TIRED!!!!!!!

HI... aiya.. long time never blog liao.. realli long time.. so.. try my best to blog more.. cuz no time ma.. onli todae got time to online cuz never go out with him... also dunno wads wrong.. sianz... dun wan to ans my calls and reply my smses.. =( so.... a lot of things happened during these few daes lor.. almost everydae working la.. den so far still ok lor.. like to check stock from other outlets.. quite fun actually.. and call back the customers all tt.. quite fun la... den intro hong jing and Fiona to bossini work lor.. den in the end onli Fiona get in.. she got in to Tampines bossini.. so lucky rite? heex... den xin hui also working there ma.. but realli veri tired.. my leg always veri 'suan' one... cannot get enuff slp everytime.. den until todae super duper tired.. still can online hor? haha.. cuz from last week's tues' off day went out to buy Queenie's present liao den accompany him go NTUC buy drinks all tt... so heavy.. walk to steps stop once...lolx.. bth... den go home can't even hold up a glass of water... den next dae work morning somemore.. den dunno wad .. forget ler.. den christmas eve.. liu jing ask mi go indoor stadium lor.. celebrate huh.. den go lor. with qian ting and hjong jing and christina huh? den hong jing so funny.. keep wanting to go home..-.-" den after tt we take bus 16 actually wan to go cineleisure ar.. den take wrong bus.. den hong jing and christina nv go up the bus.. cuz they dun wan to go.. never tell us..-.-" den later we got down the bus and take taxis.. 5 boys 5 gers ma.. den go nearest MRT lor.. Kembangan ar.. den take mrt to orchard... reach le kanna spray by ppl... until veri jia lat.. innocent.. lol.. den later me and qian ting lost liu jing, jessica and Yu ling.. den we wan to take revenge.. so buy the spray also.. spray ppl lor... stupid boys like to spray my eyes and mouth.. lol.. but quite fun lor.. heex.. den go toilet... toilet flood... den tt nite actually exchange presents with my colleges one.. but i nv go.. so they left for mi lor.. venessa also.. den the next dae is yesterdae liao.. so work as usual lor.. wah.. yst sales veri good... think todae shld be not bad also ba.. hope we can hit target.. and get the incentives! lolx... hao slpy wor... hmmm... den i juz noe a korkor lor.. quite caring one.. yarx.. now onli thing i dun understand is why he dun wan ans my calls........................ hais.. juz wan to noe why... den dunno whether to go his hse find him or not....-.-" or...

bad dae,,

Suppose to be not bad dae todae... cuz.. after whole dae of work can go home relax... first time since work.. cuz everytime got to meet him.. so now no need le lo................ haiz... sorry.. den todae after work i go collect my new spec la.. den come home.. after tt... bath.. den heard... bro come back.. den suddenly sis scream.. den suddenly quarrel.. BIG quarrel.. and den... worse things....dun wanna sae... haiz.....so stupid... sadz... sadzzzzzzzz.. all sad things accumulate together... cannot liao... cryz... dunno who to turn to... sian.. sadzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................ARGH!

Bossini is my 2nd home?

Lolx.. okay... This morning meet up Joyce and Mary go for the Orientation at Red Hill.. We were 8 mins late!..........-.-" den no $30 for this month liao...=( den got onli 8 of us.. actually shld have at least 15 ppl come but onli 8 of us went.. 4 gers 4 boys... so made 5 new friends..(KK,Andrew,Jason,Amous and Ping ping) haiz... Andrew so good.. going tampines branch... tt time Mary ask they sae dun have liao leh.. the guys veri funni.. esp KK... made the lesson interesting..hahaz.. den King Ling was guiding us on the powerpoint presentation about Bossini.. den later we have breakfast.... sandwiches and drinks provided... den continue the presentation.. got quiz... den got sweets.. chocoloates.. all tt if we ans.. but nv ans also will get one la.. haha.. den hor.. after tt 3++ ar? den we play games...lolx... play wad.. xiao mi feng? lolx.. King Ling muz sae "xiao mi feng, xiao mi feng" and so on...den we muz reply.."wong wong wong, wong wong wong~" until she sae "catch!" den we muz grab the person standing beside us de finger and the other side, wecannot let the person grab our finger... if our finger is grabbed, den we muz name wad we have learn previously during the presentation..Luckily nv get caught.. nearly let Amous grab my finger.. lolx.. den after tt we change game.. call "007"... ping ping teach one..but this time we do forfeit.. if who wrong den muz either eat one box of sandwich or drink 1 packet of drink..i nv go wrong orh..heex... KingLing got the most wrongs.. 5 times.. den after tt everything end liao.. so can go home le.. den we meeting another time for another course in Jan.. den todae a lot ppl go interview.. and for all the shops ar.. Giodarno is the first.. followed by Bossini.. i think is like tt la.. juz now King ling sae.. aiya.. i haben done my homework yet.. later tml go back to work Linda sure ask mi what i learn during the orientation one...=X.. muz go n look at the notes liaoz..den after tt while walking home got pass by one temple ma.. den ping ping ask us wan to go in pray or not... den we anithing lor.. den we all go in buy jostick all tt.. actually we dunno how one la.. den ping ping teach us lorx.. actually she 24 liao ma... den she know loe.. den after tt pingping and Mary still got to go back to work... haha..lucky mi n joyce no need.. den mi n joyce go Paya lebar go see xue mei work.. den we go eat den go back home lerx.. haha.. todae quite fun and good lor.. relax.. no need to work still got pay.. lolx.. aiya.. tml still got to work till 11++.. sianz! O oh.. haben memorise the morning cheer..=X

Bossini

Todae 2nd dae of work.. tired! stand for so long hrs.. somemore so bz...... *faint*...somemore not full shift... Tues work full shift jiu die ler... Morning shift before start work still got Bossini Cheer..Omg.. damn funny.. still got actions..LOLX... Todae morning shift ma.. den do the cheer..
den do all those things... fold clothes.. wadeva.. till before noon like tt a lot ppl liao.. the ppl all anihow search for the incredibles T...den everytime i fold neatly liao den they mess up again... -.-" den when i help them find the size they wan so diff... need to dig n dig...-.-" My buddy is Queenie.. a veri nice ger.. and manager is Huslinda.. veri sweet ger.. colleges still got mdm Phua,Rod,Nazura and Joshua... Greeting customers i like not veri good... cuz veri shy ma... maybe when work long le den shld be ok la.. tml going for orientation.. dunno wad lai de.. Rod work 1 week le.. Joshua same as mi la.. den the rest all dunno how mani years liao.. when going home at nite also got bossini cheer.. diff one.. still got to memorize all the no.s tt represent all outlets by 1 week's time.. and hab to do mind map about myself...hmm? hahaz... ok la.. althoguh tiring.. but still can..

Yay~ got new job.. good pay.. but muz wear contact lens..>_<

Whaha... juz received a call from tt ger who interviewed me at Bossini tt time.. sae I'm in! Yay~~~ so happy... haha.. but hor.. muz wear contact lens... actually i wanna wear one.. but hor.. scared lei...like veri er xing... but.. i wan.. but i scared.. so aniway.. juz accept the job first la.. i think i sure will go and make one lor.. but must use my own money..=( haha.. but nvm.. and tt job hor.. no need to tie hair one... in fact, muz let down hair.. cannot tie hair.. lolx.. good lorz.. den can rebond ler..Heex.. den dye.. yes yes.. den Joyce also got in.. tt time interview saw Mary also.. wonder if she got in... too bad liu jing and xue mei nv get in..='( i haben quit tt job yet... sat sick.. keep sneezing.. den unable to go to work.. and so asked liu jing help my tell the manager i wan to quit.. but she nv.. so i got to call myself.. lai cheng quitted.. heard tt the manager dun let her quit den ask a lot of qns.. haiz.. den i keep calling also no one pick up... if continue like tt den how? i think nvm ba.. cuz pay also daily de... nvm..

toopid work

haiz.. yesterdae 1st dae work.. todae wanna call n quit! lolx.... idiot lorz... wad kind of work lai de.... 4 of us work... 3 sae wanna quit liaoz.. tooooooo tiring... and... haiya... dun like .. and siao one lor.. 2nd day need to serve liao.. wad the la... and cut fish wadeva... nv even teach wan us to do... siao ding dong.. den hong jing will like not happy lor.. bcos is she intro us the work one.. den we all wanna quit.. den left her alone... she still wan to continue.. juz now call and tell me everything.. i think hope can continue to work with her.. but i realli dun like tt stupid job lorz.. sry la... aiya.. dunno la... hao fan ar... den liu jing n lai cheng also dun wan to continue work ma.. haiz.. den tt place i think veri scary lor... so big.. mi n liu jing lost our way yesterdae.. maybe no sense of direction.. haiz.. den so late ler.. the lift even got tt ghostly sound lor... wth.. if left me and hong jing and wad if we go seperate way .. i dun even know which way to go manz... and tt ppl there some so unfriendly one lorx.. yts hong jing and lai cheng use the bathing room to change ma.... coz no one inside of cuz can use la.. den 2 stupid untie come.. bang on the door... keep shouting.. " Eh .. how come no noise one.. insdie got ppl or not..?! nv bath den dun use the bathroom la! ppl need to use one leh..! " and blablabla~~ -.-" and sae change clothes and change there ma.. the 'there' is open space de lor.. think we so open huh? stupid auntie.. den i'm attached to one ger called Kim.. she sae she 27 liao... but look like 19... still sae she got 2 children already..-.-" dun look like.. so young.. den i help her and thomas lor.. and one malay ger .. dunno wads her name.. den liu jing attached to Mike.. the person already sae newbies cannot use plate serve le ma.. den Mike still ask liu jing to do.. still sae if ppl ask her den sae is Mike give her permission one.. siao.. think he so big meh? haiya.. dunno la.r. crazy one.. and dun like to take beer lo.. den my table keep asking for beer..-.-" and other table de ppl.. i not incharge de also ask me to take beer..-.-" haiya..... haiya... haiz.. so tiring... stand so long... court shoe.. and dunno y.. mine so loose ... walk till so diff... tt time choir wun de lor... den when the wedding end le.. toe cramp.. haiz.. stupid.. stand too long.. liu jing tt time choir de shi hou also like tt.. so unlucky manz.. den lai cheng is.. enter wrongly to male toilet.. haha.. haiz.. first dae onli so maloo.. realli veri gang kor... den i keep thinking of a song.. a friend send me one..some kind of ah lian ah lian song.. when wan to court ppl den send him/her this song de.. den think of him... haiz.. den the couple also dun seem veri loving one.. haha.. den onli and and liu jing serve the wedding one.. hong jing and lai cheng serve the function room... i thnk they more cham lor.. heard tt they first dae kanna sclding liaoz.. ke lian.. and got a few bigger position de ppl sux one.. heard from a ger working there.. anihow scold ppl one everytime.. haiya... eee.. i wan to QUIT! dun care ar..

