Eh.. so fast!

Everything seems so fast.. and.. Jeff's leaving this Fri 9am!!! =( Maybe i will not get to see him ever again..=( I will rmb the times we spent tgt.. will u? xD





Well, im so bloated now.. ended lesson at 6pm.. met Joyjoy in sch go meet Heihei in TM for dinner ard 7plus.. had Korean Beef Set.. TM de very nice wor.. think the nicest ive had among all foodcourts.. hehe.. prob becuz it's coOked by the Koreans.. movied after that.. Rush Hr 3.. NICE! very funny.. xD too bad the twins insisted not to watch this movie..=( wanted to watch Secret initially.. but.. no seats.. o mean prob the first 1 tp 3 rows kind.. or Simpsons.. but its not showing.. so watched Rash Hr 3.. Nice show! after the show was ard 9.30pm.. and we carteled!!! Seafood macaroni and Ice-cream, banana & peach waffle stuffed my stomach 100% full! xD but is shareD btw me, joyjoy and hazel la.. not so power.. haha.. after that we headed home at 11.10pm..





Tml Jorine cant pei me to the NDP largest Human Flag.. Boo! No one wans to replace her.. argh.. =( Meetin Ronny they all 12pm for lunch.. They say MUST wear yellow biz Tee.. shorts and slippers.. i was thinking.. we are suppose to form Sg flag which is red and white colour.. what if when we close the umbrella dEn the flag become yellow colour?? hhahaa.. question mark? :S




The one we took after rehearsal..am i being shot?

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Let nth happen to her.. :S

U stop calling cuz i wun ans ur calls ..

My dinner @ Baystreet Clementi

Thanks for the treat and the cab fare.. which i realli dun think u shld be the one paying for it.. and the one who is suppose to went off liKe a.... i dunno.. he just turn me off AGAIN.. disgusted..

I've decidEd.. nt to think so much.. although the first thing i wake up and the last thing b4 i enter my dream somehow sure will think of him..as long as that person is happy..den let him decide how he wans it to be bahs..

So.. im finding things to do everyday.. and it's time to train for nafa? lol.. haiz.. Rash.. dun be lazy anymore! Get ready for the RUN! Reply my msg.. ans my calls.. Im gonna get u to the reservior tml.. i dun care! whahaha.. Hais.. too bad the badminton courts are bz with the lightings for the coming exams and cant be booKed for so many days! :( So sway.. the first time i initiate for boOking the court.. haha.. Wendy and me was planning to ask Rash and Ivy for cycling and blading if they dun wanna run.. but dun tink they will even go east coast for cycling laa... lols.. thinking of getting more ppl to go so tt they will at least get a lil motivation cuz more peep will mean more fun.. somemore think only can enjoy a lil.. got to prepare for exam soon le.. argh.. irritating! lol..

Wo Nan Guo

he just msg me onli.. i dun expect just this 2 words.

I dunno y he acted liKe tt.. one face to face one also nv say.. seems liKe cold war liKe tt.. didnt wan to talk and disappear while reach the station.. maybe its this day is realli nth to him .. hai.. saddest saddest 2 days tis yr..

3rd Aug..

Thank ya gers for organising this celebration for me.. thx for the errands u got to run bcoz of me.. thx for the meal, the K, the present,the card, and most of all, ur presence, care and love! I luv u gers .. U've showed me wad true friends are. U know and u know..u noe how i feel.. u noe u just know me well.. *Hugs*

On the way to.. the mosque?

Nonono.. It's AMIRAH'S GRILL RESTAURANT

My Grilled SeaFood

Eh.. wads tis? =X

Some spread for the bread..

The onli grp pic in my phone.. but w/o Liu Jing

I love my Blades.. Arent they cool??? Cant get my legs off them! xD

From the Gers.. love yas!

Anna Sui Perfume from Mummy and Puppy! Luv it! Muacks*

4th Aug..

Nothing much.. ProjectsSs.. sian diao.. after that went for FOP.. cool..

Thanks N374 for the cake, card and pressie.. and Serene and Chloe for the pressie! and the peeps who smsed and those who stayed up late to send it.. Although some are not in contact for long time.. but they rmb! touched.. Only one called and the earliest.. tts u..

Ive totally no mood for the whole of Fri.. the whole day i just feel liKe ..crying.. hai.. hao xin ku.. till on sat.. it jus hurt so D much... -_- i DONT KNOW!

btw, saw pinwen's performance for the Hey Gorgeous programme.. juz happen to be there and heard " Lets welcome Kiwi Lu Pinwen!" so i stopped and watched.. He played Shan Hu Hai on the keyboard and shua some Wushu.. but he still showed his shyness.. in the end nv got in.. but can get into the top 3 in Tp alrdy considerEd veri Qiang le ! =D My friend was shock he nv get in cuz he watched the others and say they are nt tt gd.. and thot kiwi shld have the most votes.. haha.. dunno.. but one thing.. almost everyone know for sure Beatrice will make it and she did..

Sandwiched

Wah.. tired.. reached home at 11pm after dinner after proj.. =.=

Hope tml still can wake up for LOMe..



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Eh.. How come today so wierd one..............:(





Firstly is.. a friend.. said im waiting for u to say yes.. -.-





den the other friend sud msg ask some wierd qns.. i was liKe.. huh.. -.- wads going on..





Hai.. i made a decision afterall.. i mean nt the above.. but rather on Fri.. I chose to go with my gers.. i mean.. its planned.. and cg is rather sud.. but of cuz, that doesnt mean i dun honour God.. so.. i hope they can understand la.. hai.. i felt so.. wad.. i dunno how to describe.. but.. proj is realli taking up lots of time.. Make up cell.. depends.. if have also muz go Sun de.. im so stuck with proj.. and bdae is within it.. haha.. but .. dunno.. nvm.. think this will be the 2nd last proj b4 grad.. izzit? hope so.. and i was thinking.. whether i join the ministry in the right time or not.. cuz alot of times bcuz of proj meetings i cant serve.. and.. ppl will tell me liKe.. ministry is very important must put prority.. or something like that.. of cuz i noe is important la.. but.. proj meetings are important too ma.. when i was told tt i feel so.. like.. not trusted or something.. or.. dunno la.. juz not gd feeling.. but this kind of thing is .. no choice when we have to meet datelines.. felt so sandwiched in lots of things recently... but optimally still have to make a decision la.. hai dunno la..

Anyways, i went wholivenearyou.com yst.. then there's this guy from TP have been msging with me for like 3 days or so.. i mean in wlny not sms.. den yst he ask me which pri sch i from.. den i say Gongshang.. den he ask izzit 3.8 and 4.8.. ..... lol.. i was like.. ya.. den he say he also.. diao.. cant recognise him until i go and see his pic again.. It's Kai Huai! i juz rmb his surname juz now.. Lim Kai Huai if i not wrong.. Haha! .. Eh.. i almost forget that he exist..=X He said he finds me familiar..tts y.. den he say he hurt his back brain some time ago and was hospitalised for sometime.. so he cant rmb much.. but wierd he still have impression of who am i.. but i dun rmb interacting with him in p sch..i juz rmb he's a botak then.. gong gong de.. haha.. den we started to name the friends we rmb.. quite interesting.. recently got fate wtih pri sch friends.. ive met Teck Kiang, kai huai and Jia min recently.. thot of going back to visit Miss Tang somewhere ard Aug... wonder if she's married.. haha..

test

I felt relieved vomiting out so much.. Hope things can turn out better.. =]

ProJeCto

As usual, super tired.. 1st to reach class this morning.. as usual, my class all latees.. So i waited outside the classroom.. then Lim come le.. go in with him.. den he say.. "U ar.. i remember writing down ur name.. u made a big mistake" i was like..huh? wad thing.. lol.. its abt the last week's test la.. i thought wad.. earli in the morning wan scare me.. haha.. aiya.. then later subsequent ppl who came in to the class he also say the same thing to them.. so im no tthe onli one.. haha.. after that he say almost whole class did stupid, silly and irrirating mistakes in the test.. aiya.. nvm.. learn from it can le.. at least not serious mistakes but stupid mistakes.. 1 or 2 marks.. nvm.. lolx..

