famous and delicious ones.. yum yum..

haha.. so happily went with him.. go fetch mummy from ah ma hse.. den go together.. den i ask dad.. where is the place we are going.. Den he sae.. Bukit Timah..eat Prawn Noodles...!!! =.= ... I haben study lehhhhhh... lolx... that place is call Adam's Foodcourt... Packed with cars... but luckily once we at the parking lot there got one car come out.. haha.. So.. once we go there.. den dad order 2 bowls.. cuz mummy ate at ah ma hse liao .. den sae veri full so nv eat.. Wahhh.. 2 bowls Prawn Noodles costs $16..=.= But Veri veri nice wors.. hahas..

After that dad go pass his friend thingy.. near the Zong Tong Fu there.. den his friend hse there got Qiao Qiao Ban!!! So long never play le wors! lolx.. den mummy play wif mi.. lmao..
So come home de time already going to 3pm liaos.. den i sit the car .. i think too far le.. yun ce.. haha.. den maple for 1 hr.. 4pm.. den study biz stats.. read 2 pges.. fell aslp le.. =(( woke up already 6pm le.. =.= eat dinner.. and all that.. 7++pm liao.. hai.. den continue studying till nw.. come for a break.. still left 2 lecs for biz stats.. if i can i will be studying late tonite too.. most prob.. after finish stats den MBS liao.. cannot wait le.. hai.. tml wake up mornign.. 10++ ba.. den prepare and go church le.. after that left 1 day!!! Buck uppp!!!

Hmm.. sian

Hai.. yst nite dreamt of a veri bu hao de dream.. =((

O NO! Todae is ThuRsDay..! And i'm Still stuck WitH MBS!!! Chapter 4 onli somemroe.. hai..r ealli need to memorise a lots..!

ARGh.. Dun care.. study Biz stats now!

BAHY

=))

if Hii.. O no.. this is boredommmmm.. See.. I'm starting to blog several times a day..

haha..

Haiz.. Till now.. i've juz finished my Micro except Topic 11.. and 1st chapter of MBS.. But Micro is like.. i forgot le.. =( too many graphs le.. argh.. and im trying very hard to memorise MBS...

Hey.. I only smsed 1 or rather 2 person a Happy Valentine's Day msg wor.. Guess who?

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

Wrong!

It's Binh, my Vietnam friend.. haha.. and Minh..
actually msg to Binh wishing both Bihn and Minh la.. cuz Minh no HP maz.. so msg Bihn onli.. haha.. he so cute de..

His reply.." Hi.. Thank for ur wish.. u too.. One question, don't you have a boy friend? If you have, keep him carefully , ok!Dun have gf so nothing to worry about"

haha..so cute..

hmmm.. whole dae at home study till so sian.. and to think todae is Vdae.. and is the first Vdae no bf ever since i had my first bf wor..=X So saddd.. bored.. hai.. i miss him so much..! but nothing i can do now..=)) Juz have to wait..

HaPpY NMNHNLM Day!

No Money No Honey Nobody Love Me laaaa..

well.. i fell asleep juz nw again..=.=.. from 1pm to 2pm.. when i woke up.. actually wan go mama shop muz some tibits to eat de.. no lunch ma.. den jiejie.. drag mi go till coffee shop with her.. cuz she feel wierd in tt outfit.. wan mi accomapny her go wait for bus.. haha.. ooooooookkkkkkk.. den shun bian buy Rojak for mama also.. she also no lunch.. den buy something to eat play play la.. after that.. come online.. mapling a while.. and my awhile is 1 hr 30 mins... lol... dun care le la.. wan to chiong lvl up after exams.. my biao jie start from jan now lvl 40++ le...Grr.. LOl.. i worrior.. more diff to lvl up eh.. sian.. ask yong min help mi.. ! haha.. juz now he juz bought mi Vdae presents in Maple.. lol.. whole set outfit.. lOL.. Thanks yong min! hahahahaa..

Fell asleep again..

Hey.. Got BS in the morning 11am at tampines central Mac with Ginny and Xue Mei.. After BS we went Tampines walk walk cuz Xue mei getting Vdae present for Jorine.. fast fast one.. reach home 2pm le... See my bed wanna slp again.. i asked my mummy to wake mi up at 3pm.. but... i couldnt wake up.. In the end.. slp slp slp till 4.30pm den wake up.. and now is 5pm.. hai.. afternoon nap.. since when? Yesterdae also like that eh.. cannot!!! STAY AWAKE..

