todae & yesterdae..

Hmm.. today hor.. as usual go to school la.. today is the first day of the 'N' level examination.. wish them all the best ya?! hehe.. hmm..MT period like only a few ppl paying attention nia.. we were given practice paper to do.. den everyone was like.. dun have the heart to do.. maybe contented with their 'O' lvl marks? most of them got B3..me also la.. the paper like so difficult.. at least i half do half wait for answer ok.. =X.. den most were chatting away.. haha.. think me and Fiona crazy liao.. keep talking bout after 'O' lvls.. what we going to do.. rebond hair.. hightlight.. buy a lot of clothes.. go which salon good.. haha.. siao! and discussing bout food.. cuz we were always hungry before recess.. and our mind will always be filled with sushi! our favourite..! hahahaha! then we think liao.. impossible to bring sushi ma.. so tml we make sandwich and eat during MT period.. haha.. the class so noisy until Li lao shi cannot ta han and scold scold scold.. hahaha.. =p den actaully she ask me to Genki sushi after sch.. but she didn't realise that there's mock test todae.. so nv go liao.. den I ask qian ting to Tm after sch to buy Liu jing's present.. den fiona also want to go montip.. den she go with Suman lor..shop shop liao dunno wad to buy for liu jing.. in the end saw a lot of things wan to buy for myself leh! haha.. already think liao.. all the things i wanted to buy or do after O lvls can amount to $1000 leh! Kowaii desu.. anyway.. we came to this interesting shop in Century Sq.. sell candys and chocolates ar.. but put in wierd, interesting and nice packets.. got different containers de.. but some the price .. so ex.. got sell big big de lollipop.. $5.. but after buying Liu Jing's present le jiu no money liao.. so nv buy.. see la.. now i pay most of the money for Liu jing's present liao.. den qian ting paid some.. den share with April, Yue Zhu and Xiang xian ba.. somemore they still owe me money leh.. altogether quite a lot liao.. wah.. need to open ledger a/c liao.. and debtors control a/c.. if not i forget.. haha.. den hor.. after buying the present, we got left ard $1 each.. den no money to eat le.. but very hungry..think 3+ liao.. den think i haven redeem my points for the Mac membership one.. den can redeem for free ma.. den ask qian ting go do one also.. so we can have Mac for lunch liao.. smart hor?=p Eeee.. and hor.. when qian ting apply for the membership.. need to ask the person for help one ma.. den i see got one staff beside that machine den i go n ask lor.. den she go n call the other ger.. which is a ger from 4t one... our batch.. that eeeeeeee ger.. yucks... she sux man.. her character simply sux! so rude one.. think she see me n mei ge ren bu shuang ba..sec 1 camp .. i pagasus 2 she pagasus 1 ma... den pagasus 2 a lot ppl bring slping bag.. den pagasus 1 no one bring.. den at night come over and say us.." Wa lao.. ni men hao lor.. quan bu dou ke yi shui slping matt.. wo men quan bu shui tables and chairs leh.. bu hui jie yi xie lai de meh?" wa lau.. stupid bitch la.. wan to slp dunno how to bring it urself is it.. oppx..=X not i wan to say her la.. her action and all that juz... yucks u noe.. thought she work at 800+ there de mac de.. sway to see her there.. centre de.. sway sway.. ya.. den after that den go home liao..

now.. yesterday.. yesterday suddenly think of him at night.. den think think think.. think of some.. rubbish.. haha.. poems and all that.. den write down.. wonder if i got the chance to enter the contest for the poetry.com.. haha.. can enter.. but sure cannot get into international.. haha.. dun think it's good enough.. and think it's rubbish.. our class Amanda and Gareth got into the international.. and if they win the grand price.. RICH liao la... haha.. can enjoy for the rest of their life liao.. lolx..

Hope time can go back to 1/9/2003, the same you, but a different me
Although we have not met from the 8/05/03,-25/6/03, your smses made me feel contented.. but now.. everything is totally different.. it's passes a few months.. and things change just as fast..
Now, for every sms i receive, i always hope to see your name appear on my handphone screen..
Never will i regret in that relationship, neither will i blame you.. as i know i'm at fault,too.. i've not done my part..
Looking far ahead, i never hope to see an end to it.. i'll be walking & walking.. years.. till i met you one day..How i wish miracle would happen, all in a night, and change your answer from a No to a Yes..

A textbook infront of me,

my mind in an imaginary land,

of you and me

You were so carrying, so loving

that i could only see the bright side of you,

which drills my love for you

We continue this relationship,

till the unexpected come

with just a sentence from you,

a blade cross my heartand a clear vision gone

with this wake up call,

my mind came round,

and back to my study hall

Friends

Wad is a fren?
A confidant? A shoulder to cry on?A heart to feel?A friend is all these........and moreNo matter where we met,No matter how long we've been together I call you as friendA word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word is filled with emotion, a word overflow with loveTruly great things come in small packagesOnce the package of friendship hasbeen opened, it will never close Friendship are foundations..necessary for life....and love..friends....you and meYou brought another friend and then we were threeWe started our group...circle of our friends...there is no beginning..there is no end....

Love..

Fantasy love is much better than reality love. Never doing it is very exciting. The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.
When a man has once loved a woman he will do anything for her except continue to love her.
A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.
Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush, hold it too loose, it'll fly
If you can't be with the one you love love the one you're with
If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was
Love is also like a coconut which is good while it is fresh, but you have to spit it out when the juice is gone, what's left tastes bitter.
All I really need is love, but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt!
Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you.'
You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Love is being stupid together.
When I'm alive, does any1 realise? When my life is fading away, does any1 care? When i'm dead, will any1 know? i doubt so...
No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.
Everyone says you only fall in love once but that's not true, every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again
If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever

hmmm..?

School in the morning was alright.. had our lessons as usual.. eng was a bit different.. we need to use majong paper, siccors,glue and colour pens, and extracts... cut up extracts to form a story of minimum 350 words.. 2 periods to do.. plus 2 periods CME period do eng.. simply can't stand that... er xing de nan ren.. flirt.. yucks.. act like a child/student... maths's the last 2 periods.. asked for past year papers from mdm teng when the lesson ended.. on the way on, met yong shuang on 293 bus.. poor ger carrying so many books.. cuz exam drawing near.. muz bring home for studies.. nth much.. reached home,bath, help qian ting write her autograph book.. watch 7pm show.. den do POA h.w.. do half way.. heard some sae no need to do... some sae need to do.. but anyway.. got nth to loose.. do it den.. den come online.. to add tag board in my blog.. thought i online for a while can liao.. but used 1 hr.. suddenly he talked to me in msn.. shocked, excited? wondering what he might say.. some casual chat.. wondering if 2 ppl, a male n a female, love each other, but one of them really have no time.. can they be together? actually i think it's possible.. as long as they can be together.. and know that they love each other.. .. aniway..late le.. going to slp liao.. nitex...zZz

kuai yao ku si le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my results sux! sux! study so hard still like that.. even deteoriorated! haiz... R4 already so high.. can't even enter poly! wth.. maths n poa so lousy..... althought this time fail onli one sub.. but the rest C5 n 6s.. i rather fail the mei you yong ones and improve my maths n poa... and my chem!!!! Bio B4 + chem C6-->C5..!!!! :'( sob..... -gone studying-

At Night blogging:

O... damn sad.. actually todae go central park play candles de... but yi ge yi ge becuz of bad results no mood to go.. actually i also no mood to go after receiving my results todae.. juz now went to ah ma hse.. she's ill.. out of a sudden..juz came back from the doc.. so fragile.. lying on the bed.. struggled with the pain...cannot event walk by herself.... i dunno wad to sae.. dunno wad to do.. felt so helpless.. onli stood in a corner and watched quietly.. bearing with the tears.. she was so worried .. worried about so many things.. her sons and daughters.. all so unfilial.. cried as she pant.. my mother, comforting her.. holdin her, making sure that she sits properly in her position.. she was trembling all the while, so weak.. so weak.. crying and panting, and at the same time, keep asking me, my bro and sis, to go back home early n prepare for exams.. she simply worries too much.. too much... this and that.. but actually it's nothing.. she thinks too much.. and juz can't stop crying.. i wanted to comfort her too.. but juz .. dunno how to put in words.. felt so helpless.. and useless... tt i cannot do much to help.. after that.. mum told me Grandma told her that these few days, she dreamt of my ah gong and all those aunts who were dead inviting her to their hse.. i was so afraid .. that my first drop of tear finally rolled down.. haiz.. ]

disappointing results

haiz.. todae.. although last paper liao.. should be veri happy de.. but who knows tt Ms Nora gave us back our results todae.. mark so fast...-.-" haiz.. got C6 onli... sad sia.. cuz paper 2 qn 1 i alreasy dunno how to do liao.. on provision for doubtful debts aR... haiz.. Nv even bother to see how much exactly i got.. saw C6 den sian liao.. tt qian ting.. eveytime sae dunno how to do.. nv study .. den still got A2.. but good for her.. haiz.. like a lot ppl in our class dun haf good results sia.. den todae last paper..science MCQ.. go sch one hr den come back liao.. after the exam den go interchange eat mac.. with April and Liu jing... den met Nurul & Farhana.. den sit together .. after that go shop shop for yue zhu and Xiang xian's present lor.. and my sis's.. all b'dae over de.. haha.. no time to buy present ma.. until now lor.. Onli these few daes got time to go out.. Fri, Sat, and Sun.. after that need to go back to study again liao.. Prelims sure do till veri cham one.. going out later again.. cuz juz now nv buy anithing.. sian sian

examz~

haix... YEsterdae ar.. study poa till siao.. veri difficult leh..! need to call n call ask ppl.. den.. suddenly cannot contact qian ting.. den dunno how liao.. cuz her poa quite good also.. sian... Look at all my test papers all full marks de.. but then when i look at it again.. forgot how to do le.. why like this .. why like that... =( den com online discuss with wee koon.. ask him teach me.. he taking POA also ma.. den.. online till 12+ like that.. den go sleep le.. so many to study... dun even have time for maths.. ! haiz.. then cannot sleep... until 2+ den fell asleep.. in my dreams.. dream of POA also.. -.-" dreamt wee koon online .. test me poa qns.. den all i dunno how to do.. realli can feel brain wanna crack..! den 5am wake up le.. veri sleepy.. cannot open eyes.. den look at poa w/s lor.. den maths.. onli memorise the formulas... who knows... so difficult sia..! a lot of ppl cannot finish.. me.. on the dot finish.. but.. still dunno a lot of qns lar! everyone keep saying... prelim flunk liao lar.. work hard for O lvls can liao... haiz.. actually its quite true.. by wad we've been tested so far.. like all bu shun li one.. tt kind of juz pass or fail... haiz.. die.. dunno how to gen senior jiao dai about prelims results sia.. :S haiz... go study MT nw.. tata

slacking...=(

haiz.. todae.. dunno y... nv study much... tried to study le.. but stare at the book.. got study la i mean.. but a bit only.. cannot concentrate.. in the end study abit maths.. a bit geo .. n a bit POA... the least is POA .. todae.. toked to him in msn.. haiz.. dunno y he everytime tok.. den like... wan to quarrel like tt de.. and not interested.. haiz.. scared.. sad..

chou nan ren~!

