Whoot~! This is my 700th post. still considered little compared to my younger sis. HAHA
Msg received 31st Oct 2008 04:41
"Missing u.. Cant get to slp"
The first msg i saw when i opened my eyes in the morning. and the next thing i know, i'm gonna strike 4D this weekend. lol! =P
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Omg, my mum just told me that we are gonna invite our relatives for 3 times next yr.
1. Sister's wedding
2. Brother's wedding
3. My 21st Birthday
-_-"
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
32 qns
Ok, i was somehow 'threatened' by Yee Ling that i should do this... er.. set of 32 qns.. Are they even qns? No.. some stupid stuff. yea, lol.
Here we go~
01. I've come to realize that my butt: is as smooth as my face cuz i eat chicken butt.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk: i loose all my Yi2 Tai4.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone: I became the most foolish person in the world.
04. I've come to realize that I need: to service my lappy soon after exam cuz it's mad.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost: the figure that i used to possess.
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when: there are social loafer in my project group.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: I run to the toilet on 5 mins interval.
08. I've come to realize that money: cannot buy health and happiness?
09. I've come to realize that my mother: does the same process while giving birth to 4 of us, but im the stupidest. WHY? o.O
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: the most easy to bully person when i go out to the work place.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: Guys who are tall, abit meaty and fair although they doesnt match my ideal guy .
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: Just now, i dunno what's wrong with me. Just felt stressed.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: inbox is gonna be full again although i just cleared 990+ msges few days ago.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: I tend to try and slp back to get back those beautiful dreams.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I tend to mass sms gd nite msges to random ppl but i wun get a single reply.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: If he want to date me over the phone, then he can have sex with me over the phone as well.
17. I've come to realize that babies: are the geatest creation by a man and a women.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i forgot my LJ acc.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: burn midnight oil cuz i spent the whole afternoon sleeping like a pig.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: Fall alslp after reading at most 1/2 the chap.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: what else but mugging pathetic-ly in the same old room, and probably wasabi tei for dinner.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: Get the hell out of SIM asap(but not drop out).
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: OLIVE! Cuz YL ask me to do, now it's ur turn. U better do. =P
24. I've come to realize relationships: are the most complex set of feelings in the world
25. I've come to realize love: is very very extraordinary~ haha. No la. Love is totally blind cuz we always end up loving someone so much but he/she is not the ideal one; the most powerful element that can bring people to the extreme.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend: doesnt last. They always drift off after they found themselves a gf.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:(not just 1, u peep noe who u are) are the sweetest people i've ever met in my life.
28. I've come to realize food: are the biggest cause of my tummy.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a boyfriend: I will never use violence on my girl.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are hard to become life long buddies.
31. I've come to realize over the summer: it's summer everyday -.-.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: is hard to cure even after 6 years.
Here we go~
01. I've come to realize that my butt: is as smooth as my face cuz i eat chicken butt.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk: i loose all my Yi2 Tai4.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone: I became the most foolish person in the world.
04. I've come to realize that I need: to service my lappy soon after exam cuz it's mad.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost: the figure that i used to possess.
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when: there are social loafer in my project group.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: I run to the toilet on 5 mins interval.
08. I've come to realize that money: cannot buy health and happiness?
09. I've come to realize that my mother: does the same process while giving birth to 4 of us, but im the stupidest. WHY? o.O
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: the most easy to bully person when i go out to the work place.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: Guys who are tall, abit meaty and fair although they doesnt match my ideal guy .
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: Just now, i dunno what's wrong with me. Just felt stressed.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: inbox is gonna be full again although i just cleared 990+ msges few days ago.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: I tend to try and slp back to get back those beautiful dreams.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I tend to mass sms gd nite msges to random ppl but i wun get a single reply.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: If he want to date me over the phone, then he can have sex with me over the phone as well.
17. I've come to realize that babies: are the geatest creation by a man and a women.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i forgot my LJ acc.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: burn midnight oil cuz i spent the whole afternoon sleeping like a pig.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: Fall alslp after reading at most 1/2 the chap.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: what else but mugging pathetic-ly in the same old room, and probably wasabi tei for dinner.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: Get the hell out of SIM asap(but not drop out).
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: OLIVE! Cuz YL ask me to do, now it's ur turn. U better do. =P
24. I've come to realize relationships: are the most complex set of feelings in the world
25. I've come to realize love: is very very extraordinary~ haha. No la. Love is totally blind cuz we always end up loving someone so much but he/she is not the ideal one; the most powerful element that can bring people to the extreme.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend: doesnt last. They always drift off after they found themselves a gf.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:(not just 1, u peep noe who u are) are the sweetest people i've ever met in my life.
28. I've come to realize food: are the biggest cause of my tummy.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a boyfriend: I will never use violence on my girl.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are hard to become life long buddies.
31. I've come to realize over the summer: it's summer everyday -.-.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: is hard to cure even after 6 years.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wheee~!
Can i stop studying..? =.="
Btw, Dc proj result's out.. got a Distinction! Whee~! hopeful combine with exam can get High D..=P But other subs... =/ beri scared sia.. study OB till sian... -.-" still got.. 2 more chaps? i think.. from the chaps i chose to study.. wahahha.. haben even touched BB for this week.. not to say MR.. -___-
I think Dec cant go Reddang le la.. mummy say not the season.. o.O so how gers?
I'm tempted to play wawa now.. the new game.. forming words de.. =P
Btw, Dc proj result's out.. got a Distinction! Whee~! hopeful combine with exam can get High D..=P But other subs... =/ beri scared sia.. study OB till sian... -.-" still got.. 2 more chaps? i think.. from the chaps i chose to study.. wahahha.. haben even touched BB for this week.. not to say MR.. -___-
I think Dec cant go Reddang le la.. mummy say not the season.. o.O so how gers?
I'm tempted to play wawa now.. the new game.. forming words de.. =P
Monday, October 27, 2008
Boo
Haiz.. i dunno wad im doing the whole day again.. just studied OB chap 6 n 8.. or more of read through? dunno.. stressed.. =/
I didn't take much pic due to the dead battery after a while and avoiding the high cost battery sold in the zoo.
Studied at SMU for the whole of yesterday.. another wasted day cuz i think nothing goes into my brain.. not productive at all.. =/ Sry HJ if i distracted ur studies. lolol..
Well, my youger sis invited her friend to our house yesterday cuz her friend asked my sis to help her cut hair.. and this is the scary pile of her friend's hair on the floor when i came home at 10pm.. lololol.. stupid, she dun wanna throw it away just to show us. -.-" Suprisingly, her friend said it was nice. lolol..
Shall upload the zoo pics now..
I didn't take much pic due to the dead battery after a while and avoiding the high cost battery sold in the zoo.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Mugging
Well, went to wasabi tei once again for dinner, this time round with Hazel, Joyce and John. John's there cuz Joyce owe him a treat and actually i owe him on as well.. so might as well together. However, i had this feeling that yesterday's meal is not as nice as before.. dunno why.. but still, it's yummy! The first time i tried the Unagi.. Awww~ damn nice! I actually ordered the wrong dish. but it's ok, till yummy.. the Beef terriyaki.
Saw tt? Their eyes eyeing on those sashimi..
Mixed Sashimi - $25 Fresh and heavenly!