After that go mm.. Play Inv forcasting game.. this week's tut all no need do tut one.. very sing nang.. den Michelle got the lowest total cost.. so she wun the game and Wee gave her a big packet of M&Ms and everyone goes.."WAH............." Haha.. one person give whole packet and the rest got nth.. lols..

after that went design for Muslim Food! after eating jiu veri veri super tireD le.. Buy sweet to prepare for later lec.. esp today.. got speaker.. Wee keep warning us to behav.. pretend to be interested even if not.. Haha.. so must keep myself awake.. But.. today realli power lor.. even the very very Hot Clorets cant keep me awake!!! I was half aslp while having the clorets in my mouth.. =.=

Still got proj after that.. SIAN.. COLD and TIRED.. no choice larr.. Do till 6.45pm den go home.. gotta meet early tml to do also.. 11.3Oam @ Itas b4 that.. im gonna have Yong Tau Fu....=]

Long time no Blog

Super sad yesterday,today and so on
so lazy to say..
its about ..u shld noe who..
SIAN DIAO! -____________-
Joyce rmb to get me a good guy for my bdae!

NDP

Wahhhh.. Im so TiRed man.. cant stand it.. im still thinking should i do BioChem Proj now or wakE up early to do tml.. seriously tired la..Hang on there!
Ahhh..
Btw, went for the NDP rehearsal @ Nee Soon Camp yesterday.. quite lame as expected.. lols.. Learn to open and close umbrella for like 1.5 hrs? lols.. Instructions were given and we have to know when to open our umbrellas.. realli lame..we habe to squad and stand to form the wavy effect of the flag.. haha.. btw, found out puppy also got join.. haha.. overall quite alot ppl signed up.. i think overwhelming response.. got diff schs de peep.. and the public.. so ppl keep coming in.. the field almost no space.. haha..
After that went lunch with Kok teng, Ronny, Leng, Sally, Jiajia, Siew Ying & Jorine @ Ang Mo Kio Hub food court.. after tat jiu go home.. tired.. actually still wanna go cycling with them de.. but too hot and tired.. plus today got test and need do proj.. argh.. life is so sian now..

Btw, they say pinwen acted on TV.. nv ask me watch.. wanna watch lehh.. haha.. anyway he promised to tell me if he's acting next time.. lols..

Today de QM test still ok la.. after tt's MM.. right now like all the subjects also involve calculations like that.. do until i so confused.. all so tedious..make till i also lazy to do the tut.. going crazy!
Go game to relax a while! Flyff!

Tight eyes

My eyes so tired now.. but maybe take a few mintues to blog.. I skipped MM tut and Qm Lec today.. hees.. Aiya.. to tired.. cannot tahan le.. My soul was in lala land during the QM tut from 9am to 11am.. Spent the whole night yesterday at Ivy's hse to finish up the LOMe project straight after my morning shift work... only slp 1 hr from 6.30am to 7.30am.. Shag.. wasnt planning to go for QM tut de.. cus tirEd and felt so smelly all over.. but Ivy got to go cuz she skipped once b4.. if she skip tis one got warnign letter le.. den.. mi and ronny feel liKe skipping de.. but.. aiya.. jus went in.. lols...

The canteen we are doing on..

In deep thoughts..

Ronny's slpy face.. Our Floor Layout of Bread Board!


Came home ard 12pm.. bathed, played psp, eat.. 2pm slp.. 7 plus den wake up.. watch tv, do tutorial.. online.. gg slp.. *yawn*

TTTTIIIIIRRRREEEDDD

Some time to blog while waiting for Ronny to come online to send me the LOMe report for editing..This project is seriously a total waste of time.. Super Bo liao and redundant... Just did the flow diagram of the layout this morning.. decided to do it using software cuz manually don't seem so neat.. Luckily not that tedious to do.. So Tired! Tml still got work.. realli dun feel liKe going.. but.. no choice.. might be my last day tml.. and actually can say owe Bernard quite alot..to think of it.. having me in the stall might be quite a burden as well.. cuz i cant help much.. maybe the schedule also difficult to plan.. Maybe i shld quit even if Jennifer lets me work 1 day per week? Many people say liKe that liKe no life like that.. and furthermore, can work all i want after study.. haha.. Maybe i should use the sundays to do my FYP project.. As wad Miss Oh said, those grpmates with part time job one must take care..-__-.. haha.. OK la! lolx.. Quit lo.. But quite She Bu De.. 2 years plus.. haiz.. but cant be stuck there forever.. haha.. i also dun wan.. lol.. Shld be ok bahs.. cuz its just the friends that i She Bu De.. but think will still keep in contact de..but not all..

Anyway, Ms Oh is so nice to buy the class breakfast during Appel class.. so actually there wasnt any lesson conducted.. juz an hr plus of fellowshiping.. The breakfast was not bad.. from Mensa de western stall.. got pizza, sandwiches and muffins.. eat till quite full.. haha.. was seating with Ms Oh.. actually she's quite a good teacher.. with very good temper and noes how to Joke.. I hope that she supervises my group for FYP but unfortunately not.. =( den i told her Mr Teo also not bad.. but she ask me can forget abt it.. ! lol.. so sad.. i onli like this 2 tutor.. The rest.. ok la.. BUT.. dun let me get JOHNNY TAN can le.. *Pray!* lols.. dunno wad to say if i really got him lorrrrrr... realli will sian diao deeeee.... lols.. btw, now even got plans about post exam activity.. haha.. After exam de Mon we going Ms Oh's hse to BBQ.. yay.. but at Bishan.. so far.. by right shld be havin tgt with Yr1 de .. but they dun wan us.. so bad...

After Mon shld be a relief.. but 3 weeks after that got Bio chem proj submission.. after which is exam..after which is SIP.. after which is FYP.. after which.. exam.. after which.. Graduate!!!!!!!!
I hope there's no proj meeting on Monday.. Give me a break! we can do Bio Chem on tue,wed,thu... Fri got to attend NE talk.. haha.. one class need 4 volunteers.. juz go la.. lack of seal points..wad to do.. haha.. den fri.. prayer meeting @ riverwalk.. sat.. church.. Sun.. NDP rehearsal!!! Cool.. but got to travel to Nee Soon Camp by 10am.. *yawn* .. Endure! after the Mon to thu proj again.. fri Cg outing.. sat church... sun Cg outing! Prawn-ing.. haha.. *Joyce, u must teach me how to cook the butter prawns that u made during the last chalet! veri nice.. that can help me win the competition! =D* After that mon to fri proj.. den.. sat.. church.. &? xD.. sun celebrate? xD mon to wed proj.. Thu NDP @ Padang! though actual place not at padang.. haha..
too bad the gers not joining.. thought they will be enthu but Joyce says its bo liao.. .. .. lols.. not the ans i expected.. lolx! xD .. in the end onli me and jo.. but jo not sure if she can make it on the actual day cuz of her mummy's chalet.. Oh SHIT! forgot we are suppose to go for her mum's invitation dinner on sat @ 6 plus.. and go for sun svc.. but sun we are having prawn prawn thingy.. hmm.. how ar..

i realise wad i blogged is quite rubbish.. haha.. boring daily life.. where's ronny??? *yawn* die le.. slpy again.. hope not too much to edit.. haha.. tml gt to waKe up..hmm.. 6am.. -___- .. Should i buy something for my shop ppl ? hmm.. maybe yup.. haiz.. no job jiu no $.. no $ mean cannot enjoy.. haha... how leh? Maybe i shld give tuition to my 2 china colleage and earn income.. whahahah..

Complain pls..

Heys.. firstly wanna blog about Thurs.. BeautyQueens outing.. suppose to have lunch @ Top Table but that tutor help us booK wrong date.. so.. no Top Table for us anymore.. So we decided to go out and have lunch den movie and K.. but due to time constraint movie was eliminated.. =( We had Fish & Co. ..

SeaFood Platter!

Yummy Soup! Salad?

Main Course.. Gaint Cup

Jorine presented the gifts she got for us from Viet..

Liu Jing looks so happy with her purse.. =D

after which we headed to MS as Alice wanted to get something for her Wei Quan..

PhotoWhored in the Ladies for quite some time..

Meet Hazel after her work for K @ Aranda after that..

See the way i taKe pic .. liKe copy over.. samesame.. lolx..

So tired!

Went to work on Sat... Guess what! 2 new staff from China who doesnt noe how to speak English.. U see.. BSN is getting so despo for staff.. Hai.. got my pay.. a super sad amount.. lols.. shant say! lols.. The 2 staff.. one name Yan Hua and another name xiao Li.. Yan hua wants to learn Eng in Sg.. Maybe i can consider teaching her after i quit eh? hehe.. somemore she lices near me..

