Yoyoyo

Hey hey.. wanted to blog since like the day before yesterday or yesterday but seemed like i was too tirEd.. even now.. but the night is still young.. so decidEd to make an effort to blog now rather than lazying on bed once again..

Alright, let's start first by recalling what was on on Thursday.. Woke up early in the morning at 3.15am.. by right 3.30am but my brain just auto ask me to wake up.. slept at 1am.. couldn't really sleep too.. know why i wake so early? cuz got to fetch dear from the airport at 5am.. Supposed to go out with Yongmin they all for supper the night before.. but not really feeling well.. so i passed it.. and asked Yongmin to drag the chat longer so that he can fetch me to airport after that so that i don't have to waste money on mid-night charge dE taxi!!! Muahhaha.. BUT.. he texted me at 3.20am saying that he already reached Tampines le.. -_- wor.. haha.. dEn he will be at my void deck 5 mins later to pass me my iron eggs he got for me in Taiwan.. dEn after i got from him.. i dEcidEd to change and he will fetch me to the airport.. thinking that he's able to pei me for the next 1 hr.. which in the end he didn't la... cuz of the expensive parking fee at the airport car park, i decidEd not to let him pei me and wait there myself.. it's $0.33 per minute.. $20+ for an hour.. i might as well cab there myself rite.. -___-.. Anyway, thanks Yongmin!!! wad a friend! Hahaha.. So i waited there and played with my new dl HP games until dear come out.. dEn took taxi tgt with his parents back to his house.. He got me couple Tee and one 'name sewed keychain' something like tt.. yup.. and some tidbits for my hse.. dEn still early.. so slept.. so tired but cant really sleep.. until like 10am in the morning.. go eat mac breakfast.. dEar said he want to slack at home.. so slacked..



The wine that dear bought from DFS.. Superb!




until evening time... me go meet the girls.. Joyce, Jo, Hazel and Xue Mei for Kbox at Marina Sq.. i was not sure whether to go at first as as u all noe im not a so K person.. haha.. but i just wanna be with the gers .. so went.. we smuggled lots of food in.. like BK, Sushi, and doughnuts! The service was not very good as we waited years for our drinks.. but the package was actaully 7 to 11pm.. but we go crazy till 12 plus pm the person never chase us out.. maybe we could have stayed longer but some of the gers got to work the next day and it was really late and tirEd for them.. so the day passed like this..



Videos were taken. Uploaded 3.


Nice!!! Joyce & Hazel - Bei Feng Chui Guo dE xia Tian



SHE Superstar Part 01



SHE Superstar Part 02





Xue Mei - Fitness First!


Next up was friday.. supposed to meet Jo at 10.30am as she claimed but as usual, the timing was off.. haha.. Met her up at 12.30pm instead to go for SIM and her overseas uni application.. some time was wasted waiting for her passport size photos, bubble tea-ed and pasar malamed.. so we only reached SIM like 2 plus.. Quite a number of people were there at the Student Recruitment and Payment room.. We took our queue number and it's WOW.. long way behind.. So we just went for a drink at the higher class food court.. Dear met his friend who studied in SIM too.. ehhhh.. sorry i forgot her name though.. got her to talk to us a lil bit abt the diff schs.. Went back to the queue like 3.30pm and it was rather accurate.. A few more to jo's turn.. after her transaction was rather late like 4pm le.. we scared no time to go to IDP for her uni application.. cuz still got to take 2 buses down.. but we tried.. we reached the door step and the plate stated 'closed' and some of the lights were offed.. but the door was actually still opened..so we decided to give it a try in .. and the person was nice to accept the application.. Lucky if not Jo got to go all the way there again another day.. Went Far East which is 2 stops away after that.. met Hazel for the Jap restaurant Wasabi Tei.. OISHI NEH!!! We went there just in time.. cuz the queue after us was Looooonnnnnggg.. unfortunately, me and dear got to sit seperately with jo and hazel.. i had the usual dish.. i had Sashimi set and dear Cod fish set.. while Hazel tried some chicken set and Jo tried some udon and tempura set.. which they claim to be not nice.. hahaha..they ordered an extra $25 sashimi somemore! .. Walked a little and went home after that..


Cod Fish Set (there's rice, appetizer, miso soup & watermelon)
$15



Sashimi Set ( There's rice, miso soup, appetizer & watermelon)
$15 i think ( I changed the original sashimi to salmon & swordfish)


*Crunch Crunch!


Bouquet Dear got for me.. thanks! =]

Next - Saturday:


Really tired.. Pushed my bicycle all the way to 201 there for check .. cuz i don't seem to get air pumped into one of the tyre.. so i thought the.. rubber? or wadeva inside rotted.. but when go there and try pumping the air in, the tyre was full le.. haha.. so there's nth wrong with the tyre.. i was the cap which was spoilt as what dear said.. so asked for a new one from the person.. went dear hse and left my bike there.. came out in the evening for dinner.. at KFC tampines.. and went Ikea after that.. TM was too bored and dear wants to see furniture for his future own room after army which was like 2 or 3 months away.. He wanted Queen sized bed, study table, sliding door wardrobe, TV console, and the TV table(i forgot wads tt call), mirror, a rug or carpet, a small coffee table and a 2-seater sofa.. !!! i just think it's too much for a bedroom.. unless his is extra large bedroom.. but it's not.. it'll be compliated if all these things are to be present.. anyway, we sort of got the same thinking of wad kind to buy.. but haven found the type of bed tt we are looking for.. those really low ones.. like one step of staircase height.. and a furry rug which consist of mixed black,white and grey colours.. Tell me if u noe where sells! Saw the rug at courts actually but dear said that that was only for display but i doubt so.. Went to see laptops after that.. OMGWTBBBQ.. im really craving for my lime green Dell lappy now!!!


Went back to Tamp and join the gers at Jo house after that to watch Yi Fang Ban Ting Yi Shui Gang till 12am..