Beef Terriyaki Set(with rice, appetizer, miso soup and 2 slices watermelon)
$15
Unagi Set(with rice,with rice, appetizer, miso soup and 2 slices watermelon)
$15
$15
shopped a little before bussing home with John.. erm.. actly i wanted to take 579.. but i didnt know if it's available cuz i rmb last time i wanted to take but it's of service after certain hour.. so i was thinking if which bus come den i take that bus.. so 518 came first and i took it.. I realised i did stupid things on the bus.. well.. DUNNO
Mugging at SMU now.. but not really mugging.. Have been out of the house since 8.35am.. Hong Jing drove to my house and fetch me to her school(SMU)... Reached around 9.11am.. Put our bags down in the room, went out to Kopitiam and buy breakfast and came back to eat.. after that start studying around 10 plus am.. But 10plus till now i only flipped through like.. 3 pages? omg. I'm so damn tired la.. No mood to study.. keep feel like sleeping.. aircon damn cold.. forgot to bring jacket. =/ O well, Hong Jing now suggest to go the starbucks at cityhall buy coffee cuz she also veri slpy.. i dun mind if it can wake me up.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
DC EXAM
Went to Crystal Jade for dinner yesterday nite with family cuz bro got the $90 voucher. Hmm.. Food was so-so, i still like the porridge best. My best part was after dinner - Grocery Shopping at NTUC! Lols.. Nan De papa is there and got car.. Hai Bu Chen Ji Da Jie? *Evil laugh* Spent him $90+ in NTUC.. Eh dun mistake, most of the amt is papa and mama take de. lols. I only took one big packet of Famous Amous Cookie and 1 bundle of Kinder Brueno i think.. EHH.. why i take so little things onli? D8 Actly i still wanna take Hagen Das Ice-cream but stupid sister beside keep say i take de things all so fat.. -.-" Ok Loh.. dun take loh.. -.-" I took my favourite Chinchalok.. Know what's that? dunno how to say.. some small shrimps in a bottle. Eat with rice or porridge de.. Mummy always dun allow but this time i cant buy with dad's agreement cuz he also like to eat. =P Anyway, the Brueno and cookie are for mugging tml at SMU! my unhealthy lunch probably. o.O
Continue mugging after the shopping.. till 1am den slp.. woke at 6am.. super tired.. Go for DC EXAM le! The paper was incredibly easy larhs... only came out the 3 methods of calculating BOM and IM.. and 12 T/F qns.. Stunned.. I study so much theory for what................. -.-"
Ya, i need to thank God cuz i prayed to Him that my paper will be super easy with a lot of calculations! Thank you God~! ya, and thanks to Joyce and Chou Tofu for the wishes. Chou Tofu's surname is 'Lai' cuz he said because of his wishes then the paper will be so easy and thus, i owe him a dinner. -.-"
Continue mugging after the shopping.. till 1am den slp.. woke at 6am.. super tired.. Go for DC EXAM le! The paper was incredibly easy larhs... only came out the 3 methods of calculating BOM and IM.. and 12 T/F qns.. Stunned.. I study so much theory for what................. -.-"
Ya, i need to thank God cuz i prayed to Him that my paper will be super easy with a lot of calculations! Thank you God~! ya, and thanks to Joyce and Chou Tofu for the wishes. Chou Tofu's surname is 'Lai' cuz he said because of his wishes then the paper will be so easy and thus, i owe him a dinner. -.-"
Thursday, October 23, 2008
SIAN
Study till i feel sick!
Studied DC. Did review Qns. Frustrating. Keep forgetting what i've studied. and can't get the right answer. Taking a break now as well as to see if student portal provides the answer for additional review qns.
Shall blog about yesterday. Olive, Yee Ling and i met to study at NLB at 1pm yesterday. I don't think i will wanna go again for self study. It's so troublesome. I rather go back to TP or something. Anyway, we managed to reason our way through somehow.. for getting in the reference room, lvl 7 of NLB, which we are not suppose to bring in own notes or TB. Anyway, we only studied till 6pm and went off for fish spa. Cuz Olive mentioned that it's quite cheap and Yee Ling haven't try before. So we brought her there.. or rather she brought us? Cuz Olive cant rmb the way. lols. Here are some pics..
She was so scared. lol.
Yee Ling's legs
Yee Ling's legs
She teared.
Our legs
Lols. Met baby at Tampines for dinner at Nihon Mura after that at 8pm. Super full! *pukes*
Our legs
Lols. Met baby at Tampines for dinner at Nihon Mura after that at 8pm. Super full! *pukes*
Activated our OCBC Visa and went home after that.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
BAH~
What have i done today?! I merely read through the OB case study and sorted out which chapter is relevant. Tried to study the TB but difficult to go in my mind cuz of headache and distractions. That's all! So gonna be dead~~
Monday, October 20, 2008
Blessed
Actly nothing much about the zoo trip. Erms.. just normal. But i like the polar bear best. He is so so so cute and seem so so so huge and huggable! He swims so well like a beautiful dance with the melody that was played. I like the white tiger as well.. Tiger = Wei1 Wu3. hehe.. Too bad by the time we continue our excursion after a bite at KFC, the giraffes, zebra, and lion were gone. We thought they were rushed to the night safari. Haha. Liu Jing was upset cuz she couldnt get to see her lions. and ya, we saw a super funny scene. lmao. There were these 2 monkeys, a male and a female. They are actly a type of monkey but i forgot what's the name for it.Size is like human size? They have colourful butts (purple, red, pink) and short tails. The male kept following the female wherever she goes and disturbed her by poking her butt (i think he's trying to arouse her). Finally they came to the more behind part of the place and the male had sex with the female! Lol. It a few secs before they are done. Was amused. haha. After that they were like walking around again.. and they female played with the male's tail like.. "toiyo toiyo~(the springy sound)" LOL. dunno whether u undestand. lmao. but it was damn funny. Kinda can't bear to leave the place cuz dunno what funny things they will do after that. lols. Photos will be uploaded next time. Guess it will take quite some time cuz most of the pics are in Joyce's camera and her desktop is not working right now. so yup.
Phew~ i just spent like 20 minutes to delete 900+ smses in my inbox. I almost cleared all, keeping those forwarded msges and only few of the sweet msges by the gers and a few from some other. really a few only. Although like a few hundreds of them are also sweet msges from the guys and i dun bare to delete them but still, i need to really clear my conjested inbox. (When i say sweet i mean msges that can really make me think back of happy n fun moments while working or smt like that, but not like.. sweet words that guy say to girl kind.) Byebye sweet msges =( At least it's like.. maybe less than a hundred now in my inbox. no need to keep clearing. =]
By right i should be revising now. But stupid aircon man came. Make me cant use the table cuz my table is directly underneath the aircon. Thus dirupt my mood for studying and tts y im here again. -.-"
Phew~ i just spent like 20 minutes to delete 900+ smses in my inbox. I almost cleared all, keeping those forwarded msges and only few of the sweet msges by the gers and a few from some other. really a few only. Although like a few hundreds of them are also sweet msges from the guys and i dun bare to delete them but still, i need to really clear my conjested inbox. (When i say sweet i mean msges that can really make me think back of happy n fun moments while working or smt like that, but not like.. sweet words that guy say to girl kind.) Byebye sweet msges =( At least it's like.. maybe less than a hundred now in my inbox. no need to keep clearing. =]
By right i should be revising now. But stupid aircon man came. Make me cant use the table cuz my table is directly underneath the aircon. Thus dirupt my mood for studying and tts y im here again. -.-"
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Zoo
Happy Birthday to John!
Msged him like yst nite 12.03am. was late by 3 minutes but i guessed it's ok. haha.. and i've been checking my hp every as and when after the msg, thinking if he will reply. at least a thank u or something. But he didnt initally. Was rather disappointed. the last time i checked my phone was 3 plus am. I thought alot to myself. Maybe he can't be bothered, afterall it's just another normal friend's bdae wish. Or he's asleep. Or he's still angry with me becuz of tt nite's conversation. But luckily it's none of them cuz he actly replied me at 4 plus am. cuz he was at the club, tts y the late reply. didn't noticed it even though im not aslp yet. Ok la, at least he replied a thank u or smt like this, it's enough for me. =] I bloody hell can't get to slp yesterday nite until like 5 plus am? I guess i was vexed with the decision to be made the next morning. I tossed left and right on bed bed for hours. Damn frustrating, esp surrounded with all the soft toys.
Cycling
Well, cycled down to bedok reservoir yesterday nite with baby.. hmm.. actly was running at the park with sisters.. but i think baby just need someone to go out with.. she suggested swimming.. but it was kinda last min.. so felt a bit lei zeh.. and i suggested y nt cycling instead.. I realise and admit that my cycling skill sucks and my stamina sucks too. lols. cham liao la.. i everything also forget and rmb part of the skills.. like.. swimming, bladding and cycling.. =X It took me like 1 hr 15 min to reach Hazel's hse (opp seng siong). LOL.. i know it's long.. haha.. and i perspired like hell.. i felt kinda giddy and i got cramps on my right tigh when we reached the coffee shop opp.. My right leg kinda cant walk properly and feeling weak. haha. i hope i didnt scared joyce cuz she said my whole face and lips turned white. Lucky i didnt puke like last time.. when i cycled to pasir ris with Jorine.. lols.. I told u i got bad stamina! It reminds me of tt time during the BSN company party at Aranda.. I almost blanked out after the continuous run to pasir ris park.. Because it's group competition so we have to run as fast as we could.. after i reached the destination, i stopped completely and my vision blanked out. It's like if a person stand infront of me, i can only see the white image of a person. It's that bad.. somemore tt time the sunshine was strong.. It was kinda pai seh la.. cuz i was the only one sitting down beside at the bench, resting and seeing the whole big group of bosinians playing games infront of me.. and Jennifer or Zie brought me medical oil.. i forgot.. super ps.. and ya, weak. Things like this happened to me ever since my pri 5 incident. The day when i had fever and almost fainted. I was vomitting after seeing the doc when my mum was buying some groceries. I cldn't take it half way back home and was seated dwn at some grass patch. and soon after a grp of ppl crowded me. and my dad came to carry me back to the clinic. Ate my medicine there and felt much better. haha, anyway, we went to Hazel's hse after that.. I decided to park my bicycle at her hse and take bus back home after that.. lols.. and sry to joyce cuz i didnt pei her cycle back and she got to get her friend to cycle back tgt with her.
Zoo
I actly felt like blogging more of the emotional part, so details of the excursion will be updated the next entry.