HaPpY ßiRthDa¥, Hong Jing, KennY and RaChel !

Okay.. today's hong jing's, Rachel's and ... Kenny's birthday ar? not sure whether kenny's one is yesterdae or today.. cuz last year celebrate together with hong jing.. Anyway, today meet hong jing, Liu jing, April and Yue Zhu in the morning 10++ at interchange... den we go seoul garden.. den.. later saw xue mei, joyce and jorine they all.. haha.. so coincidence.. lolx.. Jorine reborn her hair le wor.. actually is da mei nu.. now da da mei nu liao.. lolx.. hiaz.. actually me, lai cheng and liu jing also wanna reborn and do treatment and dye hair before Chinese New Year one... but the work need us to tie hair...-.-" den muz wait until May??? SIAN LARZ....... den after that we go and buy... makeups.. den... .. actually wanna watch movie de.. den dun have one movie tt everyone agrees to watch..-.-" haha.. den in the end nv watch... discuss veri long le still no result on wad to do next.. dunno whether to go my hse or hong jing hse or april's hse or yue zhu's hse... haha... den in the end say go Kbox... den i go do ATM card.. yay~ haha.. den Kbox at pavilion there de is $11 per person.. cheap ma... but liu jing n yue zhu dun wanna go.. den they sae we 3 go jiu hao le.. but i dun wan.. cuz like not fun liao.. so little ppl.. den april and Hong jing finally sae wan to go n watch "Saw" NC-16 de... actually i also wan to watch leh.. but veri tired liao.. den choose to go home... i wan to watch!!! den think maybe tml watch with gen they all ba..but juz now gen called.. sae victor not going.. den gareth and tina going.. den they wanna watch saw! but.. dunno y i dun feel like going again.. =p some other days maybe.. who wanna watch tell me!

Finally..!

YAY~ exams over le! finally.. hahaha..todae's Bio.. okok onli..=( cuz most chapter i studied last week.. den like abit abit forgot like tt.. den fri sat and sun nv study much like tt.. cuz.. Fri accompany QT go watch Sg Idols ma.. den Sat i do Chem mcq.. den Sun my ah ma's b'dae.. go uncle hse celebrate.. i got bring book there to study one lor.. but.. cannot study.. haiz.. den jiu study a little.. :'( but still... ok la... so tired.. come back first thingy is .. on computer.. den use until now.. feeling sleepy..*yawn* tml still got to wake up early..-.-" Hong Jing's b'dae ma.. den she sae wan go cycling and watch movie.. actually wan to stay at home rot one.. but nvm.. is her b'dae... cuz need to work on Thursday liao.. thoguht before work can stay at home relax first... but Gen ask me to go out.. with Victor and Junhao..-.-" den i think i going ba.. anyway long time nv meet up liao.. and i wonder how is choir.. .. cham liao.. this month's hp bill sure xplode one.. cuz tt irc guy keep smsing me...-.-" pai seh not to reply cuz he si lian... and when tok on the phone he keep repeating what he said..-.-" but i understand la.. yesterdae still call at night.. wake both my sisters up.. kanna scolded... first is hong jing den is him..-.-" tml gonna be another tired day again..-.-" how come i dun feel so happy after 'O' lvls ar? wierd.. YEsterdae saw Jorine when i going home from sch.. she so happy.. jumping all the way.. sae finish O lvls liao..later going watch movie.. go Kbox.. den ask me whether i finish liao not.. den i sae.."no..-.-"" lolx..
haiya.. sian... sian.. i miss him!but.. ... ..

Meeting the Idols...

Yesterday...had my POA MCQ paper... 7 qns not sure.. out of 30qns.. haiz.. tt panda confirm got 3 wrong only den feel so sad le..-.-" 3 wrong only good le ma....-.-" aiya.. he sure A1 de... better dun let me meet him at TM on tues... lolx.. den ask me dl the patch for the Lineage2 game.. dl so long.. until after i came back home at 12++ also haben dl finish... cannot pause somemore..-.-".. den in the end off it..

Yesterdae everybody was like realli realli so relaxed ler... once reach home on computer so mani ppl onine liao.. den go irc.. juz dl recently de.. sian.. den know one guy... 22 years old de.. he so chi qing sia.. broke up with his gf liao but still miss her a lot.. same as me.. hehe... but his gf realli too much i think.. take him for granted... now he still paying for her hp bills...-.-" den dun bare to cut away her line.. haiz.. and many ridiculous things the gf did... i think it's ridiculous la.. realli too much.. ok.. shouldn't sae too much... and chatted with another guy.. also age 16 de.. den he send mi his pic.. den look so familiar.. den he add mi in friendster.. found out i am Winda's friend.. so i've seen him somewhere in friendster.. den go play Maple story.. Me,Ee Teng, Pinwen and Zhong han playing.. O ya! i forgot i promise to have PQ yesterdae night.. =X aniway.. nvm one la hor.. hehe.. cuz i accompany Qian Ting go Mediacorp.. watch the results for Singapore Idol..-.-" Actually dun wan to go de.. cuz not crazy about them or wad.. but qian ting wans me accompany her... if i nv accompany her den she nv go liao.. den she like disappointed like tt.. den wo jiu pei her go lor... she crazy fan of Sly.. Den we take MRT to Toa Payoh.. Den ar... tok tok tok until miss our stop.. den faster stop at Outram Park.. den take to Toa payoh.. den take bus 157.. but we stop one stop before our destination.. den dunno the next stop where.. dunno the bus got turn or not.. den if nv turn like... going into express way like tt.. somemore the place so quiet and eerie like tt.. by den already going to 8pm le.. den we wait for another 157 llor... den.. walk to Mediacorp.. den when we reach there.. got a ger wants to borrow Handphone to call her friend.. den i lend her lor.. She looks familiar sia.. dunno where i saw her before...realli familiar.. think real hard but cannot think of who is she.. den later qian ting to the counter ask the person if we dun have tickets can go in or not.. den she giv us 2 tickets.. so good huh? haha.. den later the person bring us in... sat the last row.. the got tt toopid thingy blocking our view.. but nvm.. qian ting so... haiz.. haha.. crazy about sly.. keep shouting his name like other fans.. and she cried when the result was announced tt Sylvester got in... den after tt we went to the reception room ar?... to wait for the idols.. den.. Olinda came in first... followed by Taufik.. and then Sylvester.. Met 2 of my pri sch friends there.. Winda and Cherilyn.. they were interviewed by the reports.. lolx.. we keeping siam-ing when the reporters come.. got channel 8 de and channel newsasia de.. Winda also crazy over sly.. spent over 100 dollars on him.. den alot ppl sia.. muz squeeze squeeze to get Olinda's signature.. i get 2.. qian ting get one.. forgot to give who liao.. but i take one.. for my sis... she likes Olinda.. she told me she cried when Olinda was out... lolx.. actually can take pic with Olinda one.. but when it's our turn liao den cannot le..-___-" den got signature from Taufik too.. think he is too friendly.. lolx.. took pic with him.. and the last one is Sylvester... most ppl one.. luckily when he comes.. Winda is infront.. first one.. haha.. den luckily she turn back.. den i give her the book.. ask her to ask sly sign 5 pages.. lolx.. luckily she help.. if not dunno muz wait till when liao... but from my view rite.. i dun think Sylvester shld be in? =xX i think Olinda shld be in.. and her bro is so cute.. hehe.. nv take pic with sly.. qt sure veri disappointed.. haha.. den later we go home de shi hou.. taufik also going home ma.. den qt shout "BYE TAUFIK" den he wave back and sae bye to us.. haha.. he car no. is DSL1010D .. lOlx.. den we went home by taxi ler.. reach home jiu ... 12++?? yah.. then yesterday night i dreamt of 'him'.. somewhere.. in a house ar.. den i saw 'him'... jiu hug him so tight..=X like real de like tt.... have the so sweet de feeling..argh...but it's not real... sob...

Hong Jing yesterday call me and ask mi whether wan go interview for job or not.. i think.. waitress ar.. onli when ppl's wedding.. den liu jing sae they need large no. og chinese de ppl go n work... should be can lor.. but if wedding onli sat and sun ma.... not enuff income for mi.. lolx.. wan to find another job from mon to fri de.. think mondae onli mi, liu jing and hong jing go interview nia.. haiz.. Tues still got bio paper 3... todae faster study finish chem and bio mcq... den tml need to go my uncle hse celebrate my grandma's b'dae... think i have to bring bio there and study liao....... sianx..

About These Few Daes~

[25th Oct] Topic:.....

Christians cannot be together with a non-christian??? If so.. den wouldn't it........... argh.. forget it.. dun wish to put this down.. NexT blogging..

[31st Oct] Topic:Before 'O' lvl

Hiz..The last day before my 'O' lvls starts.. Quite messy actually.. about what i've studied.. as in half of this subject and that..And very worried lor.. cuz study very slow and afraid cannot study finish. Although stay up late every night, but still felt that i'm studying at a very slow rate.. Damn scared of my Eng paper,Maths and science..Tml is chinese paper..Finished studying every word..hope can rmb ba..

[2nd Nov] Topic:Mt Paper

Hey! Yesterday's Mt paper was like.. arghhh.. tougher than the previous one.. Comprehension passage so difficult to understand.. Do until i head big big..'Tian Xie Han Zi only know 2 of it.. 'Dian Pei Liu Li' the 'Dian' i know one..but no matter how hard i thjink also cannot think of it..Previous paper i study half the book den also only know how to write 2 words.. -.-" Completing the sentence and sentence structure was okay..Close passage i think.. some wrong.. Difficult la.. some guess one.. Previous one all correct leh.. plus now compre so diff.. get bu dao 'A' le la..='(

Today's social studies essay qn all 3 came out sec 3 de topic ar...! -> Switzerland,Japan and detterrence i think.. cool man! I studies Switzerland and Japan! If i know earlier den no need to waste time on memorizing sec 4 de liao.. Den both i know how to do..In the end chose Switzerland.. Luckily Switzerland came out ar..! Cuz a lot of ppl study Switzerland.. some even only study that chapter.. as if they know it surely will come out..lolx.. Uh-oh.. tml is my greatest fear!

[3rd Nov] Topic: Eng paper

HAiz.. sobby sob sob.. Today's Eng paper for me is like.. dunno wad to say.. compre may be easy.. but compo... argh.. dunno wad the hell am i writing... boring stuff.. The vocab part actually correct i go and write other things... compo dunno 2 or 3 narrative.. one is about a furious arguement because of mistaken identity and the other is about flight.. luckily i nv choose flight orh... cuz i thought it's 'fight'.. haha.. Once i see 'mistaken identity' den think of twelfth night de play.. believe the other of my classmates thought so too.. I write de compo very boring ar.. cuz veri tense also.. like.. no plot no nth den write le.. arhg... ='( hao xiang ku ar.. All the while in the hall my hands cold cold de.. for other subjects also... >_<>

[4th Nov] Topic: Maths and Lit paper

Well, today's Mathematics paper 1 and 2 still can ba.. hope can get high grades for both subjects lorz.. Now have to work on maths paper 2 and science liao.. Haiz.. stupid weather..make me got flu.. super sick.. whole day coughing.. even vomitted juz now.. and make me headache.. no mood to study ar!!!

