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"once u are into love, it's hard to shake it off.."
I totally understand how Steve feels.. i know it's hard.. I know of cuz.. But what to do if it is one-sidEd? U've got no choice too rite? Am i not experiencing the same thing now? I realise it's no use already.. so in my heart, i just hope 'he' can stay happy..what's the use if u kept pestering?
It really hurts when i saw him this sat.. the feeling of.. fun-to-be with friends to "so stranger".. it realli hurt to the innermost part of my heart.. total different..but still got to learn to accept the way things are..
So.. i hope Steve can think the same way as me too.. he's really overdoing it..im starting to feel irritated but still cant tell him straight as it will really hurt him rite.. he's.. grr.. he returned me the cup i gave him.. tts fine.. he threw away the "i love u" bear outsidE my lift! that time the one at suntec arcadE..Crazy! As i was rushing for work, i couldnt realli care cuz i cant realli see whether is it tt bear as it was half inside a plastic bag until he told me in the noon... He sends msges every now and then just to find a chance to meet me.. As my msges are most of the time full, i take time to choose the msg to delete when there is no more space for new msges.. So, if i dun reply him in 2 min or so, he sends another (in impatient way)! He's crazy! I took half an hour find msges to delete juz for his 1O msges at one shot (520) stars to wish me gd nite... He waits for me every morning at my bus stop(7am) and sends me to train station which he shun bian go work (alights at pasir ris) when his work onli starts at 9am? He buys breakfast and hang it at my door some mornings.. I noe it takes effort.. but i realli find it disturbing and irritating.. argh..u may think he's perservere, he's romantic, he's nice, he's whatever.. but im realli sorry im not at all moved.. i dunno how long more is this going to go on..
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Well, Work today is fine.. although im not idle for a while, but at least i only had 1 B/L to do today.. which is quite easy.. i mean the details are quite clear.. i see if im able to show roughly how a BL looks liKe..

it goes..

Shipper:
xxxx xxxx xx Pte Ltd.,
ABC ROAD, 13,
#43-04
SINGAPORE 123456
TEL: +65 1234567 FAX: +65 6543210

Consignee:
PT. ALIBABA
Busan 32, KAV. SAD,
Korea

Notify Party:
SAME AS CONSIGNEE

Port of Loding: Port of Discharge:
SINGAPORE Busan, Korea

Marks & No. Description Weight Measurement
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N/M 1 X 20 footer 25664KGS 25.8cm3
container
clhu8233256/SYMU21015/ is S.T.C
20GP 48 drums of
Nitric Acid
"blabla"
14 days detention
and demurrage at
destination
"FREIGHT PREPAID"
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Thats something liKe that.. a lot of things to loOk out for.. likE.. if shipper got surrender or not or is there detention blabla...
So this morning all the way till break time got no draft.. so i was doing the receipts.. helping Cynthia and Leena do delaration, help An qi and wendy do all the invoices, fax to customers.. and the same thing goes on after lunch plus close Kestrial receipts.. Leena brought her Hari Raya cakes and biscuits for us.. so was super full.. We went her hse last Fri.. did i mentioned? Anyway, my point is that she's definitely a great cook! i was bloated after one round.. didnt manage to try all her cookies.. Anqi even vomited when she went home.. lmao.. Wendy was Zai.. she tried all the diff types of cakes and cookies.. Simon even Da Baoed the food i think!!! Haha..
Anyway, 10 stars for her food! **********
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Well, My sis is flying off for Osaka Japan in a few hours time.. how i wish i can join! Hope for a Kimono.. (tts dreaming!)
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