Confused

I dunno why.. but whenever something happen to him, there'll be juz this feeling in my heart.. realli a strong worried feeling.. Do i really treat him as my very very gd friend only? but why dunt i have this kind of feeling for my other best friends? Maybe have not encounted ani other situation with other best friends before.. but i dun think i will experience the same feeling.. but in another way, i don't think i love him as ever.. Maybe this is still in the process of forgeting.. and now, i started to be guessing wad might happen since he never share.. and he need to slp..I may not know wad happened but juz hope that it's nth big.. man, im realli worried.. maybe find out from him tml..

Todae 3 ppl working onli.. Aei Hwa full, Canice morning, me 1/10.. Wah.. at least im able to sell 2 premiums todae.. lol.. Actually todae's sales quite jia lat one.. even until 9.45pm still onli $488.. btu then suddenly got 1 cust walked in and buy till $207.. lol.. den sales become better than yesterday.. hehe.. Li Hai..! Aei Hwa served one.. cuz im vacumming and mopping..
Yea.. Buddy came my shop today.. waited for Canice to knock off den go shopping.. kns.. haha.. so ciao.. Keep trying clothes ask mi see nice or not.. she veri huai dan ar.. even face to face and witness Canice is there and she still dun admit abt rumouring abt mi and Joshua.. *bish bish* Ya.. Heard that staff Uni sux after next season change!!! then i/c one very nice de.. actually staff taKe the nice one de la.. argh.. chou i/cs... haha..
eh.. yaya.. that Dennis smiled at mi today.. lol.. aiya.. actually he not handsome one la.. juz a bit cute.. hai.. mi fa hua chi..juz because he smiled at mi.. let mi realise that he's not that gd looking after all.. lol..