One more thing! DONT BUY TISSUE FROM THE AUNTIE WITH HER DAUGHTER ALWAYS AT INTERCHANGE DE.. that day i took 293 home from interchange.. and i saw this little ger running down the aisle to the seat quite near me.. den she was waiting for her mum.. den i saw tt auntie.. and she's her mum.. from that moment on, her mouth started scolding foul words to the bus driver just because her daughter didnt pay bus fare!!! U cant imagine how badly she scolded the uncle.. Not only scolding, she kicked the bus serveral times and threw things that she ate anywhere! Her voice is so loud and rough and she's acting so violently near me.. of cuz i was a little scared too.. damn.. She haven even finish scolding when i get down the bus.. Then i realise she's such a terrible person.. i mean the bus driver is only doing his job.. To think that i always see her like very pity.. I will never pity such person again! and guess what.. when i told my mum when i came home, she told me that she actually saw her once in the market stealing a pair of shoe.. man! DONT BUY TISSUE FROM HER IN FUTURE OKAY!

One incident today too.. in shop.. theres this uncle who wants to buy a gift for a girl.. and he was looking at this short.. Wen Qian got to serve him.. and ok.. after measuring the waist size of the short and whatever, he requested to taKe a photo of it and send to his friend because he cant make the decision.. but Wen QIan told him and photo taking is not allowed in the shop floor.. he started to get angry and ask y not since he's helping us to promote.. den Wen Qian come over to ask me.. den i said cannot.. and he scolded us.. "SHIT U!" ..=__= Huh? u wan to shit on me? come on man! lolx.. and he's saying like.. "stupid im helping u to promote and u are making urself to lose sales" .. and we told him that its the company's policy.. and he scolded us Fucked up and whatever la.. crazy la tis customer.. However, i wish that he will write a complain letter in to the management u know.. Im so curious what will they say and how will they handle it.. I bet it will be the same as last time Puppy that case one.. 99% sure.. that the management sure give way to the customer.. if thats the case, then what are the rules set for if customers are always right in all things?! but i doubt he will complain..

There's this customer pass few days.. an auntie.. she was at the cashier queueing.. but Celine was helping Kelvin to do a VIP customer.. so while waiting, CEline asked Kel to ask the 2nd cust (that auntie) whether she wants to spend up to $100 so that she can apply for member.. so that customer was saying that she bought $30+ pass few days.. so plus that day, she already spent $100+ .. but it must be in a single receipt ma..so we told her cannot.. and she insist that we find that receipt, void it , and re-key it altogether.. hello, its a few days back leh.. everything already submit to office le lor.. unless she say is on the same day we still can try to help her.. but it's a few days back.. we cant do anything.. she got angry le lor.. Celine kenna shooted.. when she tried to explain the customer said " Shut up u! if thats the case, why are u all saying so much?" wow.. damn ridiculous dont u think so? we merely asked if she wants to spend up to $100 to be a VIP since she already have $70+ worth of merchandise on hand.. like that also our fault? i mean we asked every possible customer ma.. so whatever Celine tried to say after that, she just shut her up.. -___- bua ta han..

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His.. No more Top Table dining tml.. but can enjoy more and spend more time with the gers instead! =D no need to go back for proj.. ops..=X I didnt went BS today.. simply cus no time to study at all.. had a hard time drawing out the floor plan.. till now, the curves are giving me problem.. More work to be done tonight..
Met him just now.. but.. situation seems not so good..
I miss miss him.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... =(

LOMe

8pm:
Trying hard to draw out the floor plan of Engin 2 canteen using Ms Word now.. Tedious.. Guess wad! I saw Teck Kiang yst at Wisma! So happy.. hehe.. My Pri Sch good friend neh! Too bad now always busy.. Next time sure ask him out! ^_^

11pm:
THIS IS BAD! HAIZ.. WHAT HAVE I DONE OR AM I WRONG? WHO DOESNT WANT THE ONE U LOVE TO TREAT U NICE AND SWEET ? HIS WORDS JUS DISCOURAGES ME.. FOR SO LONG, I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING TILL TODAY, JUST NOW.. AND HE'S NOW PISSED AND IM APOLOGISING AGAIN.. HE'S GOOD AT TURNING THE TABLE.. AND WHAT CAN I DO.. "SORRY" IS ALWAYS THE CURE TO LIGHTEN THINGS.. ALTHOUGTH IT MAY NOT BE YOUR FAULT.. TAKING THE FIRST STEP TO SAY SRY BETTER RESOLVE THE MATTER.. PASTOR TEACHES THAT TOO.. ALTHOUGH THEY SAY THIS SHLD APPLY TO MEN.. BUT WHO KNOWS IF U REALLY TREASURE SOMEONE, IT'S NOT A MATTER OF WHO SAY IT.. AS LONG AS U MAINTAIN THIS FRIENDSHIP. I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO THINK AND ACT MATURELY IN A R/S BUT WAS NOT GIVEN CHANCE TO. MAYBE I HAD BUT JUST FEEL THAT HE SOMETIMES MAKES ME DIFFICULT TO DO SO. HOW NICE IF HE CAN CHANGE HIS TEMPER. BUT WE KNOW NO ONE IS PERFECT.SOMETIMES I THINK THIS FRIENDSHIP IS SO FRAGILE BECAUSE OF HIS TEMPER. MOST OF THE TIMES, I DIDNT APPROACH HIM IN ANYTHING BECAUSE I DUNNO WHETHER HE IS IN A GOOD OR BAD MOOD. PPL WHO KNOW HIM WELL KNOWS HIS MOOD CHANGES PRETTY FAST AND THINGS CAN BE UPSIDE DOWN IF HE'S PISSED. THATS WHY I THINK CAREFULLY MOST OF THE TIME BEFORE I REALLY APPROACH HIM. IS THIS WAD IS SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE IF WE CALL OURSELVES GOOD FRIENDS? I GUESS NOT. I WISH TO CHANGE HIS ATTITUDE. BUT I DUN HAVE THE ABILITY TO. HE IS NOT LIKE OTHER 'NORMAL' GUYS. I JUST WISH FOR THE BASICS IN HIM. HE IS STILL HIM, THE ONE I LOVE. THIS FACT IS HARD TO CHANGE. AND HE'S IGNORING ME NOW..
*HURTS*

BOred

BoreD.. one whole day at home today again.. cant stand it! ... Hopefully papa will bring us out to eat later.. if not im gonna bored to death!
Received 10 miss calls from bernard tis morning..-_-.. i woke up at 1O.3Oam.. called him back.. he ask mi y nv go work.. -.- .. I told him i cant work today le ma cuz tml got presentation and test.. and he said ok le.. tt time.. is he himself dun remember.. -___- den he say he alone in shop.. but i thot usually weekend got 3 ppl in shop floor de.. but he say he alone.. i also dunno y.. anyway, he cant blame me..
chatted with ray yes till 3am.. he told me how hurt was he then.. but thats alrdy the past ..2 yrs plus le.. the most i can only say sry.. realli.. hai..
i told him y i left too.. i shoot eveything at him.. haha.. cuz i noe he wun mind.. haha.. ops..=x.. Will one realli leave a guy because she see no future in him? no matter how much she love him ma? or she will stay if she realli love him? For me, i guess.. depend on how much u can sacrifice for that person?

Fear, Lost, Hurt, Touched, Tired

Yesterday was the announcement on the FYP grouping.. immediately after Mrs Gan had announced it, everyone was discussing who to group with.. i mean it is "across the whole cohort" thingy.. must have mix gender, mix nationality and mix GPA result... so it was rather diff.. somemore didnt know much guys in my course.. and dun realli wanna taKe Cong Xin in in my group.. Very bad ya? but they say FYP must be cruel.. haiz.. so at first it's me, rash, yani, maybe Zi yan.. and one or 2 guy.. but Rash go join Din's grp.. den left me, yani and maybe zi yan.. cant find other peep.. dunno them as well.. i mean the guys.. max onli can have 2 guys btw..
I also didnt know why i was with Wendy and Nushra that grp of gers after lec yst.. so.. they were like.. sort of stress on who to grp with as well.. we sat there for liKe.. 1 and a half hr feeling stressed and discussing on the grping.. So luan.. haha.. i was not stressd in the beginning.. but seeing wendy so stressed up makes me feel the same way too.. but ended up Me and Yani group with Alfi, Kenneth and Doreen.. i only know Doreen.. but it was a relief to secure a group..
Proceeded to Bedok find mummy before work .. ask her help me alter my pants.. sway sway Jennifer come.. den make me wait so long cuz she briefing them on the stock taKe.. den me waiting for lunch tgt with mummy.. Mdm help me sew the pants.. had KFC.. ahh.. fats.. -__-
Went to work after that.. i still went.. cuz before that i called Bird and ask if i could skip work.. cuz realli no mood to work because of the stress.. haiz.. but i still went la.. so many afternoons.. -___- mi and Chai siong 6/10.. can dun go one lor.. -___- and that stupid chai siong.. so ungentlemen! si Kolar Bear.. lol.. still wan me intro ger to him.. who wants him lor.. dun even look like 19 yrs old.. =X =P..

