Confused

I finally called Marcus on.. Thurs.. ya.. in the noon ard 3pm.. cuz i gave him morning call at 12.45pm several times.. but he nv pick up my call..! this is the first time like that la.. normally is i call 1 time he pick up le.. so i was a bit worried that he cannot wake up for his work.. after that i myself fell aslp also.. woke up at 3pm den call him again.. he sttill can ans my call.. know why? cuz he nv go work.. overslept.. bish bish* .. somemore he sae he never got miss call from mi at 12.45pm.. diaoz.. nvm.. so can chat with him a little la.. since he at home... a little nia cuz i got to prepare at 4pm.. so chatted an hour..

Talk about Thurs.. Thurs worked 6/10.. ya.. need to handle gold vaccum cleaner and stupid mop again.. lol.. closing with Aei Hwa ( 2nd i/c ).. At first thought quite scary.. cuz her face like not so friendly and nv realli talk with her b4.. but it later found out that she's quite a chattable friend.. Cuz Kai Ling work 12/8.. so at nite 3 of us.. so as usual, no customer.. so stood there and chat.. tt Kai Ling keep talking about how good is Giordano.. cuz she last time work there.. but honestly i don't agree with her.. cuz she sae till Bossini veri Lan like tt.. but the fact is not realli la.. aiya.. dun wan comment too much but im ok with Kai Lin la.. but the other staffs dun seem to like her.. so after Kai Ling went home, Aei Hwa was sort of complaining about Kai Ling la.. how can she sae Giordano till like tt since she work here ... blabla.. and chatted about lots of things about her hometown in Malaysia la.. so found tt she's a friend tt can get along with lor.. Jennifer also.. seems like she quite like mi too.. lol.. she said my name veri nice to call .. not like Kai Ling sound like little ger..=.= i got nth to sae.. lol.. den she everytime will call my name one know.. Hui Min ar.. blabla hui min ar.. blabla.. lyk tt one.. ha.. So i find both i/c not bad.. but too bad both of them transferring on 1st April..

Den Fri.. worked Morning shift.. not bad! At least there's something for mi to do..Cuz warehouse came.. and got a few carton of stock.. so Canice tick stock.. i help her out stock.. after that Jennifer work full ma.. den she quite gd mood.. siao one hor.. but sometimes i also lyk tis la.. work full den like.. quite motivated to work.. i also dunno why like that la.. haha.. den she wan to sort of change some layout of the clothes ma.. like shifting to different position or place.. ya.. so i helped her with it.. at least got thing to do la.. den let mi thought of Linda last time.. mei shi zao shi zuo one everytime.. ask mi shift this shift that..haha.. quite miss the times.. ok so after that den i go pack store.. i told Jennifer i cannot pack store de liao.. told her i pack sure veri ugly one.. but she never sae anithing.. she said.. ugly den da pi gu.. haha.. ok.. so i go pack la.. den Jennifer break ma.. so mi n her inside storeroom.. den i pack half way she sae.. "like veri messy hor?" LOL.. i said i told her already wad.. she dun believe.. aiyo.. i juz dunno why i can't pack neatly la.. like Queenie.. she pack super neat one lor.. actually their storeroom pack de not exactly veri neat.. far more lousy than parkway.. but Jennifer everytime ask very neat hor? den i will juz nod my head.. lolx.. so dun care... but i think i pack the 2nd stack onwards quite neat liao.. so pack till knock off work le.. go Cell Grp.. wah.. i can reach Eunos by 6.30pm wor.. that was fast.. cg finish lyk quite late.. ya.. we played a game before cg.. is to draw and guess.. got one need my grp to guess "Abraham".. i can sae i dun realli noe the bible ma.. so i drew sandwich with ham and daryl guessed it.. im realli going to luff my head off at myself.. LOL..

Sat! todae.. intended to go Adecco to get my pay.. but was too lazy and slept late.. till 10.45am lyk tt.. i think Ryan will be out of office ard 11 plus.. so i think forget it.. wait for them to mail the cheque over.. so went for Bs with Irene and Grace at 2.15pm.. and ya.. todae is cg uniform dae and we got to wear our sch uni la.. to bad i threw away le.. asked my mum to double cfm also.. she said threw liao.. so onli left PE Tee.. ya.. so wear lo.. also dun fell lyk wearing one.. cuz veri thin le.. If i noe i bring the Dragon Tee.. cuz Pagasus more old lyk tt.. Met Yong ming ar.. yup.. he came to take visit at our church.. after svc we went for the new comer's tea ar.. after that went BK eat dinner and den metro sales..The adias perfume or colonge? quite cheap.. $8 onli.. Andy got himself 1.. i said i bless him ma.. if not he keep saying about the pair of shoe.. lol... but in the also never.. cuz not there when he pay money la.. den later he come and say say again.. den i wan give him da $ den he dun wan.. lol .. den i noe John also sure wan buy de.. so i called him... haha.. he realli wan.. but when he come den he buy la.. but never buy in the end.. cuz dunno why he took the belt but left the adias de at the wagon there never take.. den the queue very long.. den i tell him i cannot accompany him liao la.. cuz yong ming wan to go back le ma.. i dunno shld acc him or not.. so juz go take a look first la.. den he sae he dun wan buy liao.. den put everything back.. aiyo.. buy la.. ask him to buy but he dun wan.. so nvm.. den go out lo.. got to realli go le.. cuz Joyce sae she lost her wallet and need borrow money from mi and Xue mei.. Xue mei $200 n mi $100.. ok lor.. so faster rush back draw money for her.. den Yong ming sae he send us.. aiyo.. He drive de.. mi still dunno.. den blur blur.. lol.. ya.. so he drive us to tanah merah meet joyce and send us to tampines inter..
That Joyce! and Liu Jing.. they trick us..! she didn't lost her wallet! She's testing whether we will lend her money or not.. ! testing our friendship.. where she stand in our heart? haha.. Luckily we all are not xiao qi ppl.. if not.. i dunno wad will happen.. lol.. Guess she will love us more after this test .. rite Joyce? Hehe..
so Yong ming send all of us back home in the end.. aiyo .. so Pai seh.. but lucky is Xue mei and Liu jing drop off together last .. if not i think we will all drop at inter..

Esp for Marcus..

Hai.. Y u say mi till lyk tt in ur blog sia..=(( I realli nt free and tiRed since i go back to my job ma.. =( and u noe i lazy ger.. need slp if need wakE up early ma.. Wad see our friendship as little thing.. Aiyoooooooooo.. no la.. not like this! hai.. sry la.. cannot be there these few days when u need a friend to talk to.. i noe u are troubled by ur r/s.. hai..im not dun care u or wad la.. juz .. hai.. i promise will make time for u de.. meet someday ok? even i noe it's diff to arrange .. will try de.. alrite.. mi going give u morning call tml le.. slp well and dream of ur bao bei..

Wah! SUper sian!

Bad Jeff should be in London by now..! He sooo bad.. nv bring mi go lor.. one who cannot stop flying all over the world.. wads next is Bristol.. den Paris.. but now paris got strike.. so gonna cancel.. haha.. He better Bring mi back something from London other than the rock there! lol.. rejected my testi .. and he realli did!!! so bad la.. i thought he joking nia... cuz tt time also.. haha.. nvm.. aniwaes i juz wrote 2 sentences nia.. haha.. and he wrote back.. haha.. i make sure i cling on to him next time he go holi again..! next time as in when i can make my own decisions.. haha.. now parents sure dun allow ma..

Worked 12 to 8 today.. can tell u.. before my break is basically juz refolding clothes which are already super neat and by sizes.. i also dunno y refold la.. if not do nothing ma.. after break realli realli nothing to do.. den.. * ding ding* ya hor.. can steam clothes.. so took out the steamer and started steaming the shirts.. steam all the way till 8pm.. lol... see how bored am i!
Actually gonna wait for Liu jing knock off work at 9.3Opm de.. but suddenly thought of my mum got cook my dinner.. so.. yea.. i went home straight after work.. den eat and watch 9pm show.. after that come online a while.. chat on msn.. den tt John called.. yea yea.. tOk rubbish.. dun return la.. i tell Grace..=p lols.. craps till 11 plus.. den come back online cuz he wanna slp.. pig.. haha.. ya la.. he gotta work tml morning ma.. heyhey.. mee ngoh told him i'm the best temp so far.. hee hee.. ok la.. too bad i not suitable for office work..!

Actually thought of calling marcus dear one leh.. but john called.. so i lazy to make another call..=X but hai.. guilty also.. cuz long time nv call marcus le.. he sae till .. wad dun wan loose a friend.. hai.. think too much le la.. i onli tt few daes quite busy and tired ma.. so nv call him.. Dun wry la.. we are always good friends forever!!! =)) feeling tired again.. argh..shld i call? or call tml.. but guess he will be slping till veri late den go work.. ... i wan slp now le.. hai... tml morning call him i guess..

Work at Bsn!

First 2 days of work.. tiring.. Bored but tired.. The shop onli 5 staff overall.. including mi ar.. Jennifer, Aei Hwa, Kai Ling, Candice and mi.. so boring loooooooo.. Yesterdae and todae basically whole day folding clothes.. Already so neat le.. Arranged according to size but still refold lor.. nth to do ma.. lol.. Den there not everydae got stock de.. so.. ya.. super Eng.. Guess wad! the Vaccum cleaner like make of Gold like tt.. super heavy lor!!!.. and the mop.. the pail... not proper mop de pail lor.. is juz a round pail.. and when wan to mop or clean the mop muz use bare hands to squeeze the mop dry.. wth.. hai.. den Jennifer super ai gan jing... morning go she sae wipe shelving.. den when i done .. she sae so fast ar.. den she go n check all the hanging bar all tt.. den she sae also need to wipe.. =.= fine.. den i wipe lor.. and is every area.. siao.. plus the counter.. the CD player n POS machine all that leh!!! siao.. Dun tell mi they do that every morning! i thought the most is wipe shelving onli ma.. hhaa.. wan to laugh.. and dun think i like afternoon shift there.. Time pass super slow.. no customer.. nth to do.. den at nite.. ownself do ALL the house keeping.. sian diao.. esp the heavy vacuum cleaner.. i even have prob lifting up the end there lor.. realli make of Gold.. lol.. den IC will do closing..
Todae suppose to work Full shift de.. but dunno y yst Jennifer sae actually work morning can liao.. den i.. of cuz good lor.. but todae she ask mi 3pm go home le.. haha.. cuz no cust and all 5 staffs in shop.. onli mi part timer so ask mi go back.. den she sae.. if she ask mi go back i will kill her.. haha.. den i sae i dun mind.. lol.. tired also la.. den she sae ok lor den go back 3pm.. lol.. actually todae suppose to go Joyce's hse sing K de.. but heard that Jorine and Alice juz woke up.. so late.. den in the end not going le.. mi call Liu jing.. see her wad time end work.. cuz yst she told mi 3.30pm.. so i was hoping tt she knocking off soon.. but couldn't get her.. so in the end saw her inside her shop when i walk pass Citylink mall.. so tok to her.. she sae she 3.30pm got to continue work at Taka.. ahh.. sian le lor.. so i waited for her go MRT statong together.. reached MRT station ard 4pm le.. den take train home lor..

sian..

