You make me happy, but sad too..

Feels like long time never blog le.. hmm.z.... where shall i start with? Wed?? Wed me n Xm went for Bs.. but in the end found out that Bs was cancelled.. so we decided to go PS to look for presents.. and tried Carl's Junior for the first time.. had Famous Star meal..
Such a big burger.. my mouth's not big enuff to bite!

So went to shop for Xm's mortal's present.. den saw a shirt which i realli liKe in RipCurl.. but.. the price was quite ex la.. 65 bucks.. actually im willing to spend if it's something i realli like.. but Xm ask mi to save money but she dun sound convincing at all.. so i imagined Liu Jing's spirit to be there.. if Liu Jing's there, she sure will pulled mi out of that shop immediately.. and helped mi save that big sum of money.. so i managed to control myself from spending on that shirt.. haha.. thx lj.. although u are nt there.. lol..

That long slv striped Tee with a hood at the back..


Wanted it in Red..but just trying out the size..

yupyup.. so didnt buy in the end.. hmm.. is it a good thing? ahha..
Anyway went arcade again to play a few games.. as usual, the basketball and the.. dunno wads that game call.. yea.. every wednesday practice Basketball yea? try to be li hai as Amy san.. haha.. =X

So far got.. 5 Xmas presents le.. haven got 1 from my angel and 1 from someone else.. so total 7!


This's Sha give de.. my colleage.. Mine was given to Serene..


Adidas edited version Tee given by Claudia.. Thx! love it!


From beloved Joyjoy.. Angelic iPod condom..* how do u noe i wan 1?* Thx! mauckz*


Doraemon water bottle Given by Xm.. Woo~ Cool man.. xP Love doraemon..hees..

Wah.. Love all the presents i've gotten so far.. wonderful Xmas.. but my wish's still not fulfilled.. hmm.. nvm.. next year then.. but at least im contented and happy! =D

Cool man.. Next Fri going out with Queenie mummy, Chin Hong didi and Jerry korkor.. woo~ gonna spend again .. sian.. -_-.. and Monday..! Tml's gonna be another tired day larrr... i wan slppppppppp.. Today woke at 5.30am la.. damn.. Ops..=X.. reach shop 8.30 to cut pants.. Stupid! Tml after work gonna join the gers at airport wait for Jo's arrival at Sg.. and of cuz.. our gifts from Hokkaido!!! LOL~~! =X.. Yeayea.. and den gonna ton a night at Heihei's hse.. aha! get to drink.. Ops..=x.. Being called as Jiu Gui by some.. but im definitely not larr obviously.. heehee.. and den.. next evening we booKed seats at the ICHIBAN restaurant.. had dinner there to celebrate dear Alice's bdae.. and then.. Sing K at Loyang.. with Melv and classmates.. wahh.. u see u see.. everything is so well planned huh? But my pocket's gonna be burnt a big hole again..!!! Haiz.. juz received my pay today larrz.. the amount realli sux SUx sux.. i think i already long used it lar.. This month Dec is the month whereby my money used up fastest.. like.. early 10s of Dec i already start drawing and drawing non stop from the ATM machine.. Awww~~ Heartache! wad shld i do.. the amt is realli a big drop la.. scary..hmmmx.. someone juz lock my a/c pls.. lol..

Wobbly

Felt so wobbly rite now after medicine.. not in the right state of mind.. =.=" supposedly proj meeting tml.. but rash cant maKe it and i also dunno wad to do le den might as well dun meet.. haiz.. nvm.. treat it as a rest day bahs.. wanna slp late tml.. try to do more of the proj.. see how.. den a little time to shop for presents again.. den go Bs.. Melving wanted tog o Vivo on Fri.. i onli free before evening but he's not.. haha.. no fate la.. lol..

Work was.. alrite.. busy.. but not as busy as suppose to be.. the crowd died dwn immediately after Xmas.. haha.. so much diff.. but the target still as high.. now they are saying hit the overall target then can get incentives.. Are they cheating our feelings?? at first sae hit $200K can get le.. now sae must hit overall target?? but they say is Bird's fault cuz he saw the Email wrongly.. i was like thinking previously how cum this yr so gd.. incentives for every shop like sure get one.. No wonder! Humphs.. Si Bird.. hahas.. He's the lamest lamest IC that ive ever met..! Keep saying things which make ppl -_-.. Messed with my hair today.. gai ci zai gen ni shuan Zang.. but nvm.. nw my hair the messier the better.. lol.. Bird today so hao si.. waited for mi off work go home tgt.. dunno got wad ing mo.. lol..and he say i sound so faKe yst when i msg him tt i was sick..! humph! today he see it for himselp laaaaa.. bad guy! Gonna lend lots of VCDs from him! dun care..

hai.. so sian so sian.. shld i go slp nw?