Finally, i decided to accompany baby and the others(hazel and Liu Jing) (i said this way cuz the main character is her) to zoo after much dilemma between studies and friends or rather sisters. I still think that i can't bear to reject or disappoint her in the end cuz it's like.. i know she's still.. sad? and think it's good if i can just avail myself? since she n hazel keep insisting i go, den i think.. she really hope i go and.. i think it's just little and simple things that i can do la.. if not, in wad way am i fit to be called a sister if i cant fulfil just a small part of my sister's wish. She wanted to go to the zoo long ago but never due to some reason. So we are just fulfilling her simple wish. Yup, we had a great, fun and tiring day i think.. But the most important element that really made my day is the presence of the girls - Joyce, Hazel and Liu Jing really. It's not really the zoo. I mean it is the zoo plus u gers but w/o u all, it might not be as much fun u see? and ya, the 3 of them actually treated me for the entrance fee. THANK YOU LOVELYS! Thinking n understanding that i'm a student with no PT job, they paid for my entrance fee. Frankly speaking, i'm really pai seh but at the same time, touched. Really ps cuz like... i realise recently Hazel seems to be treating. and Joyce sometimes as well.. I promise i wun ill-treat u all when i got myself a job! =))
We rushed to Changi Airport to pick Xue Mei up cuz she's back from her HK trip with her company. Omg, she's so independent! More independent than me! cuz she spent the 3 extra days in HK, making trips on her own.. like.. finding out which route to take, hw to take the MTR.. blabla.. to meet her uncle or wadeva. I think i'll just cry if im left alone in a totally new country. I can't. Esp a road idiot like me. I'm sure i can't find the way back to my hotel once i step out of it. Anyway, we had Ya Kun in airport T2. The quality is bad. really. nvm. lols. Xue Mei bought each of us a very very unique thingy. Especially in SG i think. Cuz i dun think it's sold in SG yet. Its a Digital Photo Key Chain. Something like the digital photo frame sold in shopping malls but just that the one she got for us is a small, key chain sized one. It can store up to 160+ photos from what Xue Mei said. It's kinda cool. i love it! Thanks XM! I realise i actly miss u quite a lot! hehe..
Joyce accompanied me bus back while the other 3 took cab home. Along the journey was.. r/s talks? I think i can understand how she's feeling right now la. omg, she said till she cry. It actly.. sort of .. made me think abit and dunno y somehow, i felt hurt as well? like.. recalling back.. and feeling it. Well, totally understand hw she felt. Just hope that she can stay strong and like.. really can put him out of her mind soon. Don't think too much ger. Time will heal, it's just a matter of how long and how u allow urself to think, in which direction. It's not so bad afterall, cuz u still have us.. whahaha.. We all love u. =)
Msged him like yst nite 12.03am. was late by 3 minutes but i guessed it's ok. haha.. and i've been checking my hp every as and when after the msg, thinking if he will reply. at least a thank u or something. But he didnt initally. Was rather disappointed. the last time i checked my phone was 3 plus am. I thought alot to myself. Maybe he can't be bothered, afterall it's just another normal friend's bdae wish. Or he's asleep. Or he's still angry with me becuz of tt nite's conversation. But luckily it's none of them cuz he actly replied me at 4 plus am. cuz he was at the club, tts y the late reply. didn't noticed it even though im not aslp yet. Ok la, at least he replied a thank u or smt like this, it's enough for me. =] I bloody hell can't get to slp yesterday nite until like 5 plus am? I guess i was vexed with the decision to be made the next morning. I tossed left and right on bed bed for hours. Damn frustrating, esp surrounded with all the soft toys.
Cycling
Well, cycled down to bedok reservoir yesterday nite with baby.. hmm.. actly was running at the park with sisters.. but i think baby just need someone to go out with.. she suggested swimming.. but it was kinda last min.. so felt a bit lei zeh.. and i suggested y nt cycling instead.. I realise and admit that my cycling skill sucks and my stamina sucks too. lols. cham liao la.. i everything also forget and rmb part of the skills.. like.. swimming, bladding and cycling.. =X It took me like 1 hr 15 min to reach Hazel's hse (opp seng siong). LOL.. i know it's long.. haha.. and i perspired like hell.. i felt kinda giddy and i got cramps on my right tigh when we reached the coffee shop opp.. My right leg kinda cant walk properly and feeling weak. haha. i hope i didnt scared joyce cuz she said my whole face and lips turned white. Lucky i didnt puke like last time.. when i cycled to pasir ris with Jorine.. lols.. I told u i got bad stamina! It reminds me of tt time during the BSN company party at Aranda.. I almost blanked out after the continuous run to pasir ris park.. Because it's group competition so we have to run as fast as we could.. after i reached the destination, i stopped completely and my vision blanked out. It's like if a person stand infront of me, i can only see the white image of a person. It's that bad.. somemore tt time the sunshine was strong.. It was kinda pai seh la.. cuz i was the only one sitting down beside at the bench, resting and seeing the whole big group of bosinians playing games infront of me.. and Jennifer or Zie brought me medical oil.. i forgot.. super ps.. and ya, weak. Things like this happened to me ever since my pri 5 incident. The day when i had fever and almost fainted. I was vomitting after seeing the doc when my mum was buying some groceries. I cldn't take it half way back home and was seated dwn at some grass patch. and soon after a grp of ppl crowded me. and my dad came to carry me back to the clinic. Ate my medicine there and felt much better. haha, anyway, we went to Hazel's hse after that.. I decided to park my bicycle at her hse and take bus back home after that.. lols.. and sry to joyce cuz i didnt pei her cycle back and she got to get her friend to cycle back tgt with her.
Zoo
I actly felt like blogging more of the emotional part, so details of the excursion will be updated the next entry.
Finally, i decided to accompany baby and the others(hazel and Liu Jing) (i said this way cuz the main character is her) to zoo after much dilemma between studies and friends or rather sisters. I still think that i can't bear to reject or disappoint her in the end cuz it's like.. i know she's still.. sad? and think it's good if i can just avail myself? since she n hazel keep insisting i go, den i think.. she really hope i go and.. i think it's just little and simple things that i can do la.. if not, in wad way am i fit to be called a sister if i cant fulfil just a small part of my sister's wish. She wanted to go to the zoo long ago but never due to some reason. So we are just fulfilling her simple wish. Yup, we had a great, fun and tiring day i think.. But the most important element that really made my day is the presence of the girls - Joyce, Hazel and Liu Jing really. It's not really the zoo. I mean it is the zoo plus u gers but w/o u all, it might not be as much fun u see? and ya, the 3 of them actually treated me for the entrance fee. THANK YOU LOVELYS! Thinking n understanding that i'm a student with no PT job, they paid for my entrance fee. Frankly speaking, i'm really pai seh but at the same time, touched. Really ps cuz like... i realise recently Hazel seems to be treating. and Joyce sometimes as well.. I promise i wun ill-treat u all when i got myself a job! =))
We rushed to Changi Airport to pick Xue Mei up cuz she's back from her HK trip with her company. Omg, she's so independent! More independent than me! cuz she spent the 3 extra days in HK, making trips on her own.. like.. finding out which route to take, hw to take the MTR.. blabla.. to meet her uncle or wadeva. I think i'll just cry if im left alone in a totally new country. I can't. Esp a road idiot like me. I'm sure i can't find the way back to my hotel once i step out of it. Anyway, we had Ya Kun in airport T2. The quality is bad. really. nvm. lols. Xue Mei bought each of us a very very unique thingy. Especially in SG i think. Cuz i dun think it's sold in SG yet. Its a Digital Photo Key Chain. Something like the digital photo frame sold in shopping malls but just that the one she got for us is a small, key chain sized one. It can store up to 160+ photos from what Xue Mei said. It's kinda cool. i love it! Thanks XM! I realise i actly miss u quite a lot! hehe..
Joyce accompanied me bus back while the other 3 took cab home. Along the journey was.. r/s talks? I think i can understand how she's feeling right now la. omg, she said till she cry. It actly.. sort of .. made me think abit and dunno y somehow, i felt hurt as well? like.. recalling back.. and feeling it. Well, totally understand hw she felt. Just hope that she can stay strong and like.. really can put him out of her mind soon. Don't think too much ger. Time will heal, it's just a matter of how long and how u allow urself to think, in which direction. It's not so bad afterall, cuz u still have us.. whahaha.. We all love u. =)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
BERI TIRED
Super Tired.. Not going to study later.. maybe falling on my bed after blogging.. dunno y so tired.. only went school ma.. and it's.... quite -___-"
Woke up at 7.30am this morning.. tried to study after bathing and breakfast.. but nth can go in.. thinking that after few more hrs go sch.. i ccant really concentrate whenever i noe tt im going out after a few hrs. like 2 or 3 hrs kind.. so finally 2.30pm i went out.. reach sch ard 4.10pm? just fer 1 Sec de photoshoot.. -.-" it's fer the student card fer taking attendance next yr. Felt kinda stupid. went all the way to clementi just fer 1 sec photoshot. -.-" wasted my 3 hrs. i cld have developed the mood fer studying instead.