Want the Lime Green one! Waiting for IT Fair in May.. Yay~


Today:

Dear returned my bicycle today while fetching me off.. went AMK hub first to find the wallet that i wan.. wanted to try the fried cheese too.. This is the 2nd attempt to try the fried cheese but failed again.. it was sold out.. damn.. really got to go early next time in order to get a bite of it.. Shopped at Fairprice Xtra a little and bought a little something.. Saw this packet of TOP choc for $1.60 only.. so decided to get for Liu Jing cuz tt day she was just saying she like to eat.. whahaha.. bought sushis too and wanted to get a bench to sit down and eat but we combed the whole AMK Hub but there isn't even 1 seat available.. COMPLAIN!!! Make my leg so tired.. just to find a place to eat my sushi.. -___-.. we settled in food court in the end.. purchasing another cup of drink.. anyway, there was no stock once again for the wallet i fancy.. so ya.. fated.. after that helped my sis shop for bdae present for her junior.. she say anyhow buy.. anithing not more than $10.. so just bought a cute water bottle for her.. and tHen, headed for Ferris Wheel.. !


Too bad, we were not lucky enough to the open top shuttle bus ride.. we got a covered top but open air bus.. haha.. we reachEd ar 5.25pm and decided to sit the 6pm ride.. walked the small garden a little den proceed to the ride.. okay laaa.. nth much lorrr.. haha.. its a 40 min ride.. we were not tt lucky as we got to share with quite a no. of peeps in a cabin.. the ones after us is .. like.. 4 of them noe each other de.. dEn they got no one behind them.. so there's only 4 of them in a cabin.. while ours is like.. estimated 10 in one..


My Hair sux





The Cabin




More photos to be uploaded from Camera!


dined at fish & co after the ride.. i mean at suntec.. Dear pay again.. omg .. so good.. thanks! was tired after dinner .. took bus 579 home .. Damn ex!

Bored

Hey.. was so bored again.. slept late today.. so until now still cldnt slp.. so online again le.. nth to do ma.. Guess wad? i was browsing at the mediacorp channel U most kissable guy page and voted for Pinwen.. at the same time, i browse through other contestants and i saw the SIM programme Executive Damone Tae !! Lmao.. i consulted him twice when enrolling my course in SIM... He acts wierd.. lol.. Liu Jing was even saying he might be a killer or something.. lols..





I did quite alot of bo liao thing today la.. i went to search for his friendster and sent him a smile.. did that out of boredom la.. i think he remembers me .. 2nd bo liao thing i did today was to post a discussion topic at WLNY.. Haha.. I posted cuz i got different views with Leonard ok! and i wanted to see how the crowd thinks as well.. Anyway, i paid the 2 bucks.. haha.. Explored friendster for a while.. Saw matt's page again.. irrisistable..Jeff's too.. i miss him! Ops.. just miss him as a friend la.. Find out ppl's bdae, etc.. 3rd was that i search for websites which allow me to download games into my mobile.. downloaded like 10 games! See how bored i was!

me & Jeff.. Only pic!
Damn.. cuz April's cam gt prob.. it cant be re-sizeD!
lol



Btw, job is starting next Tues at Puma Tamp.. lucky tamp!

Easter =)

Well.. Went to church today as i promised Xm.. The drama.. i feel was.. ok only bah.. but the repeated scene each year still makes me tear.. haiz

Met Qian Ting 2pm at Tampines.. I knew Rod will be late.. he still sae he wun.. -__- ya he went cuz tt day we went out tgt with the twins.. so xm invited rod too .. Felt a lil wierd back there.. hmm.. i dunno..Today's msg is about forgiveness.. somehow related to me.. i think.. haha.. but i wasnt angry or didnt forgive.. i guess its just a matter of "let go" or not..i know it myself la.. but.. ya lor.. =] Felt kinda wierd not talking to him also.. aiya.. i dunno la.. just.. i feel so stupid myself.. i mean im so stupid in the past.. as in i shld have known.. aiya wadeva.. i will just keep to myself... i can do it! =(

Met Iris while walking towards hall 1.. I miss her! talked abt work and stuff.. and pw!.. haha ..dunno wad to say.. parted with a hug.. that hug was precious.. another hug from Grace after svc... that hug was precious tooo! Although sometimes i got not much to talk to her but i miss her alot tooo..! =]

I feel that this blog is not much a real blog where i can freely throw my feelings alrdy.. There are much more things i wanted to express.. but i cant.. Im restricted!!! =(

Went Airport staff canteen for dinner.. Ate Almond Paste.. i just had wanton noodle at 9am in the morning and almond paste for dinner today! and i dun feel hungry.. yay..but i ate a cheese tofu at pasar malam... went Tm n pasar malam after that with Qian Ting..cuz by the time we reach Tampines is 8pm.. Sooo early go home also sian.. although theres nth much ard Tamp also but just go walkwalk lo.. go PUMA choose uniform first.. got one red jacket veri cooolll looo.. $149 i think.. BUT hor.. i wear le not nice!!! cuz its long body dE.. my body too short.. =( eh somemore hor.. today i go see so many staff.. got female staff le leh.. i scared they never put me to tamp branch.. aiya.. the grace from puma dunno wad she doing.. think i call her on Mon........



I.. I feel like crying.

=]

Yoyo.. my purpose here today is to upload some photos that i got in my handphone.. alright.. what u see below is some of the bai chi photos that me and liu Jing took when we got nth to do in Century Sq when after the shops are closed.. hahaha.. Compare the 2 pics.. my photo taking skill is better right? lol.. =P

The below 2 pics are surpose to be uploadeD for 16 mar's entry.. outing with mummy, didi and Rod.. but i havent got Rod's pic taken.. =x

My lao di is a pro!!!

Mummy so serious..

Heehee.. went met up Qian ting, hong jing and Liu Jing at Bugis yesterday for dinner.. Saked.. we ate 15 coloured plates but the person counteD 9 !!! Lmao.. zhuan dao.. i wonder how she count..

Lj and Qt

Hj and me.. Shit im so fat! and my hair sux!

Mummy prepared western today.. my sis took the pics using my phone..

Blurred

Better..

Btw, i really signed up for RMIT in SIM le..! but no one acc me la.. sad.. i mean if i get in.. haha.. mine is July intake.. Alice's is Oct!!! I only know Yue Zhu and Xiang xian but they gg yr 2 and is another course.. and i dun tHink they are the type where they will take time to pei me for a meal.... cuz they will rush home to study dE... sad.. noe another 2 friends.. Xm's sis - Hui min.. and Leonard.. but they studying night class... ! I'm scared but i tell myself .. JUST APPLY.. haha.. i will need money for a lappy tooo.. =)

Promised XueMei to go for easter celebration tml.. =) and it clashes again... again.. with msia trip with mummy.. everytime got thing on.. ah.. next time i better not sae first.. to follow her back to msia..

o.. and.. I received a call to my old handphone no. .. its someone looking for me and asking me if i know Marshall.. i answered "ya".. and he replied.. "Marshall died upon an accident yesterday" ... i was stunned for a while and replied.. "okay.."

