Annoyed

Well.. Im so bored.. sian till cannot.. annoyed.. frustrated and sadded..............................

grrr..

=.=

Decided not to go cambodia next Fri..
1. April should know most ppl going..
2. Got projects to complete after mid-sem
3. No one interested to go.. althought it's only $250 after subsidise.. and can use edusave somemore.. but that person must be GCC mem.. so only Liu Jing and Qian Ting n maybe Jeff i know.. but Jeff not going and Liu Jing and Qian Ting sure dun wan.. nv reply my msges.. so sad..

Waited for XM to go home together.. im dismissed at 2.15pm.. know xm lesson end 4pm every Tues.. called her nv ans.. so juz waited for her at the lib.. ard 3.20pm called her.. she said she's at home..! she said she saw my miss call but dun bother to call back... WHAT THE......... :@
everytime like tt la.. den i juz.. nvm.. haiz.. juz went home at 4pm.. She everytime saw miss call dun wan to call back one.. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! den mi everytime wait for ppl in the end wait for nth.. Next time maybe juz go home alone.. ! I also didnt bother to say anithing.. i wasnt in a gd mood also.. not realli in la.. so juz.. anithing.. she said she dun have entre today.. ok.. i dunno y these few days so bored and annoyed and unhappy.. esp tonite.. grrr..

Im juz so.. hai.. sometimes juz feel lyk getting a bf kind.. u know.. but i know all those thought are juz rubbish.. i juz know it wun work for every possible r/s now.. so yea.. and i dunno wads causing all these unhappiness.. and sometimes juz feel lyk talking to someone but when i wanted to, i dunno wads my own prob.. Haha..

Juz feel so.. unprepared for exam also.. ok la.. not so actually but when come to LSCM and OM abit scared.. but Management Sci and Acc should be ok.. so it's 50/50.. and everytime feel like studying but juz stuck by something.. like.. Jap proj.. or tml's Management Sci test.. and by the time .. hai.. dunno annoyed..

and my project group.. i dun even have a proj grp.. i think whole class onli mi n rash no grp.. actually im quite interested in the proj cuz sort of related to my work.. im thinking whether im too anti social or wad? Dun seem to get along that well with my class.. So now i think everyone has a grp.. Got to start asking ard those who onli have 4 in their grp and join them.. if not die.. so anti-social.. =(

AHHHHHhhhhh.. Hao bu kai xin ah..

These few days.. go home straight after sch.. slp.. do homework.. study abit.. qt.. slp .. Spend $0..
No one sms me.. no calls.. no nothing.. so alone.. BORED..!

only looking forward to Sat again.. and Thur! POS.. hmm ya.. pos.. can i make it? let mi think.. tml after sch.. MUST sum up Jap.. MUST at least study a bit or LSCM n OM.. ok.. maybe can go on thur.. i must not slack..

still unsure when should i go back to work... and ah .. ya.. I wish to go Aus on Sep 9.. and Hope April can have enough $$$ to go with mi also.. realli want to go.. heard that it's $1400.. argh..
and more fun ppl will go..

*How come i can sense it and i feel the same way too?