Super sian. Another pathetic day again. I screened through my contacts in my HP and called or smsed every possible human beings out fer dinner but none have time fer me. i did it last minute cuz at first, Bro said maybe bringing us to crystal Jade cuz he had a $90 voucher but he cant cfm.. He only called to say it was cancelled at around 2pm.. and Mum need to know if she need to cook my dinner before 4pm(The time she usually start cooking).. Means i was left with 2 hrs to ask ppl out fer dinner. It's Fri nite, i dun wanna eat at home and wanna stay out late like everyone else do. BUT not a single soul is free .. again.. I even asked those tt i nv ever ask b4 out fer dinner lo.. Lolx. Ppl like pinwen and yongmin.. guess im really desperate.. i tried till 4.10pm.. i gave up and called mum to ask her cook my dinner.. Ppl who can meet up are like Liu Jing - who ask me to meet her up fer quick dinner and follow her to attend one seminar by brother darren.. -.- wad i wan is quality time. not to go to talks; Queenie - Onlu can meet at 8pm cuz she knocks off at 8pm.. which is 3hr time gap.. i went off at 5pm.. Initially wanted to meet Heihei at 10pm.. But i realised im super tired ard 7 plus when i just finished my dinner. so forget it.. im realli tird.. gg slp nw.. nites.. =)
Woke up at 7.30am this morning.. tried to study after bathing and breakfast.. but nth can go in.. thinking that after few more hrs go sch.. i ccant really concentrate whenever i noe tt im going out after a few hrs. like 2 or 3 hrs kind.. so finally 2.30pm i went out.. reach sch ard 4.10pm? just fer 1 Sec de photoshoot.. -.-" it's fer the student card fer taking attendance next yr. Felt kinda stupid. went all the way to clementi just fer 1 sec photoshot. -.-" wasted my 3 hrs. i cld have developed the mood fer studying instead.
Super sian. Another pathetic day again. I screened through my contacts in my HP and called or smsed every possible human beings out fer dinner but none have time fer me. i did it last minute cuz at first, Bro said maybe bringing us to crystal Jade cuz he had a $90 voucher but he cant cfm.. He only called to say it was cancelled at around 2pm.. and Mum need to know if she need to cook my dinner before 4pm(The time she usually start cooking).. Means i was left with 2 hrs to ask ppl out fer dinner. It's Fri nite, i dun wanna eat at home and wanna stay out late like everyone else do. BUT not a single soul is free .. again.. I even asked those tt i nv ever ask b4 out fer dinner lo.. Lolx. Ppl like pinwen and yongmin.. guess im really desperate.. i tried till 4.10pm.. i gave up and called mum to ask her cook my dinner.. Ppl who can meet up are like Liu Jing - who ask me to meet her up fer quick dinner and follow her to attend one seminar by brother darren.. -.- wad i wan is quality time. not to go to talks; Queenie - Onlu can meet at 8pm cuz she knocks off at 8pm.. which is 3hr time gap.. i went off at 5pm.. Initially wanted to meet Heihei at 10pm.. But i realised im super tired ard 7 plus when i just finished my dinner. so forget it.. im realli tird.. gg slp nw.. nites.. =)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Bf
Haha. Ok, i totally believe this is true. =)
He's So Over You, He Needs a New Word For "Over" |
 Girl, who do you think you're fooling? Your ex isn't play hard to get. He's playing, "Get the hell out of my life" So even if you still have feelings for him... It's time to say adios and find a new man |
Bitch!
Sad this morning when i wake up. cuz i was in the middle of a great dream. I dreamt that Jeff flies! my mum, me and a grp of others dunno who were in Jeff's house.( i didn't know wad for.) haha.. His house was special. I entered a magical room with fancy blue door with Jeff, requested him to fly me. Above is an exit in the middle of the ceiling. He carried me, trying to fly out of that exit. That exit was rather small. So he tried several times to adjust ourselves in order to fly through and out of that exit. Just when we got the right position, my alarm rang! damn. So we only flew to the height of the ceiling. -___-"
Haha, anyway, that's just another dream. lols.
Met Yee Ling, Yan Shuang, and their friend, Dina(sry if spelt wrongly) at TP at 2pm this afternoon. They ate at Design canteen. I didnt cuz i ate at home. I thought they meet so late, must have eaten lunch. lols. haha. nvm la. I koped a bit of Yee Ling's Beef Steak. or rather the fats. xD. nice! I miss their Beef Steak. still as tender and yummy as ever. (: We proceeded to the bookshop after that. Bought 2 pens and some chocos. and then to the library. We studied in the project room. haha. till 5 plus and off we went. =P
Reached home at 6pm.. Ate dinner.. and came online. did the polyGES survey thingy.. meant for TP grads. and dunno what to do alrdy. did the below quiz. haha..
This is True ok!
Haha, anyway, that's just another dream. lols.
Met Yee Ling, Yan Shuang, and their friend, Dina(sry if spelt wrongly) at TP at 2pm this afternoon. They ate at Design canteen. I didnt cuz i ate at home. I thought they meet so late, must have eaten lunch. lols. haha. nvm la. I koped a bit of Yee Ling's Beef Steak. or rather the fats. xD. nice! I miss their Beef Steak. still as tender and yummy as ever. (: We proceeded to the bookshop after that. Bought 2 pens and some chocos. and then to the library. We studied in the project room. haha. till 5 plus and off we went. =P
Reached home at 6pm.. Ate dinner.. and came online. did the polyGES survey thingy.. meant for TP grads. and dunno what to do alrdy. did the below quiz. haha..
This is True ok!
You Are 40% Bitchy |
 You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them! |
Bdae
These pics are actly intended for Jorine. I was smiling through when i looked at these photos.
Paiseh lazy to bring them down and arrange. So let it be.
At CS toilet.
Haha.. Those were the times.
Jo and me at TP library.
Fun at Sentosa. Eh, i realise there's no Jorine.
She's actly there but not in the water!
When we were young!!! 16++
Still young!!! 17++
I saw this in my pic folder. Made when Alice haven join us.
What a nice pic! FUN FUN FUN!
BEAUTY QUEENS!
Happy Birthday to Jorine(blur queen), Wee Koon(biao jie), Wei Kei(aiai =X) and Qiu min!
Btw, i forgot to post a Happy Birthday to Qian Ting on Oct 12. So, Happy belated birthday to my les partner, Qianting!
Phew, just came back from a 2km run like 2 hours ago. Long time no run le. A way to release stress as well? Stopped studying since 3pm this afternoon. still thought wanna take 1 hr break only. In the end i break till now!!! 12am le.. =/ Going Tp to study with Yee Lin and Yan Shuang tml i think.. 2pm. I miss TP food! *drools*
Heihei was saying we save up to go Korea in 2 years' time. But i was thinking, with that amount of money, i could have either learn driving or done Lasik. lols. Erms. maybe not lasik. But which one first? Driving or Trip? but before the big trip, let's have a small one.. Redang!*winks*
Paiseh lazy to bring them down and arrange. So let it be.
At CS toilet.
Haha.. Those were the times.
Jo and me at TP library.
Fun at Sentosa. Eh, i realise there's no Jorine.
She's actly there but not in the water!
When we were young!!! 16++
Still young!!! 17++
I saw this in my pic folder. Made when Alice haven join us.
What a nice pic! FUN FUN FUN!
BEAUTY QUEENS!
Happy Birthday to Jorine(blur queen), Wee Koon(biao jie), Wei Kei(aiai =X) and Qiu min!
Btw, i forgot to post a Happy Birthday to Qian Ting on Oct 12. So, Happy belated birthday to my les partner, Qianting!
Phew, just came back from a 2km run like 2 hours ago. Long time no run le. A way to release stress as well? Stopped studying since 3pm this afternoon. still thought wanna take 1 hr break only. In the end i break till now!!! 12am le.. =/ Going Tp to study with Yee Lin and Yan Shuang tml i think.. 2pm. I miss TP food! *drools*
Heihei was saying we save up to go Korea in 2 years' time. But i was thinking, with that amount of money, i could have either learn driving or done Lasik. lols. Erms. maybe not lasik. But which one first? Driving or Trip? but before the big trip, let's have a small one.. Redang!*winks*
Monday, October 13, 2008
Damn
'That conversation'
I actually sort of know what he meant.
I freakingly seriously needa get him out of my mind.
Tong4 Ku3~ =/
I actually sort of know what he meant.
I freakingly seriously needa get him out of my mind.
Tong4 Ku3~ =/
Miss him
I'm really freaking scared for my exam, yet not motivated to study.