Sick

Merry Xmas everyone..! felt so bad.. i dead almost the whole of yst till like.. 9 plus pm? woke up late.. was quite sick.. flu and cough.. den felt like sleeping more.. didnt go for the outing supposedly planned.. thought without me they still got 6 peeps.. but who noes.. hai.. but seriously cant go till that far too.. den mama still keep asking mi go grandma hse.. cuz she not playing majiong den i dragged myself go de.. since she wan to take cab dwn.. den anything la.. hai.. still, go there i also felt like slping.. mama still say wanna treat sushi or cafe cartel.. but too bad mi no appetite.. haha.. juz wanna eat rice cooked by grandma.. my aunt also wan buy my fav gong gong.. or make western for dinner.. but i say dun wan la.. cuz realli no appetite.. so ke xi.. =(.. dunno y im freezing cold whole day without even fan la.. den somemroe in the end juz one call from my another aunt, my mum went majiong le.. -_-.. leaving mi n my sis at ah ma hse.. after that ard 6pm like that we cab home.. bth.. seriously headache.. reach home juz lie on the sofa till 9pm.. took temperature.. 38.6.. haix.. fever.. sians.. 9 plus went movie.. Death note 2.. all movies also full hse.. sians.. sat at the first row.. actually is 8th row de.. but then the person made a stupid mistaKe and gave the tic gor the wrong timing.. so in the end available seats onli 1st row.. so no choice lor.. go out le.. like.. flu stop..but den once going home le.. start again.. -_-.. reached home ard 2am.. forgot to bring Keys.. no choice.. gotta call.. and ya.. not able to make it to Jorine's hse.. cant hold on animore.. woke up tis morning.. went doc.. he gave mi 2 days MC sia.. so gd.. haha.. but the medicine sux.. so big.. but still, i gt to mould it to watery form.. for ppl who noe mi noes i dun eat Medicine.. onli drink.. no matter how bitter.. yea.. guess have to stay at home and do project today.. didnt go to work.. that YK sound so sacarstic.. but who cares.. im realli sick wad.. im realli worried abt my proj la.. until now still like getting nowhere.. hai.. Last of all, THOUSAND APOLOGIES to jo, joy and xm..

cough cough

haix.. hate the feeling now.. getting coughs .. tired... blank.. dunno..

New hair style

Woke up late again today.. dunno y.. juz too tired.. went Reds at Bugis to cut my hair today.. wah.. expensive..but worth it.. hehe.. thx to the hairdresser Doreen.. cant realli taKe a good photo.. but got a Curl version..
















Hairdresser insist i curl.. so she made a temp one for me to see.. but.. like not me.. so straight and style better.. haha..











Taken when i was at my hse de lift.. cant realli see the effect.. It's actually infront bob, behind long..

Kill me pls..

Kill me pls.. Getting more stressed about proj.. Zi Yan suddenly called today and said something happen at home (China) and her dad asked her to go back.. so until Jan 2 den she return.. so now = left mi and Rash .. Argh.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. im a weakling at projects! Roti Prata! Im kinda annoyed now .. argh.. an im playing wad dead man's tale with Guo Ping Cao now.. hai.. seriously dead.. cant even start the game now..sians

Yup.. went to work in the morning.. and.. so sway Bernard got up to the same bus as i was juz about to slp.. and he saw me come sit beside me and as expected.. ask mi y i wanna quit.. actually.. .. i dunno the real reason too.. den he said he let mi stop from Jan 1 to 22.. i was quite shock la.. wah.. so good ar.. but on 2nd thought.. i still dunno yet.. quite sry to Bird.. He say he gonna quit on Mar too.. cuz he say he thinks he got prob with himself.. make till all staff wanna quit.. lol.. hai.. not his fault la..

hai.. planning to do my proj later on.. at least try.. but sis wanna use in 15 min.. sian!

Maybe tml go cut hair bahs.. either Lucido at Bugis or Loreal Professional at Simei?

