Wednesday, September 01, 2004

pissed off~

haiz.. bad day.. today ar.. morning liu jing called.. sae wan come my hse.. den ater ask mi go library.. but she 1pm need to go liao.. den ok lor.. i go study literature.. den later call april.. ask her come library with us.. but she sae she's in Tp.. in the end ask mi go there.. den after 1pm liao.. i went home.. eat.. and come out again.. buy food for april..go TP library study..saw wei lin.. do maths.. haiz.. end up chatting n smsing.. until 5.. her sis's class finish.. go meet her.. sat at the bench there.. for 1 hr.. den go with them to the lecture.. cuz aniway.. got to go pinwen hse at 7.30.. the lecture end at 7 ma.. is.. social psychology.. nv listen.. wasted my time there.. haiz.. is bcoz a guy call marcus go so they wan to go de.. so after that i going to pinwen hse.. but dunno how to go ma.. den later pinwen sae he dunno we going his hse do pro.. den yong min on the other side say they already set the time yesterday..-.-" den pinwen not at home.. outside.. den sae onli available after 8.. den i 8.30 got to go home liao.. but nvm.. den think the both of them also annoyed with each other.. den.. everybody not happy.. so early.. also dunno where to go.. somemore realise that suman not going..-.-" if i know she not going den i also duno go liao.. den actually took 69 back to interchange de.. but den think again.. maybe can meet 'him' .. so drop off at the stop near sch main gate de..dunno y.. irritated.. and veri hot.. den slowly walk.. ask 'him' can meet not.. but he sae bz with pro.. haiz.. miss him... when he sae cannot meet .. even more sad.. haiz.. and think tts a rare chance i got time to meet him.. but he no time.. =( wait for yong min at tt bus stop lo.. haiz.. den reach pinwen hse liao but he not home yet.. by then already 8.13 liao he haben come back.. den think.. even if he come back le , i onli can go in 15 mins like tt onli can do wad.. so i went home after tt le.. haben eat.. haiz.. hungry hungry..den poa and maths haben do.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno how to do POA la... haiz.. damn sad... onli started chem and lit revision.. i'm so slow... stupid me!

Btw, i hate myself..! i was so annoyed while going home.. in the bus.. i got my seat.. and did not stop at the interchange.. den another group of ppl coming up the bus wad... beside mi was an old man.... and i didn't realise it until i was stopping at my stop!!!!!!!!!!... i should have gave up my seat to him ...!!!!! argh!!!! i was thinking n thinking .. until i didn't realise an old man standing next to me...='( I was so bad... haiz.... damn sad la..... sad ...

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