At the same time, miss him freaking lots but there's nth to be done or there's no use, no pt. If there is, i wld have succeed long time ago.
Depressed. T.T
At the same time, miss him freaking lots but there's nth to be done or there's no use, no pt. If there is, i wld have succeed long time ago.
Depressed. T.T
hot Kisser
You're a Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urges. If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story. You can keep any relationship sizzling with your steamy kisses. You're total spark plug, and your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
Kissing technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
 Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Emo..
Btw, the previous flirt test i did is based on a particular person. Not to everyone i'm a 60% flirt ok. =P
Ok, now i'm really emo-ing. haiz. T.T
Esp when i listen to that song. i dunno y it makes me think.
and all those chats at Joyce's hse. her mum. always. haha.
I DUNNO!
freak. i still cant stop thinking.
But i needa concentrate on exam. It's getting scar-ier each day. =/
i need a hug (not anybody) to charge my energy so i can study. =X
Ok, now i'm really emo-ing. haiz. T.T
Esp when i listen to that song. i dunno y it makes me think.
and all those chats at Joyce's hse. her mum. always. haha.
I DUNNO!
freak. i still cant stop thinking.
But i needa concentrate on exam. It's getting scar-ier each day. =/
i need a hug (not anybody) to charge my energy so i can study. =X
Flirt
Your Physical Flirt Level: 60%
You are definitely a flirt, but you are more subtle than over the top.
As far as physical flirting goes, you know that a little goes a long way.
You will touch on occasion, but you're never flagrant or inappropriate.
You just use physical stuff as the icing on your flirting cake.
You are definitely a flirt, but you are more subtle than over the top.
As far as physical flirting goes, you know that a little goes a long way.
You will touch on occasion, but you're never flagrant or inappropriate.
You just use physical stuff as the icing on your flirting cake.
Elo
Hmm.. i dunno if it's considered finish studying the 3 chaps for DC or not.. hmm.. maybe yes but not really in-depth. When the date is nearer, then i'll revise in-depth i think.. hehe.. Going meet husbond Hazel in ard 1 hr's time to go baby Joyce house tgt..
O btw, met Charmaine from T04 LOM at the bus stop opp SIM yesterday while waiting for bus home. She was compaining to me about the attitude of marketing ppl and how different they are from LOM ppl and y they can't be like LOM students... lol.. haha.. Hmm.. quite funny.. cuz both of us sort of experience the same thing. i mean like.. When we were in Poly, we heard of how our marketing friends complain to us how competitive marketing ppl are and how they treat friends. But during that time, as a LOM student, we just lend a listening ear. Now, becoming par of a marketing cohort, we experienced all those we heard ourselves. lols.. No choice.. have to go with the flow ba.. =) But hearing her part of story was really funny.. esp the lending of notes or TB part. My proj grp members, u all shld know what i mean. *winks*
A picture taken while i was studying and sms-ing chou tofu. lol.
Tofu with Chou Tofu! xD
O btw, met Charmaine from T04 LOM at the bus stop opp SIM yesterday while waiting for bus home. She was compaining to me about the attitude of marketing ppl and how different they are from LOM ppl and y they can't be like LOM students... lol.. haha.. Hmm.. quite funny.. cuz both of us sort of experience the same thing. i mean like.. When we were in Poly, we heard of how our marketing friends complain to us how competitive marketing ppl are and how they treat friends. But during that time, as a LOM student, we just lend a listening ear. Now, becoming par of a marketing cohort, we experienced all those we heard ourselves. lols.. No choice.. have to go with the flow ba.. =) But hearing her part of story was really funny.. esp the lending of notes or TB part. My proj grp members, u all shld know what i mean. *winks*
A picture taken while i was studying and sms-ing chou tofu. lol.
Tofu with Chou Tofu! xD
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Heylo!
Omg. i think im not touching my notes for today as well... Im too engrossed in chatting with friends on msn. =X ppl like Hazel and Jerry! make me no mood to study. =X hahaahahhaa.. no la.. jk.. u all are sure fun peeps!
Supposed to meet John for dinner at TM. just finding someone to pei me cuz mummy not cooking dinner. suppose to meet at 6pm but in the end he got some work to be done and gotta push it to 7pm.. but i alrdy reach tamp by 6pm. so i guess i dun wanna wait for 1 hr alone.. so not meeting him le.. got my things and dabao-ed back for myself and mummy as well. reached home at 6.45pm.
Hong Jing flew me aeroplane... =( i shopped at NTUC today alone after school.. thinking that we are camping tml at SMU and foodcourt all not open on Sundays. Bought tidbits, sara lee cake.. and sausages.. thinking to make lunch boxes for lunch or smt.. but in the end she told me she meeting her friends to do project.. =.=" eh.. means cant meet qt too.? aiya. sad. tml at hm sure cannot concentrate. =(
Ok, i will wake early to study tml!!! Joyce's asking or KTV at her hse tml. must tell myself NO. maybe late evening.. go over to visit her.. Dun sad le baby! Hazel and me will try our best to give u wad potato can't give u! *but must wait for me finish exam* hees..
Supposed to meet John for dinner at TM. just finding someone to pei me cuz mummy not cooking dinner. suppose to meet at 6pm but in the end he got some work to be done and gotta push it to 7pm.. but i alrdy reach tamp by 6pm. so i guess i dun wanna wait for 1 hr alone.. so not meeting him le.. got my things and dabao-ed back for myself and mummy as well. reached home at 6.45pm.
Hong Jing flew me aeroplane... =( i shopped at NTUC today alone after school.. thinking that we are camping tml at SMU and foodcourt all not open on Sundays. Bought tidbits, sara lee cake.. and sausages.. thinking to make lunch boxes for lunch or smt.. but in the end she told me she meeting her friends to do project.. =.=" eh.. means cant meet qt too.? aiya. sad. tml at hm sure cannot concentrate. =(
Ok, i will wake early to study tml!!! Joyce's asking or KTV at her hse tml. must tell myself NO. maybe late evening.. go over to visit her.. Dun sad le baby! Hazel and me will try our best to give u wad potato can't give u! *but must wait for me finish exam* hees..
Friendship.
Is it so hard to reply a sms..Sometimes you treat someone like a really close friend but when she can't even reply you a simple msg..It makes you wonder.
Passed by Triton's blog yesterday. Kinda like the song he played on his piano. http://www.tritonsgone.blogspot.com/
In love with the song - Out of This Club by Pussycat Dolls currently.
Passed by Triton's blog yesterday. Kinda like the song he played on his piano. http://www.tritonsgone.blogspot.com/
In love with the song - Out of This Club by Pussycat Dolls currently.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Low Mood
Haiz.. sadded.
Hasn't been effective in studying the whole of today..or should i say i'm almost unproductive at all. Not a step of progress. To recap, i dunno what i've done today. Probably starring at my notes, but mind kept wondering off somewhere. I seriously don't know what happened to me.. again. My mind full of him again, very often. I don't know why is it coming back but, me, being a girl who loves to daydream, can't seem to shake off those thoughts. They're haunting me every now and then when i'm alone. Maybe tt's the reason why i can't be studying at home. The feeling's terrible, being able to do nothing about it. - I guess someone's facing the same problem as me these few days.
Haiz.. even my air-con wanna play with me.. Dripping water now. -_-"
Is stress such a powerful factor that will boost one's courage to commit a painful suicide? No, i'm not talking about myself. So don't worry. Whatever it is, i don't believe she will and really hope she won't. Since she told me so much, means i'm responsible somehow for her safety. I will try my best to ensure nothing happens to her.
Hasn't been effective in studying the whole of today..or should i say i'm almost unproductive at all. Not a step of progress. To recap, i dunno what i've done today. Probably starring at my notes, but mind kept wondering off somewhere. I seriously don't know what happened to me.. again. My mind full of him again, very often. I don't know why is it coming back but, me, being a girl who loves to daydream, can't seem to shake off those thoughts. They're haunting me every now and then when i'm alone. Maybe tt's the reason why i can't be studying at home. The feeling's terrible, being able to do nothing about it. - I guess someone's facing the same problem as me these few days.
Haiz.. even my air-con wanna play with me.. Dripping water now. -_-"
Is stress such a powerful factor that will boost one's courage to commit a painful suicide? No, i'm not talking about myself. So don't worry. Whatever it is, i don't believe she will and really hope she won't. Since she told me so much, means i'm responsible somehow for her safety. I will try my best to ensure nothing happens to her.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Weddingshoot
Awww~ I'm damn tired nw. gonna fall on my bed straight after blogging.