[14th Sep 2004]

Today.. qi si qo ler.. si jian wei.. say want to teach me POA on Todae at first.. Then i dun wan ma.. cuz wanna study for ss on thursday.. then he sae nvm teach me ss.. but i dun feel like going.. then he's like..wanting me to go his house.. want to teach me ss.. but i told him i dun wan to go.. den later he angry.. den i say see first.. He kept asking whether i confirm going or not.. say he come school fetch me go.. but i told him not confirm liao.. then todae.. after practical i messaged him say dun wanna go his hse le.. den he so angry like that.. sae wad.. wait for mi so long... whole dae.. pontang lesson somemore.. den angry somemore.. say wanna delete my hp no. & msn contact.. wa lau.. siao.. attitude problem man.. i already told him i dun wish to go lor... and i nv ask him to wait for me.. is he is the one who wans me to go and pei him.. if not he sian.. den now i dun wan to go .. he so angry.. somemore i never ask him to wait for me n pontang his lesson lorx.. siao man... den want to fa pi qi with me.. and make me so angry.. den i tell him he has no rights to be angry with me lorx.. it is his fault wad.. so unreasonable.. wan to fa pi qi den fa pi qi.. xiao ding dong.. chou nan ren!

[15th sep 2004]

Today ar.. got eng prelim.. hmm.. ok la.. luckily the paper not so difficult.. comprehension passage can understand.. compo.. eh.. write until 653 words.. over limit liao..=X but onli 2 pages.. maybe handwriting small ba.. think teacher wun know la hor.. =p wrote bout stupid things.. cuz dunno wad to write ma.. den onli one qn can write in narrative form only.. so no choice lorx..

Lost ss TB!!!

haiz.. todae veri sway.. juz found out tt i can't find my ss tb..!! a few more daes exam lehx! haix.. trying hard to find ppl who can lend mi the book..haiz.. i juz saw it yst morning onli.. and brought it out to study..!!! could anione took my tb by mistake?? not april n yi da.. could it be qianting?? but she slept liao.. haiz.. so kan jiong.. cannot be ma.. cannot find lehx... aHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

wad to do.... jian wei has the tb.. ask mi now go n take.. but cannot go out now ma.. den tml whole dae he not free.... then think.. if realli cannot find den tues go his hse take liao.. no choice.. if not wo sui si dao hen nan kan de..!

and todae.. i dunno y i sae sry to him also.. i said.. den he reply..anithing.. anithing????? like dun care also...! haiz!!!! y did i bother to sae sry?

studies~~~

hey.. today's another study day again.. hmm.. intended to go TP library study today de.. with April,Qian ting , Yi da.. and.... Yu Xiang.. and pauline ar.. then cannot enter lib lehx.. need scan card.. =X den go to a bench in engeneering sch study ar.. haiz.. blog half way no mood to blog liao.. He say till.. i cannot miss him like that.. n.. some kind of scolding.. i got study ma.. no communication btw us? is u dun wanna tok to mi..! even if u have projs.. dun believe since so many days.. not even a minute of free time? u dun even know wad u have done which will hurt me so much.. and that's becuz i love u too much! A little bit of things means a lot to me... U dunno!!! .... ......... ...... ........ ....... ......... ......... .......... ........... .......*heartbroken*..... .... ....... ......... ...... . ....... . ......... .. .
sob sob..='(

slpy..~

Todae ar.. woke up at 7.45am like that.. had a bad dream.. dreamt of female ghost crushing my bone.. and i can feel the pain when i woke up.. pain sia... dunno y.. okay.. then eat breakfast liao .. bath.. then went out.. meet them go Tp lib study lorx.. we decided to sit seperately from one another so as not to end up chatting.. o ya.. then qianting got this friend in TP.. never meet before one.. but she say not net friend.. forgot how she know him worx...Then qianting juz told him that we were at the 5th floor of the library only ar.. he know which one is qianting liao.. so li hai.. nv meet before also know.. library so many ppl.. how he know is one of us ar.. maybe we are the only ones who dun look like poly students ba.. kekex.. we didn't even notice any suspect that maybe him.. den after that he sae he at 3rd floor le.. so we went to find out who is he and shun bian go for lunch after that... qian ting dun wanna call him.. so ended up i was the one who called.. hear his voice.. ok la.. like joker like that.. den ask him where is he .. he dun wan sae.. he sae he saw us somemore.. but we cannot find him.. hide himself.. then notice 3 guys.. there smiling.. den suspect.. den call again.. he pick up phone.. den know is which one liao.. haha.. okok looking la.. but like xiao didi.. haha..
then after that we went for lunch.. but dunno which canteen to go.. go business school de canteen .. see liao got kong ju gan.. so many ppl ar.. pai seh.. haha.. then after that go find Nicole(april's sis) first.. then we went to that canteen near the bookshop ar.. got 2 storey one.. den me,april and liu jing ate kway chap.. qianting ate prawn mee.. also like not much choice.. haha.. not bad la.. then bookshop buy sweet and drinks ar.. the went back to study liao.. study study till 3+ like that den veri sleepy le.. wanna slp.. but nv la.. study till.. 4 like tt ar.. liu jing say veri cold ar.. den we all go outside study lor.. go.. business school the bench there study.. feel so wierd sia.. so many students walking pass.. den they sae they look at us in a wierd way.. maybe we realli dun look like poly students ba.. plus we have our bio tb.. physic tb.. chem tb.. and even Chinese book in front of us!!!! LOLX.. feel so wierd.. haha.. actually wan study till 7+ de.. den sis called n sae tonight got to go "jia dok" .. so have to go back early la.. den saw wee koon lo..at 4+.. she going friend hse do pro.. then when i reach home 6.30 like that liao.. then 7.45 like that go down.. "jia dok" .. my family n wee koon family one table lo.. actaully jia yi also got go one.. but in the end nv.. cuz sae too tired.. den dun wan go.. hmm.. the food not nice de lor.. onli like the last dish.. haha.. veri unique.. to me la.. some sae not nice. cuz it's like the "mua ji" ar..powdery one.. with ice-cream inside..quite nice.. but some eat a bit den dun wan liao.. haha..
meimei went for audition to act the I'm Not Stupid 2.. queue for so long time... No. 440 lehx.. got 600++ ppl went.. audition fee $10 somemore.. like that then the company can earn $6000+++ liao lor.. veri clever hor.. earn so much.. in the end also not compulsory get in.. even if they think u can act also need to sign up for training couses ar.. dunno wad.. for $800++ for the training course.. not compulsory can act somemore.. even if they let u act one small role or wad.. also pay u a little ma.. not even until the amount u have paid for the training courses.. they so clever huh..

dunno

today hor.. 6am woke up liao... then 7am like that go school.. for Literate.. watch the tweth night movie.. but watch half way.. miss quek say go home.. sch reopen den continue.. but y? y not watch finish.. den so early go sch juz to watch the bit..-.-" then after that came home.. bath, eat and ready to meet qianting at the bus stop opp TP... went library study.. qian ting haben eat.. so go eat first.. dunno wad to buy.. anihow walk into the sch of IT ar.. anihow buy one char siew su and one spring roll ar.. ask me help her eat one of it somemore.. den go library.. den april and her sis and liu jing ard 3 den met us.. then 5.30 like that go off liaox.. so sian.. tml go again.. meet them 9.30am.. realli muz study a lot things liao.. so slack..

forgot to bring my calculator..-.-"

First say yesterday de... haiz.. slack.. study ss.. but memorise so much liao.. like todae den forgot again.. haiz.. den felt that i study a bit onli la.. sianx.. then mama at wee koon hse play majiong.. say there dark dark .. later at night go home alone very scary.. so i accompany her go home lorx.. met jia yi and ming hui for dinner.. ate Genki Sushi.. $40++ .. then go walk walk a bit then go wee koon hse lerx.. by the time already 9+pm liao ba.. then suddenly relise.. the nxt dae got Maths test!!! Forgot bout it sia.. haben practice.. then so late then can go home.. haix... den remind myself to rmb to bring calculator, mathematical set and curve rule.. but ....
This morning i fount out that i forgot to bring calculator!!! haha.. den faster borrow from Mr Ang.. still say what 10 cents for 10 mins sia.. haha.. but of cuz nv la.. wah.. den a few qns dunno how to do lehx.. cham liao la.. then after that we got class outing.. go watch movie.. Mrs Danial's treat.. haha... watched Anacondas.. haha.. Nice show man.. kanna scared by one of the part.. haha.. azimah beside me bigger reaction.. jump a bit.. lolx.. then after the movie.. me,yan ling,qian ting,gareth and azimah went arcade.. but azimah left shortly after.. so left the 4 of us.. Azimah,qianting,yan ling and me played Daytona.. lost to Yanling.. got 2nd.. actually first de..bu fu qi.. haha.. den played the wad ar.. hockey ar.. the table one.. play till now my hand going blue black liao.. pain sia.. then later we food court.. gareth and Yanling ate.. me n qianting ate ice cream onli.. den later go walk a bit.. den go into the M1 shop see the phone i like... sony ericson k700i.. cool man.. den later when walk out of the shop.. then.. "may i help you?" my biao ge lehx.. ! haha.. He didn't recognise me at first.. haha.. but heng he recognised me.. he has change liao.. his face.. turn so cute.. esp when he laugh.. haha.. now studying in TP ba.. forgot ask wad course he's taking.. last time small always meet cousins every weekend de.. but now leh.. once a year..=( and hardly talk one... so.. not good sia.. haiz..
then after that come back home le lorx.. den eat dinner.. watch 1 hr TV.. den go do maths practice paper given todae.. but .. did a few qns onli fall asleep liao.. bua ta han.. too tired.. yesterdae 2am den fall asleep.. cuz stupid sister sae veri cold.. dun wanna on the air-con.. make me so hot.. cannot sleep..slp liao also not comfortable.. den 6am have to wake up for sch liao.. tts y so tired.. but i realli feel like blogging.. so i slpy also come online to blog.. haha..

Todae saw someone at interchange look like him a lot .. but dun think is him la.. den suddenly miss him alot again.. haiz.. think he dun like me le... if he like me den he wun like tt de... can feel.. by the way he reply me sms.. like dun care like tt.. like feel tt i veri fan like tt.. haiz.. sad.........

Tml go TP Library study again.. after going to sch to watch the movie on Twelth Night.. go home .. change den go out again.. no choice.. must force myself to study.. realli dun think want to go Poly lehx.. cuz dun realli like the life in Poly.. like so disorganise.. and got so mani projects..
JC is more organised.. but scared A lvls.. the most Difficult examinations among all the major exams lehX.. but i dun think i can make it to JC also.. haiz..dunno..
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pissed off~

haiz.. bad day.. today ar.. morning liu jing called.. sae wan come my hse.. den ater ask mi go library.. but she 1pm need to go liao.. den ok lor.. i go study literature.. den later call april.. ask her come library with us.. but she sae she's in Tp.. in the end ask mi go there.. den after 1pm liao.. i went home.. eat.. and come out again.. buy food for april..go TP library study..saw wei lin.. do maths.. haiz.. end up chatting n smsing.. until 5.. her sis's class finish.. go meet her.. sat at the bench there.. for 1 hr.. den go with them to the lecture.. cuz aniway.. got to go pinwen hse at 7.30.. the lecture end at 7 ma.. is.. social psychology.. nv listen.. wasted my time there.. haiz.. is bcoz a guy call marcus go so they wan to go de.. so after that i going to pinwen hse.. but dunno how to go ma.. den later pinwen sae he dunno we going his hse do pro.. den yong min on the other side say they already set the time yesterday..-.-" den pinwen not at home.. outside.. den sae onli available after 8.. den i 8.30 got to go home liao.. but nvm.. den think the both of them also annoyed with each other.. den.. everybody not happy.. so early.. also dunno where to go.. somemore realise that suman not going..-.-" if i know she not going den i also duno go liao.. den actually took 69 back to interchange de.. but den think again.. maybe can meet 'him' .. so drop off at the stop near sch main gate de..dunno y.. irritated.. and veri hot.. den slowly walk.. ask 'him' can meet not.. but he sae bz with pro.. haiz.. miss him... when he sae cannot meet .. even more sad.. haiz.. and think tts a rare chance i got time to meet him.. but he no time.. =( wait for yong min at tt bus stop lo.. haiz.. den reach pinwen hse liao but he not home yet.. by then already 8.13 liao he haben come back.. den think.. even if he come back le , i onli can go in 15 mins like tt onli can do wad.. so i went home after tt le.. haben eat.. haiz.. hungry hungry..den poa and maths haben do.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno how to do POA la... haiz.. damn sad... onli started chem and lit revision.. i'm so slow... stupid me!

