You make me happy, but sad too..

Feels like long time never blog le.. hmm.z.... where shall i start with? Wed?? Wed me n Xm went for Bs.. but in the end found out that Bs was cancelled.. so we decided to go PS to look for presents.. and tried Carl's Junior for the first time.. had Famous Star meal..
Such a big burger.. my mouth's not big enuff to bite!

So went to shop for Xm's mortal's present.. den saw a shirt which i realli liKe in RipCurl.. but.. the price was quite ex la.. 65 bucks.. actually im willing to spend if it's something i realli like.. but Xm ask mi to save money but she dun sound convincing at all.. so i imagined Liu Jing's spirit to be there.. if Liu Jing's there, she sure will pulled mi out of that shop immediately.. and helped mi save that big sum of money.. so i managed to control myself from spending on that shirt.. haha.. thx lj.. although u are nt there.. lol..

That long slv striped Tee with a hood at the back..


Wanted it in Red..but just trying out the size..

yupyup.. so didnt buy in the end.. hmm.. is it a good thing? ahha..
Anyway went arcade again to play a few games.. as usual, the basketball and the.. dunno wads that game call.. yea.. every wednesday practice Basketball yea? try to be li hai as Amy san.. haha.. =X

So far got.. 5 Xmas presents le.. haven got 1 from my angel and 1 from someone else.. so total 7!


This's Sha give de.. my colleage.. Mine was given to Serene..


Adidas edited version Tee given by Claudia.. Thx! love it!


From beloved Joyjoy.. Angelic iPod condom..* how do u noe i wan 1?* Thx! mauckz*


Doraemon water bottle Given by Xm.. Woo~ Cool man.. xP Love doraemon..hees..

Wah.. Love all the presents i've gotten so far.. wonderful Xmas.. but my wish's still not fulfilled.. hmm.. nvm.. next year then.. but at least im contented and happy! =D

Cool man.. Next Fri going out with Queenie mummy, Chin Hong didi and Jerry korkor.. woo~ gonna spend again .. sian.. -_-.. and Monday..! Tml's gonna be another tired day larrr... i wan slppppppppp.. Today woke at 5.30am la.. damn.. Ops..=X.. reach shop 8.30 to cut pants.. Stupid! Tml after work gonna join the gers at airport wait for Jo's arrival at Sg.. and of cuz.. our gifts from Hokkaido!!! LOL~~! =X.. Yeayea.. and den gonna ton a night at Heihei's hse.. aha! get to drink.. Ops..=x.. Being called as Jiu Gui by some.. but im definitely not larr obviously.. heehee.. and den.. next evening we booKed seats at the ICHIBAN restaurant.. had dinner there to celebrate dear Alice's bdae.. and then.. Sing K at Loyang.. with Melv and classmates.. wahh.. u see u see.. everything is so well planned huh? But my pocket's gonna be burnt a big hole again..!!! Haiz.. juz received my pay today larrz.. the amount realli sux SUx sux.. i think i already long used it lar.. This month Dec is the month whereby my money used up fastest.. like.. early 10s of Dec i already start drawing and drawing non stop from the ATM machine.. Awww~~ Heartache! wad shld i do.. the amt is realli a big drop la.. scary..hmmmx.. someone juz lock my a/c pls.. lol..

Wobbly

Felt so wobbly rite now after medicine.. not in the right state of mind.. =.=" supposedly proj meeting tml.. but rash cant maKe it and i also dunno wad to do le den might as well dun meet.. haiz.. nvm.. treat it as a rest day bahs.. wanna slp late tml.. try to do more of the proj.. see how.. den a little time to shop for presents again.. den go Bs.. Melving wanted tog o Vivo on Fri.. i onli free before evening but he's not.. haha.. no fate la.. lol..

Work was.. alrite.. busy.. but not as busy as suppose to be.. the crowd died dwn immediately after Xmas.. haha.. so much diff.. but the target still as high.. now they are saying hit the overall target then can get incentives.. Are they cheating our feelings?? at first sae hit $200K can get le.. now sae must hit overall target?? but they say is Bird's fault cuz he saw the Email wrongly.. i was like thinking previously how cum this yr so gd.. incentives for every shop like sure get one.. No wonder! Humphs.. Si Bird.. hahas.. He's the lamest lamest IC that ive ever met..! Keep saying things which make ppl -_-.. Messed with my hair today.. gai ci zai gen ni shuan Zang.. but nvm.. nw my hair the messier the better.. lol.. Bird today so hao si.. waited for mi off work go home tgt.. dunno got wad ing mo.. lol..and he say i sound so faKe yst when i msg him tt i was sick..! humph! today he see it for himselp laaaaa.. bad guy! Gonna lend lots of VCDs from him! dun care..

hai.. so sian so sian.. shld i go slp nw?

Sick

Merry Xmas everyone..! felt so bad.. i dead almost the whole of yst till like.. 9 plus pm? woke up late.. was quite sick.. flu and cough.. den felt like sleeping more.. didnt go for the outing supposedly planned.. thought without me they still got 6 peeps.. but who noes.. hai.. but seriously cant go till that far too.. den mama still keep asking mi go grandma hse.. cuz she not playing majiong den i dragged myself go de.. since she wan to take cab dwn.. den anything la.. hai.. still, go there i also felt like slping.. mama still say wanna treat sushi or cafe cartel.. but too bad mi no appetite.. haha.. juz wanna eat rice cooked by grandma.. my aunt also wan buy my fav gong gong.. or make western for dinner.. but i say dun wan la.. cuz realli no appetite.. so ke xi.. =(.. dunno y im freezing cold whole day without even fan la.. den somemroe in the end juz one call from my another aunt, my mum went majiong le.. -_-.. leaving mi n my sis at ah ma hse.. after that ard 6pm like that we cab home.. bth.. seriously headache.. reach home juz lie on the sofa till 9pm.. took temperature.. 38.6.. haix.. fever.. sians.. 9 plus went movie.. Death note 2.. all movies also full hse.. sians.. sat at the first row.. actually is 8th row de.. but then the person made a stupid mistaKe and gave the tic gor the wrong timing.. so in the end available seats onli 1st row.. so no choice lor.. go out le.. like.. flu stop..but den once going home le.. start again.. -_-.. reached home ard 2am.. forgot to bring Keys.. no choice.. gotta call.. and ya.. not able to make it to Jorine's hse.. cant hold on animore.. woke up tis morning.. went doc.. he gave mi 2 days MC sia.. so gd.. haha.. but the medicine sux.. so big.. but still, i gt to mould it to watery form.. for ppl who noe mi noes i dun eat Medicine.. onli drink.. no matter how bitter.. yea.. guess have to stay at home and do project today.. didnt go to work.. that YK sound so sacarstic.. but who cares.. im realli sick wad.. im realli worried abt my proj la.. until now still like getting nowhere.. hai.. Last of all, THOUSAND APOLOGIES to jo, joy and xm..

cough cough

haix.. hate the feeling now.. getting coughs .. tired... blank.. dunno..

New hair style

Woke up late again today.. dunno y.. juz too tired.. went Reds at Bugis to cut my hair today.. wah.. expensive..but worth it.. hehe.. thx to the hairdresser Doreen.. cant realli taKe a good photo.. but got a Curl version..
















Hairdresser insist i curl.. so she made a temp one for me to see.. but.. like not me.. so straight and style better.. haha..











Taken when i was at my hse de lift.. cant realli see the effect.. It's actually infront bob, behind long..

Kill me pls..

Kill me pls.. Getting more stressed about proj.. Zi Yan suddenly called today and said something happen at home (China) and her dad asked her to go back.. so until Jan 2 den she return.. so now = left mi and Rash .. Argh.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. im a weakling at projects! Roti Prata! Im kinda annoyed now .. argh.. an im playing wad dead man's tale with Guo Ping Cao now.. hai.. seriously dead.. cant even start the game now..sians

Yup.. went to work in the morning.. and.. so sway Bernard got up to the same bus as i was juz about to slp.. and he saw me come sit beside me and as expected.. ask mi y i wanna quit.. actually.. .. i dunno the real reason too.. den he said he let mi stop from Jan 1 to 22.. i was quite shock la.. wah.. so good ar.. but on 2nd thought.. i still dunno yet.. quite sry to Bird.. He say he gonna quit on Mar too.. cuz he say he thinks he got prob with himself.. make till all staff wanna quit.. lol.. hai.. not his fault la..

hai.. planning to do my proj later on.. at least try.. but sis wanna use in 15 min.. sian!

Maybe tml go cut hair bahs.. either Lucido at Bugis or Loreal Professional at Simei?

" i love you" and "Can u be my gf?" is anyhow can say de ma? im so sick of it..

moody rainy day

A wasted trip again.. sian.. =(=(=(

Dwn again.. haix.. i was alone.. i called Bernard.. told him i cant work tml afternoon shift.. cuz i got Bs.. thought i can get off for work and do my proj.. but he asked mi to work morning.. muz reach at 9am somemore.. =.= den he say i got no work on Thu.. den i sae tml i dun work lo.. Thu i work.. but he say can but muz work full shift.. den i think a while.. call him back.. and said.. i go tml morning .. but.. guess im quitting end of this month.. and he stunned for a moment.. and replied half dead.. asked mi y.. im speechless too.. and replied.. im stressed.. den he ask he got stress me meh.. i said.. dun haf.. my own prob.. and he ask wad prob.. of cuz i didnt tell him.. he said 3 person said the same thing to him within a week.. Im sry to be the third.. but realli no mood.. although ya i need money.. haix.. i realli nid money.. he ask mi not to quit.. he ask mi rest for 1 month.. after my proj over.. my proj ends Jan 22.. i also dun think he will let mi off this sales period rite.. yea.. this mth my shop maybe can hit target .. but so wad.. not my prob also.. yst went back never do cashier.. luckied.. but tml sure muz.. think of it i sian le lor.. so many promos.. somemroe if customer wan to buy monopoly cushion or foldable chair still muz record dwn so many things.. queue long nobody help still wan to scold cashier.. wads this man.. If YK ever come to me and sae mi slow if there's long queue ar.. i will juz come out of cashier and let her do.. not say i attitude.. but long queue during sales period is normal wad.. infront of her i didnt sae anithing.. i also break 2 wks le ma.. all tt is yati told me one.. she did that to Yati lo.. maybe becuz of i nid $.. i will reconsider again.. it was a sudden decision.. felt too dead to work..

wasted hours of my time today.. shouldnt haf gone PS with Jason.. haix... sians.. realli not in the mood today.. stella asked to go Bugis.. but alreadi shopped so much 2 days back at Bugis.. should have juz shop at tampines with Kel or juz come home and rest..and shldn't hav gone simei.. he's not working.. how stupid..i juz wanna tok .. haix.. rainy day.. shldnt i be in a gd mood.. ?

I noe i shldnt be thinking of all these.. but i cant! i shld be happy cuz im seeing my bf soon tml morning.. ha.. aiteaite.. no more joke..

felt so dead nw.. hope after qt can haf a gd slp.. tml muz wake up 5.45.. hai~

i always wished i had a gd buddy.. like Shi ting's.. ya i had.. but no more.. so it's no longer called gd buddy rite? =) Life's like tt..

btw, invited Zi Yan to church tis sat.. and Congxin too.. but too bad Congxin gonna work.. realli had a nice chat with Ziyan this afternoon while waiting for the time to pass.. maybe i'll get a few friends to go with mi to Si Chuan China nxt holiday.. and Ziyan as our tour guide.. she told me lots of things.. sounded quite fun.. she brought 2 of the biz friend last holi.. for 10 days.. and they feel that it's not enuff.. hahas.. anyways considered quite cheap la..