Really woke at 5am this morning. Long time nv wake so early le.. haha.. dunno whether to wear nice or just shorts n Tee will do.. If wear shorts n Tee, later maybe need take photo leh? If wear dress.. Huh? go botanic garden wear so nice for wad? hahaha.. aiya, anyway, i wore dress.. My sis keep asking my wear jeans can le. but the problem is i rather wear dress than Jeans la.. siao.. go botanic garden wear jeans.. wan burn me ah.. haha.. Ok, supposedly, im there to pull her train. But ended up, im like go there for nth la! In the end she say she can hold it herself, but sometimes, she still helped the gardener to sweep the ground. Anyway, it's laid down during the photoshoot.. and the place is like.. full of ants? Then forget it le, let it be dirty liao.. The person's gonna dry clean it anyway. So my mum and me were like thinking wad are we there for.. help them carry stuff and follow them all the way.. wear so nice only take 1 shot of us tgt. !!! Haiz. lol.. sad la. hahahaax. Early in the morning, the make up artist instruct me to do the neccessaries for my sis in the mist of the session.. Things like helping her to take out the .. forgot wads tt call.. the white transparent cover.. got lots of pins.. and the flowers on her head.. need to be careful not to spoil her hair cuz got lots of other pins. diao~ den teach me how to help her wear other accessories..im like.. =S when i heard tt.. Yuan Lai my sis ask me go got motive one.. do all the sai kungs. But in the end turn up nv help much cuz she only took out the 'white cover' in the end.. and that job is done by someone name W? one of my sis n her bf's friend, who goes there with us just for taking pics cuz is his interest too. He's super talkative. I think he almost talked non-stop from the time he stepped into my hse early in the morning till he get off the car when he reached his hse after the morning photo taking session.. haha.. my sis n her bf were like saying.. If i can talk like him, then i can easily know a lot of people.. but i was telling them like.. tts quite impossible.. im such introvet to ppl whom im not familiar with. so how can that happen? But they were telling me like.. But it's better if i can make it like Hai Han, the photographer.. No need to talk and earn tons of money. Cuz he's famous and he really lives up to his name ma! that one no need say la.. whahahax.. He's a super tall guy standing at 1.97m tall.. i was kinda shocked to see him dressed rather "lock-kok" this morning at Botanic gardens. He really looked like he just wake up, but they say it's his style. lols. and the linen top and pants he was wearing was all branded? xD and he's super skinny. but he's rather young.. 25 yrs old. He earns gd money! but u gers can forget wads on ur mind le cuz.. hmm.. to think of it, better not say it here.. haha.. here's his blog. View if u are interested. http://tanhaihan.com/
Anyway, it's a hot day and mum n me were merely following n perspiring throughout. We were rather redundant actly. Finally near the last part we found the canteen and rested there. 12pm when we reached home.. rushed and prepared to meet HJ. i managed to catch a nap at 12.30pm.. super tired.. till 1pm i woke.. met HJ at airport.. studied.. till 10pm.. but only studied 1 chap. xD told u im slow! =P
Really woke at 5am this morning. Long time nv wake so early le.. haha.. dunno whether to wear nice or just shorts n Tee will do.. If wear shorts n Tee, later maybe need take photo leh? If wear dress.. Huh? go botanic garden wear so nice for wad? hahaha.. aiya, anyway, i wore dress.. My sis keep asking my wear jeans can le. but the problem is i rather wear dress than Jeans la.. siao.. go botanic garden wear jeans.. wan burn me ah.. haha.. Ok, supposedly, im there to pull her train. But ended up, im like go there for nth la! In the end she say she can hold it herself, but sometimes, she still helped the gardener to sweep the ground. Anyway, it's laid down during the photoshoot.. and the place is like.. full of ants? Then forget it le, let it be dirty liao.. The person's gonna dry clean it anyway. So my mum and me were like thinking wad are we there for.. help them carry stuff and follow them all the way.. wear so nice only take 1 shot of us tgt. !!! Haiz. lol.. sad la. hahahaax. Early in the morning, the make up artist instruct me to do the neccessaries for my sis in the mist of the session.. Things like helping her to take out the .. forgot wads tt call.. the white transparent cover.. got lots of pins.. and the flowers on her head.. need to be careful not to spoil her hair cuz got lots of other pins. diao~ den teach me how to help her wear other accessories..im like.. =S when i heard tt.. Yuan Lai my sis ask me go got motive one.. do all the sai kungs. But in the end turn up nv help much cuz she only took out the 'white cover' in the end.. and that job is done by someone name W? one of my sis n her bf's friend, who goes there with us just for taking pics cuz is his interest too. He's super talkative. I think he almost talked non-stop from the time he stepped into my hse early in the morning till he get off the car when he reached his hse after the morning photo taking session.. haha.. my sis n her bf were like saying.. If i can talk like him, then i can easily know a lot of people.. but i was telling them like.. tts quite impossible.. im such introvet to ppl whom im not familiar with. so how can that happen? But they were telling me like.. But it's better if i can make it like Hai Han, the photographer.. No need to talk and earn tons of money. Cuz he's famous and he really lives up to his name ma! that one no need say la.. whahahax.. He's a super tall guy standing at 1.97m tall.. i was kinda shocked to see him dressed rather "lock-kok" this morning at Botanic gardens. He really looked like he just wake up, but they say it's his style. lols. and the linen top and pants he was wearing was all branded? xD and he's super skinny. but he's rather young.. 25 yrs old. He earns gd money! but u gers can forget wads on ur mind le cuz.. hmm.. to think of it, better not say it here.. haha.. here's his blog. View if u are interested. http://tanhaihan.com/
Anyway, it's a hot day and mum n me were merely following n perspiring throughout. We were rather redundant actly. Finally near the last part we found the canteen and rested there. 12pm when we reached home.. rushed and prepared to meet HJ. i managed to catch a nap at 12.30pm.. super tired.. till 1pm i woke.. met HJ at airport.. studied.. till 10pm.. but only studied 1 chap. xD told u im slow! =P
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Make Up Artist!
Am i going to study today? Well, i only studied half chap of Lec 8 for DC la! i meant yst. haha.. maybe go finish up tt chap later. i study damn slow de. =(
Cool! Finally, i downloaded Microsoft Office 2007 with the help of Olive. Thanks ger! =)
Read baby's blog. Felt bad as i wasnt really there for her.. esp when i didnt make it for the K session yesterday. =( Sorry baby~~ FORGIVE ME!
Just saw sis's sms - "I found you a job but first, i need to send you for a course first. Do you want to be a make up artist? V good money one."
Stunned. 1. I never said i wanted a job. 2. I never ever considered to be a make-up artist.
Haha.. But if it's really good, i might consider.
ok, time to study! Ciao~
Cool! Finally, i downloaded Microsoft Office 2007 with the help of Olive. Thanks ger! =)
Read baby's blog. Felt bad as i wasnt really there for her.. esp when i didnt make it for the K session yesterday. =( Sorry baby~~ FORGIVE ME!
Just saw sis's sms - "I found you a job but first, i need to send you for a course first. Do you want to be a make up artist? V good money one."
Stunned. 1. I never said i wanted a job. 2. I never ever considered to be a make-up artist.
Haha.. But if it's really good, i might consider.
ok, time to study! Ciao~
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
haiz
Happy Birthday to Xue Mei, Liu Jing, Sylvia, Shu Ying and Estee!!!
Thurs gonna be a tiring day.
I thought i can choose not to go on Thurs for my sis's wedding photoshoot. I still wanted to go, but to think of my exam revision, i better not. But when i told her my decision, she said she actly needed me to go. Diao.. lol.. cuz she wan me to help her lift her train. Well, then ok lor.. anyway, she say it'll end early like 10am. So it's ok. I thought i can earn myself an american breakfast if i go.. Just now my sis's bf was at my hse. I asked them if breakfast is included and he ask me to go buy bun or something there.. LOL. and i said i thought i can have my American Breakfast. lols. There's a cafe there not bad de.. i like the American Breakfast. hee... and then in the end he said he'll treat american breakfast after that.. lols. but my sis say the restaurant renovating? =/
And gotta meet Hong Jing at 2pm after that to study at the airport. yea, i asked her meet to study! and think she need my idea for her research as well.. Sunday's meet up with Hong Jing again to study at SMU.She driving again.. yay~ and is QT's bdae. She'll be free to meet us at least for dinner if she dun meet that Adam's Apple guy!! lol..~~
As usual, i dreamt of him the night before yesterday again cuz we met, i cant rmb the dream now but it's a sweet one. =) Will i dream of him tonite too?
Thurs gonna be a tiring day.
I thought i can choose not to go on Thurs for my sis's wedding photoshoot. I still wanted to go, but to think of my exam revision, i better not. But when i told her my decision, she said she actly needed me to go. Diao.. lol.. cuz she wan me to help her lift her train. Well, then ok lor.. anyway, she say it'll end early like 10am. So it's ok. I thought i can earn myself an american breakfast if i go.. Just now my sis's bf was at my hse. I asked them if breakfast is included and he ask me to go buy bun or something there.. LOL. and i said i thought i can have my American Breakfast. lols. There's a cafe there not bad de.. i like the American Breakfast. hee... and then in the end he said he'll treat american breakfast after that.. lols. but my sis say the restaurant renovating? =/
And gotta meet Hong Jing at 2pm after that to study at the airport. yea, i asked her meet to study! and think she need my idea for her research as well.. Sunday's meet up with Hong Jing again to study at SMU.She driving again.. yay~ and is QT's bdae. She'll be free to meet us at least for dinner if she dun meet that Adam's Apple guy!! lol..~~
As usual, i dreamt of him the night before yesterday again cuz we met, i cant rmb the dream now but it's a sweet one. =) Will i dream of him tonite too?