Woo.. Met Rod at my hse there de bus stop go Linda's wedding.. took bus 8.. looooooooonnnnnnnggggggg journey.. over-stopped by 1 stop.. so we go opp took bus back.. haha.. felt kinda wierd at first.. cuz a few ppl onli.. no Bsn ppl somemore.. reached too early liao.. so we were told to eat ar.. ya.. so eat..Not long after, Joshua and Mdm also reach le.. and a few other Bsn ppl.. mostly 828 de.. still early .. onli 12 plus nia.. so we decided to go up visit Linda first.. den took photos with her.. wah..she so pretty.. haha.. onli can visit a while la.. she so cute.. sit there lyk dun dare to move like tt.. becos of the heavy things on her head bah.. haha.. so after that went down again to wait for Ady come.. wait wait wait.. finally 2 plus he come le.. there's some child wearing mask and a guy sort of.. dance dunno wad .. before the groom walk in.. haben find out wads tt.. haha.. yea yea.. so after that took bus 8 alone back.. sian lor.. all got bike.. haha.. tt Joshua ask him send mi he sae dun dare.. lol.. cuz think something juz happen.. not accident.. dunno wad.. his hands and leg all hurt.. can see the bruises on his hand.. quite bad.. den Rod going Boat Quay.. so diff route.. the journey so long tt i fell aslp.. when i woke up got a shock.. i see dunno where m i.. lol.. but luckily still haben reach my hse there yet la.. but seems like veri long time le.. hehe.. so come home also super tired.. after that went to my nephew's "full mth" celebration.. his hse somewhere at Paya Lebar.. His sister, Hui Qi.. wah.. super li hai.. how many yr old onli.. let mi think.. 10 yr old.. but veri small size lar.. she can carry her 1 mth old bro real well man.. with 1 hand somemore...!! her mum also veri Fang Xin.. they call her Nai Ma.. lol.. cuz whenever the baby bro cry or wan drink milk or wad.. den once Hui Qi carry him he definitely will stop crying de.. lol.. li hai rite.. and i juz realise i dunno wads his name yet!! my mum also dunno.. lol....
Juz onli.. Tong yan and Shi ting was asking mi out.. hai.. sry la guys.. working.. haha.. Tong yan was asking wad i wan from HK.. i told her.. if got go Yuen Lang den help mi buy Lao Po Bing.. haha.. i miss that.. veri nice.. was thinking .. eh ya ar.. can ask John help mi buy also.. den was thinking again.. aiya.. better not.. lyk not veri close with him.. kaka..
Tml going to work liaoooooo.... MS.. hmm.. i think the last time i went MS was sec 1 leh..!!! with Zhan Bin and Shi Ting... still rmb tt time is Zhan Bin brought us there and he lost us!!!! haha.. den now i dunno how to go eh.. but.. nvm la.. shld be can de..

Happy Marriage to Dear Linda and Haney~

Woo~ 10X8!(Music) haha.. -Crap! Finally decided to go in the morning.. Si ah Rod.. I wan to slp one lehhhhh..=p Hai.. Meeting Rod ge tml 11am near my hse there de bus stop.. taking Bus 8 go Tao Payoh!!! Tampines to Tao Payoh by bus.................. haben try before.. will know tml.. haha.. Joshua de church ends at 11am tml.. so meeting us there.. yea.. too bad buddy cannot make it.. cuz go to Haney de ceremony also.. wah.. married.. Ok la.. Linda! Married liao.. dun play animore! Actually both.. cant imagine them to be married women.. lol.. one is still so playful like a little girl and another is so sweet and small size like a xiao meimei.. haha.. Aniwaes.. Wanaa wish both of them happy marriage!

Today today.. hmm.. Woke up 10am.. den Mama sae.. sry ah.. forgot to buy breakfast for u.. wahh.. how can tt be.. sian diao.. den ate Koka guo tiao.. hmm.. veri nice.. watch TV watch till 12.45pm.. go bath.. go out for BS.. ya.. btw changed TV.. Bro choose de.. ok la.. NOT LCD screen!!.. ... ... ok.. who cares... they sae i no need take out money.. lol.. BS was good.. Bro Ian gave de.. yea yea.. and svc msg was great as well.. short and nice.. I think i realli learnt to forgive alot lor.. even my greatest enemy.. and tt time i think le.. like quite true.. actually a lot of things i almost do it in a wrong way.. not tt kind of serious mistakes la.. but those small little actions .. like before i act i will think of God.. den i will not do it animore..which is i think gd la.. i cannot state wad issit.. cuz i cannot rmb now.. lol..
So after svc we had our dinner on the 2nd lvl of expo dunno hall wad.. haha.. da bao sit there eat and fellowship.. so after eating.. da bao for john.. no money to return mi the remainin amt.. pig ar he.. !@!%^#.. haha.. no la.. still owe mi 1 meal! now sae haben get pay..=.= where got lyk tis one lo.. =( nvm.. so after eating mi,xm,sasha and Andy went to the .. watson fair? shopshop.. in the end bought 1 choc each.. haha.. den go home liao..

TUES, WED, THUR

TUESDAY..

Alright tuesday.. still felt quite sick.. but i still went to work.. but.. before work.. Mee Ngoh see mi still coughing away.. so she ask mi wan go home not.. den i sae no need MC meh.. cuz actually i dun feel like going to work de le.. thought need MC.. somemore too early to call back office.. so i juz went.. den they sae no need MC.. and ask mi go home lor.. so i went home.. at first thought maybe can straight away go chalet de.. so called qian ting.. she say they going escape later.. den i.. sian diao.. this kind of condition of cuz cannot go escape.. but of cuz would love to.. esp with 4e2.. so nv go in the end.. thinking of joining them that night during BBQ.. so i went home slp first.. slp half way woke by my hp msg full de sound.. is John.. ask mi go eat lunch den he wan go Adecco take time sheet.. ok lor.. although i wish to continue slping.. =X haha.. aniway i also need to ask Ryan about the pay.. yep.. den of cuz he will be shock to see mi there cuz i shld be in office at tt time.. den told him i sick lor.. den he sae cause by chicken izzit? lol.. den after he straight away sae palsm 11:__ forgot le.. den i thought he saying there's a chicken disease call "some 123" or something.. LOL.. xD so realise that he's asking mi to read that verse and ask for protection la! haiyo.. lol.. okok.. funny.. so after taking the time sheet we went TM shop a while.. i need to get HusLinda's wedding pressie.. so got a Marriage Certificate stand from cards n such for her.. ard $40.. sharing with Joshua... after that feel like eating some cheesecake.. yea.. so went coffee bean but got tiramisu instead and a mocha.. so after that we went "hunting" for digimon.. i already told him not 100% got de ma.. =X cuz tt time i saw.. den when we went dun have le.. hahaha.. and he was like asking everywhere.. even my hse void deck de mama shop! *Hides* LOL... he so desperate for digimon.. aniwaes now both our digimon work.. so at least can play n fight le.. Ops.. so childish..=X i was doing the code for lyk 1 hr den i get wad i wan lor.. lol..
so when i reach home i lyk not feeling veri well again.. so fell aslp again.. till 7 plus den wake up..

WEDNESDAY

WTh.. If u dun wan to fetch den sae! U r Not a MAN i tell u.. Im toking about my brother.. early in the morning wan to snatch bathroom with mi.. i told u before hand tt im going to use at this time and y u still act so slowly? and ended up fighting with mi??? It's like this.. He's suppose to fetch my younger sister to school and therefore need to wake up early and everything.. my mum already wake him up and sae that i will be using the bathroom at wadeva time.. so he juz nod his head.. slack till he thinks it's time for him to wake up.. ya.. so its my time to bathe le.. den he stop mi and sae he's going to bathe.. I said i already said le and i everydae also this time bathe one lor.. so after much quarrel i decided to let him bathe first.. Cuz he always win n my mum also another one always side him de.. and he threaten mi sae if i dun let him bathe first den my sis will be late for sch.. FINE.. so U bathe first.. BUT.. Guess wad.. He still sit there slowly enjoying his bread and coffee!!! Is this infuriating not?! den i of cuz complain to my mum la.. and u noe wad she just sae??? " Aiya.. dun sae him the.. the more u sae the more he wan slowly" somemore my bro sae " I purposely one leh" Wa lau. go eat shit.. will late i will not late one meh?! Somemore my mother.. also dunno how to sae him one lor! He only guy so wad? the most useless 'boy' i ever seen bah huh.. everymorning de 3 in 1 coffee also need my mum to help u make.. even bread with butter also need my mum to spread butter for him.. and even the skin of the bread need my mum to chop off for him! He think he Shao Ye ar? and my mum not maid ok.. y the 3 of us sisters can do all these by ourselves but not him???? A 23 year old NUS student? well well forget it.. dun wanna care animore.. My mum sae her how many times le DUN serve him she also wun listen.. Tu Xue..

so went to work as normal.. den 10.30 they having meeting.. den left mi n Gwen in the office.. we r suppose to ans calls.. ok.. so 12pm like tt they finally come back le.. den they suddenly sae.. eh lets go.. company lunch.. wow.. so lucky? haha.. so we went to "Lemon Grass" the Thai restaurant at Downtown east.. the food.. ok la.. not sae veri nice also.. but a lot of dishes lor..
Dinner at Grandma hse.. at bedok reservoir.. so sit bus 21 for so long time.. fever again somemore.. once i reach.. feel lyk slping le.. tts y nv online tt nite..

TODAY..

Nothing much todae.. went to work.. and come home.. nth special.. Actually that day i was quite frustrated.. about the food for int cg.. haben decide.. hard to decide.. and i was very sick.. den cannot contact them.. hao fan ar.. den my mother also like pissed off with mi making the noises.. my sis was helping mi think of diff kinds of food.. den it's either i dunno how to make or diff or.. there's always a prob.. until the idea of Ngoh hiang.. haha.. as my mum make.. veri nice de.. den got another prob.. cuz i working on fri.. den someone got to fry before cg.. den sasha sae her hse no wok and no oil.. tian ar.. haha.. den cannot contact bao ying and Bryan sae he maybe not going cg.. Bao Ying dunno whether izzit she dun wan ans my call cuz no free incoming or wad.. called a lot of times also nv ans.. she not at home ma.. den i sms her she reply.. everytime also like tt.. i think is no free incoming call..den sasha finally sae she think can use oven.. haha.. later her mum coming my hse to collect and her mum was saying like she kinda worried cuz sasha never cook before so maybe asking the sister's maid over to help.. lol.. Anyway.. think i felt better todae.. at least no more fever.. Yesterdae still at 38.5 degree celcius... scare mi..

Fever came back..!!! =((

Aiya!.. *Coughs coughs* Coughing the whole dae in office.. Todae Geok take off.. left mi and Jessica in the room.. hope dun spread to her hor.. felt quite sick again at the end of work.. so in the end missed the chalet.. tml den go bah.. den.. Todae.. Mee Ngoh take my hp no. from mi.. i thought wad.. she wan Disc for Bsn clothes.. =.= ! still smile till so happy.. hai. auntie jiu shi auntie.. and got one uncle.. dunno wads his name la.. tt one i feel him acting wierdly de.. cuz i passed the finished GRN back to Mee Ngoh ma.. den when i come out tt uncle call mi.. den he ask for my hp no...!!! =.= den i ask him for wad? den he sae.. maybe next time can keep in contact.. o no.. so scary.. i dunno wad to do.. den lyk if dun giv also veri qierd lyk tt... colleages ma.. so i juz give le den faster go up... den later i do my things half way.. i ask Jessica.. they everytime gossip abt the *pervert is who.. i got see before one not.. den she sae is tt dae tt one.. den i sae orh.. den she ask y.. so i tell her.. den she got so excited .. aiyo.. everytime like to hear this kind of thing den so excited.. den she also tell mi he qierd wierd one la.. but wun so pervert.. hai.. i shouldn't have give.. den they sae he veri bo liao one.. like to sms a lot.. juz tell him bz everytime can liao .. hahaha.. ok lor..
Haiya.. like a lot of things to remember leh.. Tooo many things le.. O ya! still got spelling bee to study.. see.. i almost forget.. and the food for fri.. not decided.. diff contact also.. still got wad.. Ya!!! Linda's wedding is this Sundae.. see la.. so important thing i almost forgot..! Luckily Rod juz reminded mi.. Haben buy present .. Jia Lat! still got wad...... hmmmmmm.. Ya.. Melvin.. hai.. He die die also dun wan come church.. ='( i think he hav bad experience.. but he dun wan share with mi.. nvm lo..
Chatted with John yesterdae nite.. he realli too sian le.. nothing to do and hse can play de all play sian le.. take out digimon.. ask mi taKe out mine also.. lol.. ya.. so i managed to find mine.. hoping that it still works.. haha.. so i tried pulling out the tab.. nothing happen! den go take screw driver.. unscrew the screws.. chey .. inside no batt.. need 2 batt.. den i got one new one onli.. so go search for another one.. so go unscrew another digimon.. also no batt.. den unscrew tamagotchi.. Ah-huh! finally got batt.. but weak ones.. so i tried to put in the digimon.. got some faint image of the egg la.. BUT.. So loooong le still not born.. haha.. I guess realli spoil liao la..haha.. den i think near my hse there got sell digimon 8 or wad.. dunno la.. $8 onli i think.. haha.. den he sae go and buy den we play.. lmao.. actually todae wan go see.. but sick.. so come straight home.. aiya.. think i also wun dare to go near alone lor.. super paiseh.. im a ger some more! going 18 yr old ger looking at digimon?????!!!! lolx..
yaya.. den.. hai.. my sis need use phone call her bf again.. so got to hang up liao.. everytime wan call bf den i got to cut my conver with my friend de.. hai.. haha.. so i went to slp after that.. den nxt morning saw Marcus's miss call.. didnt call him tt nite cuz i know he bad mood ma.. so he msg mi also.. ask mi give him morning call at 12.45pm.. ya.. his first day of work todae.. so called him.. argh.. he super "yang-Orh" lol.. dun wan go work.. lol.. =p

:S

Sometimes realli dun understand and felt so funny.. funny things which happen in life.. i also dunno how to sae and react all of a sudden ya.. yst.. how to sae.. my ex.. suddenly sae he cannot forget mi.. and somemore it's lyk we realli realli nv contact since a long time.. and i feel that.. tt doesnt matter to mi la.. but i doubt his words.. he did request to go out with mi.. for mi i feel that it's ok.. since i still treat him as my friend.. but the thing is he ask mi not to tell his gf abt it if we go out.. so i juz tell him that he better let his gf noe lor.. dun u think it's better ma? somemore i dun think i got time to meet him also lor.. and he's gonna say i everytime like tt again.. *shrugs*

ya and this morning.. actually i felt it on fri.. but juz pretend nothing bah.. dunno.. actually dun realli need to care about all these for now.. i onli scared will be awkward bah...