Haiz haiz haiz.. can i go back to the time when i was still a toddler?

SHIT!

Haix.. felt so cheated yesterday.. About the BOSSIN ! STUPID.. so stupid.. yesterday me, jo and jessie met up at Bugis.. preparing to go for our free trial hair treatment.. so we were finding the unit.. the persno told us it was at the 2nd level near KFC.. Bugis Village there.. so found it, opened the door.. and got a shock..! There's a poster showing those bald head.. or.. half-haired.. that kind.. giving us an impression of BeiJing101 or Yunan Jian Fa Zhong Xin!! wad the pink.. lolx.. omg.. at the point in time i felt like juz turning back.. but Jessie said.. we go up see see la.. got the free hair treatment.. hmm.. i was like.. hmm .. ok lo.. den hai.. in the end .. the person sae the hair treatment was only for those with hair loss.. LMAO.. wth la.. was like.. so kenna cheated.. den the person still sae the cfree trial cannot be used at all unlesss we got scalp or hair loss prob.. and if we were thinking that the place is to make nice nice hair den we've come to the wrong place.. WTH! The promoter in Tampines keep saying wad hair treatment lor.. Pi! still say wad 25 mins can be done le.. -_-.. hai.. den Jessie said she got scalp prob.. say her scalp always bleed when she wash hair.. den the person ask her to buy their shampoo which cost 48 bucks per bottle.. i was like.. i realli wanna go off le.. everything is so damn shitty.. but jessie wanna noe about her prob.. so she did a scan for her.. and showed her scalp condition la.. sae till veri jia lat.. den Jo sort of scared.. and wanna do a scan too.. so she did it.. and also sae veri jia lat.. sae we so young out hair so unhealthy le.. den she do for mi also.. say mine healthier but also veri unhealty.. wth la.. haha.. i think almost all of us the same den.. so sai one..
went simei walk walk after that.. and went to work.. hai.. now i noe im a failure in stripping ppl.. Esp ger.. guys easier.. lol..i strip till man sen da han la.. i think the ger got fatter.. the pants kenna stuck.. lol.. my boyfriend still alright..no choice.. got skill le.. =p

Spends

*drools*.. my mum's watching the channel U showing Zong Yi Da Ge Da.. They eating big crabs ! i wan too!.. long time never eat crabs le.. i wish one day i can travel to Japan to eat all kinds of crabs...

Went out with Liu jing to Bugis in the evening.. spent $70+ on gifts.. some i realli think very long.. too many ppl.. dunno whether is it right to buy if i only buy for a few? Not veri nice rite? If buy for everyone, scared cant afford or no time to complete buying for everyone.. so in the end still .. ya.. bought for a few friends on xmas.. im that kind of.. O.. this thing suits this person.. so i'll juz buy for that person.. but seriously everytime i see guy's clothes.. most prob i will think it suits either Andy, Bryan, Merill or Aaron.. it's always these few peeps whom i will think of la.. sort of their type.. haha.. but of cuz i nv realli buy for them la... clothes .. not so rich.. only will buy those little things.. like.. mostly i will buy for ppl like joyce..? Ops.. cham le.. still owe her so many things.. becuz of today's sms.. =X .. i didnt know anything! lol..bought my cg mortal's gift today also.. and mummy's bdae present.. Thx to Liu jing! and this girl realli help mi save a sum.. Going out with her is always the right choice for peep like joyce and me? What to do? We are Leos..! hahas.. Cuz she always stop us from "anyhow spending" .. whenever i see something that interests me and about to buy it, she will juz pull me away.. and sae i dun nid it.. and insist i can't buy.. =( or buy something for someone.. she will say.. no .. no nid to buy so expensive thing.. Depend on whether he/she is ur close friend.. lols! so funny la.. ok.. but help mi save.. and the way she sae.. Sisters can buy them some small thing.. Brothers.. aiya.. juz give chocs la.. Lolx! so funny.. she almost the same as sylvia.. lol.. me and joyce were like saying.. the twins help us save.. but liu jing more effective than xue mei.. cuz xuemei always lose her focus and end up buying with us.. lolx.. xD

I noe wad i wish for Xmas le.. it seems real simple.. but yet difficult at the same time.. dunno whether will it come true.. Santa! u heard it! hahas..

很闷

今天下了一整天的大雨，我想出去都难。想到要那雨伞，就很麻烦。一个人在家里有很闷。本来今天打算和他一起出去的。难得有一个有空的星期天。待回儿约了Liu Jing 4点半在 Bugis 去买圣诞礼物。好晚。。明天做了头发后就要回去做工了。好不想回去那个没意思的地方。但为了钱，没办法啦。。哈哈。。

Relief

Woke up real late today.. at ard 11 plus.. No one was at home.. veri quiet.. i still thought only 7 plus am.. but when i wake up, already going to 12 le.. den.. need to faster rush proj before the next proj meeting.. went to church.. dunno y talk about ghost stuff during fellowship.. Remember there's one time dreamt of ghost till i wake up in the middle of the night.. was struggling.. forgot y le.. haha.. and a few times dreamt of ghost and in the dream, i noe im dreaming and want to wake up but no matter how, i cant.. i can feel im on the bed the same time.. it's like.. im struggling to wake up but something is on me, dun let me move that kind of feeling.. kinda wierd.. but also didnt care much when i woke up in the morning.. anyway, that was some time ago le..
Anyway, claudia bought me a cap from HK.. really very sweet of her cuz she bought something for every single one of the cell grp member..















After that, shop abit at parsa malam at interchange.. Liu Jing jus nice there.. and Joyce, jorine and hazel on their way back from Ikea to inter too.. so we met up again.. heex..got some small thing for Joyce and she got back one for mi too.. thx! Sometimes it's juz nice to do some small little nice things for friends ya? heex..
Finally, i found someone to go shopping with me tml.. Nida shop for mummy's bdae present.. and maybe some Xmas gifts for my mortals.. and maybe random friends.. thinking of buying for like.. whole cg some small thing.. but realli scared got no time to realli shop.. esp work starts on Mon.. So meeting up Liu Jing after service to Bugis.. and maybe Joyce and Hazel?
Sorry for the entry yesterday.. Think too much and getting emotional again? Anyway, long time never use Chinese.. Is it still in good condition? hahaz..

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真震。。到底哪一面的你是真的？ -我真得很想知道。。真的~

戏如人生，人生如戏。。真真假假，假假真真。。有时候他是我最好的朋友，但有时候我们却变得很陌生。这倒地是怎么一回事？他到底在想什么？有人可以告诉我吗？我知道他每次都无意的伤害了我的心，但这就是他的本性。我也只好默默的被售伤害。有谁回了解这种苦？是你吗？你？还是你呢？我很痛恨这种感觉。但我不怪他。因为都说了，我们也只是朋友而已。就算是多过朋友，也算不上是情人。就好像夹在汉堡中间的那块牛肉，好辛苦，也没资格说什么。一切都常在心里。

朋友，你是否真心想和我做朋友？为何你会那么关心我，不想和我挂电话？当我伤心难过时，你会不顾一切搭德士来找我，安慰我。我真得很高兴能够交到你这一个好朋友。但今时不同网日。到了有一天晚上，你三百六十度的大钻变，突然不打给我，不发简讯给我，就这样继续你的生活。当我问你发生什么事时，你只告诉我你只是很忙，很累。那我也就算了，我了解。但到了现在，你还是给我一样的理由。已经一个多月了，怎么可能突然之间那么忙呢？你不用再说了，我也不是本的。我明白你的意思。我只希望那些都不是借口，只希望不要再被受伤害。

爱？什么是爱？不同的人当然有不同的看法。爱有很多种。我只追求简单的爱，能简简单单，甜甜秘密的度过一生就足够了。想不到这也好像蛮难的。不要说我年纪小，年纪小也可以经过很多事。年纪小也可以被爱情所困扰。

已经快5年了。着5年以来，朋友们都反对和不明白为什么我选择了他。真的是没一个站成。但这种东西很难讲。喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢。很难解释。朋友们，如果我为他做的是让你们生气的话，很不好意思。

刚才，他又令我难过了。我不想去说，不想去管。应为我不想把事情闹大。明明就好好的，经天有发生不想发生的小事。但别看事小，对我来说可大了。这一刻又好想他，一看到他在msn 就想和他聊天。但当我打开他的 msn window 时，又想起之前发生的事，挺气人的，又不想说什么了。唉，好乱，好凡。。

其实到现在为止，只有一个人真正真正的爱过我。虽然他现在已经不是我的朋友之一，但我仍然希望他过得好。毕竟我们有一段美好的回忆。虽然有很多此我们吵架闹翻了天，但也有实笑个不停。我们炒家可不是偶尔的那脾气，而是为了重要的是吵架。真的是蛮凶的。想起来，我们也算是度过风风雨雨的。如今，他在走他的阳光到，我也在走我的独木桥，之所以会闹到这样，大家都有错。我不会忘记他的好，不会忘记那一夜，不会忘记他那颗心。都已经快分开两年了，我希望我不再恨他，也希望有一天能够做回朋友。

Sleepy eyes

Yesterday's paper was fine.. finished at 4pm.. the gers are out at Ikea.. so went home first and came out at 5 plus to meet them at Tampines interchange.. There's this brand "Bossin".. Do hair one ar..promoting their service at inter.. den asking us to sign up for free trial hair treatment.. so in the end Jessie, Jorine and me signed up.. So funny the brand.. one more "i" den become Bossini liaox.. hahaz.. So made our appointment.. Mon 1pm at Bugis V.. after that we (joyce, jorine, Xuemei and me) went pop buy some stuff.. and set off to Vivo.. Wanna watch Charlotte's web preview at first.. but cannot make it in time.. so decided to watch Cinderella.. Sakaed before movie.. haha.. jux have the craving for sushi ar.. actually wanted Sushi Tei.. but super long queue and we left not much time before the movie.. so went sakae..was 11 plus after movie.. deciding whether going home after that.. and xm say yst nite got Shooting star.. so we were thinking whether to stay somewhere overnite to watch.. but in the end never la.. Jo cannot.. den dunnno mum let or not also.. so in the end we decide to go jo hse watch Step Up.. dunno y in the end nv watch also.. Watched recorded TV shows.. played com and X Box.. till 4 plus.. i fell aslp.. till 5 plus.. haha.. den got to go back le... Cuz jo mama waking up.. lolx.. den come home slp lo.. till 12 plus.. sians.. thinking go cut hair lata..

Boo..