Chai Siong's helmet.. xD

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TIRED.. every wed is tired.. Got my results.. cao Errrr de..
QM - 36.5/50
MM - 31/50
BChem - 31.5/40
Transport - 27/50
LOMe - ???

Cao er xin rite??? LOMe i think a lot ppl did badly.. cher say must moderate the passing marks den return us next week.. haiz..

STRESS... FYP group how??? DEEP SHIT!

PSP!

Yoz.. thought of blogging before going to school for project.. hehe..

Guess wad?! I just got myself half a PSP yesterday.. never thought of having one.. but it just came.. lol..

Went Sim lim sq with John to source for PSP.. haha.. shared with him.. the process getting info bout it maKes me wanna get one too.. hahaha.. heard from Jenson say sim lim can get cheaper price @ $260.. so we went to try.. realli have.. was a lil confused after hearing so much about the diff versions of PSP.. but we decided not to care and get the cheapest ($260) one..ver 3.4oea.. black.. Japan ver.. add mem card, UMD, screen protector amounted to $420.. !!!! Shit.. haha.. but nvm.. happy jiu hao... ^_^ The most try to save from today onwards! LOL..


The PSP! =D

Had pasta after that.. his treat! =p

Carteled on Sat with Cg..

Oh no..! see how i spend my $$$.. T.T
Btw, help to vote for Pinwen! http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/ lol..

zZz

Zzzz~ So tired..-.-zZZ..

9am proj today.. after tt bs.. and go walk walk a while.. tts all..

Worked yst.. got to know more about the new philipine staff call.. Lysander.. a father of one.. a funny guy.. who cooks very well.. and knows how to lie... zZz..
He dun believe my age.. he say i look like 13..=.= .. and one of the customer yst said that too.. i know to some ppl i look like sec sch.. but.. 13?? isnt it too Kua Zhang? lol..
Know a staff call cai siong also .. relief de.. for 2 weeks.. he stay in tampines and rides bike.. how i wish he can send me home some day.. LOL! which i guess.. he wun la.. lolx.. juz wan to get on a biKe! haha

BoRiNg~

How bored can this day be? Almost rotted.. I played my PS2.. found a game i can commit to.. and it's non other than Over The Hedge! Lol.. It's fun.. at least to me.. at least wun get stucked like other games dunno wad to do next.. at least i manage to complete each mission.. haha..

Eyes quite pain now.. this whole day used com, played PS, watched TV.. now can only look at keyboard..

Learn abit of Piano from sis.. rather tiring! lol.. trying hard to read and play the beansprouts.. hahahhaha..

Just heard from Wendy tt our proj like do wrong.. hai.. sians.. meeting up on Wed again to maKe changes.. Tml working afternoon.. Lao gong off day.. sian.. got to work with Yk till closing.. Kids season change suppose to be tml but postponed to 28th.. heng.. =x

anyway, yst got a lady customer.. dunno y she wear the same design pants but diff colour.. but the alteration length diff.. i keep measuring over and over again as she keep changing and changing.. she also find it wierd.. but i suspect is the waist level that she wear the pants keep changing.. very scared sia.. if too short i have to pay.. furthermore i forgot to let her sign on the alteration form.. Nooooooo!

Hey u

First of all, let me hereby wish all the fathers a Happy Fathers' Day!
Didnt get to celebrate though.. Cuz guess.. sis and bro not free.. Haven seen my dad today.. and mama.. at aunt's place.. now only meimei and me at home.. *yawn*

So What's abt yesterday? Went to church early in the morning at 10am to help to set up atttributes bookstore.. Quite fun.. haha.. and all the books are REALLY CHEAP! They are at super good prices.. Those on promotions for the GSS were categorised into 3 prices - The $4.90, $9.90 and $19.90... Arent they CHEAP??? Let me tell u book readers, they are definitely good grabs! Regular prices are prices anything above $30 and are selling at only $19.90.. Too bad im not a book reader.. Was thinking whether to get one of the famous book call "Moving in the Holy Spirit" if im not wrong.. by Phil Pringles.. It's only at $9.90.. but im scared i will not read.. Maybe i can bless others? We shall see next week.. But i guess it will most prob be sold out by next week..! haha..

Eh, ya.. why i fun it fun yesterday? I guess cuz i got to make some friends in attributes and they are really nice and fun to be with.. and maybe becuz they are new like me! Aha! So many names to remember.. hope i still can call out their names when i meet them next week or so.. and we actually played 2 games before briefing.. "Me too!" and "Vroom!" .. Hahaha.. 2 new games to me.. Me too is something liKe "da feng chui" and "Vroom!" a game related to car.. Got chance teach u all next time! =D

Oh ya.. and finally, i got to see who Wei Shan is.. He is one of the team leader who had been helping Jie Kai to contact me when Jie Kai was in camp.. i think nearly 1 month that we had been smsing a little.. finally got to see our real person yesterday.. haha.. and one of the attributes staff, i had always think he looks very much like Wang Dong Cheng.. lol.. the hairstyle, dressing, smile.. Lmao..And one of the member, Jonah.. a sec 3 boy..He seems to have endless Ed Hardy Tee..! Every week i see him wear different colours and design.. Bless me some! lol..

So Ben replied me yst that he can make it for today's service.. so i was like.. ok tts gd!.. so i smsed Feng Ling that im bringing a friend.. and she said she's bringing a friend too.. But.. felt a bit guilty that can't help up after service.. =x.. so told Jie Kai.. he say its ok.. but i guess.. shld be ok leh.. yst quite a lot ppl.. Eric still say he dun wan serve after service.. i ask him y.. he say juz dun wan lor..=.= got like that one meh... -.- Btw, nearly left my wallet valued over hundred dollars in the washroom!!! Luckily i thought of it and went back to taKe in time! haha.. =x

So, adnormally, there seems to be an increased in number of cgm who sat tgt for service yesterday.. Mainly for the BIG news that Feng Ling was going to anounce.. We all thought that most prob abt Cg reshufflements within the zone or something.. and was hoping it will not affect us.. but to our "horror", that BIG news is that she's getting married! and introduced her husband to be, who is the friend she brought.. and he's from Korea! Oh my.. lol.. Shocked and speechless and stunned for a moment.. for a moment, i thought i had problem with my hearing.. Shocked shocked shocked.. cuz we didn't know she got a bf.. haha.. we got excited after that and started discussing and it sort of became topic of the day.. It was realli BIG news.. haha.. anyway, im really happy for her as well! ^_^

Last night i miss him badly when i was home.. i cant help it but miss him juz that much and there's nothing i can do as well.. felt sad when i thought of him.. had some difficulty in falling aslp and the first think i woke up, i thought of him again.. its a rather automatic thing.. after i brushed my teeth, rested on the sofa, fell aslp, i dreamt of him.. from my hse to work all the way, i thinking and day dreaming abt him again.. This is bad and feels terrible.. This whole process has rather pulled my mood down for the whole day.. makes me feel no energy or "heart" to work.. serving customers unsincerely with a faKe smile..

Worked morning today with Bird, Wen Qian and Hartini... Btw, Wen Qian has been permernantly transferred to 832 liaoz.. felt so lazy in the morning.. many pants to cut and transfers to clear.. trying had not to let my emotions affect my work and to remember all the promotions going on in the shop.. i have to admit that i cant feel my passion in workplace today.. or is the passion fading? im not as enthusiastic in sales as before.. maybe is the thought of quitting.. Anyway, heard YK is going to be transferred to Ang Mo Kio.. i shld be happy.. ya.. i expressed it.. but actually in my heart.. i felt its nothing actually.. wun affect me much.. and heard that Celine from Hougang is coming over..

Haiz.. although customers is always right, but it doesnt mean that the salesgirl must be in wrong.. agree ma? There this 2 customers today.. chinese and Indian while im doing Cashier..

* Chinese customer come to cashier..
Min: Hi gd afternoon :) *Folds the black pants she's purchasing*
Chinese: Do u have other colours?
Min: Yup, Khaki colour
Chinese: Can you show me?
Min: *sees there's long queue* BERRRRRRRRRNAARRRRRRRRRDDD! This one Khaki colour L size thank u!