Btw, i hate myself..! i was so annoyed while going home.. in the bus.. i got my seat.. and did not stop at the interchange.. den another group of ppl coming up the bus wad... beside mi was an old man.... and i didn't realise it until i was stopping at my stop!!!!!!!!!!... i should have gave up my seat to him ...!!!!! argh!!!! i was thinking n thinking .. until i didn't realise an old man standing next to me...='( I was so bad... haiz.... damn sad la..... sad ...

bad luck

hiaz.. so so so headache.. suddenly dunno how to do maths.. geometry assignment.. speedtime graph also suddenly forgot how to do....=( todae dunno why like not in so good mood sia.. this morning saw handphone bill on the sofa.. open see the amount.. wa lao.. so expensive!!!.. anyway, i've guessed it la..tt it will exceed the limit.. but didn't expect so ex lorx.. $80 lehx.. have to pay myself.. sianz lorx.. haiz.. actually thought veri happy.. this month can save quite a lot de..put aside $40 for my bill still left ard $60.. but who knows the bill double the actual amount.. so have to take away $40 from savings.. left $20 to save..=(

then morning while walking down to take bus.. saw the bus come liao.. den run.. but in front of the bus door.. dig for my ez-link cut but dun have! so quickly walk away.. so pai seh.. haiz.. forgot to take ez-link card.. den call mama ask her bring down for me..

Then todae's lessons ar.. almost all need to do work.. tt kind need to write long essays de.. so tiring la.. but if never do work will fall asleep.. must eat sweet or something den can be awake.. then tml still got eng tests.. 2 eng tests i think.. if i'm not wrong.. dunno wad international de thingy ar.. sure do till head big big one..

Dunno why lorx.. todae.. veri sad.. veri irritated and annoyed.. miss him so so so much.. haiz..juz cannot stop thinking of him even if i try to.. haiz.. tml maybe going church.. qian ting at first say wan to go.. but now she say dun feel like going.. den dunno lo.. i also dun wan go alone de ma..

next week is teachers day liao.. this yr nv buy anything at all for any teachers.. wan to save money.. haha.. haben arrange with pri sch friends to go back pri sch also.. think will go out with miss tang ba.. every year also like tt.. think she become more n more fierce le worx.. but she veri good to us when she thought us in the year 2000.. i have seniors in junyuan also thought by her.. they hate her like hell.. haha.. cuz she always throw things like chalk and duster de.. but she treat us the best lo.. she also say she dunno why.. haha.. got one time.. our class didn't do well for our mathematics test.. den she so disappointed and go to teachers room and cry.. then the whole class also.. realise our mistakes.. den whole class cry also.. den 2 by 2 go to the teachers room and apologise to her.. haha.. our class veri united one.. teachers dae also celebrate.. party in the class.. and is so well organised.. each bring something.. decorate classroom.. even can ran out sch to coffee shop but food... den play games.. got forfeit.. so fun la.. not like now.. so sianx one..

sad...

hmmm.. todae.. receive poa test.. full marks! didn't expect.. haha.. hmm... chinese lesson sian.. everyone like no mood to continue lesson le.. den chat chat.. haha.. veri funny... every MT lesson fiona and mi sure will sae tt we r hungry one.. den tok tok bout food.. haha.. every lesson like tt.. so funny.. everydae ard 9pm sure will hungry de.. haha.. still need to wait till 10.45 den reccess.. haiz.. so sian.. todae's essembly quite funny lor.. think this is the onli assembly almost eveyone pay attention to.. haha.. it's about different masks(faces)..can reflect on how we feel.. and ppl often put on diff masks on diff ocassions..
after assembly liao den go home.. juz reach home onli.. realise that a call from polyclinic juz called and sae grandma have to go for checkup immediately.. if emergency den muz go hospital.. haiz..=( den father mother not at home.. bro n sis drive her go.. den in the end still have to stay in hospital..=(.. haiz..

Tues

heyhei... haha.. todae hor.. hmmm.. got PE.. hehe.. den dun have frisbee( dunno how to spell) lesson liao.. can do when ever we want.. haha.. some play captain ball.. some play frisbee.. and some.. sat down chatting.. and some play childhood games.. lolx.. i'm one of them.. haha .. nothing to do ma.. actually other PE lessons taught by mr tan also veri relax one.. dun wear pe shirt also can.. haha..hmmm... xiang ni, joan,su man, shi ying,wei kei,nurul,qian ting, azimah and me actually played the wolf game.. the game all of us played when we were young.. asking the wolf wad time issit and and have to walk how mani steps towards the wolf.. and when the wolf sae it's dinner time!, we have to run back to our home.. and not get caught by the wolf.. haha.. sounds kinda stupid.. but i think we all enjoyed it la.. even teacher join us in the game.. haha.. den later we played lao ying zhuo xiao ji.. haha.. wen long n pinwen joined.. kinda tiring eh.. haha.. i know it's veri childish.. but who cares.. i think it's gonna be our last PE lesson.. veri tiring.. after that.. chem lesson.. actually interested in tt topic.. bout alkanes,alkenes,alcohol,carboxylic acids all that.. and todae... i forgot wad i have learnt! OMG.. know why? cuz i veri tired... after PE and after reccess ma.. everyone tired.. geo lesson half asleep le.. hehe.. after sch still got maths remedial.. but ok la.. at least awake le.. den given prac paper to do.. not bad... can do most questions.. and quite fast.. haha.. sian.. den finally .. go home time! haiz.. tt stupid bro.. bring my modem over to his laptop nv bring back.. i knew it.. yesterdae come back home onli buai song.. still sae wan to take dunno wad thing from my new com.. heard from mama tt he big quarrel with sis yesterdae morning.. stupid idiot la him.. my money for the com lor.. he sae wan to take den take ar? go n die manx.. lock his room door.. tell him properly i wan go in take something dun wan to open door.. ask my mother go ask him open.. den he buai song.. after i take my thing liao still scold mi san ba... idiot la.. wad i did man.. didn't even tok to him a single word yesterdae lor.. everytime use internet onli wan to lock door.. dunno wad he doing man.. now he make my elder sis so angry liao.. now is like.. me and my 2 sisters hate him to the core man.. wan to be a man also dunno how to be.. so sissy also.. YUCKS!

i feel hurt~

These few days, i felt that 'H' has been ignoring me and there's a barrier between us. Is there some misunderstanding? Well, todae during recess, i decided to ask 'H''s friend, 'Y' whom i think she knew something. 'Y' said that she was not sure but if it was wad she was thinking.. so i ask her to sae out her thoughts. She said 'H' told her that i am a bit 'wad'. 'H' said that i have the money and yet i ask 'L' to buy that b'dae present for me. tt's why she felt that i am veri de 'wad'. I felt so hurt when i heard that. In the first place, did i ask for that present? the answer is 'NO!' 'L' and i were just having a casual chat somedae and ,true, i mentioned that i like tt wallet and ask her to buy for me, but of cuz, i was juz joking! 'L' knew that i was joking.. i was in a joking manner ok.. and i knew tt it's impossible for her to buy the wallet.. as it's rather expensive. But who knows after some days, 'L' told me that she is buying that for mi and sharing with some other friends.but after some daes i told her that it's ok ans asked her not to buy, but she insisted. Then veri pai seh wad.. so i said i pay part of it. Until now the wallet is not yet bought la. 'L' kept asking me which day am i free to go and buy the wallet together, but i told her i was not in a hurry to want that wallet and told her perhaps after O lvls.

But to think that my close frien, 'H', thinks that i'm behaving in a veri 'wad' way,asking present from friend, my heart really sank. Do u think that i that sort of person? I NEVER ASK FOR IT OKAY! I realli feel so hurt when 'Y' told mi that, and tears forming. Imagine a friend whom u thought really cares about you thinks and say you in such a way? OMG! Althought this is juz wad 'Y' thought, it is already a fact that she thinks me like this.'H' thinks that i'm rich, but that's onli wad she thinks. It's not the fact. She don't know about my family problems. After all this, i told 'L' that she really don't need to buy the present. Of cuz, she can feel something wrong from my expression, and asked me wad happened and why. But i kept quiet.

I found out that 'H' maybe ignoring meis becuz she found that there is suddenly no topic to talk between us. 'A' told me that it was maybe that i stopped going home with 'H' and keep going to school and going home with 'M', that bring this barrier between us. If that's the case, i can stop going to sch n going home with 'M' animore. i just hope that 'H' will understand and may out friendship be healed in no time.

Todae POA new topic again. Quite easy la. 2 periods of Literatur,Ms quek's lesson.. everytime can talk full 2 periods without touching Literature de... she said our class got a ger pissed the examiner off by talking non-stop for half an hour worx! and tt whole group will be penalised. that ger must be crazy and guess who is she? is shi yu!

O lvl MT resultz n O lvl Eng oral~

todae ar.. as usual lor.. although know tt MT o lvl results coming out but also.. not looking forward to it.. not tense la.. sure will know the results de ma.. haiz.. not so good..B3.. maybe a few more marks onli can get A2 le..=( haiz.. nvm.. nxt try must score at least an A! haha... sian lorx.. must attend lessons... nvm... todae got eng o lvl oral somemore.. so sway.. both examiners old de.. and got no sense of humour like tt.. dunno how to laugh or even smile de.. =( and by my turn already 4+ to 5 le... can see the examiner yawn..haiz.. sway.. my class the pther grp so good.. got young and active examiners... see them laughing n smiling all the time... haiz... nvm.. i will score well de..! haha.

HaPpY bIrThDaE sInGaPoRe!

yoz.. todae is Singapore's birthday..hapy birthdae, Singapore! hmmm.. woke up at 10:30 todae.. quite late hor.. hee.. den watch tv.. do homework and study.. got maths tys homework.. but cannot do.. cuz forgot to bring home the book..=X hee.. watched the NDP on TV.. dunno y.. feel a bit excited.. cuz my sch choir performing.. hee.. onli managed to see shawn, victor and rebecca.. haiz.. dunno y.. todae got headache again.. and Todae got Singapore Idol worx.. watched abit.. den switched to channel i.. saw this show veri funny.. haha.. forgot wad's the show;s name liao.. quite bored todae.. tml can study whole dae again lorz.. dunno why todae nothing i also feel like blogging.. haha.. maybe juz feel like using the com ba... The daes of not having my com is too diff for me! haha.. have to use bro's laptop.. sianz.. nvm.. this sat can go buy ler..