My eyes are tired.. but my mind is not... Im still so energetic.. maybe becuz i drank 2 cups of coffee today.. The paper today is... quite unstable la.. juz rubbish all the way.. haha.. Yeaa.. tml comes Calculus.. and after that.. FUN..! Paper ended at 2pm today.. reached home at 3pm.. study a bit.. went for BS .. left hse at 4.45pm and reached home at 8pm.. watched TV till 9.45pm.. and start studying till 12.30am.. Finish study le.. Tml paper at 3pm.. so late.. waste my time.. y not 9am.. haha.. Tml gonna steamboat with joy, jo and twins.. yuppie..

and ya.. I realli ish.. Diu Lian Diu Dao~~~~ tt day my followed my mum to the bank to do some deposit of cash.. den on the way back saw her friend with her son la.. after they chatted a few mins i left, i juz made a casual remark.. "Her son quite handsome" .. but my mum nv sae anything la.. so i thought she dun realli care.. haha.. den Mon.. she saw tt friend of hers in the market.. and she told her that i said her son very handsome la!!! Argh.. Mei Lian Jian Ren..! Lolx.. That guy (her son) is last time same pri sch as me de.. but elder than me.. den pasir ris sec and TP JC.. and his dad and my dad close friends.. and i rmb last time we went Genting Highland together before when we were young.. and i rmb i kept bullying him on the bus and he was damn pissed off with mi... last time i quite naughty de la.. hahas.. Alamak..! i dunno if his mother will tell him i said tt or not.. -_-.. I realli..argh.. y my mum go n tell.. =.= ... and i was like making a din when she tells me.. and she juz kept laughing out loud and sae nvm one wad.. Evil mum.. =/

Oo lala..

Hey.. Jus ended my modelling paper.. Haiz.. Big mistake.. there's a possibility that i might get the last part of the Ans correct INITIALLY.. but at the very last min.. when i double check, i misunderstood the qn.. and changed my ans from the "possible right" to a " definite wrong" .. lolx.. Cus i check with Zi Yan.. she got the same answer as my previous answer.. =/ i was like.. arghh.. and i didn't know how to calculate the utilization rate.. =( .. But nvm.. Hope all these will only deduct a small percentage of the total marks.. Hope to get above 40 still! =p

Can't wait for calculus paper..but it'll be on Thurs.. Com'on challenge me!

Tml is purchasing... Sians..!!! So theorethical.. *faints* 2 more long chaps to go~

Rash saw the wrong timetable again! Just now Yani was saying.. "Hey let's meet early on Thurs too" den Rash was like.. " For wad?" den Yani said " It's calulus wad" and Rash.."I thought calculus tml?!"

Lmao.. No wonder when i asked her if she studied her purchasing already and she was like.. not a single thing yet.. i didnt mention to her tt the paper is gonna be tml.. but asked her how is she going to finish so many chaps... No wonder.. she thought the paper on Thurs.. Gosh! Guess wad.. she did the same thing for last year econs k.. lol.. when we finished our papers, kok teng called her and ask y she nv go for paper.. den she was totally shocked.. as she was jus nice prepared to go sch for paper.. She saw the wrong timing la...=.= ended up she paid for a $18 MC and took sub... =.= Luckily she found out juz now about the paper tml.. If not she would have missed the timing again!!! lmao..

Frustrated!

Well.. Im super frustrated now.. I finished studying 2 out of 3 subjects and the third one cant really go in my brain.. Because it's theory.. the other 2 are more on calculation.. Hope the questions are really common sense as what Mrs Gan said and hope i have common sense to ans the test questions huh..

omg.. i really can't stand it...! Im super bored at home and i got no mood to carry on study that subject .. although it's suppose to be the sub that i like.. - Purchasing.. Hais.. Im home alone and bored bored bored.. From prob 3pm till now i juz rot wherever i am.. Will someone juz bring me a little fun?

Miss u gers lots..

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I was screaming to the top of my voice for the past 1 minute.. DISGUSTING! i was down here using the com and my mum was beside watching TV as usual.. suddenly, she asked me to watch the TV and it was Channel 5.. showing the Doha Asian games.. think.. Muscle man competition or something.. It was so .. so YUCKIES! The scene where they squeeze their muscles out............... ARGH.. and their big oily body.. MAN!

alrite alrite.. Was guai the whole day.. hehe.. left 1 more chapter to complete calculus.. everything was fine.. juz felt uneasy staying at home the whole day.. so went out to have dinner with my mum, bro and his gf at Ikea and shun bian walk walk a while .. either way la.. i was afraid till veri late.. but i go cos my mum sae.. ard 7 plus jiu come home le.. The food is nice... high class..

Suddenly Jo called.. and asked if i noe anything that happened to Joyce.. i was not sure.. but only noe something's bothering her.. or maybe about her family.. She sounded serious and gave me a scare too.. liKe something happened and i dunno.. so she told me Joyce said something to Hazel and Hazel called my Hp but i didnt pick up.. so sorry i was studying in the room but my hp was in the Kitchen.. so i called back Hazel.. But everything turn out fine now.. Although it's like.. Phew.. it's sort of a misunderstanding, but i just felt something .. something.. quite touching? dunno how to say.. Something just strikes me.. my heart.. and sort of make me wanna treasure this wonderful, fruitful and hard-to-get chain of friendship even more.. Love you ger so much.. Hope 8 of us can get together real soon.. =))

Finally over..

Phew~ The interview's finally over.. I was the first one of my whole class.. and the fastest i guess.. I felt it's very fast la.. i juz talk talk talk all the way plus a few more questions den finish le.. lol.. den came home around 12 plus.. slack..wait for mama come back from work da bao for me.. den half watch the Ah Wang (Modern Version) half eat.. after that go out again with mum to do some stuff.. came home ard 4pm.. den later 6.45 meeting Xm for Bs.. Wah.. super tired.. managed to catch ard 45 mins slp juz now..
Guess tml den start study bah.. maybe tonite do some project..

tired

Veri tired.. i still dunno where to start preparing for the interview.. sians..
Joyce is .. dunno wad to say.. i still dun believe her! lolx.. Go and see her blog.. the pic.. the dark ulu pic.. she said the girl is her.. dun believe!

Im dozing off during tut this morning.. and i noe Mrs Gan was looking at me but sry ar... no choice.. my eyes cant open.. lol..

was thinking quite a lot yst nite.. haiz.. friends.. wad are true friends?

Friendship?

haha.. i'm bored.. dun feel like continuing my proj or doing any homework or studying right now.. eyes quite tired.. but dun feel like sleeping yet.. juz finish watching American Pie .. so funny.. was quite bo liao la.. juz went to the beautyqueens blog.. read the entry on Joyce's barbie dolls.. was realli laughing by myself when i read it k.. lolx.. so funny la.. lmao..
Quite excited about tml.. whoo~ Long time never see my aunties uncles cousins grandma! nephews and nieces..!

Juz now Bernard called.. i was liKe telling him i wanna take 24th Dec off.. den he like.. cannot la.. den i dun care.. den he sae ok.. but cannot taKe Dec 31 off.. new year eve.. i was like thinking y.. izzit got season change need to pack stock or wad.. haha.. den he sae dun hav... den ok lor.. haz.. Dun care.. the Gers gotta be so free on 24th.. Hehee..

Supposedly today going for Linda's son 1 mth celebration de.. but after church.. by the time reach there.. i think also finish le.. so in the end.. decided to fellowship with cg.. left the food centre like 9.30pm.. reach home like.. 10 plus.. den go Linda hse pass her her things.. she bought Ferrero for me to thank mi.. still wrap.. haha.. came back home already 11.10.. dillydally.. nw already going to 2...

Was unhappy for some reason.. haiz.. lets see wad will happen after Dec... maybe New yr excuse after that..

so bored so bored.. lalala~

Yawn

yah!!! He's such a camwhore and he attracts me so much! NOO!

haha.. closed shop quite late today.. i spent.. $70+... including one undesired jeans which i have to pay.. actually plus 2 chinos also.. but since cannot get yhr 50% off den next time den pay la.. but i so wanna buy the magical cup.. with purchase of every $50 can buy one for $2.. i wan to buy one more.. can change colour when u put hot water one.. so cool.. but i onli can buy 1..

ahhh

Oh my oh my.. I didnt know my application letter was that good to get interviewed... so sians.. i thought it's difficult to get into it.. and i just anihow submitted and was chosen.. wad the pink! lol.. argh... one more work for me.. Need to search for interview qns.. need to wear formal..! =.= So long never wear formal although i was in biz sch.. haha.. so ma fan... humphz.. i rather be observer and write report lor.. hahaz..

Started with project today.. stressed.. No sch one fri.. hope i can do everything on fri.. my homework, my part for project, and researching about the interview..

Just now Linda msg me ask me help her bring all her things in 832 back to her hse tml.. i was like.. argh.. so many things.. somemore tml afternoon shift.. by the time i reach tam ard 11.40pm le.. .. somemore i go work from sch.. and help her transfer her reservations to 808.. but tml still cannot do transfer out.. she lucky she tell mi in time.. if not cannot help her after tml le..

supposed to meet Regan today after my bs.. but was cancelled.. Today my cousin Jia yi came Tp for some course.. introducing them to poly life or soemthing.. dunno wad lai de.. muz come 3 days.. 8.3o to 6.30pm.. so long day.. even myself dun spend such long hrs in sch.. tml onli 2 hrs lec.. den work.. still nt sure if i shld buy which colour sweater.. and if i shld buy the jacket.. so thick.. juz nw mi n sis went TM see Hi-Fi set.. den shun bian ask her got anithing to vuy frm bsn.. den asked her to try tt jacket.. very nice leh.. but.. too hot to wear in sg la.. n we are nt liKe going aniwhere.. lol.. Bernard sae waste $ if buy.. so even a person for yearns for sales so much sae such thing.. den i think i realli shld nt buy rite? haha.. You noe wad.. he realli use a veri jian zao to increase sales.. and since it's meant to be a secret, den i shall nt say anithing..

The jacket im toking about..

This is my I/C Bernard.. concentrating on sewing.. haha..

stress

Stress for many many things.. projects.. some things. whether to go for outreach or fo for grandma bdae den go home study? was in a diff situation.. grrr.. becuz i always miss a lot of family events becuz i need go church or work.. den they were like saying those.. kind of words.. yea yea.. =.= i feel like attending too.. but.. yea.. so i finally decided to go for fathering at my uncle's hse.. to celevrate my grandma's bdae la.. too bad the timing is afternoon.. clashed with cg outreach.. so ya.. decided to go bdae celevration.. time to get tgt..

was thinking if i should sign up for the bankok trip.. for my course.. think so much.. afterall, they are juz going to choose either 6 or 12 peeps..

cant study for tml comskill test.. aniwae, how to study other than format? juz read through the course materials.. so many info..

Getting excited got Christmas.. how shall we celebrate? hmmm? dunno.. leave it to Joyce.. =X

Irritated

400th Post..

yea la yea la.. u may sae im still young, im stupid or wadeva.. but.. who cares ..