*Indian customer comes beside counter and puts her item on counter table and stand real close as if cutting queue*

Chinese: Aiyo.. Y so rude ah.. stand so near to me..i came first leh.. so rude(in chinese)
Min: :) *dun dare to do the payment for the indian while waiting for Bernard..
Chinese: Hello can u pls stay away? u are disrupting me! (says to indian)
*Bernard says khaki out of stock*
Min: continues payment of black pants

Conver goes on btw chinese and indian*
Indian: Y must i? i am not disrupting u! i can stand here!(angry)
Chinese: Yes who do you think you are to let mi listen to u..can u stand aside?(angry)

* Chinese starts talking to me..
Chinese: So rude.. Parent never teach ar.. Bastard! Humph! (in chinese)
Me: :)

*payment finished, chinese customer went off..*
Indian: wad kind of ppl is this?! and why do u stand there like a fool and dun even try to handle that your customer(the chinese)?!
Min: -_________________________- *im innocent pls!
*continues with payment*

*END*

Hello......... i cant possibly stand one either side ritght.. imagine i asked u(indian) to not to stand that close to that chinese customer making her feel uncomfortable, how would u(indian) feel? and what if i initiate to do you(indian) payment first, how will the chinese customer feel since she emphasized that she was in the queue first.. of cuz in order to save myself from receiving any complaints, i chose to keep quiet right.. furthermore i feel that both are difficult customers.. the chinese is too chidish.. imagine she really scolded (Wang Ba Dan and "Humph" really like a child).. make me dunno wan to laught or wad.. it's rather Diao~-.- and that indian attitude sux too.. fancy saying me like a fool.. what the hell.. u are not in my position.. of cuz u wun noe.. furthermore i dun think u even care..

i always believe that there are 2 kinds of indians.. It's either they are extremely good or very choosy and nasty..

I guess just her luck and mine that my heart was somehow or rather not at work today.. i realli tired and numbed to quarrel with her.. if not, i guess Bossini gets another complain.. lolx.. anyway, i really think the management sux.. i juz read the most recent Complaints and compliments this morning when i came to work.. found a copy at the notice board.. There are so many complaints.. and i despise the way the management handle it.. in whatever case, our staff always dun have their rights.. although it is said that customers always come first.. but certain things.. is really obviously the customer fault and is clear cut that our staff and ICs are doing what the company teaches us to do.. I dont see the reason y because of 1 either small or regular customer, u treat ur staff this manner and decreases their morale.. is it realli worth it althogh it is said that customers are the main drivers in a business?..Im much disappointed..

Lonely evening..

What a lonely evening.. Felt so "no friends" all of a sudden when i find no one to have a meal with... called John.. he having dinner with friend.. called Xuemei.. shopping with sisters.. called Leonard.. still working at Novena... called Jorine.. having kick boxing.. noe Joyce dinnering with friends also.. haiz.. actually my friends are still quite limited.. lolx.. Ah ya, should have tried calling Melvin as well.. or Hazel.. but.. nvm.. i came home in the end.. den saw miss call from Leonard.. guess he wanted to meet.. but too bad i at home liao la.. dun feel like going out le.. sianz.. Aiyah.. all that Raymond's fault... forever the same.. cant stand him.. nth said out of his mouth is true or promising.. =.= sian diao..

I was quite amazed or.. stunned to know that on of my ex is actually getting married soon! LMAO.. OmgwtbbbQqqq... lolx.. hahhahahhhahahhahahahhahhahahahahaha... My God... Wonder who's that 'lucky girl' ... =X Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. YuCkS......CaO eRrRrRrr....
lolx...! ok la... dun so bad.. BUT SO FUNNY! LOLS!!! =PpP

QM project is ALMOST done after today's meeting.. decided to taKe a day off project.. and slack tonight.. Back to my PS2 and RE4.. Hai.. dun wan wait for him to play for me le.. dunno wait till when.. go find the walkthrough later and solve it myself..

Tired

Yoz.. Have been going to school everyday this week.. Kinda tired.. Sick of projects.. 3 projs this sem.. realli struggling.. Finishing QM.. LOMe started a bit and Bio-Chem not touched!

Going back to work this Fri morning.. sians.. i dun feel likE.. but.. how to live without income?

2nd unknown person smsed mi to be friend...=.= Found out who is it who gave my number away.. Zhen Wu Liao...=.=

Ppl canot enter my blog... haiz.. change it for the time being..

Heyz

Heys.. sry was too stressed this morning.. haiz.. anyway, let me blog about wad happened yesterday.. Met my Sec sch gang out to orchard .. Kboxed again.. haha.. actually nth much.. here's some photos..

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SHIT LA........... IM SO STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!

I FELT A KNOT IN MY HEART

DUNNO HOW TO UNTIE IT

PROJECTS ARE LIKE SHIT

THERES NO ONE ..NO ONE THERE TO HELP

NO ONE WILL KNOW

NO ONE WILL CARE

LIFE IS SO SHITTY NOW

DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE

DUN FEEL LIKE CARING ANYMORE

DUN FEEL LIKE WORKING

JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE! BY ME AND MYSELF

Jealoussssssssssss

JealousJealous.. Full of Jealousness............ 好辛苦啊！怎么爱一个人这么难呢？I realise i haven forget him.. Its not that i dun wanna forget but i CANT! REALLI CANT.. wad to do? i thought i had forgotten but he's still the one i care most.. but today, something happened which just tells me that it's not that easy as i thought! I've at least controlled myself not to sms him.. but am feeling terrible! I know my friends will juz ask mi to forget abt him.. but it's easier said than done.. It's like.. how to say... The feeling i have for him is realli deep i guess.. imagine.. the things i will or can do for him.. is like.. to think of it, im not able to treat the other guy this gd..haiz.. i dunno... i dunno how cum will like that.. felt terrible to keep the feelings all inside.. wan to cry but cant cry at hm de feeling.. realli terrible.. but knowing that how he feels towards me or would he even do anything after he knows how i felt leaves me no point in contacting him.. furthermore, i guess he's happy with wad he is now.. got close friend.. to hang out with and to chat.. well.. den.. i shall not interupt? i dun wan contact him also cuz i dun wanna him to think that im.. wadeva kind of person.. cuz i said i wun wait for him.. but although i said that, i did told him i still love him but its juz tat i nv deliverately wait.. but tt time i dunno whether he gt taKe note of tis point.. or maybe it doesnt even matter to him ..
I noe my gers..esp xm ,joyce and maybe lj.. will be sort of.. angry if i say i haven forgot him.. but wan u all to know that i tried my best but i realli cant do it.. so many years.. and the many years of love and trust has grown btw us.. or shall i say in my point of view.. yupyup..
If only there is one broad shoulder for me to lean on and cry now..

无论发生什么事，还是必须撑下去。。=‘（

Emo Day?

Mug No More!

Firstly, i wanna announce that i've finish my last paper! Yay~! But the chance of passing is like..50%? lols.. Open book somemore.. Ops..=X But never care so much cuz its the last paper! hehe.. =P Supposedly meetin the girls to go far east shopping... But in the end ended up in Sakae Sushi!!! Noe y? Cuz XueMei was late for 2 hours!!! Told her 1pm and she reached at 3.15pm!!! Horrible creature! Actually suppose to meet at 2pm la.. cuz we know she will be late..so told her meet 1 hr earlier.. who knows............. Haiz.. GIVE UP! In the end no time to go town cuz still got to meet Hazel 5 plus at Tampines after her school.. so we spent our time in Sakae.. haiz... Buffeted.. Fei Si Le!!! Sinful..

After that we arcaded before going Aranda K.. So funny la.. we wanted to play the bb.. but found it faulty after we tapped the card la.. the machine dun work.. But it ate the Money for 2 games.. so go find the person.. Den the person gave us back 2 games on the other 2 machines la.. and we found that the credit in 1 of the machine Keep increase non stop.. 30,40,80,100... so on and on.. and we were laughing like.. lol.. free so many games.. haha.. 2 bucks for so many games.. but we left shortly after cuz alrdy book the room at 7pm..

It was an emo night? all the songs sang today are all sadsad de.. but highed at the very end still.. haha.. Thx for today gers! laughters always when with u all.. esp juz nw at Sakae.. Bth.. always laugh till bth with Amy's imaginations..