WaD a SwAy DaE!

WhaT tHe F***! ok.. i dun wish to scold tt one..but i'm realli veri angry k.. Later suppose to go buy new com one.. Yong min and his bro helping me..He persuaded his bro veri long liao den can get him to help one..buy the things total cost below $1600..with LCD screen la.. Then told sister yesterdae liao..still sae can lend her Nets to me..Then this morning ask this ask that..like not happy like tt..KAO PEI!NAG AND NAG.. I THOUGHT SHE ALREADY AGREED.. LIKE DUN TRUST MY FRIEND.. ARGUED THE WHOLE MORNING.. TEARS FLOWING THE WHOLE MORNING..BRO FOR NOTHING ALOS WAN TO SCOLD N SHPUT AT ME.. DUNNO ANITHING ALSO WAN TO INTERRUPT.. WAN TO SLAP ME.. GO N DIE LA..! DAMN HIM! WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH HIM!IDIOT! WA LAU!KAO!NOW SIS SCREAM LIKE MAD.. OH NO! WHOLE FAMILY GO CRAZY.. SHE THOUGHT I BLAME HER.. SCAREAM LIKE CRAZY..DEN I TELL HER "I DUN BLAME HER!" DEN BRO COME SHOUT AT ME AGAIN.. IT'S NONE OF HIS BUSINESS OK.. WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG MAN..SAE I MAKE TILL THE WHOLE FAMILY NOT HAPPY???!!! fINE!! I GO DIE LA! DEN WHOLE FAMILY VERI HAPPY LIAO! ANYWAY,HAVE I DONE ANITHING WRONG?I JUZ WAN TO BUY A COMPUTER.. AND I HAD THEIR PERMISSION OK... UNTIL THE DAE WHEN WAN TO GO N BUY DEN SISTER DUNNO Y.. CRAZY.. OBJECT.. ALREADY PLAN EVERYTHING LIAO WANNA MEET MY FRIEND LE.. DEN SHE COME SAE THESE THINGS.. SINCE SHE DUN TRUST MY FRIEND RITE, WAN TO ASK HER BF BUY N DO RITE, FINE LOR.. SHE CALLED HER BF LIAO WAD.. SAE NXT WEEK FREE WAN TO COME N DO MA.. DEN NOW DUNNO Y GO CRAZY.. CRY N SCREAM LIKE MAD.. SAE DUN ASK HIM DO LER.. IDIOTIC! SHE MAKE ME FEEL SO PAI SEH.. ITS LIKE TROUBLED MY FRIEND LIAO.. WAN ME NOT TO ASK MY FRIEND DO LE.. OK LO.. DEN NOW SHE DUN WAN HELP MI AGAIN.. WTF HER! DEN WAN MI ASK BACK MY FRIEND AR.. MUST BE CRAZY.. IT'S LIKE .. TROUBLED PPL SO MUCH LIAO STILL DARE TO GO BACK AND ASK FOR HELP AGAIN MEH.. SHE THINK I WUN FEEL PAI SEH ONE IZZIT.. NOW TT I ASKED FRIEND NOT TO DO LER.. SHE ALSO ASK HER BF NOT TO BUY..DEN WAD?! STUPID IDIOT!I'M SO DAMN ANGRY AND SAD NOW!!! I NEED HIM..! I NEED HIM! BUT JUZ DUN DARE TO CALL HIM OUT..I CAN TOK TO NOBODY!NOT EVEN MY PARENTS!THEY CAN ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN.. EVEN THOUGHT ALMOST ALL THEIR CHILDREN ARE ACTING LIKE CRAZY NOW.. SAD!SAD!SAD!

I STAYED UP LATE YESTERDAE TO COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK JUZ TO THINK THAT I GOT TIME TODAE TO GO OUT FOR A WHILE TO BUY THE THINGS NEEDED AND LATER COME HOME CAN STUDY.. BUT WHO KNOWS ENEDED UP LIKE THIS! IT CAN BE WHOEVER'S FAULT. I WANT TO BUY LCD SCREEN,SIS ALSO KPKB.. SOMEMORE I AM THE ONE PAYING, NOT HER! PARENTS ALSO DIDN'T SAE ANITHING,WHY SHE WANS TO CARE SO MUCH? iNFECT, MY DAD ENCOURAGE ME TO BUY A BETTER ABILITY COM. mONEY IS NOT THE PROBLEM LA.. AS LONG AS CAN BUY A GOOD AND LONG LASTING ONE..AND MY DAD HAS NO OBJECTIONO OK.. nOW I DUNNO WAD IS THE PROBLEM WITH MY SIS!"BLAMING HERSELF" SHE SAYS:"YA! IT'S MY FAULT!WHY MUST I CARE SO MUCH?WHY MUST I ACT AS IF I'M BOTH THE PARENTS?" BUT FROM HER TONE,OF CUZ SHE IS STILL BLAMING MI LA.. THINK I DUNNO AR.. NOW, SHE IS STOPPING HER BF FROM HELPING MI AS WELL! HOW NOW? I'M SO LOST OK..AS I'M TYPING, I'M CRYING..MY MOHTER LOOK AT ME ALSO DUNNO WAD TO SAE..I CAN SEE LA.. SHE'S WORRIED.. DUNNO WHY I CRY TILL SO CHAM.. DUNNO WAD I'M TYPE.. HALF TYPE HALF CRY..MUM SAE WAN CALL SIS BF.. ASK HIM HELP MI.. BUT I SAE DUN WAN..CUZ WITHOUT MY SIS PERMISSION..DUN THINK TT TT WILL BE NICE RITE.. LATER SHE ANGRY..HAIZ.. SO SAD! SO SAD NOW! JUZ FEEL LIKE BORROWING SOMEONE'S SHOULDER AND CRY.. AND CRY..AND CRY..!:'(

Still, I feeL tHaT BeIng WiTh AnYbOdy ElSe Is NO MORE HAPPIER than spending time with my choir mates. The bad times we had together is also considered HAPPY MOMENTS.. choir mates, if u all realised tt..=)

sadz

helox.. todae is the 7th of aug,, my cousin's 21st b'dae ler.. hmmm.. sad.. com spoil liao,,, now using bro's laptop,, u think i wan to use ar,, force to! he also dun let me use one... now he's out,, haiya,, nvm,,, wanna buy new laptop or destop,, dun care,, sis crazy,, so hot tempered,, i sae wan to buy laptop,, den she sae desktop better,, den keep toking toking.. i nv sae anithing,, tok tok till as if like scolding me like tt,, wa lao... siao one,, den sae till like my fault,, den quarrel lor,, make mi cry,, sian.. so todae's homework need ask yongmin help mi do,, bro dun let use,, haiz,, selfish! i buy le also dun let him use! idiot idot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long time nv use com le.. and haben blog for mani daes,, yesterdae sch got funfair,,, the concert,, i think this year is the best performance ba.. didn't expect victor to be performing alone.. doing those funny actions,.. haha,, if i know i join him hahha,, denn ..den the choir ... a bit disappointed la.. the NDP ppl,,, no smaile on their face one,, like all dead,, must go back and sae them liao... funfair sian,, no nice games to play,, no nice food to eat,, anihow spend the $4 lorx,, den walk around,, some seniors came back.. saw ho wai,, look a bit like freddie lehx,, hmm ,, den peiming,geraldine,wee koon, cheryl eng keong.. ya yi(lychee）anna(banana)=p.. minli , ke hui.. and,, him,,,,,,,,,, haiz,,, he is soooooooooo.... ..... ............... argh,,,, sadx........:'( den at night went out with shi ting walk walk at tm.. she pass mi present,, got her firends there,, haiz,, sian,, sad yesterdae,, so .. like nv tok to them lor... no mood,,, hai! got a lot h/w to do...later small sis wan buy slipper for mi,, den i go buy stacey's and clarrissa's present.. den come back den do homework lor.....

16th b'dae

HeYo.. yesterdae is my 16th b'dae.. can waych NC16..=X haha.. hmmm.. collected a number of presents ar.. haha... got earphone given by dunno yongmin n yanling n who.. den a bear bear and a bottle by li hin my junior.. den a soft toy n some chocolates given by azimah.. a treat to yoshinoya by hong jing.. and treat to mac by victor... and still have worx.. wallet by liujing,yue zhu,april n dunno who..and t-shirt from pure milk by mama n the .. izzit slurp..shirt by papa.. haben buy yet.. hahahaha.. den met him at mac.. smoking again..-.-" haiz..
actually nothing much.. so boring.. haiz.. o ya.. tt dae saw my pri sch friend, sophian.. ahha.. he's as cute as ever.. hee.. maybe todae going out with kim choo they all.. maybe onli ar..

Now in sch using com to blog.. hse com dunno wad happen again.. on also cannot on.. even if can.. use a while den hang hang hang.. sianx.. hmmm.. tt jia yi biao mei keep saying mi nv ask her go eat sakae sushi.. den i busy also ma.. den i ask her this fri go den she not free..>_< haha.. den i feel like buy the tamagochi.. new one.. sounds fun la.. can make friends through infrared.. can be bf & gf.. can mate n give birth de.. haha.. but costs $29.90 lehx.. no money la.. dunno wan to buy or not..now su man and azimah also feel like buying .. haha.. and more n more ppl playing liao..

choked by fishbone..>++++|>

haiyoya.. yesterdae morning eat ota onli will choked by fishbone... so sway manx..xia si wo.. go to the sink.. wish tt it will come out.. but i dunno how to make.. haha.. even force myself to vomit.. but the stupid fishbone still dun wan to come out.. so bo bian.. tried all sorts of method la.. but nv work.. wan to drink vinegar but no vinegar.. eat all sorts of things.. wishing tt it will go down.. but nv.. parents ask me to go hospital.. but i dun wan .. they sae till so scary like tt leh..haiz.. den of cuz get better la.. sometimes pain sometimes not.. but the pain still can ren a bit la.. den todae morning wake up thought wun liao.. but.. until.. when i eat dinner can feel the bone again.. stinging my throat.. ouch.. den decided to go down see doc.. but i wan to try drink vinegar.. cuz ppl always sae vinegar always veri effective one... den my hse no vinegar ma.. so went down to grandma hse.. got vinegar.. den drank 1 teaspoon.. den later like ok liao.. den nv go see doc le.. i think so ok onli la.. dun go n think bout it can liao.. but from yesterdae till now.. my throat something like sore throat like tt liao..

