Stress

Im so stress... Hai.. after i came home.. i juz .. lie dwn on my bed and.. juz.. tear abit.. at first.. i didnt know wad im stress abt.. juz felt stressed up.. Maybe i kept thinking about my proj deadline.. and i feel tt we are still in a mess in doing the proj.. and always got to work and other things.. no time to do proj.. den veri tired everyday.. stress... and ya..

after that he called.. and sae wadeva..den ok la.. y nid to be so fierce.. as if it's my fault ? i juz dunno how cuz queenie asked mi to buy in the afternoon.. and it's so late when we buy .. den dun have le.. den like.. argh.. nvmm.. i'll juz pay! super frustrated or stress... It's got nth to do with mi.. If u are in a bad mood den dun everytime let ur mood affect how u treat innocent friends! He juz doesnt know little action matters.. i also dunno wad he thinking la.. sometimes so gd sometimes so bad.. hai.. sometimes sae dun care also liKe tt.. I DUNNO! Somemore.. dunno wad happen to my dad and bro juz now.. when i was not at hm.. i was in church.. they went out to celebrate father's day.. think they had dinner.. den .. dunno wad happen also.. my younger sis told mi dad and bro quarrel till veri jia lat.. den i ask wad happen she also refuse to tell mi.. juz keep telling mi dun use the com cuz dad slept.. hai.. i dun have the right to know meh? when i ask mama she also refuse to tell.. hai.. wadeva la.. but i have to use the com cuz need to do proj.. but until now still haben touch.. think mon den do tgt the survey.. cuz i online..den.. my member online.. den we Keep discussing.. den nv do.. discuss till both of us so stressed.. and i feel like blogging it all out.. since i dun feel like toking to anione else.. always thought how gd if i got a bf.. but of cuz it's not so easy huh.. haha.. sian

yst came home 3am.. went to 85 celebrate Boon Hoey bdae.. Her treat .. 832 staff and ex staff almost all come support.. haha.. den 803 in the end 1 staff elson came.. haha..den Renee, Mei fang.. and chloe.. mei fang Rod sure go.. si ah Rod.. still sae dun feel liKe going home.. hahaa.. so funny la he.. still so zu dong go taKe pic with her.. cannot stand.. the way he act.. lol.. funni.. and since yst.. i think from yst onwards.. i begant to know more on wad kind of a person is Kendrick.. and it disgust mi so much so that im a lil ofraid of him.. not afraid of him la.. but i wil try to avoid him.. He's always so "Se" .. always sae those kind of dirty joke.. somemore everytime ppl dun mean anything he also can think till so y-y one.. realli cannot stand and a bit pissed off by his words and actions.. tt one forget it.. he told mi alot abt his past during break time.. wah seh.. felt so disgusted.. so er xin guy lor.. den guess wad.. tt nite at 85.. he smoke.. nvm.. smoke and blow the smoke in front of mi.. and let Renee smoke! .. hai.. Renee where got smoke one.. hai.. den he stupid se lang.. go ard take pic with everyone... esp girls.. put his head so near to the gers.. i realli cannot stand.. puppy also.. cao er xin.. den when he coming to mi.. i keep asking puppy to save mi.. haha.. den when he ask to taKe pic tgt i tell him.." Nvm la.. there's a lot more chance to taKe nxt time.." den puppy sae.. " He dun allow him to do so.." wah.. power.. den Kendrick sae.. dun wan dun wan lo.. LOL.. Well done puppy! He realli veri Kowaii.. Kong Bu.. scary..
Den Boon Hoey odered so much food.. esp Chicken wings.. until in the end 2 full plates cannot finish .. =.= Sean came at abt 12.30am.. tt time we almost ate finish but haben finish.. but by the time mdm phua came i think onli left chicken wings.. jahjaha.. mummy and 3yi(Chloe) went home after a while.. cuz they veri tired.. got SIC and mumy gtg compass take key.. Bernard relief.. den eat half way mummy pass mi phone.. i thought is longlong .. but shock is Linda.. haha.. she ask mi work full shift for her.. kns.. i got church.. realli cannot help.. i wish i can.. miss her alot.. somemore.. fri morning suddenly someone tapped mi while i was waiting for bus.. den when i turn ard.. it's linda..! cuz her husband sty near my hse onli.. so now she also stay here.. gdgd.. she haben rec mi n queenie give her de EBA form.. lol

tt dae we went sentosa. Joyce we all.. supose to tan but no sun.. hai.. had fun .. shall refer to Joyce's blog.. hahahahhahaha