Alright.. hmm.. appetite hasnt been good till this afternoon.. i rmb i onli had 2 mouth of noodles in the morning yst.. no lunch and 4 mouthful of plain rice + corn soup for dinner.. den this morning had a small bowl of porridge.. no lunch.. still felt quite weak and slpy all the way.. until this afternoon.. suddenly energetic.. den started to find things to eat..den at first mummy dun let mi go out de.. den say ask Xm pass the speeling bee booklet to my hse.. but Xm sae she lazy.. den my mum suddenly sae y not we go eat sushi lor.. I was like Yay! okok! haha.. recover le! lol.. so met Xm at interchange to pass mi the booklet.. in the end Bro wan go Sakae eat.. i thought Genki is better..=.= but i think the sakae at simei is better than the one in Tampines.. spent $60 on the meal.. not bad .. 4 person $60 onli.. after they went Courts.. my sis wan to buy her study table and Bro wans to buy a new bed.. hai... my Bro hor.. the bed so cheap onli dunno how to pay himself ar.. onli a hundred plus onli lor.. he so rich leh.. still need my mother to pay?? i also quite disappointed.. i dunno long for a study table since how long ago lor.. now my sis keep making noise say she wan den can get.. =.= I dun care liao la..

Feverish..

Yesterday after cg was feeling hot all over.. and Xm say my face very red.. so is gotten fever le.. wow.. dunno how many years since i had fever le.. yup and they prayed fer mi.. thx..=)) So Dwight and John send mi take taxi home.. Xm nv come along cuz she veri hungry.. so go n eat with the rest.. So far onli ate chicken rice in the afternoon in office during lunch break and dun have ani appetite.. not realli feeling hungry too.. so when John ask need to buy porridge or not i refuse to eat.. so ya.. wanna thank them for sending mi home.. so i tried to slp.. the aircon was on in my room.. so ya.. tried to slp but couldn't slp..too cold also.. so went out to the living room on fan.. tt time was 12am.. but the fan keep fanning also hai.. cant slp.. so decided to call Marcus.. I said would call him de ma.. so was chatting in the kitchen.. cuz chat in living room mama sure wake up de.. so ya.. chat till 2 plus am and was feeling hot.. and feeling better.. ask him sing song for mi.. haha.. he made mi in love with that song.. and we were singing christian songs .. see whether both of us know the songs not.. ya.. den started to feel hungry .. so ask papa da bao Bun for mi.. ya.. den slp le..

So today wake up.. wah.. right ear so pain.. den tOok temperature again.. 39.1 degree celcius!! yester was 38.3.. and when i go Doc.. is 4O degree celcius.. feel so wobbly.. never get better but worse.. and sometimes the fever lyk go away but soemtimes come back type.. hai.. Mama dun allow mi go out.. to church la.. cuz fever so high ma.. actually was thinking of asking dad to drive de.. but since mama dun allow den bo bian.. watched the service online.. actually Bro on com at 4pm de.. den i faster tell him i need to use at 5pm.. luckily he didn't fight with mi..^^ feeling hot all over now again.. wads wrong sia.. =(

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Yoyo! tt guy finally got his desired electric guit .. ! haha.. congrats la.. Hhmmm... POS meeting is gonna be on Monday 2pm at TP.. which... tt time im working la.. i dunno.. dun think i have time bah.. n .. not dancing type? Aaron was saying.. juz come la.. and Tong yan was saying.. i need company!.. lol.. dunno ar.. ha..

Today as normal went to work lor.. and realise one thing.. every morning took double decker bus 21 sit on 2nd level.. sure can see Miss Tang teaching PE whenever i goes pass Gongshang.. haha.. Miss her.. too bad onli can see her again in Oct 01.. hai.. hte principle real bad one lor.. hai.. nvm.. so went to work.. 3 tasks in the morning to complete.. ok la.. can manage.. den today learn one more new thing.. dunno wads tt call.. Stock wad wad de.. haha.. when i was about to go home.. Jessica was asking mi... Huimin, why dun u stay longer and learn more things? we've got more to teach you.. and i was like.. er... cuz blabla.. not suitable for mi.. blabla.. haha.. kinda a bit paiseh.. cuz they say.. lyk tt they have to reteach.. LOL.. aiya.. my original contract is 2 wks de ma..=p aniway, im so happi i can go back Bsn..

Chatted with Marcus yst nite ma.. and he gou qian bian de.. keep insulting Adriano.. Humph! and super chou mei.. =p..hmm.. realise he's also one who likes to .. how to say.. explain something base on a story.. hahaz.. ok la.. i noe.. i promise u i will listen to ur advise de..=)) so jus now 1pm morning call him.. cuz he slept quite late becuz of watching soccer and have to wake up to wake his princess.. i like to hear his voice when he juz wake up ma.. lol.. so cute.. Hey Marcus.. tt doesn't mean u can sae u are cute! lol.. realise this friend of mine is getting more chou mei.. =p.. well.. sry i cant give advise u much one VV.. but juz wait for her come back den sort things out bah.. and.. i saw his blog saying he's going to write a song for US! Woah.. so excited.. started to long for it.. Hehe.. Chinese song! =p.. Actually his singing quite good.. Ops.. alrite alrite.. shall not praise him animore.. if not someone will get proud de hor....... =p Finding a chance to pass him my blank CDs.. My Full Metal Alchemist!!!!

Hey guess wad! juz now watch Channel 8 that.. " wang pai jia wang pai" izzit.. Saw Yayi and her bf kenna... lolx.. so funny lor.. and Yayi so cute.. She was covering her face.. and her bf even more cute! lol.. guess wad.. He's not covering his face but his Bsn Name Tag!!! LMAO... HAHA.. and Li Guo Huang was sort of lyk teasing him.. ask him wad he lyk abt Yayi and all tt.. so funny.. hahaha.. Yayi actually my sec senior cum choir mates.. we gd friends then.. veri talkative during choir and call each other names.. Lychee.. haha.. and now she has become my colleage.. haha.. so ciao rite.. and she sae Anna working at Sg Expo Thai Express but i everytime see also dun hav de lei.. haha

Juz now chatting with that Qian Ting.. was discussing wad exactly to do on Sun outing.. well.. everything also dun wan.. hmm.. dunno wor.. in the end Hong Jing msg sae watch movie la..=.= O..K lor... sian.. haha.. u noe wad QT tell mi?? she sae she dun mind coming to church!.. wah.. gdgd.. was discussing abt the chalet too..she ask mi to stay overnite btw Mon and Tues while in my mind i was planning to stay from Tues to Wed.. haha.. aniway.. see how first bah.. It's our sec sch class chalet.. 4E2.. cool~ I was shocked when Qian ting tell mi Biondi got gf.. lol.. somemore is since last chalet.. cuz tt time i nv go ma.. so dunno.. can't imagine.. lol.. but i everytime see him in sch also not with his gf ar.. haha.. aniwaes.. looking forward to the chalet bah.. near my work place somemore.. not bad ah..

Feeling Good! =D

I've made it.. lol.. ok la.. back to friends as before.. Hey.. im satisfied with today.. i finally decided to go back to Bsn.. Juz now buddy called and ask mi go 823 as relief.. still counted as 832 staff la.. woohoo.. so happy.. can go back to tt lively job.. somemore Freddie work there too..as in MS.. maybe can go lunchie together..
Yup Yup.. and Ryan called and said that Veron wants to extend my work 2 more weeks.. so i rejected him todae ar.. den ask him whether can intro my friend nt.. den he say can wor.. wah.. so gd sia.. so i ask John to work la.. at first dunno Xm or John.. bit diff.. den dunno y he sae.. "dun tell mi Xm ar.." how cum he sound so... dunno.. so i said my other friend la.. i think most prob John can get this job bah.. cuz Ryan sae till so easy.. " can.. juz get him to Reg with Adecco and straight away get in" .. Wow.. ok.. somemore i asked Veron.. cuz today break time i Da Bao back to office ma.. and Veron, Sophie, Natalie and mi were eating at the pantry.. den Veron ask mi whether Ryan got inform mi abt the extension not.. den i say ya lo.. and tt i didnt accept la.. den i told her i intro my friend.. den she say ok.. den i tell her is a male la.. cuz.. usually admin work find gers de ba.. soemmore i work there.. 2nd lvl.. really almost all female except the French boss i think.. den Veron sae can.. wah.. so gd..!
Wah.. so happy help him get a job n i can go back to the job i lyk..
Hai.. dunno Xm de.. She ar.. She should accept that quality control job! and i think she missed a lot of job opportunities.. and her prob is... hai.. cannot hear the hp ring.. =.=
Got a lot of work for mi to do now in office.. =.= so far the most important one is GRN bah.. hai.. tml Geok took half day.. and left with work to occupy mi for the first half of the day.. and mino tml morning sure pass mi a new set of GRN again.. sianz.. think cannot finish all before Geop comes lor.. haha.. who cares.. =p
acutually to think of it this job quite slack lor.. but i juz dun lyk the journey to work.. lol.. Bsn still the best! Yea! TOGETHER WE STAND, UNITED WE FALL.. ;)

FULL OF ...GRR.. FEEL LIKE BURSTING

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SHIT! FELT SO SHITTY!
Y WOULD THINGS TURN OUT LYK THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Was thinking so much on the way home.. felt so shitty.. SIMPLY HURTZ... BUT i understand.. fully.. i know.. It hurts.. but i understand that the feeling cant be helped and it's juz the beggining.. i understand tt it taKes time.. i juz can't help it for now.. and feel that it's natural feeling.. But i juz wan to be the gd and best friend as before.. who play ard with and confide in.. can't i? Wad about now? not even a single word mentioned.. how sad can tis be..
And i tell u.. the feeling is DAMN DAMN xin ku.. having to hide ur emotions.. sadness all the way for such long time.. but wad to do..
Maybe have to take it step by step.. but.. i think it's going to be difficult..
Y Y Y Y... I dun think i have anione comfortable to tOk to .. as in.. into details.. except Marcus and Ray i guess.. but Ray is.. gone case.. i noe if i tOk to him he cfm will teach mi all the wrong stuff.. and Marcus.. i think he's getting busier.. but i know he will be there..

*SCREAMS*

HAO FAN AR!