todae ar.. go sch as usual lor.. rain in the morning.. ask my dad drive mi to sch.. haha.. den.. thought after sch we got no eng test.. cuz mrs daniel last week sae this week no eng test ma.. den we planned to go yongmin hse straight after sch.. but who knows during last period.. mrs danial sae there's eng test..=( sae is good news somemore.. haiz.. paper2 .. hmm.. quite ok la.. den after tt den go yongmin hse.. by the time already 4+ liao.. did a bit thing onli lar.. den reach home already 7.30 like tt liao.. eat.. half way feel pain in throat lor.. go grandma hse n wadever .. come back.. 8+.. finish eating at 10.. den on the com.. thinking of writing blog.. but on the com also takes me 50 mins to on.. sianx sia..-.-" lao ya den dian nao.. dunno now the fishbone still stuck or not.. hope not... den tml got maths common test.. after tt go swensen eat... victor's treat for bdae .. haha.. haiz .. now already 11+ le.. so tired.. *yawn*.. came online juz to blog.. i everytime like tt.. haha.. but onli on the com onli takes mi 1hr..-.-"

choir gathering

haha.. todae ar.. got poa and maths test lor.. aiyo.. the poa test so difficult.. cannot balance lehx.. cannot get surplus.. got deficit.. haiz.. nvm la.. think still can pass ba.. maths.. last qn.. problem sum.. 5 marks.. dunno how to do leh.. den after sch.. go pri ask my sis help mi buy food.. wait for bus 19 wait till so long.. den nvm la.. walk till side gate le.. walk in.. den got one auntie stop mi.. ask mi why i going in.. den is ae find my sister.. den she ask mi walk to main gate.. fine.. walk lor.. walk one big round to main gate le.. go in...another auntie stop mi.. sae sec sch student cannot go in.. unless teacher's dae.. wa lau.. wad stupid rule sia.. den have to walk long way back again..-.-" den came home so tired leh.. lie on the sofa den slp till 4.10 like tt.. vic called.. den i told him i not going..to gathering with seniors and Mr Toh.. cuz veri slpy.. but dunno y in the end.. i feel like going again.. haha..den.. we met outside kenny rogers lor.. so mani ppl late.. got minli,Tan woei lin,su xian, ke hui,wei li, zi zong, dao yong, pei wen,victor,gareth,hester, mr toh.. and me went.. so .. we chatted and ate.. after that den we go take pic den.. mr toh left.. so.. we went shop shop ard..we took 2 times of neo prints lehx.. haha.. sqeeze so mani ppl.. owl joined us after tt.. and we took 1 more.. so total took 3.. hee.. ya.. so we about 9.30 den everyone went home..

headache..

todae ar.. same thing lor.. met ym at interchange.. go sch.. hmmm.. study.. haha.. todae got assembly.. so sianz... after assembly take taxi with Azimah to tuition.. poa tuition.. onli mi,azimah,yongmin n pinwen went.. after tt.. we accompany yongmin to buy the naruto figures ar.. den.. go home.. wow.. headache manz.. has been going on for 1 week plus liao.. thought after this week if still pain den go see doc.. but todae dunno y so jia lat.. the pain so unusual one.. bout 2 sec pain 1 time.. ouch! cannot le.. so go see doc.. den doc sae is stress.. si meh.. haha.. dunno la.. den eat medicine.. felt better ler.. not so pain liao.. got mc.. can dun go sch tml.. haha.. but think still going la.. haha.. and hor.. haiz.. no $$ liaoxz.. so tt means no breakfast n lunch for.. 3 days! haiz... nvm..

>_<

hmmm.. So wad they all said is true.. he likes mi.. no wonder stop calling mi mei mei... hmmm.. how leh? ask mi for ans somemore...beri scared lehx..>_This fri maybe going to have dinner with Mr Toh n Miss Tay wor.. hee.. can get to meet my seniors! yAy~ hehe.. so happy sia.. miss them.. heez..
And my sis todae told mi tt there's going to be dinner in Gongshang on the 14th of Aug.. to celebrate National Dae.. Dunman Band will be performing.. my cousin involved.. but the dinner cost $$$ de leh.. heard quite ex.. but i want to go leh...! hee.. wait for my sis to get the form.. miss my pri sch teachers like Miss Tang and Mrs Soh.. and friends like.. Si yi,Yi jia,triton,xuan rong, Teck Kiang,Idham,sophian,chur lee, wee kian,Suan sen... and of cuz my 3 sisters!haha.. hope those who dun have sisters or brothers in Gongshang get to go too! so we, 6.3 gongshangers of 2000 get to meet! Hehehehe.. see.. i miss so many ppl! haha.. 
Next week is NDP preview liaox.. i wan to wish my choir »All tHe BesT« jia you worx..!;)

weekend connection

         heyo.. yesterdae went to church service... liu jing persuade one.. den mi,liujing,qian ting, dilwyn, yongmin n pinwen go together lo.. aiya.. see pinwen face like soo reluctant to go.. keep blaming mi.. but.. i ask him to go one meh?.. make mi feel guilty sia.. somemore tried backflip..hurt his back..
hmmm.. stand beside him in church bus again...not i purposely one ok.. april they all keep saying i purposely.. haha.. like.. onli got a bit feeling.. NO!.. so scary.. cannot be..! i dun wan to stop loving him.. haiz.. nvm.. den.. the 3 guys dun wan to go in church.. wan to run away.. let them be ba.. but in the end they still came in.. haha... liu jing keep asking mi to look up for freddie.. cuz he promised he will go.. but nv see him.. den he smsed mi sae he nv go..after the service.. tt pinwen immediately wan to go home.. haha. so funny la.. den wei lin msg mi.. sae she at cafe..giving out hotdogs i think.. actually wan to go find her one la.. but in the end lost qianting they all den go find them.. they outside the church liao.. so we went to find them.. den nv go back to find weilin le lor..but nv.. den.. we dunno wan to stay for fellowship or not.. mi n qianting anithing.. liu jing wan.. april dun wan.. den.. cannot leave April to go home alone ma.. not nice.. den in the end we all took bus to boon lay.. the 3 guys went off liao.. den they sae wan to wait for us at boon lay MRT station.. den later we wan to eat long john in Jurong Point.. but no space.. so came back to tampines to eat.. cost mi almost $5.. so.. This whole month left $5.. =( handphone bill $45.83 lehx.. so expensive rite.. haiz..

So sWaY

YoYO.. is fri le lorx..this morning went to sch wif ym.. asked ee teng help mi buy bee hoon.. like so big packet.. den half eat half watch Naruto... haha.. good hor? haha.. my class ppl.. all like tt... every morning bring something to eat.. den half eat half watch cartoon.. so enjoy life like tt.. haha... den .. hmmm.. i hate fri de lessons.. got ss and geo.. YucKs! hmm.. and last 2 is Ms quek lesson.. after sch.. went home lor..den meet ym & pw.. go arcade... haha.. den we play the daytona.. n.. tt stupid game.. tt machine with a lot of toys inside one.. haha... cannot get the soft toy i wan.. ! haha.. pinwen almost got it.. but it dropped b4 dropping into the whole...=( haha.. nvm.. haha.. den later.. me n ym go simlim sq.. he wan to buy ink.. den..damn sway.. in mrt.. hai.. dun wan tok bout it.. den ard.. 8+ den reach home.. sianz..

iTs.. juz.. too sudden?

haiz.. sad sad.. yesterdae found out tt one of my cousin died.. sob sob.. my uncle came to my hse.. and giv us this news.. so shocked! scared me.. suddenly felt so lost..  how come suddenly.. ... haiz.. said cuz of cancer.. but think she.. nv tell a lot ppl..even her mother know onli a few daes b4 i think.. so sad.. she was always a cheerful ger.. so ke xi..='(

todae.. wake up at 5 as usual lor.. den meet yong min at interchange.. he go sch early.. to let mi copy his bio.. hee..nv do yesterdae.. no mood to do.. dunno why feel so sick also..den.. later Ee Teng buy bee hoon eat in class.. smell so nice.. make mi so hungry.. nv eat breakfast.. haha.. den later.. class start..first lesson.. 2 periods Eng.. prac oral.. this sat prlim oral ma.. den later Lit.. Ms Quek bad mood.. scold scold.. den POA..learn new topic.. Incomplete Records.. hmm.. understand a little onli..=(  den recess.. ate.. from the 6th store.. den CME.. hmmm.. laughing period.. den.. 2 periods maths.. den.. 2 got bio rememdial.. den go home.. haiz.. dunno y.. these few daes always headache.. but like veri abnormal headache lehz..=/ 

Tuesdae

hmmm.. todae got PE.. so tired.. after sch went to yong min hse.. do proj.. haha.. His father opening durian.. mother watching tv.. haha.. my dad juz bought durian yesterdae.. haha.. sae do pro.. but like nv do.. watch anime.. this n that..=X.. den.. 6+ follow pinwen go buy lighter.. he so rich sia.. haha.. den..  bout 7+ den reach home.. sianx.. so tired.. bath.. eat.. do homework.. halfway den fall asleep liao.. haha.. n tt ends my dae..

Todae is Mondae

Sch again.. had chicken pie for breakfast.. hmmm.. den chem todae study Alkanes.. Bio.. nervous system.. for this topic, Mrs Kavitha did an experiment.. picking ppl to juggle 2 balls.. shi yu was selected... when is her turn ar.. like everyone in the class wans to laugh.. but control.. den masturah beside me.. laugh till so wad.. make mi cannot control also.. laugh till like cannot stop sia.. den finally calmed myself down.. *phew.. aiya.. nth much todae lor.. got Eng test.. veri diff! paper 2.. hai.. dunno even know wad the passage toking bout.. how come like now.. all the compre we did is like.. so diff to understand one ar.. haixz.. ming ku.. den.. tonight.. online.. finally asked the qns i wan to ask.. feel a bit better.. althought i still dun quite get the ans from him.. at least i asked.. but.. half type half tears dropping.. realli feel veri xing ku n sad ok.. but he.. dunno la.. haiz.. sae  till the part where i realli spilled out wad i wan to sae den he nv reply liaoz..=( wan to know..wad he will think! Ke Wu De Nan ReN!

thx

todae.. wake up at 8 as usual as every other sundaes lor.. den go airport study all that la.. completed all my h/w .. nv study.. but beri gd liao k.. cuz there's lotz of h/w given..wah.. den like.. got body-ache sia.. after yesterdae's run.. cuz realli ran and long time nv run liao.. den at the airport.. liu jing told me something.. which makes me veri veri veri sad.. all the way the whole dae.. den after tt i go n meet my kor.. den pass him h/w..duuno how come when i meet him i nv tok he also nv tok.. i think i no mood la.. den i think he knows i no mood also.. like dun dare tok to mi like tt..... den sae treat me play arcade.. ask me play time crisis.. haha.. think to sort of let mi "Fa Xie" but in the end dunno y nv play la.. play daytona beginner onli.. wa lau.. crashed 2 times.. i nv crash one leh!.. but think cuz no mood ba.. den dunno wads wrong with mi.. crashed 2 times..  going to learn advance de liao.. cuz pinwen n yongmin always play advance.. haha.. haiz..  den he keep telling mi not to be sad all tt larx.. den we wait for my bus.. den go home.. not bad.. beri good korkor.. den after tt went home le.. eat.. watch tv.. online.. later go pack bag den go slp liao.. haiz .. chemistry so diff sia.. hai.. dunno..
 
alot of qns inside me.. a lot of dun understands... wHy?! Ke Wu De NaN ReN!

DaNieL Zhang Feng Qi

Name: Daniel Zhang Feng Qi
Horoscope: Virgo
Blood type: 0
Height: 172cm
Weight: 56
D.O.B: 29/8/1986
History: His 1st album and drama, shao nian ka bu qi nou.
Hobby: Piano, jazz drum and the rapping the rap in the "si miao" song. [lolx, XP]
Fav male singer: Ricky Martin
Fav Female Singer: Avril Lagivne
Fav type of music: Rock
Fav Colour: White
Special: His original name was "Zhang Chung Wei" [Whatever], 2 years ago change  into "Zhang Feng Xian", now he's known as "Zhang Feng Qi"

X-country

 

Adoncia

 

 
This morning woke up by the thunder at 5.. den wake up liao lor.. cannot slp animore.. wah.. raining so heavily sia.. ask father drive me there he dun wan.. sae wan to slp.. so lazy..=X but by the time i go out already like no rain liaox.. meeting they all at the 69 bus-stop there.. haiz... Liu Jing late again! everytime like tt.. haiz.. eveytime man man lai.. haiz.. but wad to do if she dun change..  nvm..
 