Gotta continue my studying~

What is this man!

shit.. !

The feeling of being misunderstood.. is real bad.. especially by someone whom u ..... hai.. wadeva..

i realli have my own reason.. and .. dunno how to explain.. but how can he malign mi juz lyk that.. how can he judge juz lyk that when i actually mean otherwise???

everytime also lyk tt.. =.=

how den he will understand leh? hais.. argh!!!

how to sae how to sae.. shit..

WAD SHIT IS THIS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hack care? i know it myself can le? But alot of things is caused by not explaning and thus misunderstanding is deeper.. but how can i explain to him in real life..? Msn is impossible cuz i will not have a chance to explain.. as in defend whatever he shoots...

Hai.. SIAN!

Boring..

Todae went LoHei with my family at BeDok Siang shan.. it's an old restaurant.. anyway, the service is poor and the food sux.. nv go there again.. after that i suggest to treat Hagan Das wor.. den jiejie say dun wan.. haha.. cuz she wan jian fei.. sae mi hai her.. den dun wan lo.. i save the money .. haha..

Till now.. onli studied a little bit of econs nia.. still got lots to go..

nth to add le.. sian.. still got to eat medicine..=.=

HaPpY

I was browsing through all these pics and it realli brightens me.. hehe.. we had so much fun together that i will Keep those precious memories forever in my heart..!


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At The Orphanage.. the kids were quite pro in break-dancing..


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At one of the classroom in orphanage.. VT01 is getting bored in class.. *yawn*

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VT01 Chao Zai Class.. Get Drunk all nite! lols..

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Before departing for Vietnam.. argh.. onli ger.. =(



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VT01 arrival at Sg Changi Airport.. Can't bear to part.. Miss u all..!

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VT01 before departing.. chao united! i love it!

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Stupid.. i cant enlarge this! haha..


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VT01 after presentation.. Mr Teo's fault! Chao zai!

and... LoOk aT tHiS! think is hui Ying(Victim) did one.. chao pei he.. chao zhan!


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HaPpY bIrThDaY JiaYi and Zhan Bin

Todae is sat.. Xm said meet at 2.15pm at tampines interchange.. cuz we got BS in church at 3pm.. den i thought .. well that was quite early.. but nvm.. in the end.. i reach 2.15pm.. wait wait wait.. call Xm at 2.30pm.. she's still at home!!! HAIZ.. 2.50pm den she reach wor.. shou bu liao.. she realli muz quit this habit of being late.. In the end late for BS for lyk 15 mins..

after that was svc... Pastor Kong ask us to visualise and focus on that 1 person that we would lyk to see him/her get saved.. that i was thinking of.. ******. Got reason one k... Onli Xm know.. haha.. den suprisingly, after that i went to my cousin's Bdae celebration ma..(actual date is feb 9) den my auntie was like.. Hey.. u go church ar? where? Bring mi go can or not.. LOL.. and i was lyk.. sure man.. no prob.. haha.. BUT.. they dun understand English.. and they sae 5pm service too late.. haha.. den sun morning they wan.. but not nxt wk ba.. cuz i wan to study for exam.. den i ask them.. nxt nxt week can or nt.. den they sae can wor! So happy.. lol.. somemore is Pastor Ulf Ekman week.. but i scared they shock also.. lol.. this both aunties veri noisy and rara one.. juz like Jorine and amy like that.. lolx.. thinking of bringing them to chinese church.. but at Jurong.. dunno they wan or not.. haven ask yet.. whahaha..

Then got buffet.. left abit thing nia.. i wrap up.. lols.. veri hungry leh.. no lunch and dinner.. haha.. ok la.. after dinner go in rm chat chat wif my cousins a while.. whaha.. i didnt know my biao jie play maple with her poly friends as well.. started on Jan.. till now lvl 40++ liao.. not bad huh.. even mi play so long le also haben reach that level lor.. lol.. not sian meh.. now still got wad wedding system.. lols.. so funny.. $40 somemore.. siaos.. lmao.. after that mi faster go chap ji ka in black jack le.. lols.. luck not bad.. started playing ard 9.30pm.. take $10 out to play.. at first like.. lost till left last $2.. den change luck.. Keep ban luk and san ban.. play till like ard 11pm like that.. in the end won $12.. hahaz.. My mummy even more li hai.. hai.. lol..

BoRiNg

ok.. wads for todae?