Felt so irritated the whole day.. woke up and was like.. quite hungry and irritated while thinking of all the things happening ard.. den my mum haven come back frm market.. den took a bath first.. den she come back sae.. she didnt buy my breakfast while i already told her yst nite tt im eating breakfast le.. she said she thought she heard mi sae im not eating.. so.. yea.. nvm.. more irritated.. but nv sae anithing to her la.. juz sae.. nvm la nvm la.. den dun eat.. den she sae.. she bought fish porridge for my sis.. ask mi wan to eat can eat la.. but by the time i already.. realli upset with my own things.. den no appetite to eat anithing la.. and she was like.. "nagging" wan to eat this or not wan to eat tt or not.. wan mi cook for u or not.. but i dun wan la.. i noe she meant good.. but ya.. no appetitie la.. and she's tt type who wun let her children, us, skip any meals.. so ya.. she can't stop nagging.. and i was like.. okok, i will make milo on my own..den she stop.. haha.. no choice.. gotta go work.. afternoon shift.. reached early.. and Bernard was sewing pants in the store.. so was chatting with him la.. To think of it, i really 'hai' alot of times unknowingly huh.. haha.. haiz.. lol .. but ya.. quite irritated la.. messed.. and i feel that recently.. i realli.. argh.. quite irritated with myself too.. in wadeva.. lets sae during work.. my smile is totally fake ok.. lol.. =x.. some colleages actually makes me cant stand them but yet.. cant sae them too.. by being so disorganised.. so untidy and everything.. makes me see ler more fan.. everytime dunno how to do things properly.. men! Si bernard.. everytime i tell him.. den he will sae tts y he need me.. or nu ren by his side.. =.= recently he also sot ler.. keep saying ro ma de hua.. yucks.. lol..
U noe today i'm realli not prepared to start work.. As usual, once i tap out after briefing, take over cashier.. and im still not in the mood.. den today.. once i took over Jaime, there's a customer who buys alot la.. and about the rewards sticker thingy and seperate transaction, confused me.. My hands were shaking alright.. cuz im so blur.. and reensuring myself i gave the right amt of sticker and everything.. esp now got the 2 bonus sticker promo.. but luckily nth happen la..
btw, i realli need to change a phone.. realli got prob.. auto delete my msgs.. esp the impt ones! all deleted! grrr..

memories

Maybe.. it's fated that afterall, all i can are just memories all the time..

What do i want now? i dun even noe.. tts y it's like that..

i'm just scared..and confused.. *hugs*

tired

decided to do my homework tml.. but how much can i do? not much i guess.. hahaz.. aniway.. got to do proj also.. oh my.. i feel im running out of time again.. shldnt go n queue tml..? argh... but cannot la.. =.= maybe shld juz try my best to waKe up early .. haha.. My elder sis was crying once i come home.. i was like.. wad happen? den she sae bullied by Boss.. haiz.. again.. i wonder if most of the work also liKe tt.. cuz not only my sis sometimes will cry becos of work stress.. but some of my friends too.. =/ and my younger sis was like.. black face when i try to joke with her.. hai.. juz dun understand how come my two sisters are always so short tempered.. Thank God im not like them.. hehe.. =x.. staff 50% off from 27 to 30th nov.. was thinking of wad to buy today.. in the calculated liKe.. $90+.. but not sure yet.. juz reserve first.. so expensive.. so maybe gonna eliminate some.. I feel like buying a jacket.. but it's quite thick.. like.. not worn in sg.. but its veri nice leh.. $79.. $39.50 after disc.. shld i buy??? but its like.. i wun use.. ? lol.. but its realli nice.... see hw..
sian..

Regan and me insdie taxi.. im so ugly.. argh

Blur

Yoz.. Wasn't in the mood to to work today.. was quite blur throughout.. scared do wrong thing when cashiering.. but luckily nth happen.. i dun feel like going to work tml.. so many things not done.. tutorials.. i realli wanna be guai students who do tutorials.. u noe.. but it's not the right timing for mi to do them at nite.. this time.. i onli got mood to do when i got 1 whole day free u noe.. im msging Bernard now to ask if i can not go to work tml.. i asked " what happen if i dun go work tml?" den he replied.." den all staff will starve" den i replied.." but i haven do my hw, proj, and next wk test.. no time to study" den he bo reply liao.. humphs.. was talking to him during break juz now.. den he said he sat off.. i was like.. huh realli? tt means u can come to church with me.. and he was talking crap again.. say wad.. he realli feel like going but no one ask him go.. as if im not someone.. =.= den he sae he wan to see sincerity one.. i sae.. okok.. i go home make invitation card.. den he sae.. " someone promised to learn sewing one hor.. den i will go" ARGH.. no time to learn la.. where got time.. .. .. my hse also dun have sewing machine wad.. diaoz.. everytime come frm sch den work le mahz..
hai.. den he sae see first.. at least still got hope la.. haha.. and today he was being irritating and disturbing me while i was taking over Simon cashier.. and in the end i shoot him back one sentence.. Realli felt so shiok.. ! he got nth to sae.. LOL! was laughing like hell la.. hahahahha..

Was reading Regan's blog and viewing his friendster for like.. 1 hr.. before blogging.. hai.. saded.. wad can i do? Aniway, no matter how many times i see one of his friendster pic, his tt friend realli look like Sylvia tt last time tampines IC de twin sister..! but he sae she's not leh.. wierd wierd.. met him yesterday again.. actually watching Happy Feet or smt.. but in btw there's too much time and nth to do.. so skipped.. and we were tired.. so he juz sent me home..

lesson

Heyo.. 10 mnis before lesson now.. decide to blog.. Hai.. My puppy yesterday last paper yesterday start work........ at Beleno J8 somemore.. so far.. diao.. juz finish paper immediately go work.. can see how much he need the money.. hai.. no choice.. den difficult to arrange time go out also.. boo.. ! AND VJC choir concert falls on Dec 1 nite..!!! got cg.. or outreach?? argh.. i so wanna cry.. i've missed it for many yrs le.. and tt day after work on 197 bus i heard VJ choir members singing away and heard their conversation about the concert.. i was like.. omg.. i wan to go!!! so immediately msg Ginny to double cfm.. den she told me the date.. is on Fri.. so yah.. cant go.. actually can lar.. but dun wanna go for make up cell.. so sad u noe.. i always wish to go with my sec sch choirmates.. juniors and seniors.. and shout Mr Toh's name during the concert? haha.. aiyahhhh.... iayhhhh! cannot go.. so super sad.. and the TP jam and hop also same date 6pm.. Boohoo! arhg.. to be continued.. changing class now..~

Class finish.. continue blogging.. Calculus lecture 1 hr later.. cannot eat anything.. later slp in lec.. haha.. better clear my mind first.. later going TM watch "Just Friends" with Regan.. shld be nice show.. wanted to watch step up too.. but not with him.. He alrdy watched 2 times and he said he dun mind watching the 3rd time with me.. ahah.. crazy.. Ops..=X
These are the movies i wanna watch..Just Friends, Step Up, Material Girls, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Open Season, Dejavu, SawIII, Charlotte's Web and maybe.. The Last Kiss?~ Among those 2 of them are R21.. ! Saw la.. aiyo..
aiya.. but.. no money to watch..
My stupid bank book.. cant be updated.. becuz last time i update den the machine skip pages.. den now the machine dun accept my book.. boo.. gotta go to the bank.. sians..

so bored.. lalalalala..OUCH! I asked Cong Xin to help mi massage.. damn pain la.. lolx.. this real gong fu guy..

tired

Yeayea.. He's tall, he's hot..damn hot.. who wouldnt love his hugs and kisses? lol.. but who cares now.. lols.. =p

alright alright.. switch channel.. today schooled.. handed in application letter and resume.. everyone's resume is so diff.. but nvm.. juz hand in.. today's so funny.. first lesson is purchasing.. some of us were waiting and waiting for the teacher to come until we find something not rite.. how cum the teacher so late haben come... so we were like thinking.. teacher sick or wad den no lesson.. den suddenly Heidi thought of our classroom is changed to 3rd lvl combine class with another class today.. ! den all of us rushed down for the lesson.. haha.. it's ard 15 min late.. lol .. went to work after sch.. ok.. i finally decide to but another set of uni.. aniway, quite nice combi.. so ok lar... gonna taKe $2 from bernard. cus he sae he will sponsor if i buy.. =X lols..
Regan came to pick me up from work today.. but still so pai seh.. come all the way juz to send me home.. O yah.. btw, heard Charlotte's web gonna be on movie.. sure watch.. hehe.. i wonder if "I'm the king of the Castle" will ever be up on movie.. Hees.. wanna watch 'twelve night' again too.. but DVD not available in SG.. =(

haven realli completed my calculus tut.. tml class 9am.. gotta go ler.. ciao.. Btw, i hope i dun make Joyce fall into another nightmare by suprising her with some interesting facts.. lolx..

TIred

This is my 394th post ... so tired.. lil hungry.. had 1 meal today again..morning shift.. 3.55 den break.. Tts my meal for the whole day lor.. This has been going on for days.. but nvm.. actually it's quite ok.. im thinking whether to buy a second set of uniform for work.. cuz cannot wash.. aiyo.. still considering.. chose 1 pink inside and one brown outside.. actually i wan the colour the other way round de.. but.. Ladies long slv no brown!!! tt day i go bedok saw Xiang ming wear pale pink and brown.. so sweet la.. tt day season change i wanted to choose tt pink de.. den sasha and Bernard say too pale den dun let mi wear..! Grr.. ;(

Got a new buddy yesterday.. name.. priscilla.. She's only 14 yr old!!! so young also can work.. faint.. Ops! forgot to check tml shift..Today Alvin's last day.. sob sob..after work join Yue zhu , qian ting and April.. they finished eating pastamania le.. and yue zhu gtg off.. so let mi, qian ting and april.. suppose to be a sec sch gers gang gathering.. but turn up most ppl cant maKe it.. so ya..

Wow.. tml is 20th le.. Puppy's last day O lvl.. after that can go out tgt with mummy and korkor tgt le.. but.. Chou korkor came back bsn taka.. haha..

ppl keep asking me to "wake up".. or "cant stand me" .. they cannot understand..

unhappy

Haiz.. shocked to hear about Chee Yong's death.. He's so young!!!!! 25 yrs old.. and heard he's a nice guy..and he passed away juz one slp and never waKe up... HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omgwtbbbq...... how can.. he juz got promoted....... so sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........
Although i didnt noe him.. but.. heard of him and saw his pics before.. Only learned about it when Felix knocked off work and decided to wait for us in the shop.. and he was talking talking.. den suddenly talk about Chee Yong's death.. i was liKe .. wad?!?!?! it was actually written in the briefing book 2 days ago.. i didnt work.. so dunno.. omgomg....! So scary.. so saddening.. It was in the newspaper.. hai.. it's juz so sudden..

anyway, went to work today.. still no mood.. but no choice.. i reached at ard 1.20pm.. see the shop not open yet!!!! still season change.. haiz.. tts y i hate season change in 832 ever since change in charge.. so i went in.. need to choose new Uni.. it's call BOMB Tee.. gotta wear 2 layers.. 1 long sleeve, 1 short.. V neck plain.. and they said cannot choose dark colours.. =.= it's hard to match.. even i taKe light pink and white also cannot.. they say.. No black and white..=.= den i chose light pink and another colour.. they say.. the pink too pale.. in the end.. i choose and choose.. i realli dunno.. den ask sasha help mi choose.. in the end.. i took Yellow outside and dark purple inside.. haiz.. and everyone muz wear different colour.. Yk took outside pink, inside yellow.. Serene took pink and purple.. forgot which way.. im the third ger to choose.. so it means that .. the later u work, the less choices u have.. but aniway.. there are 64 colours.. they are driving us crazy.. i mean the Diff coloured Tees.. somemore it's displayed with pakaging.. when customer try, we open.. and if they dun wan, need to pack back.. wads worse is that.. the plastic sure torn when we open.. =.= and one colours got a few tones.. and we spend so much time and effort on one customer who juz wan to buy a $9 bomb tee.. ??=/ Somemore today realli not enuff staff.. and the bomb tee realli seems to be bombing our sales.. lol..

