Tired neh

Tired leh..

Feel like long time no blog le..

Everyday after work come home eat dinner and slp liao..zZz

This week's work is a bit crazy-Busy, Crazily bz..

Met Mummy,korkor,didi and ah Shua ytd for dinner after my work.. Ate Carl's..-_- That isnt my prefered place to eat.. but nvm... slack and chatted till 9 like that.. mostly bout bsn stuff la.. mummy tml last day liao leh.. suprise? hehe.. Switching to car rental Co. .. think she will borEd to death but she got friend there.. so shld be ok bahs..

Mummy is so dots lo.. she saw a man's Cardigan at Gio on our way back so we decided to go in and have a look.. but no small size le.. haha.. if not puppy can buy.. quite nice.. cuz we saw that IC there is that IC that worked at PW last time de.. den mummy go and take Disc from her.. at first she liKe dun rmb us de..den like say can give la.. but the face i see like not veri happy like that.. but Mummy mentioned abt that theft case den she rmb and even say "O i rmb u are Queenie" .. den the face like very happy meet old friend that kind.. lol.. den gt staff disc liao i spent on 2 pcs $60+ .. aiyo.. Kenna pyschoed again..=X

Bsn de sweet.. haha.. still got white colour de..

Got Lolli also.. but finish liaos..

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He did an aLbum and bought that Fish & Co sweet for our one mth..

Suprised by wad he did in the album.. but.. i dun feel... dunno leh.. haiz..

Tat mentos! Nice nehz.. 1kG.. -__-

Waraku-ed.. Yummy~

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Chinese Garden...

Haiz

I dunno wad to say.. Is my heart stuck to him forever? How cum how cum?! Hw cum i still think of him when i noe it's impossible..when i noe his feelings 4 me alrdy dead.. when i noe i alrdy dun stand a place in his heart.. This is so irritating!



and i think i've hurt S.. i juz wanna tell the truth.. i cant find it but i tried.. im so sry.. =( I also dunno wad.. go on and see how or wad?

No Mood.. Thinking of gg to work tml sian.. the first time in 2 weeks gt the feeling of dun wanna go work.. the thought of going over to the export department.. changing new environment.. Dun wan!

MY SIS IS EGG!

MY SIS IS AN IDIOT.. She's so idiotic! Wan ask ppl do thing ppl dunno how to wan to blame ppl? She busy she pack she AP her prob rite? NONSENSE!

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Wanted to start blogging abt 1 hr ago but saw on channel u the show "youhuahaohaoshuo" about bloggers and Steven Lim and XiaXue is there... so i watched... it's so LMAO man.. but although Steven Lim is Er xin, i still dun like Xia xue more... i mean im onli neutral towards Steven lim.. haha.. although he's really ER.. whahaha..

Yawn.. 9pm..! Time to slp.. veri tired wor.. haiz.. juz now watched the 7pm show.. So sad... strike my heart.. When ZiSi said that she will find someone that is better doing than LiZhe, the papa said to ZiSi.. "谈恋爱是讲感情，不是讲条件" ... haiz.. true.. but for me i think.. wan to tan gan qing that person already impossible liao.. so y not find a new gan qing? Although he will never understand.. the whole world may understand but never will he.. so said when ZiSi saw what she saw.. i felt.. i cried i realli felt... *Sigh*

Today super free in Office.. not only me but my section.. so whole day.. still doing the same thing la.. but lesser lor.. when nothing to do juz waiting for payments from consignees.. so we were juz chatting chatting.. when Boss come jiu faster return to proper pos pretend pretend.. haha.. Yay.. im waiting for tml since Tues.. last day of the week.. Sat can slp late.. this sat not working.. hehehe.. Tml going to meet Hong Jing, my les, Yue Zhu and X2! Nan de xiang xian will come out.. never go out with her b4.. cuz she's always bz with studies and her Gu Zhen lessons.. blabla..

Dessert Hse!

Well... i got no motivation to explain or say so much to him anymore.. afterall, it will still be like that..