[7th Nov] Topic: My sis

Stupid sister... Just when i need to pack my bag for tml's exam, i found out that i cannot bring my mathematical set the box to examination hall cuz got formula.. then go room ask my younger sis whether she has or not.. *now she slamming the door* siao cha bor.. den she shout at me say..:"Have la!" Den i know she ki siao again la.. i ask properly lorz.."where?" den she shout at me.."there la!" siao man.. how am i suppose to know where.. dun allow me to on the loghts somemore.. how am i suppose to find?! Then she keep shouting .."there la!" like crazy.. then i hack care her.. slowly find it myself.. Then she keep scareaming... I didn't even make her or wad lor.. siaoz.. den i mumble to myself.."stupid" didn't even mean to scold her.. Then she got up and take it and say.."Ya la Ya La! I very stupid! Don't lend u ar! Let u fail ur exams tml!" Then she throw the mathematical set onto the floor.. and everything fall out..Luckily i gone out of the room liao.. Crazy ger.. eveytime so unreasonable.. Think without her mathematical set i will fail? Not so easy ar! Think i dun have my own ar? Only think that if i borrow the box will be more convenient ma.. The most i bring in the things i need la.. Crazy ger... Just now bro open the door ask her whether wan to eat dessert or not only.. haben even finish the sentence den she shout at him liao... CRAZY GER!

[7th Nov] Topic: completed papers and went out with Panda

Okay.. I'm here to blog again..Mathematics paper 2 and chemistry paper 3 is already over. Mathematics paper 2 is a little but difficult.. but think still can la.. Then chemistry paper 3 was easy.. but i've made stupid mistakes! 4 marks gone! Hopefully i can get at least a B3 for both my mathematics and science. I don't dare to hope for higher grades for mathematics as i've been slacking for that subject. As for English, a pass will satisfy me. really realli scared to see my results. For now, I have to work on Biology and POA.

Today actually meet Hong hong, ask him teach me POA de, but today really no mood to study POA, so meet him to take POA notes can le. He said the notes very useful, hope can help orh.. After meet him le we went Metro..He wants to buy watch for the girl he likes wor.. 4 years le.. so chi qing. The girl wishes for a Guess Watch. So we went Guess.. All watches very nice sia, price also very nice wor.. all above $100..lolx.. nvm la.. he can afford can le.. lol.. Then he wan to buy that watch costs $159, but he only brought $150. Then other watches also nice.. so dunno which one to buy.. so we stayed there for 1++ hr.. actually wan wait for qian ting come de.. but she too slow liao.. After much thought and discussion with the sales girl ar, the sales girl finally came out with a very good idea lehz.. She say ar, ask one auntie lend him visa card,den got 10% discount, then he can afford to buy that $159 de watch liao.. After that qian ting called and say rain le, dun wan to come liao..-.-" really very qian bian lehz.. =X then we go and wrap the present.. free service.. ran hou jiu go interchange take bus home le.. On the bus, Hong hong called, say forgot to pass me POA notes..Arghh..-.-" He live at Yi Shun de wor.. Then he come my hse there de bus stop give me..=X Qian ting say he siao siao one.. atfirst i see okay wad.. but after talking to him ar, he realli siao siao de lehz..=X=x Before i met him at small mac ar, i saw another guy also wearing black ar.. then eyes also dark dark like panda ar.. den thgouht is him lehz.. den ask " are u wen hong?" Then he say "No.. i'm Derek" this guy behave also siao siao one la..=X lolx.. actually i should have look more carefully because i realize that he is our sch de ppl.., Joyce de brother! Lolx.. no wonder siao siao..=X

* Sorry for using Hong hong..=X Dun smack me arhh!!!>_<*

The other day i went online de shi hou hor, i came across my primary 1 de friend de friendster's pg lehz.. 2 of them.. Teck Chuan and Dickson.. Haha.. anyway, don't think they rmb me lorz.. I always rmb things that happened long time ago one.. Added Dickson in msn and chatted with him juz now.. Juz as i thoght, he got no impression of me or anyone else between p1-p4.. Lol.. Quite a clever, friendly and nice guy.. wanna meet someday.. sure lorx.. after O lvl do anything also can arhx! Lolx.. So happy.. after O lvls needn't think of anything le.. not even relationship i hope.. Decide to let everything be natural.. hope i'm able to do it..

meeting 5566

Today ar... woke up at 7.30a.m... dun feel like waking up.. but have to... cuz meeting they all go n study ma.. actually too sleepy... the medicine effect still there.. den feel like telling them that i not going liao... but den i still go la... cuz qian ting going ma.. den i want to ask her POA... den later meet liao she tell me she actually also dun feel like going one.. haha.. if know early den dun go liao.. but we go liao also got good thing happened lehx... hehe.. wan to know? keep u in suspense! ya.. so Qian Ting, April, Yi Da and me met at opp the library to take bus 27 to airport... when i reach, there's no one.. after that April and Yi Da appear.. said they reach veri early.. den at park there tok tok... dunno plus do wad sia..=X=x=X Den later Qian Ting reach liao.. den take bus.. a lot of ppl.. den infront of Qian Ting and me is 2 gers sitting down la.. so we were chatting... den i ask Qian Ting to teach me provision for bad debts n clubs and societies.. then one ger heard i think... den she cover her ear and say.. "ahhh.. i dun wan to listen to all these!! i dun wan to hear prov for bad debts.. i dun wan to hear depreciation..! i from an A1 student drop to a fail.." lolx.. den i say... "eh? i also lehz.." den she look.. haha.. but i nv fail la.. den later when she wan to alight liao heard her tell her friend later still got service leh.. den she stop at the bus stop there where we going to CHC de.. think she going to CHC sunday service ba.. cuz also about time liao.. ok.. y i bother to say this in my blog?-.-" alright.. we met Hong Jing at the airport that stop.. den we walk to the Burger King lor.. den i see.. eh? how come got .. railings ar? dunno wad tt called la.. den i think.. if they put that sure got some big star come one ma... den think.. who could it be? den later Qian Ting go and ask one of the Security Guard passing by.. he said he know someone coming.. but dunno who.. den ask us to go and check it out at the information counter.. den Qian Ting go and ask lor... Of cuz Qian ting ask la.. she concern maybe is her 5566 ma..=X den the person called to check.. den heard her mentioned "5566" over the phone.. so.. suprised.. 5566 come Singapore for? den the person called another person to check again.. then she confirmed is 5566... haha... Qian Ting so Xing Fen wor... study also cannot hao hao zhuan xing study.. keep thinking.. they arriving at 12++pm... den 11++ liao.. still like no one de.. like not much ppl know about it.. so we think maybe got chance to ask for signatures.. den we saw a group of gers.. den go and ask them who they waiting for.. den they say..Liang Jing Ru.. den we told them we ask liao .. den is 5566.. so dunno.. cuz some say is Liang Jing Ru.. some say is 5566.. So lucky huh? this is the 2nd time when we go and study den coincidentally met the day that 5566 coming.. Lolx.. den we say ar.. the last time is so wasted liao... nv bring cam or wad.. den this time we go n buy disposable cam...Each person pay $4... but a bit ma fan la.. need to turn the wheel before each shot.. haha
so.. we wait.. First.. is Liang Jing Ru... We were juz standing infront of the door where 5566 is coming out.. den Liang Jing Ru came out from another gate.. den like onli that grp of fans follow her onli.. like... nothing like that..quiet quiet.. den for her no need "railings" one.. but 5566 need.. of cuz la! haha.. den after a while 5566 coming out...! think cannot take signatures liao lor.. cuz more n more ppl.. den we think nvm la.. shake hands can liao.. but who knows shake hands also cannot..=( when they wan to come out liao... got one big size security guard stand infront of me.. ! Grrr... block my view la! haha... stupid de.. den nvm la.. den when we wan to stretch out our hands, the ppl in charge dunno sae wad.. "shou bu yao dong" ar... something like that... wa lau..=( den this time they walk veri fast sia.. den follow follow.. till they walk out.. so fast.. den some crazy fans run out from another door to catch up with them lor..some called taxi follow them i think... Qian ting also ran out... haha.. she also crazy bout them de ma.. especially Ren Fu.. she shouted his name den he turn and smile.. haha.. den in the end she came back with the van's no. lolx...is.. dunno wad letters den.. 7478 ar? if i not wrong.. den she call back ask her dad buy 4D.. den i also call my mum buy ..lolx.. think April also huh? Lolx.. so during all these while when 5566 were walking out.. April and Yi Da took photos.. dunno can or not..=X later develop liao den know.. haha... Before they come still got one uncle say till veri confident that 5566 nv come.. is only Liang Jing Ru... he said 5566 came with Kone ytesterdae liao.. den later got one uncle come tok to us.. sae he is the driver of the van.. later driving 5566 to .. Johor ar? den confirm 5566 coming liao.. then when we were going back home we go n ask the info counter again.. ask tml wad flight they take back to Taipei.. den think is the BR 1pm de flight lorx.. but we not going la.. haha.. not bad lehx... 2 times liao.. and is by luck one.. lolx.. ok le... blog till here... tonight will be the last time i using Com... until my O lvl ends! muz tell myself not to use com le... will get hooked.. INTENSIVE study from tml onwards!... shld be can la hor...? hehe...=p

hHhMm...

heyo.. Yesterday ..didn't study much...='( sick.. try to study but cannot go in head..='( den headache.. ='( den 3pm like that fell aslepp .. until 4++.. den wake up.. then... 5++ go to ah ma house.. 8++ need to send 'Jiu Wang Ye' back to the sea... at Changi Beach... sit the bus till veri xing ku ar.. cuz a lot ppl in bus.. den like no air-con like that..try to study ss.. but study bu jing qu!!!>.< den finally reach the beach, got wind den feel betta... den watch 'Jiu Wang Ye' being send back to the sea.. den rain.. so.. 'ling yu' lor... den mama like so gan jiong like that.. wan to run back to the bus..-.-" i mean since we decide to go and send den muz be sincere ma... not becuz of the rain den wan to go find shelter in the bus.. scared no place sit..-.-" haiz.. den she went to the bus with my sis lor.. i stay to watch with my biao mei ar... and her mother.. den she keep calling my hp.. wan be go to the bus... -.-" =( .. den in the end she come out and ask us go back to the bus den we go back lor.. so we took the bus back to Bedok.. den raining veri heavy ma.. so asked my bro drive us back.. den we go Bedok Blk 85 there eat.. always go there one.. cuz a lot delicious food ma.. den that time i also veri veri hungry ar... den ate ba cor mee.. den got order fried oyster.. and BBQ chicken wing and Ota.. den after that went home le.. study chinese.. till 1+ to 2 like that jiu slp liao le..

