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Stomache feels bloated. although i only had bf.. and small bites in the noon. not feeling very right.
Esp after meeting him. i didnt cry. perhaps all dried up yst nite and this afternoon. i scared i did. and thank Jw and John fer making me laugh.
I met him to pass him xmas gift. Nervous and a little trembling this time round.
my eyes met his. For that few secs, i interpreted his thoughts. we were tempted. but, thanks to his HP calls. i asked him to go. cant bare of cuz but have to.
What to do. This is fate.