Okok.. Im so tired.. juz feel like slacking at home today.. imagine i go out every single day.. TIRED.. Had 4e2 class BBQ on Thu.. a gd get together night.. played black jack again.. The incident of hui min alone winning $60+ from all players who bet $0.10 was definitely recalled.. haha.. that one is lmao .. lol.. but no la.. where got everytime so lucky.. but i still won.. haha.. Becuz tt nite dunno y sis also sms me ask me go home and mum called.. so PS .. i won enuff money for cab and i went off.. hahahaha..

Me and my les.. and who's behind?

Thursday went for Baobao's bro's baby 1 yr old bdae.. Omg he's damn round and cute lor..

Baby Jun Hui, Benfret

us =)

After that went arcade.. argh.. u all noe the bigbig machine very pop nowadays one..with sweets den muz hit jackpot den can win the prize.. tt time yan ling apent $70+ on in.. Ppl ply half way give up.. den he go and play.. $11 got it le.. hahaha.. anyway he is pro at this thing la...

This is the prize

Anyway, tt time we went suntec arcade also.. den Theres this pink dolphin so near the whole but got on uncle keep playing but the dolphin jiu shi wun drop.. There's this couple watching by the side also.. den finally the uncle gave up.. i was thinking.. shld be easy de ma.. den i decide to try.. 1st try cannot.. 2nd try i got it! lmao.. $2.. den the arcade ppl let me choose the colour la.. den he tell us.. the uncle and the couple saw den veri angry cuz before the uncle the couple also trying veri long.. Lmao man..

Yesterday was half day work.. went Bugis for dessert.. Baobao intro de.. Omg.. totally in love with it.. its at dessert hse at Peace centre.. got 4 outlets onli.. one is near my work place.. the other 2 i forgot where.. In luv la.. i had almond paste and he had Mango Sago.. Both are Yumilicious! I feel like going back today but.. cannot la.. hai.. he realli makin me fat..=( I think i gonna treat my gers to eat when i got my first pay.. hee

Emo

i wonder.. y does his words still matter and impact so much after such long ..so call break.. as in realli a "break time" .. hai.. there muz be some things in life we realli need to let go even if we dun wish to.. ya.. i guess he knew bout the bf thingy.. wadeva he like to say or think just let him be? I know and God knows can le.. Ppl who know me well shld noe how i treat tt "rs" ... inclu him.. if he dunno i also got nth to say liao.. guess no need to say so much.. *gone emo-ing haiz.. :'(

1st day of work..

Whee~ First day of work today.. ! Cant get to slp yesterday.. worrying/excited of wad might happen today..Went out of my hse at 6.45am.. Silly thing pop out to suprise me.. real silly? cuz he will reach his work place damn early.. So met Wen Jun to go work tgt.. reach at 7.55am liKe tt.. super early.. that person we are suppose to report to i think.. ard 8.27 den she pick up call ..meaning she juz reach.. So i'm attach to the import documentation Department while Wen Jun to the Accounts.. My supervisor is a Malay lady call Lena.. very nice lady.. she looks like my sec 2 form teacher.. Mdm Farisha? or Zahara? forgot le.. yup and the peep there are nice and friendly la.. heng.. first day of work.. wad i did was the normal admin stuff lor.. almost similar to what i did in Turbomeca previously.. print invoice .. sort.. file.. trace.. blabla..Left last 2 hours they got nth for me to do.. cannot surf net.. cannot go msn.. so i daze dwn there.. after looking though my logbook on what to write for the SIP report.. cuz nth to do ma.. I was told Wendy going to teach me Portnet system tml morning.. Oh tts quite cool.. My batch didnt have the chance to learn Portnet but Tradenet, an older version.. so i thought it's a good opportunity to learn.. although it looks a bit complicated after Lena introduced a little about Portnet to me.. thinking of wad to wear tml..o.O

sry peeps tt i realli cant maKe it tml cuz of my sec 4 class gathering cum bbq tml evening.. i wanna go.. so ..sry..

Agh..

Argh.. dun feel like reporting to work tml lehhhh... so far.. so early...
but.. ok la.. at least got ppl pei me go tgt... although i dunno her.. a China ger by the name of Wen Jun from A&F.. she look like Singaporean and look quite smart.. can go A&F .. i also cannot go.. whahaha.. she going accounts department.. i going.. er.. i dunno call wad department.. die! scared leh! :S

Jus now go find out the place le.. need to walk a distance from the MRT station.. -___- argh... pray tt my supervisor veri nice and friendly!