" i love you" and "Can u be my gf?" is anyhow can say de ma? im so sick of it..

moody rainy day

A wasted trip again.. sian.. =(=(=(

Dwn again.. haix.. i was alone.. i called Bernard.. told him i cant work tml afternoon shift.. cuz i got Bs.. thought i can get off for work and do my proj.. but he asked mi to work morning.. muz reach at 9am somemore.. =.= den he say i got no work on Thu.. den i sae tml i dun work lo.. Thu i work.. but he say can but muz work full shift.. den i think a while.. call him back.. and said.. i go tml morning .. but.. guess im quitting end of this month.. and he stunned for a moment.. and replied half dead.. asked mi y.. im speechless too.. and replied.. im stressed.. den he ask he got stress me meh.. i said.. dun haf.. my own prob.. and he ask wad prob.. of cuz i didnt tell him.. he said 3 person said the same thing to him within a week.. Im sry to be the third.. but realli no mood.. although ya i need money.. haix.. i realli nid money.. he ask mi not to quit.. he ask mi rest for 1 month.. after my proj over.. my proj ends Jan 22.. i also dun think he will let mi off this sales period rite.. yea.. this mth my shop maybe can hit target .. but so wad.. not my prob also.. yst went back never do cashier.. luckied.. but tml sure muz.. think of it i sian le lor.. so many promos.. somemroe if customer wan to buy monopoly cushion or foldable chair still muz record dwn so many things.. queue long nobody help still wan to scold cashier.. wads this man.. If YK ever come to me and sae mi slow if there's long queue ar.. i will juz come out of cashier and let her do.. not say i attitude.. but long queue during sales period is normal wad.. infront of her i didnt sae anithing.. i also break 2 wks le ma.. all tt is yati told me one.. she did that to Yati lo.. maybe becuz of i nid $.. i will reconsider again.. it was a sudden decision.. felt too dead to work..

wasted hours of my time today.. shouldnt haf gone PS with Jason.. haix... sians.. realli not in the mood today.. stella asked to go Bugis.. but alreadi shopped so much 2 days back at Bugis.. should have juz shop at tampines with Kel or juz come home and rest..and shldn't hav gone simei.. he's not working.. how stupid..i juz wanna tok .. haix.. rainy day.. shldnt i be in a gd mood.. ?

I noe i shldnt be thinking of all these.. but i cant! i shld be happy cuz im seeing my bf soon tml morning.. ha.. aiteaite.. no more joke..

felt so dead nw.. hope after qt can haf a gd slp.. tml muz wake up 5.45.. hai~

i always wished i had a gd buddy.. like Shi ting's.. ya i had.. but no more.. so it's no longer called gd buddy rite? =) Life's like tt..

btw, invited Zi Yan to church tis sat.. and Congxin too.. but too bad Congxin gonna work.. realli had a nice chat with Ziyan this afternoon while waiting for the time to pass.. maybe i'll get a few friends to go with mi to Si Chuan China nxt holiday.. and Ziyan as our tour guide.. she told me lots of things.. sounded quite fun.. she brought 2 of the biz friend last holi.. for 10 days.. and they feel that it's not enuff.. hahas.. anyways considered quite cheap la..

Haiz haiz haiz.. can i go back to the time when i was still a toddler?

SHIT!

Haix.. felt so cheated yesterday.. About the BOSSIN ! STUPID.. so stupid.. yesterday me, jo and jessie met up at Bugis.. preparing to go for our free trial hair treatment.. so we were finding the unit.. the persno told us it was at the 2nd level near KFC.. Bugis Village there.. so found it, opened the door.. and got a shock..! There's a poster showing those bald head.. or.. half-haired.. that kind.. giving us an impression of BeiJing101 or Yunan Jian Fa Zhong Xin!! wad the pink.. lolx.. omg.. at the point in time i felt like juz turning back.. but Jessie said.. we go up see see la.. got the free hair treatment.. hmm.. i was like.. hmm .. ok lo.. den hai.. in the end .. the person sae the hair treatment was only for those with hair loss.. LMAO.. wth la.. was like.. so kenna cheated.. den the person still sae the cfree trial cannot be used at all unlesss we got scalp or hair loss prob.. and if we were thinking that the place is to make nice nice hair den we've come to the wrong place.. WTH! The promoter in Tampines keep saying wad hair treatment lor.. Pi! still say wad 25 mins can be done le.. -_-.. hai.. den Jessie said she got scalp prob.. say her scalp always bleed when she wash hair.. den the person ask her to buy their shampoo which cost 48 bucks per bottle.. i was like.. i realli wanna go off le.. everything is so damn shitty.. but jessie wanna noe about her prob.. so she did a scan for her.. and showed her scalp condition la.. sae till veri jia lat.. den Jo sort of scared.. and wanna do a scan too.. so she did it.. and also sae veri jia lat.. sae we so young out hair so unhealthy le.. den she do for mi also.. say mine healthier but also veri unhealty.. wth la.. haha.. i think almost all of us the same den.. so sai one..
went simei walk walk after that.. and went to work.. hai.. now i noe im a failure in stripping ppl.. Esp ger.. guys easier.. lol..i strip till man sen da han la.. i think the ger got fatter.. the pants kenna stuck.. lol.. my boyfriend still alright..no choice.. got skill le.. =p