Boiling
*Boiling Boiling!*
Was boiling with anger when i saw JW's blog. Com'on man. It's not like i dun care! but ur violent-ness really leaves me this Ying1 Ying3. Seriously! Ya, i saw u on the train too, just before i'm gonna alight at Raffles city station. Once i saw u, immediate scene of that day flashed through my mind. I tried to start a conver with u several times on msn, but scenes of that day pop out in my mind, leaving me with that disgusted feeling that i can't overcome with. He said he didn't deserve a break-up. But is it an issue of whether u deserve or not? u state that it's because u are going through the HARD UNI LIFE? SO? BIG DEAL? Does it mean that you got NO WRONG even if you did a horrible things to ur gf and you still deserve to be tgt with her? Yes, u dun deserve cuz i admit i are a gd bf. but That significant horrible day is just enough to spoil it off. U claimed that ur injury is caused by my insensitivity??? or should it be YOUR INSENSITIVITY instead?!?!
Yes, i promised ur bro that i will meet u up after u've cooled down because i thought i will be able to forget and forgive abt that incident, but i realised it wasnt that easy. it has affected me to an extend and to date, im still not able to bring myself to face you. That is just the worse day i've ever experienced in my life. I'm just like.. had an encounter with a mad man, but he's my bf, infront of me. I'm glad i sill managed to stay cool then. Do you know ur words just pierced through my heart. Do u know how much i have to hide infront of my family? Not just u, that u hidden infront of ur friends, but u just acted like a cry baby infront of ur family members. i didn't wanted to say all these from the start. But now, knowing how u really think, im so pissed. Which guy wld even involve their family members in their relationship? It's so sickening. Cuz they nothing nth about the whole incident and will jump to conclusion that it's my fault that i caused the whole thing. And ur friends only hear your side of story.
Ya, im still feeling disgusted of what happened. I thought we cld be gd friends again. But it seems that the r/s btw us has turned to hatred. I didnt regret the r/s, i'm sorry i cant bring myself to fork out in the r/s. At least i knew it myself that i've tried, no matter u see it or not. I know u've tried to change for me too. We done our part. The only thing i really cant stand is when u like to get angry over things which i think is small matter and U, everytime wanted to make it BIG. and i wanna get back my speaker some day if i can. i will buy my own straightener. Y wld i have left it in ur hse? tts becuz i realli think we will be stable. But things just didnt end nicely.
Was boiling with anger when i saw JW's blog. Com'on man. It's not like i dun care! but ur violent-ness really leaves me this Ying1 Ying3. Seriously! Ya, i saw u on the train too, just before i'm gonna alight at Raffles city station. Once i saw u, immediate scene of that day flashed through my mind. I tried to start a conver with u several times on msn, but scenes of that day pop out in my mind, leaving me with that disgusted feeling that i can't overcome with. He said he didn't deserve a break-up. But is it an issue of whether u deserve or not? u state that it's because u are going through the HARD UNI LIFE? SO? BIG DEAL? Does it mean that you got NO WRONG even if you did a horrible things to ur gf and you still deserve to be tgt with her? Yes, u dun deserve cuz i admit i are a gd bf. but That significant horrible day is just enough to spoil it off. U claimed that ur injury is caused by my insensitivity??? or should it be YOUR INSENSITIVITY instead?!?!
Yes, i promised ur bro that i will meet u up after u've cooled down because i thought i will be able to forget and forgive abt that incident, but i realised it wasnt that easy. it has affected me to an extend and to date, im still not able to bring myself to face you. That is just the worse day i've ever experienced in my life. I'm just like.. had an encounter with a mad man, but he's my bf, infront of me. I'm glad i sill managed to stay cool then. Do you know ur words just pierced through my heart. Do u know how much i have to hide infront of my family? Not just u, that u hidden infront of ur friends, but u just acted like a cry baby infront of ur family members. i didn't wanted to say all these from the start. But now, knowing how u really think, im so pissed. Which guy wld even involve their family members in their relationship? It's so sickening. Cuz they nothing nth about the whole incident and will jump to conclusion that it's my fault that i caused the whole thing. And ur friends only hear your side of story.
Ya, im still feeling disgusted of what happened. I thought we cld be gd friends again. But it seems that the r/s btw us has turned to hatred. I didnt regret the r/s, i'm sorry i cant bring myself to fork out in the r/s. At least i knew it myself that i've tried, no matter u see it or not. I know u've tried to change for me too. We done our part. The only thing i really cant stand is when u like to get angry over things which i think is small matter and U, everytime wanted to make it BIG. and i wanna get back my speaker some day if i can. i will buy my own straightener. Y wld i have left it in ur hse? tts becuz i realli think we will be stable. But things just didnt end nicely.
Pass only!
Alright, i'm emo-ing since yesterday when i got back my OB individual assignment. It's just a PASS! or should i thank God i passed at least? Was feeling bad all the while till maybe this morning when i woke. I slept like damn early yesterday nite at 9pm and woke up only at 8am. shit i slept for so long. Anyway, ok, i admit my assignment wasn't really focused on OB principles. Well, only thing now is to study hard enough for exams. =/
18 more days to DC exam. =/ I'm sorry gers, if i decided not to attend the K session later. U gotta understand.
I'm 30mins away from leaving my hse to sch, and now, what a sudden heavy rain?!
Make me not feeling like gg out but i need to cuz it's revision lec. *sigh* I wish we can get back the DC proj today. xD
18 more days to DC exam. =/ I'm sorry gers, if i decided not to attend the K session later. U gotta understand.
I'm 30mins away from leaving my hse to sch, and now, what a sudden heavy rain?!
Make me not feeling like gg out but i need to cuz it's revision lec. *sigh* I wish we can get back the DC proj today. xD
Monday, October 06, 2008
Score
Love Language
6 Words of Affirmation
9 Quality Time
3 Receiving of Gifts
5 Acts of Service
7 Physical Touch
How to interpret your Profile Score:
Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.The highest possible score for any language is 12.
Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional love.
http://greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp
Love Language
6 Words of Affirmation
9 Quality Time
3 Receiving of Gifts
5 Acts of Service
7 Physical Touch
How to interpret your Profile Score:
Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.The highest possible score for any language is 12.
Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional love.
http://greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Waraku!
Today is another relaxed day. I slept at 3plus am yesterday, thinking that i cld wake up late this morning. But mummy's voice always wake me in the early morning. so i woke up at 9am this morning. I wan more sleeepp de..~~ arite, nvm. Had the Chee cheong fan with prawn inside as BF today - my brunch. John came over at around 2pm for the installation of the genuine windows XP. Arigato Gozaimasu! (sry! i really know nth abt IT and no idea where my discs were placed although it's my comp. I'm just not an IT person. xD) Now my desktop has come alive once again. Wheee~ I no need to share my lappy with sisters le. whahahax. =P As a result, i owe him dinner in the evening. So, i claimed $20 each from my sisters and off we went to Waraku at MS. Lols!
I decided to try different thing this time round as i always have the Udon and Soba whenever i visit. We ordered a Beef Sukiyaki, 2 Rice set, sashimi set, and one side dish with Jellyfish, baby optopus and kimchi squid, and 2 glasses of ice water. It was a sure sumptious meal.
We shopped a little before going back home. I got pressie for Qian Ting's bdae! yay~!
Whee~! I'm following my sis and her bf to Botanic Gardens on Thurs for her wedding photoshoot! Cool.. But i gotta wake up at 5am.. T.T I wanna follow her to Kelong also.. but.. exam.. and mummy dun wanna go. so if i go, i'll be left alone with her friends!
Btw, blogged wrongly for the previous entry. XM's watch suppose to be from Fossil, not Titus. hee..