When we reach there.. 7++ lerx.. cuz the floor veri wet.. and dunno wad la..not space for the sec 4s and 5s to sit.. den waste a lot of time.. arranging.. den after tt start running lor.. also dunno y i ran.. lolx.. this yr ran faster than the last 3 yrs.. haha.. sianx.. perspire till the hair.. like juz bath finish like tt.. haha.. so smelly.. den later after prize giving.. 10+ ar.. den we go take breakfast/lunch at mac.. den go home.. bath.. sleep..
 
When woke up already 4pm liaoz..not feeling well.. like sick lehz.. hands n legs like jelly like tt.. den always feeling dizzy.. no mood to do h/w.. haiz.. until now also.. tml dunno wan go airport with them or not.. 
                                              
 
 

*yawn*

*YaWn* sO tiRed.. tml got X-country..Todae morning go sch.. got anime watch again.. before lesson start la.. den suddenly feel veri hungry.. den go canteen eat nasi lemak.. den hor.. aiyo.. the aunty take the egg out from tt pot of oil to the plate.. can see all the oil splash onto the plate.. wa lau.. nv make away the oil first one.. see also dun dare eat liao.. den the rice like wet wet like tt.. think cuz a lot of oil.. yucks..
 
Then after sch.. come home.. eat.. bath.. den go meet pinwen,yong min n dilwyn at east point arcade.. den after that went tuition at 3pm.. did our poa homework lor.. den after the tuition we go KFC eat.. eat liao.. den pinwen n dilwyn got maths tuition at mavis.. den left me n yong min.. den he dun wish to go home.. so we go walk walk at TM n CS lorz.. till ard 7 den reach home..  so tired.. watch tv... den online.. write blog..  den later go orh orh liao.. tml meeting yue zhu, sylvia,liu jing, hong jing, and azimah at 6.45am.. got to reach there by 7.30am.. think some of the seniors going.. ya hor.. forgot ask owl to go.. haha.. sms her now..
                                                     

haiz.. sadz.. he like always bz one.. =( even online.. den like nv tok much liao... sms also no use one.. wun reply de... sobz..:'(  even if no sms him .. he also nv sms mi one..        sure will sae bzbz.. haiz.. hAo SaD wOrX..

+~ bla bla bla~+

Todae is.. Thu Again!haha.. i LoVe Thursdae man.. cuz got CME period ma.. this new teacher Mr Sin is teaching us.. He's a damn funny guy lehz.. everytime his lesson can be so relaxed.. laugh all the way throughout his lesson...hahahahahahhahahhaa.. listen to all his stories.. play games.. haha fun! no need to do work.. hehe.. but todae he juz gave us a project to do.. can choose anit topic from book A or B lehX.. haha..everytime got his lesson ar.. my cheeks will be like.. so tired.. cuz realli so funny tt i muz laugh.. hee..the most interesting thing tt happened todae was tt.. we played a game call charade issit? dunno how to spell.. the acting one.. den we muz guess.. Rachel was called out to act.. den Mr Sin like.. ask the class "eh,she pretty or not ar?" den immediately, Rachel gave Mr Sin a slap across his arms.. she used to much power u know.. and the sound "pia" also veri loud.. and Mr Sin was like.. sort of stunned or shocked like tt.. LOLX.. DamN fUnnY man.. whole class luff till dunno like wad.. lolx..

Yesterdae took back POA test.. got 2 ma.. den got full marks for 1 of the test.. hee.. cher suddenly call my name.. scared mi.. cuz i was going to fall asleep.. hahahaha.. den todae gave me stick-on paper n a pen as reward.. haha... yesterdae Yong min sae wan buy MD for my birthdae.. haha.. but later sae nv.. hai wo gao xing le yi xia.. haha.. but he sae nxt yr den got money to buy worx.. haha.. but i sae nxt yr muz buy MP3 liao.. den he sae see first..lolx.. haha..

Then todae.. like.. so sianx.. haha.. after sch go Chem remedial.. Bend to 4E1.. kana tt mdm wong.. dunno how to teach one manz.. everything also from the notes.. as if we have no eyes to see huh? so angry man.. ask her questions also dunno how to explain.. ask us look at the notes.. wa lau.. den wads the remdial for? waste my time onli ar.. everytime go remedial giv us the ans sheet.. den ask us one by one go up the board write ans.. siaoX lehX.. den after the remedial.. rush home.. den after that go eat dinner at 844 there.. with my family n sis bf n friend... celebrate her graduation in NTU.. eat till so full.. after that den come home lor.. got maths n poa hw to do.. maths w/s dunno put where sia.. cannot find.. poa.. dunno how to do..=X still got chem n maths TYS.. and Chinese Jian Bao.. so mani h/w! haha.. nvm.. juz do loe.. sundae go airport do.. btw,this sat is X-country again.. this gona be the last year! haha.. seniors, wan to go n run with us? keke..

i got this joke here.. especially wei lin ar.. must see hor..i dun find it funny la.. but my friend do..

One Dae,there's this mother owl who's bringing her son
to watch 5566's concert.. den a lot of ppl there were
shouting "5566!5566!" (in chinese).. den the son ask his
mother :"mum,how come so many ppl are shouting 5566? what
we shout den?"
The mother owl answered :" Son, we only need to shout '66'"
The son ask his mother for the reason.
and the reason is because owls already give out the
"woo woo" sound.. so they onli need to shout "liu liu"

disappointed..

Yesterdae found out tt actually i nv loose to freddie.. they got sing ying wei ai.. so i win also.. cuz i nv watch ma.. yesterdae den qian ting told mi they also got sing ying wei ai.. haha.. dun owe him liao..=D
haiz... so tired.. todae got PE ma.. aiyo.. today got back English, Maths and Biology test.. sad sia.. ok la.. English quite good.. maths quite good.. but thought maths was easy.. but onli 16 pass.. think e3 almost all pass.. but our class onli 16 pass.. hai.. the most disappointing is my bio!!!.. can get 30++ one lehz.. veri confident.. but.. shit man.. got back the test paper.. i see how come got crosses?!?! wa lau.. dunno wad happen man.. all the answers i know one.. but dunno how come on tt dae when i do the test i see as another qn.. haiz!!! and is not onli 1 qn see wrongly.. is 2 qn which consists of a few marks!!! stupid man.. how can this happen.. sad.. onli jus pass onli..=( nvm.. nxt time check more..

recently like spend a lot money le leh.. still owe hong jing n qian ting money.. tml return.. and help fiona donate money.. yesterdae juz spent on watching Spiderman2.. Xing Tong leHx.. but wan watch ma.. den.. when on the way home.. was sms-ing MinLi on the bus..she was asking bout the NDP ticket.. den suddenly she appear in front of me.. scare me sia.. haha.. so coincidence..

tml got assembly.. hmm.. scared got hair check all tt again.. >_< nvm.. if sae den tie lo.. going to slp early todae.. so tired..

SaW 5566..

Woke up at 8 this morning.. met April,liu jing, hong jing and actually qian ting.. but we waited till 10.20 den she called and sae dun wan to meet liao..-.-" den go ourselves lor.. go airport study.. every sundae la..Liu Jing told mi yesterdae a lot JYSS ppl go CHC.. fiona.. and 2 choir members.. she dunno the name.. den described to mi.. Think is guo xiang.. haiya.. if i noe i go.. miss my choir members damn much.. haha den.. reach there liao.. qian ting sms sae 5566 reaching Singapore at 11.30a.m... den.. at the arrival hall ar.. izzit? dunno.. den saw groups of gers.. making the banners all tt.. den we know liao.. 5566.. tt time is ard 11.. den called freddie.. wan to tell him.. his ou xiang ma.. haha.. but think he still sleeping.. nv ans my call.. but called back later.. den he sae nvm.. know something new bout him.. aiya.. sad.. he so ke lian like tt.. den he come meet us later..

den after they eat their breakfast.. den we go see.. beside the burger king onli ma.. den got the thing.. dunno call wad ar.. to prevent ppl from goign in one.. den we waited there lor.. sae 11.30 but so long den come out.. 12++ den they walk out.. before the come out.. suddenly heard screams.. gave mi a scare sia.. haha.. April so excited.. heart beating so fast.. lolx.. when they come out a lot of screams sia.. deaf liao.. haha.. so near us.. hee.. ren fu smile n wave to us wor.. den wave back lor.. den the shoa wei like so dao one.. and xie zhi.. like a bit sian sian leh.. but he veri shuai wor! hehe.. mi,april n hong jing all sae nv see meng zhe.. but liu jing sae she saw.. but i think she's right la.. but too bad.. like so fast den over liao.. juz walk pass us like tt onli.. April tonight cannot slp liao.. haha..

After that go back BK study lor.. study study.. till sianz..dun feel like studying animore.. den later freddie come liao.. wanna play his laptop.. but too bad.. cannot connect to internet.. den.. tok tok lor..sae wad... bet with mi..5566 later sing wad song.. bet dunno wad buffet ar.. siao.. think i so rich? den argue with liujing.. bout church thing.. argue argue.. haha.. its.. christians.. r/s.. break.. sad.. suicide.. break down.. wadeva.. stupid la.. liu jing wan ask us back to church.. haiz.. but.. haiz.. dun wan la.. dunno lor..Freddie sae he saw Toro that dae leh! my ou xiang.. hai.. y he nv take foto..

den after that.. ard 5.. den we leave airport lerx.. go Englang.. hehe.. no la.. lol.. take bus 27 home.. he also take.. to tampines with us.. like veri free like tt.. later still need go bugis.. n back to red hill by 7.. siao siao.. den mi n April went Yoshinoya for dinner after that.. den go home liao.. watch the charity show watch half way den freddie called.. sae wan to bet.. den anithing la.. star bucks.. he bet easy come easy go.. i bet ying wei ai..den later 8++ 5566 turn liao... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's EASY COME EASY GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ShUX..... I lOoSe... :'( starbucks leh! i also bu she de.. but no choice.. den called him.. den tell mi starbucks coffee ar.. den sae wan to enjoy the show den hang up liao.. =.=".. liu jing sae mi n freddie veri pei.. april sae freddie will like mi one dae.. hmmm .. but y? April asked mi if i like freddie izzit.. haha.. hmmm.. no la.. he's too skinny.. =X

hmmm.. sent 3 smses to him dae lehz..morning n afternoon.. den got smses come in keep hoping that is him.. but.. not him..=( until evening den ask him y.. but sleeping .. sleep so long one meh... from morning till afternoon one meh.. reply him ask him question nv reply again.. haiz.. sad.. extremely sad.. dunno y la.. maybe cuz .. juz now realli realli dunno y miss him super duper lortx.. haiz..sometimes realli wish to know wad he's realli thinking.. but.. cannot la..realli love him haiz.. den sms with kor.. everytime tell mi bout his 'her'.. den he sad.. i also sad..den everytime onli know how to console each other.. dunno how to console ourselves... haiz.. he realli veri good liao.. but his 'she' dunno got like him liao notx.. and got another person wooing back his 'her' again.. haiz.. {L O V E - H U R T S}

a hair cut

hmmm.. todae morning met hong jing and liu jing to Airport to study..study at burger king at terminal 1 there.. i re-do the holidae mathematics..see whether can do or not.. wed got test on tt ma.. den practice lor.. and did half of chinese zuo wen.. den until 3pm.. go meet hong jing aunt.. wan bring her go Red Hill for hair cut.. den i also thinking of cutting.. but not cut short.. onli make it thinner.. dun bare to cut short ar.. and cut fringe lo.. ok la.. quite man yi.. the hairdresser also looks quite experienced like tt.. actually tml wan to go watch windstruck with the HSH ppl or not.. but juz now jorine tell mi go plaza Singapura watch den i sian diao liaox.. dun wish to go so far lehX.. laZy aR.. seE hOw fIrsT lo.. sianx.. so sian so sian.. wan to watch spiderman 2 also.. but bu she de spend my money..=( haiz..

wad to put?