2 more things to fan about.. one is the course think.. LOM/BIZ
Another thing is that.. this after ard 4+pm.. Buddy called and said Bsn got space le.. Marina Sq needs ppl.. i was delighted.. after that is tt stupid i-models called.. tt one .. no need sae la.. hang up straight.. den when i come home, mama said Ryan called and said that Turbomeca wan to extend mi 2 more weeks!! and den i was confused.. the job is ok.. not veri boring.. but cant communicate well with those aunties who speak cantonese.. and kinda not my type.. but the money is easy to make.. but i still enjoy sales.. although tiring.. Argh.. i dunnoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Thanks Marcus

Hey.. i finally put Marcus's link up le.. sry.. was too lazy.. I was feeling quite down the whole day.. no appetite and almost no mood to work.. but thank God i didn't make any mistakes in my job.. cuz they are all quite important stuffs.. Once do wrong muz see their black faces le.. I can't stop thinking n thinking... i dunno.. y.. *shrugs* but i felt better 2 times later part of the day.. the first time is when i saw Adriano in Campus superstar singing.. i was no a great fan of him.. but juz happen to listen to him before i get to shower.. WOW... he sang so well.. and able to make mi high even when im onli infront of the TV.. Marcus still say he made himself look like a clown..=.= *bish* haha... 2 time i felt better was when i chatting with Marcus la.. His sis's laught is realli realli damn funny! PMGWTBBBQ! i was laughing along as well.. realli very very funny.. and he was helping mi with my new blog layout and songs.. Thx.. and really wanna thank him for his advise and everything.. i realli understand.. and i think i got to think through again.. There's one sentence he said which sort of opens up my heart.. but i forgot wads tt sentence..=X Anyway, his advices are realli gd.. Thanks a million dear! haha... Ops.. i think i should change from calling u tt from today onwards! If not someone's gonna kill mi.. ;) Kor! Hehe..

HURTS

ya.. of cuz.. hurtS.. finally .. i cried it all out.. no need to give mi signs to distract my attention.. i prefer u telling mi in a nice way.. if not, i feel like having some talk with u as well.. to make things clear? but .. do i have the courage to do that?

after that call, im still wondering have i realli forgotten him or not? maybe partially... but i just felt something wrong.. i dunno..maybe it's juz my guess... but whether is it true.. i still have to think of the worse that can happen bah.. but i think no matter wad.. i will face it.. no matter how hard it's going to be..

Actually, all along i quite feel tt it's juz a one way thingy.. and realise that it shoudn't be this way.. o no.. i feel lyk crying again.. sobz.. ARGH........................................................................................................................................................
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HAIz.. where's that right shoulder..with that quiet and calm beatiful beach..

Got over ..

I was thinking quite alot on my way back home from church juz now.. I think i've got over him.. ! =) dunno.. i guess so.. haha.. but i felt quite distant from him too.. wierd and nth to tok abt.. I've been trying veri hard to forget.. and i realli tried.. and i think i've made it! Alice.. it's true! lol.. and i hope it is ... i tried not to sms him or wad.. ^^ or maybe too busy with work and friends.. new friends.. ^^ dunno .. sometimes i realli feel that his character is wierd.. and impatient? dunno y everytime tok to him he muz frown.. thats y sometimes im afraid or lazy to tok to him or argue with him too much.. once see him frown den i "lan de" tok to him liaos.. to avoid conflicts.. maybe he's realli not the one bah.. but yesterdae one more person sae we got fu qi xiang.. haha.. hmmz.. maybe.. but wad is meant to be is meant to be and wad is not is not bah..
ok la.. quite satisfied with my life now.. got God.. church.. family..lotsa friends.. gd friends.. work.. studies... GOOD! but dun realli like the work now... BUT.. im still in BSN..=)) .. work so long le.. got feelings one ok.. i love that job.. O ya.. haben arrange to buy Linda's wedding present! ..=X
Now quite condused about the course that im going to take in year 2.. Im taking Logistic.. but lots of ppl now tell mi logistic no use.. like.. the logistic industry is shrinking or wad.. but teacher sae is expanding!!! stupid teacher.. psycho mi.. if LOM shrinking i sure die one lor.. cuz im a girl.. haiz.. should i change to business instead? den from there speacialise further..? actually quite interested in banking n finance also ar.. hai! dunno..........................................................................

Anyway.. today's service like quite related to Marcus's situation.. he should have come.. and i realli feel that the drama ppl acting skills very good.. haha.. Anyway, glad that Marcus went back to his church today.. he called mi after my BS.. and said he was on the way to church.. great! As for whether he went back to christ.. i still dunno yet.. cannot contact him .. hope he did..! btw, i was so proud of sasha la!!! hahaahahaha.. and realli hope to see her parents coming to church soon some day.. =))))

Tml is one free day before starting work again on Monday.. Feel lyk going out and play like never before.. haha.. Dunno why.. recently keep feel like playing and spending money like no one else care.. haha.. felt freedom! but i haben been spending la.. cuz i realli no money.. i guess realli no allowance this mth.. i still borrowed $20 from dad yesteraday.. and the taxi cost mi $11++!!! sob sob.. no allowance... work for 2 weeks.. dunno where hong jing they all wan go on next sunday.. guess need to spend a lot of money too.. no need to sae if got escape.. go swimming qian ting dun wan.. if go sentosa.. of cuz muz go down water! qian ting dun wan.. go ice skating.. dunno who dun wan.. go bladding.. also dunno who dun wan..wherelse fun and cheap?????

Now.. feeling quite tired.. shall i call Marcus? but guess he's busy.. better not call ba.. or shld i call Melvin? hmm..... too lazy..Ops..=Xand i actually told him that sometimes i lazy to call him.. den he sae juz call la.. den i sae but i lazy.. i sae wait till i not lazy den i call.. lol.. cuz everytime chat time is veri late at nite ma.. den he sae next time i call him he lazy to answer my call liao.. lolx.... ! haha.. ok la.. tired liao.. go slp bah.. gddy niety..
and ya! ppl.. help mi do this.. http://kevan.org/johari?name=sw3et thanky..

TIREd.. =.=

damn tired now.. *yawn*..

iive done a great job today..! but lazy to describe.. some work stuff .. *claps claps* hehe.. todae de lunch break Veronica drive mi n Mee Gnoh (mino) out to Loyang point to eat.. after eating.. they go buy 4D.. den go supermarket buy fruits.. i think it's like ard 1 hr 30 mins break lor.. haha.. gd.. can slack.. =X

after work intended to take taxi down to Grace's hse.. but..... wait wait wait till sooooooooooo long also dun have 1 taxi.. ok la..tt place quite deserted.. got taxi also on call ones.. all on calls! hmm.. den bo bian .. toOk bus 6.. to pasir ris int.. den the whitesand de taxi stand there one stretch of taxis.. but by the time is already .. 6.44pm.. den i ask the uncle can reach before 7pm ma? den he sae he try.. den i sae nvm nvm.. he sae take ard 20 mins if no jam.. means take longer if jam ar.. den realli jam!!!!!! =.= and i was late..

Juz feel lyk blogging again

Ya.. feel lyk blogging more.. ! yep..
Shoulder pain.. think becuz bag too heavy le.. hai

Now Tong yan was lyk asking mi whether am i going to join dancing in church or not.. i was lyk.. Huh? Dancing? somemroe sae wad.. Aaron tell her sae i sure join one.. Lol.. wad dance?
den i thought the O school.. den she sae.. no la.. POS.. chey.. haha.. i thought wad dance.. and y did that chao zai boy ever thought i sure will join.. haha.. Maybe i always quite.. dunno how to sae.. in front of them.. lolx.. ok la... quite interested.. but think not the "liao" .. but Tong yan sae he will be the IC for TP n RP .. so kinda wan persuade us to join.. lol..

hmm.. guess gotta slp soon.. dunno wad time to go out tml leh.. jo was lyk telling mi... from my hse here takE bus 21 to pasir ris int take 30 mins.. hai.. so long.. tml morning meeting marcus again.. haha.. actually quite pai seh.. but i dunno eh! nt veri sure where to stop.. lol.. he dun mind also.. the most i owe him de! haha..Thank u hao nan ren..

First day of work..

Tired! .. Sian till tired.. haha.. ever since after lunch at Changi Village..

Today went to work at Turbomeca Asia Pacific Pte Ltd.. Papa drive mi there.. reached at 8.30am.. hao early wors.. i still worried cannot reach in time.. cuz got traffic jams.. ok.. so stood outside.. cuz the door cannot open.. den there got intercom and buttons.. buttons la.. den i dunno wad to press.. so i called the Ms Veronica.. Ryan gave mi her number.. somemore is office number. . i was wondering whether she is in the office early or not.. so i tried.. but she's not in.. den i called Ryan.. den he ask mi to press the big big button .. den someone will come and open the door.. .. ok.. so i pressed.. den got one sound ..“tock".. and the door was unlocked.. so i pushed open.. den one one lady came down.. she ask.. are you Chua? den i.. erm.. yah.. =)
so i asked to wait at the pantry for my work to start.. ok.. so i sat there and waited.. the girl.. i think is the manager la.. ask mi wan eat wad or drink wad can take myself.. hmm.. ok.. den i waited there for half an hr.. in fact more.. cuz the person in charge of mi was late by a few minutes..ok.. so at first.. they ask mi key in dunno wad.. muz use type writer.. den i thought they ask mi know how to type rite? den i sae.. ya.. den in the end they mean type writer.. den i tell them i dunno how to use type writer.. lolx.. so one lady.. Geok ar.. she ask mi do listing.. basically a thick stack of documents in a big file.. den use excel to enter in the delivery note number.. fo that for all the months.. argh.. =.= so i was basically entering numbers the whole day.. until lunch time.. Veronica drove us to Changi Village to have lunch.. she sae the fish noodle soup veri nice.. so ordered for us.. hai.. all aunties.. i got no common topics to tok to them.. so felt quite wierd.. and that company.. i think got something to do with France.. so a few french there.. i onli know 2 la.. they keep speaking french among themselves.. so after lunch was too lazy and heavy.. but still have to continue work.. den veronica wants mi to draw up a.. form ar.. for her.. ok.. so i did it using Ms Word.. not easy also.. cuz she realli veri picky.. so i do and show it to her.. she not happy den i redo redo redo.. until can.. lolx.. wasted a lot of paper.. lol.. so after i do tt and the data entry.. Geok gave mi paper work.. like arranging and stapling stuff.. so half way den 6 pm can go home le.. so i went to the bus stop and wait for bus 6.. wait so long.. den Ops.. forgot her name again.. a ger came out.. den ask mi y not i take other buses.. can go straight to tampines.. but muz walk veri far.. den.. i sae anithing lor.. so i walk with her.. she also TP biz last time de.. haha.. hai.. seems like it's a wrong choice to choose LOM.. but.. hai.. dunno la.. maybe op for biz .. change situation with melvin! haha.. ok.. and it's realli veri far to that bus stop.. so took bus 19 to tampines interchange.. meeting Marcus at 6.30pm de.. but made it onli at 7pm.. Sry! haha.. so we went to have dinner at yoshinoya and shop a bit.. sry ar.. not in the mood cuz veri tired.. after that he sent mi home.. and i am here bloggin rite now..
Yay~ sis finally came out from bathroom.. my turn to bathe! c ya..
*dun feel like going back to work tml...=.=*

A new job..

Playing Yahoo pool with pinwen now.. hai.. dunno y i always lose de..=.=..
Anyway, lets talk about yesterday.. Yesterdae morning woke up at 11am.. faster call Melvin ask him whether he called to ask about the job liao ma.. the IT fair de.. den he say call le the person ask him send resume.. but if we go for this job den we not able to make it for this week's cg or any make up cell le.. so Grace sae we better dun take up this job lor.. so in the end never apply.. den in the noon.. met Xm go Adecco look for job.. so we fill in the form.. bla bla .. den this guy call Ryan bring us into a room.. den ask us some questions la.. Throughout the Q & A was damn funny.. haha.. he also quite humorous bah.. at first is.. he's holding a red pen.. den he tell us.. he is not holding tt red pen to mark our application form.. but he have to correct some spelling errors.. so.. i use the wrong word.. is sales assistant not assistance.. lol.. den Xm was laughin laughing all the while.. den he question mi la.. the common questions.. lyk wad was i required to do in the job.. the pay.. wad i learn.. blabla.. den Xm was laughing all the while .. i dunno y la.. den when it was Xm's turn.. den Ryan sae.. Hey Xm.. dun keep laughing huh.. now your turn.. den when he ask Xm.. whats her religion.. den she sae.. Christianality.. den i was like.. wierd.. not Christianity meh..? hahaha.. den she was like .. laughing again.. ok.. christianity.. den Ryan said he's the only believer there.. in his working place la.. den i said.. hmm.. ya.. must reach out.. den Xm laugh again.. den he say.. ya.. with the help of both of u.. den i sae.. ok lor.. den u employ us to work there ar.. den we can reach out together.. haha.. den he was like.. Praise the Lord.. lmao.. den throughout.. wadeva he will sae.. Praise the Lord! lol.. den Xm and i .. luffs* So he was like saying.. there's 2 jobs available.. one is at Loyang.. 2 weeks may extend to 1 mth.. another one dunno where.. 2 mths.. den 2 weeks one more urgent.. so may get one of us there..
so we were like.. ok lor.. anything.. ok ar.. den after that we went out le.. realli veri funny.. haha

So after that we went to have lunch.. made a wrong decision to eat at Delifrance.. hai.. spend $10 ... den we went Bugis.. cuz meeting Joyce later.. she's working.. have to draw money out le.. realli money not enough.. haha.. mama tell mi this month dun give mi money somemore..! dunno true or not..:S so drew a $50 out.. den shop shop for a while .. bought some notebook and pen.. cuz i think i lost my sis's black pen.. den she keep wanting mi to buy one back for her.. hahaha.. i made a wrong decision also.. after fetching Joyce from work.. -Trim Eyebrow.. haha.. tt costs $20.. and the person go and shave off the tail...!! and so got to draw the eyebrow next time.. ma fan! but quite nice la.. ok.. den mi, hazel, xm, joy suppose to meet Jorine and Alice at somerset de.. cuz they still at pasir ris finished suana.. hai.. but they came super late.. and guess wad! My TP shuai ge.. I saw him working at Centre Point Bsn! He's working at Bsn tooo!!!!! lolx.. siao.. haha.. They going to buy John di's bdae present.. Dunno whether to buy Levis Jean, belt or boxers.. hai.. so in the end never buy anithing from there.. in the end went to cineleisure.. They bought a wallet for him from wallet shop.. after that we took bus 65 back to tampines.. den go home.. Marcus called.. i reaching home.. so gotta call him back ya.. listen to his love story again.. hao gan dong.. hahaha.. Just realli hope that he will go back to his church and God this Sat!