hHhmMm.. Today morning go and see Doc.. met my pri sch friend Jonathan.. i think.. Pri 1 friend ba.. haha.. den my mother chat with his mother.. my mother dunno how to speak Eng.. his mother dunno how to speak Mandrin.. den talk liao funny sia.. haha.. Hai.. the cough syrup always make me slpy after consuming one... i tried veri hard not to slp... after taking it at.. 1++pm.. den in the end.. stil slept at 4.30pm... until 6++ .. haiz.. den after dinner i dun dare take the syrup liao... wan to slp le den drink.. if not i feel slpy den will go n slp le.. todae also muz also try to study till late... den tml morning need to go airport study with Hong Jing,April,Qian Ting and Yi Da.. ! =(

SiAnZz....

heyz... haiz.. study till i sian diao ler.. other than studying, got nothing to do.. come online also sian.. den yesterdae nite smsed Matthew.. asked his prelim results.. almost can go for the 3 months' trial in JC.. but cannot..=( den todae's his science prac.. hope he can score well..=) My Bio prac was indeed different like was Mrs Kavitha said.. o well.. no use to think about it le.. wad is over is over.. now.. wad need to be done is to work hard on the main paper! Alright.. Yesterday juz received my handphone bill.. luckily this month nv explode .. haha.. already cut down on my smses.... Looks like this month can save quite a lot eh?;) hHhmm.. Today woke up at 8++... onli me and meimei at home.. eat breakfast.. watch cartoon.. channel 55 every morning 9am got Naruto lehz.. den watch.. until 9.30am.. study.. until 10+.. bath.. den study study.. till 2+ eat lunch.. den study study.. until 7+ eat dinner.. mama make western treat.. den watch xi ling men.. den watch the 8pm one... half watch half study.. den 9pm watch the ren wo au you.. den 10pm study till 11.30 jiu online le.. mama tell me she not sure whether tml is TPJC open hse.. den i dunno wan to go or not.. but think not going la.. den sms Yong wei ask whether izzit tml.. cuz i also bo liao ma.. wan sms ppl.. haha..=X It's like so fast they taking A levels liao... and den to NS and Uni.. He really veri yong gong.. but it's gonna be over for us soon! hahahaha..

continue..

Not dun wan to buy la.. is consider until the date come liao..=X Den never buy.. SorrY!.. hehe..veri tired juz now study till slept on the floor..but cannot slp.. muz wait till 12am den wish him happy birthday..^_^ *yawn*~ O ya.. wan to register the streetjob.. wanna find job before O lvls.. Hee..Den can buy digi cam.. clothes.. puzzles.. contact lenses..mp3?... & many more! hehehe.. and also not to forget to treat my good friends a meal when i get my first month's salary.. hehehehhehehe!
[continue from previous post.. dunno why cannot enter there.. blog sot liao..hehe]

Practical Exam..

First say yesterday.. hmmm.. yesterday woke up early.. go grandma house..cuz got the Jiu Wang Ye(God) coming.. ^_^... So yesterdae muz eat 'Zhai' .. den go bai bai..at void deck of my cousin house there.. at first they say 11++am come one.. but in the end is 4++ pm.. luckily i got bring MT to study... if not time wasted.. den.. stay till 7++.. go TM eat dinner with cousin and meimei.. den come home liao.. look through science prac again.. den go slp... Veri veri veri tense suddenly about the practical... den suddenyl miss him veri veri veri much...-.-" den 2 things plus together cannot slp ..>_<>_<>
Den... it's todae liao.. haiz! finally the prac examination is over!.. But...='( It's really veri different and difficult lehx!!! I scared i will fail.. everyone come out of the lab with black faces.. not like prelim... quite happy like that.. haiz.. Bio prac is on tomato seeds.. and Chem prac is to test for gases.. but.. i think the qn veri.. tricky? Cuz they put it in such a way that a lot of ppl will mistake the qn.. will think is to identify the unknown solution.. but it's not... at the end of the question they got say not to identify but should test for the gases..! and true enough, a lot of ppl missed that part and did not test for the gases, while some say no time to test.. i noticed that.. but.. i canoot get the results.. only for some only.. but i dun think it's right la.. cuz.. wierd la.. and the most... ... ... ... .. thing is that titration came out!!!.. ans thought it's for pure chem? But luckily before the prac exam start i got look at the w/s for a while.. den know how to do the theory qn.. the concentration think i calculate wrongly.. some do the same as me.. den we get around 2 mol/dm cube.. while the others get 0. something one.. they divide the other way round.. den i think they right lorx.. cuz kenny also get 0.something one.. =( after the exam is 9.30.. den have to sit in the hall till 1.30pm! den study MT lor.. but study bu jing qu.. den at 1 like that dun wan study liao.. jiu tok tok tok .. till 1.30pm den Cheryl, Hong Jing, April and me go for lunch... den after i had my lunch liao met my sista.. and mama.. den sista sae she wan go walk walk.. but when i ask her walk wad .. then she say dunno... so nv go la.. den.. rain.. den go prime mart walk walk liao.. jiu rain stop le.. jiu go home lor.. veri veri tired ar... reached home first thing is bath.. den on air-con orh orh liao.. hehe... until 7pm like that den wake up..=X veri tired la.. den watch tv.. till 8 jiu du shu le.. till 11pm study till wanna slp le.. jiu online.. blog..

Wah.. envy April sia.. she and ah kor stead 1 month only den her mother invite him to their family dinner liao.. with her relatives all that.. her sis's bf also.. her mother so.. open.. so good.. wish my mother also like that.. haha.. heard that ah kor write ro ma de words in card give april woRx.. can't imagine he write ro ma de words.. haha.. haiz.. tml .. or rather today.. Yulun's b'dae.. only sent him a happy birthday msg lehz.. =( cuz dunno whether to buy present or not.. den after much thought in the end never buy..>__

Last day of school~

Hey ! Today is the Last day of school! hehehehhe~ Yesterday a lot of my class ppl pontang oRh.. including me..=X Onli 11 peep went to school yesterday.. Mrs Danial was pissed off..:S But luckiyl Ms Quek dun mind.. hahaha.. den Mrs Danial today dun give us our result slip u know.. only gave those who came yesterday..=( think she will give us on Monday? Cuz We got Science Practical on Monday!.. Mrs Kavitha say this year Bio practical very different wor... very scred lehx.. cuz it's like..our class ppl did very well for Bio and chem prac for prelim.. think all almost full marks like tt lor.. den tell us expect something different.. scared lehz.. Then today also like took quite a lot of photos.. hmm.. dunno why like quite happy today.. haha... Wednesday graduation day.. den take photos also.. then my leaving cert so many errors sia...grhhh... so troublesome to ask cher to change.. den i yesterdae den found out... den nv go sch ma.. den todae go sch.. thought ask Ms Quek help me can liao.. but she say go to form teahcer.. den after sch go find Mrs Danial.. but she left for RI liao... den Monday den let her change.. izzit too late ma? later she bad mood den angry how? scared...~ den today ask Mr Wong help me burn the Graduationday de CD for me.. all photos inside.. the Graduation day.. some teacher de power point presentation real funny sia.. LOLX.. I like Miss Chew and Mr Ang's presentation.. so funny sia..lolx.. den after that long hours of sitting on the chair.. evryone's butt hurts..! lolx.. haha.. den go for refreshments lor.. take pic.. den do wad.. 4E2 hug ar.. haha..
Then today after school go for POA tuition... need to pay $80 again..:(.. tml wake up muz study for science practical le! Here are some photos...

HaPpY ßiRthDa¥, Qian Ting!

Today's qian ting's b'dae.. happy birthday, qian ting! haha.. forgotten to bring her present to school today.. so juz now during night studies gave her le.. hmm.. cam back at 9++.. didn;t manage to ask all qns i wan to ask.. teachers were all busy.. hehe.. so sian.. O ya.. tml's our graduation ceremony! aiya.. but like nothing special like tt.. cher still say grand event.. grand meh? dun think so leh.. at least other schs still got dinner or wad.. ours small refreshment only ma.. haha... shit.. left 19 days to O lvls!.. OMG... *faint*

.::][EdWiN's PrOfiLe][::.

Name: Edwin Siu
Birth Date: 23rd March 1977
Height: 180cm / 5'11"
Weight: 150lbs
Astrological Sign: Aries
Admirable Person: Family
Favorite Hobbies: Singing, Watching Movies, Sports
Favorite Singer: Jay Chou, David Tao, Craig David
Favorite Musical Instrument:Guitar
Favorite Actor / Actress: Chou Yun Fat, Tom Hanks, Bruce Willis
Favorite Movie: " An Autumn's Tale"
Favorite Season: Autumn
Favorite Color: Blue Shades
Favorite Sports: Vollyball, Basketball, Football, Swimming
Favorite Part of Body: My Whole Body
Most Emotional Moment: Won in a Singing Contest
Greatest Ambition: To Become a great artiste

TV Commercials Films / Print ad Poster:
Year 1998
- Sunshine Lemon Tea's TV Commercial
- Pizza Hut's TV Commercial
- Fairwood's TV Commercial

Year 1999
- Baleno's print ad poster
- Carlsberg's Beer TV Commercial
- Herbal Tea TV Commercial (China)

Year 2000
- MacDonald's TV Commercial
- K2 Kitterick's print ad poster
- Nokia's print ad poster
- Smartone's print ad poster and TV Commercial
- Tung Chung Property's TV Commercial
- Broadway's TV Commercial
- Kentucky Fried Chicken TV Commercial
- Daisi Shampoo's TV Commercial (China)

Year 2001
- Ajiichiban's TV Commercial
- Securities & futures Commission's TV Commercial
- Samuel & Kelvin's print ad poster (China)
- France Bridal Salon print ad catalog

Year 2002
- NOW.COM.HK print ad poster and TV Commercial
- Panasonic MJ15 MD TV Commercial and print ad poster=====>CM Website
-Pacific Century Insurance print ad poster and TV Commercial
- PCCW Computer products print ad poster

Year 2003
- Pepsi TV Commercial
- Hyundai Car print ad poster and TV Commercial
- Siemens Handphone TV Commercial=====> CM Website

slack!

hey ya.. firstly, SORRY owl.. cuz i nv study much today..=( went out with qian ting to study at Mac.. but didn't study much like that..=( hHhmMm.. prepared some common maths questions which i dunno how to do.. going to ask Mr Khiat on Tues.. during the nite study.. ya.. Today before studying at mac.. me pei qian ting go meet Han wen first.. take her birthday present.. den after that we go buy present .. den.. bought honey sweets for my sis.. cuz the person say good for ppl who have cough and flu.. den my sis have ma.. den buy for her lor.. den cai go study..saw Derrick, Joshua and another friend there.. wah.. tt Derrick like so relax sia.. tml 'N' level POA paper still can so relax.. chit chatting away... den after studying accompany qian ting go buy bottle for her sis... den while waiting for my 293 bus, met my sis's bf.. scare me.. suddenly pop up infront of me.. haha.. den he going my hse.. so go together lor.. den home liao.. do Biology homework.. den prepare maths qns.. den come online blog le.. later go slp.. ya.. haha..

nothing

HhHmMm.. btw, i forgot about Shaun's birthday!..O.. how could i forget man.. tts y.. yesterday keep thinking other than liu jing and sylvia still got another person's b'dae.. but cannot rmb.. so it's Shaun's.. aiya.. nv buy him present.. sorry!..=( yesterdae i entered a long blog.. but dunno why i view the blog only show 1/4 of it.. den i rewrite again.. den i publish.. den same thing.. wa lau.. waste my time and effort.. tt's y u all see the previous entry only half way nia.. well.. these few daes came online onli to blog.. and only chatted with wee koon most of the time.. he's a quite crappy at times.. but can be serious too.. quite helpful.. pei wo online teach me poa and forgo his maths..=X haiya.. by right now should be tuitioning de.. den pinwen say teacher say her grandma passed away..=(.. so cancel the tuition le.. actually wan her to teach quite a lot todae.. but too bad la..