Todae as usual go sch in the morning loe... rain so heavily.. now got flu le.. haiz..den.. during maths lesson, the e4 katheryn suddenly come in.. see her hand hold the card.. gave mi a sudden scare.. dentist.. -.-" but luckily start from the boys.. den sch finish also wun be my turn.. lolx.. but still got to go for it next tues..=( haiya.. came out with wad new system called bending? dunno spell correct or not.. bend bend bend until giv tt no experienced teacher teach... so sway man.. chem already lan enough la.. still wan us to get worse.. whoever bended it is juz so stupid.. den the maths bend until giv Mr Ang kk teach.. dunno good or not.. start nxt sat.. den 12.25 le.. arrange table for tml's 'O' lvl chinese listening comprehension den go home ler.. come home mom told mi that small sis buying lunch from sch for my sis..AHHHHHHHH.. i forgot to tell mama todae i got come home eat lunch.. den she never buy mine!!!!!!! haiz haiz haiz.. i miss the food there manz! so delicious.. until ppl outside sch also heard of them lehz! haiz.. too bad now the new principle sae secondary sch students go back cannot buy.. stupid principle! haha..

Then 3pm need to go for POA tuition.. so sianz.. dun feel like going.. too lazy.. but ok la.. understand better for the control accounts.. at least can do..den always play with pinwen hp camera de.. haha.. after that went with yongmin,pinwen n dilwyn to buy present for samuel.. dunno wad to buy.. den pinwen sae buy football.. so expensive..of cuz la! branded lehx.. den in the end call a lot ppl share.. lolx.. aiya.. bo bian.. can't thing of wad else to buy except for football ma.. his fav sport.. everytime got chance sure will play with his friends de.. can dun study for tests and play football somemore.. but too bad not enough money ar.. yongmin got $20++ i got $10++ .. not enough.. den go tm see see .. see whether will cheaper or not.. but still same price ar.. so yongmin go home take money liao come down buy again.. haha


aiYesterdae de o lvl oral.. haiz.. maybe still can la.. conversations all ok.. but .. the passage.. looks like wan dan le leh? cuz keep pausing.. too nervous le.. haiz.. den go gome do poa h.w .. after that at night about 9+ actually wan to slp liao.. super slpy.. but shi ting ask mi call her.. den call lor.. nvm ma.. i veri gd one..=X.. hehe.. den later conference with zhan bin..until 11 like tt den hang up.. cuz sis scold..

ya.. so sian.. tml after listening compre liao.. den come home do h/w do h/w ler..

veri veri veri sadz..

haiz... sadz sadz.. !!!! >_< sianz.. veri veri veri sad todaes.. sian.. whole dae stay at home do work.. study.. den.. veri veri sad.. feel like going out.. or tok to ppl.. but dunno who to ask.. who to call.. normally tok to those ppl dunno y dun feel like calling.. haiz.. but realli veri sad.. wan to tok to someone.. but dunno whether who to call.. haiz.. feel like calling freddie.. but still nv call.. feel like calling april.. but still nv call.. argh! sobz~ *hug ? *

Tired

Woke up todae at 8 in the morning.. actually meeting qian ting and liu jing at 10.. but liu jing suddenly called and sae dun wan to go liao.. a lot h/w haben do.. den met qianting onli lorz.. went to hong jing's aunt's chalet.. found out that actually is her aunt's b'dae.. when we reached there, first thing is to go cycling.. actually dun feel like cycling one.. cuz still feeling slpy.. somemore need to spend money.. but dunno why still cycled.. so sianz.. den later went back chalet do h/w.. den.. qian ting sae wan to go escape.. but hong jing said she went yesterdae liao.. den i think.. nan de todae qian ting so on ar.. den i also sae wan go lor.. den ar.. when we buy ticket hor.. adult price is actually $16.50.. but if we shout den can get 20% off.. den of cuz shout la.. haha.. den onli cost $12.40. We took the pirate ship first.. den the small roller coaster den the flipper.. after this 3 games den tt qian ting sae she feel veri dizzy liao..-.-" den she dun wan to play animore.. feel like... *argh* so wasted! den persuade her.. den go the most.. boring ride.. the balloon one.. she also sae will feel dizzy.. haiz.. den after that myself play 2 more rides.. den she feeling better.. and ask mi whether i wan to play the wet and wild or not.. the one sit on the boat one.. den we think think and see ppl play a while.. den dunno we dare to play or not.. den in the end decided to give it a try.. when going down the slide juz scream.. den all the unhappiness all gone.. haha.. den after the first try.. feel tt.. not so scary leh.. den go queue again n again.. haha.. 2times i sit infront and 1 time at the back.. sit at the back realli can get so wet.. when twist the shirt water can come out.. haha.. den 6++ liao.. went back to the chalet.. bbq.. but we onli wait to be served onli la..=X den after that.. got cake.. den sing b'dae song.. eat cake.. durian cake leh.. D24.. haha.. so nice.. after that went back to chalet.. wathc tv.. den went home ard 10.30pm..qian ting dad drive me us home.. den neva buy the thing i wan to buy.. maybe buy tml?? last dae le.. hmm.. den came home bath.. do homwwork.. den see the date.. huh.. 26 liao.. yesterdae forgot to wish yong wei happy birthdae.. still sae wanna go out with him..=X do till 12.30 like that.. den come online write blog den later offline go slp le.. tml last dae before sch reopen.. wanna go out leh.. i miss my seniorz..! i miss him.. miss everyone..hee

eh.. quite happy

hmmm.. nothing much todae also.. in the afternoon went out for lunch .. den saw another pri sch friend of mine, Vennesa at the interchange.. called her.. cuz walking.. den nv stop.. she with her friend also.. turned more pretty ler.. last time in pri sch like boy boy tt type.. but now change ler.. hha... always bully mi in pri sch one..

doing my maths h/w after i came home... haiz.. so mani sums dunno how to do.. stuck here n dere.. in the end.. how mani hrs ler.. onli did a few qn.. haiz haiz.. one more week den sch reopen lerx..

such a small small world???

hHhMm.. todae.. actually thought can do quite a bit pf h.w one.. but den.. April asked me go out.. den go lorz.. RC thingy.. at central park..she and her dad come my hse fetch mi go.. den anithing lor..haha..den her dad said my mother's brother last time work for her grandpa one.. dunno do.. ota.. kueh all tt.. haha.. but now he still doing leh.. haha.. den last time her dad.. my mum all tt live at same kampong de.. lolx.. interesting eh? lolx.. Go the Rc thingy liao.. chao ji wu liao.. nothing one.. sianx.. den dunno wan to meet somebody notx.. msg him but nv reply mi.. den suan le lor.. go home.. den after tt.. go attend dad's friend's son wedding dinner with my dad.. and his friends.. den.. reach le.. find table.. sat down.. den beside mi is one auntie.. haiz.. she like so proud of her daughter like tt.. keep telling mi bout her.. eee.. er xing.. still tok a lot of rubbish.. wad.. i must learn how to drink beer? drink beer good for health? drink liao wun get shen zhang bing? smoking also good? ppl suffering from shen zhang bing all nv smoke n drink one.. tts y will get? smoking can protect lungs? RUBBISH! but i juz keep quiet .. smile smile.. nod the head.. yucks! disgusting woman! still tell mi she encourage her daughter to drink.. EeEe.. er xing de nu ren.. den.. beside beside her is a man.. my dad's friend also.. saw his face so familiar.. dunno y.. den think think veri hard.. den..... one of my pri sch friend looks like him alot!!! den i tell my dad..
Dad: wads ur friend's surname?
me:er.. Pang
me: wads ur friend's surname?
dad: duno leh..
dad: eh.. wads ur surname ar?
uncle:Pang..why?
Me: have u got a son who is the same age as me?
uncle: why? u noe him ar? u pasir ris sec ar?
Me: izzit Pang Xue Chang?
Uncle: ya.. he veri naughty hor? dun make friends with him ar.. he everytime qi bian nu hai zi de gan qing de.. u friend with him ar?
Me: Er.. ya.. i mean pri sch time..
Uncle: O.. u same pri sch with him.. he veri popular in sch one rite?
Me: ya..
uncles and auntie who sits around the table: ya.. dun make friends with him ar..
Uncle: i wan to intro u to him.. this type quiet quiet ger better.. live near also.. send u home no need go till so far..
Me: =.=|||
Dad: alamak.. den we better move away ar..

Lolx.. so funny.. well.. xue chang.. a pri sch friend of mine.. veri handsome and cool.. but he too naughty liao.. smoke also.. but dun think he rmb mi liao.. pri sch also din tok much.. although is p5 &6..
haiyo.. still got dad friend wan to da bao thingy back.. so.. diu lian? haha.. the realli can da bao.. lolx.. den.. 11 lerx.. dishes finished.. time to go.. reach home ard 11.30 liaoz.. but the wedding also quite boring de.. the couple also dun look loving.. n romantic or wadsoever... walk ard every table also like .. nv hold hands or the xing lang also nv hold xing niang's waist or wad de.. den when starting.. the host juz sae.. let welcome our..blabla.. den everi body juz applause.. den.. they cut cake or wad.. also like nv get ppl's attention one.. so boring de .. ee.. den the nxt time the host tok is when ask the family members go up 'Yam sang' onli.. somemore.. the yam sang so.. haiz.. and onli 2 times.. normally is 3 times ma.. eee.. haha..=p

hmmm..?

ermm.. nothing much todae.. but feel like blogging.. so.. spent the first half of the dae as usual.. stay at home.. do a bit of homework.. online.. then.. dunno y mama say dinner eat steamboat.. so good.. but not celebrating Father's Dae.. cuz yesterdae celebrate liao.. also dunno y.. haha.. ask my aunt come also.. asked April come she pai seh.. haha.. wah.. den aunt bought 2 boxes of swensen ice-cream come worx.. so nice.. then.. bo liao.. meet April ard 9 plus.. at downtown east.. den roam ard pasir ris.. siao siao.. think i'm the one who is siao la.. cuz think juz now April say me 'siao' quite a number of times le ba? LoLx..den walk walk walk.. cuz veri dark liao.. den yi shen yi gui.. so scari and eerie.. haha.. den walk to elias mall.. but all the shops closed liao ma.. even mac.. den go 7-eleven.. april nv eat anything the whole dae again..=/.. den she bought something to eat and drink.. den walk to a void deck wait for her eat finish.. den take bus home lerx.. wu liao hor? =p actually wanna wait for liu jing at the bus stop de.. when she came back from church.. but tt April dun wan accompany me wait..=( so in the end nv wait.. take bus 15 home lerx..

another dae..