Spends

*drools*.. my mum's watching the channel U showing Zong Yi Da Ge Da.. They eating big crabs ! i wan too!.. long time never eat crabs le.. i wish one day i can travel to Japan to eat all kinds of crabs...

Went out with Liu jing to Bugis in the evening.. spent $70+ on gifts.. some i realli think very long.. too many ppl.. dunno whether is it right to buy if i only buy for a few? Not veri nice rite? If buy for everyone, scared cant afford or no time to complete buying for everyone.. so in the end still .. ya.. bought for a few friends on xmas.. im that kind of.. O.. this thing suits this person.. so i'll juz buy for that person.. but seriously everytime i see guy's clothes.. most prob i will think it suits either Andy, Bryan, Merill or Aaron.. it's always these few peeps whom i will think of la.. sort of their type.. haha.. but of cuz i nv realli buy for them la... clothes .. not so rich.. only will buy those little things.. like.. mostly i will buy for ppl like joyce..? Ops.. cham le.. still owe her so many things.. becuz of today's sms.. =X .. i didnt know anything! lol..bought my cg mortal's gift today also.. and mummy's bdae present.. Thx to Liu jing! and this girl realli help mi save a sum.. Going out with her is always the right choice for peep like joyce and me? What to do? We are Leos..! hahas.. Cuz she always stop us from "anyhow spending" .. whenever i see something that interests me and about to buy it, she will juz pull me away.. and sae i dun nid it.. and insist i can't buy.. =( or buy something for someone.. she will say.. no .. no nid to buy so expensive thing.. Depend on whether he/she is ur close friend.. lols! so funny la.. ok.. but help mi save.. and the way she sae.. Sisters can buy them some small thing.. Brothers.. aiya.. juz give chocs la.. Lolx! so funny.. she almost the same as sylvia.. lol.. me and joyce were like saying.. the twins help us save.. but liu jing more effective than xue mei.. cuz xuemei always lose her focus and end up buying with us.. lolx.. xD

I noe wad i wish for Xmas le.. it seems real simple.. but yet difficult at the same time.. dunno whether will it come true.. Santa! u heard it! hahas..

很闷

今天下了一整天的大雨，我想出去都难。想到要那雨伞，就很麻烦。一个人在家里有很闷。本来今天打算和他一起出去的。难得有一个有空的星期天。待回儿约了Liu Jing 4点半在 Bugis 去买圣诞礼物。好晚。。明天做了头发后就要回去做工了。好不想回去那个没意思的地方。但为了钱，没办法啦。。哈哈。。

Relief

Woke up real late today.. at ard 11 plus.. No one was at home.. veri quiet.. i still thought only 7 plus am.. but when i wake up, already going to 12 le.. den.. need to faster rush proj before the next proj meeting.. went to church.. dunno y talk about ghost stuff during fellowship.. Remember there's one time dreamt of ghost till i wake up in the middle of the night.. was struggling.. forgot y le.. haha.. and a few times dreamt of ghost and in the dream, i noe im dreaming and want to wake up but no matter how, i cant.. i can feel im on the bed the same time.. it's like.. im struggling to wake up but something is on me, dun let me move that kind of feeling.. kinda wierd.. but also didnt care much when i woke up in the morning.. anyway, that was some time ago le..
Anyway, claudia bought me a cap from HK.. really very sweet of her cuz she bought something for every single one of the cell grp member..