Actually i didnt see him before.. only conferenced on the phone together with Wei Sheng like.. 3 years back? and rarely chat in msn.. and i still saw him on msn almost whenever i log in.. so.. it was quite .. shocking.. ya.. shi shi nan liao.. =(

Dun wanna think

I Dun wanna think anymore.. all these are giving me serious headaches and i tHink im really falling sick soon.. Another quarrel with dear becuz of the job i chose.. and i think i shld just get into SIM ya... Just say im selfish or wadsoever to choose the job.. its just temp.. for these 3 mths or so.. no time to look for another.. or.. ya.. dun wanna think soo much to decide..
Dun wanna grow up! .. Why m i out of the education so fast man.. haha..

Im an indecisive and aimless person.. i dunno wad i wan..

sry dear.. i think ive put aside r/s for now.. seriously too many things to care about.. i noe ive neglected u.. but.. im so helpless at the same time here too..

argh.. im jus slacking away for now.. and was thinking i need $ for a laptop too if i get into U.. shit man..

btw, Jo passed her driving test!!! sry i promised to be there but this morning got slight fever and headache .. tts why cant make it.. yay.. we got a driver among us now.. !

anyway, the person still haven call me to tell when start work and where la.. i hope can be at Tampines.. pray hard* ..

Wanna slp alrdy.. *headache

hmm

knew some facts tt.. left me possess some.. uneasy feeling.. but .. its okay.. =]

Beri tired now.. met up with Mummy, didi and Rod today at MS.. watchEd Rule #1 which i was reluctant.. but no choice.. ahhaha.. not worth to watch.. not nice .. dinner at food court and PoolEd..

Im tirEd .. nite

Jobsss

alrtie.. wad happened yesterday was that i went for this sucky interview in some ulu ulu place at Changi South.. It's really deep in and there's no bus transport in there.. and even if theres shuttle bus to go in every morning, it does not stop directly at the company or near the company.. we still got to walk quite a distance.. so my consultant was asking me to meet up another candidate at expo to take a cab in together cuz he say we will not find tt place.. luckily we never try to walk as its realli deep in can.. its actually accounting job la.. and both of us actually rejected the job mainly becuz of its accessibility.. unless i drive a car dEN maybe ill take the job.. waste my time onli go there.. somemore super heavy rain can.. even umbrella also no use.. and must go till those industrial park or something.. make till myself so lang bei like tt.. Zzz.. the interviewer somemore sae he has problem finding temp pos cuz all quit within like 2 days cus of the distance thing.. zzz

Anyway, met Joyce and the twins at Orchard after that.. had dinner.. and walk ard aimlessly.. SG so sian larrrrz.. wad can we do without MONEY? haha.. after like dunno wad time.. joyce met her friend for pub.. dEN left me and the twins.. guess wad we did.. we sat at the place where they sell movie tix.. at cineleisure cathay.. got high tables and chairs.. we just sat there and chat and laugh among ourselves without buying any drink or anything.. haha.. pathetic..

came home early.. reach home like 10:30pm.. use net again lor.. and Yong Min was like.. asking me go TW tgt with him tml 14.03.08 to meet Samuel, Kenneth, Shi Ying, Xiang Ni, Joan and Samuel's gf.. cuz they at Tai Zong now.. and will be at Tai pei by 14.. and hes flying over by SIA to meet them.. haiz.. tempt me and make me excited..so was discussing.. calculating fees.. and blabla.. thinking tt if i ask my mum today if she sae can dEn i can pack luggage le.. BUT.. funny thing is my mum didnt object... but my SIs object.. diao.. hai.. not fated to go bah.. actually ya la.. to sudden also.. nv prepare anything and nv do research and all.. dunno where they wan to go also.. hai.. i decideD not to be impulsive.. so nv book air tix.. but when i think of joyce they all .. also sian diao.. like.. quite impossible to go within this year somehow.. cuz everyone is getting hold to a job alrdy.. sians.. sad.. =(

Nothing much today.. just went for a movie with Hazel, Jorine and Xue mei.. met joyce for a little while as she gtg off .. think shes sick and mr potato dun let her stay for the movie.. And Stupid potato say my face round!?!?!?!?! GrRRrrRrrr.. Mash Him! i noe im roundEd but dun need to sae out rite?? Ke Wu.. Joyce was nice to get us doughnut factory but i dun wanna get rounder can.. sad.. but i still ate one double choc in the cinema laaa.... Evil!

The movie is nice!.. Street dancing rox.. makes me wanna move.. they are realli so pro la.. and that guy is sOosooo Handsome cannnn.. OMGWTBBBQ~ .. cute and handsome.. im in love.. hhaha .. Ops.. but wierd and sad thing is .. nobody noes wads his name .. hahahahhaa..

btw, rec my results.. GPA only increased by 0.04.. which makes no diff la.. Pls save me a place in NTU ok?

Eye pain

Eye pain now.. has been using com for long hours lately.. im slacking again.. Melv called ard noon.. asking me go hunt for job tgt.. to me.. hunting for job makes me sian diao le.. but he wanted to go kelly services and since i haben tried Kelly Services dEn guess just go with him ba.. but in the end we never go.. cuz whole day raining.. abit sian.. dEn dun feel like going out.. he also keep pushing the time back.. dEn .. i was like.. aiya.. tml den go or somethign.. hha.. lazy.. so stayed at hm whole day today.. btw, he sae thu he cooking.. dunno true or not.. hope alice or joyce free to go with me.. lols..

Contradicting

Hey... I just fry my boss cuttlefish.. haha.. how to sae.. The job scope was much more complicated than i thoguht and than what i was told during the interview.. somehow felt abit cheated.. luckily i didn't sign the contract during the interview as the real job scope was only realised when 3 of the fresh entries and me started the job training.. Because the interviewer asked if i wanted to sign the contract then or today when i start work.. so i said today.. and luckily she gave us time to think before signing the contract after giving like a few hours of training.. cuz the contract was bonded.. have to compensate 7 days of the pay if the contract was broken.

