Got over ..

I was thinking quite alot on my way back home from church juz now.. I think i've got over him.. ! =) dunno.. i guess so.. haha.. but i felt quite distant from him too.. wierd and nth to tok abt.. I've been trying veri hard to forget.. and i realli tried.. and i think i've made it! Alice.. it's true! lol.. and i hope it is ... i tried not to sms him or wad.. ^^ or maybe too busy with work and friends.. new friends.. ^^ dunno .. sometimes i realli feel that his character is wierd.. and impatient? dunno y everytime tok to him he muz frown.. thats y sometimes im afraid or lazy to tok to him or argue with him too much.. once see him frown den i "lan de" tok to him liaos.. to avoid conflicts.. maybe he's realli not the one bah.. but yesterdae one more person sae we got fu qi xiang.. haha.. hmmz.. maybe.. but wad is meant to be is meant to be and wad is not is not bah..
ok la.. quite satisfied with my life now.. got God.. church.. family..lotsa friends.. gd friends.. work.. studies... GOOD! but dun realli like the work now... BUT.. im still in BSN..=)) .. work so long le.. got feelings one ok.. i love that job.. O ya.. haben arrange to buy Linda's wedding present! ..=X
Now quite condused about the course that im going to take in year 2.. Im taking Logistic.. but lots of ppl now tell mi logistic no use.. like.. the logistic industry is shrinking or wad.. but teacher sae is expanding!!! stupid teacher.. psycho mi.. if LOM shrinking i sure die one lor.. cuz im a girl.. haiz.. should i change to business instead? den from there speacialise further..? actually quite interested in banking n finance also ar.. hai! dunno..........................................................................

Anyway.. today's service like quite related to Marcus's situation.. he should have come.. and i realli feel that the drama ppl acting skills very good.. haha.. Anyway, glad that Marcus went back to his church today.. he called mi after my BS.. and said he was on the way to church.. great! As for whether he went back to christ.. i still dunno yet.. cannot contact him .. hope he did..! btw, i was so proud of sasha la!!! hahaahahaha.. and realli hope to see her parents coming to church soon some day.. =))))

Tml is one free day before starting work again on Monday.. Feel lyk going out and play like never before.. haha.. Dunno why.. recently keep feel like playing and spending money like no one else care.. haha.. felt freedom! but i haben been spending la.. cuz i realli no money.. i guess realli no allowance this mth.. i still borrowed $20 from dad yesteraday.. and the taxi cost mi $11++!!! sob sob.. no allowance... work for 2 weeks.. dunno where hong jing they all wan go on next sunday.. guess need to spend a lot of money too.. no need to sae if got escape.. go swimming qian ting dun wan.. if go sentosa.. of cuz muz go down water! qian ting dun wan.. go ice skating.. dunno who dun wan.. go bladding.. also dunno who dun wan..wherelse fun and cheap?????

Now.. feeling quite tired.. shall i call Marcus? but guess he's busy.. better not call ba.. or shld i call Melvin? hmm..... too lazy..Ops..=Xand i actually told him that sometimes i lazy to call him.. den he sae juz call la.. den i sae but i lazy.. i sae wait till i not lazy den i call.. lol.. cuz everytime chat time is veri late at nite ma.. den he sae next time i call him he lazy to answer my call liao.. lolx.... ! haha.. ok la.. tired liao.. go slp bah.. gddy niety..
and ya! ppl.. help mi do this.. http://kevan.org/johari?name=sw3et thanky..