After that, shop abit at parsa malam at interchange.. Liu Jing jus nice there.. and Joyce, jorine and hazel on their way back from Ikea to inter too.. so we met up again.. heex..got some small thing for Joyce and she got back one for mi too.. thx! Sometimes it's juz nice to do some small little nice things for friends ya? heex..
Finally, i found someone to go shopping with me tml.. Nida shop for mummy's bdae present.. and maybe some Xmas gifts for my mortals.. and maybe random friends.. thinking of buying for like.. whole cg some small thing.. but realli scared got no time to realli shop.. esp work starts on Mon.. So meeting up Liu Jing after service to Bugis.. and maybe Joyce and Hazel?
Sorry for the entry yesterday.. Think too much and getting emotional again? Anyway, long time never use Chinese.. Is it still in good condition? hahaz..

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真震。。到底哪一面的你是真的？ -我真得很想知道。。真的~

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真真。。有时候他是我最好的朋友，但有时候我们却变得很陌生。这倒地是怎么一回事？他到底在想什么？有人可以告诉我吗？我知道他每次都无意的伤害了我的心，但这就是他的本性。我也只好默默的被售伤害。有谁回了解这种苦？是你吗？你？还是你呢？我很痛恨这种感觉。但我不怪他。因为都说了，我们也只是朋友而已。就算是多过朋友，也算不上是情人。就好像夹在汉堡中间的那块牛肉，好辛苦，也没资格说什么。一切都常在心里。

朋友，你是否真心想和我做朋友？为何你会那么关心我，不想和我挂电话？当我伤心难过时，你会不顾一切搭德士来找我，安慰我。我真得很高兴能够交到你这一个好朋友。但今时不同网日。到了有一天晚上，你三百六十度的大钻变，突然不打给我，不发简讯给我，就这样继续你的生活。当我问你发生什么事时，你只告诉我你只是很忙，很累。那我也就算了，我了解。但到了现在，你还是给我一样的理由。已经一个多月了，怎么可能突然之间那么忙呢？你不用再说了，我也不是本的。我明白你的意思。我只希望那些都不是借口，只希望不要再被受伤害。

爱？什么是爱？不同的人当然有不同的看法。爱有很多种。我只追求简单的爱，能简简单单，甜甜秘密的度过一生就足够了。想不到这也好像蛮难的。不要说我年纪小，年纪小也可以经过很多事。年纪小也可以被爱情所困扰。

已经快5年了。着5年以来，朋友们都反对和不明白为什么我选择了他。真的是没一个站成。但这种东西很难讲。喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。很难解释。朋友们，如果我为他做的是让你们生气的话，很不好意思。

刚才，他又令我难过了。我不想去说，不想去管。应为我不想把事情闹大。明明就好好的，经天有发生不想发生的小事。但别看事小，对我来说可大了。这一刻又好想他，一看到他在msn 就想和他聊天。但当我打开他的 msn window 时，又想起之前发生的事，挺气人的，又不想说什么了。唉，好乱，好凡。。

其实到现在为止，只有一个人真正真正的爱过我。虽然他现在已经不是我的朋友之一，但我仍然希望他过得好。毕竟我们有一段美好的回忆。虽然有很多此我们吵架闹翻了天，但也有实笑个不停。我们炒家可不是偶尔的那脾气，而是为了重要的是吵架。真的是蛮凶的。想起来，我们也算是度过风风雨雨的。如今，他在走他的阳光到，我也在走我的独木桥，之所以会闹到这样，大家都有错。我不会忘记他的好，不会忘记那一夜，不会忘记他那颗心。都已经快分开两年了，我希望我不再恨他，也希望有一天能够做回朋友。

Sleepy eyes

Yesterday's paper was fine.. finished at 4pm.. the gers are out at Ikea.. so went home first and came out at 5 plus to meet them at Tampines interchange.. There's this brand "Bossin".. Do hair one ar..promoting their service at inter.. den asking us to sign up for free trial hair treatment.. so in the end Jessie, Jorine and me signed up.. So funny the brand.. one more "i" den become Bossini liaox.. hahaz.. So made our appointment.. Mon 1pm at Bugis V.. after that we (joyce, jorine, Xuemei and me) went pop buy some stuff.. and set off to Vivo.. Wanna watch Charlotte's web preview at first.. but cannot make it in time.. so decided to watch Cinderella.. Sakaed before movie.. haha.. jux have the craving for sushi ar.. actually wanted Sushi Tei.. but super long queue and we left not much time before the movie.. so went sakae..was 11 plus after movie.. deciding whether going home after that.. and xm say yst nite got Shooting star.. so we were thinking whether to stay somewhere overnite to watch.. but in the end never la.. Jo cannot.. den dunnno mum let or not also.. so in the end we decide to go jo hse watch Step Up.. dunno y in the end nv watch also.. Watched recorded TV shows.. played com and X Box.. till 4 plus.. i fell aslp.. till 5 plus.. haha.. den got to go back le... Cuz jo mama waking up.. lolx.. den come home slp lo.. till 12 plus.. sians.. thinking go cut hair lata..