Gomenasai to Queens and korkor. Can't pei all of u to sing K! Got exams. =/
"I'm happy if you are. =)"
Happy Birthday Twins
Today's celebration for Twins' Bdae but not their exact birthday. their exact bdae is gonna be on 7th Oct.. and so is Sylvia's. It's realli worth a celebration today cuz my proj ends today as well.. whahaha.. So i attended school for BB revision lec. wah.. the revision lec was realli helpful i think.. teacher gave a lot of tips. I'm gonna give full force in studying. haha. It was 4 plus after lec and i went down to meet the girls at Orchard to shop for Liu Jing's bdae. Alright, cuz the twins are suppose to shop for their own pressies today. Sorry cuz XM is very tiao ti about her present - a watch that is not so women, more to unisex, suitable for office wear and casual wear, cant be too blink blink, strap cant be too thin, main clock must not be squarish and the strap cant be brown colour. and we were kinda clueless about what to buy for LJ cuz she states that she needs everything so she wun mind what we bought as long as it is of use but whenever we ask her what if we buy this and that, she will say dun wan becuz blablabla.. and so, she's tiao ti also.. Twins means Twins. =P
Okay, anyway, both of them got themselves a watch. Xue Mei's from Titus and Liu Jing's from Guess. We went to a Thai Restaurant for dinner at Killiney Road. It's name is 'SuanThai' and it's buffet style. Erm.. the food is so-so only. Kinda value for money but limited and boring selection. Price is around $26 per person after 10% svc charge and 7% GST. Must Try : Green Curry & Deep-fried Squid.
A great night overall with interesting topics. Glad to hear that things are on the positive side for both my sisters - Alice and Amy. Cherish what you have or able to have now. Smile! =)
Okay, anyway, both of them got themselves a watch. Xue Mei's from Titus and Liu Jing's from Guess. We went to a Thai Restaurant for dinner at Killiney Road. It's name is 'SuanThai' and it's buffet style. Erm.. the food is so-so only. Kinda value for money but limited and boring selection. Price is around $26 per person after 10% svc charge and 7% GST. Must Try : Green Curry & Deep-fried Squid.
A great night overall with interesting topics. Glad to hear that things are on the positive side for both my sisters - Alice and Amy. Cherish what you have or able to have now. Smile! =)
Friday, October 03, 2008
hungry
In school now blogging.. Project members haben reach yet.. I'm hungry! Craving for wasabi Tei. =P But i got sore throat now.. super uncomfortable.. cant eat fried stuff. Argh.. i dreamt of him this morning. lol. but Just before i wake onli! I dreamt that he hugged me while queueing for swensens. and the alarm rang. Damn. T.T lols. =p
Thursday, October 02, 2008
i love u.
I didnt dreamt of him last night. Prob cus i thought of him for about 1 hr before i enter my sleep.
The smses, his voice, made me thought quite abit about the past..
Pictures flashed through my mind.
When we were together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where he's so gentlemen towards me
Scene where we fed each other ice-cream
Scene where we bit on one sushi maki tgt
Scene where he taught me geography
Scenes where he would come in my class and wait for me to finish my work, and send me home
Scenes where he protected me
Scenes of how gentle n nice he treated me
Scenes where we walked like penguins
Scenes of how upset he is when i never initiate
Scenes where i was so shy
Scenes when i felt so blessed
When we aren't together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where we were kinda childish and playful
Scenes where he cycled me
Scene where he offered to treat me sushi
Scenes where i tried to get his love back
Scenes where we were crazy
Scenes where we were unhappy with each other
Scenes of how we disappoint each other
Scenes of how jealous i was
Although he is a different he now, better is some ways and "badder" in some ways, no matter how he change, for better or for worse, he is still him. Although i tried to forget him all these years, and although i admit i suceed, but to a certain extent, although i sincerely treat him like one best friend, deep down my heart, i know, i love him still & love him for who he is.
The smses, his voice, made me thought quite abit about the past..
Pictures flashed through my mind.
When we were together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where he's so gentlemen towards me
Scene where we fed each other ice-cream
Scene where we bit on one sushi maki tgt
Scene where he taught me geography
Scenes where he would come in my class and wait for me to finish my work, and send me home
Scenes where he protected me
Scenes of how gentle n nice he treated me
Scenes where we walked like penguins
Scenes of how upset he is when i never initiate
Scenes where i was so shy
Scenes when i felt so blessed
When we aren't together
Scenes where he sheltered me from the rain
Scenes where we were kinda childish and playful
Scenes where he cycled me
Scene where he offered to treat me sushi
Scenes where i tried to get his love back
Scenes where we were crazy
Scenes where we were unhappy with each other
Scenes of how we disappoint each other
Scenes of how jealous i was
Although he is a different he now, better is some ways and "badder" in some ways, no matter how he change, for better or for worse, he is still him. Although i tried to forget him all these years, and although i admit i suceed, but to a certain extent, although i sincerely treat him like one best friend, deep down my heart, i know, i love him still & love him for who he is.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
another
Right! Here's the third blog entry of the day!
Yup, i've done a bit of a project. Chatted with Charles.. Someone from SIM who took BB before..
He reminded me lots of things that i needa take note of in this project cuz he had done his.
Many thanks Charles. =)
So i'm gonna read up my notes and try applying theories to my project later at night. Guess can't go out today le. =(
Oh, btw, i finally found someone with the authentic windows xp software to revive my desktop! Yuppie~ that means i no longer needa share my lappy with sisterssss.. =D
O, and my main purpose here is to upload pics. =p
At Heihei's hse.
Cheers!
What kinda expression? =P
We drank this much. =]
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Random pic:
Yummy Fan Shu porridge! lol.
Yup, i've done a bit of a project. Chatted with Charles.. Someone from SIM who took BB before..
He reminded me lots of things that i needa take note of in this project cuz he had done his.
Many thanks Charles. =)
So i'm gonna read up my notes and try applying theories to my project later at night. Guess can't go out today le. =(
Oh, btw, i finally found someone with the authentic windows xp software to revive my desktop! Yuppie~ that means i no longer needa share my lappy with sisterssss.. =D
O, and my main purpose here is to upload pics. =p
At Heihei's hse.
Cheers!
What kinda expression? =P
We drank this much. =]
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Random pic:
Yummy Fan Shu porridge! lol.
Segh
Ok, im sorta motivated after viewing Olive's effort in the Project. Im so gonna do something about it. But first, let me warm up by blogging as i'm still feeling "segh" and my brain was kinda.. not working?
Yesterday was meet up with Baby Joyce, Husband Hazel, and the Dwarf twins at CS for movie. Well, we had the worse movie of the year - My Best Friend's Girl. It's a huge mistake to make that decision to watch that movie. It SUCKS. No plot. Waste my time n money. I almost feel like walking out of the movie theatre half way through the movie. It's just a dumb show.
After that, we bused down to Hazel's place. It was raining. Went 7-eleven to buy drinks and tidbits. I think yesterday was the drunkest i've ever been and also, the least slp after that. Ususally i will sleep till like afternoon 12 plus? whahahax. I think i slept like 3+am? cuz Joyce can't drink more cuz she gotta teach tuition today at 11am. can't be so drunk. so no one pei me le. btw, Onli like 2 of us were drinking. Hazel had one glass. and the twins had coke.=p. and wake at 8+. But i don't think i can afford to sleep now. I'm still trying to 'wake' myself up. and O ya, i remembered we sucked penis yst. lol. no la.. it was lamb shank. haha. they just look alike. xD! It just happened to be on Hazel's table. haha. i think her cousin's nanny gave them. and she asked me to try. nice. The bone marrow doesn't taste like bone marrow though. and it's not realli red kind but more to curry colour. I'm gonna dabao the one tt they sell outside home to try one day. why dao bao? Cuz eating that outside is so no image.
I hope i'm still able to go out later. *a promise to myself - Never do something about the project = No outing later!*
I'm so gonna puke*
Yesterday was meet up with Baby Joyce, Husband Hazel, and the Dwarf twins at CS for movie. Well, we had the worse movie of the year - My Best Friend's Girl. It's a huge mistake to make that decision to watch that movie. It SUCKS. No plot. Waste my time n money. I almost feel like walking out of the movie theatre half way through the movie. It's just a dumb show.
After that, we bused down to Hazel's place. It was raining. Went 7-eleven to buy drinks and tidbits. I think yesterday was the drunkest i've ever been and also, the least slp after that. Ususally i will sleep till like afternoon 12 plus? whahahax. I think i slept like 3+am? cuz Joyce can't drink more cuz she gotta teach tuition today at 11am. can't be so drunk. so no one pei me le. btw, Onli like 2 of us were drinking. Hazel had one glass. and the twins had coke.=p. and wake at 8+. But i don't think i can afford to sleep now. I'm still trying to 'wake' myself up. and O ya, i remembered we sucked penis yst. lol. no la.. it was lamb shank. haha. they just look alike. xD! It just happened to be on Hazel's table. haha. i think her cousin's nanny gave them. and she asked me to try. nice. The bone marrow doesn't taste like bone marrow though. and it's not realli red kind but more to curry colour. I'm gonna dabao the one tt they sell outside home to try one day. why dao bao? Cuz eating that outside is so no image.
I hope i'm still able to go out later. *a promise to myself - Never do something about the project = No outing later!*
I'm so gonna puke*
Motivation
Ok, I was sort of motivated to at least come out with something for the project after viewing Olive's effort. I'm really gonna see what i can come out of my own too. But first, let me warm up by blogging as i'm still feeling "segh" now.
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