Well.. i couldnt sleep for the whole of last night mainly because i was too tense for today.. cuz the office and everything was really poshed kind.. dEn its like quite high class la.. dEn also expect high expectation although the interviewer sounds friendly and nice.. Just as i thoght, it was only the mask that one wears.. She told everyone of us to report 10 minutes earlier before work everyday.. and today, the first day, i came the earliest and so on.. there were 4 of us.. 1 was late.. and the interviewer came in, and said in a very strict tone that she cannot allow this kind of attitude and so on.. and it's really serious and strict tone.. totally different from the interview day..she's also the person training us on wadever things that require us to do in future.. and then she goes on and talk about wad the company does and all.. Basically, our job is more like a call centre.. and Customer Service comes 1st in whatever situation.. There is a lot of rules to follow.. as in we got to answer calls on behalf of 200 over companies and each company has different ways of handling calls.. (eg. like if they never pick up the call, we must sms immediately out to their handphone/ some send emails or sms) and if it says immediately, reali must send immediately one lor.. cuz the time of the call will be taken down as evidence as well.. and once the phone ring, u got to see which co. is it and answer on behalf of the company, meaning u ans as if u are from that co. .. and must ans by the second ring... and theres a file for us, and we got to immediately flip to the page according to co. name to find out the respecting no. and person to transfer the call to... and some co. some people we are not suppose to call but the no. is there.. all these we got to know.. means we must memorise la.. Imagine 200 over co. all i must knoe which are the people that we can transfer the calls to.. can die right? somemore, if u direct to the person whom u are not suppose to, u will get scoldings and complains.. sounds scary and stress rite? this is only the first part of the training.. 1st part only i dun think i can take it le.. cuz i hate to answer calls.. furthermore this is helping 200 over companies to answer calls for their fussy customers? NO WAY!

So after the first part of the training, the trainer just ask us to go into one room and think if we can cope and wan to continue or not.. so in the room i was like telling the other gals that i dun think i wanna continue with the job and they were like saying that it will be okay after sometime.. as in the more u do, u will get use to it.. but to me.. its like no use forcing myself to do something i dun like for like 5 or 6 months.. but anyway, when the trainer came in and asked abt our decision, i told her that i will go on with the training and see hows the other job scope first den decide.. she was fine with it la.. so the second section was about mails.. Because some companies or businessman or idividuals signed up packages with the co. and are suppose to help them rec mails and remail out to them if they wan it.. so every morning, we got to collect all the mails for our clients, sort them according to alphabetical order, and record dwn the particulars like how many mails for this co. and from where.. and we are suppose to call each individual company who rec the mails and inform them they have how many mails today.. some will require u to mail to them, some will ask u to discard it, and some will just ask u to open and tell them whats inside.. some who dun prefer calls will require u to sms.. theres realli too much to rmb.. we were tested for both sessions la.. the second session i was given like 4 mails to do.. im not sure bout the other 2 but the last ger got onli 2 mails.. i finished first.. and the gal with 2 mails finished last.. dEn the trainer was like being fierce at her alrdy la.. i dunno wad happen.. like the trainer asked to her count how many mails are there.. and she said 6.. then the trainer sae.. are u sure? den she go over and count herself.. "8 lar! Count also dunno how to count? Haiyo" and she was rather pissed.. Zzz.. ya.. so everything got to react fast la.. so i dun think im that kind of person.. so i told her that im not continuing before going for lunch.. and she asked me into another room for a talk, wanting to noe the reason.. so i told her la.. blablabla.. dEn she was like.. asking me if i wan if she put me over to Ngee Ann City.. cuz theres no call centre there.. or International Plaza.. no call centre also and working by myself, more comp work.. but i dun see the pt la.. as the whole corp is so formal .. anything also canot do wrong.. must work independently.. like not comfortable for me.. nono.. so i rejected all ..and she told me that i was doing well and its a pity la.. but for me.. i rather dun make myself feel uncomfortable, forcing myself to work everyday.. suprisingly after that another ger who was scolded also said she dun wanna continue.. lol.. but the trainer nv try to make her stay in anyway cuz when she was talking to me alone in the room, she was alrdy telling me that the ger was so slow and blabla.. i think she dun hv a gd impression on her ba..

Was thinking quite a bit on my way home on the train.. because before i start working but knew that i got the job, i was thinking bout wad Joyce said.. like why didnt we enjoy ourselves before entering into the the workforce? dEn like a bit regret on finding a job so early and dun think the trip plan can proceed .. that kind of thing.. but then again, when i 'lost' this job, there's a feeling of.. 'Oh no, im out of job again.. how?' Contradicting right? It's like.. so sian diao having the thought that i got to start finding job again? Huh....

hmmm..

yo.. making an effort to blog before i sleep..cuz i dun wan to stop my passion? for blogging.. hahha.. went out onli at 5plus pm today with twins and Rod.. intended to go Blu Jazz cafe.. but dunno why the cafe not open today.. also never state operating days and hour.. wierd.. went to shop around the area.. Bali lane and Haji lane.. some of the shops are realli unique.. esp one who sell all the so call antiques.. those bags.. necklace, treasure chest, heels.. etc.. omg the boots are realli nice! Den went some.. coffee shop style de stall eat malay food.. ok la.. not bad.. dEn chat.. dEn 9pm i wan to go home le.. cuz tml got work.. my sis at bugis also cuz she acc her friend see Wu Zhun.. so met her go hm tgt with Rod..

OMg.. work tml.. how will it be likE???

Eh.. now i noe wad thing will toucheD my heart most.. is a guy that will sing a song for me.. with realli nice voice.. nice song and lyrics.. i realise onli after Salihim sang Right Here Waiting For U during COL for LOM.. OMG.. i was touchEd by his singing.. lol.. realli.. he singing is nice..

Guess got to slp now? got to wake at 5.45am.. haha.. but its like.. so early now? i realli hope the new ger tgt with me will be friendly one.. haha..

1 more day

1 more day to rest before work!.. slacking at home ba... dear in Thai le.. Lucky got QT pei me for lunch and go home! heeee..

omg.. keep playing wawa till i never blog.. just met someone in there while playing majong.. also TP LOM .. so qiao.. but she 1981 dE.. lol.. but still the same teacher teaching us ..

Asked mummy to teach majong earlier.. she keep say dun wan teach.. in the end i bring out the majong set she also come touch touch le dEn play and teach.. haha.. but onli a few rounds.. vuz we played on the floor dEn she sae back pain.. lol.. ask her bring table she dun wan.. dEn i play online dE lor..