Todae went for BA tut.. in the end onli copy 2 ans which took mi 45mins den can go off le.. plus no lec.. wu liao.. if i noe den dun go le.. haha..so after the lec my whole class go TM mac for breakfast.. den i came home.. cuz feeling quite sick.. went to see doc.. ah ya.. finally get a chance to ask them to direct mi to NSC .. hahas... This is the first time i went to polyclinic when i'm sick.. as in cough all that.. den i noe why so cheap..

cuz everytime go private one $30++.. and polyclinic $8++
The polyclinic doc .. when i sae got cough den he juz use the wad scope is that.. listen to mi inhale 2 times and thats it..
while the private doc will check temperature for mi.. not onli listen to 2 times.. lol.. and will ask mi cough see how bad is it.. all that..

haha.. anyway.. met Xm 4pm to shop for the Vdae present for tml.. shall nt sae wad we bought.. den after that went cg.. O.. i finally signed up for choir ministry.. hai.. dunno ..

SIAN DIAO

HIS GF IS LYK.. SUCH A PAIN LA... juz onli he wu yuan wu gu called to scold mi.. sae becuz of my name they can stay at the MRT station and quarrel for 2 hrs.. Pls la.. Wad has it got to do with mi again.. the gf crazy la.. He still say I wan to force him till commit suicide.. HELLO! CRAZY LA.. WAD DID I DO MAN.. SIAO CHAR BO AND SIAO DA BOR...

Hai.. aniway.. i was realli realli puzzled.. and through out the conversation.. i dunno whether to laugh or nt.. althogh they are both so irritated and quarreling among themselves.. cuz i realli dunno wads the point or problem lor.. wad did i do man.. and the gf as normal.. so noisy tOking all the shit.. say wad.. " Tell her u wan to be with mi forever la.. dun dare ar?" wadeva~

anyway.. i was calm and relac throughout.. while they so agitated liKe that.. hai.. crazy one la.. one moment pass to gf listen .. den gf pass to him.. Dare to scold dun dare to tOk to mi one the gf.. sian..aniway i already made myself veri clear..

PhEw~

SupEr SiCk la.. idiot.. y let mi fall sick when exam is coming? veri scred le lor.. left 1 week to study and i haven even touch anything yet.. Until todae den i free to study.. BUT.. I SupEr SiCk and TiRed.. This is wad happen... Reached home ard 6 plus, bathe, eat and watch tv.. 7.45pm.. lie on bed.. fell aslp.. woKe up 9pm.. Open Econs BooK.. Read on Budget line.. Fell asleep... Sis came in.. Shouted.." Wa Lau ask mi waKe u up u slp again" .. Me Scared up by her.. woke up and think cannot le.. realli tired.. kept my book.. saw Hp msg.. From Jing Ting.. ask mi for my hotmail add.. actually she ask mi tonite tOk on msn de ma.. den i replied her i not going le.. super tired.. but after thinking a while.. like veri bad.. den drag myself to on the com.. maybe online half an hour.. Online le she nt in.. den i msg her.. she sae she log off le.. -.-" haha.. nvm

What a close shave juz now in the noon during our Leasdership presentation.. Jus before we go into the Lt, Jason suddenly say he will be late till like 3pm like that.. ask mi tell teacher see whether can let other grp go first or not.. so cher sae can.. altogether 3 grps onli ma.. den 1st grp veri fast finish le.. Q & A also veri fast.. nobody ask qn.. den 2nd grp also quite fast .. and i was like.. die la.. den msg him msg him.. den the grp finish le he haben come noe.. den Q & A le.. Wah... Suddenly ppl start asking qns.. stupid qns somemroe.. their Q&A took like 20mins.. and juz as they about to finish, Jason come in !!! What a close shave.. cuz next grp is us le.. whaha..

Whahahaha.. Juz saw a pink letter for mi on my computer table.. Was thinking what was that man.. and my sis saes.. V'dae invitation.. den i thought of it.. Ahh.. Is HasLinda's Wedding Invitation la.. lols.. Finally get married with Ady.. Linda! Get Married le! Dun play play animore wor! Inside the invitation card she wrote .. Hui Min & Partner.. lol.. i noe if go alone she sure ask de.. and i will tell her.. no partner how to bring? haha.. and tell her Queenie is my partner lor.. lols..