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Ah ha.. forgot to blog about one day at Miss Oh's hse too.. class gathering and BBQ at her condo... and at the BBQ is like.. Miss Oh and her husband.. and Mrs Wee and Mrs Gan and their husband sitting dwn there drinking wine.. den the kids playing tgt.. like.. rich ppl gathering de feeling.. haha..

This morning or rather afternoon ard 12 plus.. tat silly thing showed up outside my hse with 12 doughnuts from doughnut factory.. 2nd time.. the other time was 6 mooncakes.. He thot i was angry at him yst during K-box.. so he woke up early in the morning go queue.. -___- when i alrdy told him last nite i wasnt angry abt anything.. maybe juz a lil emo.. but nth to do with him.. argh.. wasted $ again.. -____- onli 9th of Sep!!!

He wan to fei si wo...!!!

Juz now mentioned that im gonna slack at home today maybe until evening.. but ended up in SGH.. -___- but nvm.. is a must..thinking of how shld i console him when the day comes.. =( Met Alice and Wei Quan while gg to take train from tampines mrt.. so take tgt.. they go fly kite.. haha.. journey was funny..





Btw, we saw this on our way back while taking bus 12..



Enlarged version

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Haven been realli blogging for quite some time.. out most of the time.. Tired and Broke..

Start from where? Exams..

And finally over.. 2 more relax day before attachment.. cant imagine... =(

Dad's bdae..

Dinner at Lao Bei Jing... so-so.. i onli like the Bei Jing Kao Ya..

Forgot which day..

Met up with Tu Di.. got Joyce,twins along..

Forgot which day..

Went shopping with Steve.. Crazily.. hai.. spent big sum? i forgot is it tt day we bought the DS.. and shoe and blabla~

Tian Ji Zhou at Geylang.. Zan! La si wo le.. lol..

7th Sep..

Celebrated Hazel's and Amy's Bdae.. Dinner at one of the Pub? at Clarke Quay.. i guess its a wrong choice.. nono.. tts not pub? i dunno.. haven got any pics.. after that pubbing at Raining Spa or Bar? $128 for Chivas and no charge for unlimited coke and green tea.. Cheap rite.. i guess we had fun.. Joyce was almost drunk... haha.. she drank quite abit bahs.. Jo onli had a few mouth and under the light at her hse there.. she's red as usual.. haha.. Alice better than joyce.. sent her home.. i think i didnt drink as much like the other time with queenie and seng they all..so ok..

He got us all home b4 himself.. yup and nv go work the next day.. -__- haha..

8th Sep

Went Marina Sq walk walk.. den Suntec.. Food fair and the.. dunno wad.. about games de.. EA, Nitendo, and blabla.. test games one.. damn lot peeps.. den suntec .. den Cini.. dinnered and Ked.. Dead Beat*

9th Sep

Today juz wan to slack at home.. tired.. maybe at night go pasir ris park.. o ya.. forgot there got yiwens.. -___- Nicole's chalet tonite.. dunno to go not.. cuz dunno the ppl there..

DS & MakeUp

Mum saw my DS lite and she asks.. "Eh, u buy make up ar?" xD

stressed

Stressed...

Woohoo!

And my mum goes who who who
and my elder sis goes why why why
and my younger sis goes hee hee hee

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*Notice they are the females of my family.. haha

stop probing mi everyday... we are just friends and Im studying for situpeed examsSs! btw, congrats to jiejie! u found ur happiness.. xD

LOMe just over.. Crap throughout the 2 theory questions.. wonder if i can survive with the remaining quantitatives... o.O

Time for MM and Transport!!! but im so tired now.. -.- should i slp or..?

Shawn got in?!?!

Hey Shawn got in the Campus superstar..... Diao..-_-..
Dont u think is obviously unfair? Keely and Benjamin deserve much more! That Shawn is just... blahblahblah~ -_____-

Eyes so tired from the afternoon.. dun think i can study.. so come blog.. tml den go lib study.. 1 day left.. I realli dunno what to say abt that Johnny Tan lah! In tutorial he say work sampling topic is veri impotant.. den during revision lec he say wun come out! WT.. not i kua zhang.. but realli realli angry with him lor.. where got lecturer liKe that one.. cuz its not the first time.. during proj he also today say one thing tml say another diff thing.. make us blur all the time.. realli need to pray hard that my FYP tutor not him!