This morning.. wake up.. watch TV.. den Xm called.. ask mi about the jobstreet thingy.. den i also come online.. den spend so much time doing the resume.. all tt.. den ard 2 plus the Ryan called mi.. sae dunno whether to choose mi or Xm.. cuz the Company looking for more outspoken ppl .. den i more outspoken.. and Xm got admin experience i dun have.. but sae till half way he sae he got something to do.. will call back later.. ok.. so i waited... den ard 5 plus den he called back.. den he ask mi to start work tml..tml!!! i was lyk.. hmm.. so fast ar.. ok lor.. den required to do some data entry and filing.. work till 17th onli.. ok lor.. at Loyang.. scared dunno how to go.. hmmmmm.... somemore is a industial site.. will not see a lot ppl ard.. but a lot trucks all tt.. hmmms.. yea lo.. but anithing la.. den suddenly sae need pass mi the .. wads tt call.. the paper to fill in den can get pay one.. so ask mi to reach adecco by 6pm.. den faster go change den go and get le.. so he tell mi everything.. how to fill all tt.. den sae maybe i can fill in before my QT.. den i was like.. er.. dunno whether is he toking about quiet time or not.. den i..like a bit blur.. den he ask .. You got do ur QT rite? den i was like.. er ya.. den he sae Guai.. lol.x... damn funny.. lol.. ya tts all n i came back home.. think got to go and prac my Ms Excel le.. cuz i think muz do spread sheet.. hhaa.. tml ask dad drive mi.. den fri den take bus myself.. but i scared leh! lol.. Marcus sae he can accompany mi.. lol.. dunno ahhh.. see first..

Hurtz

Yah.. hurts..

They dumped mi~~~ :'(

Sobz sobz.. Kena stop from work... If not Melvin called this morning to offer mi a 15-day work.. i den dunno i kenna stop.. Cuz Melvin called this morning offer mi the job.. den i sae i muz call back shop to confirm with my incharge.. So i called.. and she sae currently no space!!! hmmm.. i sian diao.. den i get back to Melvin.. den he tell mi they found peep le.. somemmore can work fri sat... hai.. ok lor... argh.. Wo Si Ye le.... sobz.. sian diao.. 2 mths! Hard to find job also.. admin everyone is snatching.. somemore i thought this 2 mths holi can earn quite a lot one lorrrrrr!!!! Grrrr... Den buddy ask mi if other outlet got space wan to work or not.. den i sae see first lor.. see far or not la.. prob ard town or .. bugis or bedok.. but i dun realli like town.. super busy one.. sure.. but taka not bad.. at least Linda there.. hahahaha.. haiya.. veri troubled leh.. realli quite saddening.. all the money hope dashed.. $2000++ leh!.. argh.. haha.. sian diao! Den Melvin suddenly sae wan come Bsn work.. den they usually don't take part timers de ma..
but i try ask my incharge for him la.. word sweet abit lor..
This is wad i tell my ic.. Buddy, i got a friend wan work part time leh.. he very handsome one la.. den got a lot of experience.. height 179cm..
hahaha... but that are all facts la.. cuz normally ask for friend is juz .. o.. my friend wan work part time can? haha..
wahhh... cannot... Monday need go look for job le.. If 2 mths with job i really can rot.. and no money to spend.. is a torture!!! hahaha.. actually tending to save the money i going to earn one leh.. but in the end.. hai.. suprise..

Anyway.. Happy Birthday to Aaron.. bought him a ear stud from craft shop.. dunno whether he really lyk ma leh.. somemore is.. i bought it quite last minute.. den shop at TM.. no nice and zai clothes and all that.. no nice long sleeve formal.. so in the end bought the ear stud for him.. Quite expensive eh.. but it looks lyk a few dollars kind.. haha.. hai.. nvm la.. You Xin jiu hao.. =))

Yesterday also dunno y dun feel lyk slping.. so stayed up late till 4.30am lyk tt den slp.. den this morning 9 plus wake up le.. met Xm 12pm to buy the present.. den go church BS and SVC.. Heal the sick.. Hmmm.. I'll be so happy if i can do it.. haha.. muz believe.. but... No one ard mi is sick ! lol.. nvm.. sure got chance..lol..
after that went BK for dinner.. hmm.. i forgot wads the Auntie's name..Opx.. found out her daughters are Felkisty and Fiona..! small world.. anyway, i dunno them much.. although they both same cca as mi.. but they those kind always skip choir de.. haha.. so dunno them well.. so we were chatting about church stuff and religions.. eng keong, fel , fiona and aiysha.. haha.. small world la..

so.. buddy actually ask mi out go marina steamboat wif them but she nv sae wad time.. so i thought shld be after work.. 10++ .. but stella told be is 6++.. ?? so is onli a few of them went.. some morening shift some off and some transferred other outlets de.. haha.. New rumours again... Gossip.. hai.. but this one at least is real one la ... why shld there always be some kind of love story within the shop?? Even dun have also anyhow sae have and fake also can make till real one.. and this love that but that dun love this.. wad shit.. hahaha... and Yesterdae... i pass by TM Bsn alone.. going to meet Xm at MRt.. so i accidently walked the bsn side.. hai.. Auntie Linda saw mi.. nvm.. worse is.. opp her is Shirley.. the ger who hate mi for no reason.. den auntie Linda ask her she noe mi not.. den she saw mi.. den of cuz i sae hello to her la.. but she realli so bu shuang mi till after one smile den black face.. dun even noe wads the prob man.. everytime see mi lyk tt.. i quite xin ku also.. Nan Kan.. Nan zhuo.. wierd.. i offended her meh.. hai.. den auntie Linda ask mi.. Where's Joshua.. den i abit stunt.. how cum she ask mi where Joshua.. den i reply her sae he nv work le.. Den she sae.. Joshua nv come meh.. den i lyk... Huh??? er.. no.. den after that i sae byebye to them le.. cuz i need rush off to meet xm.. den after that i think think... Dun tell mi they spread rumours about mi and Joshua till tam ppl noe bah..=.= See.. Bsn ppl are gossipers.. word spread veri fast de..

Ya.. Yesterdae i crossed Jyss choir friendster.. and i was lyk.. sort of flashed back wad we actually went through during choir in year 2003... Never ever forget tt day in my life... I think tts 1 of my 2 memorable happening events in my life.. another one is Vietnam trip de.. I think if i gonna blog wad happen then in my blog again to flash back, it will be lyk damn long.. haha.. but i feel lyk flashing back! who cares..=p

O no.. now i feel lyk starting from Sec 1.. lol.. Sec 1 first few days i always stick to my cousins and gang.. cuz lyk dunno anione ma.. den my biao jie in jyss first batch.. den follow her lor.. i lyk her friends.. all damn nice and caring de.. hahas.. den first day in class.. everyone so quiet.. with the teacher sitting there doing nth also.. lol.. den 2nd day of sch.. starting to know the class... and third day.. we all become veri naughty students..

Our form teacher is Mrs Ong.. and she realli cannot control the class becuz we are way out of control i think.. lolx... So fun! we were all so damn naughty den... i rmb Mrs Ong will Keep Shouting "Silence!" all the way.. but no one bothers abt her.. lol.. den when she ask punish us and ask us to stand outside the parade square under the hot sun.. U guess wads our reaction??? - "Yay!~" den all begin to run down to the parade square.. llx.. den after a while veri hot.. all automatic run and sit under the shade.. Mrs Ong keep shouting at us to go back but we hack! lols.. tt Mrs Ong always wan o fine those who nv bring Eng tb money one.. and im the treasurer.. hai.. always be treasurer one... dunno y.. nvm.. den whole class start calling mi loan shark..=.= cuz i keep collecting money from them.. haha.. den I rmb.. Chun gui always kenna bully by qiumin they all.. big bullies.. haha.. as in real bully... throw books .. everything.. hiong.. den veri naughty wan la.. we veri nasty to Mrs Ong.. and Mrs Ong realli showed her anger.. till lyk going crazy.. realli! tt time i rmb qiu min sae wad.. cher u dunno how to teach one la.. no certificate.. ... something lyk tt.. and she realli furous till she realli go back to her office and find the certificate out and show to qiu min.. and the whole class still laugh like hell.. lolx.. i rmb 2 bad things i did.. the first one is.. she was using the OHP.. den she put down her specs to teach.. den i saw the specs there.. den i tell letty... " eh.. her specs put there leh.." den letty sae.."take take.." den i take.. den i pass to her.. den pass pass ard.. den someone keep in the back cupboard there.. den finnaly Mrs On wan to find her spec.. den she cannot find.. she noe is we hide one.. but in the end realli no one hand it to her.. den she also cannot find... we so bad rite! lol.. den another time was.. mi , chun gui and sylvia were eating those orange nuts away while she was teaching Eng textbk la.. den she saw mi munching away.. she shouted " huimin! y are u eating? spit it out now!" den i sae.. " where got .. dun anihow sae la..!" den she sae.. " dun lie huimin.. i saw it.. go and spit it out now!" mi..."open mouth stick out tongue.. tell her dun have la! " den she nv sae anithing.. lol.. she realli beri wo men qi si.. not onli us.. my biao jie class also bully her one.. dunno la.. she juz gd to bully la.. but now.. to think of it.. we realli bad.. haha.. last time realli childish la.. now.. all the bad ones i mentioned above are all guai kias.. and clever kias..
den sec 1 go choir.. not committed.. felt that choir so boring.. den everytime make the seniors angry.. sometimes make them angry till they cry.. haha.. wah.. sec 1 realli veri huai dan.. until sec 3 when i become choir committee den i noe their Yong xin.. haha.. cuz sec 1 the instructor also totally no standard one.. cause us get COP for SYF somemore..