Unexpectedly easy!

cool.. Had my Bio-Chem paper at 3pm.. it was unexpectedly easy.. I was flippling through and reading the qns during the 10 mins reading time and was so happy.. cuz it was damn easy la.. haha.. easier than tutorial questions.. i guess everyone else finds it easy as today alot ppl left the room early.. haha.. I was so stress the night before as i felt that i didnt study much and there isnt realli much to study but Yani was telling mi that there's so much to study.. She did freaked me out.. haha.. but luckily, the little contents that i've studied are applicable in the test.. haha..

Was thinking of staying back after the test with Yani to study LOMe tgt.. actually before the test, i've roughly looked through Lec 1 to 4 alrdy.. and was left with the last chap which i had problem.. so was thinking to figure it out in sch..but in the end, cuz Jolene and Charissa joined us.. and they had problems with certain lecs... so ended up teaching them.. lol..

>.<

ahhh.. ive finish studying for Bio-Chem paper later at 3pm.. but.. not at ease! .. haha.. cuz liKe.. nth much to memorize.. am i slacking?
Well, gonna start studying LOMe soon after i finish blogging.. so that i can go for cell grp later in the evening and go blading with the gers tml! =p
Btw, i saw this blog web in newspaper yesterday and thought it was really good.. u may wan to take a look --> http://stickgal.blogspot.com
Stickgal uses her drawings to express her feelings.. impressive!

Anyway, what happen to taxi drivers nowadays? They are so damn rude okay.. Jo and me took a cab to sch cuz dunno y the bus driver didnt stop although we hailed and the bus is not full.. and i was liKe askIng the uncle to stop at the TP bus stop.. den he was liKe... giving some kind of look and dunno saying wad.. y stop here.. where got ppl stop here one or something like that.. i was quite ..-_-" he was very rude la.. and the fare was $4.40.. so i said uncle i give u 40 cents.. He ignored and juz gave me the change! what kind of attitude and service..?

Another case is that night when me and John took cab down to Bedok to meet ex cgm for Grace's bdae.. so i hailed and cab down to John's place first.. i was liKe teling the uncle the add.. ok.. den when reaching, he ask me whether is it time to turn.. and i was like.. i dunno.. den he say.." You mei you gao cuo? Zi ji zu na li dou bu zhi dao?" in a very pissed tone.. and adds on that he's not familiar with the road in east side and hates finding road.. i was stunned.. after he reach, i was thinking.. this kind of ppl, got money also dun wan let him earn! So i wanted to pay him and alight..but he dun listen and keep asking where to go after that! and i insist i wan to get off.. but u noe wad.. i only got one $50 note and he say he got no change.. WTH.. so i ask John.. den he also dun have.. and the taxi driver drive us to ATM machine to draw! and he say " Chu men lian san qian dou mei you" -.-" grrr... Isnt he the one suppose to have small change???

The only thing i regret is that i never thought of taking down the names, and the carplate number of the taxis! haha..

heyhey

Yoz.. came to relax abit.. was so stressed up cuz cant get QM into my mind!!! QM paper gonna be on Wed.. Today's transport was ok.. except that last Qn which consist of 1O marks.. dunno how to do.. its ok calculation.. until now cant find anyone who can do it.. haha.. apoint 50 marks, 10 marks juz gone like that... argh.. haha.. nvm.. at least got try.. maybe get some marks here and there.. Tml MM's more on calculation on MPS and MRP.. Cher promised the calculation gonna drive us mad.. evil Mrs Gan.. arghh.. Quality's so chim.. dunno wad is it talking about.. wad ISO 9000 blabla.. wadeva! haha.. haben even touch Bio chem and LOMe! LookIng forward to Fri! Gonna meet my sec sch friends on Sun.. yay~

is this heartbreak for true love?

omg.. This feeling is terrible.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH....... Wad else can i sae..
Am i realli in love with him that i affected me that much? I dun think sooooo.. It's not the love or not love part i guess?

hate the part where guys can say as much sweet words as they like when they were interested in u... but uses excuses like think im nt good enuff for u... think our character dun suit.. or i dun wanna waste ur time.. when they wanna leave u..

i mean it's like.. he realli moved my heart..thot he will be diff..no doubt he's a gd catch.. but afterall, he's still the same as other guys.. as in the reasons he gave.. they are like.. drama lines already..

alright now to think of it over again.. maybe wad he said is true.. but on the other hand, there's also not much or enuff time for us.. and .. he and his basketball.. enuff to fill his time.. was thinking m i wrong to ask him to work.. now tt hes tired everyday n.. u noe.. hai.. forget it la..

i feel better now.. felt so terrible juz now.. crying in out in my heart.. yet cant let my tears flow.. as my family members are all at home.. sometimes i dun like having big family is becuz i cant have my own space.. Luckily that love wasnt deep.. guess it will heal in a day or 2.. furthermore.. dun wish this to affect my mood in studying for mid sem nxt week..

anyway, thx to the peep who are concern.. im fine.. =)

KILL mE PLs!

Kill Me Pls!!!! Wanna vomit blood......... argghhghhghhhhh.. idiot! Spoil my day..
There's this online guy.. also dunno y in my msn de.. quite sometime ago.. chatted and exchanged num.. sometimes he will call n ask wanna go out or not.. and i rejected everytime.. cuz sometimes realli long nc chat on msn le.. and we nv chat on phone de.. and he everytime call juz to ask mi out ..of cuz i wun meet him rite.. those times are ok..i still treat him as any other normal friends ar.. until today.. wow.. i can tell u he is realli super duper ridiculous..

He came to sae Hi to me in msn.. so i was like.. hi-ing back la.. and he was asking if i nv ho church today.. i was likE.. ya but later.. wanna join me.. i mean.. juz a casual question.. den he ask a lot of.. wadeva ruBbish.. like.. wad wan dinner alone with mi only but not my cgm.. of cuz i will say no la.. liKe dun even noe wad kind of person he is.. furthermore .. the more he say.. the more he sound to me more despo and ridiculous... i was liKe.. fine.. im juz maKing a casual remark of asking if u wanna join me since u are free.. i merely askEd one qn alrite..
After i rejected him all those things.. he was like sayin im trying to pull him to church.. wad the .. la.. i was liKe.. vomit blood..

fine la.. after church he was liKe asking mi to meet tml.. i was like telling him im not free.. over the phone juz now la.. den he was saying im rejecting him.. its liKe realli.. dots la.. Keep saying.. wad.. if gt chance to be tgt.. blabla..although i told him i got no intentions of.. u noe wad.. He keep saying he understand.. but he kept going back to the same point.. =.= *vomit blood* He keep maligning mi, dun give mi a chance to talk.. when i say my point, he claims he understand.. when he dun even do! *vomit blood!* TOTAL RIDICULE! He's talking as if a couple is quarelling alrite.. i think he's mad! lolx.. in the end i bua ta han and hung up his call.. LOL..

His attitude is totally like my ex la.. so bua ta han.. dun listen and dun give ppl a chance to talk.. most irritating thing is he actually sound likE my ex ok.. AND.. they are both 3 years older than me.. no wonder ppl say u cant have a partner who is older than u in age multiple of 3! *Vomits blood!*

Happy bdae

Ended lesson at 6pm.. met Puppy and Xm @ mushroom go MS celebrate Kelvin and puppy de birthday tgt... Supposed to go for the attributes orientation but they last min say wan celebrate on Tues! as a result, nv go for orientation.. perhaps the next round.. haha.. dunno suzzana will question me on sat not.. Ops..=x we were suppose to meet 7pm @ city hall ctrl station.. but Queenie, Xm, puppy n me were late cuz we went bugis buy a bag from espirit for puppy.. haha.. so rush n last min.. =P act i feel we shldnt have bought that.. cuz.. puppy.. dun need it.. but Mummy.. ermm.. well.. juz let her buy.. dun dare say anything.. in the end we met them 8pm @ MS.. queenie sis came along cuz she juz knock off from Bugis.. Kelvin told me tt Ah seng, Wen Qian, Jennifer, Lai, will be going for the tampines staff and it turn out to be so different lor.. Only Wen Qian turn up + her friend, Nana, n Natasha.. Mummy de face totally turn black once she learned that natasha got come lo.. and didnt join us and walk away with ah yi go eat themselves.. and they juz tell kel they go toilet.. hmm.. we feel.. its not very nice la.. make kel in a diff situation.. actually kel also noe mummy dun like her.. but in the first place Kel didnt invite her at all.. she juz came along with wen qian they all.. but anyway, mummy shld juz stay.. no matter wad, the purpose is to celebrate Kel's bdae.. hai.. in the end we dined at Swensens la.. cuz got 2 malay.. need eat halal.. den ok lo..Kel was so funny.. he ordered fish n chips.. and he dunno how to see if it's fish n chips..his first time in swensens.. and puppy was like.. nearly falling slp while having his fish n chips.. =.= after mi n Xm finish our meal we rushed to but caKes for the 2 bdae boys.. den the tamp ppl were like not veri happy with us.. like.. they were afraid that the cakes from outside cannot be eaten in swensens.. they afraid get scolded.. n we were like thinking.. wun la.. cuz we already spent $100 over dollars eating their meals... and after the bdae songs.. dunno y la.. Natasha and nana dunno wispering wad also.. carry their bag go bill.. ask them go where.. they say maKe call.. later sae go toilet.. den all the other gers carried their bag and went tgt.. they say will be back but no lor.. like.. so shitty lah.. den left me,xm,puppy n kel.. after that den go out meet mummy n ah yi.. go pool n arcade a while..






see my puppy's si yu lian.. like forcing him to eat the caKe liKe that..