Boo..

My eyes are tired.. but my mind is not... Im still so energetic.. maybe becuz i drank 2 cups of coffee today.. The paper today is... quite unstable la.. juz rubbish all the way.. haha.. Yeaa.. tml comes Calculus.. and after that.. FUN..! Paper ended at 2pm today.. reached home at 3pm.. study a bit.. went for BS .. left hse at 4.45pm and reached home at 8pm.. watched TV till 9.45pm.. and start studying till 12.30am.. Finish study le.. Tml paper at 3pm.. so late.. waste my time.. y not 9am.. haha.. Tml gonna steamboat with joy, jo and twins.. yuppie..

and ya.. I realli ish.. Diu Lian Diu Dao~~~~ tt day my followed my mum to the bank to do some deposit of cash.. den on the way back saw her friend with her son la.. after they chatted a few mins i left, i juz made a casual remark.. "Her son quite handsome" .. but my mum nv sae anything la.. so i thought she dun realli care.. haha.. den Mon.. she saw tt friend of hers in the market.. and she told her that i said her son very handsome la!!! Argh.. Mei Lian Jian Ren..! Lolx.. That guy (her son) is last time same pri sch as me de.. but elder than me.. den pasir ris sec and TP JC.. and his dad and my dad close friends.. and i rmb last time we went Genting Highland together before when we were young.. and i rmb i kept bullying him on the bus and he was damn pissed off with mi... last time i quite naughty de la.. hahas.. Alamak..! i dunno if his mother will tell him i said tt or not.. -_-.. I realli..argh.. y my mum go n tell.. =.= ... and i was like making a din when she tells me.. and she juz kept laughing out loud and sae nvm one wad.. Evil mum.. =/

Oo lala..

Hey.. Jus ended my modelling paper.. Haiz.. Big mistake.. there's a possibility that i might get the last part of the Ans correct INITIALLY.. but at the very last min.. when i double check, i misunderstood the qn.. and changed my ans from the "possible right" to a " definite wrong" .. lolx.. Cus i check with Zi Yan.. she got the same answer as my previous answer.. =/ i was like.. arghh.. and i didn't know how to calculate the utilization rate.. =( .. But nvm.. Hope all these will only deduct a small percentage of the total marks.. Hope to get above 40 still! =p

Can't wait for calculus paper..but it'll be on Thurs.. Com'on challenge me!

Tml is purchasing... Sians..!!! So theorethical.. *faints* 2 more long chaps to go~

Rash saw the wrong timetable again! Just now Yani was saying.. "Hey let's meet early on Thurs too" den Rash was like.. " For wad?" den Yani said " It's calulus wad" and Rash.."I thought calculus tml?!"

Lmao.. No wonder when i asked her if she studied her purchasing already and she was like.. not a single thing yet.. i didnt mention to her tt the paper is gonna be tml.. but asked her how is she going to finish so many chaps... No wonder.. she thought the paper on Thurs.. Gosh! Guess wad.. she did the same thing for last year econs k.. lol.. when we finished our papers, kok teng called her and ask y she nv go for paper.. den she was totally shocked.. as she was jus nice prepared to go sch for paper.. She saw the wrong timing la...=.= ended up she paid for a $18 MC and took sub... =.= Luckily she found out juz now about the paper tml.. If not she would have missed the timing again!!! lmao..

Frustrated!

Well.. Im super frustrated now.. I finished studying 2 out of 3 subjects and the third one cant really go in my brain.. Because it's theory.. the other 2 are more on calculation.. Hope the questions are really common sense as what Mrs Gan said and hope i have common sense to ans the test questions huh..

omg.. i really can't stand it...! Im super bored at home and i got no mood to carry on study that subject .. although it's suppose to be the sub that i like.. - Purchasing.. Hais.. Im home alone and bored bored bored.. From prob 3pm till now i juz rot wherever i am.. Will someone juz bring me a little fun?

Miss u gers lots..