You see Edwin? He's so handsome!

~*:+HAVING MET+:*~

HhMm.. yesterday nite didn't slp well.. in fect, almost every night didn't slp well.. y ar?.. every time 3++am will wake up one.. den look at watch.. so early only ar.. den like half slp half not asleep like tt.. waiting for my alarm to ring at 5... den everytime in sch very tired till wanna slp sia.. esp Geo lesson ar!.. dunno y.. once she step into the class.. like everyone feeling sleepy liaox.. seems like very little ppl pay attention to geo lesson orh.. and i think teacher know.. but she dun bother liao.. thinks tt we are beyond hope maybe? everytime when she give assignment, most of the class ppl doing their own things and she will just sit in front of her table and look at us.. think she knows we are not doing geo.. cuz some slping.. she also didn't bother.. anyway, today is Liu Jing and Sylvia's birthday... nv buy present of sylvia lehz..=X.. cuz after buying liu jing's present, den got no money to buy for sylvia,farhana,nurul and i owe azimah de liao.. so..nv buy lo.. and dun have time to go out liao.. nurul and masturah's b'dae same date.. den bought for mas.. nv buy for nurul.. paiseh sia.. cuz she kept reminding mi to buy for her.. den i nv.. luckily she nv sae anything ar..>_<>

Today.. in school first period English.. go com lab.. most of us playing pool instead of listening to teacher say about wad parts and wad de.. den POA qn.. everytime muz get help from friends and teacher den know to do de.. if not sure cannot do..>.<>

~*:+: HAVING MET :+:*~
Eva since e dae we met,
I knew u were extremely special.
I knew I wan to get to noe u better n dat my emotions
Had been touched.
Then I fell in luv n knew
I wanted to tell u all abt myself.
Once u n I becum 1, I knew
Dat my bodyn mind were passionate 4eva
If we had not met, I’d still be searchin 4 happiness
So I wan to dearly thank u
For e dae we met.. and 4va after.
I will always luv u!

U dun deserve mi
I noe tt’s true
But I wan u so bad
Wad do I do?

todae & yesterdae..

Hmm.. today hor.. as usual go to school la.. today is the first day of the 'N' level examination.. wish them all the best ya?! hehe.. hmm..MT period like only a few ppl paying attention nia.. we were given practice paper to do.. den everyone was like.. dun have the heart to do.. maybe contented with their 'O' lvl marks? most of them got B3..me also la.. the paper like so difficult.. at least i half do half wait for answer ok.. =X.. den most were chatting away.. haha.. think me and Fiona crazy liao.. keep talking bout after 'O' lvls.. what we going to do.. rebond hair.. hightlight.. buy a lot of clothes.. go which salon good.. haha.. siao! and discussing bout food.. cuz we were always hungry before recess.. and our mind will always be filled with sushi! our favourite..! hahahaha! then we think liao.. impossible to bring sushi ma.. so tml we make sandwich and eat during MT period.. haha.. the class so noisy until Li lao shi cannot ta han and scold scold scold.. hahaha.. =p den actaully she ask me to Genki sushi after sch.. but she didn't realise that there's mock test todae.. so nv go liao.. den I ask qian ting to Tm after sch to buy Liu jing's present.. den fiona also want to go montip.. den she go with Suman lor..shop shop liao dunno wad to buy for liu jing.. in the end saw a lot of things wan to buy for myself leh! haha.. already think liao.. all the things i wanted to buy or do after O lvls can amount to $1000 leh! Kowaii desu.. anyway.. we came to this interesting shop in Century Sq.. sell candys and chocolates ar.. but put in wierd, interesting and nice packets.. got different containers de.. but some the price .. so ex.. got sell big big de lollipop.. $5.. but after buying Liu Jing's present le jiu no money liao.. so nv buy.. see la.. now i pay most of the money for Liu jing's present liao.. den qian ting paid some.. den share with April, Yue Zhu and Xiang xian ba.. somemore they still owe me money leh.. altogether quite a lot liao.. wah.. need to open ledger a/c liao.. and debtors control a/c.. if not i forget.. haha.. den hor.. after buying the present, we got left ard $1 each.. den no money to eat le.. but very hungry..think 3+ liao.. den think i haven redeem my points for the Mac membership one.. den can redeem for free ma.. den ask qian ting go do one also.. so we can have Mac for lunch liao.. smart hor?=p Eeee.. and hor.. when qian ting apply for the membership.. need to ask the person for help one ma.. den i see got one staff beside that machine den i go n ask lor.. den she go n call the other ger.. which is a ger from 4t one... our batch.. that eeeeeeee ger.. yucks... she sux man.. her character simply sux! so rude one.. think she see me n mei ge ren bu shuang ba..sec 1 camp .. i pagasus 2 she pagasus 1 ma... den pagasus 2 a lot ppl bring slping bag.. den pagasus 1 no one bring.. den at night come over and say us.." Wa lao.. ni men hao lor.. quan bu dou ke yi shui slping matt.. wo men quan bu shui tables and chairs leh.. bu hui jie yi xie lai de meh?" wa lau.. stupid bitch la.. wan to slp dunno how to bring it urself is it.. oppx..=X not i wan to say her la.. her action and all that juz... yucks u noe.. thought she work at 800+ there de mac de.. sway to see her there.. centre de.. sway sway.. ya.. den after that den go home liao..

now.. yesterday.. yesterday suddenly think of him at night.. den think think think.. think of some.. rubbish.. haha.. poems and all that.. den write down.. wonder if i got the chance to enter the contest for the poetry.com.. haha.. can enter.. but sure cannot get into international.. haha.. dun think it's good enough.. and think it's rubbish.. our class Amanda and Gareth got into the international.. and if they win the grand price.. RICH liao la... haha.. can enjoy for the rest of their life liao.. lolx..

Hope time can go back to 1/9/2003, the same you, but a different me
Although we have not met from the 8/05/03,-25/6/03, your smses made me feel contented.. but now.. everything is totally different.. it's passes a few months.. and things change just as fast..
Now, for every sms i receive, i always hope to see your name appear on my handphone screen..
Never will i regret in that relationship, neither will i blame you.. as i know i'm at fault,too.. i've not done my part..
Looking far ahead, i never hope to see an end to it.. i'll be walking & walking.. years.. till i met you one day..How i wish miracle would happen, all in a night, and change your answer from a No to a Yes..

A textbook infront of me,

my mind in an imaginary land,

of you and me

You were so carrying, so loving

that i could only see the bright side of you,

which drills my love for you

We continue this relationship,

till the unexpected come

with just a sentence from you,

a blade cross my heartand a clear vision gone

with this wake up call,

my mind came round,

and back to my study hall

Friends

Wad is a fren?
A confidant? A shoulder to cry on?A heart to feel?A friend is all these........and moreNo matter where we met,No matter how long we've been together I call you as friendA word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word is filled with emotion, a word overflow with loveTruly great things come in small packagesOnce the package of friendship hasbeen opened, it will never close Friendship are foundations..necessary for life....and love..friends....you and meYou brought another friend and then we were threeWe started our group...circle of our friends...there is no beginning..there is no end....

Love..

Fantasy love is much better than reality love. Never doing it is very exciting. The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.
When a man has once loved a woman he will do anything for her except continue to love her.
A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.
Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush, hold it too loose, it'll fly
If you can't be with the one you love love the one you're with
If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was
Love is also like a coconut which is good while it is fresh, but you have to spit it out when the juice is gone, what's left tastes bitter.
All I really need is love, but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt!
Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you.'
You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Love is being stupid together.
When I'm alive, does any1 realise? When my life is fading away, does any1 care? When i'm dead, will any1 know? i doubt so...
No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.
Everyone says you only fall in love once but that's not true, every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again
If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever

hmmm..?

School in the morning was alright.. had our lessons as usual.. eng was a bit different.. we need to use majong paper, siccors,glue and colour pens, and extracts... cut up extracts to form a story of minimum 350 words.. 2 periods to do.. plus 2 periods CME period do eng.. simply can't stand that... er xing de nan ren.. flirt.. yucks.. act like a child/student... maths's the last 2 periods.. asked for past year papers from mdm teng when the lesson ended.. on the way on, met yong shuang on 293 bus.. poor ger carrying so many books.. cuz exam drawing near.. muz bring home for studies.. nth much.. reached home,bath, help qian ting write her autograph book.. watch 7pm show.. den do POA h.w.. do half way.. heard some sae no need to do... some sae need to do.. but anyway.. got nth to loose.. do it den.. den come online.. to add tag board in my blog.. thought i online for a while can liao.. but used 1 hr.. suddenly he talked to me in msn.. shocked, excited? wondering what he might say.. some casual chat.. wondering if 2 ppl, a male n a female, love each other, but one of them really have no time.. can they be together? actually i think it's possible.. as long as they can be together.. and know that they love each other.. .. aniway..late le.. going to slp liao.. nitex...zZz

kuai yao ku si le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my results sux! sux! study so hard still like that.. even deteoriorated! haiz... R4 already so high.. can't even enter poly! wth.. maths n poa so lousy..... althought this time fail onli one sub.. but the rest C5 n 6s.. i rather fail the mei you yong ones and improve my maths n poa... and my chem!!!! Bio B4 + chem C6-->C5..!!!! :'( sob..... -gone studying-

At Night blogging:

O... damn sad.. actually todae go central park play candles de... but yi ge yi ge becuz of bad results no mood to go.. actually i also no mood to go after receiving my results todae.. juz now went to ah ma hse.. she's ill.. out of a sudden..juz came back from the doc.. so fragile.. lying on the bed.. struggled with the pain...cannot event walk by herself.... i dunno wad to sae.. dunno wad to do.. felt so helpless.. onli stood in a corner and watched quietly.. bearing with the tears.. she was so worried .. worried about so many things.. her sons and daughters.. all so unfilial.. cried as she pant.. my mother, comforting her.. holdin her, making sure that she sits properly in her position.. she was trembling all the while, so weak.. so weak.. crying and panting, and at the same time, keep asking me, my bro and sis, to go back home early n prepare for exams.. she simply worries too much.. too much... this and that.. but actually it's nothing.. she thinks too much.. and juz can't stop crying.. i wanted to comfort her too.. but juz .. dunno how to put in words.. felt so helpless.. and useless... tt i cannot do much to help.. after that.. mum told me Grandma told her that these few days, she dreamt of my ah gong and all those aunts who were dead inviting her to their hse.. i was so afraid .. that my first drop of tear finally rolled down.. haiz.. ]

disappointing results

haiz.. todae.. although last paper liao.. should be veri happy de.. but who knows tt Ms Nora gave us back our results todae.. mark so fast...-.-" haiz.. got C6 onli... sad sia.. cuz paper 2 qn 1 i alreasy dunno how to do liao.. on provision for doubtful debts aR... haiz.. Nv even bother to see how much exactly i got.. saw C6 den sian liao.. tt qian ting.. eveytime sae dunno how to do.. nv study .. den still got A2.. but good for her.. haiz.. like a lot ppl in our class dun haf good results sia.. den todae last paper..science MCQ.. go sch one hr den come back liao.. after the exam den go interchange eat mac.. with April and Liu jing... den met Nurul & Farhana.. den sit together .. after that go shop shop for yue zhu and Xiang xian's present lor.. and my sis's.. all b'dae over de.. haha.. no time to buy present ma.. until now lor.. Onli these few daes got time to go out.. Fri, Sat, and Sun.. after that need to go back to study again liao.. Prelims sure do till veri cham one.. going out later again.. cuz juz now nv buy anithing.. sian sian

examz~

haix... YEsterdae ar.. study poa till siao.. veri difficult leh..! need to call n call ask ppl.. den.. suddenly cannot contact qian ting.. den dunno how liao.. cuz her poa quite good also.. sian... Look at all my test papers all full marks de.. but then when i look at it again.. forgot how to do le.. why like this .. why like that... =( den com online discuss with wee koon.. ask him teach me.. he taking POA also ma.. den.. online till 12+ like that.. den go sleep le.. so many to study... dun even have time for maths.. ! haiz.. then cannot sleep... until 2+ den fell asleep.. in my dreams.. dream of POA also.. -.-" dreamt wee koon online .. test me poa qns.. den all i dunno how to do.. realli can feel brain wanna crack..! den 5am wake up le.. veri sleepy.. cannot open eyes.. den look at poa w/s lor.. den maths.. onli memorise the formulas... who knows... so difficult sia..! a lot of ppl cannot finish.. me.. on the dot finish.. but.. still dunno a lot of qns lar! everyone keep saying... prelim flunk liao lar.. work hard for O lvls can liao... haiz.. actually its quite true.. by wad we've been tested so far.. like all bu shun li one.. tt kind of juz pass or fail... haiz.. die.. dunno how to gen senior jiao dai about prelims results sia.. :S haiz... go study MT nw.. tata

slacking...=(

haiz.. todae.. dunno y... nv study much... tried to study le.. but stare at the book.. got study la i mean.. but a bit only.. cannot concentrate.. in the end study abit maths.. a bit geo .. n a bit POA... the least is POA .. todae.. toked to him in msn.. haiz.. dunno y he everytime tok.. den like... wan to quarrel like tt de.. and not interested.. haiz.. scared.. sad..

chou nan ren~!

[14th Sep 2004]

Today.. qi si qo ler.. si jian wei.. say want to teach me POA on Todae at first.. Then i dun wan ma.. cuz wanna study for ss on thursday.. then he sae nvm teach me ss.. but i dun feel like going.. then he's like..wanting me to go his house.. want to teach me ss.. but i told him i dun wan to go.. den later he angry.. den i say see first.. He kept asking whether i confirm going or not.. say he come school fetch me go.. but i told him not confirm liao.. then todae.. after practical i messaged him say dun wanna go his hse le.. den he so angry like that.. sae wad.. wait for mi so long... whole dae.. pontang lesson somemore.. den angry somemore.. say wanna delete my hp no. & msn contact.. wa lau.. siao.. attitude problem man.. i already told him i dun wish to go lor... and i nv ask him to wait for me.. is he is the one who wans me to go and pei him.. if not he sian.. den now i dun wan to go .. he so angry.. somemore i never ask him to wait for me n pontang his lesson lorx.. siao man... den want to fa pi qi with me.. and make me so angry.. den i tell him he has no rights to be angry with me lorx.. it is his fault wad.. so unreasonable.. wan to fa pi qi den fa pi qi.. xiao ding dong.. chou nan ren!

[15th sep 2004]

Today ar.. got eng prelim.. hmm.. ok la.. luckily the paper not so difficult.. comprehension passage can understand.. compo.. eh.. write until 653 words.. over limit liao..=X but onli 2 pages.. maybe handwriting small ba.. think teacher wun know la hor.. =p wrote bout stupid things.. cuz dunno wad to write ma.. den onli one qn can write in narrative form only.. so no choice lorx..

Lost ss TB!!!

haiz.. todae veri sway.. juz found out tt i can't find my ss tb..!! a few more daes exam lehx! haix.. trying hard to find ppl who can lend mi the book..haiz.. i juz saw it yst morning onli.. and brought it out to study..!!! could anione took my tb by mistake?? not april n yi da.. could it be qianting?? but she slept liao.. haiz.. so kan jiong.. cannot be ma.. cannot find lehx... aHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

wad to do.... jian wei has the tb.. ask mi now go n take.. but cannot go out now ma.. den tml whole dae he not free.... then think.. if realli cannot find den tues go his hse take liao.. no choice.. if not wo sui si dao hen nan kan de..!

and todae.. i dunno y i sae sry to him also.. i said.. den he reply..anithing.. anithing????? like dun care also...! haiz!!!! y did i bother to sae sry?

studies~~~

hey.. today's another study day again.. hmm.. intended to go TP library study today de.. with April,Qian ting , Yi da.. and.... Yu Xiang.. and pauline ar.. then cannot enter lib lehx.. need scan card.. =X den go to a bench in engeneering sch study ar.. haiz.. blog half way no mood to blog liao.. He say till.. i cannot miss him like that.. n.. some kind of scolding.. i got study ma.. no communication btw us? is u dun wanna tok to mi..! even if u have projs.. dun believe since so many days.. not even a minute of free time? u dun even know wad u have done which will hurt me so much.. and that's becuz i love u too much! A little bit of things means a lot to me... U dunno!!! .... ......... ...... ........ ....... ......... ......... .......... ........... .......*heartbroken*..... .... ....... ......... ...... . ....... . ......... .. .
sob sob..='(

slpy..~

Todae ar.. woke up at 7.45am like that.. had a bad dream.. dreamt of female ghost crushing my bone.. and i can feel the pain when i woke up.. pain sia... dunno y.. okay.. then eat breakfast liao .. bath.. then went out.. meet them go Tp lib study lorx.. we decided to sit seperately from one another so as not to end up chatting.. o ya.. then qianting got this friend in TP.. never meet before one.. but she say not net friend.. forgot how she know him worx...Then qianting juz told him that we were at the 5th floor of the library only ar.. he know which one is qianting liao.. so li hai.. nv meet before also know.. library so many ppl.. how he know is one of us ar.. maybe we are the only ones who dun look like poly students ba.. kekex.. we didn't even notice any suspect that maybe him.. den after that he sae he at 3rd floor le.. so we went to find out who is he and shun bian go for lunch after that... qian ting dun wanna call him.. so ended up i was the one who called.. hear his voice.. ok la.. like joker like that.. den ask him where is he .. he dun wan sae.. he sae he saw us somemore.. but we cannot find him.. hide himself.. then notice 3 guys.. there smiling.. den suspect.. den call again.. he pick up phone.. den know is which one liao.. haha.. okok looking la.. but like xiao didi.. haha..
then after that we went for lunch.. but dunno which canteen to go.. go business school de canteen .. see liao got kong ju gan.. so many ppl ar.. pai seh.. haha.. then after that go find Nicole(april's sis) first.. then we went to that canteen near the bookshop ar.. got 2 storey one.. den me,april and liu jing ate kway chap.. qianting ate prawn mee.. also like not much choice.. haha.. not bad la.. then bookshop buy sweet and drinks ar.. the went back to study liao.. study study till 3+ like that den veri sleepy le.. wanna slp.. but nv la.. study till.. 4 like tt ar.. liu jing say veri cold ar.. den we all go outside study lor.. go.. business school the bench there study.. feel so wierd sia.. so many students walking pass.. den they sae they look at us in a wierd way.. maybe we realli dun look like poly students ba.. plus we have our bio tb.. physic tb.. chem tb.. and even Chinese book in front of us!!!! LOLX.. feel so wierd.. haha.. actually wan study till 7+ de.. den sis called n sae tonight got to go "jia dok" .. so have to go back early la.. den saw wee koon lo..at 4+.. she going friend hse do pro.. then when i reach home 6.30 like that liao.. then 7.45 like that go down.. "jia dok" .. my family n wee koon family one table lo.. actaully jia yi also got go one.. but in the end nv.. cuz sae too tired.. den dun wan go.. hmm.. the food not nice de lor.. onli like the last dish.. haha.. veri unique.. to me la.. some sae not nice. cuz it's like the "mua ji" ar..powdery one.. with ice-cream inside..quite nice.. but some eat a bit den dun wan liao.. haha..
meimei went for audition to act the I'm Not Stupid 2.. queue for so long time... No. 440 lehx.. got 600++ ppl went.. audition fee $10 somemore.. like that then the company can earn $6000+++ liao lor.. veri clever hor.. earn so much.. in the end also not compulsory get in.. even if they think u can act also need to sign up for training couses ar.. dunno wad.. for $800++ for the training course.. not compulsory can act somemore.. even if they let u act one small role or wad.. also pay u a little ma.. not even until the amount u have paid for the training courses.. they so clever huh..

dunno

today hor.. 6am woke up liao... then 7am like that go school.. for Literate.. watch the tweth night movie.. but watch half way.. miss quek say go home.. sch reopen den continue.. but y? y not watch finish.. den so early go sch juz to watch the bit..-.-" then after that came home.. bath, eat and ready to meet qianting at the bus stop opp TP... went library study.. qian ting haben eat.. so go eat first.. dunno wad to buy.. anihow walk into the sch of IT ar.. anihow buy one char siew su and one spring roll ar.. ask me help her eat one of it somemore.. den go library.. den april and her sis and liu jing ard 3 den met us.. then 5.30 like that go off liaox.. so sian.. tml go again.. meet them 9.30am.. realli muz study a lot things liao.. so slack..