Spent ard $80 yst.. argh... This cant go on.. i still promise my dad to buy him 2 shirts.. =.= can cry.. how ar.. hmm.. somemore.. i realli think of quitting my job.. For the time being work 2or 3 days a week nia.. haiz..SIP coming soon.. dun wanna face the fact! Hope can get east area de.. Projs are irritating!

sian

haiz.. sian.. so bored.. suay today.. my alarm clock didnt ring cuz the batt went dead and had bad headache.. supposed to work today.. but.. ya.. in the didnt go.. yk asked mi to cab dwn.. but i realli dun feel liKe going to work.. veri headache.. and her attitude is really like.. sux.. hung up the phone juz like that.. its not as if i purposely dun wanna work.. im realli having bad headache alright.. recently always suddenly sick for 1 day.. also dunno wad happen.. i realli cant stand yk de attitude lor.. think im quitting le.. hai.. nvm..

No school..

Nv go sch today.. cramps lahhh!!! =( ehh.. i think i've lost interesting in blogging.. everytime come to this pg jiu dunno wad to write.. haha.. hmm.. went to Ming hui's bdae chalet on sat.. reached only at 9pm.. cuz svc ended late.. met biao jie first n go tgt..

Jia Yi, Jun, Min, Hui

Den sun met jun and go for family dinner tgt after my work.. celebrated mother's day at Bedok 600+ there...

Kelvin Khor.. Ke ai ma? Im still doubting his age.. 23??? hmmm..o.0

Love my phone!

Whahaha.. i love my HP! Fell sick on Sun.. got running nose the whole morning..didnt go to work but an opportunity to buy new HP! whahaha.. =p So bought my SonyErricson K800i which i long wished.. hehehe.. Wasnt so happy at first.. until today.. cuz i juz dl a lot of cute themes from the web! lolx.. i didnt trade in my old phone which worth $100 cuz i forgot to bring the charger! but nvm la.. till now i haven finish copying all the contacts.. cuz my old phone dun even have the capability to copy the contacts to my SIM card! so lousy! Recently my teachers keep saying about the New phone, any fault can bring back for exchange in 8 days rite.. so he always test the phone to the fullest.. so not chi kui.. lols.. den i follow him lor.. test out everything .. in the end really faulty! went back to the customer svc centre 2 times..-.- the first phone i got was faulty.. so exchanged for a new one.. till now still ok.. ahh.. think these 2 days i spent about $300 plus.. ops.. lucky mum and dad willing to sponsor $100 each for the phone.. hahaha.. ops.. =x Last time i wished for a Camera and this K800i.. now i got both! =D

Freddie!

Here to blog again.. Eceryday was damn tired.. Yesterday went to UOB Centre to find Chloe "ah yi" after school to purchase Goldlion belt for dad.. cuz his belt spoilt le den nv go buy new one.. and he's using Ribbon as belt!!! lmao la.. Green ribbon somemore.. and he dun mind cuz the shirt covered it..=.= funny la.. so i better buy him one fast! Chose one for him.. still ex after disc.. =.= but nvm.. jiujiu yi ci.. haha.. met my biao jie after that at MS to buy Ming Hui's bdae present.. Had a hard time looking for present as we are not very close to her den dunno wad to buy.. shang nao jing.. Guess wad? i saw Freddie Tan!!! Was delighted when i saw him.. juz chatted recently on msn nia.. sae hope to see him soon.. den met him yst.. cuz he was working.. i did thought of him.. but thought he told me he was transferred to Hougang mall.. but nw he say kenna transfer back to MS le.. argh.. den mi bought 1 bag from him ..Staff purchase only 10% leh.. =( and he's as lame as ever.. had dinner tgt with cousin at CA.. had the same thing as usual again.. yummy.. Was suprise that in the end my cousin didnt bought anything although she see so many things.. a bit not like her.. hmm.. haha.. opx..=x den finally we bought something for Ming hui.. better settle fast.. if not.. next week whole week not free.. Mon - movie after sch, Tues - work @ Bedok, Wed - BS, Thu - Work, Fri - CG, Sat - ming hu's bdae chalet le.. think rush there after service bahs..

Today Morning to 2.. hao lei.. Bird treat KFC.. hai.. actually treat PT enough de lor.. no need so good one.. hai.. see la.. that YK juz told me like 1 hr ago ask mi tml work afternoon shift.. she everytime last min one leh.. say tml no one do closing.. wad de la.. If Bernard can handle 826 and 832 closing alone becuz of 2 newbies, why can't she? somemore is only do 832 closing wad.. grrr.. i nv reply her msg.. anyway, was thinking if i go 12/8, she might ask mi to stay till closing.. haiz.. sian.. think go afternoon bahs.. maybe tml before work can drag mum pei me go change HP.. haha.. =p

My sis just showed me the video clip uploaded by that laozhabor @ www.laozhabor.blogspot.com ... LMAO! Damn funny... GO n watch! XD

btw, my bro juz came back from Korea.. bought a cap for me.. nice! i like it! should be his gf choose de bahs.. ahaha!

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Heyhey.. i must blog today.. recently super lazy to blog.. i tried but when i come to this page i will just close it.. haha.. so today must blog! Although not really anyone sees it now.. ? hehe..

School has started and i got to know who's in my new class.. all dunno de.. haha.. except like.. Rash and Cong Xin.. the rest.. ya.. seen their faces and know some names.. afterall we are the same lec grp.. and the most handsome guy in LOM is in my class! lolx.. too bad not my proj team mate.. Lmao.. Rash got him and all the gd looking and capable guys - Yu da (Handsome), Jian Hong (Cute), Wai Yu (Smart)... wah.. so good.. lol... too bad her "gavin" in other group.. My grp members are Ronnie, Ivy and Cong Xin.. ok la.. at least got a ger pei me.. and is that kind of can talk one.. and the other sub members are Ivy, Wendy, Rash, Cong xin and me.. nt sure bout others.. but must be FAST to choose ur members or else grp with nt gd de ppl jiu die le.. cuz heard from Yani the 2 gers in our class very racies one..

So far lec and tut still ok.. I did my tutorials this week wor! Yay.. so guai.. haha.. bleahs.. =p Esp Miss Oh and Mr Teo's tut.. they check whether we got prepare or not to mark us on our class participation! But the bad thing is.. i tend to fall slp during lecs.. haiz.. esp Johnny de.. damn boring.. To me, that sub is suppose to be interesting becuz it involves calculations.. but he teach.. like.. wad leh.. make ppl slp.. as always.. today even Ms Oh's lec i also can slp.. die le.. realli tired..

Worked 6/10 after school today.. tired.. hai.. dunno wad to say la.. Everytime i 6pm take over cashier the transfer ins all not cleared leh.. very angry lor.. always wait for me to clear.. tt Yk..grrr.. today birdbird off.. so sian.. now most of the time work closing with Yk.. Maybe the following weeks can relax abit .. 2 more malay staff coming.. but Tues need go Bedok relief..mummy going HK.. so gd wor... Sat realli wish can go her ah ma hse with her laaa... always miss the opportunity... tis sat de svc cant miss cuz got the special seminar and tt workbook must take.. but she bringing Yendy.. haiz.. from last yr her ah ma bdae till tis yr i also cant make it.. sads ..