Eh.. im so confused now.. but realli dun feel liKe getting involve in rs for the time being.. i wanted a long long rest.. but the fact jiu pian pian so funny.. when u wan, no matter how hard u try also dun have... when u dun wan liao, den Keep coming.. ... aiya.. i also dunno wad rubbish im talking.. But noe wad? We are so excited abt Er Mei being attached and going to ..hmmm... *Secret* Hee...

Anyway, the topic on DS Lite! At first i realli realli dun wan it.. cuz im not interested.. imagine my PS2 also never play liao.. PSP also not much desire to play..maybe part of it is no time la.. den one more DS? But he die die also wan buy cuz he thought i wan PSP.. i say till... -___- tt i didnt wan a PSP and i wun play and i dun realli liKe cuz its heavy and bulky.. he wun listen and keep asKing me wan wad colour..-____- ..but i didnt answer him... after a while, he told me he order le..DIAO~x 100.. I was like.. huh.. but i realli dun wan a PSP even he buy i also wun take.. but he say i got no choice but to take cuz he order through his friend liao.. veri diao rite.. haha.. and i was like.. er............ can cancel order de.. but he dun wan.. -___- den....... i rather he but DS.. =X i mean... if he realli buy den i rather he buy something i wan than i dun wan.. But... again.. so bad also ....... rite? so expensive de thing.......................................... whr got anyhow accept de.... act i no interest on DS de... but since he insist den i gather info ask ard.. wah.. den become intersted le..-___- xD DS Lite Pink! got to wait for exam over den get it.. i dunno he realli orderEd nt.. But i rather he dun la.. like so bu hao yi si.. Tu di wans to buy another DS Lite also.. Tu di DS siao! xD

STRESS LAHHH

Going Crazy with all the calculations! MM Capacity Planning is driving me crazy larhz! Brain so drained with formats and formulas... My head is growing bigger! More calculations in LOMe! Haven touch LOMe and BioChem yet! Transport is my weakest link! I dun understand at all! LOMe is juz luck.. cuz everytime cher need to do moderation for this paper.. lol.. AIYA! Should i go sch lib to study tml not? Hmm.. S.T.R.E.S.S!

Juz came online to release some stress... like no use leh.. how leh... and im tired alreadi.. shit.. left 3 plus days.. 3 more subjects.. NOT ENOUGH!!!

Hai.. No more As le i guess..

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坚持到底。。

对不起，是我让你伤了心。但是我也是为你好。我不希望你越陷越深，更不希望你受到越大的伤害。我只好这样做。不要再哭了，应为我不值得你为我掉眼泪。而且，这一点人生的失败并不能够认定你是个没有用的人。这总是要说失败，我比你更失败。所以，朋友，别想太多了。

WORSE NIGHTMARE!

I got a terrible horrible nightmare this morning.. and maybe funny? haha.. I can't get to slp until liKe 3am yst nite.. and i dun slp well.. The dream goes like this..