Ya.. that Ivan.. dunno wad he thinking de.. quite few fays nv msg him le.. den juz nw he msg sae sry for not making it to sat svc.. call me dear somemroe.. and love me always?? i mean before we met he also like that but i dun realli care cuz i noe he wun mean it de.. but now is after meeting.. -.-" I thought last week he said.. blabla.. den this wk sae to mi this kind of thing wor.. den i ask him.. den he tell mithe reason .. and i veri diao..=.= Juz ignore la.. haha..

cannot liao.. hao headache... go slp le.. ciaoz..

No one knows.. Not even u..

Little actions means a lot..

Well... Forget forget forget... forget everything........! ARGH.. feel so sucky and yucky.. ! And is really sad sad sad feeling.. !

"Dun pay attention to those who pay little attention to you"

Izzit? Can I? I dunno.. y is it the thoughts juz wun go away?
Are all those worthy?
Are all these worth it?

It feel rather one way thingy.. but how to stop it?

Its like.. work and work .. get pay.. but not the job satisfaction?

What i realli wan is not there yet? not there? or will not be there?

* H U G S N O O N E *

[[Xx-Glad to hold my tears at all times although there is no one-xX]]

SkiPpInG LecTure..-.-"

Hi I'm here to blog again.. Suppose to be in the bus now going to school , crashing A & F 11am OB lecture.. But luckily i msged my classmates before going out.. as they said they will be going for the 2 - 4pm one.. cuz after that 4 tp 6pm we got make up OB tutorial.. Well.. u see .. i really dun wish to skip lecture but i have to.. No one accompany mi to go for the 11 to 1pm lecture.. and of cuz i hate to be alone.. with A & F students somemore.. those unfamiliar faces.. and i promised my CDS group members to do speech for the project from 1 to 4 pm.. So.. Bo Bian.. got to skip the 2 to 4pm lecture also.. yesterday already skipped Biz Stats Lecture becos of this CDS project also.. hai..

As for yesterday that thing.. of cuz is choose to forget la.. who will go and be so bothered about these kind of people.. i mean.. ok la.. whatever~

Super hungry.. from yesterday never eat dinner.. cuz no appetite.. plus all the rubbish matter.. until this morning eat one bread.. and now hungry again.. but still no appetite.. Mum keep asking mi to eat fish porridge.. No way.. anyway.. no appetite to eat anithing although veri hungry.. dunno y like that .. maybe nt feeling very well..

Later meeting Liu Jing, Shiying and Jason to do project.. hope can finish by today and should be able to finish.. and tml is the presentation le.. and we are the first group to present.. cool man.. 2nd time present in the lecture hall for CDS and the tutor is the same somemore.. Mr David Teo! .. haha.. O shit... i forgot to take the LOA letter from the GL main com ppl.. also dunno how to get ar.. Mr Teo say muz get from them.. cuz i saw the attandence he mark mi as absent..-.-" Muz ask Melvin le.. but is tml is the last day of CDS le.. or juz let him mark mi as absent? hmmx..

Really pray hard that i can pass this CDS lor..Liu Jing also.. the test also dunno whether can make it one not.. 4O MCQs.. onli lyk half know how to do? and the rest depend on instinct.. haha.. 10 marks short ans qns also think get 3 marks that kind.. craping onli.. and the indivisual assignment onli got a C.. If let mi pass this CDS den next year take another one i year 3 no need to take le.. cool man.. ;)

btw, i think i can make it for the Yunnan community project trip leh.. cuz didnt crash with my LOM lec.. it's juz 1 day before.. haha... but.. like no one i noe wan to go.. furthermore.. i not realli wan to go cuz.. to think of it.. my friend always sae china.. veri boring... nth to do one.. but this trip is to go and help those 5 - 8 year old children build dunno wad ... hmmx.. dunno.... or wait more the next trip.. hahaz..

THX JH

U MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH WTF DO U WANT YOU SLUT! WHO THE FUCK CARES WAT HAPPENS TO U AND TAT MOTHER FUCKING STINKRAY AS BOTH OF U ASSHOLES GO DIE IMMEDIATELY
[quoted by JH]

FELT BETTER AFTER READING MY PREVIOUS BLOG ENTRY..