Felix told us he got another lobang for biz.. he realli so many lobangs and so many rich friends u noe.. cant stand it! lol.. his friend is asking him now to join his fish+pub biz at Rose Garden.. He described it.. real interesting.. but the .. wads tt call.. forgot.. it's hard to get approval la.. den i ask Felix if the biz realli open ar.. ask mi go work part time.. he sae no prob.. haha.. Out of shop at about 11.10pm.. so late rite.. sians.. den conference.. hai.. i tried to ask Jorine.. but.. ya... once she heard sat.. den.. ya.. i juz try to ask qianting again.. and.. ya .. but.. i juz dunno how.. Qianting!!! U noe and u noe.. but y...??? no nid to scared..... hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....=.= and Jaime.. She can go de.. but sat she working full shift..!!! den i ask bernard y put her full shift.. cuz he promised to put Jaime sat off so that she can come church with mi.. den he said cuz she requested tml off.. haiz.. =(

Almost forgot to claim the taxi fare from Bernard after dropping off bus.. $16.. den he gave mi $20.. sae no need change.. treat it as he treat me starbucks.. wah.. he realli meant it.. cuz he owed mi.. wanted to return him back.. but he dun wan.. so serious.. haha..

Hai.. im still sad.. wanted to go out for a walk tml.. but.. dun think there's anione.. Regan wanted to meet after my cg.. but think it's too late.. sat still got work.. and somemore i haven done my cover letter and resume.. so gotta stay at home to finish them..

where

If music be the food of love, play on,
Give me excess of it, that surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken and so die.
That strain again! It had a dying fall.
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing, and giving odour. Enough, no more!
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.

For a moment.. i'm so stuck.. felt so stuck..

How to be out of love without even being in a r/s..

*shrugs*

but again.. not knowing the reason is so.. dumb

T.T

..=/

Happy and sad..

Im so happy that i understand calculus lec about differentiation today u noe!!! whahhaa.. already did half the tutorial.. and today i felt so relax.. that i completed all my assignments.. cool.. and wed's gotta be so relax.. cuz only got 40 mins tutorial.. but have to stay back to discuss the application letters and resume.. alright la.. dunno till wad time.. den in the evening got BS at YMCA.. hope xm no need to go home.. cuz noe she sure late if she gotta go home and put down her things.. which i think most prob she will do that.. haha.. and Thurs and Fri goanna be off day for me.. totally no school.. Fri is like.. officially no sch all the time le.. cuz is online comskills .. den this Thurs no sch is becuz this week is e-lec for that sub.. and my friends were like .. keep complaning.. sae they hate me.. cuz i no need to go school while they still got to attend their CDS tutorials.. lolx.. but i working afternoon shift la.. luckily is afternoon shift.. cuz Thurs is season change.. im not going to tell them i have no sch for that day.. if not they sure ask me reach early in the morning 8am for season change.. NO WAY! lol.x.. WOw.. so fast it's going to be christmas again.. hope cg can have another chalet? Ops.. =X haha.. anyway, like Christmas.. already got 1 friend coming for Christmas service.. woo.. so fast..

Hai.. i only left .. tml..? to buy Jia Hong's present.. which i not sure what time will my grp discussion going to be until... and.. cant contact charmaine.. wanna ask her opinion on wad to buy.. cant contact bao ying also.. hai.. i scare i will forget to call them again tml.. and ya.. i maybe still got fri to buy.. not sure got work or not.. but even if dun have, dun think i can find anione to accompany go buy.. most of the ppl will be schling or working at the first part of the day..

haha.. my friend always complain i got such relax schedule.. esp Yani.. cuz my time table realli so slack.. i was dismiss early most of the days in a week.. cannot even meet up friends from business or marketing by coincidence most of the times.. haha.. and she was like.. HUI MIN! how can u like that.. blabla.. haha.. but actually other than that i'm busy with work as well wad.. haha.. now i onli can work .. mon.. sometimes tues.. thur..sometimes fri.. sometimes sat.. and sun...

These few weeks must realli work alot... HAIZ.. cuz a lot of things to pay for.. the saddest thing is to pay for the 3 stupid pants.. Bernard is pushing real hard now, asking mi to pay.. hai.. he say.. ask mi give him money first.. den he put the money in the safe.. until able to be sold le then he return me the money..=.= if not den.. i pay.. hai.. if like that give him hor.. dunno when den can take back.. it's like.. almost 100 bucks.. ='( No money le la.. cries.. and Queenie juz helped me buy the dunno how many eye shadows.. i think got about 5.. that is long time ago i ask her to buy de.. but she juz bought recently.. so.. yah.. den haben pay her the money for 1 of the Giordano basic Tee.. and the money for Linda's cake.. i forgot whether i got pay her or nt le.. cham.. wah.. it's like.. suddenly.. so many miscelleneous to pay for.. T.T actually Mi n Queenie going to share Linda and Yati's present de.. but to think twice, better not.. erms.. so sry.. but no money..

Bored..

In LOM centre 2 now.. wasted my time here for 2 hrs... excluding 1 hr tutorial.. before that another 2 hr break.. before that 9am tutorial.. bored.. now going for calculus lecture again... ciao..

yay

Yay~ Managed to complete my calculus tutorial 3 ...... luckily can understand a bit after reading through the notes.. Sry gers.. realli cannot join u all for bowling.. cuz need to do tutorial..

Nothing much today.. lesson as usual..

disc

Haven done my homework..! Tml got work.. zZz.. went sch today for 2 hr purchasing lec.. Hai.. i should have chosen E-Log as first choice for my elective instead of.. Lom e.. my lec said.. lom e is okok.. e-log is superior.. although he is teaching lom e.. haiz.. then liKe .. whole course only a few chose E-Log.. so dun even know whether they will start a class on E-log.. and the time when he said tt.. it's already too late to change.. so.. leave it up to God.. but hope that.. somehow or rather, they will put mi in my 2nd choice! hahaz.. anyways.. went lab after lec.. intend to help Linda print her Cert.. but in the end, i realise i forgot to bring my thumbdrive.. so i decided to log in her hotmail which diret mi to the add to print cert all tt.. and the connection realli damn slow...! when i finally get it and print, i realise free access lav no colour printer..! grr.. so irritating.. so i went to the bus lab.. re-log in to her mail and all tt.. and it loads realli slow.. cannot take it.. so i went off without printing the coloured one.. den i sms her.. she sae nvm.. no colour also can.. diao.. lol.. hai.. haha..

Then came home.. lie on the floor do my Log Mod Tutorial.. do half way fell aslp.. so went to bed.. woke up at 5pm.. meeting John 6 plus at Bedok to buy Gio jeans.. cuz sasha gt disc.. hai.. in the end i bought 1 too.. Oh No! dun intend to spend.. =( lolx..

hehe

Wow.. ok.. shall not waste animore time and start blogging.. I'm quite stuck at Matthew's friendster for quite a while.. It happens each time i passed by his page.. OMg i miss him! It's been 10 Yrs.. since i know this "ger's fav" boy.. or should i say man? lol.. But in my imagination, he's still a young boy with his unbroken and irritating voice..lolx.. But too bad.. now rarely contact.. He's surrounded by girls all time round i guess.. wahaha.. and he seems to be a play boy... aww.. haha.. super cute, handsome and naughty or rather playful.. i like! I wanna get his hug too! lolx.. Joking la.. craz.. He's like a big star.. Nod nod but no no....... haha.. still remember last time he always come my hse and Yuan Fu's hse play after sch.. haha..

O yah.. and yst and today i saw another pri sch friend, Nicholai.. but he dun rmb me le. . cuz we were only chinese class de classmate..He smoKes..! and walk like ah beng.. but quite handsome though.. haha.. Recently i keep seeing pri 3 n 4 friends.. Yilin, Sharon and all that.. and ya! i even saw my kindergarden friend at the 7-eleven near my hse a few days back! I still remember he's got the same water bottle as me.. LOL.. Horrible i still remember.. lolx.. Don't remember his name though.. LOL.. i always rmb things yrs back.. i wonder is this the reason why i can't absorv well now.. Not enough memory space? lolx.. If that is so, then it's gonna be so terribly bad for me cuz i still have years to go.. LOL!

Alright alright, shall formally start today's main topic.. hahaz.. quite bored today la.. went to sch for 40 mins comskills lesson.. came back home.. played a bit of ps2.. was rather slpy.. but the timing was not right.. cuz Linda coming my hse to use com soon.. so went to fetch her at her hse void deck.. she wanted to do the Maid quiz but her Adobe Reader wasn't working.. so asking me for help.. yah.. She has to get 80% of the quiz correct in order to qualify hiring a maid.. and there are 8 modules or info about hiring maid.. It's like Lec notes and u have to read it and take 5 set of quizes.. and the registration fee is $30.. =.= so we nv read the module and start the quiz.. It's liKe super common sense questions.. haha.. of cuz pass la.. but we took quite long to complete all the quizes.. till ard near 5pm.. and Zie is visiting her.. so she gotta go back.. Oh ya.. i hope i can rmb to help her print her Cert tml in sch..

so after that stayed at home .. till 8.. suddenly thought of not lazing ard animore and go get the things that i need.. like.. A4 paper.. pens.. and some files to get more organised.. went Simei Popular to get it.. know y? cuz got staff disc ma.. wahha.. Ops.. tt sounds liKe im so.. gian.. but.. aiya.. i wanna save ma! humph.. so waited for Leonard off work and took bus home tgt.. wanted to get some small little things which hopefully can cheer him up a little but cant find that something.. cuz he seems rather troubled or something.. hai..
Very pai seh to Regan.. that time and time again.. i so lazy to go out with him.. not laz to go out with him la.. as in .. go town at a wierd or rather late timing.. I really feel so sry man! As in i know he sometimes realli wan to find someone to tok.. den.. ahhhhhhh.. but.. dunno ah.. =(

803

Went compass relief today.. Yendy went 805 relief.. Fendy full.. heng ar.. so tired now.. study from 9 to 6 and work from 7 to 11pm..

U noe i go compass point relief and met 2 mad guys.. Fendy and Ivan.. They are really mad i tell u.. tt Fendy.. tok so rough de.. and ya.. he's realli loud.. den he tok rubbish to me.. and so of cuz i replied rubbish.. den i dunno y la.. dun find it funny and he and Ivan keep laughing like till no breath that kind.. realli diao lor.. dun find it funny at all.. but Fendy like same same with Bernard kind... Both big size.. smoke.. from malaysian.. like tok rubbish.. so things the same..
hai.. cannot blog le.. bth.. go slp le... ciao

still veri tired..