Stayed at home whole day.. feel like going to the SIM open hse but.. a bit lazy la... haha.. ops.. Dunno how will work be liKe on Monday .. 9am to 6pm.. Hope my partner is friendly dE.. ops.. sis blowing le.. bye

lallalalla

I realise that i lost the passion for blogging leh.. haiz.. everything seems to be so sian now.. thats why.. not interesting anymore.. i came now to blog just because i haven blog for a long time.. not counting the previous entry.

So sian of finding job... send dunno how many applications le.. Zzzz.. dunno leh.. so aimless..

Sad cant go Beijing anymore cuz mummy dun wanna go.. haiz.. cuz the Taiwan trip also dunno will go in the end ma.. scarly all busy with work at that time le..

For now just play and go out everyday.. so meaningless! It's hard to find a job that u can meet such good and true friends again! I miss those days....

The mac delivery call centre dashed my anxiety too.. cuz the pay dropped from $7 to $5.50.. why are they all cutting cost?!?!

All is so dead man........ No motivation.. Sian diao~

irritated

Thanks for ur concern dear..realli.. but im realli excited if i can get the job.. esp if i can go in tgt with my gd friend.. i noe u scarEd that i might get cheated but i promise to be careful ya.. i will ask everything out before i sign up for the job ok.. thanks.. anyway, i dun hate u.. i noe u are mainly being concern but.. just.. dunno..

Anyway, the job im refering to is Mac delivery call centre.. i mean.. i think its not bad cuz its near my hse in Tampines and the pay is average $7/hr.. and best is i can choose to work more hours.. but the amt of staff there is realli high currently.. so im also not sure if they still need ppl.. but QT sae her friend sae can de.. so hope so..

actually quite excited and high but after phoning with dear.. den..... -______-
Sian diao

okok.. dun talk bout tt le.. I FINISH EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waiting for Graduation! Yea!
And its time to worry about Unis and Jobs.. Never stop worrying.. got 2 job offers today.. one weekend job and the other one i haben call yet.. some admin job.. applied for too many.. didnt know which one.. aniway, its one of the job tt i applied from tempjob.com randomly.. i jus apply onli.. cuz not sure abt most of the offers cuz they dun describe much.. and i done it tt day 5am at Jo's hse out of boredom and ya.. am shortlisted .. -__-

waiting for the DBS call centre job that jo mentioned also.. scarly $8 per hr.. but dunno loc yet.. best is MAC la.. take bus 8 can reach le.. hee.. alrite.. dear win ok.. now QT sae its 6 mths contract.. BUT.. if u wan quit earlier can just give a notoce 2 weeks before..

ok la.. nth le.. not blogging about past few dayzZz.....

Drained

I have benn taking breaks from mugging since 3.30pm aite.. hais.. went back studied another chap at 7pm and finished at 8.30pm.. actually not studied.. ok la.. just read thru and understand.. for this sub, maybe not going to memorise cuz its open book.. bur a bit scared also cuz scared no time flip the pages to find ans.. somemore my coursework grade is D+ only leh! :S Left 2 more chapters to go..

for another sub.. read thru all chaps.. more detailed from chap 1 to 4 cuz mid sem studied b4.. easier to rmb.. chaps 4 to 8 tried to rmb but still not full memorised yet.. so now just relaxed myself a while.. mon start exam..

Have been thinking about UNIs these few days.. still lost.. shld i or shldnt i? or after a few years of work exp? argh..

i thot i saw pinwen somewhere on TV the other day.. i dunno whether ive seen wrongly or wad.. so checked out his blog see if he participated anything again and ya he did.. but i dun tHink the one on TV is him? dunno leh.. hha.. maybe juz so coincident that he realli did join smt.. he joined the ITALENT.. Vote for him ya?? haha.. can find the link thru his friendster.. think he got the highest vote now? btw, i haven vote..=X cuz.. mus sign up as a voter i think.. that dae no time.. so ya.. maybe ill do it later.. haha

Oh ya.. thinking if i shld buy TOTO tml? haha.. maybe i will win leh... can try.. just wrote up 4 rows of numbers.. ask my mum tml help me buy.. hehe.. ops..

Remember!!!

schooled yesterday.. as usual, went to school, logged on to the com, surf wadever, dismissed after 1 hr.. boring~ like waste time.. just go there to mark attendance.. wu liao..
Had a tiff with him earlier.. before i went to school... he wanted to give me a suprise by sending me to sch.. so he waited at my hse's void deck since 1Oam.. i told him im going out ar 11.20am.. in the end he missed me and when he sms me, i was alrdy on the bus on the way.. and dEn he called in an angry tone, asking where i walk dE how cum nv see me.. i told him i walked down the stairs and he said he looked there and the zebra crossing as well but nv see me and hung up after saying bye.. Dots rite? it wasnt my fault at all and y he got to be angry with me? i dun think im at fault and so dun realli care.. from this, he linked to other things.. which he wasnt happy with in this r/s.. well.. wadeva.. im like that.. if i wan to do i will do.. in case u dunno, the more u sae me, the more i wun do.. is kind of a HUH? u ask me to do then i do? i mean all those things must be done willingly with ur heart.. i noe all the things he had done for me so far is from the bottom of his heart.. but i dun wish that.. dunno how to sae.. i mean.. u can do so much for this person doesnt mean that the person must return that much.. it all depends on ur willingness rite? of cuz im not sayin that im not willing but wait till i have the mood to? give me some time maybe..

suppose to meet amy after class yst to shop for pressie for KY and.. ya.. but she couldnt leave cuz her proj not done and have to submit by 5pm.. so i was tHinking she can call me when she's done and going to buy dEn ill go over and acc her as i thought i will be in TM.. but no.. so i met him at 3 plus pm at tamp.. well, i was still angry.. i suppose he also.. so we didnt talk at all.. he asked me where i wanted to go and i shrugged my shoulder.. so he jus walked and i followed him.. walk n walk, he walked to take the train.. so in other words, im not able to meet amy anymore.. ya.. i didnt know where is he going.. jus followed.. in the end, we alighted at Orchard.. from the time i met him all the way till shaw house there we didnt hold hand or talked.. until the BHG? in shaw house there? he grabbed my hand and pulled me in, wanting to get a wallet for me for V dae.. but i didnt want one.. after that he pulled me here and there.. dunno where he wants to go.. and ended up in fish & co. .. and from there.. talk le.. and prob resolved.. had seafood platter.. after that went taka to get his friend voucher for bdae.. and then to the Ang Bao River.. quite interesting there.. i like the chinese riddle stop.. interesting.

