irritated

Thanks for ur concern dear..realli.. but im realli excited if i can get the job.. esp if i can go in tgt with my gd friend.. i noe u scarEd that i might get cheated but i promise to be careful ya.. i will ask everything out before i sign up for the job ok.. thanks.. anyway, i dun hate u.. i noe u are mainly being concern but.. just.. dunno..

Anyway, the job im refering to is Mac delivery call centre.. i mean.. i think its not bad cuz its near my hse in Tampines and the pay is average $7/hr.. and best is i can choose to work more hours.. but the amt of staff there is realli high currently.. so im also not sure if they still need ppl.. but QT sae her friend sae can de.. so hope so..

actually quite excited and high but after phoning with dear.. den..... -______-
Sian diao

okok.. dun talk bout tt le.. I FINISH EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waiting for Graduation! Yea!
And its time to worry about Unis and Jobs.. Never stop worrying.. got 2 job offers today.. one weekend job and the other one i haben call yet.. some admin job.. applied for too many.. didnt know which one.. aniway, its one of the job tt i applied from tempjob.com randomly.. i jus apply onli.. cuz not sure abt most of the offers cuz they dun describe much.. and i done it tt day 5am at Jo's hse out of boredom and ya.. am shortlisted .. -__-

waiting for the DBS call centre job that jo mentioned also.. scarly $8 per hr.. but dunno loc yet.. best is MAC la.. take bus 8 can reach le.. hee.. alrite.. dear win ok.. now QT sae its 6 mths contract.. BUT.. if u wan quit earlier can just give a notoce 2 weeks before..

ok la.. nth le.. not blogging about past few dayzZz.....

Drained

I have benn taking breaks from mugging since 3.30pm aite.. hais.. went back studied another chap at 7pm and finished at 8.30pm.. actually not studied.. ok la.. just read thru and understand.. for this sub, maybe not going to memorise cuz its open book.. bur a bit scared also cuz scared no time flip the pages to find ans.. somemore my coursework grade is D+ only leh! :S Left 2 more chapters to go..

for another sub.. read thru all chaps.. more detailed from chap 1 to 4 cuz mid sem studied b4.. easier to rmb.. chaps 4 to 8 tried to rmb but still not full memorised yet.. so now just relaxed myself a while.. mon start exam..

Have been thinking about UNIs these few days.. still lost.. shld i or shldnt i? or after a few years of work exp? argh..

i thot i saw pinwen somewhere on TV the other day.. i dunno whether ive seen wrongly or wad.. so checked out his blog see if he participated anything again and ya he did.. but i dun tHink the one on TV is him? dunno leh.. hha.. maybe juz so coincident that he realli did join smt.. he joined the ITALENT.. Vote for him ya?? haha.. can find the link thru his friendster.. think he got the highest vote now? btw, i haven vote..=X cuz.. mus sign up as a voter i think.. that dae no time.. so ya.. maybe ill do it later.. haha

Oh ya.. thinking if i shld buy TOTO tml? haha.. maybe i will win leh... can try.. just wrote up 4 rows of numbers.. ask my mum tml help me buy.. hehe.. ops..

Remember!!!

schooled yesterday.. as usual, went to school, logged on to the com, surf wadever, dismissed after 1 hr.. boring~ like waste time.. just go there to mark attendance.. wu liao..
Had a tiff with him earlier.. before i went to school... he wanted to give me a suprise by sending me to sch.. so he waited at my hse's void deck since 1Oam.. i told him im going out ar 11.20am.. in the end he missed me and when he sms me, i was alrdy on the bus on the way.. and dEn he called in an angry tone, asking where i walk dE how cum nv see me.. i told him i walked down the stairs and he said he looked there and the zebra crossing as well but nv see me and hung up after saying bye.. Dots rite? it wasnt my fault at all and y he got to be angry with me? i dun think im at fault and so dun realli care.. from this, he linked to other things.. which he wasnt happy with in this r/s.. well.. wadeva.. im like that.. if i wan to do i will do.. in case u dunno, the more u sae me, the more i wun do.. is kind of a HUH? u ask me to do then i do? i mean all those things must be done willingly with ur heart.. i noe all the things he had done for me so far is from the bottom of his heart.. but i dun wish that.. dunno how to sae.. i mean.. u can do so much for this person doesnt mean that the person must return that much.. it all depends on ur willingness rite? of cuz im not sayin that im not willing but wait till i have the mood to? give me some time maybe..

suppose to meet amy after class yst to shop for pressie for KY and.. ya.. but she couldnt leave cuz her proj not done and have to submit by 5pm.. so i was tHinking she can call me when she's done and going to buy dEn ill go over and acc her as i thought i will be in TM.. but no.. so i met him at 3 plus pm at tamp.. well, i was still angry.. i suppose he also.. so we didnt talk at all.. he asked me where i wanted to go and i shrugged my shoulder.. so he jus walked and i followed him.. walk n walk, he walked to take the train.. so in other words, im not able to meet amy anymore.. ya.. i didnt know where is he going.. jus followed.. in the end, we alighted at Orchard.. from the time i met him all the way till shaw house there we didnt hold hand or talked.. until the BHG? in shaw house there? he grabbed my hand and pulled me in, wanting to get a wallet for me for V dae.. but i didnt want one.. after that he pulled me here and there.. dunno where he wants to go.. and ended up in fish & co. .. and from there.. talk le.. and prob resolved.. had seafood platter.. after that went taka to get his friend voucher for bdae.. and then to the Ang Bao River.. quite interesting there.. i like the chinese riddle stop.. interesting.