DUN BLAME MI .. U STARTED IT FIRST

FUCK U LA

U FUCK MI? PLS LAH.. 4 MSG RECEIVED.. Ray GF Ray GF RAY GF RAY GF.. THE REASON Y I DUN WAN PUT HER NAME IS BECOZ SHE HAS THE SAME NAME AS MI.. HOW SWAY RITE?! ALL SCOLDING MI SIA... SAY I DUNNOE WAD TO REPLY HER LE RITE... SAY I HAPPY LOR.. MAKE THEM QUARREL..WISH MI DIE EARLIER BETTER, BEST IS DIE TML.. HELLO! I DEN LAZY TO REPLY U LOR.. SHEN JING PO... I MAKE U ALL QUARREL AR? REALLI MEH? NVM LAH.. I THOUGHT U ALL EVERYDAY ALSO QUARREL DE?

PPL.. ITS THE FACT k.. EVERYTIME THEY QUARREL SHE SURE CALL MI ONE.. CRY TILL SO LOUD AND ASK WAD TO DO WAD TO DO.. AND I REALLI USE WAD I TRUELY THINK TO ADVISE HER WAD TO DO U KNOW.. AS IN ALL THE TIME I REALLI CARE FOR HER TOO.. ALTHOUGH I DUNNO HER.. AND WE ONLI COMMUNICATE ON THE PHONE...
AND EVEN THOUGH RAY TOLD MI BEFORE THAT SHE NOT THAT GOOD GER AS I THINK I STILL TREAT HER AS NORMAL FRIENDS AND STILL HAVE THE LOVE FOR HER AS A FRIEND U SEE.. AND SHE EVEN MENTION TO MI HERSELF BEFORE THAT I CAN SMS RAY OR WADEVA DE.. SHE ALSO CANNOT DO ANITHING.. BUT I HEAR ALREADY ALSO THINK.. FOR WAD SIA.. I MEAN NOT A NEED LOR.. IS SHE EVERYTIME SUSPECT THIS N THAT.. CHECK HIS HP.. YA LA.. I ADMIT I GOT CALL HIM.. BUT IS NOT TOK ABT I MISS HIM OR WADEVA WOR.. IS REALLI GOT THING DE LOR.. ALTHOUGH SHE ALREADY KNOW LE SHE STILL DUN TRUST LOR.. SHE SO STUPID AH.. DUNNO HOW TO SEE CALL DURATION AR.. I CAN ASURE THAT ALL CALLS I MADE TO HIM IS A FEW SECS DE LOR.. CUZ WE REALLI HANG UP AFTER TELLING WAD SUPPOSED TO BE TOLD..

WAD DIE TML AR? I THINK U DIE I ALSO HABEN DIE LOR! GO TO HELL MAN U.. ONE AH LIAN ONLI.. SIAO CHAR BOR.. NV THINK THAT U R THIS KIND OF PERSON MAN..

SHE REALLI NOISY THROUGHOUT WHEN I CALLED RAY JUZ NW LOR.. SHE LISTENING TO MI TOKING ALSO.. HALF WAY KEEP INTERUPTING.. I STRAIGHT AWAY TELL HIM AR.. ASK UR GF TO SHUTUP CAN OR NOT..

ALL ALONG I DIDNT FLARE UP AT HER GF AT ALL LOR.. SHE REALLI .. DUNNO HOW TO SAE..

U DUNNO LOR.. RAYMOND ASKED FOR MY PERMISSION BEFORE GOING STEAD WITH HER LOR.. BECAUSE YOUR NAME IS ALSO HUI MIN LOR.. BAI CHI.... I DUMP TO YOU ONE AR... RUBBISH U ALSO WAN.. RUBBISH DUMP.. ADVISE U LE U DUN WAN LISTEN IS UR PROBLEM.. GET HURT IN THE END DUN COME CRYING TO MI CAN LE.. DUN COME CRYING TO YING YING DUN COME CRYING TO AN TING.. CALL URSELF STUPID..

NW MSG MI HOPE I GET FUCKED BY ONE THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WOR.. IDIOT ASS HOLE SOMEMROE.. HAHA.. DUN WRY LA.. I WUN DE LOR.. ONLI U THIS KIND OF BITCH WILL.. SMS SOMEMORE LA.. IM WAITING.. I DEN LAZY TO CARE UR STUPID MSGES LOR.. U WAN TO MSG MSG MORE AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY CUZ U R JUZ WASTING RAY PHONE BILL AND UR PHONE BILL.. YOU THINK HE GIVE U USE HP VERI GD LE MEH.. THAT NUMBER I USE BEFORE LOR U DUMB.. HE 1 TIME ALSO NEVER GO FETCH U BACK FROM WORK BEFORE LOR.. EVEN U TELL HIM HOW TO GO.. HE STILL DUN DARE ASK THE BUS DRIVER FOR DIRECTION.. AND GIVE EXCUSES.. OH MAN.. I HATE THIS KIND OF MAN.. OoPs.. NOT MAN.. JERK! CANT U SEE HE IS JUZ USING YOU??? FROM WHAT U HAVE TOLD MI WHICH IS QUITE A LOT .. HE'S USING UR PARENTS AS HIS PERSON CHAUFFER LOR.. DUMB!