Bintan

This package is so cool..! but too late to find out cuz we actually wanted to go this fri but muz book 5 days in advance.. =(

http://www.zuji.com.sg/web/content/sg/local/packages/bintan/packages.html

Relationships aint easy

CNY house visiting today.. to the BeatyQueens' house except Amy's..... Gambled and tibits at Hazel's hse, Tibits at Alice's hse, Ked and makan a bit at Joyce's hse, Lao Yu Sheng at Twin's hse, Dinnered at Jorine's hse, Tibits at my hse and Girl's talk back at Jorine's hse... Fruitful day.. collected red packets.. haha.. but till the late night during the girl's talk... was quite emo.. haiz.... i totally understand what Amy is going through now.. cuz.. yup.. was quite similar to my case except that her guy is worth for her to do this.. but mine (last time) is not worth.. which i think everyone else can tell.. so it's realli no use thinking again that kind.. although ya.. but there's realli nth i can do anymore cuz things wun change no matter wad.. just carry on with ya.. life..

but.. for Amy.. from how they describe.. i think.. that guy is worth ba.. although it's likely that he .. ya... but if Amy realli wans to go for him again i will give my full support ba..

Really tHink we share quite same destiny.. the only time when we realise is the time that we know it's too late.. maybe its worse for me.. 0% of getting back again.. at first i thot its realli hard to forget.. but.. time.. need time and maybe someone in ur life to help u forget.. i realli did forget.. ya.. but.. *Shrugs* but.. amy.. theres still a few percentage i think..

Just feel that RS are complicated and notty..

Hey?

Long time no blog.. realli no time.. just finished my Company presentation in the evening.. rather an informal one la.. dun even have lappy... our ppt dunno for wad de.. lol.. anyway, everything is over now.. and i just did my self reflection journal which is to be handed in tml.. and i need to go school just for that.. diao..

of cuz..lots of things had happened for the past few weeks.. i cant remember all and im lazy to recall and blog all.. maybe ill just pick some on random days and random things to blog about.. and ya.. based on the pictures ive got in my phone ba..

Had out in house presentation on Tues.. first grp to present somemore.. well.. last presentation in TP and the most relax and comfortable one.. dunno why also.. 2 of the nicer photos here..grp pic with doreen which she sent but took long time to load.. so i haven dl yet.. haha

Got my hair cut at supercut!!! but the result is not exactly wad i wanted.. wanted to try Shunji Matsu next time .. coloured it on sunday at 201 there..

Met up with the Sec gers after that.. with dear.. managed to resolve the problem.. i mean the quarrel we had earlier..

Hj and Lj at CA

My les partner

Boyfriend

Nice!

I look KNS

On Sat, Dear and me went AMK Hub but before that i went to find my lao gong berd at TPY cuz i wan ask him alter pants for me.. hee..=X miss working with my lao gong! miss the fun we had la... haha.. somemore sae i purposely bring bf make him jealous.. lol.. i didnt! =p .. after that went AMK Hub..went basement eat all the xiao chi there.. shit.. getting fat.. den got walk walk.. bought couple ring at couple lab... and ate Ichiban sushi for dinner..

My swordfish sashimi at Ichiban AMK Hub! Yummy!

Fried Salmon skin

Dear de Half curry udon

After dinner went Dear de friend de bdae party.. think her name joyce also.. yup.. dun wish to go but wei le dear go lo.. but.. dunno wan regret or not..

Btw, that day where me, twins, hazel and joy went out, i brought Hazel to that Wasabi Tei at Far East to try their food.. OMGWTBBBQ la... Damn nice ..=X we had sashimi set and Cod fish set.. its.. woolala~ damn shiok laaaa! Heee.. Ops..=X

Dear brought me to this Jap rest on sun.. its call Bie Fu in Chinese.. at suntec.. famous for its Ramen.. OMGWTBBBQ~ damn spicy.. u can choose the rating of the spicyness from 1 to 8 chilli.. i had 2 chillis and dear had 4 chillis.. craziness.. mine was considered spicy!!! His? Choking spicy.. whahaha.. damn hot.. he eat till the lips like sausage? lols..=P

us

Dear's crispy chicken ramen

My Beef ramen

some side dish

It's nice la... price is normal.. like ranging from $9.30 to $13+ per bowl.. Must try! Advise: 2 chilli is enough!=D

btw, dear's mummy did cookies for CNY and gave me 4 tubs of diff kind.. Thanks! hee..

Label: I dun like quarrels.. it hurts..still hurts despite the old wounds.. although may feel numb at times.. but sweetness can recover them =)

sad, hurt, confusion

and so do i sense the red light too? im thinking if i shld blog out. but.. i decided not.. cuz its not going to help anyway.. no use explaining ba.. maybe im not a good gf.. tts all i will say.

hurt, hurts, hurtful

i dunno wad to do next, being the situation now

i think ill just rely on myself for most things next time. juz dun wan to be the one taking n taking in this rs as he mention.. well..

dun sae i dun understand cuz i understand wad u mean..maybe u dun understand me well enough ba.. dunno

leave me alone

Frustrated!

A LOT OF WORK TO DO.
NEWLY BOUGHT DS NOT WORKING.
MAPLE CANT DL.. MAKING MY COMPUTER HANG EACH TIME..
TRIED A LOT OF TIMES FOR CHARGING DS AND INSTALLING MAPLE BUT FAILED ALL TIMES.
MOTHER IS NAGGY.. MAKING ME MORE FRASTRATED.

Stress..

Super stress these few days... about project.. so sway somemore that we kenna the first group to present out of the whole course.. which also means that we have the least time to prepare.. until now the proj is still in a .. dunno wad stage only.. realli got to pia.. stress la.. didnt even get to sleep last nite not cuz i pia project but cuz too stress le.. fell asleep ard 1 plus.. dreamt of projecting.. turning left and right in bed.. dEn like half asleep like that.. ard 3 woke up.. dEn cant sleep all the way till morning le.. and maybe becuz of these few days stress proj and mid sem test neglected my boy too.. so sorry..=( Me noe how u feel and me felt bad too alrite..

hai.. i dunno wad happen to my phone la.. suddenly all the pics gone.. shit man.. whoo.. luckily i offed and on again my photos are back.. this phone is crazy sometimes.. i want my K800i! Now dl-ing back maple again.. hoping that after my FYP can play with my boy.. and maybe can help me relax a while sometimes..