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I was screaming to the top of my voice for the past 1 minute.. DISGUSTING! i was down here using the com and my mum was beside watching TV as usual.. suddenly, she asked me to watch the TV and it was Channel 5.. showing the Doha Asian games.. think.. Muscle man competition or something.. It was so .. so YUCKIES! The scene where they squeeze their muscles out............... ARGH.. and their big oily body.. MAN!

alrite alrite.. Was guai the whole day.. hehe.. left 1 more chapter to complete calculus.. everything was fine.. juz felt uneasy staying at home the whole day.. so went out to have dinner with my mum, bro and his gf at Ikea and shun bian walk walk a while .. either way la.. i was afraid till veri late.. but i go cos my mum sae.. ard 7 plus jiu come home le.. The food is nice... high class..

Suddenly Jo called.. and asked if i noe anything that happened to Joyce.. i was not sure.. but only noe something's bothering her.. or maybe about her family.. She sounded serious and gave me a scare too.. liKe something happened and i dunno.. so she told me Joyce said something to Hazel and Hazel called my Hp but i didnt pick up.. so sorry i was studying in the room but my hp was in the Kitchen.. so i called back Hazel.. But everything turn out fine now.. Although it's like.. Phew.. it's sort of a misunderstanding, but i just felt something .. something.. quite touching? dunno how to say.. Something just strikes me.. my heart.. and sort of make me wanna treasure this wonderful, fruitful and hard-to-get chain of friendship even more.. Love you ger so much.. Hope 8 of us can get together real soon.. =))

Finally over..

Phew~ The interview's finally over.. I was the first one of my whole class.. and the fastest i guess.. I felt it's very fast la.. i juz talk talk talk all the way plus a few more questions den finish le.. lol.. den came home around 12 plus.. slack..wait for mama come back from work da bao for me.. den half watch the Ah Wang (Modern Version) half eat.. after that go out again with mum to do some stuff.. came home ard 4pm.. den later 6.45 meeting Xm for Bs.. Wah.. super tired.. managed to catch ard 45 mins slp juz now..
Guess tml den start study bah.. maybe tonite do some project..

tired

Veri tired.. i still dunno where to start preparing for the interview.. sians..
Joyce is .. dunno wad to say.. i still dun believe her! lolx.. Go and see her blog.. the pic.. the dark ulu pic.. she said the girl is her.. dun believe!

Im dozing off during tut this morning.. and i noe Mrs Gan was looking at me but sry ar... no choice.. my eyes cant open.. lol..

was thinking quite a lot yst nite.. haiz.. friends.. wad are true friends?

Friendship?

haha.. i'm bored.. dun feel like continuing my proj or doing any homework or studying right now.. eyes quite tired.. but dun feel like sleeping yet.. juz finish watching American Pie .. so funny.. was quite bo liao la.. juz went to the beautyqueens blog.. read the entry on Joyce's barbie dolls.. was realli laughing by myself when i read it k.. lolx.. so funny la.. lmao..
Quite excited about tml.. whoo~ Long time never see my aunties uncles cousins grandma! nephews and nieces..!

Juz now Bernard called.. i was liKe telling him i wanna take 24th Dec off.. den he like.. cannot la.. den i dun care.. den he sae ok.. but cannot taKe Dec 31 off.. new year eve.. i was like thinking y.. izzit got season change need to pack stock or wad.. haha.. den he sae dun hav... den ok lor.. haz.. Dun care.. the Gers gotta be so free on 24th.. Hehee..

Supposedly today going for Linda's son 1 mth celebration de.. but after church.. by the time reach there.. i think also finish le.. so in the end.. decided to fellowship with cg.. left the food centre like 9.30pm.. reach home like.. 10 plus.. den go Linda hse pass her her things.. she bought Ferrero for me to thank mi.. still wrap.. haha.. came back home already 11.10.. dillydally.. nw already going to 2...

Was unhappy for some reason.. haiz.. lets see wad will happen after Dec... maybe New yr excuse after that..

so bored so bored.. lalala~

Yawn

yah!!! He's such a camwhore and he attracts me so much! NOO!

haha.. closed shop quite late today.. i spent.. $70+... including one undesired jeans which i have to pay.. actually plus 2 chinos also.. but since cannot get yhr 50% off den next time den pay la.. but i so wanna buy the magical cup.. with purchase of every $50 can buy one for $2.. i wan to buy one more.. can change colour when u put hot water one.. so cool.. but i onli can buy 1..