Wah.. a lot ppl didnt fo sch today cuz sick.. and lots of us are alrdy like.. half sick.. but still can go sch kind.. today's realli realli tired.. but tried to stay awaKe during Log Mod Lec.. Luckily able to catch wad teacher is teaching.. after sch realli dun feel like going work.. wan go home slp.. hai.. aniway, went to work.. today got new staff.. call Dilah.. i think .. 16 yr old nia.. now a lot 16 yr old staff.. Tml need to go compass................................................... =.==.==.= i cant even cfm i can reach on time.. Tml Fendy IC.. heard tt he veri gd.. so ok la.. luckily Yendy go 805 relief.. hahahha.. Dunno y ah.. recently a lot of things to say Bernard.. 50% of the christians in the shop muz noe how to alter pants den he come with mi to church.. =.= purposely one lor.. 4 of us.. 50% = 2... YK already noe le.. so left 1 more.. but.. diff.. ! serene and xm consider new.. argh.. but the office ppl sae each staff muz noe how to sew pannts.. CRAZY!
I REALLY fed up with BSN la.. Requirement so many.. den treat staff like that.. DUnno say wad want to keep fridge ar.. den Next Uni muz wear those cheapest Crew neck kind de Tee.. and another Uni muz wait see which one not selling gd one den let us wear.. WTH lor..! FED UP! So ridiculous la.. Isn't it???!!! but got no choice..
aniway.. Bernard sae.. if i can sew straight line = he listen to me talk 2 sentence about christian.. den sew = come church with me.. Sew faster than him = believe in Christ.. so diaox.. where got this kind of thing.. TU Xue.. aniway, if sewing pants can bring him to church, den i juz learn lor.. BUT.. i wun help him sew even if i master it .. LOLX..
And i created a miracle today.. Today Simon, Serene, Bernard and me took the same bus 15 home.. normally if onli mi and Bernard he sure will take diff bus from mi de.. dunno y la.. he wierd guy.. even if we taKe same bus with Simon .. after Simon drop off he also will sit by his own one.. but today.. he dunno y so high.. den all the way back we chatting.. somemore he wan drop same bus stop as me.. lol.. Miracle sia! Xuemei will agree with me.. lol...

Tsukaremashita..!

Tsukaremashita! Tired! Tired! Tired! Im really tired!.......................... Gotta go Compass relief on Tues with Yendy?! I dun wan!!! dun wan dun wan dun wan.................... Booooooo! Even i finish sch at 6pm.......... 7pm den punch in they also shuang? Boohoo................... haiz.. tired.. i realli cant find that " Asian types of Resume" Examples that my tutor wants me to do and print for my grp members.. i found American style.. vher dun wan..... sianz.. until now i still cant find.. how.. want to cry.. veri tired! tml still got work.. tues work.. thurs work.. fri work.. sat work.. sun work... argh.. actually work veri few days de.. cuz wed got bs cant work le.. but i told them then i work Thur.. at first dunno whether can or not.. cuz got Alvin le.. but now i think most prob can la.. cuz they wan me work shift.. wah.. can die .. but wei le money.. jiu REN....... and i found tt .. actually i can work fri morning shift also.. cuz no sch.. as in online lec.. dunno wan work or not.. shld i? or leaving it for doing tutorials for the whole week? Hmmmmmm...

WOW... going to 2.. alamak.. haben do tml tutorial.. aiya.. Heck le.. wan to slp.. but the prob is Tues calculus tutorial.. haiz.. guess no time to do also.. but i realli dun wan to slack in tt sub.. cuz last sem a lot of my friend took and failed.. this yr repeat again.. veri sian lor.. wanna ask my bro gf give mi tuition on tt.. but.. dun dare.. haha.. she also seems like a busy ger.. she's a sec sch a maths teacher..hai.. bua ta han le.. eyes closing.. ciao..

tired eyes

super tired.. haben do my comskills yet.. teacher wants the singpore version of the 3 types of resume.. like cant find .. the ones i found all America de.....
sianz.. No time to do le.. Comskills online also.. nobody has post any new threads for stage 2 yet... *yawns*.. These 2 days addicted to Leonard's Underground speed ps2 game.. but it's realli fun.. racing game..

I felt bad today.. for disappointing 2 ppl.............. haiz.. can't help it.. SORRY!

A moment of shockness

Wow.. i met him coincidentally today while walking to the 293 bus stop... what a shock! lol.. i was realli shock for a moment.. but shiok for a moment.. LOL!

Aniway, i was trying to complete my tutorials for next week today.. and when it comes to calculus.. it really kills.. i took this sub becuz i liKe maths.. and i promised myself to realli pay attention in Lecs.. I did.. but... i realli dun understand.. plus i get those type of lecturer where his words realli puts u to slp.. furthermore the lec is the last lec of the longest day.. which is a tired day.. i realli tries hard to waKe myself up..for eg the last lec.. i realli dun understand on function.. i asked Zi yan.. my china friend.. u know china ppl always pro in mathematics..and she was explaining like.. pilipala~~ so fast.. and i didnt realli understand.. becuz the chinese she uses is realli chim.. =.= lolx.. U noe.. and finally i get a lil understanding.. but come back home.. i couldnt get it again.. and i cant ask my sis.. she acts like a tiger if i ask her the 2nd time.. always lose patience easily.. and i mean EASILY.. lol.. aiya.. im liKe.. i wanna get a tuition teacher!!! cuz i noe i cant slack in this sub.. sad sad..

hai

*yawn.. * supposedly meeting sasha and stella in the morning 11am to buy present for mel de.. btu sasha said she will be reaching at 11.3o.. and stella sae she not going le.. .. hmm.. den in the end sasha reach at 12pm.. and stella decided to come at 1pm.. haha.. haiz..

realli dunno whether tml can work or not.. i will try la.. but i alrdy told YK to reserve a staff to cover my shift.. today my leg pain again.. hai.. keep bleeding.. those kind of realli bleed will drip de.. haiz.. juz now while waiting for sasha.. went toilet.. den bended my knees bleed again.. my left leg.. den the thing..at my right knee also half came off.. so i took out after svc.. but 1 layer stuck onto my wound.. if i pluck out its gonna bleed again.. so i nv.. and wear 3/4.. walk le veri pain.. something dangling dwn there stucked to my knees and bua-ing against my pants.. so pain.. den we went Bedok eat.. Andy and me ordered Mutton soup.. hai.. the uncle cheat us money.. nvm.. den after work i go Bsn find mummy.. ask her help mi taKe off the thing.. ask for water.. den she poured water le still cannot taKe off.. and she juz pulled! OMG.. and it juz bleed quite a bit again.. =( She very power de lor.. didnt even care whether i pain or not.. haha.. pain lor.. i keep making noise and she juz react as im entertaining her tt kind.. lolx.. she likes to do all these Bian tai thingys.. =X tt time Kendrick also his back dunno got wad thing.. a veri big lump.. everybody see le sae ..EEEEEEe.. very Er Xing.. den Queenie juz go and help him squeeze out all tt... er.. wadeva.. yucks.. lol.. So qiao Joyce and Jorine working also.. den Mdm at the right timing come and bring those stuff she got from Korea.. and i lucky got 1 souveneir too.. haha..

=(

I wanna watch you,me and Dupree veri much.. but.. seems liKe left 2 more days den not showing le.. sad sad.. and the 2 more days only got 1 timing each day.. which is 7.10pm.. Tml needa go Joyce hse.. so cannot.. Wednesday got work.. so cannot.. argh.. =(

But not sure wed can work or not cuz of my knees injury.. haiz.. veri pain! hurt yst while playing the 'elope' ice breaking game .. but today more pain.. Yesterday whole night cant slp becuz of the pain.. haiz.. I muz say that i'm realli bad at this kind of game.. esp this game ok.. lolx.. furthermore i am a slow runner.. Know why esp this game i dun like? lol.. Cuz i had a bad experience when im in Pri 3 alrite.. lolx..

The story goes like this.. It was early in the morning and pri 3.8, which was my class, was having a PE lesson with Miss Tang.. So she was asking the class to form a circle with boys and gers standing alternatively.. ok.. so we formed.. i still remember i was standing beside a guy call Ho Wen Xu.. He is that kind of.. stiff stiff tall tall type.. den in the end mi and him kenna sabo lorz.. cuz both of us run veri slow.. den in the end when we went back to class, Miss Tang gave us a forfeit to do.. which is to sing "Twinkle twinkle Little Star" with actions in front of the whole class..

So pai seh.. thats why until now i still remember the game and even my partner's full name.. lolx.. but tt time still alright la.. cuz quite gham with the class and teacher.. lol.. Everytime come to such games i will feel so clumsy one la.. lolx.. Still remember during PE lessons in pri sch.. Hated it when PE teacher says " Class, line up in rows of 5" or something like that.. lol.. Sure play those kind of challenge games one lor.. whaha.. Hated my Pri 1 & 2 time most.. always Kenna bully one.. lol.. but i love my class, classmates and teachers from Pri 3 onwards till Pri 6...
But too busy to visit them during teachers day in recent years.. Hope next year teachers day dun crash with my exams again! I'll definitely go back to my pri sch! Stupid security fuard wun let us in during normal days.. even with sec sch Uniform!!! How cruel.. Grrr..

Today whole day at home.. is sianzZz.. wanted to go for Lec alot.. i mean it ok.. lol.. but.. i realli cant walk properly.. as in its veri pain.. den cannot walk properly.. den.. aiya! dun go la.. luckily tml no sch and no work.. cuz now still the same.. swollen.. but i veri scared i wed cant go to work .. cuz i think today Bernard covered my shift if im not wrong.. that means 3 full in a row for him.. Sorry! although i dun like him in some ways sometimes.. but i not purposely de! realli! lol.. eh.. how den? Shall i msg him to ask him borrow staff from other outlets to prepare for my absence on wednesday? Will he be angry? lol.. But i dun think i can wear Jeans lor.. juz now my mother go and pour the Qing Cao You on my wounds.. OMGWTBBBQ~!

Recently always so late reach home.. and a bit scared.. because recently juz saw that on the notice board of the RC oppposite my hse.. they pasted a 'not full pic' of a malay molester.. and the pic is like.. pasted in most places around my area.. cuz Alice say her dad also got sae her hse there also got the pic.. den these few days i go home.. my hse void deck always got a bunch of Malays with big pink bicycles.. dunno wad they doing.. everynight also see them lo.. but.. ok ar.. think scaring my ownself.. juz faster go up the lift.. den yesterday.. after the outing.. sasha's dad drove us to after Grace hse tt 15 bus stop.. tt time ard.. 11.20 like tt...den when we go up the bus.. Bernard call and dunno wad he talking la.. lame.. den it happens that he, simon and alvin on the same bus behind us.. lame.. haha.. actually before going ECP , mi went Bedok find Queenie Su Ku.. haha.. den at first Queenie inside storeroom sewing pants while having break.. so sasha outside.. den sasha saw mi.. say hi la.. den later.. he touch my chin.. den think i got dry skin den she help mi peel.. den i was like.. er.. er.. lol.. den she ask mi come for wad.. den i say find Queenie den she not happy le.. lol.. so funny sia she.. den always looking out for macho passer-bys.. lol.. kk.. Aniways.. before i reach home my mum was like.. called mi and ask y so late haben go home.. but ususally she wun call le.. it's juz 11 plus.. den she started saying.. Eh.. downstairs a lot of malays ar.. reach alrdy ask mi go down fetch u.. i was like.. o.. ok..
Den when i reach home she started telling mi about the molester thingy.. cuz she juz came back from my aunt's hse.. and my aunt was talking abt that molester.. dunno wad.. asked a pei Qun pri sch girl to take off her clothes and.. dunno la.. think my aunt's friend's friend's daughter or something izzit.. ya..den i told her i alrdy noe le.. saw it at the notice board.. but the usual gang at the void deck shld be ok la.. they have been there for so many days le..