Bintan

This package is so cool..! but too late to find out cuz we actually wanted to go this fri but muz book 5 days in advance.. =(

http://www.zuji.com.sg/web/content/sg/local/packages/bintan/packages.html

Relationships aint easy

CNY house visiting today.. to the BeatyQueens' house except Amy's..... Gambled and tibits at Hazel's hse, Tibits at Alice's hse, Ked and makan a bit at Joyce's hse, Lao Yu Sheng at Twin's hse, Dinnered at Jorine's hse, Tibits at my hse and Girl's talk back at Jorine's hse... Fruitful day.. collected red packets.. haha.. but till the late night during the girl's talk... was quite emo.. haiz.... i totally understand what Amy is going through now.. cuz.. yup.. was quite similar to my case except that her guy is worth for her to do this.. but mine (last time) is not worth.. which i think everyone else can tell.. so it's realli no use thinking again that kind.. although ya.. but there's realli nth i can do anymore cuz things wun change no matter wad.. just carry on with ya.. life..

but.. for Amy.. from how they describe.. i think.. that guy is worth ba.. although it's likely that he .. ya... but if Amy realli wans to go for him again i will give my full support ba..

Really tHink we share quite same destiny.. the only time when we realise is the time that we know it's too late.. maybe its worse for me.. 0% of getting back again.. at first i thot its realli hard to forget.. but.. time.. need time and maybe someone in ur life to help u forget.. i realli did forget.. ya.. but.. *Shrugs* but.. amy.. theres still a few percentage i think..

Just feel that RS are complicated and notty..

Hey?

Long time no blog.. realli no time.. just finished my Company presentation in the evening.. rather an informal one la.. dun even have lappy... our ppt dunno for wad de.. lol.. anyway, everything is over now.. and i just did my self reflection journal which is to be handed in tml.. and i need to go school just for that.. diao..

of cuz..lots of things had happened for the past few weeks.. i cant remember all and im lazy to recall and blog all.. maybe ill just pick some on random days and random things to blog about.. and ya.. based on the pictures ive got in my phone ba..

Had out in house presentation on Tues.. first grp to present somemore.. well.. last presentation in TP and the most relax and comfortable one.. dunno why also.. 2 of the nicer photos here..grp pic with doreen which she sent but took long time to load.. so i haven dl yet.. haha

Got my hair cut at supercut!!! but the result is not exactly wad i wanted.. wanted to try Shunji Matsu next time .. coloured it on sunday at 201 there..

Met up with the Sec gers after that.. with dear.. managed to resolve the problem.. i mean the quarrel we had earlier..

Hj and Lj at CA

My les partner

Boyfriend

Nice!

I look KNS

On Sat, Dear and me went AMK Hub but before that i went to find my lao gong berd at TPY cuz i wan ask him alter pants for me.. hee..=X miss working with my lao gong! miss the fun we had la... haha.. somemore sae i purposely bring bf make him jealous.. lol.. i didnt! =p .. after that went AMK Hub..went basement eat all the xiao chi there.. shit.. getting fat.. den got walk walk.. bought couple ring at couple lab... and ate Ichiban sushi for dinner..

My swordfish sashimi at Ichiban AMK Hub! Yummy!

Fried Salmon skin

Dear de Half curry udon

After dinner went Dear de friend de bdae party.. think her name joyce also.. yup.. dun wish to go but wei le dear go lo.. but.. dunno wan regret or not..

Btw, that day where me, twins, hazel and joy went out, i brought Hazel to that Wasabi Tei at Far East to try their food.. OMGWTBBBQ la... Damn nice ..=X we had sashimi set and Cod fish set.. its.. woolala~ damn shiok laaaa! Heee.. Ops..=X

Dear brought me to this Jap rest on sun.. its call Bie Fu in Chinese.. at suntec.. famous for its Ramen.. OMGWTBBBQ~ damn spicy.. u can choose the rating of the spicyness from 1 to 8 chilli.. i had 2 chillis and dear had 4 chillis.. craziness.. mine was considered spicy!!! His? Choking spicy.. whahaha.. damn hot.. he eat till the lips like sausage? lols..=P

us

Dear's crispy chicken ramen

My Beef ramen

some side dish

It's nice la... price is normal.. like ranging from $9.30 to $13+ per bowl.. Must try! Advise: 2 chilli is enough!=D

btw, dear's mummy did cookies for CNY and gave me 4 tubs of diff kind.. Thanks! hee..

Label: I dun like quarrels.. it hurts..still hurts despite the old wounds.. although may feel numb at times.. but sweetness can recover them =)

sad, hurt, confusion

and so do i sense the red light too? im thinking if i shld blog out. but.. i decided not.. cuz its not going to help anyway.. no use explaining ba.. maybe im not a good gf.. tts all i will say.

hurt, hurts, hurtful

i dunno wad to do next, being the situation now

i think ill just rely on myself for most things next time. juz dun wan to be the one taking n taking in this rs as he mention.. well..

dun sae i dun understand cuz i understand wad u mean..maybe u dun understand me well enough ba.. dunno

leave me alone