There's this ger and me.. planning to go for a swim.. the place seems like tampines swimming complex but not.. anyway, the ger and i went to the toilet .. the structure was a bit wierd.. it was dull, empty and clean.. and after we came out, i realise i left my towel inside and decided to go back and take but the ger stop me.. saying that it was eerie inside.. i ignored her and went ahead to take my towel.. Before i came out of the toilet, there's a bed and lying on the Bed was Liana.. She seems possessed and was perspiring all over and the whole bed was wet! At that point of time, i didnt thought that she was possessed or wad.. i asked her.. "are u ok?" and she said ya and asked me not to care.. and i was liKe.. "o..k.." Den when i came out there was ppl looking at the toilet direction.. Then there was this grey dressed lady with long long hair keep on opening and closing the door where when she opens the door, Liana was using all the strength and voice to shout for help.. "Help me... Help me.." Her weak voice struggled.. and then i reallise she's demon possessed.. i got so scared i kept praying.. and suddenly, there this actor Qi Yi Wu so macho standing beside me and he did nothing! everyone else just stared at the poor Liana.. and i was like no choice! and i shouted " I bind u in the name of the Father!" den the spirit came out and warned me that she will come back and deal with me in 3 mins time.. I was relieved and scared then.. i only got 3 mins.. what if the demon came back to me and there's no one to help me and i just died like tt? lols.. I kept praying as i called 'him' but his HP was engaged.. damn.. and i msg all my cg members to pray for me.. lols.. i dunno y i didnt even call la.. haha.. and i was like die le la! den after that was my grandma called and ask me if we are friends and i forgot a bit after that.. ..(this part is wierd).. somehow i knew it was somekind of a dream and i tried to wake up but it seems that i was stopped by something pressing me down.. den i finally woke up le..i felt my right hand some kind of weak and I realli cried ! Wad was worse is i think i only half wake up or wad.. i heard a women's voice singing.. i thought it was my sis's ringtone.. and i shouted whose hp is ringing?! den my sis replied no one la.. den i ask then who is singing? my sis say she heard nth.. maybe is downstairs de neighbour or wad.. but i heard the voice is coming from the room la.. and when i listen clearly, it goes.. " wo shi nu gui.." and the tune kept repeating.. after that there was some evil laughter after each "wo shi nu gui" verse.. Decided not to care cover my blanket and continue my slp.. it was 6am in da morning.. onli elder sis still slping ..so she was awken by my "nonsense"?

Im still wondering is this real or not?

Eh?

How cum the post on Joyce's bdae disappeared? Sian diao~~~
Headache now.. lazy to blog everything all over again.. but realli happy to see my dear sister so happy because of the love showereD by all her friends.. can go see her blog.. so many cakes! lols..

Im still so stuck at Quality Management..! Jiu Ming ahhh~ Rainy day today.. Makes me slpy when i open up my book.. now starting to feel headache and a lil heaty.. I hope not to fall sick again.. it's always during the study week that i fell sick and makes me diff to study! argh..

Met Leonard in the aft.. wad to say? Gamer.. -___- Pig.. realli exactly the same as my Bro.. Pigssss ..=P Anyway, faster finish up ur assignments larhh..

Im seriously too full to eat the sushi that Steve bought me... It's still in my fridge and there's no one at home to eat it.. I told him not to buy cuz i had my dinner but he still dun listen.. -___- I try not to throw it away..

*cold*.. cold chain management.. xD

=]

How shld i handle it.. haiz
It's always one-sided..

Triangle..

只要你快乐。。=]

U see.. now that u have lose her den u realise how much u have hurt her.. but wads the use alrdy? Haiz.. but u dun realli have to ask me what to do.. cuz i m so numb alrdy..im a failure too .. my advice might be wrong..

Well.. Im studying at a veri veri slow rate.. cannot even finish half of Quality lec note.. mind keep drifting off.. when realli go into study dEn feel slpy.. and slept.. slept well and dreamt 3 hrs.. wokE up 7pm le.. eat dinner and watch TV till 8.45pm.. study again.. but still slow.. came online for online TUT for transport.. and dEn.. ya.. no mood to go back to study.. but again, im afraid.. everytime sure stress..

“我会等你一辈子” .. i didnt noe such ppl still exist.. Let's see.. but no more such thing.. i got phobia! xD

Eh? Regan asked me out this sat.. although sometimes we ran out of topic to talk abt but i still miss this friend of mine.. a cool one.. but prob not this sat.. sry.. cuz im serving and i wanna study.. argh.. study.. :S

and im so afraid that my HP bill this mth will expode.. becuz of the over usage of smses.. whahaha..

i still dun get my LOMe coursework grade.. how cum not in my email dE.. issit tt Johnny noes i dislike him so he nv send to my mail? hmm.. hahah.. no la.. jk.. but realli dun have.. nvm.. wait till tml he shld be announcing.. LOMe.. hai.. worse sub.. got B+ for my Quality.. yes! xD aim for Z in exam! dunno bout other sub yet..

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Hey sadz.. Just found out Victoria Chorale coming again but it falls on the 26th Aug.. jus one day before my exam.. gonna miss it again! i wanna go larrrhhhh!!! ='(