Den sec 2 liao.. change class.. this class also quite naughty la.. haha.. but not so jia lat as sec 1.. sec 2 we always play black magic after sch or during lesson de.. always.. till something realli happened and scolded by mdm Fauziah.. haha.. quite bonded also.. sec 2.. where love begins.. lol.. i noe 3 person in my class who lyks mi ar.. llx.. damn er.. lolx..somemore 1 of them is lyk.. first dae same class he already get someone to tell mi.. llx.. chao er..same class all the way till sec 4 somemore.. but i think.. sec 4 he gave up.. haha..den got one worse.. the gang of friend.. make mi pai seh everytime.. =.= one time in the bus... most most pai seh.. they describing so loud till lyk whole bus can hear .. and i was sitting down there.. bus so cramp.. unavoidable! =.= another one is.. er.. i also dunno la.. haha.. also same class all the way.. nw still gd friend la.. but sec 2 tt time.. i play irc.. den got this sec 4 guy .. so our class same level ma.. so we sort of noe each other .. the faces la.. so we slowly noe each other.. den begin to chat everynight.. den he sae he lyk mi.. but i dun lyk him ar.. somemore he got gf de.. my batch de.. haha.. den dunno waad happen also.. after a period dunno y i lyk him... but he dun wan le.. llx.. he also break up with his gf le la.. den tt time.. everyday after sch.. mi , qian ting and yanling will wait at the corridors .. for yong wei, samuel and matthias and jeremy they all to walk pass.. lolx.. stupid.. i think le also wan to luff now.. lol.. den this guy.. frm sec 4 also .. lyk mi.. at first i realli xia dao.. and keep avoiding him.. lolx.. also veri furnni de.. lyk.. reccess time keep appearing uout of nowhere..but in then end also.. dunno y somehoe together with him.. lll..den sec 2 choir is miss chong.. hai.. her hair long till can sweep the floor.. Haising instructor also.. bias one.. dun lyk.. alwasy sae haising choir gd la.. this la.. so discipline not lyk us.. blabla.. we dun like her lor.. eeee...
den.. Sec 3.. becuz of someting.. den silent break.. den stead with this guy in my class.. class monitor.. This one also veri stupid.. think le i also wan to luff!!!.. actually there's realli nth btw us de lor.. dunno y we stead.. whahahahaa.. of cuz break up after lyk 1 mth? i think so.. den sec 3..
Naruto begins.. our class peeps lyk to go class veri veri early in the morning to eat breakfast de.. we can even take the plate of nasi lemak from canteen all the way up to forth floor to eat!... half eat half watch naruto!!!.. lolx.. tts my class.. but a lot suckup ppl in the class.. but on the surface still can la.. the teachers also better.. still rmb got one CME cher call Mr Sin.. he chao er one.. but always make us laugh till pengz.. esp tt time.. he ask the class.. eh.. this ger pretty not? ( poiting at rachel) den Rachel gave him a tight slap on his back!!! Piak! we were all shocked for a moment.. and den LOL! Ya.. come to the imprtant point.. Choir! this year choir.. thought by Mr Terrence Toh.. cool instructor.. he bonded the choir.. zai.. he scold us he joke with us.. teach us.. practice with us.. correct us.. tell us... and we LOVE him! Can u imagine we cried for so many days.. beg the teachers and principles juz to make him stay.. i tell u i can never forget those days man..
and after the first batch of choir members left den i noe how diff it is to be a committee member.. the juniors are real hard to control.. Those realli respect mi one ar.. very easy one.. cuz they listen to mi.. but those hack care for choir ones.. no hope... those respect ones are usually those who went through the SYF and all the long practices.. those who dun are normally those skip choir ones.. and sometimes it's realli hard to explain to them y r we so committed and y muz be .. on those who experienced noe.. and realli.. sometimes can get feddup till i feel lyk crying.. juz lyk wad the seniors did when we were in sec 1.. haha..

Hao Wu Liao ar..

You see.. after exam le.. nothing better to do.. online, play game.. realli sian...
Yesterday nite chat with melvin till ard 2.45am... ZzzZz... actually i very tired de.. He still say wan to chat till morning wor.. in the end he himself doze off half way.. haha..
sianz.. o ya.. this is wad he sae about my life after seeing my palm..

LIFE..
1. You have a faminine life which means that your husband will take care of you and you don't really have to work much after you met him.
2. You have a long life.. At least till 70.
3. Your body have to be more careful..Illness might come and look for you.

LOVE..
1. Your husband is not very good looking but very nice to you.
2. Your will have 2 kids of different gender.
3. 3 relationship and you will find the real 1.

lolx... i den dun believe! hahahahaa...

WHooHohooooo~~~

WHAHAHAHAHAHHA... FInally, Exam is over... wosh.. i juz reg for the sms result.. scaryyy... wah.. hai.. i now only hope for a pass for every sub la.. veri scary leh... everytime paper lyk quite confident de.. but after paper.. compare answers den realise a lot of wrongs.. hai.. scary.. after so many bad night slp and nightmares.. today finally can slp till tml noon le.. but am i able to do it??? hahahhaa... i mean the latest i wake up is10++ am.. haha.. Now.. no need to think abt anithing.. juz chiong games and slp.. play... one day to slp and game.. one day church... and 3 days go out.. den.. WORK..... shld be laarrr..

Wah... Tired.. My class ppl now still at cinileisure watching mid-nite show... Chao Zai... actually wanted to go de.. cuz since after exam le.. but veri tired.. go till town... need take taxi back somemore.. suan le.. veri tired..

Yesterdae study accounting till 2.30am lyk den den cannot tahan le... need slp.. den wake up morning study a bit again.. luckily the test noe how to do.. but got a lot mistakes la.. hope they giv marks here and there also.. super careless.. after accounting go Mensa eat.. den go Library chiong OB with aaron,sasha,tong yan, yee ling anf euegene.. OB so much to rmb lor.. haben touch a single topic yet.. den study study.. cannot study sia... veri veri veri tired..in the end still force myself to stay awke n study larr.. den dunno y so awake suddenly.. den study study.. i study from the back ma.. wah... in the end ar.. all inside my head.. can memorise.. veri gd.. but going to 6.45pm le.. i still left with infront 3 chap like tt.. faster read through.. den..... walau!!! the long ans all come from the front chaptssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everytime de.. Qi Pian Wo De Gan Qing.. dunno how they set OB paper de..=( mid-sem also lyk tt shua us.. =(( Hope can pass correct le..

so after exam mi nv go wif my classmates.. den go with Xm they all to Bedok interchange.. They going there eat.. John B'dae also.. so we order those dishes and rice type.. den mi n Jorine secretly go buy bdae cake.. but its already 10++ le.. den mi go Bossini.. Sasha there.. den we ask her where got sell cakes.. haha.. realli got shop haben close.. den we rush there.. they nearly close .. haha.. so we bought a Choc cake for him... veri nice wor.. appearance and quality..

Wah.. veri tireddddd... gone gaming..

OH NO! NO MORE Z!

Arghghghhghghhhhhhhh! ... It's a RIGHT-TAILED test!!! shit man... i go put left.............. no more distinction..=((..................................................................................................................................
hai.. so sad...

argh.. forget it la.a... i realli no heart to study MBS lehhhh.... ALL the things to study makes no sense to mi... y this subject.. all of us feel that its of no use..

Ahhh..

Yesterdae study overnite at Tampines west CC Mac with Xue Mei.. At first Xm,John n mi met Melisa there .. counted as Cg.. cuz this week cannot go ma.. need study.. So stayed there to study after that.. den till 2am lyk that John went home.. so me and Xm stayed there till morning 5.30am to study.. den i come home 6am .. went to slp.. 10.30 woke up.. watch TV.. bathe.. den 1pm liao.. den Dad came home ... sae wan fetch mi go out eat.. Yay¬ Haha.. cuz papa always go those veri famous and delicious ones.. yum yum..

haha.. so happily went with him.. go fetch mummy from ah ma hse.. den go together.. den i ask dad.. where is the place we are going.. Den he sae.. Bukit Timah..eat Prawn Noodles...!!! =.= ... I haben study lehhhhhh... lolx... that place is call Adam's Foodcourt... Packed with cars... but luckily once we at the parking lot there got one car come out.. haha.. So.. once we go there.. den dad order 2 bowls.. cuz mummy ate at ah ma hse liao .. den sae veri full so nv eat.. Wahhh.. 2 bowls Prawn Noodles costs $16..=.= But Veri veri nice wors.. hahas..

After that dad go pass his friend thingy.. near the Zong Tong Fu there.. den his friend hse there got Qiao Qiao Ban!!! So long never play le wors! lolx.. den mummy play wif mi.. lmao..
So come home de time already going to 3pm liaos.. den i sit the car .. i think too far le.. yun ce.. haha.. den maple for 1 hr.. 4pm.. den study biz stats.. read 2 pges.. fell aslp le.. =(( woke up already 6pm le.. =.= eat dinner.. and all that.. 7++pm liao.. hai.. den continue studying till nw.. come for a break.. still left 2 lecs for biz stats.. if i can i will be studying late tonite too.. most prob.. after finish stats den MBS liao.. cannot wait le.. hai.. tml wake up mornign.. 10++ ba.. den prepare and go church le.. after that left 1 day!!! Buck uppp!!!

Hmm.. sian

Hai.. yst nite dreamt of a veri bu hao de dream.. =((

O NO! Todae is ThuRsDay..! And i'm Still stuck WitH MBS!!! Chapter 4 onli somemroe.. hai..r ealli need to memorise a lots..!

ARGh.. Dun care.. study Biz stats now!

BAHY

=))

if Hii.. O no.. this is boredommmmm.. See.. I'm starting to blog several times a day..

haha..

Haiz.. Till now.. i've juz finished my Micro except Topic 11.. and 1st chapter of MBS.. But Micro is like.. i forgot le.. =( too many graphs le.. argh.. and im trying very hard to memorise MBS...

Hey.. I only smsed 1 or rather 2 person a Happy Valentine's Day msg wor.. Guess who?

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

*GUESS

Wrong!

It's Binh, my Vietnam friend.. haha.. and Minh..
actually msg to Binh wishing both Bihn and Minh la.. cuz Minh no HP maz.. so msg Bihn onli.. haha.. he so cute de..

His reply.." Hi.. Thank for ur wish.. u too.. One question, don't you have a boy friend? If you have, keep him carefully , ok!Dun have gf so nothing to worry about"

haha..so cute..

hmmm.. whole dae at home study till so sian.. and to think todae is Vdae.. and is the first Vdae no bf ever since i had my first bf wor..=X So saddd.. bored.. hai.. i miss him so much..! but nothing i can do now..=)) Juz have to wait..

HaPpY NMNHNLM Day!

No Money No Honey Nobody Love Me laaaa..

well.. i fell asleep juz nw again..=.=.. from 1pm to 2pm.. when i woke up.. actually wan go mama shop muz some tibits to eat de.. no lunch ma.. den jiejie.. drag mi go till coffee shop with her.. cuz she feel wierd in tt outfit.. wan mi accomapny her go wait for bus.. haha.. ooooooookkkkkkk.. den shun bian buy Rojak for mama also.. she also no lunch.. den buy something to eat play play la.. after that.. come online.. mapling a while.. and my awhile is 1 hr 30 mins... lol... dun care le la.. wan to chiong lvl up after exams.. my biao jie start from jan now lvl 40++ le...Grr.. LOl.. i worrior.. more diff to lvl up eh.. sian.. ask yong min help mi.. ! haha.. juz now he juz bought mi Vdae presents in Maple.. lol.. whole set outfit.. lOL.. Thanks yong min! hahahahaa..

Fell asleep again..

Hey.. Got BS in the morning 11am at tampines central Mac with Ginny and Xue Mei.. After BS we went Tampines walk walk cuz Xue mei getting Vdae present for Jorine.. fast fast one.. reach home 2pm le... See my bed wanna slp again.. i asked my mummy to wake mi up at 3pm.. but... i couldnt wake up.. In the end.. slp slp slp till 4.30pm den wake up.. and now is 5pm.. hai.. afternoon nap.. since when? Yesterdae also like that eh.. cannot!!! STAY AWAKE..

Gotta continue my studying~

What is this man!

shit.. !

The feeling of being misunderstood.. is real bad.. especially by someone whom u ..... hai.. wadeva..

i realli have my own reason.. and .. dunno how to explain.. but how can he malign mi juz lyk that.. how can he judge juz lyk that when i actually mean otherwise???

everytime also lyk tt.. =.=

how den he will understand leh? hais.. argh!!!

how to sae how to sae.. shit..

WAD SHIT IS THIS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hack care? i know it myself can le? But alot of things is caused by not explaning and thus misunderstanding is deeper.. but how can i explain to him in real life..? Msn is impossible cuz i will not have a chance to explain.. as in defend whatever he shoots...

Hai.. SIAN!

Boring..

Todae went LoHei with my family at BeDok Siang shan.. it's an old restaurant.. anyway, the service is poor and the food sux.. nv go there again.. after that i suggest to treat Hagan Das wor.. den jiejie say dun wan.. haha.. cuz she wan jian fei.. sae mi hai her.. den dun wan lo.. i save the money .. haha..

Till now.. onli studied a little bit of econs nia.. still got lots to go..

nth to add le.. sian.. still got to eat medicine..=.=

HaPpY

I was browsing through all these pics and it realli brightens me.. hehe.. we had so much fun together that i will Keep those precious memories forever in my heart..!