This morning woke up at 6.30a.m..go swimming with liu jing & hong jing.. meeting liu jing at 8a.m.. but hong jing says that her dad is driving her and will reach my hse at 7.15a.m.. so.. woke up so early.. but.. when we called liu jing at 7.50a.m, she said that she will be meeting us ard 9a.m... omg... she everytime like that one.. late for 1hr.. argh.. so fed up.. still sae nvm la.. slowly.. haiz.. everytime like tt one.. cannot change her bad habit of being late..
when we reach there already ard 10a.m liaoz.. change.. rent the float and go and play.. liu jing so scared.. so funny .. haha.. swim for ard 3 hrs.. complexion become more darker.. den.. when we go back to the locker.. guess wad? hey April! such a small world.. when we wanted to go back den she come.. haiz.. after that go eat KFC.. den go home.. so tired sia.. slp on the train.. come hom le ard 4+.. den slp.. until 6pm wake up.. eat.. watch TV.. den 8pm go n meet liu jing again.. go exercise..tok tok.. keep asking mi to consider again.. and go church.. until 9 come home.. online..

it's so shitty!

I HATE U ALL!
I HATE U ALL!
I HATE U ALL!
IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR OK!
I'M ALREADY SAD N DEPRESS ENOUGH!
juz let mi cry~

A busy Dae..

Todae is the 9th of June.. woke up in the morning at 6+.. and went to sch at 7+ for lessons.. haiz.. got ss and maths h/w.. after that rush back home.. bath.. eat.. and went to sch again.. for the Lit course.. unseen poem and prose.. went up the bus..Kenneth was late.. we waited for him.. but he still haven't reach.. Ms Quek was so fed up with him.. and we set off without him.. reached Singapore Power.. eh? how come no one there? Realised that we went to the wrong place.. Ms Quek must be so angry.. got back the bus again.. After the bus drove off for a while, Kenneth called and said he reached Singapore Power.. but it was the wrong place.. LOlx.. and den he took a cab to RELC.. which was the right place.. He alighted when we alighted the bus.. Lolx.. We were late.. so pai seh.. ppl were already seated and listening to the lecturer.. we missed the poem part.. The talk ended when it was 5pm.. i have a feeling that Ms Quek will ask him to go through the poem part again juz for us.. and true enough, she did it.. and my reaction was.. OMG... as i'm watching Harry Potter at 6.30.. the ticket was already bought n was with my aunt.. hoping that the tok end as fast as possible.. finally, it ended ard 5.35pm... we got back to the bus.. and was heading back to sch.. "why was the bus going so slow?" alamak! traffic jam?! luckily its onli for a while.. and i manage to meet them at 6.15.. After watching the movie, i felt that it was not as nice as the first 2.. episode? almost everyone sae so..

tired

hHhmMm.. todae woke up at 8++.. 11++ go Singapore expo.. eat here eat there.. untiL 1+2 like that bring sis to collect spec den shun bian do one new spec for myself.. hee.. den after that fetch her to friend's b'dae party.. Finally reach home liao.. so tired.. on the air-con.. wanted to slp.. "Ring ring" it's ApriL.. ask mi go for the emerge conference.. persuade.. blabla.. but sae dun wan.. too tired .. wan to slp.. k..hang up the phone liao.. "Ring ring" another call.. guess who? it's Liu Jing..
"Hui min ar.. are u going with us later? Huh? no? why? go leh? blablablablabla.."
"hmmm.. ok la..."
"ok.. meet at 4pm at small mac ar?"
"okay"
4pm lerX.. reach small mac.. they haben reach.. den..after a while.. ApriL reached le.. wait for so long for liu jing.. haiz.. late for 1/2 an hour.. everytime like that de..-.-" mei you shi jian guan nian! of cuz.. we were late den..
reach church le... den queue.. so long.. so hot.. and.......Hey! i saw Ke Hui! hee.. wait at the stairs there so stuffy..until April hyperventilate.. scary sia.. got plastic bag.. ask her breath through it she dun wan..den the ppl brought her into a room with more air.. slowly den become better.. even my mother ask mi to becareful n must take care of her when we go out together.. haha..
AfteR the svc le.. take shuttle bus home.. owl outside bus sae cannot sqeeuze in.. wanted to ask her to squeeze in when the bus started to drive.. haiz.. owl so small onli sure can squeeze de ma.. lolx.. owl.. miss u guys lehx! nowadaes to li hai ar? got top 3 in dunno wad.. among the NTU,NUS,POLY,ITE.. well, i'm proud of u! I think u will become a cell group leader one dae.. Liu Jing think so too.. Jia You woRx!

Boring~

wah.. todae last dae of the week.. tml no need go sch worz.. so dun feel like studying todae.. hee.. but Mon MT 'O' lvl liao woRz.. forget to bring Ic and Dic den die leRx.. relax the whole dae... at nite suddenly feel like going out lehz.. happened to be on the phone with Freddie.. den ask him come..=X from Red hill till here worx.. think maybe i should have asked him our hor.. a while onli den he go to go back liao.. but he sae nvm.. haha.. wah.. he wear till like da ming xing like that wor.. have a good look at him.. so skinny..=X After all.. quan hong shan, the hottest, strongest and coolest youngster Freddie Tan Jun Cheng? haha.. took foto with him.. so pai seh.. like so mani ppl looking.. dunno see him shuai or we veri funy.. of cuz he will sae see him shuai la... lolx.. after tt .. 10++ liao.. den come back home lerx.. tml no sch.. can slp late..hee..

A busy Dae..

Todae is the 9th of June.. woke up in the morning at 6+.. and went to sch at 7+ for lessons.. haiz.. got ss and maths h/w.. after that rush back home.. bath.. eat.. and went to sch again.. for the Lit course.. unseen poem and prose.. went up the bus..Kenneth was late.. we waited for him.. but he still haven't reach.. Ms Quek was so fed up with him.. and we set off without him.. reached Singapore Power.. eh? how come no one there? Realised that we went to the wrong place.. Ms Quek must be so angry.. got back the bus again.. After the bus drove off for a while, Kenneth called and said he reached Singapore Power.. but it was the wrong place.. LOlx.. and den he took a cab to RELC.. which was the raying games.

wo hai shi bu dong~

thought yesterdae slp liao, todae will forget everything.. but why ar.. the unhappy thoughts keep coming..=( todae went out to pasir ris park with april, liu jing, and her sis.. at first quite unhappy de.. but later quite alright liao.. go play with the sand.. hmm.. not realli play la.. write things.. take fotos.. took fotos with a toddler.. his name is salman.. veri cute lehz.. heez.. carried him.. so cute! hmm..april's mum actually have a chalet there.. hmm.. not actually hers? but she got the key can liao la.. den.. sae nobody stay there.. pass the key to us.. sae we can go in if we wan to.. haha.. so good.. tml.. tues.. also no one stay.. can go stay lehz... haha.. took a lot of pictures.. sea view.. people.. and ourselves.. and the sand! crazy.. after that.. april's dad n mum drive us home.. i went with them for dinner.. hee.. pai seh.. kekee.. hmm.. when i went home.. alone.. den unhapy thoughts come again.. stupid.. y he nv reply my messages? ask mi to sms him more ma..but.. wait wait wait... den nv reply mi.. sigh! realli realli .. hai..sobz.. cried cried n cried~ sadz.. but i realli love him a lot..! but.. hate him for not replying mi.. not sae realli hate .. but.... . . . u noe..

HAIZ.......

hHmMm...yst 2++ den slp.. miss him too much till cannot slp....wake up onli at 9+ this morning.. before going to church todae.. i finally bought the cute cute thingy.. church bus come le.. and he manage to make it on time... stand so near him.. almost ren bu zhu wan to hold his waist...=X haiz.. but cannot lor.... hai... hai.. knew a new friend in church.. call jing xian.. well.. i must sae she's realli a crazy ger..haha..liu jing n april suddenly sae wan to picnic tml.. den go lo... aniwaae .. nth to do... si qianting ... dun ans our callllll...grrrrrrr...... and.. during fellowship... HAIZ.. FAN AR.......dun wish to sae anithign bout tt le...fan..=( den toktok... tt freddie's sec 1 foto realli hao xiao..=X den.. go take shuttle bus home... tou hao tong leh!!! veri bu shu fu... aiayayayayaayayayya...... .. .. .. ..go home le.. mum.. dunno y.. haiz.. scold scold.. msg him dun wan reaply mi.. sadz.. so fan.... :'( feel like hugging him.......... nobody to tok to.. lazy to call freddie.. but luckily.. kelvin online... tok to him.. feel a bit better le........ but .. still sadzZz~ haiz.. nvm.. shui yi jiao jiu hao le..haiz.. think better go slp now.. super hungry man.. can sae nv eat dinner.. and onli a bit of lunch..

aRgHh~

WAH......... com finally working.. all thx to my sis's bf ya.. help us repair.. if not the com on also cannot on ar.. haiz.. veri scared.. tml Eng paper 1 & 2 le.. long time nv write compo liao.. dun have any good ideas anymore.. brain rust liao.. think the compo i wrote in pri sch better than now.. the compo i can write now is really kns... haiz.. =( hope tt tml i will have good ideas? The format of letter writing is not in the eng txtbk.. Mrs Danial bluffed us.. have to search for last yr's file for the format.. Chinese have so many shen zi to learn...! and.. ss..geo.. bio.. chem.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. brain wanna explode le... after exam sure must enjoy! but onli can enjoy awhile onli la.. maybe a dae or two? after that need to get back to studies again.. but nvm.. after this yr den free liao.. haha.. aiya.. reborn hair like not tt straight liao leh.. sad.. $200 lehz.. so fast.. haiz.. nvm this length is like tt de..............

Haiz.. miss him a lot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot lotlotlotlotlollotlotlotlotlotlotaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzz worz......... but can do anything..=(

Have been talking to Freddie these few daes.. he hao cute worx.. always sae himself shuai.. like wang ren fu.. haha.. a lot ppl sae so also la.. but i think he look like niu nai.. his voice.. and his hair.. always message mi in middle of the nite ard 3+ or 4+ like tt de.. and onli wake up at 3.. of cuz he can.. no need study ma.. so gd.. aiya.. but y he go ngee ann poly.. so far.. muz choose same sch as Veron ma.. so we can be in the same sch nxt time.. haha..he got a group call fate orh.. want to be the nxt 5566..and he's the leader of this grp call fate..and heard tt he's appointed the leader because he is a veri well organised person orh.. and ask mi to help him promote this grp somemore.. well..Fate consist of 4 person.. 3 boys and a ger.. er.. According to JUn Chang gege, Freddie is the most shuai of the 3 la.. hHhMmM.. can see that Fate members are really close buddys..? they even spent their night at coffee shop.. chatting...noe more bout Freddie tan la.. veri serious with his relationship.. loves his gf alot worx.. but................ haiz.. also dun dare to sae.. sad for him lax.. looking forward to know the other members! hehe.. more chance to noe veron more..esp if we get into the same course in TP nxt yr eh?;) haha.. ask mi call him now.. nv pick up.. think drunk till slp le ba.. nvm.. dun wake him up.. call tml........*Hey.. jun cheng ge ge/ ren fu ge/shuai ge(hair standz..=X)....wadever.. haha.. know u miss mi.. but sry.. after my mid yr den meet u k? but i dun wan go redhill ar..u come tampines...hee..=p*

*yawn*.. study chinese since yst.. the meaning n how to write all tt.... until now onli at letter F.. still got more to go.. -.-" wAnT tO wIsH everybody in our class will pass all our subjects well!=D STUDY HARD STUDY HARD!=D