First Love

First Love

I ne'er was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet.
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked what could I ail
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away.
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start.
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winter's choice
Is love's bed always snow
She seemed to hear my silent voice
Not love appeals to know.

I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling place
And can return no more.

-John Clare

slpy

hmm.. Nw den joyce tell mi the presents she got from Beijing is First come first serve!!! I muz go n choose asap.. Jorine and Hazel already got their presents.. How Kia Su! lolx..

Wah.. these few days quite pack.. quite slpy.. quite bz.. quite irritated at work.. Kuai Yao Zuo Bu Xia Qu le.. Now the only thing is to wait for YK come back see how.. and Linda better come back after her rest.. but most probably not parkway le..=( sads.. Finding free time to go and visit her and baby again..

Maybe going Joyce's hse for K this coming fri or smt.. she bought new wine.. ah.. cool.. Alice gonna get drunk again.. =X

Lalalala~

Wahhhhhhhhh.... I'm so bOrEd LaRhX.. 6pm work todayz..zZz.. i rather laz at home...... hahaz.. Hope Felix afternoon shift today! HEard that after Felix resign, YK coming over to be the next IC! OH NO! Haiz.. so sian loe.. some shuai ge come PW bsn and motivate mi! Lolx.. and till now the Royal sporting hse ppl haven call mi yet.. y............................ lol..... haiya.. realli so sian.. grrr.. going crazy!

Jeff is getting mad right now at canada 11 plus pm.. =.= haha....... argh.. miss the fun we had..

Joyce's at Bei Jing now.. waiting for gifts.. lol.. =X Btw, Melvin ask me did Joyce arrange a KTV session liao?! i didnt even know there is? lol..

Btw, Matt bought the same Doughnut that Jorine bought from Korea... it was ICHIBAN! *Joyce, dun get jealous..* lol.. Oops..=X

I was thinking why wasn't my time table up yet.. Hmmm..?

Season change..

The most unhappy season change i've experience since i started working at Bsn.. Totally irritated.. lazy to type everything out.. Juz even the IC dun even know wad he need to do! ok.. that i dun realli blame him cuz he's quite new.. but the thing is the attitude that matters.. The moment he noes tt it's time to go up to the kids counter he's so happy.. juz left like that.. leaving without a word for Simon and mi.. Esp the time when we are stuck on wad to do.. =.= I ask him anithing he also dunno.. veri pek cek leh.. so hot somemore.. grr.. and everyone else were busy with their own dedicated area.. called out to Berd for help he also act liKe nth happen.. shit la..
At that moment i juz hoping that the shop faster open and i can start work..
In the end den we slowly figure out everything with the help of the offce ppl.. cuz some of the stocks didnt realli come.. means out shop not selling.. and it's shown in the pic.. so we have to replace it with some existing stock.. it's rather confusing..

eneded work at 2.30pm..
Met Xue mei accompany her go PS rebond her hair.. hmm.. the effect.. ok lar.. but think her hair too dry.. so.. still not veri perfect.. I felt that i waited a long time .. but actually to think of it.. onli ard 3 and a half Hrs.. Den realise that beside Jean Yip got a Japanese store.. Everything $2.. cool.. bought some things.. after that go eat KFC.. and off to the airport to send Joyce off..

At first we met an American i think.. we accidentally woKe him up while he's slping at the.. Viewing mall..he cchat quite a lot with us and showed us magic tricks.. haha.. interesting.. but too bad i knew the tricks brhind it.. =p

after that Joyce gotta meet her parents le.. and Joyce's testing her mama whether she know our names.. den she cant rmb my name.. but know im related to Yulun.. she calls him that.. and that fat turtle beside hinting her mum tt yulun... wadeva.. Den joyce mama ask mi.. " eh i ask u ar.. U tgt with yulun ma?"
Mi: abit shock.. wad a direct and sudden question.. lol
mi: no.. last time.. maybe nxt time..
Joyce: on the way
Mi: no..=.=
Joyce mama: ahyo.. dun wait la.. still got so many out there..( frowned.. those worried faces)

Her mum so funny! lol..

Mi: Im a veri 'eat love' person..
Joyce mama: (still that kind of look) Aiyo.. here got one ma.. *pointing to her bro..*

Lol.. so funny la her mum .. den her bro ear realli turned red colour.. lolx.. i was like.. ermmz..
lol..

then after that before taKing bus home we met again.. den her mum was like asking each of us whether got bf or not.. she seems so interested in our love life eh? Maybe she got some gd ones on hand to intro.. lolx..

Boreddddddddddd

Bored........ Cant find ppl to go hunt presents with mi.. everyone's working.. until 6pm... i'll see how later..... Meet xm or joyce or regan or jason or angel....

sianz.......Qian ting not free..

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lalallalalallala........

Had a bad day..

Well.. things are going well till around 5 plus when i juz ended my break time.. hai.. u can see how bad they organise the break time.. i ended work at 6pm but had my break time onli at 4.30pm.. but i shall not stress Felix animore.. He's being super nice to us even though he's stress by things himself..

After my break, someone was like saying wanna watch movie.. so i was like.. ok.. but juz then, Berd ask mi to stay back cuz the stock juz arrive.. and need staff.. and i was like.. bo bian la.. den have to help out.. so i told him tt i had to end work later.. and can see tt he's impatient liao.. haiz.. always gets impatient easily.. sads.. i was like quite irritated alrdy.. cuz i dun realli wanna stay back.. den i called home and told my mum tt ill be late for dinner cuz of work.. and she was like making a big fuss.. saying that i evrytime come home so late.. btu it's not beyonf my control rite?! That even irritates mi more.. so after work i realise that i realli got no money to spend for anithing else animroe.. so i msged him and said i cannot watch le cuz gt no money.. and he's angry u noe.. he said i waste his time preparing .. but when i call him he's still eating and ask him wad movie he wanna watch.. he say dunno.. what else he nid to prepare? aniwaes, he's sounds angry in his msges.. which affected my mood.. but i cant help that i got no money rite.. i dun even haf a single cent at tt moment and dun wanna withdraw money animore.. Xm even have to treat mi during my break.. hai.. guess i have to eat $1 buns from Deifrance evey break time from tml on.. or bring own food.. realli nid to save..
HAIZ...
But he said he's not angry when i called.. but.. the msg still sounds he minds.. alrdy super irritated and my sis is bugging that i let her use the com now!!! argh..

Twins Bdae Celebration..

Let's talk about yesterday after service.. Rushed down to Downtown east for Estee's Bdae Chalet.. Joyce was hurrying mi cuz she's too bored.. and i understand y after i've reached.. haha.. tOoK some pics..
- Singing Bdae song..

- Joyce, Josh, Me

- Me, Estee, Joyce

- Bossinians..
After that actually meeting the Twins and their sis, Hui Min to Aranda Country Club sing K de.. budden when we reached, Xm got serious stomacheache.. furthermore the rooms were fully booked.. so in the end we decided to maybe watch movie.. but.. like not much choices and Xm still not feeling veri well.. so we went home in the end..

Supposedly meeting at 2pm today.. but we told the twins and Alice that we are meeting at 1.3opm.. suprisingly, Alice was on time but the twins.. Haiz.. LATE!!!

- Snapped Joyce's impatient and annoyed look while calling up XueMei who 9/10 didn't pick up the call..

As usual, the twins were late AGAIN.. and is terribly late.. told them 1.30pm.. but they only reach at 3.30pm!!! Kua Zhang rite?? Eh no.. Liu Jing was a bit earlier.. although today they are the main lead .. but no exception!!! Aniwaes their Bdae is alrdy over lor.. whahaha..


After everyone arrived, we proceeded to Heeren for Marche.. we failed to go to the planned place becuz of all the lateness la.. u know..

- So Much food!
So we were all bloated after eating.. and Jorine only came juz rite after we finish up everything except for a few pieces of Garlic bread.. and its so sweet and nice for her to bring us presents and souveniers from Korea( Mostly to be eaten.. Jo wants us to grow fat tgt with her!!! *scary*) esp the Donuts! Different types of Donuts from one of the famous Donut stall in Korea.. Aww~ So nice, so beautiful... BUT.. Guess what we saw when the box was opened up?! ANTS!!! *faints.. Everyone was anticipating to see how the donuts look like and waiting to try it and in the end, the ants tasted them before us..!!! LOLx.. So wasted la.. Becuz of that we got to gave up the donuts.. and we were observing whether the ants are from Korea or Singapore.. lolx.. Evil ants..

- The circled part are the evil Korean ants which tasted the Donuts before us! Humph..! ;(
We headed to Aranda for K after dinner.. and everyone was so high.. Let's see some pics..

- Sg verison Jing San Soon..

- Jorine acting San Soon.. Her dressing and actions.. realli look like! Making us lauff like hell.. LMAO..

- Joyce's high.. dancing away~
-Zi Lian-ing..

argh.. wasted trip

Supposedly to be working now.. but... BERD! He changed my shift today to Off and he didnt even inform mi... argh.. wasted my time.. could have slept more.. whahaha.. i was liKe.. entered the shop and Seng ask mi i got work today meh.. den i sae got ar.. den he ask mi to check properly..=.= den i check.. Off!!! argh.. Bernard nv tell mi la.. den i wait for him come afternoon shift scold him.. and as wad Felix said, he owes mi a meal! Whahaha.. Now our shop got 3 unfamiliar faces to Xue mei.. 2 for mi.. Seng(812), Jamie(805) and Felix(825) .. but ok la.. can tok.. Felix is now our 2nd IC.. and Berd first!! .. 2 IC dunno how to sew pants.. lmao.. Seng sew.. whahha.. heyhey.. heard that Seng's God mother working at Monsoon.. can go get disc.. tsk tsk.. =p

Hady Andryan

Hady Hady.. Hady Andryan.. He's Kawaii ne..! Felt so tired.. this afternoon went to that Kaki Bukit Baby Kingdom.. tt baby store which we always pass by when we took bus 15.. and today we were there.. Yati, Xue mei and mi met in the afternoon at Eunos to buy the Pram for Linda.. The ppl who's sharing is quite complicated.. and wad's funny is Jennifer called Yati's HP.. =.= ask y nv ask her wan to share or not.. hahaz.. how we noe man.. thought she SM.. all the high pos ppl should buy their own gift . where got share with us one . o so funny.. somemore is 3 xiao mao go and buy big gift.. den so funny.. the box so big and the high chair so heavy.. we still expect to take bus back.. haha.. so bo bian .. muz take taxi.. then the person help us carry till the bus stop there.. den when reach Linda's hse.. we liKe delivery man liKe tt lor.. mi and Yati carry the pram.. XM carry the high chair.. like delivery man sia.. haha.. so we stayed at her hse for quite a while.. The baby's name is Hady Andryan.. Ryan in short.. He's so super soft la.. carried him.. wahh.. haha.. and his hands veri active.. keep moving.. Here are some pics..