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At The Orphanage.. the kids were quite pro in break-dancing..


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At one of the classroom in orphanage.. VT01 is getting bored in class.. *yawn*

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VT01 Chao Zai Class.. Get Drunk all nite! lols..

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Before departing for Vietnam.. argh.. onli ger.. =(



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VT01 arrival at Sg Changi Airport.. Can't bear to part.. Miss u all..!

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VT01 before departing.. chao united! i love it!

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Stupid.. i cant enlarge this! haha..


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VT01 after presentation.. Mr Teo's fault! Chao zai!

and... LoOk aT tHiS! think is hui Ying(Victim) did one.. chao pei he.. chao zhan!


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HaPpY bIrThDaY JiaYi and Zhan Bin

Todae is sat.. Xm said meet at 2.15pm at tampines interchange.. cuz we got BS in church at 3pm.. den i thought .. well that was quite early.. but nvm.. in the end.. i reach 2.15pm.. wait wait wait.. call Xm at 2.30pm.. she's still at home!!! HAIZ.. 2.50pm den she reach wor.. shou bu liao.. she realli muz quit this habit of being late.. In the end late for BS for lyk 15 mins..

after that was svc... Pastor Kong ask us to visualise and focus on that 1 person that we would lyk to see him/her get saved.. that i was thinking of.. ******. Got reason one k... Onli Xm know.. haha.. den suprisingly, after that i went to my cousin's Bdae celebration ma..(actual date is feb 9) den my auntie was like.. Hey.. u go church ar? where? Bring mi go can or not.. LOL.. and i was lyk.. sure man.. no prob.. haha.. BUT.. they dun understand English.. and they sae 5pm service too late.. haha.. den sun morning they wan.. but not nxt wk ba.. cuz i wan to study for exam.. den i ask them.. nxt nxt week can or nt.. den they sae can wor! So happy.. lol.. somemore is Pastor Ulf Ekman week.. but i scared they shock also.. lol.. this both aunties veri noisy and rara one.. juz like Jorine and amy like that.. lolx.. thinking of bringing them to chinese church.. but at Jurong.. dunno they wan or not.. haven ask yet.. whahaha..

Then got buffet.. left abit thing nia.. i wrap up.. lols.. veri hungry leh.. no lunch and dinner.. haha.. ok la.. after dinner go in rm chat chat wif my cousins a while.. whaha.. i didnt know my biao jie play maple with her poly friends as well.. started on Jan.. till now lvl 40++ liao.. not bad huh.. even mi play so long le also haben reach that level lor.. lol.. not sian meh.. now still got wad wedding system.. lols.. so funny.. $40 somemore.. siaos.. lmao.. after that mi faster go chap ji ka in black jack le.. lols.. luck not bad.. started playing ard 9.30pm.. take $10 out to play.. at first like.. lost till left last $2.. den change luck.. Keep ban luk and san ban.. play till like ard 11pm like that.. in the end won $12.. hahaz.. My mummy even more li hai.. hai.. lol..

BoRiNg

ok.. wads for todae?

Todae went for BA tut.. in the end onli copy 2 ans which took mi 45mins den can go off le.. plus no lec.. wu liao.. if i noe den dun go le.. haha..so after the lec my whole class go TM mac for breakfast.. den i came home.. cuz feeling quite sick.. went to see doc.. ah ya.. finally get a chance to ask them to direct mi to NSC .. hahas... This is the first time i went to polyclinic when i'm sick.. as in cough all that.. den i noe why so cheap..

cuz everytime go private one $30++.. and polyclinic $8++
The polyclinic doc .. when i sae got cough den he juz use the wad scope is that.. listen to mi inhale 2 times and thats it..
while the private doc will check temperature for mi.. not onli listen to 2 times.. lol.. and will ask mi cough see how bad is it.. all that..

haha.. anyway.. met Xm 4pm to shop for the Vdae present for tml.. shall nt sae wad we bought.. den after that went cg.. O.. i finally signed up for choir ministry.. hai.. dunno ..

SIAN DIAO

HIS GF IS LYK.. SUCH A PAIN LA... juz onli he wu yuan wu gu called to scold mi.. sae becuz of my name they can stay at the MRT station and quarrel for 2 hrs.. Pls la.. Wad has it got to do with mi again.. the gf crazy la.. He still say I wan to force him till commit suicide.. HELLO! CRAZY LA.. WAD DID I DO MAN.. SIAO CHAR BO AND SIAO DA BOR...

Hai.. aniway.. i was realli realli puzzled.. and through out the conversation.. i dunno whether to laugh or nt.. althogh they are both so irritated and quarreling among themselves.. cuz i realli dunno wads the point or problem lor.. wad did i do man.. and the gf as normal.. so noisy tOking all the shit.. say wad.. " Tell her u wan to be with mi forever la.. dun dare ar?" wadeva~

anyway.. i was calm and relac throughout.. while they so agitated liKe that.. hai.. crazy one la.. one moment pass to gf listen .. den gf pass to him.. Dare to scold dun dare to tOk to mi one the gf.. sian..aniway i already made myself veri clear..

PhEw~

SupEr SiCk la.. idiot.. y let mi fall sick when exam is coming? veri scred le lor.. left 1 week to study and i haven even touch anything yet.. Until todae den i free to study.. BUT.. I SupEr SiCk and TiRed.. This is wad happen... Reached home ard 6 plus, bathe, eat and watch tv.. 7.45pm.. lie on bed.. fell aslp.. woKe up 9pm.. Open Econs BooK.. Read on Budget line.. Fell asleep... Sis came in.. Shouted.." Wa Lau ask mi waKe u up u slp again" .. Me Scared up by her.. woke up and think cannot le.. realli tired.. kept my book.. saw Hp msg.. From Jing Ting.. ask mi for my hotmail add.. actually she ask mi tonite tOk on msn de ma.. den i replied her i not going le.. super tired.. but after thinking a while.. like veri bad.. den drag myself to on the com.. maybe online half an hour.. Online le she nt in.. den i msg her.. she sae she log off le.. -.-" haha.. nvm

What a close shave juz now in the noon during our Leasdership presentation.. Jus before we go into the Lt, Jason suddenly say he will be late till like 3pm like that.. ask mi tell teacher see whether can let other grp go first or not.. so cher sae can.. altogether 3 grps onli ma.. den 1st grp veri fast finish le.. Q & A also veri fast.. nobody ask qn.. den 2nd grp also quite fast .. and i was like.. die la.. den msg him msg him.. den the grp finish le he haben come noe.. den Q & A le.. Wah... Suddenly ppl start asking qns.. stupid qns somemroe.. their Q&A took like 20mins.. and juz as they about to finish, Jason come in !!! What a close shave.. cuz next grp is us le.. whaha..

Whahahaha.. Juz saw a pink letter for mi on my computer table.. Was thinking what was that man.. and my sis saes.. V'dae invitation.. den i thought of it.. Ahh.. Is HasLinda's Wedding Invitation la.. lols.. Finally get married with Ady.. Linda! Get Married le! Dun play play animore wor! Inside the invitation card she wrote .. Hui Min & Partner.. lol.. i noe if go alone she sure ask de.. and i will tell her.. no partner how to bring? haha.. and tell her Queenie is my partner lor.. lols..

Ya.. that Ivan.. dunno wad he thinking de.. quite few fays nv msg him le.. den juz nw he msg sae sry for not making it to sat svc.. call me dear somemroe.. and love me always?? i mean before we met he also like that but i dun realli care cuz i noe he wun mean it de.. but now is after meeting.. -.-" I thought last week he said.. blabla.. den this wk sae to mi this kind of thing wor.. den i ask him.. den he tell mithe reason .. and i veri diao..=.= Juz ignore la.. haha..

cannot liao.. hao headache... go slp le.. ciaoz..

No one knows.. Not even u..

Little actions means a lot..

Well... Forget forget forget... forget everything........! ARGH.. feel so sucky and yucky.. ! And is really sad sad sad feeling.. !

"Dun pay attention to those who pay little attention to you"

Izzit? Can I? I dunno.. y is it the thoughts juz wun go away?
Are all those worthy?
Are all these worth it?

It feel rather one way thingy.. but how to stop it?

Its like.. work and work .. get pay.. but not the job satisfaction?

What i realli wan is not there yet? not there? or will not be there?

* H U G S N O O N E *

[[Xx-Glad to hold my tears at all times although there is no one-xX]]

SkiPpInG LecTure..-.-"

Hi I'm here to blog again.. Suppose to be in the bus now going to school , crashing A & F 11am OB lecture.. But luckily i msged my classmates before going out.. as they said they will be going for the 2 - 4pm one.. cuz after that 4 tp 6pm we got make up OB tutorial.. Well.. u see .. i really dun wish to skip lecture but i have to.. No one accompany mi to go for the 11 to 1pm lecture.. and of cuz i hate to be alone.. with A & F students somemore.. those unfamiliar faces.. and i promised my CDS group members to do speech for the project from 1 to 4 pm.. So.. Bo Bian.. got to skip the 2 to 4pm lecture also.. yesterday already skipped Biz Stats Lecture becos of this CDS project also.. hai..

As for yesterday that thing.. of cuz is choose to forget la.. who will go and be so bothered about these kind of people.. i mean.. ok la.. whatever~

Super hungry.. from yesterday never eat dinner.. cuz no appetite.. plus all the rubbish matter.. until this morning eat one bread.. and now hungry again.. but still no appetite.. Mum keep asking mi to eat fish porridge.. No way.. anyway.. no appetite to eat anithing although veri hungry.. dunno y like that .. maybe nt feeling very well..

Later meeting Liu Jing, Shiying and Jason to do project.. hope can finish by today and should be able to finish.. and tml is the presentation le.. and we are the first group to present.. cool man.. 2nd time present in the lecture hall for CDS and the tutor is the same somemore.. Mr David Teo! .. haha.. O shit... i forgot to take the LOA letter from the GL main com ppl.. also dunno how to get ar.. Mr Teo say muz get from them.. cuz i saw the attandence he mark mi as absent..-.-" Muz ask Melvin le.. but is tml is the last day of CDS le.. or juz let him mark mi as absent? hmmx..

Really pray hard that i can pass this CDS lor..Liu Jing also.. the test also dunno whether can make it one not.. 4O MCQs.. onli lyk half know how to do? and the rest depend on instinct.. haha.. 10 marks short ans qns also think get 3 marks that kind.. craping onli.. and the indivisual assignment onli got a C.. If let mi pass this CDS den next year take another one i year 3 no need to take le.. cool man.. ;)

btw, i think i can make it for the Yunnan community project trip leh.. cuz didnt crash with my LOM lec.. it's juz 1 day before.. haha... but.. like no one i noe wan to go.. furthermore.. i not realli wan to go cuz.. to think of it.. my friend always sae china.. veri boring... nth to do one.. but this trip is to go and help those 5 - 8 year old children build dunno wad ... hmmx.. dunno.... or wait more the next trip.. hahaz..

THX JH

U MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH WTF DO U WANT YOU SLUT! WHO THE FUCK CARES WAT HAPPENS TO U AND TAT MOTHER FUCKING STINKRAY AS BOTH OF U ASSHOLES GO DIE IMMEDIATELY
[quoted by JH]

FELT BETTER AFTER READING MY PREVIOUS BLOG ENTRY..

DUN BLAME MI .. U STARTED IT FIRST

FUCK U LA

U FUCK MI? PLS LAH.. 4 MSG RECEIVED.. Ray GF Ray GF RAY GF RAY GF.. THE REASON Y I DUN WAN PUT HER NAME IS BECOZ SHE HAS THE SAME NAME AS MI.. HOW SWAY RITE?! ALL SCOLDING MI SIA... SAY I DUNNOE WAD TO REPLY HER LE RITE... SAY I HAPPY LOR.. MAKE THEM QUARREL..WISH MI DIE EARLIER BETTER, BEST IS DIE TML.. HELLO! I DEN LAZY TO REPLY U LOR.. SHEN JING PO... I MAKE U ALL QUARREL AR? REALLI MEH? NVM LAH.. I THOUGHT U ALL EVERYDAY ALSO QUARREL DE?