IM NOT A BITCH ALRITE!

WTH.. Stupid dream cause mi took mi a wrong step!
A SMS CAUSES ALL THE MESS..
BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE JUZ TOO BOTHERED ABOUT SOMETHINGS THESE FEW DAYS.....................

I REALLY THINK A LOT AND WAS REALLI REALLY UNHAPPY AND SAD..

I CAN SAY I REALLY REALLY DID A WRONG STEP IN SMSING HIM THAT I MISS HIM BECAUSE OF A DREAM.. WHICH I DUN RMB NOW.. IT WAS ALL JUZ IMPLUSE... AS IN.. COM'ON.. I'VE NOT CONTACTED HIM FOR SO LONG LE LA.. I DUNNO BECAUSE I REALLY SAD AND DUNNO WAD TO DO OR NO ONE TO TOK TO OR WAD.. BUT I THINK THAT DREAM REALLY MAKE MI THOUGHT THAT I MISS HIM QUITE A LOT WHICH AFTER SMSING A WHILE.. I IMMEDIATELY SEND A MSG AND SAE SRY TO HIM AND I WUN MSG HIM IN FUTURE LE.. (ALL THESE WHILE HE NV REPLY) BUT I CALLED HIM TO TOK ABOUT SOME THINGS.. AND ASK HIM TO ASK HIS GF DUN ANYHOW LET HIS GF SEE MSGES.. AND HE EVEN MENTION THAT EVEN THOUGH DURING THIS LONG PERIOD THAT I NV CONTACT HIM HID GF STILL ASK AND CHECK HIS SMS EVERYDAY.. SUSPECTING THAT HE WILL MSG WITH MI.. WTH.. CRAZY.. AFTER TELLING HIM WADEVA I HANG UP OF CUZ...

In btw is school and prayer meeting.. already on the way back home something realli bothers mi happen also and i was unhappy also la..realli difficult to smile.. sry xm.. when we reached tampines was 11pm.. realli unhappy.. so i walked home.. As My HP had been shut down cuz no batt, i charge when i reached home... on the phone... AND ALL THE BITCH Y U CALL MY BF.. BLABLABLA.. This is the 2nd or third time she call mi Bitch k.. Last time call le i didnt bother and she said sry when she need help frm me.. she den bitch lor.. wth.. ALTHOUGH I WAS DAMN FURIOUS UPON SEEING HER MSG CALLING MI BITCH AND WHATEVER.. BUT I WAS KIND ENOUGH TO REPLY HER NICELY OK.. AS IN I KNOW IM STILL WRONG IN SENDING THE SMS.. ANYWAY, I KNOW I REALLI DIDNT MEAN WHAT I SMS HER BF CAN LE... ANYWAY HE ALSO NV CARE.. SO..?

IN HER LAST MSG.. SHE MENTIONED HER BF WAN FIND MI URGENTLY.. ASK MI CALL HIM.. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT HE WANTED TO SAY LE... SURE IS ASK MI NOT TO SMS HIM OR CALL HIM ANYMORE EXCEPT ________ I ALREADY KNOW DE.. SO NO HARM.. I CALLED.. AND HIS GF IS SO IRRITATING BESIDE MAKING ALL THE NOISES TOKING NONSENSE AND SCOLDING MI.. WHAT " AIYA.. MISS RAYMOND LOR MISS LOR BITCH" WHATEVER.. OK.. I DIDNT CARE LA .. CANT BE BOTHERED MAN.. HIS GF ALWAYS LIKE CRAZY LIKE THAT..