Last sat went with dear to airport study.. before that went T3 walk walk.. beautiful lor... feel like flying off to holi soon.. haha.. after studying at BK till evening went to Golden mile food centre to eat the belgium Choc fondue.. after seeing the review, we decided to try..we ordered 1 set of the fondue for 2 pax de.. but actually can be for 3 or 4 pax la..big plate of fruits and mash mallow, 2 waffle, 2 scoops of ice-cream and 1 fondue for $14.80..

hmmm.. nice lar.. but will not get addicted.. but think my dear will.. haha.. after that we still had a plate of beef hor fan.. wah.. fat leh!

After that went Bugis street walk walk.. Dear bought a dress for me.. cuz i like it but not sure whether wan to buy cuz the sales person sae cannot try.. den i stood there for quite long deciding whether i should buy or not.. scared wear le not nice.. but dear keep saying can de and wan to buy for me.. so.. yup he bought.. thanks dear.. =)

Sun at dear hse study.. he bought me lunch..

Mugging at home
So Mon paper.. DCM is a disaster.. sure flunk and wed paper PCS was fine la.. haiz.. now fan about proj.. anyway, waited for didi finish lesson yesterday go bugis tgt to meet Josh, kor and mummy.. but ah Shua met with an accident on the way.. haven msg him yet.. hope not serious.. and all kui to korkor's bad mouth.. so zhun... -__- .. Puppy and me were early, but kor was damn early.. so 3 of us had coffee at TCC and talk cock while waiting for mummy.. Korkor de treat wor.. planned to eat steamboat but didi de stomache not feeling well.. so cannot eat steamboat le.. wait for mummy come den we decided to try the Jap rest at the level 2 de.. never see wad name eh.. haha.. the food there something like the zabo zabo at MS lor.. kor had salmon bento, didi unagi bento, mummy yakiniku bento and me cod fish with rice.. and 1 plate of potato seafood salad share and 2 bowls of mango ice cream.. WAH.. the ice cream is shiok dE lor... price reasonable.. service normal.. each person avr less than $20.. worth to go back.. Mummy's treat.. Wow.. next time realli must treat them back le..

Kor kor and didi..

One Family ^_^

yesterday also sway de lor .. the MRT sudden sae terminate at Tanah Merah den ask everyone alight.. den take nect train le.. stop at Tampines but door never open.. so got to take till pasir ris and take back again.. -___- Picture tonight or wad den upload ba.. now need to go do project leeee.. argh..

Sunday

Went Boon Lay to fetch my boy early in the morning on sunday.. after we went Bedok for Brunch.. had Hokkien Mee... den dear bought a new non-camera phone for his days in camp.. cuz the current one giving him problems.. bought for $60 and managed to sell the old one for $30.. ok lars.. after that went his house lor.. catched some rest.. both of us didnt have good slp the nite b4.. esp him.. did duty whole nite.. after that had some dessert that his mum bought..

Mango Yohurt Ice-Cream with Mango

Then after that.. went out around 5 plus to Marina Sq and had our dinner at Changing Appetites..

My Steak..

Dear de baby ribs..

Wild Mushroom Tempura

Was disappointed by the quality of food.. Cant find my CA steak that i used to eat.. and the Picture in the menu looks like the one i had.. so i told the waiter i will have that.. but it came out totally different thing.. It wasnt even mash potato.. and dun even have baby carrots and broccoli which was in the picture and which was wad is included in CA steak.. The one i had (in the Pic) taste not veri nice.. Medium rare.. rather chewy and hard to cut.. cant finish the corn cuz it taste awful.. Dear's baby ribs was hard and diff to cut.. Even the Tempura which i always had last time is a disappointment.. taste far from the tasty one like last time.. dunno wad happened.. the CA that i had good impression of.. Even the member card expired.. haha..

Quality of food: Bad

Spent: Ard $25 per person

Will i go return: No

Wasabi Tei

Met my boy yesterday nite.. He still made it back just to meet for a while.. =) Met him at 11 plus pm.. He wanted to eat Mac fries.. so bought a filet-o-fish meal.. i ate most of the burger... whole day never eat.. finally felt hungry.. think stomache going back to normal although felt not quite right after that meal.. He sent me home after that lor.. Although it's just a short period of time but still, he's so sweet lar.. ^_^ love my boyboy..

Had a good night sleep yst.. slacked till noon.. ate a bit of lunch.. bathed and attended my online lec and added pic to my DCM blog.. the skin still not done yet.. by den it's already 5 plus... felt hungry and ate dinner.. btw, i realise that i lost 2kg la! so happy! lols.. but guess wad! .. around 8pm.. Bro going Far East Plaza to pick his gf and have dinner tgt.. so he keep asking my mum to join them den shun bian go walk walk abit.. at first my mum dun wan dE.. but bro keep pestering her.. so she pulled me along too .. -_-.. i was studying my LPCS notes la.. never study in the end.. so we went there.. Bro was up queueing at the Wasabi Tei japanese restaurant.. long queue.. need to wait quite long everytime cuz it's quite a small, jap style restaurant.. and i mean JAPANESE STYLE.. it's those layout that u can find in any other small shop you can find in Japan.. and the seats are liKe.. If someone leaves, the next person in the queue gets the seat.. so in other words, even if u and ur partner or friends go tgt, u might not be able to sit together.. but mostly, ppl go with friends, so they will leave tgt most prob... and so when it's almost bro's turn, he called us and ask us up to join him.. it was quite late den lar.. like.. 9.35pm.. so at first there was 2 seats.. so me and my mum went in first.. dEn.. another 2 seats.. luckily, the 2 beside us left.. so we got to sit tgt... dEn the grp of teenagers behind us was a grp of 4.. dEn the shop auntie ask them not to queue alrdy cuz left onli 3 seats and not any customers is finishing their food.. dEn they tried to get the seats mentioning that they onli need 4 and they queued from 8.40pm.. but the auntie just told them to leave.. dEn they veri Buai Song us lor.. haha.. cus the auntie defended us saying that we waited veri long.. Ops.. actually we are at the wrong la.. at first i also dunno how it works la.. cuz is bro and his gf go eat b4 say veri nice.. realli nice la.. wa lao.. at first i already veri full le lor.. thought onli go in eat sashimi can le.. in the end.. every seat muz at least order one drink.. $2.. den i ordered one salmon sashimi $8.. Oishi la.. 6 fat pcs of fresh and crunchy sashimi.. mum ordered Cod fish set, bro saba fish set, and his gf beef set... ended up i shared mum's set.. although ate a lil.. but ended up supper full lar.. tell u wads in the set.. appetizer dish - some meat with.. dunno wad.. salty de.. dEn the main dish.. eg. Cod fish with Salad.. den a bowl of rice, Miso soup, and 2 pcs of water melon.. forgot how much.. within $12 to $15 ONLY..