PPL.. ITS THE FACT k.. EVERYTIME THEY QUARREL SHE SURE CALL MI ONE.. CRY TILL SO LOUD AND ASK WAD TO DO WAD TO DO.. AND I REALLI USE WAD I TRUELY THINK TO ADVISE HER WAD TO DO U KNOW.. AS IN ALL THE TIME I REALLI CARE FOR HER TOO.. ALTHOUGH I DUNNO HER.. AND WE ONLI COMMUNICATE ON THE PHONE...
AND EVEN THOUGH RAY TOLD MI BEFORE THAT SHE NOT THAT GOOD GER AS I THINK I STILL TREAT HER AS NORMAL FRIENDS AND STILL HAVE THE LOVE FOR HER AS A FRIEND U SEE.. AND SHE EVEN MENTION TO MI HERSELF BEFORE THAT I CAN SMS RAY OR WADEVA DE.. SHE ALSO CANNOT DO ANITHING.. BUT I HEAR ALREADY ALSO THINK.. FOR WAD SIA.. I MEAN NOT A NEED LOR.. IS SHE EVERYTIME SUSPECT THIS N THAT.. CHECK HIS HP.. YA LA.. I ADMIT I GOT CALL HIM.. BUT IS NOT TOK ABT I MISS HIM OR WADEVA WOR.. IS REALLI GOT THING DE LOR.. ALTHOUGH SHE ALREADY KNOW LE SHE STILL DUN TRUST LOR.. SHE SO STUPID AH.. DUNNO HOW TO SEE CALL DURATION AR.. I CAN ASURE THAT ALL CALLS I MADE TO HIM IS A FEW SECS DE LOR.. CUZ WE REALLI HANG UP AFTER TELLING WAD SUPPOSED TO BE TOLD..

WAD DIE TML AR? I THINK U DIE I ALSO HABEN DIE LOR! GO TO HELL MAN U.. ONE AH LIAN ONLI.. SIAO CHAR BOR.. NV THINK THAT U R THIS KIND OF PERSON MAN..

SHE REALLI NOISY THROUGHOUT WHEN I CALLED RAY JUZ NW LOR.. SHE LISTENING TO MI TOKING ALSO.. HALF WAY KEEP INTERUPTING.. I STRAIGHT AWAY TELL HIM AR.. ASK UR GF TO SHUTUP CAN OR NOT..

ALL ALONG I DIDNT FLARE UP AT HER GF AT ALL LOR.. SHE REALLI .. DUNNO HOW TO SAE..

U DUNNO LOR.. RAYMOND ASKED FOR MY PERMISSION BEFORE GOING STEAD WITH HER LOR.. BECAUSE YOUR NAME IS ALSO HUI MIN LOR.. BAI CHI.... I DUMP TO YOU ONE AR... RUBBISH U ALSO WAN.. RUBBISH DUMP.. ADVISE U LE U DUN WAN LISTEN IS UR PROBLEM.. GET HURT IN THE END DUN COME CRYING TO MI CAN LE.. DUN COME CRYING TO YING YING DUN COME CRYING TO AN TING.. CALL URSELF STUPID..

NW MSG MI HOPE I GET FUCKED BY ONE THOUSAND GUYS OUT THERE WOR.. IDIOT ASS HOLE SOMEMROE.. HAHA.. DUN WRY LA.. I WUN DE LOR.. ONLI U THIS KIND OF BITCH WILL.. SMS SOMEMORE LA.. IM WAITING.. I DEN LAZY TO CARE UR STUPID MSGES LOR.. U WAN TO MSG MSG MORE AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY CUZ U R JUZ WASTING RAY PHONE BILL AND UR PHONE BILL.. YOU THINK HE GIVE U USE HP VERI GD LE MEH.. THAT NUMBER I USE BEFORE LOR U DUMB.. HE 1 TIME ALSO NEVER GO FETCH U BACK FROM WORK BEFORE LOR.. EVEN U TELL HIM HOW TO GO.. HE STILL DUN DARE ASK THE BUS DRIVER FOR DIRECTION.. AND GIVE EXCUSES.. OH MAN.. I HATE THIS KIND OF MAN.. OoPs.. NOT MAN.. JERK! CANT U SEE HE IS JUZ USING YOU??? FROM WHAT U HAVE TOLD MI WHICH IS QUITE A LOT .. HE'S USING UR PARENTS AS HIS PERSON CHAUFFER LOR.. DUMB!

IM NOT A BITCH ALRITE!

WTH.. Stupid dream cause mi took mi a wrong step!
A SMS CAUSES ALL THE MESS..
BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE JUZ TOO BOTHERED ABOUT SOMETHINGS THESE FEW DAYS.....................

I REALLY THINK A LOT AND WAS REALLI REALLY UNHAPPY AND SAD..

I CAN SAY I REALLY REALLY DID A WRONG STEP IN SMSING HIM THAT I MISS HIM BECAUSE OF A DREAM.. WHICH I DUN RMB NOW.. IT WAS ALL JUZ IMPLUSE... AS IN.. COM'ON.. I'VE NOT CONTACTED HIM FOR SO LONG LE LA.. I DUNNO BECAUSE I REALLY SAD AND DUNNO WAD TO DO OR NO ONE TO TOK TO OR WAD.. BUT I THINK THAT DREAM REALLY MAKE MI THOUGHT THAT I MISS HIM QUITE A LOT WHICH AFTER SMSING A WHILE.. I IMMEDIATELY SEND A MSG AND SAE SRY TO HIM AND I WUN MSG HIM IN FUTURE LE.. (ALL THESE WHILE HE NV REPLY) BUT I CALLED HIM TO TOK ABOUT SOME THINGS.. AND ASK HIM TO ASK HIS GF DUN ANYHOW LET HIS GF SEE MSGES.. AND HE EVEN MENTION THAT EVEN THOUGH DURING THIS LONG PERIOD THAT I NV CONTACT HIM HID GF STILL ASK AND CHECK HIS SMS EVERYDAY.. SUSPECTING THAT HE WILL MSG WITH MI.. WTH.. CRAZY.. AFTER TELLING HIM WADEVA I HANG UP OF CUZ...

In btw is school and prayer meeting.. already on the way back home something realli bothers mi happen also and i was unhappy also la..realli difficult to smile.. sry xm.. when we reached tampines was 11pm.. realli unhappy.. so i walked home.. As My HP had been shut down cuz no batt, i charge when i reached home... on the phone... AND ALL THE BITCH Y U CALL MY BF.. BLABLABLA.. This is the 2nd or third time she call mi Bitch k.. Last time call le i didnt bother and she said sry when she need help frm me.. she den bitch lor.. wth.. ALTHOUGH I WAS DAMN FURIOUS UPON SEEING HER MSG CALLING MI BITCH AND WHATEVER.. BUT I WAS KIND ENOUGH TO REPLY HER NICELY OK.. AS IN I KNOW IM STILL WRONG IN SENDING THE SMS.. ANYWAY, I KNOW I REALLI DIDNT MEAN WHAT I SMS HER BF CAN LE... ANYWAY HE ALSO NV CARE.. SO..?

IN HER LAST MSG.. SHE MENTIONED HER BF WAN FIND MI URGENTLY.. ASK MI CALL HIM.. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT HE WANTED TO SAY LE... SURE IS ASK MI NOT TO SMS HIM OR CALL HIM ANYMORE EXCEPT ________ I ALREADY KNOW DE.. SO NO HARM.. I CALLED.. AND HIS GF IS SO IRRITATING BESIDE MAKING ALL THE NOISES TOKING NONSENSE AND SCOLDING MI.. WHAT " AIYA.. MISS RAYMOND LOR MISS LOR BITCH" WHATEVER.. OK.. I DIDNT CARE LA .. CANT BE BOTHERED MAN.. HIS GF ALWAYS LIKE CRAZY LIKE THAT..

AND HE IS ANOTHER IDIOT.. WAN TO MAKE THINGS SO DIFFICULT.. AND SAY I JUZ WANNA BE FRIENDS.. FRIENDS WHERE GOT LIKE THIS ONE.. CUZ HE SAID.. DUN CALL MI DUN SMS MI... I TOLD HIM.. U LIKE THIS CALL BE FRIENDS AR? I TELL YOU AR.. YOU ARE NOT EVEN MY FRIEND DEN.. AND I ALREADY MADE VERI CLEAR TO HIM LE.. I KNOW IM WRONG IN SENDING THAT MSG AND I SURELY SURELY 1OO% WUN SMS HIM ANYMORE LE.. HE STILL DUN UNDERSTAND WAD I SAE.. STILL ASK .. DEN Y I STILL WAN TO SEND THAT KIND OF MSG... REALLI MAKE MI VOMIT BLOOD.. I ALREADY SAID THAT AFTER I SENT TT STUPID MSG .. AND HE STILL TELL MI THIS..

I REALLY REALLY DUN MEAN THAT MSG I SENT HIM ALRITE..

CUZ I REALLI DUNNO Y LITTLE THINGS THAT "HE" DO SOMETIMES REALLI HURTS.. IT MAY BE LITTLE THINGS WHICH NO ONE NOTICES BUT I DO CARE..
AND WHEN I REALLI THINK A LOT , ALTHOGUH PRAYED BOUT IT.. TRY TO FORGET .. BUT STILL BOTHERS MI.. DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING TO ANIONE ABOUT IT.. REALLI XIN KU..


ARGH.. SO SHITTY!

Dilerious !

Well.. Taken LEadership test in the noon.. woke up early in the morning to study.. still cannot finish of cuz.. when i see the qns.. it's lyk.. shit.. i was told to study this and that.. but i had not yet come to that chapter yet. . and so it's realli a big waste! 4O MCQs and 1 short ans qn.. 3 parts.. 1st part 5 marks.. Left blank.. Totally dunno wads the need of theory about.. 2nd part 2 marks..Crap! 3rd part 3 marks.. ok la.. ans shld be correct.... 4O MCQs .. should be can la hor.. hope pass..

after that rush down to church.. gt BS in church.. but when i reach there they still playing the puzzle bobble.. left 2 stations to complete.. ok.. den later went for VL BS .. den svc le.. Go meet Ivan.. look same as photo de.. ok la. svc veri gd n fun worx.. cuz Dilerious came....... heexz..

after svc went BK.. had CL after meal.. was crapping with Ivan during meal.. argh.. laugh till cannot! oh no.. im super crappy.. make xm luff till cannot also.. hahahhahahahhaa..
den he cannot come back nxt wk for svc.. cuz ermz.. "something on".. yea.. but he promised mi to come back the following wk! cool man~ haha.. Lame..=p

TiReD La~

Damn tired~ zZzZzzZzzZz.. went to sch early in the morning 8am to rush and finalise Econs Proj.. our grp was to hand in the proj by 9.10am.. finally, 10 mins in the tut room and everything was over.. and i think we did pretty well.. ;) after that we waited for Yani's grp to finish and we go makan .. Sasha accompany Tong yan go back hm take article as she forgot to bring and her hse was at Bishan!!! so me, yong huan, yee ling , yani and Aaron went Mensa2 for breakfast.. we felt so cheated.. cuz we ordered omelette and thought that inside will have cheese.. but there isn't.. and the price was still at $1.30 for 1 omelette and 1 pathetic pc of bread sliced into 2 triangles and 2 slices of tomatoes and cucumbers... we felt so cheated.. cuz the egg with mushroom or cheese was charged at the same price.. haha.. anyway, we got ourselves a plate of omelette and a mushroom soup.. Mushroom soup is something which we definitely will not miss when we go mensa.. SOoOoOooOoOOoo nice lorx.. hahax..

after that is Econs Lec.. that lecturer again.. SiAn 1/2... Tok so monotonous.. might as well photocopy the notes for us.. not much explanation somemore.. copy copy all the way.. veri fast end le.. ended at 12.10 lyk tt.. went KFC wif amy they all .. after come back for CDS.. todae got presentation.. luckily my grp is next wk.. haha.. they ll present till not bad wor.. scared scared.. hehe..

after that super tired.. actually wan go hm de.. den xm they all wan go tm walk walk.. den mi.. anithing lo.. den actually saw some guy shirt at minindustries de.. feel lyk buying for Melvin.. for his bdae present.. but they say nt nice wor.. den in the end nv buy le.. think realli hav to treat him go Kbox liaox.. haha

Pinwen and Yong min and my cousin bdae also coming wor.. >_< and the Cg valentine's day present.. argh.. hahaz.. guys presents are hard to buy nehz! shang nao jing ar~