forgot to bring my calculator..-.-"

First say yesterday de... haiz.. slack.. study ss.. but memorise so much liao.. like todae den forgot again.. haiz.. den felt that i study a bit onli la.. sianx.. then mama at wee koon hse play majiong.. say there dark dark .. later at night go home alone very scary.. so i accompany her go home lorx.. met jia yi and ming hui for dinner.. ate Genki Sushi.. $40++ .. then go walk walk a bit then go wee koon hse lerx.. by the time already 9+pm liao ba.. then suddenly relise.. the nxt dae got Maths test!!! Forgot bout it sia.. haben practice.. then so late then can go home.. haix... den remind myself to rmb to bring calculator, mathematical set and curve rule.. but ....
This morning i fount out that i forgot to bring calculator!!! haha.. den faster borrow from Mr Ang.. still say what 10 cents for 10 mins sia.. haha.. but of cuz nv la.. wah.. den a few qns dunno how to do lehx.. cham liao la.. then after that we got class outing.. go watch movie.. Mrs Danial's treat.. haha... watched Anacondas.. haha.. Nice show man.. kanna scared by one of the part.. haha.. azimah beside me bigger reaction.. jump a bit.. lolx.. then after the movie.. me,yan ling,qian ting,gareth and azimah went arcade.. but azimah left shortly after.. so left the 4 of us.. Azimah,qianting,yan ling and me played Daytona.. lost to Yanling.. got 2nd.. actually first de..bu fu qi.. haha.. den played the wad ar.. hockey ar.. the table one.. play till now my hand going blue black liao.. pain sia.. then later we food court.. gareth and Yanling ate.. me n qianting ate ice cream onli.. den later go walk a bit.. den go into the M1 shop see the phone i like... sony ericson k700i.. cool man.. den later when walk out of the shop.. then.. "may i help you?" my biao ge lehx.. ! haha.. He didn't recognise me at first.. haha.. but heng he recognised me.. he has change liao.. his face.. turn so cute.. esp when he laugh.. haha.. now studying in TP ba.. forgot ask wad course he's taking.. last time small always meet cousins every weekend de.. but now leh.. once a year..=( and hardly talk one... so.. not good sia.. haiz..
then after that come back home le lorx.. den eat dinner.. watch 1 hr TV.. den go do maths practice paper given todae.. but .. did a few qns onli fall asleep liao.. bua ta han.. too tired.. yesterdae 2am den fall asleep.. cuz stupid sister sae veri cold.. dun wanna on the air-con.. make me so hot.. cannot sleep..slp liao also not comfortable.. den 6am have to wake up for sch liao.. tts y so tired.. but i realli feel like blogging.. so i slpy also come online to blog.. haha..

Todae saw someone at interchange look like him a lot .. but dun think is him la.. den suddenly miss him alot again.. haiz.. think he dun like me le... if he like me den he wun like tt de... can feel.. by the way he reply me sms.. like dun care like tt.. like feel tt i veri fan like tt.. haiz.. sad.........

Tml go TP Library study again.. after going to sch to watch the movie on Twelth Night.. go home .. change den go out again.. no choice.. must force myself to study.. realli dun think want to go Poly lehx.. cuz dun realli like the life in Poly.. like so disorganise.. and got so mani projects..
JC is more organised.. but scared A lvls.. the most Difficult examinations among all the major exams lehX.. but i dun think i can make it to JC also.. haiz..dunno..
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pissed off~

haiz.. bad day.. today ar.. morning liu jing called.. sae wan come my hse.. den ater ask mi go library.. but she 1pm need to go liao.. den ok lor.. i go study literature.. den later call april.. ask her come library with us.. but she sae she's in Tp.. in the end ask mi go there.. den after 1pm liao.. i went home.. eat.. and come out again.. buy food for april..go TP library study..saw wei lin.. do maths.. haiz.. end up chatting n smsing.. until 5.. her sis's class finish.. go meet her.. sat at the bench there.. for 1 hr.. den go with them to the lecture.. cuz aniway.. got to go pinwen hse at 7.30.. the lecture end at 7 ma.. is.. social psychology.. nv listen.. wasted my time there.. haiz.. is bcoz a guy call marcus go so they wan to go de.. so after that i going to pinwen hse.. but dunno how to go ma.. den later pinwen sae he dunno we going his hse do pro.. den yong min on the other side say they already set the time yesterday..-.-" den pinwen not at home.. outside.. den sae onli available after 8.. den i 8.30 got to go home liao.. but nvm.. den think the both of them also annoyed with each other.. den.. everybody not happy.. so early.. also dunno where to go.. somemore realise that suman not going..-.-" if i know she not going den i also duno go liao.. den actually took 69 back to interchange de.. but den think again.. maybe can meet 'him' .. so drop off at the stop near sch main gate de..dunno y.. irritated.. and veri hot.. den slowly walk.. ask 'him' can meet not.. but he sae bz with pro.. haiz.. miss him... when he sae cannot meet .. even more sad.. haiz.. and think tts a rare chance i got time to meet him.. but he no time.. =( wait for yong min at tt bus stop lo.. haiz.. den reach pinwen hse liao but he not home yet.. by then already 8.13 liao he haben come back.. den think.. even if he come back le , i onli can go in 15 mins like tt onli can do wad.. so i went home after tt le.. haben eat.. haiz.. hungry hungry..den poa and maths haben do.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno how to do POA la... haiz.. damn sad... onli started chem and lit revision.. i'm so slow... stupid me!

Btw, i hate myself..! i was so annoyed while going home.. in the bus.. i got my seat.. and did not stop at the interchange.. den another group of ppl coming up the bus wad... beside mi was an old man.... and i didn't realise it until i was stopping at my stop!!!!!!!!!!... i should have gave up my seat to him ...!!!!! argh!!!! i was thinking n thinking .. until i didn't realise an old man standing next to me...='( I was so bad... haiz.... damn sad la..... sad ...

bad luck

hiaz.. so so so headache.. suddenly dunno how to do maths.. geometry assignment.. speedtime graph also suddenly forgot how to do....=( todae dunno why like not in so good mood sia.. this morning saw handphone bill on the sofa.. open see the amount.. wa lao.. so expensive!!!.. anyway, i've guessed it la..tt it will exceed the limit.. but didn't expect so ex lorx.. $80 lehx.. have to pay myself.. sianz lorx.. haiz.. actually thought veri happy.. this month can save quite a lot de..put aside $40 for my bill still left ard $60.. but who knows the bill double the actual amount.. so have to take away $40 from savings.. left $20 to save..=(

then morning while walking down to take bus.. saw the bus come liao.. den run.. but in front of the bus door.. dig for my ez-link cut but dun have! so quickly walk away.. so pai seh.. haiz.. forgot to take ez-link card.. den call mama ask her bring down for me..

Then todae's lessons ar.. almost all need to do work.. tt kind need to write long essays de.. so tiring la.. but if never do work will fall asleep.. must eat sweet or something den can be awake.. then tml still got eng tests.. 2 eng tests i think.. if i'm not wrong.. dunno wad international de thingy ar.. sure do till head big big one..

Dunno why lorx.. todae.. veri sad.. veri irritated and annoyed.. miss him so so so much.. haiz..juz cannot stop thinking of him even if i try to.. haiz.. tml maybe going church.. qian ting at first say wan to go.. but now she say dun feel like going.. den dunno lo.. i also dun wan go alone de ma..

next week is teachers day liao.. this yr nv buy anything at all for any teachers.. wan to save money.. haha.. haben arrange with pri sch friends to go back pri sch also.. think will go out with miss tang ba.. every year also like tt.. think she become more n more fierce le worx.. but she veri good to us when she thought us in the year 2000.. i have seniors in junyuan also thought by her.. they hate her like hell.. haha.. cuz she always throw things like chalk and duster de.. but she treat us the best lo.. she also say she dunno why.. haha.. got one time.. our class didn't do well for our mathematics test.. den she so disappointed and go to teachers room and cry.. then the whole class also.. realise our mistakes.. den whole class cry also.. den 2 by 2 go to the teachers room and apologise to her.. haha.. our class veri united one.. teachers dae also celebrate.. party in the class.. and is so well organised.. each bring something.. decorate classroom.. even can ran out sch to coffee shop but food... den play games.. got forfeit.. so fun la.. not like now.. so sianx one..

sad...

hmmm.. todae.. receive poa test.. full marks! didn't expect.. haha.. hmm... chinese lesson sian.. everyone like no mood to continue lesson le.. den chat chat.. haha.. veri funny... every MT lesson fiona and mi sure will sae tt we r hungry one.. den tok tok bout food.. haha.. every lesson like tt.. so funny.. everydae ard 9pm sure will hungry de.. haha.. still need to wait till 10.45 den reccess.. haiz.. so sian.. todae's essembly quite funny lor.. think this is the onli assembly almost eveyone pay attention to.. haha.. it's about different masks(faces)..can reflect on how we feel.. and ppl often put on diff masks on diff ocassions..
after assembly liao den go home.. juz reach home onli.. realise that a call from polyclinic juz called and sae grandma have to go for checkup immediately.. if emergency den muz go hospital.. haiz..=( den father mother not at home.. bro n sis drive her go.. den in the end still have to stay in hospital..=(.. haiz..

Tues

heyhei... haha.. todae hor.. hmmm.. got PE.. hehe.. den dun have frisbee( dunno how to spell) lesson liao.. can do when ever we want.. haha.. some play captain ball.. some play frisbee.. and some.. sat down chatting.. and some play childhood games.. lolx.. i'm one of them.. haha .. nothing to do ma.. actually other PE lessons taught by mr tan also veri relax one.. dun wear pe shirt also can.. haha..hmmm... xiang ni, joan,su man, shi ying,wei kei,nurul,qian ting, azimah and me actually played the wolf game.. the game all of us played when we were young.. asking the wolf wad time issit and and have to walk how mani steps towards the wolf.. and when the wolf sae it's dinner time!, we have to run back to our home.. and not get caught by the wolf.. haha.. sounds kinda stupid.. but i think we all enjoyed it la.. even teacher join us in the game.. haha.. den later we played lao ying zhuo xiao ji.. haha.. wen long n pinwen joined.. kinda tiring eh.. haha.. i know it's veri childish.. but who cares.. i think it's gonna be our last PE lesson.. veri tiring.. after that.. chem lesson.. actually interested in tt topic.. bout alkanes,alkenes,alcohol,carboxylic acids all that.. and todae... i forgot wad i have learnt! OMG.. know why? cuz i veri tired... after PE and after reccess ma.. everyone tired.. geo lesson half asleep le.. hehe.. after sch still got maths remedial.. but ok la.. at least awake le.. den given prac paper to do.. not bad... can do most questions.. and quite fast.. haha.. sian.. den finally .. go home time! haiz.. tt stupid bro.. bring my modem over to his laptop nv bring back.. i knew it.. yesterdae come back home onli buai song.. still sae wan to take dunno wad thing from my new com.. heard from mama tt he big quarrel with sis yesterdae morning.. stupid idiot la him.. my money for the com lor.. he sae wan to take den take ar? go n die manx.. lock his room door.. tell him properly i wan go in take something dun wan to open door.. ask my mother go ask him open.. den he buai song.. after i take my thing liao still scold mi san ba... idiot la.. wad i did man.. didn't even tok to him a single word yesterdae lor.. everytime use internet onli wan to lock door.. dunno wad he doing man.. now he make my elder sis so angry liao.. now is like.. me and my 2 sisters hate him to the core man.. wan to be a man also dunno how to be.. so sissy also.. YUCKS!