5 Pcs here cuz 1 eaten by Bro..


Mum's Cod fish set..

Service wise is so-so onli..


Will i go back? Yes..


Place: Far East Plaza #05-70

Btw, my proj - http://3c-mhe.blogspot.com/

SiCk..

Should not have gone to the wedding dinner yst lars.. eat till super full and have to sit in the car straight after that .. dun even have time to walk ard abit to at least let me digest.. bloated stomache disallow me to sleep for the whole night.. felt xin ku.. until like 6am.. slept but keep waking up.. wake at 9.. all the way till now still dun feel like eating anithing la.. mum forced me to eat a bit of porridge.. cant take it after 2 mouth.. vomited that little bit of porridge a while after.. Dun feel that bloated anymore but just not hungry and dun feel like eating anything.. felt weak all over.. Just wan my boy to be here with me but too bad he's still in camp.. dunno coming back today ma cuz he still got lots of work and worse, he's having sat 24hr duty.. sad sia.. but if he unable to come back ard evening time i rather he stay in.. ma fan for him la.. sianz..

Label: Miss my boy much..

Spoilt mood

Filled with GAS, Fuming with smoke..

Mood was totally spoilt by STUPID , FUCKING, SMUG is the word, elder sister! Maybe i shall use ROTI PRATA BANANA PEACH!

Cuz in school, people were like talking about we can start applying for U already.. and some of my friends actually did.. So during lunch break, Cheri, Yani, Rash and me were like talking abt it and Cheri is going to ONE STOP to print out her results slip nicely which cost $3.10.. for the Overseas Uni application.. so some was like thinking of going too.. and i was thinking too la... den was thinking alot.. and i jus asked my sis nicely and happily when i came back home at about 6 plus.. and she was like.. ya rite, go if u have the money.. and den i was.. ya i noe tts one prob.. but if i loan from bank the interest gonna be damn high? so i was like.. ok.. den i walked off.. and she was like.. Smugly saying.. " Who ask u dun wan to study properly? Who ask u study till so lousy? If you work hard u can just get into local U" It's ok if u just read it from here rite.. but the prob is.. the way she said it is like super smug can!.. It's not as if i dun wan to get good results.. Its not as if i didnt study hard like she said... It's like who dun wan to get good results if they can. She even said im "Bu Hui Du Shu De Ren" How ridiculous.. If im really that bad den why am i what i am now? She was like saying that It's only good if i can get to those Top Uni in Aus..which she and i noe i wun.. which i admit too.. but doesnt mean that i cant get into the better ones rite? So i was telling her.. does it mean that all the other people who studies is Aus are Bu Hui Du Shu De Ren too? She just look down on people and even me her own sis can.. Im utterly upset and disgusted by her attitude and behavour can.. I got so angry after that la.. Made me no appetite.. I just slam anything i can and avoid that bitch.. Other family members just didnt want to say anythin i guess.. i was just bearing with my tears cuz i dun think it's worth for that women who hurt and didnt care about my feelings.. Sometimes i just feel that almost all my siblings are the same.. sometimes even my smaller sister say words that i dun think she noe she hurt me.. like.. not showing respect.. i noe we quite click but still, im human.. My bro.. no realli such related incident happened btw us i guess cuz i dun talk much to him.. but theres once where they just scold my dad till... dunno wad to sae.. i hate them for not considering other people's feeling sometimes.. although i understand they might not want it to happen either but still, it's all out of their foul mouth.. Im not saying that im perfect, but seriously thinking, i dun think i have done things like that la.. i mean hurt them.. i onli noe maybe sometimes i've hurt my mum before but i noe.. and i tried to talk to her back.. as in not realli saying sorry but at least not to let her angry animore.. but my siblings all are like.. hack care kind.. haiz.. dunno la.. esp my elder sis.. hate her attitude.. So what if she's acquired high lvl of edu? She's just another girl in the city.

Just need my boy now.. his hug and his shoulder.. Misses*

Thou shall not be jealous!

Thinking back to a friend's msn nick..
"Does jealousy = love?"

Continue..

28th Dec 2007

Sick after so many days of flu and add previous day de screaming.. went see doc.. till today medicine finish le still not ok yet sian.. so stayed at home whole day..

29th Dec 2007

Think i went over to Dear's hse.. he made Turkey salad for me..


Preparing...




Turkey Salad

After that juz feel like sleeping.. dEn sleep..sick.. dEn.. think i went home in the evening..

30th Dec 2007

Went Expo Metro sales with dear.. hmm.. juz to find place to go la.. in the end, ended up spending money that i wun spend if i dun go.. $30 for buying shirt for my Dad.. and $10 for 3 Toberlones and 1 Sports Ritters Choc.. Ops la.. cannot eat now.. still coughing.. after that went Airport eat Poppye.. issit spelled like that? Hmm.. long time nv eat le.. dun care.. dEn... after that we went Novena dE Square 2 and Velocity shop.. Spent almost $100 on clothes.. Had bad experience while shopping at the Adidas shop at Velocity.. The In-Charge is super sacarstic okay!.. Dear wrote a complain in.. Super zai! the way he write.. hahahhaha.. shiok.. They better response and compensate!




Dear scared me spoil mood cuz of the bad service..
So he bought this.. haha.. quite diao~ lols..

31 Dec 2007


Went out in the evening.. ate at Asian Kitchen.. Dear's treat.. After that went Marina Sq and Suntec shop shop.. bought some accessories and a pair of shoes.. cost me ard $65! ... Omg la.. have been spending alot lately and no income! that's the worse thing k.. i need a job!

Dear de Beef Brisket Noodle

My beef fried rice..