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Slpy..-__-
I dreamt of Jeff yesterday nite..coming back to SG den come find me do crazy things again.. haha.. he made me woke up happy this morning cuz the dream seems so real and fun.. haha.. misses this crazily crazy guy but he's so far away...

hey im so sian... Work was getting more fun with the interaction with my colleages.. but got too talkative today.. supervisor sitting behind me ask me go find the Export side ask them got B/L for me to input or not.. and i was liKe.. huh.. i haven realli noe how to key in the details.. cuz yesterday adeline juz thought me once.. and a few weeks ago Mida juz briefly showed me.. and there's a lot of steps and procedures.. need to be realli careful lor..This line everything also talks about money.. do wrong one thing at least $1OO.. one container alrdy $75 liaoz.. sian..-__- okay.. den nvm.. i go ask the export department .. ask every single one.. although some i dun realli feel like asking cuz i dunno them den muz ask them teach very pai seh ma.. also dunno if ppl free or not.. but the lucky thing is no one got BL to do at the moment.. haha.. so i came back to my seat and daze.. at least not talk too much.. cuz Wendy and Anqi also ntht o do.. so we will chat ma.. My supervisor is saying dun talk as in.. not to be seen by Boss.. Boss veri scary de lehz.. superwoman.. loud voice, preasurising always.. yst and today whole day realli.. daydream lor.. i think tml fri will be busy le... after hari raya got to go over to learn export liao.. sobz..

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Twins bdae coming.. and Sylvia's and.. one more person.. forgot who le.. 7th Oct.. haha.. Celebration on Sun.. Yays~

19 Oct.. his bdae.. already cant do wad i wanna do le.. i mean possible but given the situation now.. hw.. alrdy dunno wad i can do le.. think so much in the end felt so useless .. do anything also no use le.. as in even if juz hope for appreciation also dunno he will appreciate ma.. maybe he will throw the present away? wad to do..

Only one friend seems to realli understand how i feel and support wadeva i do and this friend is realli u cant imagine is her.. and that is none other than Hong Jing.. thx alot.. =]

loving someone so much till u hate him but u still love him although u know he dun love u that much or even nomore. U dun wish to care abt how he is doing, how's his life cuz u wish u can forget abt him but it isnt realli an easy task.U've tried many ways but it all dont work and there is no change in him and u realise that u are so tired cuz u realise when time passes no matter how and wad u do things wun change. even to the extreme, u feel that he dun feel a thing and that confirms it all. Till that point of time where too much hurt is incured, although u still love him but u think that this 'thing' over here is so helpless..u realise u can do nothing but keep him in ur prayers.