Met kel on tues for dinner.. Went bsn while waiting for him to reach.. As usual, chat with seng.. hao ba gua wor him.. haha.. ya hor.. forgot to check his makeups.. heard that he do makeup! more and more ai mei le this nan ren.. 8pm le.. that Leon came down from 841.. saw me and started to tease me again..=.= ROAR..den at the same time Yendy was scolding him for being late.. den i was like.. "Ya.. he always late de".. lols.. den he started saying me always hai him.. lols.. Went tamp de bsn yst with my gers also.. coincidentally Leo was reliving..and gave me that cheeky look.. =.= This 2 work hand in hand de! Lameness.. Btw, that Jorine is realli.. hmm.. kiddish? she brought the Aeroplane game ( Fei Ji Qi) to sch to play! I was super hungry after my lesson den knowing that they are opp sch.. went to meet them.. thinking tt i can shun bian go eat.. they were playing tt game half way while i met them.. they were simply obssessed in the game.. no matter how many times i tell them im super hungry, they gt no response and continue their game.. evil ma? until finally, Amy won and they pei me go eat KFC and they still continue their game.. =.= Jorine must be bu fu qi that i won her in Pri 6.. lolx..

Kk.. tml lesson at 9am! Apel class... sians.. Tan Kim Hock! BORING~

Haix.. sian sian sian...

HAIZ.. Dunno why today felt so down.. haiz.. I dun even noe wad is it that.. is troubling me.. Anyway, Today's my first day serving at attributes... Tougher than what i thought! lolx.. Tiring.. ok lah.. maybe cuz of the shoe.. or.. maybe today more busy cuz got Robb Thomson.. den alot ppl.. At first was ok before the attribute starts.. we took out the books, displayed, check the price and tagged the price.. Just like wad i do in bossini la.. ok la.. but when ard 4pm.. den got ppl le ma.. den customers look for the book.. i gonggong.. dunno anything.. haha.. haiz.. so many book names.. got zero idea.. somemore im not the type who read books.. so i guess will taKe some time to familiarize.. dun really noe how to approach customer as well.. like scared even if they say their request i also dunno how to ans.. lol.. somemore the others are quite busy as well.. den today do till 9.30pm.. wah.. den is like.. need to do stock taKe and pack stock.. Imagine doing that every week? !!! lols.. And they are books and CDs!!! wahs... tired lor.. But wun judge just by today bahs.. cuz i think cuz today is Robb Thomson so more busy.. Hope other weeks no need to do all these.. ahaha.. Ops..=X Then. the peep there still ok la.. nt bad.. and Tong yan like.. wad not bad.. so pro liao... haha.. then today totally nv meet up with cg lor.. hai.. so sad..
Den.. veri veri veri veri tired lor.. whole day nv drink water and i only had Breakfast till now!!! now still nv eat.. cuz dun feel hungry anymore.. too hungry till not hungry le...

Stoopid de.. juz now Bird sms me ask me tml reach 9.30 lor.. i was like.. from disappointed and annoyed become angry and irritated laa.. ROAR.. i thought i checked my shift is afternoon de.. and he sms mi wants me work full.. everytime like that larrrxx.. !!! he say he change on wed le.. den i work on mon n thu.. i checked on mon.. den thu never check ma.. where got ppl keep checking one lar.. and at least if IC change shift, at least u ast that staff whether he/she can make it or not ma.. Rite??? Isnt it basic respect??? and esp for PT staffs la.. Like us.. wa lau.. isnt tis IC de responsibility to at least remind the staff that they have changed our shift??? Idiot lor.. eijreijioehroheitweh.. I msged almost all that back to bird.. den he apologised.. lol.. i apologised also la.. cuz maybe speaking to IC like that is a bit rude, somemore he's a man.. lolx.. but i always say him one anyway..=X but of cuz what is wrong then i say la.. but his reply is.. He expect YK to tell mi cuz he nt working on Thu.. and Yk is the one who change my shift.. so i dun totally blame him also.. is yk.. if wan to determine who's fault is it, all 3 of us are wrong in a certain sense.. anyway, im going afternoon tml! =P

算是苦吗？

说苦又好像太夸张了。。就是一句话 - 好难过啊！ 到底要怎么做才不会让对方两人都受到伤害呢？ 有谁能教教我？难道真的是我想太多了吗？ 但是我也是一般的女孩啊。。Remember Bird asked me abt some bgr qns.. abt girls..obviously refering to his gf.. from a girl's pt of view i think its normal for that girl to do that.. but he thinks that the girl think too much.. HAIZ... WHY MUZ MALE AND FEMALE THINK SO DIFFERENTLY??? *Frustrated..

y cant we treasure each other nw till forever since... HAI~

Maybe the 算命先生 we met 3 years back was right..

Men Are Hard To Please
The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS .
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT .
If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!

WHY IS IT SO?

Wheeeeeee~!

Wheeeeee~! Im a bad ger today! Im sorry but i really need a rest.. Im also human! Pls employ more staff if there's not enough! =P Im really exhausted working liKe this kind of shift la! wanna cry sia.. so tiring.. but it is good in a way that it helps me to forget and not think of the unhappy stuffs.. but.. i rather do! 19-26 april is Our outlet de atrium le.. it comes so sudden and Jennifer's zone hardly can lend any staff.. so what's the last resort? 6 wagons at Isetan.. Bird say staple all the price tags and leave it.. the most dun need put any staff.. anyway it's extra.. lol.. wa lau eh.. like that also can.. Maybe it's time for me to quit.. really can't stand it anymore.. 2 full shifts a week.. they say next week 3.. but luckily i start sch liao.. Do u noe that my eyes are forced open everyday de.. my friends always say me got slpy look and eyes very small de lor.. haiz.. So sad.. Shah quiting next week le.. hao bu rong yi den found another can talk friend at work den gonna be gone again.. so sad..

So long never come online.. so long never blog le... let's put all the r/s stuff aside.. freaking troublesome and irritating issue.. sort of numbed by all the sadness and tears.. repeating all over and over again.. so ya la.. numbbed.. felt more relieve too.. freed.. met kel yesterday after work.. to suntec.. go find Tu di... den sushied, explanaded and came home.. yesterday de taxi drivers all dunno y sia.. dun wanna earn money.. i was sososososososo tireD tat i dun wannna take MRT or bus home.. wanna cab home but all the taxis dun wanna stop .. hai.. in the end took MRT home.. sianze.. -_-

Oh yeah.. the Jyss sent me a Jyss alumni card.. lols.. still got card de arh.. btw, sat got cross country run.. but Qianting dun wanna go leh.. hmm... so think i also not going bahs..

Tml must reach at 8am for season change... Siao liao laaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! lols..

-_______-

Do guys really taKe advantage when you treat them too good?

Well, Tired is all i can describe about these few days.. Have been working tis week... almost liKe no off days.. but luckily i'm able to request tml off.. if not he gonna put me off sat.. which is equal to no off for the week.. can die! .. haha.. Oh yah.. Bird they all wanna have swensens on Sat.. the $20 voucher each for those who worked on Dec 2006.. but sat svc is at Kallang.. hmm.. dunno till wad time.. dunno can make it not.. unless they can wait for us.. heehee.. anyway, they going Orchard branch 24Hrs.. lolx.. =p

Yea.. i did not go for the Bsn Idol.. Shah went yst and seems quite fun.. but nvm la.. i juz felt that.. cheated? when Bird told me Shah and me de timing.. different session de lor..totally different from what he prmised that we will be going tgt.. i was quite pissed as i dun wanna go alone.. and in the end i juz tell him straight that i wun go even if he submitted my name and wadeva form.. scolded by whoever also not my prob.. cuz in the first place he is the one who force me to go.. and now he didnt made what he promised.. maybe its not his fault becuz the time is not arranged by him but since he promised, he should be responsible.. so i juz tell him flat and staight that i wun go no matter wad.. i'll juz stay at home and slp on sun morning.. Den he was like.. give me sad face but my facial expression was quite serious so he dun dare to say anything.. in the end he still apologised and keep saying he felt guilty when he see my sad face and wanna treat me meal.. lolx.. like that also can gain a free meal wor.. haha.. but no la.. of cuz i not so evil..

Recently quite funny while i was working.. Keep meeting auntie customers who claim that they will look like auntie if they wear that particular merchandise.. aren't they already one? Lols.. Today worked 12/8 .. Sales was very very bad for 832... i practically stood there the stare into space or chatting with Shah or mira after my break time.. before that i was at kids counter... not that bad at least.. Now onli 9 days the kids already hit more than 50% of the mth's target..

I wanted to get the chalet photos from Joyce so much but the file is simply too big! =(

*Numbness*