First day in this world.. 30 Sep '06


Ryan.. The white thread is to stop his Hiccups!


Ryan Crying..=(


He's so tiny!


Mummy carry till so song as if her own son! =D

argh..

argh.. wads happening la.. felt so cursed... TOday is my nano got prob.. !!! i juz wanted to charge it since the batt is going low.. and the PC doesnt detact the USB.. so i look at the nano.. it was at stuck at the main screen with lights on.. and locked.. i tried to unlock it and and the lock sign is still there.. i tried to press other buttons but it wasnt responding at all.. GRRRRRRRR.... until now still at the same screen.. HAI.......................................................... WADS HAPPENING.... ?!?!?!

Today's a tired day.. watched Rob-B-Hood last night.. wahhh.. super funny.. today morning shift.. but Bernard let mi off ard 4.30pm.. cuz got too many staff.. den go down to Bedok see prams.. going to visit Linda and her baby tml.. den maybe sharing with tampines and Bedok staff.. den come home ard 8pm.. den ard 8.45pm.. someone came at my doorstep.. telling mi some shocking news.. She's a neighbour staying on the 11th floor.. den she sae till so not clear.. i thought my uncle commit suicide.. scared mi.. although it's not my uncle but im quite shock by the sudden news too.. was trembling.. She asked mi to go up and 10th floor and fetch my cousin down cuz the babysitter's husband commited suicide.. i was like.. dropped jaw.. cuz frm wad i see.. they are quite a happy family..and ya.. but i think the dad found out he got some illness or wad.. frm wad the auntie said.. and somemore is my pri sch classmate's dad.. so i was liKe.. er.. oo..k.. so i went up with her... i was trembling.. so scary.. what i saw is a big crowd trying to hold the wife tight cuz she was crying and veri agitated and said she dun wanna live too.. wah.. kind of scary.. so i juz went down back home after fetching my cousin.. heard that the uncle jumped down from a building somewhere but not sure.. and my cousin was like.. not scared and veri lo-so.. somemore the uncle dote my cousin quite alot also one.. but think he still young. dunno anithing.. i thought of the seen the auntie crying till so jia lat.. veri de.. dunno how to say.. in the end both the son go and 'ren si' while 2 of their dad's colleage accompanied auntie at hm..

haiz..

WAD's going on these 2 days???

I dunno wad more sway things are going to happen to me.. Yesterday sucks .. worked till 2pm.. thinking faster go hm can catch a few hrs slp b4 going back to eunos.. den waited for bus 15 for damn long.. liKe 20 mins.. finally the bus came.. and i sat down.. dunno y liKe thought of the bus will have an accident.. and realli, after a few mins, it happened..the driver banged into the back of a car.. =.= everyone in the bus had a jerk but no one was injured.. so we have to get down and walk to the next bus stop.. to wait for another bus.. and it took another 20 mins.. den the bus super packed and hot and dunno why suddenly traffic jam and the bus was liKe turtle la.. and still have to stop every stop and i was liKe .. getting impatient.. so finally, i decided to stop at Eunos MRT station there.. cuz already 3pm le.. if i continue the bus 15 think reach home 4pm.. so i took the MRT.. everything was alright until it reach tampines.. " Ding Dong.. Tampines" and i stood at the door waiting.. for 2 or 3 mins, the door did not open.. i was liKe.. shit.. wads happening! but den it open in the end la.. reached home ard 3.3opm.. after eating 4pm.. and was like.. still need to bathe.. might as well dun slp le.. =.= but realli veri tired la.. cuz woKe up early .. gotta reach shop by 7 plus for stock take.. =.=

Another sway thing is about the stupid rewards sticker thing.. wan mi to pay $190 when it's not even cfm tt it's my fault.. if plus the pants tt i need to pay ar.. altogether $285.. ! and i rec my pay today.. it's liKe.. after paying off all those shit, im left with less than a hundred dollars.. which can say i pre-spent it..

Wads more irritating and pissing mi off.. i was veri tired today also.. cuz liKe rushing frm morning all the way.. before go out rush to wrap stalla present, when work.. Bernard let mi off at 2 instead of 1.30.. so nid to rush becuz will be late for BS.. Then.. cannot find anione to help mi buy stella's bdae cake.. so bo bian.. rush to 4leaves buy.. somemore heavy rain.. ! by the time is 2.30pm le.. BS is at 3pm.. go taKe taxi.. Looooooooong queue.. sian 1/2... no choice la.. waited.. we were late for BS by ard 10 mins.. luckily still can go in la.. DEN.. wad im realli realli irritated at now is my PS2.. i was veri veri tired but dunno y juz feel like oning my PS.. den when i switch to the channel le.. everything nice nice le.. den i on the PS.. but the TV screen no reaction de!!! tried many many times.. but still nothing happen.. i veri scared is the PS spoil.. so i brought the PS to my mum's room TV and try.. also nth happen.. ARGH.. What the hell is happening... ! dhfiuerhiuethiuepweueiuerh .... realli frustrated la.......... called him .. he onli said " i go n see tml.. im watching TV im watching TV.." =.= Grrr.. msg him also no reply.. although yes, most of the times we need ppl to listen.. but we need response too! dunno wad happen la.. it was fine the last time i played and is onli a few days ago... and dun think anione of my family members will touch it la... how cum cannot on.................................................. now cannot slp liao la...

Tired..

Ended work at 2pm.. but reached home at 3.45pm..=.= the bus 15 took damn long.. Actually suppose to go bladding with Xue mei and Irene at 4pm pasir ris park de.. but then Irene last min cant make it.. so we decided not to go le.. maybe go shopping or wad.. den mi off work le.. thinking of going Bedok pei Joyce break.. budden.. i nv bring clothes to change.. dun wan to wear Uni go ard.. So in the end nv la.. went straight home.. den reach home le so tired.. but den i still wanna go town with Xue mei and wait for Liu Jing off work at 6pm..budden now Xue mei sae she stomachache cannot go le.. so everything's cancelled.. Not bad la.. can slp..

Still quite angry abt yst.. hmmmmmmmmm...........=.=

Yst puppy come and get his pay slip shun bian wait for mi break.. den ask him help mi with the printing photos machine.. becuz my HP cant send to the picture maker.. so needa bluetooth to his HP den to the picture maker.. but onli 1 pic successful...=.= cuz his HP cant take my HP pic.. space too big le.. =(

Btw, finally, yst i made 3 VIPs.. actually 3.5.. but Linda say give Simon.. Humph! So now total i got 4 VIPs.. at least now not the last le hor! No need to stress too much.. but still stress.. cuz my tis week shift quite lil.. They sure climb up veri fast! Now lowest is Linda and Xm i think.. Hai.. actually yst i can make 2 more de.. 1 is the customer wan to buy 1 more jeans den over $120 le.. but den the son keep wanting to go home .. veri noisy.. den she cannot ta han.. den no matter how i push also cannot.. den the other one also.. $90+ le den dun wan get somemore.. =(
haha.. XM worse.. Kids got 2 customer buy till can get VIP le.. but den they nv come down to apply.. her face realli black like charcoal.. =X The most powerful now is Alvin lor.. si Alvin.. push so many Vip.. Now he's the top among us.. think the next one is Bernard le.. yesterday he made 4.. Not fair lor.. If i not cashier den is go kids, not kids den Cashier.. No chance to push lor! Yesterday i can maKe 3 becuz there's onli mi n Bernard in the shop floor.. and Sunday ma.. a lot ppl.. den no staff compete .. den go tt chance one.. whahaha..

okay.. gotta taKe a nap.. ciao~

hurt

why muz it be so compliacted? Will one's heart be hardened if it's hurt too many times? i hope so.. If not, den maKe things change..
They say.. talk it out when u have a prob.. but.. it always ends up not a gd ending.. hadnt i talk calmly? or is he who lost patience?
Am i being too sensitive? Or is he being not sensitive? Or is he suppose to? ya.. i suppose not..
Maybe he is right..
It's alright.. it's ok..
Arent this juz the one of many times?
Always say sorry and things will be fine.. Is this sentence true?
Not to all situations i guess..
Maybe this is the last one and never will there be..







PUPPY!

Anxious..

Btw, yesterday forgot to mention that the 2nd new staff, Reika, also didnt come the 2nd day for work.. sae got heart problem cannot work.. *faints* lol.. but the first guy is realli funny.. MIA during break time and left a jacket at our storeroom.. den today comes a third new staff name Rosa.. dunno spell correct or not.. this one shld be ok.. If she become the third one who disappear ar.. i realli wanna faint.. lolx.. Today was quite in a good mood until.... closing time.. i was at the kids counter after break at about 5.30 like that.. so i was there until 9.30pm la.. Firstly, staple all the price tags for the $8 Tees.. den nth to do.. so called shop and ask them bring up the 25% coupons for mi to cut if they got enuff staff.. so Simon brought up.. so i was cutting the whole pakage of coupons from the catalouge until 9.15pm.. juz nice.. On the way there's 4 memos i issued.. #1-$24, #2-Exchange, #3-$36(reservation), #4-$31.. the memo #3 is the customer go to the cashier den suddenly sae forgot to bring wallet.. lol.. the last memo haben collect cuz the cust even the Isetan close le they also haben leave.. i was waiting for them to pay until they disappear.. haha.. so i went off without collecting tt memo.. and i dun like the opp sell bed guy ar.. always call mi by the name of Bossini.. =.= always.. "Bossini, haben eat ar? Bossini, what u doing?, Bossini, still dun wan to leave ar? ...blabla.. " as if i got no name.. =.= can see on my name tag mah.. den today finally i told him " i got name one ok.." cuz on the same lift today.. with lot of Isetan staff.. they are like.. so kia su.. " Eh.. faster faster.." and waiting for everybody to pack the lift up.. =.= .. wun overload meh.. lols.. my first time.. cuz everytime i will leave early one.. haha..

Then i go back shop, Bernard sae.." faster go key in the memos n do closing.. later i got bad news for u.." =.= i was like.. thinking wad can it be.. and was guessing n guessing.. and he ask mi dun think too much n do closing first.. den i ask whether is it related to money and he said yes.. sian liao lo.. den i do closing.. the Keyboard dunno got wad prob lor.. the refund, cfm and some other buttons like zoom or wad also cannot press.. den call Bernard he also cannot settle.. and drag for so long in the end also cannot solve the prob.. so the closing for 826 cannot be done.. muz wait till tml see how.. den after close shop le.. den i thought of Bernard forgot to tell mi abt the bad news.. and he was like.. Oh yah.. " It's regarding ur customer's alteration pants.. he collected at Bishan and found the length too short.. and the alteration log book stated ur name who cut the pant.. the customer said he call our shop to change the length to 39 inch rather than 38.. but the altered length is still 38.." and i was like.. heyhey, i didnt even rec such call from any customer who wants to change the length of their alteration pant.. but i rmb i heard someone answered a call regarding the length of alteration pant when i was stationed at the fitting room .. and i was quite sure the person is Yati.. Must be the person who ans the call nv change the length lor.. If they realli make mi pay for it when im not in the wrong den ill juz quit.. anyway was thinking abt it alrdy..