AND HE IS ANOTHER IDIOT.. WAN TO MAKE THINGS SO DIFFICULT.. AND SAY I JUZ WANNA BE FRIENDS.. FRIENDS WHERE GOT LIKE THIS ONE.. CUZ HE SAID.. DUN CALL MI DUN SMS MI... I TOLD HIM.. U LIKE THIS CALL BE FRIENDS AR? I TELL YOU AR.. YOU ARE NOT EVEN MY FRIEND DEN.. AND I ALREADY MADE VERI CLEAR TO HIM LE.. I KNOW IM WRONG IN SENDING THAT MSG AND I SURELY SURELY 1OO% WUN SMS HIM ANYMORE LE.. HE STILL DUN UNDERSTAND WAD I SAE.. STILL ASK .. DEN Y I STILL WAN TO SEND THAT KIND OF MSG... REALLI MAKE MI VOMIT BLOOD.. I ALREADY SAID THAT AFTER I SENT TT STUPID MSG .. AND HE STILL TELL MI THIS..

I REALLY REALLY DUN MEAN THAT MSG I SENT HIM ALRITE..

CUZ I REALLI DUNNO Y LITTLE THINGS THAT "HE" DO SOMETIMES REALLI HURTS.. IT MAY BE LITTLE THINGS WHICH NO ONE NOTICES BUT I DO CARE..
AND WHEN I REALLI THINK A LOT , ALTHOGUH PRAYED BOUT IT.. TRY TO FORGET .. BUT STILL BOTHERS MI.. DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING TO ANIONE ABOUT IT.. REALLI XIN KU..


ARGH.. SO SHITTY!

Dilerious !

Well.. Taken LEadership test in the noon.. woke up early in the morning to study.. still cannot finish of cuz.. when i see the qns.. it's lyk.. shit.. i was told to study this and that.. but i had not yet come to that chapter yet. . and so it's realli a big waste! 4O MCQs and 1 short ans qn.. 3 parts.. 1st part 5 marks.. Left blank.. Totally dunno wads the need of theory about.. 2nd part 2 marks..Crap! 3rd part 3 marks.. ok la.. ans shld be correct.... 4O MCQs .. should be can la hor.. hope pass..

after that rush down to church.. gt BS in church.. but when i reach there they still playing the puzzle bobble.. left 2 stations to complete.. ok.. den later went for VL BS .. den svc le.. Go meet Ivan.. look same as photo de.. ok la. svc veri gd n fun worx.. cuz Dilerious came....... heexz..

after svc went BK.. had CL after meal.. was crapping with Ivan during meal.. argh.. laugh till cannot! oh no.. im super crappy.. make xm luff till cannot also.. hahahhahahahhaa..
den he cannot come back nxt wk for svc.. cuz ermz.. "something on".. yea.. but he promised mi to come back the following wk! cool man~ haha.. Lame..=p

TiReD La~

Damn tired~ zZzZzzZzzZz.. went to sch early in the morning 8am to rush and finalise Econs Proj.. our grp was to hand in the proj by 9.10am.. finally, 10 mins in the tut room and everything was over.. and i think we did pretty well.. ;) after that we waited for Yani's grp to finish and we go makan .. Sasha accompany Tong yan go back hm take article as she forgot to bring and her hse was at Bishan!!! so me, yong huan, yee ling , yani and Aaron went Mensa2 for breakfast.. we felt so cheated.. cuz we ordered omelette and thought that inside will have cheese.. but there isn't.. and the price was still at $1.30 for 1 omelette and 1 pathetic pc of bread sliced into 2 triangles and 2 slices of tomatoes and cucumbers... we felt so cheated.. cuz the egg with mushroom or cheese was charged at the same price.. haha.. anyway, we got ourselves a plate of omelette and a mushroom soup.. Mushroom soup is something which we definitely will not miss when we go mensa.. SOoOoOooOoOOoo nice lorx.. hahax..

after that is Econs Lec.. that lecturer again.. SiAn 1/2... Tok so monotonous.. might as well photocopy the notes for us.. not much explanation somemore.. copy copy all the way.. veri fast end le.. ended at 12.10 lyk tt.. went KFC wif amy they all .. after come back for CDS.. todae got presentation.. luckily my grp is next wk.. haha.. they ll present till not bad wor.. scared scared.. hehe..

after that super tired.. actually wan go hm de.. den xm they all wan go tm walk walk.. den mi.. anithing lo.. den actually saw some guy shirt at minindustries de.. feel lyk buying for Melvin.. for his bdae present.. but they say nt nice wor.. den in the end nv buy le.. think realli hav to treat him go Kbox liaox.. haha

Pinwen and Yong min and my cousin bdae also coming wor.. >_< and the Cg valentine's day present.. argh.. hahaz.. guys presents are hard to buy nehz! shang nao jing ar~