i feel hurt~

These few days, i felt that 'H' has been ignoring me and there's a barrier between us. Is there some misunderstanding? Well, todae during recess, i decided to ask 'H''s friend, 'Y' whom i think she knew something. 'Y' said that she was not sure but if it was wad she was thinking.. so i ask her to sae out her thoughts. She said 'H' told her that i am a bit 'wad'. 'H' said that i have the money and yet i ask 'L' to buy that b'dae present for me. tt's why she felt that i am veri de 'wad'. I felt so hurt when i heard that. In the first place, did i ask for that present? the answer is 'NO!' 'L' and i were just having a casual chat somedae and ,true, i mentioned that i like tt wallet and ask her to buy for me, but of cuz, i was juz joking! 'L' knew that i was joking.. i was in a joking manner ok.. and i knew tt it's impossible for her to buy the wallet.. as it's rather expensive. But who knows after some days, 'L' told me that she is buying that for mi and sharing with some other friends.but after some daes i told her that it's ok ans asked her not to buy, but she insisted. Then veri pai seh wad.. so i said i pay part of it. Until now the wallet is not yet bought la. 'L' kept asking me which day am i free to go and buy the wallet together, but i told her i was not in a hurry to want that wallet and told her perhaps after O lvls.

But to think that my close frien, 'H', thinks that i'm behaving in a veri 'wad' way,asking present from friend, my heart really sank. Do u think that i that sort of person? I NEVER ASK FOR IT OKAY! I realli feel so hurt when 'Y' told mi that, and tears forming. Imagine a friend whom u thought really cares about you thinks and say you in such a way? OMG! Althought this is juz wad 'Y' thought, it is already a fact that she thinks me like this.'H' thinks that i'm rich, but that's onli wad she thinks. It's not the fact. She don't know about my family problems. After all this, i told 'L' that she really don't need to buy the present. Of cuz, she can feel something wrong from my expression, and asked me wad happened and why. But i kept quiet.

I found out that 'H' maybe ignoring meis becuz she found that there is suddenly no topic to talk between us. 'A' told me that it was maybe that i stopped going home with 'H' and keep going to school and going home with 'M', that bring this barrier between us. If that's the case, i can stop going to sch n going home with 'M' animore. i just hope that 'H' will understand and may out friendship be healed in no time.

Todae POA new topic again. Quite easy la. 2 periods of Literatur,Ms quek's lesson.. everytime can talk full 2 periods without touching Literature de... she said our class got a ger pissed the examiner off by talking non-stop for half an hour worx! and tt whole group will be penalised. that ger must be crazy and guess who is she? is shi yu!

O lvl MT resultz n O lvl Eng oral~

todae ar.. as usual lor.. although know tt MT o lvl results coming out but also.. not looking forward to it.. not tense la.. sure will know the results de ma.. haiz.. not so good..B3.. maybe a few more marks onli can get A2 le..=( haiz.. nvm.. nxt try must score at least an A! haha... sian lorx.. must attend lessons... nvm... todae got eng o lvl oral somemore.. so sway.. both examiners old de.. and got no sense of humour like tt.. dunno how to laugh or even smile de.. =( and by my turn already 4+ to 5 le... can see the examiner yawn..haiz.. sway.. my class the pther grp so good.. got young and active examiners... see them laughing n smiling all the time... haiz... nvm.. i will score well de..! haha.

HaPpY bIrThDaE sInGaPoRe!

yoz.. todae is Singapore's birthday..hapy birthdae, Singapore! hmmm.. woke up at 10:30 todae.. quite late hor.. hee.. den watch tv.. do homework and study.. got maths tys homework.. but cannot do.. cuz forgot to bring home the book..=X hee.. watched the NDP on TV.. dunno y.. feel a bit excited.. cuz my sch choir performing.. hee.. onli managed to see shawn, victor and rebecca.. haiz.. dunno y.. todae got headache again.. and Todae got Singapore Idol worx.. watched abit.. den switched to channel i.. saw this show veri funny.. haha.. forgot wad's the show;s name liao.. quite bored todae.. tml can study whole dae again lorz.. dunno why todae nothing i also feel like blogging.. haha.. maybe juz feel like using the com ba... The daes of not having my com is too diff for me! haha.. have to use bro's laptop.. sianz.. nvm.. this sat can go buy ler..

WaD a SwAy DaE!

WhaT tHe F***! ok.. i dun wish to scold tt one..but i'm realli veri angry k.. Later suppose to go buy new com one.. Yong min and his bro helping me..He persuaded his bro veri long liao den can get him to help one..buy the things total cost below $1600..with LCD screen la.. Then told sister yesterdae liao..still sae can lend her Nets to me..Then this morning ask this ask that..like not happy like tt..KAO PEI!NAG AND NAG.. I THOUGHT SHE ALREADY AGREED.. LIKE DUN TRUST MY FRIEND.. ARGUED THE WHOLE MORNING.. TEARS FLOWING THE WHOLE MORNING..BRO FOR NOTHING ALOS WAN TO SCOLD N SHPUT AT ME.. DUNNO ANITHING ALSO WAN TO INTERRUPT.. WAN TO SLAP ME.. GO N DIE LA..! DAMN HIM! WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH HIM!IDIOT! WA LAU!KAO!NOW SIS SCREAM LIKE MAD.. OH NO! WHOLE FAMILY GO CRAZY.. SHE THOUGHT I BLAME HER.. SCAREAM LIKE CRAZY..DEN I TELL HER "I DUN BLAME HER!" DEN BRO COME SHOUT AT ME AGAIN.. IT'S NONE OF HIS BUSINESS OK.. WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG MAN..SAE I MAKE TILL THE WHOLE FAMILY NOT HAPPY???!!! fINE!! I GO DIE LA! DEN WHOLE FAMILY VERI HAPPY LIAO! ANYWAY,HAVE I DONE ANITHING WRONG?I JUZ WAN TO BUY A COMPUTER.. AND I HAD THEIR PERMISSION OK... UNTIL THE DAE WHEN WAN TO GO N BUY DEN SISTER DUNNO Y.. CRAZY.. OBJECT.. ALREADY PLAN EVERYTHING LIAO WANNA MEET MY FRIEND LE.. DEN SHE COME SAE THESE THINGS.. SINCE SHE DUN TRUST MY FRIEND RITE, WAN TO ASK HER BF BUY N DO RITE, FINE LOR.. SHE CALLED HER BF LIAO WAD.. SAE NXT WEEK FREE WAN TO COME N DO MA.. DEN NOW DUNNO Y GO CRAZY.. CRY N SCREAM LIKE MAD.. SAE DUN ASK HIM DO LER.. IDIOTIC! SHE MAKE ME FEEL SO PAI SEH.. ITS LIKE TROUBLED MY FRIEND LIAO.. WAN ME NOT TO ASK MY FRIEND DO LE.. OK LO.. DEN NOW SHE DUN WAN HELP MI AGAIN.. WTF HER! DEN WAN MI ASK BACK MY FRIEND AR.. MUST BE CRAZY.. IT'S LIKE .. TROUBLED PPL SO MUCH LIAO STILL DARE TO GO BACK AND ASK FOR HELP AGAIN MEH.. SHE THINK I WUN FEEL PAI SEH ONE IZZIT.. NOW TT I ASKED FRIEND NOT TO DO LER.. SHE ALSO ASK HER BF NOT TO BUY..DEN WAD?! STUPID IDIOT!I'M SO DAMN ANGRY AND SAD NOW!!! I NEED HIM..! I NEED HIM! BUT JUZ DUN DARE TO CALL HIM OUT..I CAN TOK TO NOBODY!NOT EVEN MY PARENTS!THEY CAN ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN.. EVEN THOUGHT ALMOST ALL THEIR CHILDREN ARE ACTING LIKE CRAZY NOW.. SAD!SAD!SAD!

I STAYED UP LATE YESTERDAE TO COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK JUZ TO THINK THAT I GOT TIME TODAE TO GO OUT FOR A WHILE TO BUY THE THINGS NEEDED AND LATER COME HOME CAN STUDY.. BUT WHO KNOWS ENEDED UP LIKE THIS! IT CAN BE WHOEVER'S FAULT. I WANT TO BUY LCD SCREEN,SIS ALSO KPKB.. SOMEMORE I AM THE ONE PAYING, NOT HER! PARENTS ALSO DIDN'T SAE ANITHING,WHY SHE WANS TO CARE SO MUCH? iNFECT, MY DAD ENCOURAGE ME TO BUY A BETTER ABILITY COM. mONEY IS NOT THE PROBLEM LA.. AS LONG AS CAN BUY A GOOD AND LONG LASTING ONE..AND MY DAD HAS NO OBJECTIONO OK.. nOW I DUNNO WAD IS THE PROBLEM WITH MY SIS!"BLAMING HERSELF" SHE SAYS:"YA! IT'S MY FAULT!WHY MUST I CARE SO MUCH?WHY MUST I ACT AS IF I'M BOTH THE PARENTS?" BUT FROM HER TONE,OF CUZ SHE IS STILL BLAMING MI LA.. THINK I DUNNO AR.. NOW, SHE IS STOPPING HER BF FROM HELPING MI AS WELL! HOW NOW? I'M SO LOST OK..AS I'M TYPING, I'M CRYING..MY MOHTER LOOK AT ME ALSO DUNNO WAD TO SAE..I CAN SEE LA.. SHE'S WORRIED.. DUNNO WHY I CRY TILL SO CHAM.. DUNNO WAD I'M TYPE.. HALF TYPE HALF CRY..MUM SAE WAN CALL SIS BF.. ASK HIM HELP MI.. BUT I SAE DUN WAN..CUZ WITHOUT MY SIS PERMISSION..DUN THINK TT TT WILL BE NICE RITE.. LATER SHE ANGRY..HAIZ.. SO SAD! SO SAD NOW! JUZ FEEL LIKE BORROWING SOMEONE'S SHOULDER AND CRY.. AND CRY..AND CRY..!:'(

Still, I feeL tHaT BeIng WiTh AnYbOdy ElSe Is NO MORE HAPPIER than spending time with my choir mates. The bad times we had together is also considered HAPPY MOMENTS.. choir mates, if u all realised tt..=)